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Dream1: This dream was around my house.

At one point I remember having rolled a ton of small and skinny joints that I wanted to give to someone.

At one point I remember seeing a new minecraft modpack that made me really want to do a LP youtube series.

At one point I remember Carlo being there and I was tagging him as a vulnerable player or something in this game menu.

Dream 2: I was setting up a date with this girl I havent met before and was also thinking about what Kim would think

Dream 3: I wanted to play baseball with some friends and then some young kids showed up. I asked if they wanted to play against us and they said after their game.

Dream 4: I was on a cruise ship and saw connor murphy fooling the staff and getting away with shenanigans. He stole a uniform. Then he was preaching the good word to some kids from a catwalk and it was getting a little weird with the way he was asking kids to raise their hands and stuff but it was wholesome in the end. I became him during that. Then I remember 2 enemies on the ship fighting either to get me or against eachother. I remember one died then I tried to kill the other. My gun ran out of bullets and I ran all pver the ship looking for more but just found empty mags.


Dream 5: I was at a social gathering in an alleyway looking place. I found these mechanical pencils which shot spraypaint so I started spraypainting "THC" on the walls as best I could. I remember there was often lines on the wall showing where the spraypaint would go as if I was in VR.

18 ОС (17 ноября 2011)
Посмотреть вокруг себя.
Солнечный день. Я нахожусь на балконе дома, в котором живёт мой друг. Балкон находится на 4-м этаже, со стороны подъезда. Синего цвета, под ногами решётка, так же покрашенная в синий цвет. Внизу на дворе гуляют девушки. Как только я осознался возникла мысль, что надо углубиться, дотрагиваясь до предмета. Тактильные ощущения подвели, балкон на ощупь был просто плотной структурой, никакого металла. Захотелось спрыгнуть с балкона к девушкам, но подумал, что если спрыгну, то вылечу из сна. Тогда вспомнил план посмотреть вокруг себя. Сделал так два раза. Поворачивался медленно. После первого же поворота небо потемнело, возникло облако на горизонте. С левой стороны (запад) светило солнце. С правой за домом (восток) наступала ночь. При втором повороте в комнате за спиной увидел окно. За тем окном было раннее утро. Проснулся. Какой-то маленький мир получается, если сразу может быть и день и ночью и рассвет.

Выводы:
1. Тактильные ощущения не соответствовали реальным. Была просто плотная структура.
2. После того, как я обернулся вокруг себя, изменилось освещение.
3. В разных окнах разное время суток.

18 LD (November 17, 2011)
View around you.

Sunny day. I am on the balcony of the house in which my friend lives. The balcony is on the 4th floor, from the entrance. Blue, a grid under the feet, also painted blue. Downstairs in the yard are girls. As soon as I became aware, the thought arose that I had to go deeper, touching the subject. Tactile sensations failed, the balcony to the touch was just a dense structure, no metal. I wanted to jump from the balcony to the girls, but I thought that if I jump, I will cure myself from sleep. Then I remembered the plan to look around me. I did it twice. Turned slowly. After the first turn, the sky darkened, a cloud appeared on the horizon. On the left side (west) the sun was shining. On the right behind the house (east) night fell. At the second turn in the room behind my back I saw a window. Behind that window was an early morning. Awoke. Some kind of small world turns out, if at once there can be day and night and dawn.

Findings:
1. Tactile sensations did not correspond to the real ones. It was just a dense structure.
2. After I turned around, the lighting changed.
3. In different windows, different times of the day.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

I'm at an airport with my sister. There is a really long queue and my sister tells me to take up my passport. I go to the dining area and there is Noah S. He is talking with the man by the pay desk and is complaining about how his cake has a bad taste. I go to the line-up behind him and start to eat the cake Noah is complaining about. I think the cake is pretty good. It looks and tastes like a cardamon cake with crust on the top. The cashier is very troubled with Noah and tells Noah that he is sorry about the cake. After a while I have eaten up the caka and Noah leaves. I help the cashier with the dishes. He looks like an Italian and is about 50 years old. I tell him about my summer place and he wonders about how we keep the beach clean. I tell him we have to spend a day's work each year cleaning up all the algae that washes up during the other seasons of the year. He is very thankful when I have helped him with the the dishwasher. As I look in the cutlery drawer there is a worm by the knives. The cashier says in a jocosely voice that the worm doesn't belong there and removes it with a knife.

