false awakening

July 19, 2010
Slept between 12am-10am (Allll right!)

12am-4-something am
FOOD!
I was in a food market, literally surrounded by food.

Inner world!
I don't remember anything before this scene, but I remember standing inside his gorgeous beach house. I could see a white, sandy beach and blue ocean out my living room windows. The walls were a an interesting shade of blue. Like, almost turquoise, but not quite (I'll have to see if I can build this room in sims 3 later). The floors were wood and my furniture was white. The windows were edged in white trimming. It was warm and relaxing. I recall something being said about this being my inner world house, but I can't remember if it was told to me by Danny, or whether I declared it myself.


Here's the Sims 3 rendition...

4am-6am
WBTB. I sat on the couch for a few minutes reflecting on my beach house and thinking about asking Danny to come into more regular dreams to tell me I'm dreaming. Went back to sleep.

Naughty dream
I had a naughty dream involving Jack. 'Nough said!

False awakening
My alarm beeped for my WILD. I saw that Jack was awake and told him about the dream I had. He thought that middle of the night sex would be an appropriate response. I kept thinking, "But what about my WILD, I'll be too awake!" (Priorities?) My alarm beeped again and I realized it was a false awakening with a "Oh, thank god! I didn't miss the WILD!" (Definitely insane)

6am-7am-ish
WILD fail. Got into SP, used music as an anchor. This part went just fine. Transition fail again. I was getting some HI, and decided to try to use it, but it wasn't really happening. I remember thinking to myself, "Give me a scene so I can walk in it!" my brain responds, "Here's a forest path!" Nothing would solidify and I was having troubles visualizing it and keeping it stable. I also tried the roll out technique, but no luck. I tried floating out too, which actually almost worked, but no sight. Just before an hour was up, I went back to bed.

7am-10am
Once again, I don't remember anything before this, other than becoming lucid. I looked up at the sky and thought, "Let's not fly, it tends to destabilize my dream if I do it straight away."

I suddenly remembered MM chat from last night and saying that the intermediate task would be a cinch because I transform into Sailor Moon all the time, so I did! I held my hands up to my chest where my brooch would be, and my clothes glowed and flashed into the sailor fuku

I found myself on an office floor. full of people. Grey floors and an escalator nearby. (Lost lucidity a bit, here) Amongst the DC's were the other senshi. I stood with them for a bit. Something specifically involving Haruka and Michiru here, but I can't recall it. We moved with the group to a lower plaza where there was shopping to be done. Also can't recall much, here. But it seemed like we were there to party.

Then, we're on a beach. I'm beckoned to by Ryan, a character in a soap opera I watch. He and Greenlee are uncovering a nefarious plot being concocted by David. I get a flash that there is a hidden relationship going on between Ryan and Greenlee (fits with the show). We're hunched behind a car. David has this other woman with him around this camp fire. I vaguely recall that he hit her. Something happens and he discovers us. I closed my eyes and snapped my fingers to teleport away!

When I opened my eyes, I was standing back on the floor we had started on, with the grey tiles and the escalator. "Oops! I didn't mean to go back this far!" I thought to myself. There were some administrative ladies behind a desk, looking at me funny. I remember saying something to them about forgetting something and laughing; all embarrassed.

DREAMNONDREAMSCENEDESCRIPTIONLUCID

I am in my bedroom, really sleepy, I barely open up my eyes, and I see my door. My dad opens it. He's talking to himself that he wants to wake me up. He goes to the right side of my bed, and he continues to talk to himself. He wanted to poke me, but he hesitated, he didn't want to wake me. Then, in my super tired, half asleep voice, I talk to him, very quietly, and as if I'm out of breath. I start to say something like "Dad, I'm so tired..." "It's like I'm half dreaming..." Then, I wake up, and I look where my dad was when I opened my eyes, and sure enough, he was gone.

Date: 7/18/2010
Time (Of Wakeup): 8:44 AM

Description:
I had a lot of dreams and couldn't remember most of them after writing down one of them. This is the one I got down:

I think we came from some vacation house. I also think I remember being in it. I was in the car with my whole family. My brother and I spotted a restaurant that we got really excited about. I forgot the name of the restaurant.

I opened the car door and jumped out, I think to go to the restaurant. I entered the restaurant, and saw my other brother, who's the eldest. He bought a lot of food and offered to pay for me and drive me home, but I declined. I looked at the displays they had for a while (It was not formal, but they had some pretty fancy food), and I left without getting anything.

