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    1. Spring Competition 2024

      by , 03-31-2024 at 10:50 PM (4th DJ-Attempt)
      Night 2

      Fragment:

      …/we’re sitting on the table, possibly having dinner or some. It’s night and it’s a very narrow place. The table looks like theirs but smaller. I’m sitting in front of J, E sits to her right. I’m telling some story about somebody else who I think it’s J. I get confused because if that person’s name was J. I don’t remember what’s J’s name then. It’s an embarrassing situation. I feel very confused/…

      WBTB

      NL fragments

      …/it’s a known dreamscape inside a sort of school. To this side, the rooms are connected to each other with a door on the corner. Every room has only two doors except for the last one that has only one. It’s more than five rooms in a row. We get to the last one with a group of friends from school. I see JG, W and O among others. We’re sitting on the places. The classroom is dark. Somebody comes to tell us we must leave for some reason. Possibly the same reparations that are taking place at home in WL. Maybe it’s was just the time to close the school because it’s late. Not sure about it. This dreamland has a lot of branches around and inside this school. Everybody starts picking their jackets hanging on the chairs and stuff put all around. We are in a hurry/…

      …/we’re traveling around the city like we were on a roller coaster. We make a big open turn to the left. I start talking using a friend’s particular voice accent, making fun of it. I realize I don’t know much about him since long ago. I turn to my right to ask E what happened with CH. He clarifies CH has gone to sleep. He couldn’t go along with his illnesses, operations and stuff. I get uncomfortable knowing many people from that time of my life is gone. It feels weird to know he’s gone/…

      …/the same works that are taking place at my place in WL and get more complicated. I see one of the guys carrying a Tupperware that I specially interacted with the day before, filled with electronics or some similar stuff/…

      There were some other details of this last fragment that I was recalling before I noticed I wasn’t using the voice recorder. Lost them :/
    2. Night of Saturday 3/30/24 (Comp Night 2)

      by , 03-31-2024 at 09:27 PM (Dreamlog)
      Fragment:
      I’m staying somewhere in a swamp-like area. Like a hotel.
      There is a patio type spot with a bed so low to the ground that it is nearly level to the water.
      I tell my girlfriend that we should have stayed in this room, but I know she wouldn't have wanted to deal with the water.



      Swampland Hotel.

      Firelord Putin:
      Two Fire Nation brothers are coming towards me, leaping over tall buildings to get to me.
      They want me to come see something.
      They've invented something to find the Avatar.
      It’s a big ATM-like machine. It beeps and boops and makes a confirmation sound, printing out a receipt.
      Then another group of guys appears and questions what we are doing. We try to keep the info secret, but they know.

      The Fire Lord and Zuko are giving a speech to the Fire Nation on a stage in front of a large crowd.
      I’m in a large group including people from every nation. Tenzin from Legend of Korra is part of it.
      The Fire Lord is talking about loyalty and exceptional individuals.
      My group slowly sidles onto the stage and fills in behind the Fire Lord, catching him off guard.
      I notice the Avatar is with us too.
      When we come into the crowd’s view, the speech stops abruptly.
      The adults are sent off to a room with the Fire Lord to discuss a treaty.

      I’m now back in a regular hotel room, with J from high-school. I notice she has a small mustache.
      We are sharing a bed, but more like a field trip way than a romantic one.
      I start to unpack and setup the bed. There are about six people in the room.

      Some of the group returns from the war room, and the situation has instead changed into us being the United Nations, and the Fire Lord being Vladimir Putin.
      Somebody is telling us how the UN was grilling him about things like Area 51 and similar, and how he danced around the questions.

      Updated 04-01-2024 at 01:40 AM by 99808

      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment
    3. Night of Friday 3/29/24 (Comp Night 1)

      by , 03-31-2024 at 09:12 PM (Dreamlog)
      Waves:
      I’m watching somebody play a modded version of Mario 64.
      There is a central town square. It’s circular and has tall buildings all around.
      Mario has been modded to be Crash Bandicoot.
      He has a hammer attack and the sound clip he makes when attacking is from a meme.
      The player goes down an alley and arrives in a large flooded lake area.
      We are discussing some seams in the edge of the rockwall keeping all the water in place.
      It looks like the beginning of the second water level in Mario 64.

      Later we’re in a store from the town.
      I’m physically there now, no longer watching somebody play the game.
      It seems to be a convenience store, but it is all messed up.
      There is a flooded section, where a wave of water repeatedly is knocking over shelving and causing chaos.
      An employee is blaming me for it.
      I tell them they should move product away from that section. They get angry with me.

      We’re upstairs in the store now. This doesn’t seem to be meant for customers.
      Daylight beams in from a window.
      My coworker B is here now, and somebody else.
      B is talking about something he is most proud of me for achieving, but I don’t recall doing it.
      I admit I don’t know what he is talking about.
      The other person claims I abandoned the people I supposedly promised to help in B’s story.

      Updated 04-01-2024 at 01:36 AM by 99808

      Categories
      non-lucid
    4. Night of Thursday 3/28/24

      by , 03-31-2024 at 09:06 PM (Dreamlog)
      Fragment
      I'm in a game resembling Banjo-Kazooie. I'm flying around a neighborhood, exploring.
      Categories
      non-lucid
    5. Spring Competition 2024 Night 2

      by , 03-31-2024 at 06:20 PM (The Dream Adventures of MadMonkey)
      I didn't really wake up during my 5am WBTB. I might need to make my alarm later in the morning. My dreams have been very challenging to dream journal lately from forgetting it all at the last minute of waking up and the dreams being very unusual. This time I will do my best to journal the whole dream. Maybe if I journal more for the comp my dreams will become more logical.

