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I think it was low level because I wasn't focused on goals or anything.

I was down town at a random city with a girl who I think was my girlfriend. This other girl came up, and she was much hotter than the girl I was with, and apparently more drunk. She almos fell over for no reason but I caught her just in time. Our faces was inches apart and she stroked the side of my face and looked deeply into my eyes. I told he that I had a girl even though she looked amazing. Oddly enough I had the feeling that theses DCs were actual people. I think we were talking about being in the dream, but I don't even remember what was said and how I became lucid.

We walked into a bar and there was a lot of small talk going on and then he girl who was supposed to be my girl, started making advances on this guy who was laying down in a trough of ice. The guy slapped her and walked away. I figured I might as well make my move on the other chick, but she denied me.

Rejection wasn't settling right with me so I headed to the back and told myself S would be behind the door. Not only that, it was a complete scene change. We hugged and I said it was weird that we would end up in my parents room. Then I told her how perfect she was....things got emotional. I started crying while expressing myself. Words couldn't come out like I was mumbling but she smiled the whole time. Then everything faded.

Today

I'm at the movies with K and a random DC were watching some movie. The title had "light" in it and it was kind of a b horror flick. I think the monsters looked like alligator hybrids. Anyways, I was too distracted by it because the girl there kept playing my dick. She'd do it so anomalously too...like she wouldn't even be paying attention, but her hands would be right on my crotch. I looked at k a couple of times and was like wtf. This chick was cute but it was random as hell. You know how when you're bored and you tap your fingers across a table? That's exactly what she started doing. Eventually I gave in and stopped trying to move her hands out of the way but then she weirded out. Wtf

I'm walking out of my college class, there are so many people but I don't remember where I am, some city. I also don't know where I am supposed to go anymore so I just walk around the city. people have started developing unique powers over the past year, and my power is super speed... but to me it feels more like slowing time down, because I move at regular speed but everything around me seems so slow. I'm carrying two short swords.

I had a dream that the last episode of How I Met Your Mother was of Ted trying to warn a modern George Washington (wtf?) that there was a missile headed for the football game he was attending. So when he warned him the put a roof over the dome and had some sort of reflective panels, I don't know why. But after a while the missile didn't come so everyone thought he was lying.

I dreamt that I ran out of money. Then I had a dream where I was in some sort of actual haunted house. But the house was haunted like things are haunted in cartoons or like the scary rides at six flags. Helena Bonham Carter was my tour guide and the house kept trying to scare me but I just tried to scare it back for some reason. I think I was lucid but I don't know why I didn't change anything.

Last night, I dreamt that I was sitting in for a day at my High School. The story was that I had dropped out of school to pursue something, and I was going through a 1 day sit-in to decide if I wanted to continue my education and finish senior year(at the ripe old age of 19.) In real life... I am a high school graduate . The school had been rebuilt (again, as a brand new school was built my sophomore year in real life) . The building was incredibly high-tech... One of the best and most technologically advanced educational facilities of all time.

The first class I was in was a regular classroom type. We all had turtlebeach headphones on, and the teacher was teaching us by talking through the headphones and using sounds to help aid her in teaching. She operated a soundboard and a keyboard behind her desk to do so. While working, I was using my laptop - it was working just fine, until for some reason the screen wouldn't stay put.. It wanted to fall back down every time I lifted it. This comes from a recent thought I had - "How does a laptop screen stay open? After time, won't it wear down and just become loose?"

Whenever we had some freetime in class to sit and chat, I was talking to the other students about me coming back. Some of the older students I knew were the younger students when I was in school. I had three or four girls around me. I was unhappy to be placed near girls, because I was under the impression that I smelled bad - but they talked to me anyway - a lot. Apparently I didn't smell bad. I had a new found sense of confidence now that I was the cool "old-kid" again, Supersenior! :p. I began to make friends with everyone and was enjoying my stay.

Second class came around - it was a swimming class. We were in a locker room - it was dark, and more than just a locker room. There were chairs, desks, computers, TVs... It was a hang-out room with the second function of locker room. I left my laptop in the locker room, and headed off with the other students for the pool. It was a long trek to get to the pool a long, wide hallway... - I have no idea why it was so far away... When we got to the pool, it occurred to me that I was a fool to leave my laptop in the locker room - as I didn't have a locker. Someone was going to steal it!