I started jogging home, and on my way home, I got hungry and so I jogged back to the restaurant. I entered the restaurant, and looked again at the menu but for a shorter time, but didn't buy anything and jogged back once again.

Along the way, I spotted a group of about 3 people jogging in the same direction as me. I caught up with them, and once I did I found it hard to keep up, as they were running very fast.. I talked a little, I forget about what, and then they left. I spotted a group of mostly bikers but some runners going in my direction, I passed them, and came upon another group, this time mostly runners but some bikers. Among the runners was a friend I recognized, and so I turned around to go talk to him.

He explained that they were racing 2 other groups from the restaurant I was at, to some other place, back and forth, and so on. He asked if I saw a bunch of people on bikes, and I said I did, and how I thought it was unfair that most of them had bikes, while this group was mostly runners. He said he was having trouble keeping up with his group, which I found hard to believe since he has a sub 5 minute mile in real life. I left and got outside my vacation house.

There I saw two friends, whom I can't for the life of me remember the names of. I started walking with them, and we didn't get far, but we saw an "Auntie Anne's"(For those of you who don't know, it's a pretzel shop.)

I wanted to go, and my friend offered to buy a pretzel for me, so we agreed and we crossed the street toward the pretzel place. The pretzel place was on a big slope, and I think something weird happened in the parking lot, before we went inside. I forgot what happened inside, but the next thing I remember was a false awakening.

I woke up in my room but I don't think the house was actually mine, because for some reason I went to the basement to go to the bathroom, even though in my real house, there is a bathroom right next to my room. While I was in the bathroom, my dad told me about something. I couldn't really make out anything.

I noticed on the toilet rim, below the cover there was something(I think a calendar), inscribed around the toilet rim. I tried to scrub it out with a piece of toilet paper, and at first it was easy, but then it got really hard and so I gave up. I flushed the toilet and went out.

I had about 6 or more dreams, but this was the longest. I can't remember much about the other dreams after writing all of this down, but one of the dreams had Leonardo DiCaprio, and it was some scene from Inception(The movie).

Also, whenever I started to realize that I was dreaming, even though I didn't get very excited, my dream would fade sort of to black, and it would seem more as if I was trying to imagine it, instead of dreaming it. And then I would wake up, and then fall asleep again, and this time to a completely different dream. This happened like 7 times last night.

01.03.2010

Flashing Light (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had a false awakening in my living room. I was lying on the floor, sprawled out beside a Monopoly board. The rest of my family were playing. They asked if I wanted to join in, since they weren't long started, but I declined, saying that I wanted to go back to sleep. This was one of those odd FA's, where you're thinking about lucid dreaming, wondering whether or not you're asleep, but are too drowsy and lethargic to check. I fell back to "sleep" there anyway, and tried to WILD. What actually happened was that I woke up.

My mum was playing the piano downstairs- much louder than usual, I noticed. I thought there was no way I would get back to sleep with that racket. I tried anyway, and got some serious dizziness right away. I could feel it in my head but nowhere else. For some reason, my old bedroom popped into my mind, and became very easy to visualise. I imagined myself tapping a rhythm on the desk, and typing something on the computer, which I think included the word "motherfucker", for some reason. :s

There was no moment of nothingness, or "zoom" as my visualisations became "real", it just gradually solidified, and I found I could stand up and look around, rather than try to feel everything I could reach. I paused, and realised I could still hear the piano playing from downstairs. I tried clicking my fingers, clapping my hands and fiddling with the volume on my old stereo to turn it off, but nothing worked. Instead, the lights in my room started flashing on and off. But it wasn't just the lights. I looked out the window. The landscape was going from day to night and back again, as fast as the lights in my room were turning on and off. It sped up, and eventually settled at what looked like dawn, or maybe dusk. I turned away from the window, and saw an awesome-looking girl standing in the middle of the room. She was giving me a seductive look. I really wish I could pass on dream sex a bit more often and do something more worthwhile!

Amsterdam/Bahamas combined.

