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First dream was lucid again. When I awoke I decided to not dj though. I had the fear of maybe having trouble getting back to sleep if I got up. So can't remember it much.

I remember pleasant feelings though. A house or cozy mansion.

*should have resolved fear here

Had a couple of non lucid after. They kind of overwhelmed the memory of previous dream.

I remember dodging bullets from pistol whip.

*I was worried earlier in day that this might influence my dream. The belief did I think.

Awoke

Diablo. Gaming pc. Moving out the apartment.

Saw this apartment before in a dream.

Next dream

Psychic Ambush
I was inside a house. Some ppl there. We were attacked by something. The house was similar to house #34. But different.either way I was in this house before inside a dream.

*there was an earthquake here in this house before in another dram. now another calamity here again.

We were espers or something, a group of us.attacked by another group or entity. They seemed familiar.

...

Tartar

Eventually I am some kind of demon king or something. There was also a typical hero- reminded me of goku.

We (my evil gang not really evil though) got away and we were going to meet up at a restaurant to the west, maybe north.

I walked or ran for a while, 2km or so. I met my right hand there. She was stunningly elegant as always. 2 plates of raw meat that looked like tartar was in front of us. I think other crew member shows up. The hero shows up.

I decided to teleport far away and just watch them have fun. The hero and I didn't get along so I wanted the others to enjoy the get together at least. I watched them over with magical sights from a building far away.

Could be related to a previous dream.

Maybe I should have joined them. Who knows maybe the hero would have welcomed me. Perhaps should face that fear next time.

I thought "Oh I'm dreaming" as I saw scenes of dreams pass by. Warm meadows that had the feelings of just... sheer pleasantness. Thanks papa mountain.

Had a stronger awakening once. Noticed doubts crop up, about whether I could stay lucid in next dream. Should have resolved the doubt then.

Had a nld because I doubted myself

Thoughts & Stuff
Slept without pillow. I guess I'm getting better. Let go of trying. Letting go of need to meditate or doing it in a specific way. Instead just be meditating.

The question is whether if it's better to push through things even if they are boring. Or to vary it a little to keep it fresh. I'm just pondering the difference between two conflicting mindsets: one view is based on consistent practice daily, while the other belief is that taking breaks gives you time for self reflection and refill motivation. I think maybe it's somewhere in the middle, but also just being instead of thinking. If you have fun doing it, does it really matter?

Wondering... Pondering... meandering.

Is it MILD? Being aware?

Also a little pot. Recall was about the same. Honestly could be why I felt so stupid in my dream, but i also could have been more aware than the last couple of days. However it did help me process my thoughts and stopped me from over thinking for a little. It helped with self reflection. It helped me remember... Deeper states of mediation. In moderation perhaps it is a good tool.

***While I was in the deep state, it made me remember. It's the exact same feeling of complete lucidity in dreams. Or very close to it- And I suppose I had easier time in the summer, because I was this state more often while meditating outdoors, greeted by the honest rays of the warm summer sun; brilliantly illuminating- it was clearing the clouds both within and without. I remember it was easy. Even though it's cold now, it can still be easy. And it is easy... right?

Everything I've said, or wondered is perhaps all useless. Completely useless thoughts masquerading as useful, distracting me from practice. Am I aware enough to realize?

I guess in short, it's... Living it, instead of practicing it.


Dreams and stuff
Did not DJ every dream.

Heading to sleep, was close to wild as the HI was getting clear and real, decided to move though to get comfortable. This stopped it.

Bananas
I was in the kitchen and saw bananas. And a lot more ripe ones in the next room. A lot of bananas.
*ate bananas


Parking
Was in a house. Drove to supermarket. Parked there. When I was out had uneasy feeling. Realized I parked diagonally and on handicap spot. People berating. ..

FA
I was glad I didn't drive anymore. In high rise apartment. There was vr hologram.

I knew something was amiss but I couldn't figure it out. I felt tortured. I felt stupid. Felt like I wanted to die. Awareness present, but not enough to be lucid, semi, perhaps.

Actions, died a little. This caused me to wake.

Wake
*this dream was close to lucid nightmare. Not lucid but I know the feeling of lucid nightmares. I guess it didn't turn into one because I ended the dream. could be a good sign?
* I remembered the exact feeling was that of a need. The wanting of things to end. It's the exact feeling of the lucid nightmare where the dream ended into another dream into another. The feeling was there but not as lucid.

Not sure if I should go into dreams in detail.

I met a girl at a music competition. We sang together. Almost won. She was leaving on bus and told me we will meet again in the same place.

Just notes. Permutations of letters, words. Maybe I can better describe it in time.

Belief. Accompanied by feeling. Creates.

Like Shiva, the lord of destruction. Cleanse that which holds you back.

As Michelangelo said, "I did not create David, I merely freed him from that marble"

You... are already perfect, just take away those weights holding you back.

Believe, with all your heart. Doubts weigh you down. Let go of the weights, and you are effortless.

It's easy

Believe, in yourself.

Was lucid for half a second or couple of seconds.

I was in a pilot cabin or the ground radio base with radio communications buttons all over the wall. I pressed one and a person asked something ...over

I said made a mistake ...over...

They didn't hang up, I got worried. Tried to talk again. stepped back and thought why am I here. Lucid I guess for a few moments and wake.

...

Only remember that dream yesterday. Technically lucid in every dream!

I tried to apply advice from my mentor and it workout out well I think. I slept better than usual. And although the dream in the middle wasn't that peaceful, the dreams that sandwiched it had this kind of calm serene feeling.

I wasn't lucid in my dreams. Maybe semi. Well I did get practice for AP/WILD inside the dream either way so I should be happy about that I think; As I recall a dream yoga book saying how "meditation in dream is 7 times more powerful," so by that logic practicing in dream should also be 7 times more powerful!