I began to run down the hallway, teachers looking at me like "WTF are you doing?!" I began to fast-walk instead. I noticed a student walking, but his entire body was covered in clothing - including his face, even his eyes! He took a turn into a random hallway while the others went to the pool. I became suspicious that he was an acquaintance named Kyle S, and that he had stole my laptop Adding to recurring elements, as he has appeared before in a dream as the one who cock-blocked me in 'The Hive'. He's a devious one!

I sense that teachers are getting aggravated with my running, so I decide that running may be against the rules, but is sliding? I ran, jumped, and landed. When I landed, I slid about 30 or 40 feet. While sliding, I spun myself around as well. I was cool as hell!


When I got to the locker room, I was pleased to find that my laptop had not been stolen. But I had a new burden. I found my stuffed animals there too. I needed to get rid of them before anybody found out about them!

I ran out of the building to avoid being seen. It was a mistake, because it was raining! And I was carrying stuffed animals and a laptop! (My most priceless posessions, both weak to water! Not to mention the fact that the doors are locked to where you can leave, but not enter. In order to enter you have to go through the main doors and pass through security. I began to run through the grounds, climbing ridiculously steep hills, and trying to find the main doors. As I was running, a younger student taunted me... "Haha! You've got a laptop in the rain!". I yelled at him for being a stupid freshman and continued my journey.

Finally, I found the main doors. It was just over this steep hill. I strained myself, holding on to my stuff in one hand, and pulling my fat-ass over the near-vertical hill with only a hand gripping some mud at the top. This was a hell of a struggle... I would compare this to the scene in Shawshank redemption where the two were escaping and crawling up through the mud. "AAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!"""


When I came into the school building, I found myself in the lobby, and commented that it was exactly the same in design as the lobby of the old school The OLD, old school. The one before the one they made my sophomore year. And my laptop had conveniently grown a zip-lock baggie to contain it and keep it dry. It never got wet. The only difference was that there was a police Kiosk, and a security checkpoint as well as an airport style check-in counter.

I walked to the counter, and explained that I wanted to take my stuff to the counselor and have her protect them for me until the end of the day where I could pick it up. A cop came to me and began to ask an array of questions, most of which were irrelevant... Then he gave me two pills and a small cup of a blue liquid. I asked him what they were for, he said "To help with the pain caused by the medicine in the cup". I became outraged that I was being forced to take drugs in order to enter school, but I decided to save my rage for a well written letter to every important person within 100 miles. I asked what the medicine was for - and the cop told me that it was to keep me from having outrageous ideas or thoughts that weren't healthy. Mind control, huh? Fuck it, I want to get back into this educational facility. I took the medicine. The cop continued to ask invasive questions. After a few minutes I began to feel very nauseous... And I ended up waking up before they let me go in....

In retrospect, I could've enjoyed more time in the school had I not taken the stuffed animals so seriously. If I was lucid, I could have stopped worrying about the laptop and the animal.. If I was even semi-lucid, I could've realized that if I merely held the stuffed animals in my hand like I would hold a regular object, rather than HUGGING them.... I would've raised no suspicion and could just take them to the counselor without trying to hide outside.

Girl looks like my friend. Doing Kirtan outside I join her. Open, free, talking. She plays alittle music. Were at a restaurant, next to a frozen yogurt place. Restaurant I was standing in line at, a woman tried to abduct me. Ate some fruit as side dish, scott called the girl by my friends name. She gave me homemade potato chips. Scott offered me some potato chips, I said no thanks. She told me to share the love, I gave him some of mine and she ate alittle of his. She gave me her number told me to come to other kirtans nearby she would do. Im with older woman and man, talking about intimacey. I put my arm around the woman. I was shaking, she talks about grounding. Says I can hear and speak better. I get plastic scorpio placard she made.

