memorable

04.04.2010

Loosing teeth as a dreamsign (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Patrick, Tobias and Kris sat at a table. On the left of me were two adults which started doing it.
Kris asked me, if something is odd and opened his mouth. I looked at his teeth and saw, that a one was missing. He touched his teeth and pulled another two teeth out of his mouth.
Patrick said: "Dude, stop it! They won't grow again!"
Suddenly my teeth got loose and fell out of my mouth until I only had a few left. Then I remembered, that loosing teeth is a typical dreamsign. I already was pretty sure, that I was dreaming.
I looked at my left hand. The first time it looked totally normal. As I watched a second time at it, I had two thumbs (One extra thumb between index finger and middle finger).
"Cool, I'm dreaming", I said calm. My tooth were back to normal again. I said, I would go and went into another room. My parents and my grandparents were there sitting around a table. My father throwed something at me and I catched it. It was a easterbunny with chocoalde and two books in it. The one book was about "Fettfitte" (On English something like: fit fatties) and the other one was some intelletcual one about religions and politics and stuff.
My grandpa had a cake with one candle standing in front of him.
I noticed a little fir tree standing next to the table. Next to the tree was a candle.
I closed my eyes, wished that the tree would get on fire and opened my eyes again. Suddenly the tree was bruning.
Then I woke up.

04.02.2010

2 Icebears, 1 actor and (nearly) 1 death (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My family and a lot of my parents friends (with their little kids) decided to celebrate eastern with camping in a park and watching a boring show or something.
Of course the little kids always annoyed me and I really didn't feel like it. At the evening everyone drove to the park. They all took cars, except for me. I took my inlineskates. On the way I saw 2 icebears on a big meadow. One of them saw me, growled and tried to make the other one to run after me. But the other one looked very weak and tired. I diseappeared very fast.
Later I arrived at a marketplace. I met the actor Gary Sinise there, who was making a new episode for CSI:NY.

I was very excited because I love the series and I find Gary Sinise very cool. I talked a little bit with him and went to his filming spot with him. As we arrived it I drove with my inlineskates backwards in front ov the camera without recognizing it. At first I thought "Oh shit, I messed the whole scene up." but nobody reacted to this.
Suddenly some guys with the age of 16 to 18 started fighting and laughing. A few moments later they started to vomit and ran away. One of them stand in front of me, he vomitted burning and glowing pieces. O.o He looked very worried and frighted.
Then I recognized a waterslide behind me. A lot of kids used it. Some weared full clothes, some weared swim suits and some weared nothing.
Even some of my classmates were there for example my pal Patrick (who appears in a lot of my dreams) and my friends Kris and Sven.
Kris just slided down the waterslide and laid laughing at the end of it. Everyone was happy, everyone laughed. Then suddenly Sven appeared. He ran to Kris and wanted to lay one of his feet down on Kris' belly and do a victory-pose for joke. But instead of that he stamp right on Kris' chest and it got compressed like a sponge.
within a second the cheerful atmosphere was blowing away. Everyone was stunned and shocked.
An ambulance came and took the still living Kris with it.
Then the dream ended.