Was in a place that was a mix of amsterdam and bahamas. It was really tropical, but at the same time, looked just like amsterdam. I was with a giant group of people. We were looking at a special painting. This painting was hollographic in a way. It would suck you in and give you the point of view of the person you were looking at. If you looked at the bottom person you would be looking up a weird building. If you looking at the top person you would be looking down a weird building. We did this for a while. I eventually left everyone and started running to my hotel room. This was fun because there was a giant festival going on. I went into my hotel room and was trying to decide on if I wanted to go out or stay in. A group of friends from London called me and said they were going to run through someones house and hide in the squirrel cage. That sounded like fun and I agreed to meet up with them.

Weird clones:
Was in my room sitting with a mix between Kara and my other friend Grace. She had graces face, but Karas presence. We were sitting on my bed arguing about the night before and I suddenly saw a weird woman walk out of my moms room, smile at me, and walk into my brothers room. I freaked for a second and asked Kara if she saw what just happened. She had no idea and that made me think I was hallucinating. I suddenly saw another person walk out of my moms room and then another. I freaked out and went to go see what was happening. I walked to my bathroom and there was a woman in it. She started to laugh and whisper to me saying they were everywhere. Then a big circle of fat man without shirts started circling me.

Michael stalker:
Michael was calling me all morning. I dreamt that he kept calling me and I kept accidently picking up and hanging up. I wanted to sleep and not talk to him, but he would keep calling. I accidentally picked up the phone I didn't want him to know that I was awake so I kept the phone on and waited until he hung up. He never hung up and my phone started to turn towards me. I had the idea that he was using the camera to see me. I quickly moved my phone so that the camera was not facing me. I later got up and went to brush my teeth. I put my phone in the cup and filled it with paste and water so that he could not see through the camera.

The magic bullet:
I was in Karas house. We went into the basement and found a giant machine with all kinds of weird contraptions. There was a kid working there and he showed us a little trick. He shot a bullet at us and it went through us and through all the metal on the wall. It was a bullet that only hit what it was programmed for. We thought that this kid would be famous and rich so we decided to invest in him. We put a couple million into his stocks. He had a manager who was tricking him into only letting him invest so that he could control the kid. We had a big fight about it upstairs. The kid needed money in order to submit a patent and show the world his invention. We ended up giving him six million. Later after a while of just talking his grama came into the room. She said she always believed in him and that she put 80 million into his bank account before he even started to project.

Date: July 13, 2010
Non-lucid - False Awakening
Duration: Short

I was ln my bed until I realized that my bedroom's door was open because of the light that was coming from the outside. There was my dad and sister just starring at me! It could be nightmare if I was scared but my mind seemed to say "F*ck them" Then I rolled over and I pinched my nose and gained lucidity, but the dream quickly vanished and I woke up...

A funny thing, when I woke up I saw the most realistic hallucination I have ever seen: a coca-cola machine! lol

15.07.2010

Talking with a deceased family member (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Not one of my best nights. My recall was not very efficient like usual. However, I still managed to get four dreams (two fragmented). The last dream was lucid, and one of the important personal memorable goal ones. I had a fifth dream, DEILDed from it for the lucid and I forgot the dream, only remembered the second in the chain (A few nights ago I chained three dreams and recalled all three, so I guess I lost it due a low recall night)

Fourth of the night:

I remembered a long dream and I was recalling it to write it down. I opened my eyes but closed them immediately because I felt like I was in trance. I started to feel vibrations around my body. I knew what was coming so I did not bother in writing the other dream. I started to focus on a Colosseum hoping I would appear in the Roman Age to participate in a gladiator fight. The vibrations increased intensity and I start to hear a strong buzzing. It was not usual for a WILD and it looked more like the beginning of an Astral Projection. I focused on my Astral Body instead and I was ready to separate and transfer consciousness to my Astral Body.
I was in my room. I was not floating in my bed and I did not feel like I was Astral Projecting. I was able to recall that being APing feels different. However, I was not 100% sure. Everything was a neat copy from waking. I knew I could have not fail due the vibrations and buzzing. I went to my bathroom and my wife was there. I was silent and I stopped in front of her. She looked at me and smiled at me. I kept standing there and she sent me a kiss.
I realized she was able to see me, so I was not in my Astral Body. I was wondering how come I failed that. I went to my room to lay down to attempt to recall more details from my recent dreams. I saw that my cat was all black and had become a kitten. "Aha! This is not my cat! I am dreaming!" I looked at my hands and they looked OK. I then pinched my nose and I was able to breath. The vividness of the dream increased and I left the bedroom.
I was in my living room next to the door to leave my place. I saw half x-mas tree in the floor and some other debris. I was in my shorts but I did not care. I said, "I am lucid, so see you later. I have stuff to do." My wife did not answer or I left too fast.