There is a car chase and I'm with the police that is chasing a child. The child takes a sharp turn and we hear a metal sound. As we follow his turn he is gone. There is a detective trying to deduce where the child went. He says that the child probably went inside the big building right in front of us. As he says so we see the child's car driving in the building. We follow him but he is gone. We lost him. I'm alone with my family and a man about 40 years old. The man says that it's always good to have an old mother that has a cool car. We see his mother and she drives away with the cool car. We see the car and it's painted orange on one side and dark blue on the other side. We understand that this car was used when the child escaped. Me and my family is driving a car and my mother says a joke about the old woman being 64 years old but someone else says that she was actually 67 years old. There is laughter in the car.

Possible recurring elements: Cakes, my summer place, worms, car chases, family.

Notes: I dreamt about my passport because I need it when I am to go to the bank today. I dreamt about Noah because I heard him sing two days ago. I played a game with Super Mario yesterday and the cashier had a mustache like Mario and looked Italian. Yesterday I got irritated because the kitchen was looking bad and someone had made food without cleaning after them. That's why I dreamt about helping the cashier with the dishes. I dream about worms sometimes, I think it's one of my dream signs. I thought about going to my summer place yesterday, that's why I dreamt about talking about my summer place. Car/vehicle chases is one of my dream signs. Sometimes I'm the one being hunted and sometimes it's the other way around. This detective theme was something new. It was just like a detective movie where the detective makes a good deduction and he was just right afterwards. The mother with the car seems kind of random. I don't remember the joke about the old mother but I don't think it made any sense.

I am at work when I notice a man walk in without a mask. Though I don’t really want to, I walk over to tell him he needs one. He seems focused and on his way to something specific or is avoiding me. His expression is vacant and unchanging, his skin a mix between tan and dirty. I nicely tell him about the mask requirement, which he does not register or simply ignores. He simply looks past me, unhearing, with the resignation of someone with nothing to lose. It is fairly busy in here, and there’s at least one other without a mask. I have a small sense of helplessness.




I am outside somewhere with Lauren from work. It looks like a field/pasture - we’re by a chain-link? fence. Lauren is hunched over, deftly decapitating a human body with a small saw. I observe and then become repulsed.

Melissa and I are going to a Tool concert. I think we’ve done some acid, and when we approach the stadium (or it may be the giant stage) I get a strong visual. What looks like a wall of psychedelic flames spreads to each side from a geometrical center of different blues. It is impressive and awe inspiring. We are now finding our seats. They are both on an upper level, but they are not together. I say it shouldn’t be hard finding someone willing to switch. We are sitting together now. I think her mom or Sage’s mom is here. My seat is a corner where the row turns and is more like half of a seat. The first set is over now, and I haven’t felt any further effects from the LSD. Melissa apparently hasn’t either, so we both take more. The ‘acid’ seems to be a small tray of some baked food. We eat the grease at the bottom, and it proves more powerful. Shortly thereafter I am hit with a sudden change in my perception. We look at each other at the same time, eyes wide. After the show, we’re in a convenience store. Melissa shows me three lighters she’s buying. I guess the lighter fluid is the acid or is a component. She seems excited, but I can’t believe she’s getting three, thinking about how much that will make.