Aping in class
I was in a classroom, it was a Japanese classroom for sure. I felt like this was a high-school or middle school. Anyways I was not me in this dream. I was a guy who was somewhat a deliquent or something but I was also the class rep. I remember having an updo or something. The dream began sometimes in the afternoon after we finished school activities and I was ready to head back. But my class decided to do a sleep over or something inside the class and people just slept on their desk face down on the desk. As the class rep I had to watch over them and make sure everyone was okay. After checking on everyone else and making sure they were sound asleep I decided to sleep in class. My seat was to the front and left. I wanted to... do an AP/WILD there. I knew that I could do it so I laid my head down and quickly began to feel the vibrations. I left my body a little then I came back. I left and came back.. 2 or 3 times.

One of the girls in the class wakes up and her parents came over to check up on her. Her mom was on the floor below and ws flexing her biceps like the ad of the working women in USA during the WW2. She put an onion atop her bicep to make it look like she had big biceps to show off. The girl and her dad was embarrassed by what she was doing.

Evil apple jail

I had thoughts about apple products before falling asleep and I dreamt about it. I'd given up on apple years back and switched to android but wondered if I should give it another chance. I think the dream was immediately influenced by this.

I was in what looked like Y's house. But apparently it was my house according to the dream plot. Jack and little ones came over to play. We played VR stuff. We go outside after a while once we get bored. Arriving at a business buildling. It was a building of a tech company. Appeared to be facebook or apple. Looked more like apple since they had that white colored tech products. I find my friend Wolf there. We hang out and explore the building, they had some R&D stuff going on I think. Wolf had to go somewhere though, he said he'd come pick me up after. I thought ok and decided to go to the souvenir shop on the first floor and buy some stuff.

I was picking out some buff and had bags of items. I checked the time and I still had some time before Wolf'd be back to I decided to look around more. I walked somewhere near the entrance and the staff thought I was stealing so they decided to apprehend me. They took me upstairs into the cells. They put some kind of transparent gear-mask that was white all over except for the parts around the face that was made of clear glass or plastic. They tied me up with similarly apple product colored cuffs and what not. I looked around the cell and there were others who were also captured unresonably. I asked them what happend and they were also captured unjustly in a similar manner. It was all too suspicious and it was kind of like we were being kidnapped to be used for experiments later. I'm noticing my breath and it's uncomfortable having my breath press against the plastic cover, the warmth of my breath and all reflecting back to me was unbearable.

Suddenly there was an explosion or something that destabilizes the stuff that kept their electric doors and cuffs online. I tell the others this is a chance but they were afraid to move out. So I decided to go by myself. I remove my shackles and head out the fortified glass cell doors. I turn to the right hall. There was some kind of mysterious technology there, I forget. It was something top secret though. I am noticed by security and aroudn here I find X there. He was among the security officers here and they were out to get me. An explosion? My flesh is scorched away and so are my skin. With only a little flesh surrounding my skull I appeared like a skelton, like an undead. I keep proceeding and I beat X so I can proceed further, and get out of this place.

I am outside and find Wolf there. We drive away on the highway for about 30 minutes. But someone was chasing us.

Older Jap classmates, Moderation

I'd worked on the uneasiness I felt before this dream and it appears that I'm back in a similar location of the first dream.

I was in a Japanese school. There were some classmates from back in elementry and they'd gotten older now. It wasn't the same school but somewhere nearby. I was hanging out and playing with the other students since the class had just ended and did not start yet. The teacher did not come so I decided to keep on playing. We get a call to the phone inside the classroom. A girl who was one of the more responsible out of us decided to pick it up and the call was telling us to head to a class 2 floors below since the one we were in was now cancelled.

We head down and I find a round donut like table that went around a cylindrical pillar that supported the structure. It was about half a meter in diameter, while the table around it donut-ed around it another half a meter. The class had not started yet so I decided to rest at this table for a bit. There were some blank papers and stuff there and I realized I didn't have any paper or binders to take notes for the class. Some of the girls whom I were acquainted from elementry, whom were now a bit older were kind enough to share me a binder and some paper. Relieved.

I decided the it would be the perfect time to AP or something and I closed my eyes. I got some vibrations and left my body. I practiced it for a bit. And the class was now beginning.

We entered a classroom that no longer appeared like a Japanese school now. More western. The classroom was liek a lab and a chemistry class. My dad was apparently teaching this class now. I sat beside one of the girlfriends from earlier. They were curious, and asked me how I'd done my AP. I just told them it was easy. I had trouble finding sheets of paper again and got some more from the girl next to me. My dad had left and we were now having another teacher as the class began.

Our teacher was a dark haired russian woman who was an expert at LD subjects. She began to teach the class. I was doodling pictures in my notebook. The topic began with something about male anatomy and stuff. She handed pictures around for the class to see. I took a look at the photos and handed it to the boys to the right. After a while she begins to talk about a new topic. She wrote some sorts on the blackboard. She wrote meditation and some vegetables and stuff on the board. She asked the class what was the common denominator of all the things she'd wrote. I thought I knew it and I raised my hand here. Some people in front of me did too. Oh yeah my seat was at the very back, a few seats from the most left.

She picked me! So I just stated simply that everything she wrote made your mind too active if you did or ate too much. As the vegetable, I forget what it was now, was abundant in vitamin b6. She agreed with me. So my teacher now tells me in a tone as if to remind me...

meditation shouldn't be over 50 minutes... and etc about other stuff

Maybe she was subtly hinting me moderation. Moderation is key.