      SpringCompetition 2024 Night 2 (NLD) 03.31.2024

      I am visiting Japan with one my nephews, two friends, and a DC girl that in the dream I had a crush on but doesn't exist in my real life. We have a really nice AirBNB. It has Japanese style achitecture. We make ourselves at home and find that the shared quarters have a Karate dojo in the middle of it. There is a retro style video game that is somehow connected to the plot. Like maybe we are there for a tournament or confrence for the game and the AirBNB is paid for by the game company. We play the game for a while and it is a side scrolling platformer. It's pretty fun!

      An official person comes to our AirBNB and says we did something against the rules in the game. They say that they are there to punish us. There is a long conversation where I try to figure out why they are here interspersed with scenes in the future of us being tortured! My nephew then finds blood on the floor at the corner of the dojo mat. I tell my nephew someone probably got hurt sparring but he things we are all doomed.

      Updated 03-31-2024 at 06:27 PM by 32125

      Categories
      non-lucid
    6. BOB Token / Glitch World (DV Spring Comp Night 2)

      by , 03-31-2024 at 06:07 PM (The book of mars)
      BOB Token

      I'm after a magic token buried in the lake. It is called a "BOB token" (maybe after Twin Peaks?)
      It grants the user unlimited power.
      I work at some pizza joint kind of place, and the founders were the last folks to use it years and years ago. They made their business, then buried it in a warded section of the lake in town.
      I go at dark. It's easy enough to find. But I have to perform some kind of ritual to unlock it. Don't remember the specifics, but I'm busy underwater for a while..
      Too long. Birdie, my wife's IWL coworker, swims toward me, trying to get it as well. Fuck.
      I grab it and swim away. My wife is waiting for me and I tell her to SWIM, SWIM! THAT WAY! Not our planned route, just the most direct, easy way away down the river.
      It is Easter tomorrow, and this town celebrates by sending Norwegian flags down the river on little boats. They're all over the water and we crash into them. I'm on my wife's back as she propels us through them and I hope they don’t hurt her.
      We get to the shore. Birdie is not far behind us.
      Then I realize.
      My wife is against me. She's with Birdie. Fuck. They both want the token.
      I pretend to not know and we go into a convenience store through a hole in the side of the building, thinking we're hiding from Birdie.
      She comes in, then I run.
      I have the token. I don't care. I'm invincible now.
      I have no shoes. It is winter, and night out. I run through town. Some town, not real, but in the dream it is where we live. The streets are old cobblestone, full of mud and shit and snow and I get it all over my feet but I keep running.
      Eventually I find our dog, Goose, and grab him and bring him with me. They're the enemy now and we are going to get out of this together.
      I run through town with Goose and eventually stop to breathe. I've lost them. I have the token.
      I'm outside a building. Record store / radio tower. We need a place to be, maybe they..? I look at the window and yes: apartment for rent. But it's scribbled out, already taken. But…
      I become lucid, knowing suddenly that I can just decide to make it free if I act right.
      We go in. The folks in the record store eye the dog, and my dirty feet, but whatever. I go up to the counter. One side is record store, one side is the radio tower dude. Their vibes are so different: nerdy vs punk. A customer in front of me finishes and I inquire about the apartment.
      They say yeah, it's empty, the last person just left all their shit in there so you're free to use it for now, no charge if you want to help empty it.
      Fuck yeah. They give me some keys. But where's the door? I wander the store, eventually find a stairwell near the entrance.
      I go up… (The dog has disappeared from the dream now, lol)
      It is very sketchy. Super low, unfinished ceiling. Attic vibes. Terribly ugly carpet. A set of washer and dryers are stashed in a corner. A super old jukebox. I marvel at the detail for a sec like I always do in dreams… my brain inventing this shit. Neat.
      I find another small stairwell and then the apartment. It is a single room, no kitchen, no bathroom, insulation walls, no windows, yellow carpet, scary, ugly.
      No thanks. I wander around instead, get lost in a maze of similar rooms. Kind of scary. Eventually find the way back down.
      Outside, Taylor Swift is giving an interview.
      I wake up.