I am outside with some people from work. From where we are, we can see downtown. It is fairly far away, but close enough to make out one building from another. There is a sense of something happening or about to happen. I say ‘I want some action’ and then start to regret my words as what looks and sounds like fireworks starts going off among all the buildings. I realize they are not fireworks, but explosions, their thick grey clouds lingering. I think we’ll be safe out here, until I hear and see mini explosions approaching rapidly in a straight line. I see they are actually shots fired from a helicopter. They pass close enough that were the line of them a few feet closer they easily would’ve taken us out. Kyle from work casually says not to go downtown for a while. She says that the people there have guns and will be fighting back. I think Mom is downtown and I am flooded with worry, imagining all the carnage.




I am at what I think is Disneyland with Melissa and her mom. There is a tiny parking lot, an ‘L’ shape with maybe 12 spaces, where at least one person has parked between two spaces. I think I comment on this. Now I am parking a small motorized something that I stand upon. I reverse and nose back in a few times, trying to get it perfectly straight. Her mom tells me ‘that’s probably good.’ There is some dense green foliage around the lot and I think around a small body of water.

I’m going with Makayla to get her hair cut. We are at what looks like an apartment complex’s outdoor pool. There may be some others here. Makayla sits in a chair near the water, and it is Tess what shows up to cut her hair. I’m aware that my hair’s getting a little long, and I wonder if she'll trim it really quick. It doesn’t seem like she’s going to. I think my hair is quite longer than I ever keep it, maybe a few inches all around. It feels coarse.

I'm playing a shooter game, Valorant, and as usual with my video game dreams it's in first-person perspective but I am the character. I was using a pump shotgun, and crouching down and using my alternate fire mode made the shotgun fire a slug instead of its usual spread of pellets. I was waiting around the corner and I head the enemies walking by, so I waited until I saw them then fired. They were far enough away from me that I could use the slug effectively. I ended up getting 3 kills on them.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

I'm in the mountains. I'm a white rabbit in the snow. I'm looking at the amazing view out over the mountains. The tops of the mountains have snow on them. There are some humans walking the mountains. There is a fox I think.

I'm in a hut with a woman that is approximately 45 years old. She is sad because her children are about to die in the blizzard outside. I tell her that I can go out and help them. She says that I shouldn't because then I maybe will get caught in the blizzard. I tell her that if I only can save one child it will be worth it (This moment was very emotional). I walk out of the house but it's not a blizzard. I'm in my home town. I am affected that I couldn't save the children and I'm sad when I think about the woman that will cry a lot if her children die. Instead I walk by the waters and I see my friend's dad walking. I greet him.

Possible recurring elements: Mountains, snow, children.

Notes: I don't remember any dream where I have been an animal and that was a pleasant experience. The mountains were breathtaking. I have dreams about dying children that I am supposed to save sometimes. In my last dream when I saved children I was about to save a wolf's dying children. I talked with my mom about how many children I will have yesterday. That's why I dreamt about children. I played badminton three days ago and that's when I thought about my friend's dad because he often works there. That's why I dreamt about him in my dream.

17 ОС (13 ноября 2011)
Полёт
Я находился на дворе своего друга, где уже несколько раз до этого осознавался. Понял что сплю. Про план не вспомнил, а решил полетать. Взлетел методом плавания. На протяжении полёта ощупывал руки, смотрел периодически на ладони и тёр затылок. Ощущения были похожи на реальные, но послабее. Моя рука была плотная, но более лёгкая на ощупь. Очень быстро я долетел до другой стороны посёлка. Выглядел он не так как наяву. Вокруг стояли деревянные дома, построенные наяву лет 5 назад, которых в реале только несколько. Здесь их было намного больше, но я знал, что это то самое место. Приземлился, прошёл пару шагов и проснулся.

Выводы:
1. Взлетел методом плавания. Пожалуй, самый лучший метод для полета.
2. Сновиденное тело более легкое
3. Интересно, что узнаешь местность, хотя она отличается от реальной.