When I exited my place, I was in a different neighborhood. It was more like the neighborhood were my wife takes care of a kid to help out a family. It was very sunny and there were no cars in the street. I started to fly pretty high. I was wondering if it was not too soon to fly as I just started my lucid. But I realized that flying is something I am very used to do in my lucids and I could fly without any major effort that would provoke a premature awakening.

While I was flying I remembered I could complete one of the Tasks of the Year. However, I saw a few DC around and I decided to do something different.

I landed and I said, "I want to talk with my wife's mom. I do not want a DC but her real mom!" Suddenly, a lady popped out from nowhere and said, "Who called me?" I approached her and she asked me, "Who are you. You sound familiar." I told her I am her daughter husband. I described her to my wife and my wife told me that the description matched perfectly.
My wife's mom approached me and hugged me. She started to kiss my chicks and she got very emotional. I was moving my eyes around because it was a short distanced and not moving me eyes would terminate the dream.
My wife mom said, "I want you to say to Ana that I am very happy and fine. I feel great and she does not have to worry about me. I love her and I am very happy that she feels great with her life." I told her that my wife missed her and she replied, "Let her know I am feeling great. She has not to worry about me." She gave me more kisses and hugs. I pulled out my pendant and I told her, "See. I am wearing it!" She recognized it as hers and she smiled. She had a similar one as well.

She gave me a stronger hug and I only could see her. I started to see the dream fade, but I did not feel like spinning with my wife's mom hugging me. As the dream was fading more, my wife's mom vanished into me. I woke up.

Dream Signs missed:
- None

Dream Signs Noticed:
- I owned a different cat.

Reality Check Performed:
- Nose pinch.

I woke up in the dream, I thought my phone's battery was dead. Though I tried if it's still on, and saw I had quite a chat on with Abby. She wrote: "DIE!!!" and I was like: "Oh no... don't say that!" It was like my world ruined in a second and I didn't care about anything else than the idea that I have to die. Then I fell asleep in the dream and it was over.

Date: July 9, 2010
False awakening
Duration: Very Short

My sister appeared in my room, just to show me that in our both PSP's there was the same game. I said that in one PSP the game was in a disc and that in another PSP the game was in the memory stick, then I woke up

14.07.2010

Gauntlets of the Magi (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though.
Fifth of the night:

I was driving in my car and my wife was next to me. We picked up a lady and we had to go somewhere else. My wife moved from the backseat to the front seat. I was sitting (and driving) in the backseat, and this lady sat next to me. I was wondering why did my wife moved.
I saw a stop light turning yellow, but I had time enough to pass without a violation. This lady was rude to me and forced me to jam the brakes. She was complaining about what I did want to do.
The scenery changed and I was alone in a room with little furniture. I saw a window. It was sunny outside. A small green parrot entered the room. I was frightened because I though it was a bee or something. The parrot exited the room and I closed the blinds.
I walked into another room and I started to talk with this lady again. I could not hear her well. I was looking at a big walking closet full of boxes and clothes. As I was unable to get what the lady said, I thought I could read her mind.

I went to other room and I laid down in bed. I tried to fall asleep thinking in what the lady said. I had a false awakening in the same room and I walked into another room. I saw a treasure chest half opened and another one coming from a moving platform. This lady asked me a question. I could see the words suspended in the air. The responses were familiar but I was not sure. I chose a response and I failed. I could see how this lady's face changed into a sad-angry expression and I was kicked out from the room.
I entered the room once more, and I saw the same thing with the chests. A different question popped. "Which one of these is Octo?" Then I could see various gauntlets.







Two of them were leather, one of them was from an armor and one of them, was brown with magic shapes. I chose the last one.

The lady smiled and I put the gauntlets on. I felt magic going through my veins and I saw a magic map we had.







I could see several black icons popping around the map. Some icons were like food, others were like a lady crying and some, were enemies. I knew with the new power, new responsibilities arose. I had to save all those ladies. At the right bottom corner of the castle, I saw several black nights popping out. They were brand new enemies:







The lady told me, "Beware of those. They are very dangerous." I felt they would not be a threat to me. I had my new glove and I could blast them with any spell.