04.01.2010

Waking up in the dream OR this fucking sex drive (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My family and me were in my grandma's house (It was my grandma's house in the dream, but her real home is way different.) We were there to celebrate into my sisters birthday. My sister and me had to share a big room. In between the beds was a giant table with a lot of videogames. Themost of them were for PS2 or N64.
My sister Monika decided to go outside, but I wanted to sleep. So she went outside and I put on my pajama and laid down in my bed. I had my eyes closed, but I heard my grandma coming in the room. She wanted to put a duvet cover on the bed. I was to lazy and tired to stand up so I decided to pretend I was sleeping. I heard her talking. The talking became a whispering and the whispering became a loud beepingnoise, like the one you hear, when you have a sudden deafness.
Suddenly I sat on m bicycle and I was near my old home. I descend from the bike and walked along the road while I asked myself how I got here. I mean seconds ago I laid in a bed. Did I sleepwalking?
To the right of my were 2 benches. On the left bench sat a man on the right a woman. The woman suddenly kicked the man and he got mad.
I continued walking. On the other side of the road a woman stand in front of a gardengate. Behind the gardengate a man crouched on the ground, a motorcycle was behind him. He cried and begged the woman to get him somewhere.
In all of a sudden I noticed it. "This is a dream!" From this moment on I float like I were on the moon. Because I was only halfway lucid in my last lucid dreams I decided to do some stabilisation at first. I looked a lot at my hand and said to myself "This is a dream!" and "Lucidity! Lucidity!". Sometimes I said "More colors!" and "More realistic!".
I was so lucid, like I were awake. I was so lucid, like I really would stand in front of my old home.
I thought about what to do. "I could summon some zombies. Or Godzilla." But somehow I didn't felt able to so. I saw 2 blond girls walking along the sidewalk. I thought: "I can't waste this chance for sex." But just seconds later I thought "Fuck it." and went to the girls.
Well it took a little while until we started, but we did it. What I personally find kinda funny is the following dialog:
She: "What are you doing? I can't fell anything."
Me: "Doesn't matter. The main point is that I feel something."
While I'm doing it with here the lucidity gets worse and worse until I woke up.
And now I'm a little mad about me because I wasted time with the girl. I always thought: "When you have your first real lucid dream, do something really epic and don't waste it with sex like all the other people do."
When I do this the next time as well, I will beat myself up. -.-

Greetings from Germany,
Matthias.

03.31.2010

Play-asia 2 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


I was a anime-character in a series. 1 other guy, a girl and me were in some kind of a sports team.
Every evening we talked via phone (conference feature). At one evening the girl told us, how happy she was to have me and the other guy as friends, because she never had real friends. I also recognized that she was into the other guy. I bet he recognized it as well.
After the girl hang up the guy and me were alone in the line. He started to talk about it to hook the girl up with me. What an idiot...
I really could feel the broken heart of the girl...

03.30.2010

Bad Tom Cruise (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID




I know, that this dream was very vivid and complex, but unfortunaterly my recall is very bad.

The plot of the dream was the following: Someone made a biological experiment to test, if it's possible to make an angry/bad human by changing genes. They cloned a guy called Bob (Actually it was Tom Cruise, but everyone called him Bob...).
I was the guy, that hunted this bad clone.

I only know very little of the dream.
- One scene was at a pier. But I don't know, what we did there.
- I think I was married in the dream.
- In the last scene before I woke up, my whole family (including my grandmother and grandfather) was there. We were in a giant bathroom or something like that. The bad Tom Cruise clone was there, too. We hade no weapons, so we started to throw everything we found at him. For example a soap dispenser.
- At one point in between a fight or something I realized something and said: "I don't think that it's possible to make a bad human by changing genes." Der battle stopped and we (Tom Cruise and me) standed towards each other thinking about that a few seconds. After that I woke up I think.

Greetings from Germany,
Matthias.

03.26.2010

The hypnagogic train (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I dreamed, I were at a trainstation. The train came and shocked me. Because of the shock I woke up.

I think, I wasn't even in the dream. I still was in this hypnagogic phase.

Greetings from Germany,
Matthias.

03.15.2010

A lucid dream in a not-lucid dream? (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, also die Erinnerung ist nicht so gut und ich bin mir nicht so sicher, ob das wirklich alles stimmt, was ich gleich schreiben werde.
ACHTUNG: Rote Schrift heißt hier nicht unbedingt vollständige Luzidität. Ich glaube nur Luzid gewesen zu sein, jedenfalls träumte ich davon.

Okay, the recall isn't the best.
ATTENTION: Red color doesn't absolutley mean lucidity. I just think, being lucid, at least I dreamed of it.

