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Date of Dream: THU 18 JUN - 2020



Dream No. 671 - Protests In The Streets

I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, the dream had just changed to another scene. My brother and I were walking around this unknown town, but it didn’t remain peaceful for too long. Apparently the dream started initiating the sense of protests and riots in this town as well. There was this man that was one of the troublemakers but he seemed innocent. I was talking to him on the streets for a while until he said he had to go because we could feel the presence of the police closing in. I was slightly devastated that I couldn’t talk to the man more because he seemed like a good guy.

As the guy went into the block of houses, the police car pulled up and parked at the side of the street. There was only one police officer in the car and when he got out, he ended up speaking to me and my brother. Even though he was a guy, he seemed to have some womanly features as well. As he was talking to us, he had this seemingly creepy grin and he was saying way too much to try and sound like the good guy. In-fact, he was talking to my brother and I as if we were babies and we didn’t understand anything… I did not like this one at all.

The police officer eventually went away to try and find the man from before and when he did, my brother all of a sudden got really angry at me. He accused me of saying something to the police officer when in-fact, I said absolutely nothing the entire time. I tried to explain to my brother but he just wasn’t having any of it. Eventually, he got so mad with me that he actually started to walk away. I kept trying to beg for him to listen and understand but he just stormed off and actually left the scene.

Everything that was happening made me now feel unsafe, but what amplified this the most was the way I was treated by my own brother, and so I was under the belief that he too was affected by the surrounding riots. I decided that it was time for me to find a dream guide before things got any worse, so I could be taken to safety. I thought I knew who I wanted, but at the same time I didn’t. As I was walking down the surrounding suburb streets in a mix between a calm but panicked manner, I first called for 18-Volt, but then I changed it to Dreamy WB, but then I changed it again, this time to Riku.

I seemed to stick with Riku though as I repeatedly called his name as I tried to walk further and further away from the town. Eventually, due to Riku’s energy, I turned around and noticed him walking into the scene from one of the backstreets; he even went around a parked car. I stood as I watched Riku coming towards me. As he then traversed the grass to get to me, the sides of his hair (he was in KH3 appearance) seemed to sway slightly back and forth. In this dream, his hair ended up looking really soft and silky and the white on his t-shirt was almost visually piercing.

As he was finally in-front of me, he hugged me briefly. On releasing me, Riku then gave me a slightly serious look like he knew I was in danger and was telling me I needed to get out of this place. Although he himself wasn’t, his energy made it feel like we were linking arms as I walked beside him to be escorted out of the area. However, that energy didn’t last long and I realised that Riku was actually gone, but not by his own will.

I was shocked as I looked down to notice two pieces of a small laminated Riku in my hand. My heart sank as I realised his head was separated from his body; the dream basically ruining his existence. I knew I had to keep walking in the direction Riku had started me on though. I did so with a look of despair and disappointment, but at the same time, feeling obliged to make this Riku whole again. Eventually I was able to stop and had a roll of sticky tape with me. I took a piece off as I tried to connect Riku’s head back to the rest of his body. Even though I had used the sticky tape, I came to the realisation that Riku would never be the same again. The dream ended there.



Dream No. 671
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 17 JUN - 2020
Nap Time Range: 5:10 PM - 6:00 PM (AEST)



Dream No. 670N - I Will Survive

It was a fairly short dream, or so it felt. As in the game reveal trailer I saw in the morning when I was awake, both Riku and Kairi were togther in The Final World. However, the dream was playing in third-person and I skipped and twirled into the scene in the Kingdom Hearts outfit I drew myself in IRL. As this was happening, the song ‘I Will Survive’ was playing and I was somewhat singing to it as I approached the lurching Xehanort with purpose; it’s as if this would be my theme if I was really in Kindgom Hearts. I couldn’t tell their emotions but I could tell that Riku and Kairi could do nothing but stop and stare at the magnificent entrance of this unknown but seemingly powerful person who was going to handle Xehanort on their behalf.

The dream then moved onto the next scene which was completely unrelated. The energy felt like I was in my bedroom, but the scene itself was rather an empty black void as I was supposedly talking to Riku about how my tax exam went. I said that I needed to get 35 out of 60 to pass (which was actually also the case in real life) and then Riku appeared (still in the black void) as a hologram and gained a sort of ‘yikes’ look on his face; he shot his head back as his mouth remained closed but his eyes widened with his grey eyebrows shooting up and his forehead scrunching up. I woke up after this as my mum said dinner was ready.



