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This may sound super weird, but I have had three dreams about incest, and tonight I was the victim of my third. I had two sexual dreams about my father previously, and I have not really been sleeping easy ever since. It's so weird, since I feel zero attraction towardshim when I wake up. It disgusts me. I consider the these dreams my worst nightmares. Last night, I had one that was a little bit less sexual and more loving. Now, since I felt almost suicidal after this one, because it was my third, I did a tiny bit of research on the matter. I know this doesn't mean my subconcious is incestual. I think it is because I do not have a good relationship with my dad. He screams at me whenever I do something wrong. Although he appologizes, it still hurts. I go to an all grl school, so he is the only man in my life currently. I believe that these dreams could just be my subconcious telling myself to repair my relationship with my father.

Do you think these assumptions are correct? Please let me know your toughts and opinions. This has been really freaking me out, so reassurence that I'm not crazy is always appreciated.

Okay, I'm new to this so I really don't know what to do tbh.
I can see that people can read and respond to this so i'll just try this.
I had this dream and this is what happened in it:
I was in my house and was sitting on my couch talking to my friend(on facetime ect). She announced the word ' Reality Check ' then I looked at my hands and they were fine, i inhaled through my nose while covering it, I could breathe through it. I didn't become lucid? My dream self got really excited but then calmed down. I walked over to my computer desk and spawned a McDonald's (2 burgers and an ice cream to be exact). I then spawned a door and tried to spawn a DC, I managed to BUTTT I said the emotion wrong and they acted weird then disappeared. I then went up to my room and told myself to wake up which didn't work. I woke up eventually.
I'm really confused because if I were to actually Lucid Dream, I wouldn't of spawned a McDonald's. Instead I would of talked to Dream Characters or tried to fly.
(BTW It wasn't vivid and the dream was in third person or GTA style POV)
Lucid Dream or Dream about Lucid Dreaming?