      Glitch World

      I'm in a place similar to the last dream.
      Cartoonish maze-like, video game-like world. Circular looping roads rise up through the sky, land on brightly colored platforms, repeat around. Many folks are doing this, like it is a museum piece. Not amusement park vibe, though.
      I'm on one of the cars. It hits a huge white cartoon building and falls from the tracks, down into cartoon cloud sky abyss… my dream fear. Abyss, falling.
      Oh. But I'm dreaming! It's ok. I'm still afraid but talk myself into confidence and just hover, then fly up to the buildings again.
      Flying! Yes! My goals. The comp. Let's do it. I can remember my 3 step goals.
      1. Flying. Got it.
      2. Eat dream food. Ok!
      I land on top of the structures, which on the very top are covered in sparse vegetation. From this height, I can see they all go on for infinity in this massive white space. I look at the little flowers growing… that doesn't look edible, lol. Small purple lavender-like buds, dandelions. Umm. Hm.
      Oh! I'll try to manifest something. I put my hands behind my back and think "APPLE!" and.. Nothing. I do it again, nothing. Ok. I'll just eat these weird flowers.
      I keep walking and find something that looks like a huge radish pushing out of the ground. Perfect. I pull it out and it is actually an apple growing out of the ground. Funny how dream intentions work.
      I take a bite… Ew. It is mushy, like a super soft apple but no sweetness. Well, at least the task is done.
      I keep walking, looking at the flowers and enjoying the weird cartoon dreamscape. Then on one of the building tops I see an ancient machine, kind of like a retro car but covered in neon green spaceship lights. Super derelict and run down. Cool! I begin to fly over, but then I remember my other goal, and my current personal goal.
      3. Teleport!
      I don't really know what to try now. I failed just trying with what makes sense to me, kind of imagine-running-starting toward it, close my eyes.. Some force of will… But I do that again. I almost feel something push, but I open my eyes and haven't moved. Damn. My other idea is to summon an item, a staff maybe, or find something to help me.. But I really feel pulled to keep trying the blink/push move. And fail again.
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid
    7. PA Again - Spring competition night 2

      by , 03-31-2024 at 05:36 PM (Lucid-Wannabe's Dream Journal)
      PA Again

      It was dark out and ominous feeling, I was in the front of the PA house. I'm not sure what happened here but I feel like cars were being moved around, reparking.

      I'm now inside of the PA house and there's a sports car in the living room. V is in the driver seat and I'm in the passenger seat. L is in the living room and he begins playing some music. V turns on the radio in the car and it immediately drowns out what L is playing. L kind of looks over unhappily but leaves it at that.

      The car has a very long rectangular screen that stretches from the driver side all the way across the passenger side. V is now playing some game on that screen, using the car's steering wheel and other controls to play the game - it involves aircrafts shooting at eachother.
      New Avatar/Sig-1.jpg


      I feel like I have mainly two types of dream themes. One being that I'm sort of just watching things happen in my dreams, often silently observing and just going along with it with minimal interactions - or mainly acting reactively. I don't feel like I'm in the driver seat often (or in this particular dream, literally).

      And the other theme is where I’m very engaged trying to figure out something novel or puzzle-like and I’m really absorbed in understanding the oddities that are in front of me.

      Looking at my day to day life I can see why my dreams are like this and I can pinpoint some changes I can make that would help with increasing my awareness with these scenarios.

      Updated 03-31-2024 at 07:24 PM by 106

      Categories
      non-lucid
    8. 2024-03-20 spring comp night #1

      by , 03-31-2024 at 03:26 PM
      daytime:

      all day lucid presence

      night time:

      voice memo22:
      + gathering room, salad at the counter
      Earliest dream in terms of sort of a room that's going to be a gathering party there's a provider of food and refreshments I go up to the calendar with a womum's aren't concerned that there won't be enough fresh vegetables the third will just be no industrial crap and there is the amount of the clerk across the counter and up against the wall to the clerk's right across from us I see a bit stacks of containers and bins of fresh grains And I say Hey look I'll go over there it's okay you know there's gonna be the possibility of fresh silence and there's like 2 or 3 layers levels tall and they're like rooted some of them but there's a lot of different different from fresh greens like a standing out like even sprouts and silence and things and then sort of the next the major thing you say here is that the room is full of naked men and women having sex and II think that this is actually a video playing but it's happening you one right in front of us and I feel that my wife is next to me and I'm very embarrassed by this scene and I want adjustments to turn off and go away

      + work group ice cream?
      Number 2 later probably maybe a fragment with a group of company D contractor friends maybe like the serious brothers are standing around and I think we want to go get lunch or go get ice cream or something I think we'd be a Rus. P. is there and we want too yeah even his name like we were gonna name our groups of flubs or somethand yeah we're like I think we don't really want to name our group Next is or evaluating some computer code in a class there is Ata or an instructor who is reviewing their supreme outs in front of us I don't know if I'm a participant or I'm is sort of helping grade or helping my friends I guess maybe mark wrapped and we're looking at the pronouncement we're reading the statements library's line and the gist with this is that my friend has written code that's not going to work and it's crashed in the whole system and I'm kind of trying to really understand what's going on and there are little phrases and things that catch like VD or VD or anything of thing click this number imagining what these is stand for for Later dreams like along the dachshund along the puzzle ordering you know that we're the between theories yes

      + baby wild pig at the country home
      it's dark it's twilight mostly dark outside and then I see what do you think is a Cuban chick and I call it Cuban chick and I'm trying to see if it's like a dog or a pig and I think I see it little flat snout and the walking along the path towards home dot your front yard it's like the old Doctor nothin Newman and I'm concerned about this thing following me and it does follow me I'm really still trying to look at it and see what kind of A face or whatever it has is it a couple of years is it gonna get into our Yand coming around to the front side I'm looking at our fence and thinking about the fences different kinds of fences there's new metal holes and then there's just a kind of nylon netting and I'm trying to see if an in this cabin took a still walking around and I wonder if our dog is gonna come app and start barking at it cause they have to go crazy if they see the couple and then they're gonna around like to the front and I'll call my wife Hey come over to the Caban check And I'm looking at it and I'm wondering is it gonna get in and looks like it has looks like it is squeezed and too between the fences and gotten to the original my wife comes out and she's not impressed and she's okay now and you're gonna have to get it out and you know build app the fence and let me know the next couple of more thoughts or meals imagining stringing you know fencing around the whole perimeter of the property and there's something with another scene where it's also sort of the same area dark and when I'm riding a bike with big wheels a large diameter mountain bike and it's going slowly but I'm maintaining my balance and it's going up over some like a Bumpy log hill with her these logs and But it's rolling pretty smoothly and I make it in front of the house I sparked the bike there and I'm concerned about leaving it there because I might get stolen