Dream No. 670N
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No



I find it an amazing coincidence that this dream happened immediately after the tax exam; like 1,1/2 hrs after the conclusion of it. It's even more amazing because in my waking life task journal, I asked Riku to be with me IRL (in the form of energy) during the exam period. I was non-lucid, yet I accurately stated I needed 35/60 to pass which is actually the benchmark I need to meet in real life, and then Riku giving such an animated reaction to that made it feel even more real.

Date of Dream: MON 15 JUN - 2020



Dream No. 669 - The Dreadful Tax Exam

I can’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was at my old high school, however, I was using this as my primary place of study; it felt almost like home to me. There were a few scenes showing me in the year 12 rooms and I was worrying about the material as well as that I was not going to leave myself enough time to sit the exam properly.

The subject coordinator had given us a practise exam for some of the revision materials. I was now at the library in the year 12 study room as I seemed to recap in the dream what the practise exam was based on. Apparently, in the real exam, the subject coordinator was going to also be giving us questions completely unrelated to tax to distract us, and so there were some in the practise exam as well. There were some really hard questions about biology and then there was one question which wrote ‘what is a baka?’. I had a feeling that the subject coordinator was trying to call us an idiot as I envisioned the answer being ‘baka means idiot in Japanese’.

In the dream, the exams were still being sat at the Chisholm 311 campus but everyone had to do it on the computers. As it was getting stressfully close to exam time, I was going to ask for Riku to take me to campus. Even though he wasn’t yet present, I didn’t end up yelling or even declaring; I seemed to use a calm voice instead like I was talking to somone in the area. I said; ‘Riku, please take me to Chisholm 311 and please include my laptop, the Australian Taxation Textbook, the Australian Taxation Study Manual, the Australian Taxation Legislation Guide, and a calculator’. I said this because I didn’t have those materials currently with me, and I wanted to use my laptop because I didn’t trust the Chisholm computers. Riku didn’t necessarily appear to transport me like I expected but his energy started to amplify and there was a slight hologram of him in his KH3 appearance as I then seemed to suddenly be teleported to the location, with the requested materials magically appearing in a neat stack in my arms.

Unlike in real life, the campus wasn’t in the correct suburb and was rather in the CBD of Melbourne. I first seemed to be hovering and looking at the campus from the outside, like Riku was yet to release me. Inside, I saw some familiar classmates already working at the computers, so it seemed that I was already late and had find to make my way to the examination room quickly. Social distancing protocols weren’t being measured either; people were sitting next to each other.

The dream scene then changed and I seemed to be inside the distorted building, on Level. I had to make my way to Level 3 as that’s where the classrooms for our exams were. The only way to get to Level 3, like in real life, was via an elevator. I eventually found an elevator but it said that it leads to ‘MYER’ and so I grew a look of disgust as MYER was the last place I needed and was definitely not related to the exam.

There were no other elevators around and so I figured I had to traverse the huge building (campus is really small in real life) to find another one. As I walked through Level 1 and 2, I realised the majority of this area of Chisholm was actually a public cinemas entreprise, not an education institution. I kept the look of disgust at all the irrelevent, pointless features of the campus, but a feeling of worry and panic started to increasingly build up as well. The scene ended and I never found my way to Level 3.

I was though back in the library of my high school and as I walked through room, there were now other students around. Strangely, they were all crying for some reason and I could make out why. Everyone was wearing dresses and even though this is an all-girls school, there were boys in dresses too! I approached the library man at the desk to have myself marked off for the study period. In this dream he seemed nasty and asked my why some details weren’t there. I said that even though I was there, I was not enrolled as a student in a homeroom, and it hasn’t been that way since 2017 through to 2020.

Eventually I was able to go to the year 12 study room next door again and there were people in there. There were two people that came up to me and spoke to me, and it was actually Sora and Kairi in uniform even though they didn’t actually identify themselves! Sora was the only boy in the dream not wearing a dress but proper shirt and pants instead, and even the navy blue jumper over the top. Sora asked on behalf of himself and Kairi about going to the Chisholm 311 campus because apparently they had the same exam there. I said that I was asking Riku (whom they seemed to not know in this dream) to take me and that he could take them too.

I walked out of the room by myself and proceeded to ask Riku like last time; but I asked just for myself. I figured that once he had me at the campus; I would ask him to go and do another trip for Sora and Kairi. Just as Riku was fading into appearance to take me across to campus, the dream ended and I woke up.