Notes:

Should practice a stabilization technique

maybe the theme about ID, or names is that I have trouble identifying who I am.

drawing comic
2 guys and 1 girl were drawing some kind of comic. One of them was really good at drawing, an expert!

*I think maybe I dreamt this because I was trying to draw stuff


Exploring, Fusion
Have trouble recalling dreams because my first thoughts upon awakenings were to go the bathroom and pee. I do recall exploring and people fusing into 1, was I part of the fusion? I don't think so.

*I think the dream topic about fusion was inspired by DBZ


Bad Area
I was on the road on university. I think I was near that specific part of the road with 7-11 and an autoshop. I was walking down there and a black kid with dreads show up in front of me. He's pretty young, maybe 11? He throws something above me and my eyes follow the object by reflex and I already realized I screwed up. Part of me slightly aware. I knew the knife was coming after he caught my attention. And my thoughts did manifest immediately, he held his knife against my neck to the left and wanted my wallet.

I told him that I'll give him whatever cash's in it but leave my IDs and stuff since they are such pain in the ass to reapply. I take a look inside the wallet and he takes it. He walks down the sidewalk and I remind him to leave my IDs! He drops my wallet to the side and leaves. I go and pick up my wallet and he didn't take anything really. There was everything in there and most of the money was there too.

*Had pain in the butt renewing ID while wake

I head down south to one of the house apartment I lived in university there. I am there and am greeted by some delinquent guys. They start beating me with sticks lol. And their senior or boss or something shows up in a moment. I beat them.

~Maybe an FA here

I switch to a different body. I was in a brunette girl's body as I entered the house that appeared to be their home base. I decided to exact my revenge from not too long ago. I enter inside and- eventually end up in the backyard. I was planting some flowers and strawberries grew there and forgot about the revenge.

I noticed sync - I don't know or forgot what this means, just a note.

*I met the dreads kid before in another dream; he stabbed me in a dream that was in New york, also near a 7-11 where he stabbed me through under my left rib and got me there. I remember it felt hot, I was being robbed and I died not too long after. He didn't stab me this time though.
*IDs and wallets theme continues from recent dreams
*The did dream of the house there before. I think there was someone selling.

More Fights

Just more fights. Perhaps related to fights from previous dream.


Library, Picking out names

I was inside a library, or was my awareness was within the library. I forgot the earlier part of the dream atm, but eventually it's the library scene.

There was a girl and 2 guys there sitting on a library table. They were facing eachother and discussing something. The girl there was apparently the protagonist of this particular story. She had long black hair and appeared to have a genuine set of eyes. Apparently she was also rich according to the plot. Anyways they were discussing and trying to come up with a name. What name? I don't know. My new name, or dream name.


AP fails
Failed some ap. I guess AP rather than wild, since it did not transition into a dream scene immediately. 2-3 times.

Got some vibrations, tried to leave bed. I did leave the bed by the right side, but I didn't have vision. Just felt my legs touching the floor below as I walked.

Back to body.

I try again. To the left this time, before I get-

Back to body

I try once more, to the left this time. I was in some kind of apartment now and looked out the window. I had doubts whether the experience would last any long and I lost focus.


DJing on TECH


Train, president, flying ship
It began in some kind of a large building. It had wide halls and there were some vips meeting there. I had a friend there, I forgot who it was. I'm just exploring the building and I met a lady who was a guide there. She was dressed like a stewardess. I am heading down the hall and in one of the smaller halls down there I meet some old man. He had short white hair and was a bit chubby but he carried a very friendly aura. I got the impression that he was an old US president or something similar. An already deceased one likely. I'm not sure who exactly though. I hit it off with Mr. President and we are just buddy buddy now.

Head outside the room. I was suppose to meet up with my friend and pres somewhere. I looked for them and had a little trouble finding them. The building was like a dome, like a baseball dome or a stadium. I am walking and end up at the docks, at the very last and edge of the dock were the 2 I been looking for. I was greeted and then was invited by the president to ride on this ship.

* I'll just call the president bill now, since he kind of looks like bill clinton but is kind of different but I'll do it for the sake of convenience for now.

Anyways I look at Bill and he had a pretty wholesome amount of people around him. They were dressed like mechanics or blacksmiths kinda folks from the olden days and they were the crew of his ship. I wasn't really sure if I wanted to ride the ship since it would be a slow travel. The location I was currently in from how I felt, was in Japan. And to get back to home it would take forever, and we'd probably be visiting the nearby countries. But I thought why not... what do I have to lose anyways? So I take up on his offer. My friend is riding too.

We set sail on the ship and it's dark now. It's been dark since the earlier scene. All the crews are there and forward we went. Eventually we end up somewhere in China. The ship! It flew. Bill had now explained to me it was a flying ship. and We ended up somewhere that felt like in the middle of the mountains or the country side, nowhere near the sea.

I saw a beautiful scenery though. It looked more like Japan but the dream told me it was China. It was somewhere far from the city and the air was pretty nice. The sky was clear and not foggy- was the air clean and without smog here? There were bright lush green grass and beautiful white stone pavements on the ground. It was beautiful and I was in awe for a bit. Where was this really? We keep going forward and arrive at a train station. We were to ride the train here now.

Pretty large train station. Looked like an airport inside. I head to the bathroom. I did that since I felt the urge to pee in waking. I find myself in a strange bathroom. I head inside and pee or something. A guy challenged me after I finished going to the bathroom. He thought I looked weak so he challenged me. I took up his challenge; I pushed him with ease against the wall and I won. It was a sort of gambling thing they did there and whoever that won would take the other's money. The atm or bank machine behind him spat out money for me to take. I was also taking a picture there since we needed to get an ID or visa here before we could ride the train. I also take that guy's pictures and stuff.