      + [f] crushed fiesta roof There's a There's a fragment about the crushed open roof Ford fiesta it's and apparently my old Ford fiesta and it's missing a roof and the and it's passe you're Kevin's a frame it's sort of like a the whole frame is crushed like it's been really severely ruined rolled over and totaled and it's like how to mechanics or something and the guy I'm running around what can we do about this and guy gets in somehow a car and from inside he pushes just with his hands and muscles the frame out undoing basically all of the dents and I'm watching this and I'm amazed that I'm looking at just all the different components and things that are visible I'm wondering how can you do this

      + swimming pool
      Inside a swimming pool a Stark there's a lot of people around and a lot of kids jumping and splashing and then swimming around and I'm bumping up against everyone it's very crowded [MEO] next result for a little there's a scene kind of outside of that where there are some people like a family of no standards Middle Eastern family or I'm older and there's like a man serious man Liking you with a terrorist face and the conversation is life caught some guy and they're saying well yeah if you had touched my sister in some way you like like a kisser or something like that held her hand that would be one thing but you comparatively grabbed her boob and the her kid in the pool this has become a huge problem and they're gonna be like this guy's the attacker is a mother is there and there's like oh yeah we're not gonna we'll be here we're not gonna flee the country and then there's something about a guy for the run saying how I knew yelled the people of his ethnicity they run all the restaurants along the street and yeah we say that we basically control the whole place

      + business meeting
      There's a business meeting dream I'm talking with call like apparently we're in a corridoutside of a meeting room there's a meeting room on one side and then there's an office on the other side and the conversation goes you know what I'm saying what is the CGI no court what is this company there like a problem for us and our business dealings I say I could understand someone like shell or Chevron big oil company I'm gonna understand that I'm not causing a problem but what is the CK what what are they and And I'm in the meeting room looking for a long narrow meeting room filled with the meeting table and people are sitting down on the table I moved to the kind of the far corner of the room away from the entrance door and everyone else has taken their seats all around this table like 14:15 16 people and they all put their bags up on the table and I think like their lunches are in these bags as well and I'm trying to find a spot on that the far corner have a lot of the round overall table because like a Woman on my right and a man on my left and I'm Running to Find the chair and I think how man am I going to have to stand up for the meeting that'll be embarrassing

      voice memo continuation:

      n_memo:
      I find the couple chairs and I squeezed in the spot at the corner of the table and they're passing around handouts for the a meeting on the table right in front of me are the kind of the note taking tools of the people sitting around me I'm gonna wear several pads of legal you Know small size legal paper and pencils and pencils and things there are 2 handouts going around that are getting passed around there there are no Staples presentations and I get your presentation that I take a pen and I'm recording the topic and the date I think it's like CGI or CGA C and I write these letters and I write the date I don't like you on the month/the day don't remember maybe it's March something I write down In the sort of

      final scene of dream is when I'm entering a room it's sort of like a business interview or a business dealing where I'm kind of like a contractor and the guys I'm dealing with are like a snack contract managers of a how's uh uh how's the place where you know companies come to them and they supply the contractors and the Russians I'm coming in and the guy says you're coming come in and extend up against the wall how tall are you and I answer 63 and says well we're gonna say you're 6 too and I say why is that is are the clients scared of tall people and the guy kind of laughs or smiles and his Big Beaver buck Keith and Betty doesn't really answer the question I'm a little annoyed by this and then the question of salary comes up in Israel we can probably get you 98 I think that's low That's very low for me you know I was thinking my head over there and over 200 before and then I say oh well it's the idea that we're going to severely underbid the job and then I'm going to quit you know if to get the client to accept it and then I'm gonna quit because I'm gonna be so dissatisfied with the low salary I said I'd like my lucky gwhile in Virginia in the foreign language and he gives her the smiles and nods but doesn't answer and now he's got a call accessing next to Hermosa as big buck Front teeth like beaver teeth and they're smiling and kind of looking very sly like the other trying to like they know things and they're not telling me and I'm getting annoyed by this Possibly back at the scene where importance of bicycle after going over the logs I'm looking at in the distance at a house I don't know a woman inside the house I'm not sure
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      Uncategorized
    9. 1. Volume (LD) 2. Cherry Ice-Cream (LD)