Dream No. 669
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 13 JUN - 2020



Dream No. 668 - The New Keyblade Wielder

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, it was day time and I was sitting on my bed. I wanted to write a letter to someone Sora had met in their travels. I was trying to write to Jack Sparrow from Pirates of the Carribean. However, I wrote on the paper in greylead and my handwriting was large and messy like a child’s. I also seemed to have difficulties folding the paper neatly and was going to put it in a rather small envelope.

As I was putting the paper in the envelope though, something hit me. I realised that as Jack Sparrow wasn’t a real person, the letter wouldn’t actually reach him; it had to be written to someone else. It took me a while to think of who the person was and I went blank a lot of times, but I eventually figured out that it was Johnny Depp that I had to write to. The dream didn’t show much of me re-writing the letter.

A sub-scene was then playing as a hologram over the bedroom scene. It was a close of Master Yen Sid and apparently he was telling the Kingdom Hearts crew that they were going to get another new keyblade wielder to be taught by Merlin. However, Master Yen Sid had a look of disbelief on his face as he revealed that I’d rather teach myself. I then looked to the bedroom window and there was a hologram of the new Kingdom Hearts trio. I was in the middle and one of my real life OCs Selvian (a teddy) was on my left (right in your view). However, the right (left in your view) was empty, apparently Sierra (female teddy OC) was going to join later. The dream then ended and I woke up.



Dream No. 668
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 12 JUN - 2020



Dream No. 667 - The Discord Mediator

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, it was night time and I was in my house, talking to my parents. They mentioned something about going onto the balconies but I forgot what it was. I went onto the front balcony and it was deformed, but you could still see outside. I went to the back balcony and it was worse. When I was on the terrain, all 4 sides were enclosed brick walls around me and I was terrified.

I went back into the main room of the house to talk to my parents again but once again, I’ve forgotten what I said. Due to some adverse events in real life, Riku was due to come and see me in this dream, but there was no sign of him yet. I went onto the back balcony to be by myself again and it was the same enclosed environment; more like another room in the house.

I pulled my phone out and went onto one of the Discord servers. I realised that Riku was going to join the server and was going to come into the voice chat to regulate it and stop people from bullying me in any way. It was going to solely be a voice call between me and Riku, but heaps of other people started joining and so there was going to be no room for Riku with the chat limit applied, I felt gutted.

Eventually, a server introduction message came and it was a user called ‘Reaperiku’; I believe that this was meant to be a cross between Riku, Replica Riku, and also him identifying himself as a ‘reaper’. I wanted to be the first to welcome him to the server but someone else beat me to it and I was furious as I thought they were going to take him away from me.

The dream then went back to me being off the phone and in person again. I felt that the real Riku was now on his way to come and talk to me and I was preparing myself. However, the closer he felt, the less intact I seemed to be with the dream. And when Riku was almost present at my location, I woke up.



Dream No. 667
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 9 JUN - 2020



Dream No. 665(2) - Heartless In The Sewers

The dream started with me in a series of narrow corridors which at first I thought was just the backstage complex of some building. However, I seemed to traverse it like I was some character in a game, in a slight running motion; and there was music playing. It was Boiler Room Doom from Crash Twinsanity. I looked at my surroundings, the brown metal flooring and the other equipment around, and realised that I was in ‘the sewers’ underground.

I entered this one room however, and it looked like a mix between a costume prep room and a bathroom. I ended up looking into the mirror and noticed I was wearing the clothing that I drew for myself as a Kindgom Hearts character in real life. I then felt a negative enregy emanating from the outside corridors. The dream camera went to third-person and showed a big Kindgom Hearts heartless in armour standing right in the way in one of the passages.

I felt slightly nervous about going out to deal with the heartless but at the same time, I had an idea of what I was going to do. I didn’t have a keyblade, but I found a chair that leaned against the door of the room I was in. I picked up the chair with both hands by the head and marched towards the heartless. The chair’s legs were repeatedly bashed at the heartless until it faded away and a small pink heart was released, meaning that I had killed it with the chair.

With the heartless gone, I was able to put the chair down and continue my journey. From one of the other connected corridors came Riku in his Kingdom Hearts 1 appearance. He spoke but I forgot what he said in this scene, warm dream guide energy was emanating off him. For the rest of the scene, he continued behind me as we tried to find a way out of the sewer complex.

As we headed out the door, Riku ended up turning into his 5 year old self and just as I was going to close the door, he panics and says in his child voice not to otherwise we wouldn’t be able to return. I had feeling from this that we would be indeed returning to ‘the sewers’ later in the dream. I checked the door to see if I had already inconvenienced us but apparently it required two pushes to close and I had only done one, so we were safe.