Missed dream signs:
- The wheel of my vehicle was in the back seat.
- The FA.
- Getting kicked out from the room and coming back in with the same thing about the chests.

What I would have done if lucid:
- This dream was a very interesting dream. As lucid I would have make the dream last longer. Save those ladies and burn the Black Nights. It would be a fun lucid were I am not completing ToTY/M or finding out about myself. Probably an epic one.

14.07.2010

Non REM lucid???? Instant Projection???? FA??? What happened! (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though.
First of the night.

I was lying down in my bed and I could see perfectly. I was wearing my total blackness glasses so it had to be a dream to be able to see through them. I heard a voice that whispered in my ear, "You are a genius" I then, was able to see in a 360 degrees radius like if it was an Astral Projection. I suddenly saw a black shadow, it was more of a presence rather than a shadow. I guess it was a dream and not an Astral Projection because it did not feel like in an Astral Projection. It did not feel either like in my regular lucids. But I was fully conscious that I was not awake. I could not move from bed. The shadow did not want to attack me, it was just there, walking up and down my room. I decided to wake myself up. I knew I was not in a REM so it would end soon anyway.

I had a false awakening. I was still paralyzed but I could still see through my glasses. Not as clearly as in the lucid or whatever-it-was. It was not as if I had no glasses like in the lucid, but I could see the shape of my hand. I was bugged and I took my glasses off. I was awakened...

This was very odd. I am very focused in increasing my regular recall from 3-4 dreams a night to 5-6 a night. I am also focused in getting at least one lucid per night or every two nights (so far so good) and also I am focused in Astral Projection. I have been thinking about dream sharing as well. However, as soon as I went to bed, I felt tired so I just planned to fall asleep. I did not attempt WILD nor Astral Projection. I know I was meditating and I fell asleep instantly. I also asked my wife in the morning and she confirmed me I fell asleep as soon as I touched the pillow, so it was not a massive Hypnagogic Hallucition.

Missed Dream Signs:
- None.

Dream Signs Noticed:
- None.

Reality Check Performed:
- None.

07/14/10

I'm running through a room with a sword, slashing at zombies. I feel like Zorro, only with more stabbing.

An allied DC gets grabbed. I slice apart the zombie holding him, but I scratch him with my blade. We hope for the best.

He thinks something might happen to me. I make an offhand comment, "I don't die." I'm not worried about myself.

I step into the next room. The door slams shut behind us.

I don't have my sword. A voice informs me that I'll have to meet its challenge, or the zombies on the other side of the room will be set free. A handful of neon orange-pink guitar picks appear in my hands. I have to throw them into a 3-inch gap on the other side of the room, in front of the zombies.

I throw two, but they go wild. The creepy childlike voice informs me that if I miss again, we're all going to die.

I hold one pick in the palm of my hand. I will it to float, and slowly send it toward the bucket. It lands perfectly.

I grin at the creepy ghostlike girl that appears out of the wall. She gestures sullenly toward another door and it opens with a creak.

"At least this isn't a dream," I say to my partner, "If it was, I'd have to wake myself up. I have a doctor's appointment in the morning."

I stop and feel for dreaminess. "And now I'm lucid," I say. "I really ought to wake up, though."

I focus on dismantling the dream, aiming for a new location. We'll see if this works...

---

False awakening. I beg a friend for a ride to work. Apparently, I work at a pizza place part-time. News to me.

One of the managers says that the new guy seems depressed and it's all my fault. I sigh, and go over to talk to the guy, who's standing in the kitchen.

"Look, it's not that I don't like you." I lie, "I just move around so much, I don't like getting close to people." I kindly leave out the fact that I'm friends with the DC managers, owner, and various and sundry employees.

The creepy fucker smiles at me. I really want to punch him in the face.

Zombies. Scare Factor: 4.

This dream was longer, but I don't remember how it began, I believe I was Lucid beforehand but I can't remember

The dream before this was about pizza or something, anyways, in the dream I was about to wake up, and I knew I was waking up and wanted to stay dreaming so I tried to stay still for a DEILD.

