I am on the Green Temple Mountain of EPIC LULZ and Nothing. I am an ancient turtle leaning on a staff, overlooking the ancient City of Nothing. The dream quavers, and a portal opens. People come flying out of the portal of all sizes... it's weird. It makes me fall asleep.
I was getting ready for school. There is a hot guy I'm dressing up for. I'm looking threw my clothes, trying to match my brawl to my underwear. I almost finished getting ready but the water wasn't working in the bathroom. I left and went to my grandparents house (nichols) I talked to my grandpa before getting ready in their bathroom. I don't remember the conversation. I finished getting ready for school. On my way out there was a couple that showed up. The guy was ugly to me..blond hair and a big scar on his face. He wanted to fuck me. I left. I got on the bus for school. Went in the school. Had a great day. Didn't ever see the hot guy I was getting dressed for. I took a test. At the end of the day I got on the wrong bus to get home. The bus driver told me which one to get on when the buses stopped at the jr high...like at twin rivers. I wake up.
Me and jr was in our room. We decided to go play games with shane and his girlfriend. We get in the room and I go pick out a game. It was old fashioned cartridge games...but the cartridge held 2 games..not just one. We were all playing video games on the fold out bed. Shane got on top of me, I was laying on my belly. He start kissing my back. I felt that he got a boner. This goes on a bit. I was sooo horny. :/ I remember grabbing his thighs. Then his girlfriend announces she's getting tired. Then we all divide up. They go in their room..we go in ours. As I shut the door I see him starring at me. I then decide that I'm going to return to the game room to smoke and to see if shane will follow me back in there. I tell jr and I'm on my way. When opening the door to the office a yellow hologram of a 6-7 year old girl pops up. It reminds me of alice off of resident evil. I shut the door she disappears. She freeked me out until I figured out that it was only a hologram. I proceed to the game room. Smoke. Shane never came in. I go back to my room frustrated. :/ I decide I want to meditate to ease my tension. I wake up before meditating.
i was at gregorio's apartment in new york with matt, roquell was cooking on the stove humming happily to herself. ingred and david were there both loudly trying to teach me how to cook arrepas at the same time, but i knew elizabeth was the only grand master at doing this so i turned my back to them and was suddenly at jim's house. he was on the couch with his boyfriend, they were laying there making out and i was gonna sneak away to give them privacy when a floorboard creaked under my foot and jim jumped off of dustin and began excitedly telling me all about the awesome new condoms they had gotten. (it's something he'd do for god's sake) every time i tried to extract myself from the situation another pair of guys entered the room, all scantily clad. a girl who could've been sarah avery came in then and said she wanted to kiss me, seeing as all the guys in the room were kissing each other. i politely refused and went looking for matt, who i'd lost in the crowd at some point. it had become a full blown party then, and most of the sexual energy had died down. i edged my way out of the room with about three other guys who were helping me look for him, and i found a portal like opening in the shape of a knothole you'd see in a tree. it led outside. only one guy was with me now, and we were quietly walking around outside, smell of fall, little dome-shaped white clean huts tucked in amongst lots of tall trees. still looking for matt, but also enjoying the surroundings. the other guy's saying how where he comes from the trees grow at least twice as tall as the ones here, and those are only the small ones. very peaceful feelings. wavering moments of lucidity throughout, but i couldn't hang onto it.
I was in a trailer with tyler talking. He and his girlfriend lived there. We were in love. We started to fool around a bit and his girlfriend walks in. No bad reaction? He leaves to talk to her and then comes back. I wake up.
i'd been having trouble remembering my dreams during a trip out east to see family, partially from sleeping on a lumpy old futon and partially from anxiety over my sick grandpa. i was finally given a more comfy sleeping arrangement and felt calmer just from that. that night i dreamed of sitting in a pub drinking a beer. i felt road weary. the mug was morphing in and out of shape. this struck me as odd, so i looked around at people in the bar to find that none of their drinks were solid forms either. the cups and glasses were all wiggling around in people's hands, and they were all just fine with that. for some reason this made me think that i was possibly dreaming, but i didn't think to levitate or create things like i usually would. instead i started remembering some friends from the village, and i began seeing some of them in the pub, all healthy and talking like they hadn't seen each other for a long time. some folks from TN were there too, and an old love from ohio who i haven't spoken to in a couple years. she rushed over and hugged me for a long time, saying 'i missed you' before letting go. extremely vivid touch and smell, woke up soon after feeling at ease but quite sad.
I was shopping with my mom. She wanted me to pick out stuff for a party she was throwing me. Then she drove me to a field. There was tents set up and we brought the stuff we bought for the party inside. there was a bunch of people there but don't recall who was there. They wanted me to see something outside so I followed them. To describe is kinda hard. There was a huge mat that reminds me of a gym mat but industrial size. There was to poles coming out of it that went high into the hair. A perch was on top of it with netting around it like a railing on a porch. the polls passing the height of the perch. The thing looked fake to me but the closer I got to it the more realistic it seemed it would work. They lowered the perch down and then lifted me up. I don't recall the view. I wake up.
