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My first DILD after joining DV! Today I realized that whenever I had a LD I felt my body sleeping and after a while I concentrated on it and eventually woke up. After reading your tips to feel the dream body and not your physical body, I did exactly that.
I slept around 16:00. Sometime near 17:30 I had a dream I don't remember how it started but at some point I realised it was a dream. l didn't perform a RC. I just felt my body sleeping. Then I rubbed my fingers together to feel my dream body and started flying while closing my eyes to feel the air. That REALLY helped. I instantly forgot my physical body. I wanted to test my super powers so I shape shifted to superman and changed the dream world to a huge warehouse. I flew and smashed steel walls. I even summoned my mother to teach her how to shape shift to wonder woman. I first did it my self to show her but she failed to do it correctly. She acted like she was mindless. Then I woke up cause my phone rang... Time was 17:40.
From a scale 1 to 10 of lucidity, it started with a 9 when I started feeling my dream body and then dropped to a 4 when I concentrated on my powers. Nice dream tho!

#1 - The Red Moon Portal [Non-Lucid]

O, RE, and I are walking around outside in some neighborhood at night and I noticed that the moon is massive and blood red. I keep trying to stop walking and take a picture of it with my phone, but it's not quite working correctly and O and RE never stop for long enough to give me an opportunity. RE took a picture of it but I still wanted my own, and every time I looked at it it was getting further and further away. Although the last time I looked it was enormous! o.o Somehow we ended up in a totally deserted mall and I suddenly I notice from the red moon that a large galactic portal or something that pulses white, green, blue, and purple is coming towards us and taking up my entire field of vision. I look over at O and he snaps a picture of it on his phone and I tell him that I'll get it from him later. X3 The portal stops in the mall and totally envelopes my perspective. I didn't fully comprehend it at the time, but... something was up here. This was some kind of heavy dissociative experience. Suddenly the mall was completely full of people walking around in set patterns, trapped in a loop around the now four-way symmetrical structure the mall has turned into, and I've become one of these nameless people. I can't really describe much of what was going on at this point, the visual aspect was incredibly nonsensical and my thoughts and the noises I was hearing had merged into the same audio track and was nothing but clips of random people saying random things and various strange noises. My memory gets really fuzzy around this point, and the next thing I clearly remember is being in a big empty house/yoga room where I heard something about a monkey getting rid of his collection of something and knowing that lots of experienced psychedelic users and hippies were moving in with us (though I don't know who I was already living with). Hmm.

#2 - Emotional Family Party [Non-Lucid]

This was probably one of my most emotional dreams ever. Though, it wasn't even about a real issue.... There's a family party going on at my house and my cousin P had apparently started using cocaine (this kid will never do a drug in his life in waking life). I don't really care at the time, he's not like a crackhead or anything, but eventually my uncle (who he lives with when he's not at school, but he's my cousin first removed so it's his grandfather) finds him doing it and totally flips out. They get into an argument and my uncle leaves, saying he's abandoning P here, with my parents and someone else I can't remember, without even really listening to what P has to say. At the house he leaves P, his younger brother G, and a couple girls I don't recognize now but apparently knew in the dream. They go out to behind my garage and are getting in the car to drive off (now that I think about it, with no one in the driver seat ) and I go up to the window to reason with my uncle. We end up fighting as well because he's being stubborn, and there was a lot of arguing but all I really remember saying word for word is "P isn't even a coke addict, he's just a coke user.", but my uncle still doesn't listen. In fact I'm starting to get pissed off at his stubbornness when he starts turning up the car radio to drown me out. I yank open the door and sit down and turn down the music and yell at him about what an asshole he's being but he just ignores me so I get out, and as they're driving off I yell "Fine, fuck you!!" and flip them off. I walk back into the house really angry and with tears streaming down my face and tell P, G, and the random girls that we'll just find something to do for now, and one of the girls is really interested in looking at some big box of shiny rocks or something that's sitting on my bed and showing it to G. I wait a little bit and then call both of my parents, since they left with my uncle, and neither of them answer and that just makes me even madder. I tell everyone to head out to the living room for a minute and I head to my parents' stash to take all of their weed. (Yes, I'm immature. ) While I was there though I got distracted by the massive amount of really cool pipes they seem to have just suddenly obtained, to the point that I actually forget why I'm there and think I'm trying to decide which pipe to use for a minute, but then it comes back to me. However, I woke up before I actually got their weed out.

Fun dream....

I slept four hours last night... four collective hours. I actually got the first hour and a half from 1:30ish to 3, and couldn't fall back asleep until after 8 -_- then was up around 10-10:30 unable to go back to sleep before my kids woke up.


Dream One (Fragment): My mom owned a shop of some sort and I was helping her stock. A guy was there, I want to say it was K. There was also a girl there, I think maybe my bff?