I walk across some bridge. I needed to find my picture that I took earlier so I can proceed further. But I'd won so many times from previous events that my wallet or purse or whatever I'd carried was full of pictures. I took out the bunch of photos one by one but I had trouble finding mine. People around were looking at me. I guess I'd been too greedy. I wondered if Bill and my friend was still waiting for me at the train stop...

Notes:
I'm going to add info if the dream triggers some memory. I think it helped a lot before so I'll do it again.

I think I should do RC or something on each awakening. Should help.

Ebay, root selling
It was about some investors buying up p root farm and to make some cash. Their wives were taking care of the crop fields and they decided to lease the land out to someone else on month-to month basis but the renter decided to scam them by selling the land while they didn't notice.

~The land appeared to be somewhere in southern states or mexico. I remember being in that location before in a dream on a roadtrip dream. A journey to my ex's place or something in a farmland and I just hanged there for a couple of days.

* Maybe I'd dreamed about ebay and the stuff since I've been looking at ebay. The dream about the crop field might be from a desire to own a durian farm.

Ap
I was on the bed. I got a very faint amount of noise or induced it myself, I forget which. I focused on the noise and decided to move my eyes around. It worked and I went outside. I wasn't too sure if I was awake or not; I looked around and it was snowing and there were some snow under my feet outside. I decided to do a handstand for some reason and I was pretty sure I was dreaming since I can't do handstands. I saw lights on a house to the right, was someone looking at me?

*maybe saw snow since it's cold outside.

Fail
Back on bed. Noise. Tried again, moving eyes around but no cigar.

Lucid a little,

I was with my friend Y and Mike at the entrance of an amusement park where you'd buy tickets or they'd check for tickets. I lost my wallet and was looking around for it. There were some small tables and chairs outside like a cafe or a lunch place. I found my wallet on a chair, it was black.

~This was an old wallet I used years back.
*I think I was looking for my wallet since I was looking for it 3 days ago. I found it but I guess the desire to find it carried on to this dream. I guess I found my old black wallet while looking for my wallet so maybe that's why it showed up in this dream.

I went to grab my wallet and someone tries to grab the wallet as well. They claimed that the wallet was theirs but I said I know the name of the ID inside the wallet. I stated the name and we opened it up. It was weird and the wallet did have my info but IDs of other people as well. It was strange and an officer came over to check what was up. They were suspicious of me for some reason and began questioning me or something.

I was on one of the outdoor lunch tables with Y and Steven. Waiting for it all to be over with. I was kind of suspicious of the environment though, wondered if I was dreaming or something. Somehow I kind of knew. I told Y and Steven that it was a dream and that I could prove it. I told them to hold my hand and I'd show them; I looked across the street on the other side. I wanted to teleport us somewhere and I thought it'd be easier to teleport where I could see. I couldn't see very far away into the dream so I decided to teleport to the street across, to the right.

*The road was like a road down to a certain small plaza that had a bus stop.

They grab my hand and I closed my eyes and believed that I can teleport. And we did. We were on that street and threaded further forward in the direction of that street. Steven was trying to be the first one so he ran a little to get into the front. I closed my eyes and teleported in front of him immediately though. We walk a little more and he tells me he's having trouble with women but I interject and argue how he's surrounded by girls though.

*dream influenced by memory. I recall a memory of Y, telling me that Steven was a player, perhaps dream is a shadow of that memory.

Perhaps an awakening here or scene just changes


Festive temple

We get to a some kind of Asian festival at a Japanese temple like place. It looked like Japanese temple but felt like a Chinese event at the moment of the dream. There's a high rise to the left and I enter it. I find my cousin living there on one of the upper floors.

*may have visited this kind of temple in Japan

She and I hang out and stuff. I look out the window and the area below was super crowded so I was wondering how I was going to get through. I decided to throw bombs down there like bomberman. It just displaced people by the force of explosion didn't hurt anyone really, not sure if it was a real bomb or just some kind of wind producing bomb. Streets got cleared a little and I thought I'd be able to get through now.

*Haven't seen my cousin in a while. I do recall hearing about her so maybe.


School fake Laptop
I was in a classroom and there were some delinquents there. There was a kid there with a laptop but it was fake or something. He was being bullied or something so I decided to help him out.

* I recently got a chromebook and maybe the laptop but not laptop thing was a chromebook that manifested into this dream.

Something else happens I think but I forget. The dream does go on longer.

May have awoken

Magical school, summoned Evil
I am in a Magical school now. Maybe I was here the while time since before, but just figured it out now that it was a magical school. There was an evil force or something trying to take over here, some kind of necromancer or something summoning a monster of sorts. Just going around the school, exploring. There's lime a coming of age or initiating ceremony for newbies and I was suppose to attend that a little later with the other new students.

There was an evil summoned being I had to defeat first though. I think it was kind of like a big eyeball with a kind of fuzzy trail that followed its directions. I grabbed a bunch of friends from this school to fight it. It did not die; I tried casting magic and it would split into more monsters. It split into thousands of bugs and whatnot as we cast spells on it. I told everyone else to get away as I was alone with the being in a narrow corridor. I cast some frost magic to freeze it temporarily. Did I defeat it? I forget. I remember it taking advantage by trying to attack me while I was preoccupied trying to save someone but it worked out OK. I think I remember finding some kind of ritual spot or summoning circle inside a cave and maybe that was the source of it.


Trial, Fly
I went outside the school. We are in some kind of empty garden or yard and there was a little girl there. I guess it's the school yard. I recall her dressed like a witch or something. I was suppose to go to that trial from earlier with her, so I grab her and we fly up the sky and towards the ceremony. Open skies maybe some big creature in the sky that we had to get past.