I have no idea what happened at first. I know, that I stood on the street in front of my house and I knew, it was a dream. But I don't know, if I really was lucid, or just dreamed I would be lucid.
Anyways, I tried 3 times to fly, to get to another place. I made some run-up with the decision to fly now, but only floated slowly to the ground.
Then there was a scenetransition, without recognizing it. I only can remember rectangular, 6 to 7 feet tall bushes.
My dream-Me still was lucid and wished a velociraptor. From here on the dream was kinda like a 'Turok'-game.
As velociraptor there was this creature:

I don't know, what exactly happened, but I know, that I wanted to fight the raptor and failed. That was down to it, that I couldn't spin fast enough in the ego-perspective to see behind me. (Typical console-ego-shooter problem of mine) And I can't remember having a weapon. At one point I wished for a machinegun, but didn't got one. I didn't use one of these technics to summon something. (For example looking away, prevent that there is a machinegun now and then look there again) That's one point, why I think I wasn't really lucid, I just dreamed to be.
Later after 2 or 3 deaths I decided to just run away from the raptor and came to a big door. I opened it and saw a T-Rex on the other side. A guy was shooting at it and bloodmarks started to appear on the T-Rex, even at places, where it doesn't got hit. (Just like in the 'Turok'-game on PC.) After the T-Rex died, I walked through the door. The guy who shooted the T-Rex was a teammate and the last thing I can remember is a conversation with some teammembers about a next mission or something.

Well, just like I said:
Either I only was a little bit lucid or I just dreamed, I were lucid.
I didn't do anything, that I had done usually in a lucid dream. (I maybe had summon a raptor, but I would get a weapon at first.)

I also hadn't tried to fly away, as I stand on the street in front of my house. I would had make some RC's and then tried to get into the house and see myself sleeping.

That was a weird...

Greetings from Germany,
Matthias.

14.03.2010

'Piss off!' (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I dreamt I would clean up my room. Actually there only was a big mountain of stuff. I climbed on it and distributed some dynamite.
There was a rocksong played in the background, sounded like 'Drei' by Killerpilze.
Later my mother came and gave me a letter. I seems like the letter was one I used to send recently, but it came back, because I put not enough stamps on it. Strangely the missing stamps where already put on it.
My mother still stands there and annoyed me somehow. That went so far, 'til I woke up and automatically said "piss off!". 2 seconds later I recognized, that my mother only annoyed me in the dream.

Greetings from Germany,
Matthias.

03.09.2010

'Avatar'-DVD US-Import (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID






I was somewhere in the USA in a little kind of shoppingmall. I walked into a shop with gigantic and halfways unsorted shelves. I found a big shelf with "AVATAR"-DVDs and blu rays. I looked at them. There where two differten DVD versions. One cost 16 $ and on 18 $. I choosed the 16 $-Version, because the cover looked better (There wasn't just one half of a Na'vi face on it, like the real 'AVATAR'-posters; instead there was pictures from the movie on it.). I even rembered, that I got a 20 €-bill from my grandmother yesterday (In real life). At this point I even remembered to my mother, who can't speak English but also wants to see the movie again. (Again a memory from the RL)
While I stood there at the shelf and looked at the DVD's, I heard how a guy near me got supported by an employee. They talked about Predator-comics and at one point the custome said something like: "Hehe, with this version I can say < My predator is shorter >."
(Jump in time)
Now I stand in front of the shop, with the DVD in my hand. All of a sudden my buddy Patrick appeared, layed his arm around my shoulders and wanted to go with me somewhere. I noticed, that he weared one of my shirts (I weared exactly this shirt in RL as I dreamed this dream. O.o). It was a white shirt, with two chinese dragons on it and some asian writing.
Well, I asked him all the time why he was wearing my shirt and how he came here in all of a sudden. The only thing I remember he said, was something like: "I looked on Googlemaps."

Here my dream ended. I bet, my brain waked me up on purpose, because I realized all the unlogic things. I think, it's a very interesting experience.
In addition to that, I also could remember something, that happened to me in real-life before. That's also good.

Greetings from Germany,
Matthias.