      by , 03-31-2024 at 03:18 PM (Oneirin's Dreamworld)
      1. Volume (LD)
      I'm laying in bed and notice that Bran is sitting up next to me. He appears to be voice recording his dreams, yet seems to be sleep talking. This doesn't make sense Nose pinch. I'm lucid. I head from the large bedroom and into the hallway. I see that I'm in Meadow main house. I fly over the balcony and slowly descend to the floor below. I decide to explore the back area as opposed to the front and turn to head through the main hallway. I decide to go for a cat transformation and shrink down. I quickly shrink down and begin running on all fours. I revert to humanoid form head down a bit further, then decide to shrink back down even smaller. I see my field of vision shrink down once again, I begin running on all fours, and hear a can meow come from me as I run into the kitchen. I jump onto the counter top ahead of me next to a what appears to be a slat shaker, then jump back down, reverting to humanoid form. I figure I'll basic summon a chocolate bar before exploring. I turn to the cabinet next to the fridge expecting it to be in the usual spot. I reach inside and quickly find a pristine white Lindt bar. I grab it and walk toward the lounge room. I see mom and dad lounging on the couch and hear the volume to a show turned up. I figure I can use some electronics, but don't hear any music I can adjust. I figure I can just expect it to be playing from the computer. I head closer, hear some coming from the computer, then crank up the volume with the dial. I reflect on how I used to avoid family in lucids, but feel like interacting. I walk around the side, pat dad on the shoulder
      "How are you guys doing? Want some?" I ask showing him the chocolate bar. I begin to eat a few bites of the Lind Bar
      Dad "That's not yours"
      I'm about to explain that it's a dream and it doesn't matter, yet don't know how he'll react. Instead, I just tell him that I bought it. He seems to chill a bit and takes a piece. I then turn and fly through the sliding glass into the back. I consider where to explore, and decide I should teleport. I take another bite and go to mass TK a large tree. It doesn't work on my first attempt however. I fly forward and go to teleport by phasing into ta wall. I wake up.


      2. Cherry Ice-Cream (LD)
      I become aware as the scene of an outdoor shopping area forms. There's a large three story building with tan walls far in the distance and a couple people walking in front. The scene doesn't feel fully stable yet. Time to engage the dream to stabilize it I rush forward and care to my right, quickly making my way up a large stone staircase. I begin to take flight and soar higher up above the staircase as it turn to the right. I notice a massive structure with purple walls - a mansion of sorts. I consier some dream goals. I should to the teleport for the three step. I'll grab something to eat first. I soar over a set of metal bars to my right, into the area beyond. There's a room set into the side of the structure via an open doorway. I make my way inside and it's seems dingy and deserted - it's essentially an empty concrete room. I expect to find some ice-cream on raise concrete platform in the back of the room. I don't find any there however, yet quickly spot two small appliances that seem to be freezers to the side of the room. I figure I'll find ice-cream inside of one. I open up the one to the right and notice a couple of small Styrofoam dishes with lids. I grab one from the bottom and head back toward the entrance as I take the lid off and scoop some of the frosty ice-cream with my hand. I taste it and it has a mellow cherry flavor to it - it's really good! The dream begins to feel a bit hazy. It's a good time for a teleport. I fly right into the concrete wall to my left, phasing inside. I begin to imagine Haven, yet wake up.

      Updated 03-31-2024 at 03:31 PM by 50425

      Categories
      lucid
    10. many scenes/fragments_night of 3/30/2024

      by , 03-31-2024 at 03:15 PM (Book of Cursed Dreams)
      Ambulance brain fart
      I was with two people, and they were my friends, I can't remember who they were. One of them got severely injured and we called for an ambulance. Sitting in our vehicle waiting I realized that we were in an ambulance and could just take him to the hospital ourselves. Our injured friend was now in a bucket, and we took him around to the back of the ambulance to see if we could treat him there or something. I had no idea what we were looking at as the ambulance we called for arrived. "How are we going to explain this..."

      Mom and Dad's pistachios and debt
      *This was a scene from a longer dream and before this point I remember eating some pistachios from an enormous bag*

      Walking down the hallway to the kitchen for some more pistachios I notice a bag of Stacy's salt (This is a recurring imaginary product from Stacy's pita chips) I turn it around and see they used shitake mushrooms. "yuck" I put it back down, continuing to walk to the kitchen.

      Who wrote on the toilet walls?-stacyssalt.jpg

      As I arrive in the kitchen I find the pistachios, but there's even more gigantic bags of them and they're a different flavor than the ones I was eating before.

      Who wrote on the toilet walls?-bigbags2.jpg

      Instead of eating them I started thinking about how expensive this must be.
      A cut scene of my mom and dad's bank statements and purchase history started to play. There was a narrator explaining that the reason they were spending so much is because they were going to die soon.

      I started wondering how credit card companies deal with this.

      Dark YouTube video
      I remember seeing many thumbnails of a man wearing a plague doctors mask, I clicked on one of his videos to watch.
      The Youtuber started to explain how he captured another Youtuber, the scene cuts to him and the other Youtuber fighting, the plague doctor guy bashes the other guy in the head, knocking him out.
      It cuts back to the plague doctor guy and I can now see the other youtuber in the video, suddenly I'm in a first person perspective of the plague doctor guy and I can see him wondering his house looking for a container large enough to hold some type of chemical to dissolve the other Youtuber.
      "This is insane, how is this on Youtube." I think
      Most of the containers he found are too small or have holes on the bottom of them. He grabs a small container with the intent to dissolve the other youtubers body parts one by one.
      "This is torcher, just kill him!" I think as the dream ends.