* I think I flew because I had desires to fly the other day, the day before or the day before that. I just visualized flying for a few min.

We get to the trial. It was in some kind of forest, there was a river there. We had to fight against others there as it was some sort of survival event and only the survivors would be worthy.

Foggy memory. Slept few hrs in the beginning was awake, felt body fall asleep but still just lay there and arms hurt from not moving, felt refreshed though.

Vague memories of aliens and being molested or something. Was somewhat pleasant though.

Happy birthday to me! omnilucidity!

Internal turmoil... Resolved?

I want to be better at meditation. Thanks skipper.

I want to be more loving and lucid. In both realities.

I want to 'know'.

Kindly nudge me awake if you see me sleeping in dream world.

Be lucid now! Right now!


Rough notes:

Oct 22

Did not sleep too well.

I was in old mansion with Jack's and my family. there's a tornado there's a tornado or something going on and we had inside a mansion . the first years and stuff starts to get blown away towards us and I'm blocking some of them. But Jack's mother gets hit in the head. She said she need to get somewhere. House breaking apart. Furnitures, big rectangular takes keep flying I'm blocking but house comes apart. We're sent flying in the air. I grab my mom and hug and cover her with my body. There are cars on the road driving, other houses were stripped bare by the wind . We're circling around and I don't let go. I land head first and felt my nose break and taste the blood through my nose, it keeps on rushing out of my head as I'm spun around. I'm dying. I accept my death and begin to let go of my life, I truly felt a sense of ease of death but I still hold on to my mother. Maybe she could still live. I keep getting pushed by the wind slowly losing my consciousness and hit my head against the pavement. My nose hurt even after I was wide awake. It hurt for a good 15 minutes until I decided to rub/crack it a little.


Oct 23

Rich family raided by police shut in hot away some family died. On track to get family back. Some siblings spy.tapped house spider bots. Sister helping. Her seat to the secret room but raided by
*minipool* squatters. Shot and other ppl come shoot. House. value down. Grandpa helping to rebuild family. Rival family trying to host dinner. Not as good. They may be culprit. Guy learning law to get back home.

Words transform to pictures better learning then Transform to women spiral subliminal learning.


Hanging with people they want to go to party. Girl didn't want to go. She was popular and others wanted her to go. I tell her I might give her a chance at making love if she comes and she decides to go. Orange vodka.

Oct 24

Slept 1 hr

I decided to type out the dreams since I couldn't sleep and also because one of the dreams were way too cool for me at least. It deserved to be typed out.

I'm also thinking of just recording DJs as an audio file. With just a few keywords typed as a way to sort it while going in details and expanding it in recordings.

Oct 21,2019

Skeptical Jump

It was right after I'd eaten dinner and I was very sleepy so I decided to head to bed. I had an urge to sleep in a different bed so I did so. I recall waking up a couple of times before a slightly stronger awakening. I could have woken but I decided to head back to sleep. I began to get very hot in the chest/solar plexus area but I just ignored it and was admant to get back to sleep.

Not too long after I began to get some noise in my head and I began to focus on it. I was pretty persistent about it and after some time it became louder, then eventually began to vibrate. It was the familiar vibration stage if you will and I began to feel slight unease but I had experienced it many times before so I just simply told myself that "you enjoy this" because you know it's followed by very interesting experiences most of the times. So all the negativity just melted away as I braced myself for the next event. But alas nothing really happened and the sensations began to wane as I lay atop the bed. I was skeptical though, however, that I may have AP'ed or WILDed so I just imagined myself rolling out of the bed. Not much happened for some time but I kept going and I fell out of bed in the end. Sensations felt normal and it was dark, I still had doubts though; so I decided to head out the bedroom and things were still dark and normal so I thought I'd be able to tell if I'm dreaming if I head outside. I went outside to the backyard and jumped. I instantly reached max velocity and shot like a beam of light into the sky. I was certain now and completely lucid.


Chinatown

I was transported elsewhere after the jump though. I was now inside what looked like an Audi minivan or something similar. I was in the backseat and my dad was driving that car. I still maintained some lucidity from before but I wasn't certain if I was dreaming for sure. My thinking was that if I paid attention like the previous event I might get something to confirm my suspicions but this time I was wept up by the dream plot and lost lucidity eventually. Outside the car was what appeared to be an extravagant chinatown. Very interesting and lavish structures surrounded the main road and perhaps there was some festival going on. We pick up my mom in a little bit. As we keep driving down the road there was an asian girl there whom we picked up. I don't know who she was but she got on the car on the seat to the front left. Keep on driving down and eventually we come across some blockade or a something. It was like a border wall/gate that went into China I think. There were some chinese men there dressed like police. We stopped and got out, there was a glass wall that stopped us from progressing further and my dad pressed his passport against the glass.


FA DJ

I was on the bed and tried to DJ the previous dream but the phone acted weird. Well it acted pretty normal and I had trouble taking notes about the dream.

I awoke then DJ'ed on the phone, it was just like that FA, had trouble with apps to DJ.


University escalators

I was in some university building it appears. It was structured like a mall and I remember riding many escalators. There were some unscrupulous girls there. There was ML, and Amy whom I consider to have disgusting personalities objectively speaking. There was a girl with glasses hanging out with them. I remember that we were eating sushi and dropped one to the ground. They got mad that I spilled the sushi and called the cops on me. I get away. I also met Mike on the way out.


Large Dome

Likely continuation of previous dream. I'm uncertain if they were 1 dream or were separated. It was the same university area and I was exploring the building. I was suppose to head to my dad's office or something and I found myself in a very large dome like structure at the right most part of the university campus. It was a futuristic structure with an elevator that was unlike ones we have now. It was a circle. A pretty big circle. If you went to the middle of the circle it would move up or down instantly. And there was another elevator on top that went sideways that helped you move across the campus with ease. I found my dad using the sideways elevator. I remember the glasses girl from the previous dream somewhere in the dream initially, don't recall her too much.