03.07.2010

Ahuga! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was member of a native tribe on an full-of-nature planet kinda like in 'Avatar' or in 'Turok', just without dinosaurs. I just lived a long and did some stuff, I can't remember anymore. Then suddenly 3 giant and colorfull creatures appeared and attacked our (surprisingly big) village. They called these monsters "Prayer". (I think they called them like this, because when someone is attacked by these, he often starts to pray for help)


(The biggest of them looked kinda like this, just with blue instead of pink)

While others already were fighting against the creatures with spears and bow & arrow, I was still getting ready and was on my way to get weapons for the battle.
Then my damn alarmclock started and pulled me out of the dream. I tried to get into the dream again, but it doesn't worked. This might have been the most epic dream I ever had! :-(

Originally Posted by Epic Altruist

Somewhere beyond the sea and on a pool

I was daydreaming about how legendary I was for being on the underwater city of Rapture and how well that would fit on my future biography when I became famous.Nothing seemed to be destroyed at all and I was at some dinner/party.I noticed how dry my eyebrows where and decided to get them wet.I used a faucet to get them wet while I combed them with my fingers.

There were three girls who had a strange power,their power seemed to have originated from a Devil Fruit.I remember asking someone how could more than one person have the same power and they explained to me that it was because they imbued the Fruit's power on their room's floor.The girls were of antagonistic nature at first but then it changed.

One of the girls became good and created a pocket universe on her room's floor,leading me to a place with a big pool.It was all so bright,lots of people were going on the pool,a party was going to happen I think.The pool was deep and I loved that,while underwater,I could see the girls that were swimming above's legs.I felt tempted to keep swimming deeper and stay underwater for a longer time,but I felt a urge to breath and had to go back to the surface.I got to the other side of the pool, I think I saw some people I know.The place had lots of people,I was talking to the girl who created the place.I asked if the people outside could hear us,and she said that only if they were close.She was now worried that her dad would find out what she ahd done.I went outside the pool place through a flower-metal like container thing so I could see if the coast was clear.I looked at her room's door and it was all closed out with planks nailed to it.I came back to the pool and there were much fewer people now.The girl was now going to close the universe I believe,the last thing I saw before waking up was a hand putting a lock on the door that was with planks and stuff.



Comment:

I specially liked the ending since it had an end to the storyline just before I woke up instead of teasing me with some epic dream climax just so that I wake up trying to do a DEILD.

Originally Posted by Epic Altruist

Haha, its the first time I have more than one lucid dream in a month.Actually,I've only ever had lucid dreams that were months apart,this DJ sure is having a good effect .

After waking up and feeling disoriented due to a long night of dreams(which I can't recall) I fell asleep again and had this dream:

School trouble and the old friends

I was talking to a friend from my old school who I haven't seen on a long time.I discover that he now studies on the school I am going to,and he informs me that other friends from my old school will study there too.I feel great that I will already have some friends on the new school, I am on a long table and my vision goes flying past my friends faces.

I am now on the supposed new school,there are a baby,a woman and my 4th grade teacher on the same room.The tables were wet, as if it had rained inside the room, there was a paper on a table,which was wet too.The teacher seemed to have her same personality as the one in reality, she was treating me kind of bad.After she said something I heard clearly on the dream,I gave her a clever comeback including an insult to the school's methods(I used to do that kind of thing).

The students are now entering the room,I am happy to see so much familiar faces on there while also feeling nostalgic.The teacher threatens me,saying that she will make an excursion somewhere while talking only in english,so I would not understand anything(I used to be a bad student, so she probably assumed that I was bad in english too and was still a naughty child,probably because of my current behaviour on the room).I laughed in joy,while looking at the other student's faces searching for someone that knew I was good at english(although this post shows the opposite...).Their expressions seemed to show a mix of apathy and anger,I assumed some of them were angry because of something I did to the baby that was in the room,altough I can't recall any scenes about that.

Now,sitting on my chair,the room seems to be full, some last students are going to their tables.I now realise it.It is too good to be true, my current friends plus old ones on my new school,my 4th grade teacher?I must be dreaming.I got up,feeling a rush of medium disappointment for it being only a dream but also excitement,I rub my hands a little.The clarity is awesome,altough it seems a bit too bright.I can't really feel touch or the boundaries of my body too clearly so I decide to stimulate it.I touch a girl's face,my hand seems to go through it,I concentrate more on it and I can now feel an unrealistic touch sensation on my left hand.It feels like a vibration on my fingertips and fingers.The dream now starts to fade to black,but I can still see kind of an outline of the girl's face.Assuming that the dream is ending and I will wake up soon,I start humping the girl(silly me ).