      *The guy I was dreaming about was probably PlagueDocPlays, he does skits where he pretends to be a serial killer sometimes*

      *I'm going to bed with the intent to watch a YouTube video in a lucid dream, but it seems to be leaking into my regular dreams. This wasn't too disturbing to me, but this was the first time I had a dream that dark.*

      Nether escape
      *This is also just a scene from a larger dream, before this point I remember going to the nether and building across a large lava lake.*
      I was travelling around the nether with a friend when suddenly we began to levitate.
      "There's no way we can make it back to the portal!" my friend said floating to the ceiling of the small cave we were in. I hit the ceiling soon after, I was trying to brainstorm how to get across when it hit me, I could grab the floor and crawl my way down to the bridge I made earlier, and if I can get below the bridge I can use it to stop me from floating all the way up and travel across.
      "That will never work!" a disembodied voice shouted, it wasn't from my friend, but it was a third person from outside the game."
      Unbothered I continue with the plan and make it all the way down to the bridge I made. I destroy a few blocks, clearing the pathway to the bottom of the bridge when suddenly many of the blocks I'm standing on turn into entities, much like an activated TNT block, allowing lava to flow into them. "I have to hurry." I begin floating under the bridge as fast as I can, it now looks like I'm in a long hallway, lava is to my left and right getting ready to flow but I don't hesitate and continue onward. I see the end of the hallway and there's a water elevator, I get inside the elevator and when I look up the water looks super realistic compared to the blocks, it forms a whirlpool, and it pulls me all the way back up.

      *This is a water elevator*
      Who wrote on the toilet walls?-elevator.jpg

      I make it to the top and I'm now in control of the levitation. "I knew it would work" I was telling my friend who was Infront of me now. I began flying up and down in a circle to show off and landed straight on my neck, I was okay and started doing better circles.

      Note: It seems that Minecraft is taking over my dreams, maybe it's because I'm writing about them.
    11. 2024-03-21 spring comp night #2

      by , 03-31-2024 at 03:14 PM
      day work:

      17 minutes meditation

      all-day lucid presence

      night:

      WBTB

      auto transcribed voice notes, pretty much trash but helps me count the # of dreams

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      memo23:

      + in-dream WILD attempt, white rope, knots, hanging, swinging through park can't fall asleep because of obstacles

      Main earthy for stream I lay down on my back I fell asleep on my back Harri was contemplating in her piece I'm gonna fall asleep resume and play quickly and who I Dream where I met wife E kind of a recurring Dream sign and I should do some mild about we kind of got back to Catherine there was something about A Sing on a very hilly town like San Francisco what's just normal houses like cars my health's kind of at the top of the hill maybe doing something in the living room there don't really remember that I'm outside and this is kind of the main part I going to be trying to do a wild and involves There there is is a white climbing rope hanging outside of a house and it has large knots about every foot so it should be easy tdecline and the wild procedure seems to require climbing this rope and hanging from it upside down until you fall asleep I'm imagining that I'm kind of lying there on I feel sort of obviously my waking body because I like I'm lying on the ground and my head is kind of squished up in a sort of uncomfortable position Against my chest and I guess I'm thinking that if I fall asleep I may fall down off this rope into this position and that's bad I might break my neck or hurt my head if I fall into the same position onto the ground then I'm thinking how can I hook my leg around this rope so that I won't fall anything that looks like the guy who is watching this whole thing might be interested in me falling asleep and falling off and getting hurt so I kind of get up on the throat but I pulled away very far to the side And then I'm in a very wide open area like a very extensive park and I'm swinging now on this rope I let I pull it way to the side to get a big kind of swing going and I let go from so I start to swing and it's almost not really swinging it's like I'm practically flying moving horizontally quickly through this park and the idea is I have to while I'm moving on this road like this I'm swinging I need to fall asleep but the problem is that there are so many obstacles around like trees coming up ahead and laughed a kind of guide by a software around them that way and I can't really I'm not really free to fall asleep Because I'm bashing to these trees and then I reach one side of the of the swing and I kind of turned around and go back to the other direction lends the same sort of thing there are lots of people around and trees and I'm concerned about bashing into something so I can't relax enough to fall asleep to wild then

      + stairway, doorway, snap crack bullet sound, wife E argument, sad, shoes, leave

      I have like a false awakening I awake and a home that's night time and I guess I need to pee I'm I have a pass by in the front of me I don't want to go to the typical 1 there are some stairs it's interesting that I don't normally climb stairs and dreams but I paid attention to stairs yesterday and the way I can climb from awareness training And climb of like 2 or 3 very steep short dark steps and there's a door at the top and I have to get through this door but there's no handle it's only key based deadbolts on my side 2 of them and again I'm thinking well I could go the normal way or I could just go through here I guess there's like a living room on the other side I don't really know and I touch the lower lock with my finger and there's a very sharp crack sound like the door like there was an alarm or the door was shot with a bullet from the other side and that wakes app wife E and she comes and she's Uber she's very upset it's going to wake up all the people in the house and then we start arguing and she becomes very aggressive and I practically am I'm flying off the handle Like that she is still and we had like sort of a getting back together mindset earlier in the dream and now like when we saw her outside on the street and I was so happy and her after us to see cigarette smiling and she is accusing me of a go when we first met you had this grimace on your face like when you saw me I saw your reaction and just claim make me think that claims that are not true and I said no you know I remember when I met you I was a rapturous I was smiling and I have this feeling that We're headed you know not forgetting back together but we're breaking up again and it's sort of a very sad this young feeling the butt Peter my stomathe work and and it's just starting to talk about how yeah it's like we're not going to get back together I mean it says that's the gist of the conversation and it's undercurrent of my sadness and disappointment is a sense of relief as well that's why I have to leave now I need to get my shoes and I get the points or the Butler or something in the house has shines my shoes and I think well that's strange joy if I had disappointment white new balances but they are leathers oh I guess they could be shines but I don't know how that's going to work and someone's helping me find them looking at a Closer and they pick out not shoes but like a Big stock of like pizza in tortillas I just have to wear these Issues Alright And And then I wake up I'm on my back and I sort of realize oh this is so I fell asleep in the split of the last way I had that sensation and the dream that I still remembered a little bit later oh yeah I tried to wild that was kind of fun and I messed that up but Sissy couldn't he's in the act of going to the dream in the dream I have a feeling that I could do well then cause I was closer I liked it fall asleep again a little bit later I don't think I don't know anyway but I'm extremely slow vague and I'm with my condre and I'm talking asking and I'll you what's the