Dream Two (Fragment): There was something about colors, and I needed something of a certain color for a festival. Then I was in the basement, and we'd already started working on it so the wooden frames for the walls were up. I must have been under the living room where the floor is lower because someone was showing me how low the ceiling was and how no one was going to be able to stand up straight in that room, we'd all have to bend over. It being the laundry/utility room, I didn't find that a problem as it would be used once or twice a week at most.

I was with my dad in some outdoor area and the subject of going to a hot spring came up. Considering that i have always been a private person who doesn't wish to experience things with many other people,, I of course disliked the idea.

I felt anxiety and I also felt embarrassed. I didn't like the idea of taking my cloths off in front of any human being let alone my father. The dreams ends there.



I think this represents the hard time I have getting myself to get close to my father. I feel no need to do so of course, but my dreams of late tell me otherwise.

05.11.2012

Katy Perry is Large (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's day time in the dream, and it is really bright here as well. I'm sitting down between a skinny girl to my right, and a person that looks like Katy Perry, only fatter. I decided to go for the fatter girl first.....(looooool Link, damn it...).

I think I went for her first because I thought she'd be easier than the skinny girl, but still man....*facepalm*. She had her legs up and rested on top of the bench and tilted to the side, which meant she had to angle herself towards facing right to my left side.

I think I say "Hi" to her or something, but I can't remember what she said back to me. She wore some glasses, a pink shirt, and dark blue jeans along with some dark brown lace-less shoes.

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05.11.2012

Resident Evil 4 Garradors (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

That video pretty much sums up how difficult Twin Garradors can be...

I'm playing Resident Evil 4, and I'm playing as Leon. I'm starting out in the area where you have to face several Garradors in the castle.

I was actually not all that scared of having guys with long claws whose only objective is to hear my footsteps and hopefully impale my head to the wall as they're charging like there's no freaking tomorrow.

I skip through the first area with ease, and I'm not even fighting the monsters, just walking slowly so they can't hear any big footsteps. I open the door to get to the second area where there's supposed to be 4 Garradors I believe, but again, I breeze through this area without having to fight them.

There was one moment where I heard them scream (and when they scream, you better move somewhere pretty bloody quick, or else you're pretty much going to die, or be severely injured; having 4 of them in one room, if all of them heard you, you have little chance to move and dodge, because you might get impaled by the other ones).

I opened the door without having to kill them, and I see that Leon's body basically exploded. I wondered what I did wrong, but apparently, when Leon came outside from exiting the two rooms with the Garradors, there was another body that looked like his, and the exploded remains started to collect and reform themselves on the new vessel that looked like him.

I believe Saddler was there as well, and he's wondering what the hell is going on with this transformation. Apparently, a dead Leon plus the new vessel of him combining together means he's invincible. Leon is in white robes and is holding a long spear.

I aim Leon to start stabbing Saddler, and Saddler can't do anything because he admits Leon is invincible now. So Leon stabs Saddler repeatedly until he's dead.

The dream shifts back to me now, and I think the point of experiencing all that stuff was to have sex in a different way with someone???? I'm not exactly sure what dodging Garradors and stabbing some freaking looking guy is going to do with sex.....maybe augment my sadomasochistic tendencies a bit, but I doubt I'm going to see an A+ in my overall being.

ugh....

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05.11.2012

Me vs. Huey (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I can't remember much about this dream, but I'm challenging Huey from The Boondocks in a gun showdown of death. I'm wielding a shotgun, and I'm trying to get to some cover, probably because I know I need to reload really quick before seeing him again.

I go open a door quickly, hide, and grab the same shotgun I was holding in my hand a few moments ago. I quickly pumped it, saw Huey, and try to take a shot at him. I'm only seeing his face and him wearing a gray shirt and blue or black pants.

Eventually, we're finally at a stalemate, I tell him that if he stops shooting, I'll stop shooting at him. We're still a bit jumpy, but he complies and disappears.

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05.11.2012

Heart stuff (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't remember much from this dream either, I saw some clip of Toguro from Yu Yu Hakusho trying to kill someone, but I'm trying to stop him but ripping out some kind of body part. It's really hard to pull it out.

I see a sheet with heart valves, something like that, and a person has three openings instead of two. After a while, the person has to split from one opening to go to the other.

The dream shifts to where I'm on my knees on a floor, and with some random people. We're looking at some sheets with various electronics, then I get bored and decide to go somewhere.

I think I get outside of the apartment I'm in, and it's not mine, and I see some old lady riding a yellow vehicle. There's some really cute females inside it, maybe two or three of them. I watch them for a while, and the old lady is trying to back up a little bit, and is taking a while to do so.

I can't remember much after that.

Now that I think about it, all that heart stuff, and seeing Toguro made sense I think? Because I remember he pretended to kill Kuwabara in Yu Yu Hakusho by barely touching his vital organs.