~I also remember being in this campus inside a dream before. It was a little different though but I am certain it's the same location. But it was before I went on DV I'm sure, so perhaps a dream from about a year ago.

notes I might have missed about dream: Large dome building glass girl dad 7th floor elevator.
Instant vertical elevator presence planet.


Richard's dad's house

I found myself in Richard's dad's house. It was mostly empty and boring and there appeared to be some BBQ or something going on. But there were barely any guests though. I just remember the house was much larger than how it was 'suppose' to be and I explored the house. The pool was much larger too, I suppose it was maybe half an acre sized pool, perhaps a little smaller. I ate some purple fermented food, likely beets. There was also diarrhea in the pool...


Opening locked door

I forget the contents. But I opened a locked door! IS THIS THE LOCKED DOOR THAT WERE IN MY LUCID NIGHTMARES?


Slave girl
A dream about a girl being enslaved. Just a short vision I think.

Extravagant weapon

Some kind of extravagant and golden weapon like a staff. It's similar to the chinatown theme from the first dream I think. A wooden staff adorned with much gold and colorful reds might be more accurate.


Cheating in poker, caught.

Inside a mall or something, similar or could be the campus area from previous dreams. I found some friends playing poker at the casino in the end of the hall. I saw Wolf there, I think it was Wolf with someone else. Maybe it wasn't Wolf, it was Carl. They were clearly cheating on poker as I watched them from the sides. I approached the table and began cheating as well; not out of will but it felt more liek a dream plot. The dealer caught me and we were chased out. Went outside the casino and still chased us.

Something happens in the end I forget. Maybe I saw Mike there again.


Quebec Border

I was driving down the Quebec, and eventually get to a small office that was related to border office or employment. I somehow drove the car inside the small office and it was stuck there. People inside thought not much of it and proceeded to their activities. I looked up some job ads but someone to my left told me they were bad jobs (red light district sort of) and I saw visions of it and wanted to leave now.

But my car was still stuck inside the office and there were people standing near the entrance so I wasn't sure how to get out of here. I had some small chocolate candy shaped like a ball so I gave it to people near the counter and asked them to help me. Then I gave some to the people near the entrance to ask them to move away for abit. They cooperate and I manage to get the car out the front entrance.

Border topic related to the first dream.


Frozen School

I was inside a campus of a cool looking school. It was beautiful really and large. There were white buildings and a very large schoolyard adorned with beautiful white stones structures and pavements of some sort like the greek buildings with generous amounts of lush greenery and it was very cool. I get the impression that it was a highschool building but I am uncertain. There was something very... interesting about the place. I can't quite describe it.

After spending some time in the school there was some calamity that freezes the whole school and the students within it. I head out to find a solution to the problem.


House #34, Fairy Queen, Thrithe

I was exploring to find a way to solve the previous predicament. Eventually I ended up in the area of the previous home, house #34. It wasn't exactly how I remembered it. It was the same street, that was for sure. The white asphalt sidewalks, I'm not exactly sure what that's made of but this particular sidewalk had a very clean white and a certain hue that wasn't in other streets.

It appears to be the future, as I now see an apartment building where the house #34 used to be. It was maybe not exactly an apartment but more like a lot or whatever you call those things where artists and people often use as offices. Multi-storied building where there's only a single large room inside. I was approaching this apartment like building and I noticed some very strange plant-tree thing with many needles sticking out of it. The nedles were pretty long I say about a foot and a half, 20-30 cm long and 1/2 cm wide. The plants began to shoot these needles at me as I approached the building but I decided to go anyways. I was stabbed by quite a few of them before I got through the entrance.

It was an empty first floor, a single square renovated hall that looked abandoned. I went up the stairs, one or a few flights before I found some signs of people. I was still injured and I was glad to find some people, perhaps they could help treat my injury or something. They were all female or at least female looking beings. I think that they were not human. Likely similar to elves but I'm pretty sure they weren't elves. I asked for their help and they gladly decided to help me after sensing that I appeared to have a good energy or something.

They helped me out and decided to teach me about things. I guess about them. They walked me through the building and it was a sort of hideout or something. It was pretty big inside and eventually I come across some cages. They showed me some familiars, and wanted to teach me to summon them. They were behind these small cages, and some large cages and told me to call out it's name.

~I'll call them nymphs, instead of they now. Since I feel like it's closest understanding or idea of them I can conjure at the moment.

I remember the first familiar I saw was a frost spirit of sorts. There were also faries there and the nymphs told me to try to summon them by calling out their name. I called out it's name and I managed to summon it through the cage. I forgot the name now though. What the nymphs have shown me so far were lesser familiars and as I kept threading deeper into the building I began to see more powerful familiars there. Those ones weren't really caged; well they were in cages but the impression that you got was that they were too lazy to get out of it or were pretty comfortable by how they were taken care of so they didn't bother escaping at all.

Large golden bars. Behind them was the Fairy Queen. She was brightly shining in neon green that was slightly towards somewhere in the middle of green to yellow-green spectrum. Shaped like a butterfly. The nymphs weren't there. I began to feel the energy around it and emulated the same energy frequency within myself. Until our frequency was one. Just resonate in the same frequency and she'd come to help me. We'd connected and I managed to summon the Fairy Queen. She had taken a liking to me. I called out to her and she was now on the other side of the cage with me.