      + church I stump out I remember I'm in a church service with a lot of people and I stomp out I guess I've lost my faith and I stomped out of the church and I have a couple of old buttons in my hand from my guess the outfit that I'm wearing and I throw them aside but we're gonna go with this day and then discuss to get rid of these thanks maybe and then there's another system with 2 altered boys areralph Raymond and the carrying the snow prayer fantasy but the relief their giant access there's sharpens to their interpreted designs that are silver metal and they're large you know they're like the basketball slice oh yeah bowling And like I say all other things sharpened things music yeah and then there's a scene where I son S1 goes outside toward dog L I guess we're a dog I can see the scene from inside that I can see it down on the street below he walks from right to left and he hooked up a rope in a series of plastic faces to the dog who is dragging them behind them menu's gathering water or it's slowing him down or something I don't know and Yes there's cause it's kind of a final scene I remember is that there's a place in a building where you go up against the window and there's it's an aquarium and it's at an inside level and that's really cool I think I don't know maybe it's like the living room of 3HC

      + bowling

      memo 23:
      + aquarium

      I don't know anyway I gotta cut off anywhere there's a sufficiand third in order of that there is the fish the aquarium load of Volkswagen sharks are really large weird fish I brought people back a second time to look at them and then there is the bowling alley I was describing the bowling alley how the guy turned off the lane how the ball wasn't the rest of the room and the ball returned for the ball to come back I'm like a blue looking for ball a that's a good fit by fingers and thumb size and weight and they pull it out and they bowl ball and it kind of wonders around on the lane a little bit and it hits the left gutter and goes down the left gutter and I wash your grit on the left gutter and I'm thinking it's suspended up over the regular as opposed to sitting down inside it and think of the stresses on the sides of the gutter and so forth
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    12. Night 1 Spring 2024 Night 3/29

      by , 03-31-2024 at 03:03 AM
      I had the swamp dream early in the night, but as the night continued with other dreams I noticed that I had already forgotten what happened there. To still have something to write about, I stopped everything in the current dream to get to a swamp. I got myself to a small airfield and found a pilot to have him fly me over to the nearest swamp. He agreed and we went flying in his small passenger plane. It had about 6 seats in the back and I was there with one other person. We passed the time talking about rumors of the area and how to survive in the swamp.

      I got up to speak with the pilot more directly and saw the swamp covering the land in all directions. While wondering where we’d land, the plane shook and one of the engines exploded. Looking to see what caused it, a log was lodged into the engine and wing. I opened the door to get a better look below us and more sharpened logs were thrown up at the plane. I tried to warn the pilot but one of the logs already pierced through the plane and into him. I tried taking control of the plane but it was impossible to save. Seeing that the plane was going to crash, I told the other passenger that our only chance of surviving was jumping out, and jumped out myself.

      After slamming into the trees I saw nothing. Not sure if I died or went blind, I tried moving and eventually rose out of muddy water. I wanted to find the plane crash and assumed I could use the smoke or fire from the crash to find it, but the swamp was too dense with trees and plants to see it. After wandering around enough, I figured it would make sense to search for food and shelter. All of the surrounding swamp was covered in mud and water, so the best shelter I could find was a large tree with its roots rising above the ground. Using sticks and mud the roots were made into walls, with the area below the tree becoming shelter.

      With that solved, I went out looking for what could serve as food. I usually have other people around in dreams, so there was a bit of a lonely feeling with going this long without dcs. I ran into many bugs flying around and considered using them as food, but they were too small. There were also no obviously edible plants, at least no fruits or recognizable vegetables. I started flipping rocks over and looking through plants, and eventually found a huge toad. Finally finding one chance for food, I immediately went to punch it. It hopped out of the way and started a chase that probably would look funny from an outsider’s perspective.

      Since it was too fast I kept picking up rocks to throw at it and it ran for the muddy water. It jumped in and right as I thought it escaped, a fish jumped out and bit it in half. While still in the air, I threw one of the rocks at its head. It was knocked out, leaving me with a huge fish and half a toad. Although unexpected, it left me with even more food. Heading for my shelter with the food, I realized I did not know how to create a fire to cook them. By this point I had been talking to myself for a while. After a couple attempts to make fire I ultimately decided to just eat them raw. After securing both food and shelter I decided it was enough for a first night. Hopefully I don’t get dream worms next time.
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      lucid
    13. Big Planets

      by , 03-30-2024 at 08:29 PM
      I was watching a video on a website. From my perspective, it looked like I wasn't in a video, but rather IN the video. The video was in Outer Space. I saw so many planets, I couldn't even count. The surrounding galaxy would always become different colors like red, green, etc. The planets looked so big, I actually got scared. I've never seen anything like that in my life, let alone in a dream world. It didn't even feel like a video, it felt like I was really there, experiencing everything. Only thing I didn't understand was where I was. Could it be that what I saw in that "video" wasn't actually a video? What if I was truly there, experiencing those events in that moment? Even if it was a video, then where was I?