To my surprise and happiness, it has not ended.I look at my crotch,seeing the results of humping that woman.Everyone seems to be kind of angry at me,like I killed/raped someone(at this point I can't say I haven't anymore).I seem to have trouble with dream control,I remember trying to fly but just hovering a little.I saw some emo like girl who also seemed to be hating me,I tried to show off that I was dreaming by shooting her with lightning,but all I managed to do was making my fingertips glow blue.The people's reactions were all very realistic,they seemed to find strange for me to think that I am dreaming.I can't really remember how it ended,but I did not lose consciousness after the dream and before waking up.



That was good,I had a boost in my happiness during the day.I wonder if I was having trouble with manipulating it because it was too realistic?

Originally Posted by Gothic Fighter

26th of August 2009

Bright Sky(LD; WILD)

Note: My first LD since I’ve wrote this journal!
I’m saying to myself: “If I was dreaming, I would fly around and watch the sky and the ground.” I am actually doing so. I am floating in place. It’s a beautiful landscape. On the ground I can see the very green grass and trees. I look at the sky which is of a very bright blue. Everything was extremely vivid. I focus on the sky at the horizon and try to see how real this dream can… Hey, I’m dreaming! Everything became more real than real life. After a few seconds of lucidity and excitement, I start losing altitude and the dream began to fade. I remember that I have to spin and/or rub my hands but I couldn’t do this because I was in the air. The dream faded completely and I woke up.

Sorry for the late updates, guys. It's just that I am currently very busy with my IGCSE exams. I still have two more lucid dreams in my paper DJ that I haven't typed yet.

Zombie Slaughter!! And other cool stuff.

Rating : ★★★☆☆

Date : 1st June, 2010



I was somehow inside a haunted mansion. The building was really old, perhaps a century or two. There was a large, open area in the middle of the mansion, where there should have been an indoor pool. Perhaps it was not dug up yet.



My vision was third person. I saw me, my friend, and another guy I don't know, enter the clearing through a large, shiny bronze gate. We came inside, and started to look around. I saw myself touching the wallpaper of the place, feeling it up. Then, I felt this weird sensation on the back of my neck. The atmosphere of the dream changed. I am sure you all know the creepy feeling when a nightmare's about to start.
Suddenly, I heard a gushing voice. Then, all of the paths leading out of the place were blocked by heavy iron gates, the kind you see on old metal safes. We all started to panic, and began to run here and there, pounding the doors and trying with all our might to escape. But it was useless.
The 'gushing' sound grew louder. Then, out of nowhere, water began to pile up. The depth of the water was increasing fast. With nowhere to run, we were going to drown!



I begin frantically pushing here and there, desperate for a means of escape. No use. I lost consciousness.

I woke up. I tried to FILD, according to my usual habit, but I was too tired to stay conscious, and drifted back to sleep.

I was inside a van, along with a detective party. We were investigating a case about a murder that had occurred a few nights ago in a mansion. We were heading towards it.
We were on a road that was on a cliff. The cliff was very steep, practically vertical. It was very narrow, but we managed to get the van through. The road seemed to be endless. It was very dark, like mid-night. There were no street lamps, or any illumination of any kind whatsoever. Not even the moon, nor the stars. We could only see a little ahead of us due to our head lights, but that was it. Aside for the area that the feeble lamps and the few lights inside of the van were illuminating, everything was pitch-black.