There were some very tight ,square cages to the left of where I was now. They were serpentine beings. The nymphs tried to avoid them. I looked at the snakes there. I tried to call out to them by sound. I mimicked their sounds by going "thhh."

The serpents all looked at me; they moved their head an followed their gazes to whichever directions I moved. I was intrigued for a moment but immediately one of them escapes the tiny cells by their own volition and power. It was one lively serpentine familiar. It appeared to have been attracted to my energy and came at me. It circled around me and for a moment. It wanted to form a bond or something and before I could respond another one had escaped. This one was, much much more powerful. It was dry-dirt brown colored serpent familiar and it wanted to drive away the previous one. I was a little nervous for a moment but I calmed down as I sensed no hostility towards me, apparently I had good compatibility with serpentine familiars. I communicated with the brown one with my energy to calm down. It decided to listen to me and it's energy coiled around my right arm, meanwhile the previous green-ish serpent decided to take the left side. I was wearing the 2 familiar like a bracelet or an armlet. They decided to settle there. The brown serpent, it's name, was Thrithe.

I tried calling out the familiars as a practice. First I called out the fairy queen and she proceeded to help me. Then I called out the serpents, Thrithe. Everything worked well.

I was back at the frozen school now. And it began to unfreeze. People began to unfreeze. The icy snow-like surface melted and the students there began to question their surrounds. Why was it frozen/snowy here? The scene appeared to be near summertime as a context with very bright sun. But the rest of the ice and snow melted quickly after. Perhaps vaporized is a better word here and it left no traces of water, so I suppose they were maybe dry frozen like dry ice. It all happens very fast and everyone thought it must've been just their imagination. Their sense of doubt had evaporated, just like the ice that surrounded them merely a moment ago.

Beta testing VR

I found myself in an underground facility among many others. We were here to test out the new vr headset.I saw M. Zberg leading this project. We were testing a new VR game that was an MMORPG and I was finding some special items of sorts. We were just going through the tutorial section of it, digging our way through a large boulder with a modded weapon. The weapon was the first weapon we got and we crafted to make it resistant to being used as a shovel to dig through these boulders.

I secretly custom crafted my own weapon, though I remember it not being so good.

I guess the dream felt like 3 hours?



Eating

I was a house. Similar to home. I was eating with family and a maid. She had black I think short hair and she ate with us. She sat in front of me.


Behind in Class

I was in a classroom and I was just having trouble with the stuff they were teaching. Not sure if it was due to my own laziness or something. I just felt not so hot. But the good thing was that the teacher was nice. I remember she was pretty tall and had blonde hair, had kind eyes. She did her best to help me catch up.


Fight by stairs

I might have awoken a bit. I'm walking down the staircase in the same school from before. It felt like structurally built like the japanese school. I was just minding my own business when X comes along and tries to fight me. I'm fighting him off and get away. I was with a couple of friends here and I get lucid. I tell them to hold on to me so I can teleport us out of this mess. I hold their hands and close my eyes to mass teleport.

*maybe a memory of X trying to push me down staircase. I balanced back and tried to push him back. He already ran away like a coward that he was, and there was only the door with the fortified windows. I broke through the windows with my palm. I remember feeling the metallic mesh that bent around my palm like butter and the annoying pain of shattered glass cutting my palm. I guess maybe this dream could be related to that memory.

I guess the thing, or the lesson from the memory could be to trust my instincts. First impression of people were always right.


University Exploding Lab, Jin

I think it's continuation of last dream. We were teleported to somewhere else.

I was in a car riding with my mom and some others. We were headed to the university lab to meet up for something. There was a guy that stood out here. He hair short black hair that shot up in the air and light brown skin. He was a young pretty good looking charismatic brown man. he had some special powers and were helping me out or following me for some reason. He wasn't human. I think he was a Djinn or something. Like a genie sort of being and he was just taking that form for now. Let's call him Jin for now then.

Anyways we get to the university and inside the lab. Just walking around. There were some girls here that were from the previous dream that teleported with me while we were going to meet up with the others (around 4-5 of them). Why were we meeting up anyways? I remember a picnic scene. We head back.

We're going to the same lab again, in the same car. After a while we get to the same university and we head into the lab. I am with Jin inside the lab. But this time the lab was getting flooded. There were water spurting from everywhere, perhaps the plumbing system was messed up. Got pretty worried about the safety of the place, with it getting flooded and all. It appeared to be a chemistry lab. I begin to talk to Jin to address my concerns regarding our safety here and before you know it- *BOOM*

The entire place explodes. I see white light. I make it alive somehow but I was worried about the others. We were gathering in a spot where the casualties were being collected. They were put into tiny cells of structures that looked like beehives. I suppose beehive structure since it's the most efficient shape in terms of surface area of material being used to build this thing. I find a couple of companions from earlier here. A few were missing though, including my mom and Jin. I was a bit worried since I could cast revive to bring them back to life if they were dead, but how could I do that if their bodies couldn't be located? Perhaps I am lucid or somewhat lucid here. I see some kind of tablet like device playing a video though, it was a video call from my mom. She was visiting some relatives or friends earlier so she was away from the explosion as I saw her friends just casually talking to each other. I saw them in 3rd person for a second before I was back. I was relieved about that so I decided to head back to the scene of the explosion to find others.

First I went back to the lab area. The lab was the right most unit that protruded out of the university building so I decided to head to the room or the hall ot the immediate left. There in among the beat up building I hear Jin's voice. He calls out to me but I can't see him. I look around and I find some kind of box. I wasn't exactly sure how to describe the long rectangular box so I googled it- optimum square prism.

The box was black with bits of yellow along the edges. It had a wooden like texture. Jin was in there. He said that he was safe in there during the explosion. Like a real genie he put himself into some kind of container. I was just analyzing the situation and he got a bit upset, and told me to hurry up and get him out of the box.