      Setting: Unknown
      Short Summary: Watching a space based video with intense parts.
      People in the dream: Me
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    14. sunken pyramid (night of 3/29/24)

      by , 03-30-2024 at 03:20 PM (Book of Cursed Dreams)
      Fragment:

      I was trying to watch YouTube with my dad next to me and one of the video's as I was scrolling had an explicate thumbnail which infuriated my dad, I tried explaining to him I don't control what appears in the recommended.

      *a lot of story happened before this point, everything was non-lucid*

      I was with my brother and we found a sunken pyramid in a lake. He jumped into the water swimming around it. "Come on in!" he pleed. I reluctantly jumped into the water noticing that it was very cold. We started having a contest to see who could hold their breath underwater the longest. I used my toes to grip the edge of the pyramid to pull me under the water, going deeper and deeper until I could see the underside of the pyramid, it was floating and I could see a entrance at the bottom.

      Who wrote on the toilet walls?-underwaterpyramid.jpg

      I swam back up to the surface to tell my brother about what I found, I let him know I was going to go inside. I swam back down to the bottom and entered the pyramid, Suddenly the theme turned into Minecraft, everything was blocky. Looking around I noticed a lot of hostile mobs and a place I could jump too to escape the mobs.

      Who wrote on the toilet walls?-insidethepyramid.jpg

      Now running towards the safe spot I was taking a lot damage from the mobs, closer and closer I was getting but it wasn't enough. I could see my health bar go to zero and everything froze as a yellow tint overlayed my vision.

      I heard the voice of a women, she seemed to be some sort of mastermind. "I planned for my daughter to explore the pyramid and die."
      The scene changed showing her face.

      Who wrote on the toilet walls?-mastermind.jpg

      I could sense there was a larger story taking place as I woke up.
      *Thought it was strange the lady called me her daughter, I'm a guy*

      Note: A fair bit of my dreams tend to end with them transitioning to the middle of a larger story taking place where they are aware of the dream that just happened. Even though while I'm dreaming it feels like a continuous story, I can never seem to remember it when I wake up.
      Tags: cursed
      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment , side notes
    15. Comp Night 1: Lucid, 2 out of 3 Steps Completed

      by , 03-30-2024 at 03:04 PM
      Asleep around midnight. Awake around 6:00-6:30, having trouble getting back to sleep.

      Fragment 1: Lurkers

      Something about the game Lurkers.io. Trying to carry a bomb from the right side of the screen to the left.

      Asleep again some time after 7:00, I’m guessing.

      Fragment 2: Lab Work

      In the lab, doing something.

      Bathroom Lucid (Lucid)

      Some things about robots. Someone activated a sort of attack/defense robot, and there is something going on with it. Then someone is talking about a time when a creepy child-looking entity showed up and was at his elbow.

      Later, we are walking along with an android, that says it has to use the bathroom. It is carrying around a large glass flask of some liquid, which it wants to go empty in a restroom. We get to where we were going, and the robot goes downstairs to where a restroom is. I decide that I want to go too, and follow him. The restroom is possibly one that I had visited before (or dreamed that I had), but it is now the future and I’m looking to see what changes have been made.

      OMFGz0rs t3h greys, they are coming!!!!111one-_5c169c1c-924f-4718-8d4b-40072e02d20e.jpg

      Around this point, I also seem to be aware that I’m dreaming, but it’s one of those dreams where I seem to have just been kind of vaguely assuming it was a dream – almost like dreaming that I knew it was a dream instead of actually being lucid. However, when I find a stall in a restroom, I actually become lucid. I remember the 3-step task. First, I do a reality check/stabilization by looking at my hand and counting the fingers. Not surprisingly, I have trouble counting. I think about using the bathroom, but then I realize that that would be a waste of lucid dreaming time since I can use the bathroom when I’m awake. I start walking out of the bathroom, and remember the second of the three step task: eat/drink something. It doesn’t really matter what, since it’s a dream, so I look around for something that I can try to eat. I think I try some small cardboard or plastic box at first, but have a little trouble. Then I find a small plastic pouch, which I might “will” into containing a sort of soapy liquid inside. I bite into this and swallow some of the liquid. Surprisingly, it seems to have a strong and a terrible taste, making me gag and want to vomit. I’m a bit worried that I didn’t fully swallow it though, so I choke down another swallow.

      I think I might lose my lucidity around here somewhere. I find myself walking back from somewhere, outside now. I remember having had a lucid dream, but I think I'm awake. At another point I think I’m going back to a bathroom. There is some strange guy around crying about something – he is looking for help, but doesn’t seem to be quite normal. I want to go hide in the bathroom.

      Something about going into the mouth of a large fish. There is some sort of TV show – hosted by Jerry Lewis, apparently. But this might just be a documentary about the show. Inside the fish’s mouth is a small auditorium.

      Updated 03-30-2024 at 03:08 PM by 97618

      Tags: bathroom, fish, lucid
      Categories
      lucid
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