No one cared about it, though. We were all having a great time, drinking beer and singing songs along the way. Nobody was driving the vehicle. It was moving on it's own, finding it's own way along the dangerous path.
Again, the atmosphere changed. We all sensed it. We stopped singing, and held our breaths to listen. A lone wolf's howl, and the screeching of bats. Aside from that, there was dead silence.
The van suddenly stopped. What the heck was wrong with it? One of our group decided to check it out. We all warned him about the road being haunted, but he just gave us a thumbs-up and stepped outside. We all saw him go the the front of the car. He opened the hood, still smiling. He had a cigarette in his mouth.
The hood of the van blocked him from view. We hear him doing this and that under the hood for a while. Then, suddenly, there is a whoosh sound, a moving shadow, then silence again. Now, we couldn't hear that guy who went outside.
We were wondering what happened. We decided to go out and check what was wrong. Five of us got down, and went to the van's front.
There was no one there. The only thing there was that guy's cigarette, nothing else.
Suddenly, we hear a lot of sounds, like some one, or something, is coming. The sounds kept getting louder and louder. Now, there was also a deep moaning alongside it, a moan of pain, fear and regret. It was the most hideous sound I have ever heard.
Out of the dark shadows, figures start to crawl in. Realizing what was going on, I shouted to all of the group to quickly get inside the car. We all scrambled inside, locked the doors, and closed the windows. There were heavy steel bars around the windows, so they could not be broken easily. The whole van was also pretty tough, so there was no chance that anyone, or perhaps anything, could come inside.
We waited with our breaths held, looking at the figures that were slowly coming into view. Finally, we started to clearly see them. All of them, each and every single one, was a disgusting zombie.
There were about thirty of them. They all started to cram around the car, clawing at the windows' bars and the gates.
We were trapped, inside a car that couldn't move, without food or water, and best of all, surrounded by zombies.
One particularly terrifying zombie managed to get his face through the gap the the bars, and was biting it the thick glass window, which happened to be nearest to me. I could see his face in perfect detail. He had blood all over him.
Wait a minute, what THE hell is going on? Stuck inside a van with a bunch of strangers? Detective? Me? On a highway? And, what's more, looking at the face of a person who should right now be begging for ambulance?
I became lucid. Man, my awareness is getting crappy! It took me a lot more time to realize that I am dreaming than usual. Oh well, at least I got lucid.
I waited a while for the dream to stabilize. I started using my senses, touching here and there, concentrating on the sounds and smelling the air. It reeked remarkably of blood.
I rubbed my hands. Just to raise awareness, I kept chanting under my breath, "This is a dream."
This helped me keep my awareness. Slowly, I started to move my whole body. It was functioning okay, no problems. Good.
While still chanting my mantra, I looked at the face of the zombie again. A while ago, I was filled with dread. Now, it became comical. I laughed at how he was pitifully biting the glass window he could not hope to penetrate.
I smashed open the window, grabbed his head, and threw him away. He went flying a long way.
The landscape had changed. I was on a grassy plain, or rather, a grassy hill. I was on the top of it, surrounded by zombies. I thought of summoning my sword, turning into a vampire, or using magic. But no, I was bored by these old fashioned techniques. Though they were immensely powerful, I wanted to do something else this time.
I imagined a heavy machine gun. I looked in my pocket, and pulled out a small model of it. I looked away from it, expecting it to be life-size when I look back. I was successful. I now had a pretty heavy duty machine gun in my hand.



Laughing like a maniac, I opened fire. It was great. The machine gun's firepower was awesome. They were falling like hell, but they kept on coming. I blasted apart each and every one of them. A good thing to try to relive stress.
I constantly fired for about three or four minutes. When I stopped, all of them were down, blasted by innumerable bullets.
I stabilized my dream again, calming myself down and looking here and there. The scenario had changed again. I was on top of a snow mountain. There was a really strong blizzard going on. I couldn't see very far due to the snow. It was all pure white. Such a beautiful scenery could not possibly exist. I was completely mesmerized by it.
I went into a shallow cave. It was dry and warm. I could see the view outside. I couldn't believe it. Having lived in a desert all my life, I wished to go to a place like this. It was all so real. So calm. So peaceful. You wouldn't think that I was the guy who was killing zombies with a maniacal laugh just a few minuted ago. ^_^