The 5 year old Riku disappeared from my sight briefly but I decided to press on and see where we were. Upon looking at my surroundings, I couldn’t exactly identify the place, but it felt like the Notak city from Ratchet and Clank 2. I noticed that I was on some sort of urban walkway and there were steps leading to an open, desert-like area. I realised that this is where Riku and I were supposed to rendezvous with the rest of the Kingdom Hearts characters. As I headed towards the steps, I saw Aqua, Kairi and Axel in the distance; I knew the rest of them were also around.

It wasn’t long before the dream had seemed to assume a successful rendezvous despite me not actually talking to anyone as Riku came back but he was now in his Kingdom Hearts 3 appearance. He spoke to me, suggesting that we indeed head back into the sewers. Apparently Riku and I were the only ones that had access. It felt as if it was mainly supposed to be my mission but Riku was assigned to be with me to protect me. Before I could open the door to re-enter the sewers, the dream had ended.



Dream No. 665(2)
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 4 JUN - 2020



Dream No. 665 - I Can Do Better Than Him
Lucid Dream 36

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was doing things around my house when I wanted to try and see Riku again. However like usual, these days, maintaining a stable dream environment seemed very difficult. The dream showed me actually lying in bed, like it was morning; and my grandma came into the room with a mischeivous smile on her face. She came up to the bed and started rapidly and forceully tapping at me to ‘wake me up’.

The dream morphed to make me think I was now awake, but then I somehow managed to realise that I was still in it, and therefore I realised that I had become spontaneously lucid. The next segment in this dream would prove so, and I used this scene to be able to gain enough control so I could seek Riku with a clear intention. I took out my phone and went on the Discord forums to check messages from my friends.

Every time I would look at the time, it was different, and not just by a minute. That’s when my lucidity really started to pick up. I then tried changing the time on purpose a few times. I finally declared that if I could command the time to be 1:07, I would be successful. I looked back and the time was 1:06, however, it only clicked over to 1:07 after a few seconds; so I deemed the command to be executed pretty accurately. I finally felt I was ready to go and look for Riku and left my bedroom to initiate the new venture.

Initially, I was going to call Riku myself but then I walked past my dad in the sitting room next to the kitchen; so I asked him if he could help me find Riku. I was pleasantly surprised when my dad agreed and actually went off to look for Riku himself. He went onto the back verandah and said something, though I panicked as my dad was not asking for Riku by name, and so I was worried that the dream would interpret his request to summon somebody stupid. However, I perceived an energy wafting off my dad and into the house like he was confident he knew what was doing.

However, I was still freaked out about the fact he didn’t specifically call for Riku, but I felt that Riku was coming, so I ran outside through the back door as fast as I could, in hopes that I would intercept Riku, with that fear of him passing right by. I sprinted to the bottom of the backyard but then I hear the verandah door opening, with Riku stepping out in his KH3 appearance and I was dumbfounded. So I realised he had appeared at the top of the backyard like I predicted but he went the opposite way to what I thought; straight into the house.

He looked at me amused, like in a ‘silly girl’ kind of way. His clothes were as they as were in cutscenes; his t-shirt being purely white and his jacket in the dream looked like it was from black luxury suede. However, his pants were slightly different; they were plainly black with no belts and buckles on the legs. With my feeling of dumb surprise still wearing off; I moonjumped up over the rails and onto the verandah to go to Riku. He greeted me with a casual hug; not like last time where he almost squashed me to death. He was also rightly lankier and taller than me in this dream.

What he did next, I wasn’t expecting though. As we went through the house to go out the back door, Riku picked me up and began to carry me. Then as he carried me down the sloping backyard again, I started to study how he felt. He was much thinner compared to 18-Volt and with the way Riku was holding me, some parts of his body felt rigid and uncomfortable to me. Heading into the lower part of the backyard, I remember saying to Riku “I think 18-Volt does a better job at carrying me”. Riku wasn’t offended but there was a feeling of ‘oh you think that do you?’ and as if he was now out to find a way to 1-Up 18-Volt; Riku was silent in this dream. Although Riku was more joltier and uncomfortable, he did have the advantage over 18-Volt of moving quicker.

It’s when we got to the door to the garage that Riku struggled to hold me and open it at the same time. There was a time where I felt like I was almost going to fall backwards off him as he struggled to scoop me back up, but that all stopped when he finally opened the door and he perched me up on himself again. I could tell that Riku felt bad whenever he struggled with me as he was keeping in mind that 18-Volt was ‘better than him’. He continued to carry me precariously into the front yard and up the hill towards the local primary school.