17LD (November 13, 2011)
Flight
I was in the yard of my friend, where I had been conscious several times before. I realized that I was sleeping. I didn’t remember about the plan, but decided to fly. I took off by swimming. During the flight I felt my hands, periodically looked in the palm of my hand and rubbed the back of my head. The sensations were similar to real ones, but weaker. My hand was tight, but lighter to the touch. Very quickly I flew to the other side of the village. It did not look as if in reality. Around were wooden houses built in reality 5 years ago, of which there are only a few in real life. There were many more here, but I knew that this was the same place. I landed, walked a couple of steps and woke up.

Findings:
1. Take off by swimming. Perhaps the best method for flying.
2. The dreaming body is lighter
3. It is interesting that you recognize the area, although it differs from the real one.

Jamie Dreams

I had two dreams where I was in an office or something and jamie was coming to see me...

another dream where she had lived with me for a week and then took off like she was missing. Me and some friends would run into her randomly around town.

Skyrim

A dream about being in skyrim with Captain Picard. He drank something which made copies of himself. There were like 30 of him and he said, "There's too many of me."

I hope for better Jamie dreams next week.

Also had a brief lucid somewhere but i totally forget it....

Dream 1(Climbing w/ Matt, hot dogs, carlo sick, climbing home):Started out by going to the climbing gym with MAtthieu, Carlo, Adrian and Ebony. It was the reopening of climbing gyms. We got in and all got ready in the locker room. We put our stuff in 1 locker. At one point I was alone with 2 other random people in a small locker room and I was hungry before climbing so I was eating 2 hot dogs that I picked up out of a toilet. I expected the 2 people to judge me but they didn't seem to outwardly. Just before going in Carlo said he wasn't feeling well and Adrian and Ebony brought him to the hospital. Me and Matt went inside and it was a beginner class without the climbing, kind of like a theory class. This worried me a bit and then found out the climbing wall was in another room. Matt and I went there and started climbing. He was decent right away even though it was his first time. I tried a v0-v1 and it was super hard, I had to toe hook and grab the top of the ledge. Then there was another V1 that I had to get beta from another climber for. He helped the first few moves and I got on. I realize halfway I didnt even know where the rest of the route was so I got down to fully analyze before trying again. Later I was coming home and was able to climb the lip on the ledge of the house in the front. I shimmied over to the door and surprisingly mama wasn't too mad about that. I vaguely remember hanging in the backyard after and maybe climbing the back of the house too.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

I'm outside and realize it's a dream. I decide to fly and instead of having my arms pointing foreward like superman does I have my hands following along my sides. There is a girl flying in front of me. I try to catch up to her. Every time I try to fly faster it's like I accelerate for three seconds then stop accelerating. I have to accelerate three times before I'm faster than her and catch up. My flying has become really good I think to myself. I fly for the rest of the dream

I am walking by the streets. Suddenly a car pulls up by me and a girl in my age calls me in. She has orange hair and some freckles. I think she is cute. She asks me if I recognize her and I say I don't. She tells me about a time when I saw her and now I did remember. I had seen her once before in my dreams. We decide to marry and we drive to a beach. As she drives I think to myself that I finally have a permanent DC. I was half lucid because apparently I knew she was a DC but I didn't acknowledge that I could fly or do anything else.I'm by a beach with some strangers. The sand is wet and I have trouble walking in it.

I'm walking inside an Asian big house. There are many doors and I have a companion with me. I walk into one door and there are some Asian girls a little bit younger than me sleeping there in different beds. Some beds were bunk beds. I kiss the girl in front of me on the forehead and she wakes up and says she doesn't want a relationship with me. I know she has an evil dad that doesn't let her have relationships with other people. I say that to her but she doesn't listen. She calls the guards so I try to open the window to fly out. As I fly outside I find myself outside the chapel.

Possible recurring elements: Girls with dads that are bad guys, cars, marriage, beaches, china, the chapel.