When I woke up it was a FA, and I knew it immediately, I was laying down in a different room and it was incredibly vivid, I really felt in control. I got up, rubbed my hands together for stabilization and looked at them, they weren't as detailed as they normally are in my dreams but they seemed more realistic. I noticed on the wall a picture of a woman, I went up to the picture and asked her what was up, I don't remember her response or any of the conversation, but I remember that her talking was out of sync with her mouth moving. I decided to go outside, planning on flying or something, since I was kind of bored. I got to my front door ready to go wherever it takes me, and spontaneously decided to visit Ragefire Chasm from WoW. I said, "Ragefire Chasm will be on the other side of this door". When I went outside it looked like Ragefire Chasm was growing onto my front yard, I started walking around looking for a sword, which was actually easy to find, cause apparently there's a weapons shop in my garage. I got 2 swords and started heading towards the entrance, just then some Asian guy pulled up in a car and threw a sword at me, still sheathed. When I looked at the sword it was green with little footballs all over it. He said that this was my invitation into the "Challenge", then he got out, put on a weird hat and said he had to do his introduction; Somehow I felt like I had seen the introduction before and didn't feel like waiting all day, so I used the "Fallout 3/Oblivion" skip time method, which is simply speeding up time by a couple of hours. Eventually he was gone, but in the process of this I managed to lose Lucidity.

When I turned around there were 2 big dogs eating some kind of corpse in my front yard, my mom was there and said that it attacked me and they killed it. We spent about what seemed like 10 minutes just talking with a bunch of different people, then these weird looking zombies started showing up, they looked like something out of Left 4 Dead 2, trying to kill us, Just as we're fighting these things off I start waking up. In this instant I realized I was dreaming and didn't want it to end so I tried to stay still so when I wake up I could DEILD.

This was another FA, but this time I thought it was real, and didn't think to question it. For some reason I was in a commercial for cellphones, but it was like the Flintstones, it kept talking about people on the phones at night, and it kept showing cave men using these massive stone tablets that were apparently cell phones. The dream ended with me sitting at a stone table on a stone cell phone.

lucidNonlucid Semilucid

I walk up to the old lady at the brown, wooden counter and "check-in". I tell her my father sent me and that I'm going to be staying for awhile. The building is very old fashioned, and so are the two women I would be staying with. One is in her early twenties and I'm guessing she is the older womans grandchild. I get the feeling she doesn't like me very much. She keeps glaring at me, she is a maid of some sorts.

Not quite sure what happened next but a man walks in with a hammer, the ones that judges use to smack their desk with. He grabs my arms from behind and pushes me up against the wooden counter where the old woman is. He shouts at her, saying that i she doesn't (can't remember what she had to do) do something then he would smash my skull in.

I see a man in red armour and long brown hair rushing down a corridor, pulling out a sword. But it's the young woman who saves me. I feel shaken and don't remember what they done with his body or where the young man went. They sit me on a wooden chair and try to console me, feeding me soup. The younger woman hugs me and we put our past behind us. I tell them not to tell my father because I like staying here.

Then I have what I think is a false awakening, but I was semi-lucid. Mostly dreaming. I wake up in my bed and find that my computer is on. I do a RC using the writing on the screen and almost freak out when I realise the writing has changed and I'm still asleep. But I am only semi-lucid and not completely lucid. I look past my computer and look at my room. I begin to panic as I see that my room is upside down, like a twisted mirror. There's a strange rushing in my ears. A large pink monster appears at my door, with sharp looking teeth. It points and laughs at me. I remember that nothing can harm me in a dream and decide to test some powers (if I was fully lucid I probably would have just blasted it to pieces of something) so I try and turn it from pink to purple.

It doesn't work completely but it does go a few shades darker. I try and get rid of it but am unsuccessful. I remember that I'm dreaming, so I try a few times to wake myself up. I succeed.

After doing a crazy amount of RCs to make sure I wasn't having another FA, I kinda freaked out because it was creepy.

Tonight was pretty crazy. I felt like the whole night was filled with dreams. I feel my mind getting accustomed to what dreams are and how to recognize them. When I woke up this morning I was a little confused. It felt as if I slept did not sleep, but lived another day. Almost like one day was 48 hours because so much happened, it was like another day. Even thought there were no lucids (painfully close) it was a great night.