Part way up the hill, there became a point where Riku realised that he just wasn’t good at carrying me, and so he gave up and put me down; but he wasn’t done. This was the part where he was going to show that he was better than 18-Volt. He started to float and get into a hovering, sitting position; I knew he was going to take me somewhere. In-fact, I realised that he was going to take me to the world of Kingdom Hearts!

He patted his hands on his lap, telling me to come and sit on him, so I did. However, as he started to ascend into the air, I couldn’t see his hands anywhere and so I panicked as once again, it felt like I was going to lose my balance and fall off him, but sideways in this case. I shouted in a fluster, telling Riku that I needed to be secured. I remember specifically saying “If you’re doing interdimensional travel, then you need to be wearing a seatbelt”. Riku finally realised, lowered us back down and put his arms around me as loosely as possible, still having no ‘secure’ effect whatsoever; like he still didn’t know what he was doing. I said “tighter” and so he tightened his grip slightly, but it wasn’t even near enough. So I kept saying “tighter” until I could finally feel his arms securely and there was no gap between them and my stomach; I remember I had to say it 5 times.

He was finally then able to ascend into the day time sky and when he descended with me again, it still felt like the same area (the hill at the bottom of my court), but it wasn’t day or night. As Riku helped me off him, he told me that we were now in Kingdom Hearts; in this dimension he spoke, as if he was now confident because we were on his side of the realms. And in return, I now became unsure of myself in some ways, as well as where we were because I didn’t realise any difference.

I kept asking in a confused tone ‘we’re in Kingdom Hearts?’ because I couldn’t see any sign that said so. That’s when Riku walked slightly down the hill with me and pointed into the sky as he said “there it is, that’s Kindgom hearts”. I looked up and realised the heart shaped moon in the sky; but to me, it seemed like it was the sun and the moon at the same time, hence no definitive day or night time. After I had examined it for long enough and the reality had set in, I turned my attention back to the streets and Riku began conversing with me. I couldn’t remember what he said but it seemed like he was telling me more about Kingdom Hearts, and he sounded very fond of the stories he was telling me.

Eventually though, it seemed like Riku and I were all caught up, and for once, there was no longer a purpose for him to be around, and so he gave me a farewell and then actually walked off and left the scene, but I was satisfied. This was a lucid dream and so I realised I was still in control. I wanted to do more but I couldn’t think of anything to do, so I continued to walk aimlessly up the hill. As I got nearly to the top of the hill though, a sudden realisation had hit me and I needed Riku back; I remembered I wanted to ask him about his age as per the task I had set in my waking life dream journal. I became anxious as I thought I wouldn’t be able to get him back. After some hesitation, I urged out to the sky “Riku! One more question!”, hoping that I would be heard.

Something happened; the dream turned into to an empty void, but an entirely white one, and I was all alone in it. But shortly, Riku appeared again (same KH3 appearance but in all default clothes including pants), but this time as somewhat of a giant; he was only two or three times bigger than me, but it was still an obvious discrepancy. He got on his knees and leant over me to hear what I had to say. Then I asked him “What is your age between the number of 16 and 25?”. At first, he didn’t seem to get what I was saying but after I repeated the question, he got it, but didn’t seem to receive it well.

His anxiety spiked through the roof as the question had seemed to catch him off-guard; almost like he wanted to prepare an answer before-hand but couldn’t. His eyes (and eyebrows) gained the look of sheer horror as he rapidly mumbled and stuttered but managed to utter out an “18” amongst it all. It’s almost like he knew I was going to lock his age once he said it, and so he did not want to make the decision so impulsively. He continued babbling nonsense afterwards like he thought I wouldn’t be satisfied with his response. Being lucid, I knew he needed to stop and calm down, so I said over the top of him, “It’s okay. Thank you Riku” in which he then was able to stop but still looked flustered. Then I came in and put my hands on his sides, trying to hug the giant Riku in which his panic competely stopped and he looked rather delighted. Now I was truly done and the dream took me back to the hill.

I started to slowly walk back down the hill and while doing so, reflected on the previous scene. The emotions were raw as I recall how panicked Riku was. I then thought that perhaps I wouldn’t lock in his age straight away; that I would assume he was 18 but allow him a revision when he would be feeling more confident. Then I finally had nothing else to do as I stared off into the distance of what seemed to be a mix of my suburb and Twilight town (the Kingdom Hearts sky was now pinkish with an actual sun on the horizon); so I declared to wake up.