Notes

I felt really bad on awakening before the ld. Felt like I wasn't progressing with LD, I realized that it was negative self talk eventually and dealt with it with shadow work/mindfulness.

Yesteday

wc dream

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Lucid staircase ex

I was at the top of a stairscase to the left or it rather. There was some metal bars that stopped you from falling off the sides. I saw my ex and someone else to the right. We were laying on our stomach and looking down the stairs or at that direction. I become lucid and tell my ex that this is a dream, shows me a sad face. I tell the person to my right that this is a dream. They appeared to be sad that it was a dream. I give a kiss to the cheek or get a kiss to the cheek.

The sad face told me it was sad that they weren't the real version that could give me love, they wanted to be the real one instead of a dream one. Perhaps I should have let the dream play out. But what is real or dream anyways, it was real in that moment- maybe I was kind of a jerk to point it out.

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Some dream about earlier in the day
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Today


Nightmare Cult, family


I was in the big city. Downtown of BC or somewhere nice. Being chased by a cult. Perhaps same cult as the cult dream. I was with my family and we were escaping them. They were trying to find us and we escaped on a car.

We headed into a mall, it had some small restaurants and a supermarket. Somebody there is a cult member and notices us and calls the HQ. We escape and I'm with my mom. We call a cab outside the mall to escape. It was dark outside.

The cab driver had a mustache -> ( like that with a dark skin and drove us. He knew that we were in an urgent situation and drove really fast. Super fast, ignoring some traffic laws but that's ok.

He drove us to building #36 and I thought it was the house #36, but it was rather apartment #36. We entered the apartment lobby and towards the elevator. Feeling somewhat safe. I saw an old man who looked at us suspiciously. He was a cult member and called out forhelp. I told my mom to run away by myself as I proceeded to gain their attention. Another old man began to come after me. I tried to tell him that the other guy was part of a evil cult but he did not listen and they surroudned me.

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Trying to AP/WILD in dream

I didn't know I was dreaming at the time. There was the kid with glasses. I forget his name but he was a little jerk with glasses that's all I remember.

Anyways I forget earlier part of the dream but we are in the bedroom and each of us had a bed or a futon of sort and slept there.

I began to get vibrations after sleeping and proceeded to leave the body a little but went back in. Vib, leave, back in. This repeated perhaps 10 times. Good practice I guess.

I asked the kid if he had any similar experience, he said he had 1.

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WW2 RUS vs GER

I was in an army. There was a war going on between germany and russia. I forget which side I was on but it felt and looked kind of like ww2.

I underwent some training and what not for a while until we were headed for battle.

I had my rifle in hand and rushed into the enemy buildling. It went alright at first but I ran out of ammo. I was caught in the room to the left. They cut off my limbs and proceeded to torture me. I saw the scene in 3rd person and it was an older man with a chubby face being tortured.

I wanted another chance and the time turns back.

Battle again. There's also demons and monster now too.

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Claustrophobic supermarket

I don't really remember the earlier part of the dream. I was like a super hero or something and just doing super hero stuff. It was near a supermarket.

I headed into the supermarket from the back and people behind me kept rushing in. People also rushed in from the front of the store and I was stuck in the middle of the store. People just would not leave.

I felt claustrophobic really. It was a tortured and I was tortured by my thoughts and fears regarding the situation. I begin to think of a way out maybe I'd have to blast or kill all the people in the front or something. And the people in front of me began to clear and make way. Someone told them to leave and I was so glad.

Something happens as I reach the cashier.

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Notes:

Didn't really do much DJ but recalled a little Just replayed the dreams in my head a couple of times.

I really couldn't tell that the AP/Wild dream was a dream. The sensations and vibrations were exactly the same. I did wonder in the middle, and felt like maybe something was a bit off. I do think it was a good practice regardless.

It's also interesting to think about how many AP like experiences could just be FA or dreams.

Had many long dreams. I'll jot or write a little

Story of a wizard. The was a mage from a noble family going after him romantically. And a stud going after her. Location was like a farm. Eloping.

I also remember going into a store looking at weapons to fight againt someone.

Giving up flying away.

Charles was there attacking. He was disgusting.

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**Buda guidance

I was in somewhere forest like. Like Amazon forest in warm place. I was with a group of monks or something. They were all waiting for their turn to get guidance from a Buddha statue. They'd sit in from off it one by one and get some advice. My turn came up and I sat down in front of it. I just started to meditate. It was a while. I saw kids playing around me and people going about. Meditating with eyes half open as I watched the previous events in a sped up manner. Time was going fast around me.

I was then transported to another world. Pretty primitive tribe. I wondered who I was in this dream. I wanted to look for a mirror but people wanted me to take a bath. I went in the bath outdoor, made of some metallic material that was an open rectangular box. I saw my reflection in the bath. I looked like the guy who played the lord of the rings character. Was his name aragon? Longer hair and younger though, very buff.

May have been lucid or almost.


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Fighting hunting demons

Began in highschool area. Hunting for demons. I also walked out the school towards the kindergarten. The playground was the same location as the previous ld.

Some demons attacked me. I just took them and sent them into a pocket dimension where my demon fox familiar resided. I fed them to my fox. This made some ppl angry, I forget who.

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Came back to the same dream? Girl wearing black cloak. Tell her about something...
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Demon /android hunting

It was similar to previous one. We were in the city now and taking the subways. Our mission was to hunt down demons. I was with my team apparently.

I remember we almost died at the train station where we found a stronger demon hot away though.

Went down into the station. Met some really strong ones. I forget. They were more android than demons. I think I was about to die. Everyone else perished already. I survived?