This mornings dreams make me realise something. I used to get mad at my dreams if they were full of crappy day residue and stuff. Just now I realized that Our Deep Mind does not just stand there like an ordinary human, talking to me in my particular spoken language, (and my particular dialect). Our Deep Mind communicates to me using every thing within my limited sphere. Our Deep Mind communicates with, sight, sound, smell, taste, tactile feelings, emotional feelings, day residue, memories, logic, fantasy and anything else it finds in my limited sphere. And Our Deep Mind don't want me to just get on my knees and verbalise in the dialect of my English language when I try to communicate with it, (Our Deep Mind). Instead, The Deep Mind wants me to communicate with it, as it does with me, using everything in my limited sphere. Using, sight, sound, smell, taste, tactile feelings, emotions, day residue, memories, logic, fantasy and any thing else in my limited sphere. For example: In the 1980s book "Clan of the Cave Bear" an ancient ancestor of ours, a Cromagon girl is orphaned and adopted by a Neanderthal group, The Clan of the Cave Bear. The Shaman is trying to teach the 5 year old to communicate. The 5 year old Cromagon girl has Cromagon intellect and vocal capacity and they just talk, (verbalise) when they communicate. But the Shaman is Neanderthal. He has limited verbal capacity and supplements his sounds with sign language. The five year old tries very hard to learn what he is "saying" but is annoyed at him for waving his hand around, distracting her. The shaman begins to despair that she might be mentally deficient cos he is getting nowhere after weeks of daily lessons. Then the penny drops and the 5 year old begins to see that the hand waving is part of the language. She progresses quickly after that revelation. Maybe I will progress quickly now that I just had my revelation of The Deep Mind using much more than (?) To communicate, in dreams, to me. And wants me, likewise to reciprocate. I often get revelations after bad dreams like last nights ones.
I was dreaming of tyler prior to the false awaking that follows...I don't recall the first dream at all. False awakening: I was woke up by banging on the door. I was aggravated I had to get up to answer the door when jr's mom is right next to it. I get out of bed...I get up..open the door. Tyler is standing there...I walk out and shut the door behind me...for jr's mom is nosy, I wake up.
I was driving down the road next to my current house with my mom. We broke down. I popped the hood and went to look under it with my mom. She said "all it needs is a little more water and it will be fine". I wake up.
I'm in my room looking for things to wear that go with a shirt of mine.....and then I stroll across my black shoes with white soles. The soles are dirty and I think about washing them entirely, or maybe just using a toothbrush with some bleach on them. I find it funny that I was just thinking about how I need to do better in life, and have a dream about me cleaning my "soul".
I was walking down the street with simon. We were about to go have an adventure outside. Jessie came up to me talking about a particular type of sun screen for morrigan she had found. I wanted to get some for Simon too. While walking in I over heard a conversation about secret passages that you couldn't see....when your right in front of them. I got sun screen and sat simon dow on a table that was there to put sun screen on him. I then see jenifer walk by with red hair. Then aftr I watch her leave the area she walks in a again, not where she left from, with brown/black hair. I decide to follow her. I grabbed simon and followed her to ask her a question I no longer remember. While following her I sensed someone behind me so I turned around to look. I then seen too boys following me. I became scared and nervous. I told her to "run". She ignored my warning and walked. I started to run but one of the guys cut me off and ran through the wall to the left of me. It was next to a window with many vines. I didn't follow the guy threw the wall. I could tell there was stairs threw the window and walked further down the hall and threw the door. I walked up the stairs. At the top of the stairs I could see a huge trash factory out the window. I could see bags bigger than houses being filled up with trash. A couple people came up behind me and then showed me how to send your trash to the factory. After they showed me I continued up the stairs to leave. I got inside my car and put Simon in his car seat. After I got in my car and rolled down the windows I notice jr's mom getting on a bike with some paint mechanism on it. I could tell she was about to spray the jeep with the white paint. I yelled at her "hey, wait till you pass my car to start that thing". She started it anyway and got white paint all over my black jeep. I got out of my car and walked up to her and slapped her. Then people started walking up to see what was going on. She took off running and I started chasing her. "You can't catch me" she said.."You have no shoes". I ran after her and said "I'm the bare foot queen" she jumped over a creek, then I did. I got a pine needle in my foot but kept moving. I woke up running.
I was in a house talking to people. I don't recall who they are. I convinced them to come outside with me so I could show them this area at the river I liked. We went outside but instead of the area I expected, there was tent like canopy things set up in the yard. It was a store. There was tables and cabinets displaying an assortment of items. We all went under the tent to look at all the stuff and separated in our look of the store. I recall liking many items. I see the girl I was with. She has her arms full of stuff. I became jealous of her. Not that she had anything I wanted, but because I hasn't found something I thought was special. I then notice a silky rug. It was made of squares of the same fabric. I grabbed it. It was too pretty to be a rug people would walk on. I made a dress out of it. I showed my friend when it was almost finished. There was a few loose stitches I needed to sew around the boobs....but you could tell what the finished product would look like. I wake up.
I am in a house. I am with who I know to be my sister's boyfriend. I don't recall what he looks like other than he was hot. We were in the bathroom kissing and planned to go outside, down the road to an empty house that's there. My sister walks in on us, no one was mad or reacted in a way that one would expect. She was showing me that she was using the tomato face mask I recommended. I got excited and asked her if she likes it and told her it is good for her face. I then hopped she couldn't tell her boyfriend was mine now!? Then decided I didn't care. We walked into the kitchen to eat breakfast. Crystal and my mom was at the heads of the table. Simon and jr was next to crystal. I was next to simon and my boyfriend. There was empty chairs across from us. I felt like we were waiting for some one t come sit down and eat with us. My mom then asked me " do you guys want internet?" She told me a price and I told her I could find it cheeper than that...I woke up.
I was holding a controller with a screen in my hands. On the screen was a radar type of picture. I had a pencil made for the screen and I moved the weather around where I wanted it. I woke up.
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