Dream No. 665
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: Yes



I might add side notes to this dream at a later stage; I have an interesting discussion in-mind.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

Me and my sister have inherited a lot of money and building material. We walk outside our house and we see all these building material. It's actually just some big paper rolls with paper inside. I open a paper roll and take some things with me in. Two strangers on the street look suspiciously on me because they think I'm a thief and I'm stealing from the house's owner. I tell them that I live here and they become calm. I walk inside and we notice that all the money is gone. We just have the building material left. We decide to build something and sell it so we get our money back. I see a broken pogo stick and try to jump it. It doesn't work so I decide to fix it. I don't know how to do so I ask my dad. He shows me how to remove some parts and shows me that it was the spring that was old and had lost its elasticity. We remove the old spring and look in a box full of different kinds of springs. There are many different sizes and forms. I pick one I think would suit but dad says it's the wrong shape. He picks a very thick and short spring that I don't think will ever work. I take it and it doesn't work. Instead my dad takes it and makes a basket for basketball.

I'm telling Madeleine that I'm sorry and that William really is the best outside a big house. (I cry when I say William's name)

I think it's a dream and do a RC. Cool, it's a dream. I try to summon a fire in my hand but it doesn't work. I walk outside and run to finally jump and try to fly. When I jump I just fall on the asphalt and do a kind of sideways somersault to not hurt myself too much. It still hurts. I think that it isn't a dream anymore and think to myself that I'm going mad because I can't distinguish reality from the dreaming world. I also think that I'm going to hurt myself more badly next time when I try to jump from a building to fly maybe.

I became lucid in another dream but only remember this. I'm stabilizing the dream and it feels more real than in most cases as I rub my hands together and on my cheeks. I fly and it's not going that well.

Notes: It was so hot in my room and I kept on moving in my sleep, waking up from different vague dreams all the time. One of Madeleine's closest friends just died, that's why I dreamt about saying I'm sorry to her. This isn't from this DJ entry but for some time ago I dreamt about Gabriel and that he was in trouble so yesterday I asked him if he wanted to hang out with me. This is the first time I have taken help from a dream directly in real life. I have let my dreams guide my real life, that's pretty cool I think. We are going to play some table tennis and take a bath I think.

Date of Dream: FRI 29 MAY - 2020



Dream No. 663 - Paper Riku In My Pocket

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was in my old house, sitting up on the stools at the kitchen bench and I was eating something. That’s when I decided to feel around the pockets of my pants and I noticed something in there. Just by feel, I could tell that it was a laminated paper Riku from Kindgom Hearts. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream No. 663
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 27 MAY - 2020



Dream No. 662 - Dream Eaters

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was in some unknown complex with what seemed to be my old Killester school group. The area looked like a large version of my other grandparents’ side garage room, but then it was heavily distorted as well. In the large room were swimming pools of various depths and sized embedded into the carpet. Many of the girls, including myself, were jumping into these pools.

At the same time, I looked around and noticed all these creatures swarming and flying around the room, and I soon realised that these were the Dream Eaters from Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance. Some were casually flying around the rooms and other were bouncing around on the various structures.

Later on in the dream, I was walking within in the group of girls into some foyer of what would seem more like a real life pool complex. I realised then that beforehand was the dream’s version of the Killester swimming carnival. I only felt a little bit sad because I was going to miss seeing the Dream Eaters.

However, I seemed to come back to the same area with my mum and my brother but when I entered the room, the Dream Eaters weren’t there. I was wondering where the were when I found out that they apparently only appear to school groups. Again I felt saddened, but even more this time because I thought there was no hope of seeing them again. However, this energy seemed to attract a Dream Eater as one appeared in front of me and then jumped into my arms, and this made my happy again.

In another scene, it was just me, my mum, and my brother, and we were on some sort of unknown wooden bridge like contraption on this big body of water, like a lake; the day was cold and grey. These people were talking to us that seemed like the staff for either this area or some outdoor activity company, they seemed slightly stand-offish. As I slipped off the wooden structure and fell into the water, the dream ended.