Since I was so relaxed and at ease, I thought of trying something that I have been wanting to do for a long time. I stabilized my dream again, and raised my awareness by doing extra RCs, too. I did not want to wake up in the middle.
I sat down, and started to meditate. I cleared my mind of all thought. I calmed myself down further. Deep breaths. Peace of mind. I tried to leave all of my worries and problems behind. It felt really great, to do something like this once in a while.
I closed my eyes, to relax myself even more. But I kept using my other senses, to stay in the dream. I felt a kind of buzzing sensation. It was quite pleasant. Nothing like I have ever felt in real life.
I opened my eyes, and got a real shock. The landscape was not around me anymore. Actually, there was NOTHING around me anymore. I was floating in a void, but it was not black. It was pure white. It's whiteness was dazzling my eyes. I felt as if there was no gravity there, because I was freely suspended in air. The place had no end, no roof, nor floor. Just an endless expanse of space.
I looked here and there, but all I saw was the same never-ending whiteness. I 'forgot' that I existed in real life, rather, it was as if I really 'live in my dream world, and that it's not just some temporary thing.
Some kind of invisible force lifted me up. I could feel a kind of pulling sensation, as I moved toward the non-existent sky. I was surprised, but I was not scared. It did not feel as if a single negative emotion existed in this world.
Suddenly, I was bathed in a bright golden light. It was warm. I could feel a sense of exhilaration. It was amazing. I also heard a strange melody. Not like anything I have heard before. I got very excited. I felt a kind of a vibrating sensation. It was all so strange, but, it was pleasant. It was something I cannot put in words, no matter how hard I try.
The vibration [got more intense, as did the exhilaration. I was too naive, perhaps, for I woke up soon after that.
That was my first time meditating in an LD. I have practiced meditating before IRL, but not in an LD. After having an experience like this, I am going to try it more often. I didn't know that it was this cool!

Sword Goes Outta Control?!!

Rating : ★★★☆☆

Date : 24th May, 2010

I was in a large and luxurious shopping center. There were three floors, and a lot of shops with weird stuff. I was with two of my friends. We all were eating a burger and drinking coke, and going around window shopping. (For some reason, we couldn't buy anything because we had only three million dollars.) I am walking a little faster than the other two, excited by the shops and the stores. We are on the topmost floor. There is a spot on the floor so that if you stand there, you could see the outside scenario and the entrance to the shopping center. I look out, and was surprised by what I saw.



It was exactly like the image above, and the dragon was the same, too. I was a little amazed, but not enough to turn me lucid. Excusing the whole thing as movie props, I look down the glass window, seeing the entrance. It was normal, alright. I could see a lavishly decorated Mercedes Benz as a prize for a draw displayed in the front. I think, "Cool. I think I saw something similar in real life................huh? Real Life?! What's that supposed to mean?! This is.......This is a dream!"
I become lucid. Wow. Cool RC. Anyways, the vision was not really clear, and the dream was unstable. After a round of the usual clarity and stability exercises, everything becomes crystal clear.
I get an idea. Why not act like a freaky monster and kill all the people here. They are just DCs, after all. I summon my katana again. I feel a rush of energy through my body, and a great sense of excitement. Rushing towards the nearest DC, I slash him in half. I see the same black flames around my sword again.
The surprised DC splits in half, alright, but after a while, a clean cut appears in the wall behind him, extending from one side of the center to another, slicing the whole building neatly in half. All the DCs there start to scream. I was surprised. I didn't intend to swing with that much force.
I studied it closely. Everything was same, and it was vibrating and shaking, as if trying to get out of my hands. I could see the words "Espada el Diablo" shining and glowing brightly.
Now I could feel a deep, dense, and dark aura from it. I could hear faint screaming from inside it. Now seriously considering destroying the sword, I look about for a means to smash it or something. As soon as I let it go, it breaks free of my grasp, points towards me and



stabs me in the stomach. I was very surprised. I had never heard of a summoned object doing so in a dream, going against the dreamer's will. I could feel pain in the wound. It was very realistic. I could also feel the wound burning. I start to faint. I rub my hands, but nothing happens. I spin, but instead of the dream stabilizing, I fall to the ground. Not good, at this rate I'll wake up! I was helpless. I kinda hoped that Leona would come again, but she didn't. I was losing consciousness. I looked at the sword again, and saw this.



Devil Jin. He was standing there, leering at me. In his hands was my sword. He started to laugh. A cold laugh that chilled my very bones. He took one last look at me, and swung the sword at me. An immensely powerful shock wave, and I wake up.

What THE hell is up with me? Too much fantasy, I think.