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05.11.2012

Physics Test with Steve Jobs(Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a classroom, Steve Jobs passed out the Physics test, and is giving us a few final words before we start. He goes on and on for a while, and while we're taking the exam, he asks us,

"Pretty easy, huh?"

Most of the people in the classroom agree. He's wearing a black turtle neck or shirt, and long dress pants with black shoes.

That's all I remember.

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05.11.2012

Sit on the panel (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a small room with a few females, one was noticeable, Let's call her Liz.

There were these panels where you had to step of sit on the floor before the countdown timer of 15-16 seconds was over. Just trying to sit on the panels was difficult in its own way, because you had to duck under a table to sit down with other people in a really tight space.

When I tried to get the upper hand by finding the panel closest to me, Liz tells me,

"Hey! You can't do that!"

Ugh.....so I get up and try to go to another one, but I can't remember what I did to resolve it.

I was in my sisters onld room with a boy my mom watches named Jerod he said i have to use the bathroom i said no dont something bad will happen he said here ill turn on the closet light then he left the room i was on a bed i couldnt move i turned my head and there was a teady bear it turned its head and jumped twoard me then i woke up.

i was in a house with two hunters it was dark the big room was a mess i went into the laundry room and all of a sudden i turned around and saw them getting eaten by a big blob monster i hide in the dryer and shage from scooby doo can up to me and said zoinks.

1 LD. in fact, i don't remember how i began this LD but i wrote at night that it was raining and I sat in my crow's house. I remember that I went near my house and saw a little kid about 1,5 year. I thought to possess his body and entered into him. But I was bigger and i felt that the boy transform into a ball in my stomach and i spited him out through the mouse. It was unpleasant. I thought that next attempt i will do with an adult and awoke in a while.
2 LD I went in the street and saw a woman about 30-35 in red dress and with long dark hair. I remembered about TOTM and entered into her body, wait a bit - at first i felt only my left hand and then all the body - it was like dress and i felt light tickling. I turn her body and went in other direction but with the woman's light step.
In the real i today catch myself that i think how will be to be in the body of this or that person

I was in my room the light was on and so was the Tv. I went over to the tv and family guy was on the part where lois is on the piano singing i went throught the hallway all the doors where gone i went to my bro's room but he wasnt there but his tv was on but it was white and staticy. So i went back to my room and layed on my bed my psp was on it i picked it up and the headphones where pluged in just then my dad ran in yelling and hitting my bed all of a sudden i said im dreaming. At that moment the dram turned white there were cracks around the dream was shaking and i heard a loud deep voice say YOU ARE EXPIRENCING A MIRACLE!!! then i woke up.

I was in the middle school back then and i was in the band room it was bigger and only on person was in there so i went in front of the office and there was a snck machine just then somebody said your in a lot of trouble so i ran to the elevator and jumped in there was a bunch of stuffed animals when i got to the bottom it was dark then i woke up.

I was in the desert and it was day time i looked over to my right and there was a out house i went in and right then akuna matata was playing.

I was in a city in a hide out sort of home and my cousin Devon sgt and calvin lived there they where playing games on the tv and i was just sitting around so i went to the kitchen and cot a snack just then they yelled out dude there is people trying to get in i ran in and held the door thats all i can remember.

I was in a house that i've been in along time ago i was on the floor and next to me was a puppet with needles and it was gray. I got up and it sat up to i looked at it and it looked at me i put my hand up and it put its hand up like it was a mirror of me the weird part is a couple years later after i had this dream and forgot about it i drew it and called it (gigs) when i drew it i remembered this dream.

Me and a few friends decide to explore an airport. We smash through the fence with our car and drive to one of the warehouses. We all immediately get out to find that we are in area 51. Looking around I see some experimental planes that are just ridiculous looking, like a 7 seated luxury cockpit. I cant stay away from it, I immediately enter the copter. unaware of the approaching military 20 - 30 soldiers surround my friends and begin to search every vehicle. They find me right away. Not sure what happens after that, I need to work on my dreams.

I was with my sister Tori in a house i've been to before in my dreams (i think i've been there twice this is my thrid) and my dog sophie was there i picked her up and hugged her then i put her down and tori gave her a biscut just then the scene changed. I was in my old house with my bro Devon, my sisters Tori and Adri we where behind a couch hiding from something but i didnt know what it was so i got up and there was a big robot that was silver. It picked me up and threw me and was about to kill my family (back then i had a lot of noghtmares so i stoped wanting to dream) I got angery and said thats enough im tired of being afraid so i got up and ran twords it and punched it. The robot went flying across the room it got back up and shot lasers but i didnt stop i started do matrix moves to dodge it then when i got close i started doing jackie chan moves and right when it was down i backflip kick and i went through the roof. I was extremly happy then my mom came in and said itime for bed even though i was in a dream. Iwoke up this morning super happy about it no dreams are gonna mess with me any more.