Dream No. 662
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 26 MAY - 2020



Dream No. 661 - Separated Sections

Dream 661 A - Tax Torture
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, my dad and I were at a large gathering at somebody else’s house. Although, I couldn’t actually participate in the gathering as my university had overloaded me with work for the tax subject. That’s all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 661 B - Welcome Kingdom Hearts
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was in some unknown car with my brother when I started talking to him about how I was being bullied on a Discord server. It wasn’t long before we changed topics and I told my brother that I wanted him to meet my newest dream guide and from this point on, I was set on finding him. We got home and as promised, I was going to look for my new dream guide so my brother could meet him. However, my brother was getting impatient and irrespective of how much I begged, he walked off into the house while I was still struggling outside.

Even if my brother was gone, I was still set on finding my new dream guide. I paused for a while and this motivation all of a sudden hit me, like I felt it was a dream but didn’t necessarily become lucid either. I was somehow teleported to the top of the backyard and walked down the slope as I started calling for Riku. For the moment, there was no luck, but I was able to keep persevering as I took it slowly when I realised the dream was trying to wake me up. Still no sign of Riku, so I decided to try something different and call once for Sora in-case he’d perhaps come instead and pass me onto Riku; Sora didn’t come either.

I then thought I’d go and try in the front yard because it was more out in the open and so I’d be heard. Through the door to the garage I went and then onto the stone brick driveway as I called out loud and clearly for Riku one more time. As I was about to bellow in the front yard a second time, I saw a young man with medium-short grey hair slowly walking up the court; it was Riku in his KH3 appearance.

He wasn’t coming up quick enough and I couldn’t contain my excitement, I anxiously waited, watching from the end of the driveway as he crossed the road. As soon as he stepped onto the footpath in front of my house, I ran up to him and hugged him. I thought he wouldn’t respond well but he actually hugged me harder than I did him, so much so that in real life I wouldn’t be able to breathe but I was perfectly fine in the dream world. The only problem was that he was shorter than me instead of taller and the dream gave him somewhat bristly skin.

As I walked with him back across the driveway, I wondered if my brother would ever show up, but he never did. However, when we were in the house, I caught sight of my dad and urged him a like a little girl to ‘meet my new dream guide’. Riku gave a slight smile at my antics and looked humble as he approached my dad and they shook hands with each other. He then continued to go with me, in which I led him into the front sitting room.

In the dream, the front room had its old appearance; with the old plaid red couches and also the fact that the room was carpeted. What was different though is that the big couch could be converted into a sofa-bed. My mum seemed to already be in there, sitting on the couch off to the side, but her and Riku didn’t really associate much. In-fact she wasn’t as welcoming to Riku like my dad was. Riku sat himself on the middle cushion and invited me to come and sit on his lap.

As I got comfortable on him, he closed me in with his arms. That’s when the couch, with no explanation, turned into the sofa-bed and there was a blanket over our lower half. I felt mostly comfortable, however, as we were sitting up and my head was tucked under his, my neck was strained in looking down. My mum used this negatively though as she said something like “isn’t that uncomfortable?” and further dialogue that I have forgotten, in a really obnoxious tone. I told her that although my neck might be strained, my back and lower half were perfectly fine. She then got up and walked out of the room, suggested she was going to leave us to our business.

That’s when Riku pulled out not a keyblade, but rather his black iPhone out of one of his pockets and started playing some music off YouTube. He gave me a casual, laid back look, suggesting that he wanted me to chill with him as he showed me some cool stuff that he liked. The music he played was a weird style that I don’t know how to describe in real life; it sounded similar to music I would listen to but then I didn’t like it. I didn’t say anything as I didn’t want to be rude to him but it was so torturous that I screwed my face and cringed as hard as I could. He eventually stopped the music though as I think he could tell I wasn’t enjoying it and I gave a huge sigh of relief. He looked like he wanted to do other stuff with me but then the dream ended.



Dream 661 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 661 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 23 MAY - 2020



Dream No. 659 - Separated Sections

Dream 659 A - Figurine Affection
I don’t remember much of this dream. From where I do remember, I was in my bedroom during the day, lying on my bed. I had this KH3 Riku figurine in my hand, but at the same time, it’s like his energy had partial control of it as well; only thing off about it is that he had black hair. I noticed that as a dream guide, he was trying to work out how to give adequate affection to his dreamer.

As the figurine, he manoeuvred my hand to stroke my side, but it didn’t seem like it could be as good as it could. It was then that the figurine had temporarily turned into 18-Volt and I was made to bring him up to my face. I felt that as a message like 18-Volt was now there to show Riku how to do it. And indeed, the figurine changed back into Riku and he stroked my side again, but this time higher up and this time, there was some sort of sensation in the area he touched, and when I woke up, I weirdly felt the exact same sensation in the same area.