Notes: I dreamt about a girl with an evil dad yesterday. Maybe it's because my aunt talked about small girls that are married away when they are twelve years old yesterday. My aunt and my mom talked about marriages yesterday and how their marriages was. That's why I dreamt about marrying a girl. I am about to train for a driving license and that's why she drove a car to me. My friend made a parody about japanese anime and that's maybe why I dreamt about Asia.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

I go to bed 03.20 and I'm really tired. I fall asleep really fast and my vision is black. I know I'm walking out to my bathroom but it's all black. I try to do my RC but I think my body is still in my bed. Suddenly I'm in the TV-room and I'm about to walk out. I look at my fingers and they are a little bit too small. I try to pinch my finger through my other hand but it doesn't work. I think about what I want to do in my dream. I decide to improve my flying since it didn't work that well in my last lucid dream. I fly pretty good but as I increase my speed I just fly up in the sky and fall backwards when I'm flying right upwards. I walk to the boats and I see a girl and I greet her. She is sad and I'm asking her if I can assist her. She tells me her dad is being bad against her. I decide to make her happier so I go to her dad's home. As I walk to her dad's home I see some kids. I remember my goal about summoning a fire in my hand. I show the kids my hands and close them together. I expect there to be a fire in my hands and I feel a nice warmth in my hands and I see some glow from them. As I open up my hands there are small blue and purple flames over my fingers. They extinguish after some seconds. The children are amazed. I finally reaches her dad's house and he sends his bodyguards against me and I fly out as he does. I fly over the water but can't control the flying so I fall into the water. I breathe and the air in the water is fresh. I try to swim as fast as I can but the bodyguards are catching up to me under the water.

Dream 1: Driving
I was supposed to get to Rosamond, I think to meet Dad for something. I pulled up the map, and accidentally tapped the wrong town, whose name started with a “B,” that was right next to my destination. The map was completely fictional – The land mass I was on was a large island, and the surrounding towns were all in their own little sections of the map. Rosamond was to the southeast of me, and the GPS had me taking a highway that went south and then out east to the town. I set my destination and started driving.
The freeways were crazy – they all had ridiculous hills and steep, sharp drops. I felt myself going too fast at times, but when I went to slow down the freeway would smooth out and I’d be back to going 70-75 mph as I usually do. At one point I took the wrong exit; instead of the one that was labelled for my path to the left, I took the exit to the right labelled “Superman,” and took an almost 90-degree drop. My car started to flip over, but the scene switched into a third-person perspective, and I was able to right my angle to land all four wheels before the road started to flatten.
The dream scene changed as I made it to my destination. It was a big city, reminiscent of Chicago, but it was supposed to be San Diego. The freeway had one more giant hill and drop, but there was too much traffic to get up to it. It was easier just to take the elevator up to the top of the building the freeway connected to, then drive one of the rental cars off the top. So, I got out, met a friend of mine, then we waited in line. The scene changed and ended before I got up to the top.


Dream 2: Dinner
Before this begins, I am now not too sure of myself – is this a separate dream, or just a change of scenery?
I met my family at an Italian restaurant called Rigatony’s, in San Diego. It was rather small and busy inside. This was the kind of place that the locals would eat at. The walls were decorated with these façades of Italian buildings, so it was supposed to feel like we were eating in an alleyway, or in the middle of the street. There was a family a few tables across from us, who had a baby that wouldn’t stop crying. My Dad said this was a pretty popular place, and I asked him how that could be if it was so small. He pointed to one of the doors of the façade, a screen door with frosted glass, and I noticed there were some lights behind it. He told me that door opened up to a whole ‘nother section of the restaurant just like the one we were in. the dream faded out as R2-D2 from star wars was trying to scoot past our table.

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Here I would like to describe the feeling of the decoration in this restaurant. I would describe it as an indoor space trying to seem like an outdoor one. It gives me a strange, otherworldly feeling – like it is completely fake, and I can see that I’m inside if I look closely enough. But if I decide to ignore the details, then I can be immersed and feel like I am outside. Once place in waking life that gives me this feeling is the Venetian in Las Vegas. Look up some pictures of the inside and you’ll see what I mean. The ceiling is painted and lighted to look like the sky, with clouds and sunlight, and if you don’t look closely enough you may be fooled.