50 CENT:
we had a mini family gathering at a club. 50 cent was there performing. I kept trying to say hi to him, but he was ignoring me. When it was his time to go up he started singing, but was attacked by a couple of kids. I ran and held one of the kids down. He thanked me. I looked at the kid and saw that he turned into a black cat. The cat kept struggling and trying to get out of my grasp. I just laughed.

basketball game:

I was at tryouts for our basketball team in school. The kid that was trying out was already on the team in real life. Today he was really sick and could not play well at all. he would miss the basket by a long shot. The other team members would vouch for him and say he was really good. I kept going in this persons body for a second and dribbling before going back out. Later a game was about to start. I was in uniform about to leave as all the cheerleaders started coming in. My friend dustin and owen were there to cheer me on. All the cheer leaders were giving me looks but one stood out from the crowd. She bumped into me and I asked her to follow me for a sec. I took her out near me car and started to kiss her. She moved away, but I just laughed and tried again. I noticed dustin and owen watching me. We started making out and I was feeling her up. I realized that she had my perfect ass. Not too hard, not too soft .

I left the game and went to go meet up with some people. They were the crew from always sunny. We went on some epic quest to get a scroll. We ended up in some ice town and were climbing a mountain. We started walking on a narrow glacier and found the scroll. On the way back frank from always sunny kept complaining that it was too hard for him. One of the guys pretended to help him, but ended up throwing him off the cliff. He fell and broke his neck. We realized that the fall was only 6 feet and went down to see if he was really dead. He was.

Later we were doing a live set on tv. The broadcast was telling us how funny and inappropriate we were and that maybe we should be pulled off the air. We kept laughing and making jokes around the table.

Missed vacation:
Kara picked me up naked. She had a total of six boobs and six nipples. The boobs were piled on top of each other and looked freaky. I was thinking of ways to break up with her and realized that I was not attracted to her because of this. We got to my house and went upstairs to the computer. On facebook my cousin said he sent me the money I asked for, but said he that he bought me a vacation package and took the money out of it instead. The picture on facebook showed someone laying on a tube on some tropical paradise. He said that would have been me if I spent my money wisely. I remember laughing because my name was spelt way wrong on the ticket.

Rocket launcher fun:
We were playing a shooting game in real life. I was no weapon and was about to die. My friend was laughing at me saying I was about to lose when I found a double barrel shot gun. I started blasting away at the two people and destroyed them. My friend was really impressed and asked how I was so good. I found a rocket launcher and blasted one person away. Then there was this one girl that almost killed me. I went around for 10 minutes trying to blast her, but she dodged all my shots. Later I stopped trying to kill her and took my helmet off and asked her why she did not kill me. She took her helm off and was this really cute girl. I told her that she probably thought I was cute and liked me. She was laughing and kinda agreed. We were holding hands when the Sargent came up to us and told us this was forbidden. We were planning on killing him before I woke up.

Hot for teacher:

I had this smoking hot teacher at school. She never wore a bra and looked amazing. I asked her if she could help me with some homework after school. She agreed and said that we should study at my house because it would be awkward if we studied at her place because of her boyfriend. This gave me the idea that she had some intentions. I did not want to take her to my place because it was too far away and I still live with my mom. Plus the girl I am seeing might be there. I ended up deciding to meet her at a bar. We met at the bar and talked for a while. We ended up walking to some random persons trampoline and started having rough sex. There was a family passing by and they were watching us. I got freaked out and wanted to stop, but the teacher told me to shut up and keep going. We ended up going back to the bar and she started being a bitch to me and telling me to buy her stuff.

Failed false awakening:
This was the last dream of the night. Michael and I were walking around the park with bella. There was a mini cut scene with my other dog lucy walking through my school. She used to go with me all the time. A random girl walked by and asked me how I was doing. She was cute and I decided to talk to her a bit. Turned out she knew who I was and told me they weren't letting lucy back into the school. I was really pissed off and she said she would help me write a petition. We started driving to my house. Michael waited outside while I went in to say hello.

The first thing I noticed was how different my house was. there was another door to the entryway on the left. On the right was my living room. All the furniture was new and really good looking. I went into the office and saw that it was three times as big with a fireplace. Both my mom and brother were playing on the computer with supper wide screens. I walked into the living room and started thinking that this could be a dream. I normally do a nose RC, but I have been sick lately and thought the night before I would just try and float. I tried to jump and float but my foot got caught on the couch and I fell on my face.

Later I went over to Michael who was trying to get a loan and found out that he was super in debt. The teller was really pissed at him because he spent so much of his money on some girl. They were talking for a bit before I told Michael that I needed to wake up and get my day started. I have a lot of studying to do.