Dream 659 B - Attempts To Talk To A Dreamer
I remember that like in 658 B, Riku appeared in his KH3 appearance but this time, he was trying to talk to me. I remember seeing his lips move sometimes; however I don’t remember anything he said at all as waking up every 20 minutes to catch an event did not help.



Dream 659 A
Dream Guide: 18-Volt & Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 659 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No



And I just found out that I wrote the headings for Dream 660 A, B and C, but never the actual recap; so that dream won't be included...

Date of Dream: FRI 22 MAY - 2020



Dream No. 658 - Separated Sections

Dream 658 A - A Kingdom Hearts Encounter
I don’t remember much of this dream at all. The only thing I can remember is that when I was out somewhere, in some outdoor environment, Roxas from Kingdom Hearts appeared as a hologram to talk to me. He wasn’t in his Organisation XIII attire though; he was in his casual grey and white t-shirt with some unknown pants and shoes at the bottom. I remember his lips moving but not what he said; I can recall it was a casual but pleasant conversation.

Dream 658 B - Checking Out The Dreamer
I can’t remember much of this dream either. I was in my bedroom and Riku, in his KH3 appearance ended up appearing as a large hologram but he didn’t say anything, he just seemed to be blankly staring at me. It’s as if, as a new dream guide, he was trying to get a sense of who his dreamer was by quiet observation.



Dream 658 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 658 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No



My belief is that in Dream 658 A, Roxas was acting as a scout for Riku.

Date of Dream: FRI 15 MAY - 2020



Dream No. 657 - Too Tall Is Too Scary

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was walking from outside into what seemed to be some sort of library; the space was small, warm and inviting, and in the shape of a circular room. As I was wondering around, fixing my gaze on various books, 18-Volt came in, in his realistic Game & Wario appearance but took it further by having real human flesh, real textured clothes, and real glasses. He was wearing a black singlet with black pants.

There was immediately this warm and comforting energy when 18-Volt approached me excitedly and waited for me to turn around and notice him. As soon as I did notice him, he immediately spread his arms out to hug me. However, as he was holding me in the hug, he grew extremely tall and I did not like this. I looked up and panicked, begging for 18-Volt to be brought back down to his original height; I thought it was only appropriate that a dream guide is slightly taller than me, but not by three times or to the roof.

The dream kept making 18-Volt intimidatingly tall a few times but I just kept asking for him to be brought back down again. When the dream stopped messing around with 18-Volt, he held me in a tight hug for what seemed like almost a minute. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 657
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 2 MAY - 2020



Dream No. 656 - Double Dream Guide Bench

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was at an unknown high school but in the dream, I was enrolled in this school, however doing things at university difficulty. Most of the time, I was out of the classroom and going across to different rooms to talk to different people for different reasons. I can remember locations and fractions visually but not enough to put them into words.

When it got towards the end of the dream, I was in a stressful situation but it wasn’t a crisis; however, I had the thought of calling for Dreamy EBo. It was when I got to a distorted version of Waverley Gardens Shopping Centre that I then actually decided to call him. I entered to the bottom of the escalators from the undercover Coles carpark when I called Dreamy EBo, but the dream immediately muted me and I couldn’t get his name clearly across.

I thought I had no chance but 18-Volt suddenly appeared on my left. At first I thought he was going to help me instead but it seemed as though 18-Volt knew what I wanted, as Dreamy EBo appeared on my right shortly after, fading into vision like he was a ghost. It felt like 18-Volt gave half his energy to Dreamy EBo, allowing them to coexist and function. 18-Volt was wearing his default green jacket and tracksuit pants and Dreamy EBo was wearing a red jersey over a blue short-sleeved t-shirt and black and white cap which I deem to be his default outfit, the boys were also both wearing their default glasses.

Both 18-Volt and Dreamy EBo began to be able to fly and got right up next to me. From this I was lifted up by their collective energy, made to sit on them as it were. To be more precise, they both put their arms out in-front of them and linked them with each other, as if to make a combined bench. From a physical point of view, it looked like I could fall backwards or forwards off them but it never happened as both their energies were keeping me securely in place.

Once I got comfortable on 18-Volt’s and Dreamy EBo’s makeshift arm bench, they began to move off, going faster than the speed of the escalator itself. The dream camera didn’t move with us but rather continued playing from the bottom and showing them ascend me off into the distance. Once were out of view from the dream camera, then dream ended.



Dream No. 656
Dream Guide: 18-Volt & Dreamy EBo
Lucid?: No