Dream Begin:
Although this dream is not clear,I used The Method 2 on this post:http://www.dreamviews.com/f12/attain...minutes-89806/
and it worked,but I let the fragment play out which was the opposite of the correct thing to do.
I started in my living room, and I noticed I was dreaming and started "Spawning" in a memory which was my laptop charger and I noticed I was laughing,and I woke up 8 hours later.
Dream End

DREAM START:
I'm walking with my friends, and we pass by a apartment that we always pass(it's empty.) and Raine Bepler comes out of it wearing safety goggles(safety third)which are neon orange(good color) and hold the same gun i got shot in the finger with but "imagined" it to be modified to shot water filled bb's.She smiles with out saying anything then fires at me and i noticed my "modification" worked and was know shot 3 more times and i was soaking wet.My friends "teleport" ahead of us and Raine's weapon and equipment go away, and I somehow know that we now know we like each other and hug(labor intensive),we go by my apartment(oooo) and i open the door so it's slightly cracked open to see my parents and I appear to say "Can I stay out?" I appear to get an non-clear answer of "Yes" a we appeared in the same arcade I "spawned" in.There(Get ready for some action,readers.) we make out (I broke the record for longest dream-made make out,20.34 seconds)Then she teleports out(Aww,come on!)and the SAME women who is ALWAYS ruining my good dreams is there,looking at me.I "imagined" her out of there and it worked,but she teleported back after a few seconds(WTF?This is MY dream!Get out you Fe-male Freddy Crougar!)she is a short, ginger, and cranky.She remembers me.Then I break a game "accidentally on purpose" (this triggers the 5-6 seconds of my dream to have resemblance of Mine-Craft(I play too much)and she says "you see what you did?" "I'm sorry" I said.She said "Go mine me 5 Diamonds every 5 days!"(5-6 seconds are up) after this a event, a familiar flash of images that I always get when a dream is about to end appears and I appear to be have TWO dreams at once(Side by side like a split screen game)and I notice in the Lucid dream(Original) that im with my friends and I'm explaining how me and Raine made out,"Wow really?" one asked "yup" I said Josh said "Good job!Props to you!"
LUCID DREAM ENDS,I FOCUS ON THE SECOND DREAM:
I'm in a jungle with traps.I appear to successfully complete three traps.
DREAM ENDS

K, so I'm trying to get back into lucid dreaming (3rd time lucky? o.o)


Anyway, on the fifth of may, I became lucid with what I THINK was a WILD (will explain shortly)


The night of this lucid, I was at with my dad and some friends. I had smoked about 1 and a half joints by this time. And had been drinking more than I'm used too. I went upstairs and passed out.


I woke up (I think, I was too drunk or stoned to know, either way, I was aware) In sleep paralysis (or a dream's representation of this) And went, "Wait, I'm in SP" (hmm, now that I think of it, I was awake, so it was a wild) I then closed my eyes, and felt like I zoomed in through a bunch of colours straight into a lucid dream. I flew around, and then didn't remember much because of the drugs and liqour. (I actually had memory loss of the prior night

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

(...) at around 4 am I get up and go back to bed. I can clearly feel the sleep paralysis settling in. I am lying down on my belly, I have my eyes semi-open, there is a dim light in the room and I can see my pillow when I start having auditory hallucinations. Soon I will have visual hallucinations too, so a thought comes to my mind about the demon boy that sometimes haunts me in SP. I then feel his presence. Before fear installs, I project that he will come to love me and not to hurt me. But if the legends of incubus are correct, I shouldn't have directed him in that direction... I feel his weight over me, his hands touching me and I squeack when he penetrates me, almost violently. I only get to see him by the corner of my eye, he looks devilishly teasing and it becomes quite pleasurable. It was a strange feeling not to know anymore if the bed, the sheets and even the cat sleeping at my feet were already the dream version or the real version with the hallucination on top.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! Enjoy reading my dreams.


Drank 2 cups of Good Earth Tea For Sleep last night. I also did plenty of subconscious training. And here is what i got!


Dream #1 Lessons of Spirituality.

Im in a school classroom, sitting down at a desk. And there is this Arab lady who is the teacher, explaining to us about our beliefs. She is talking to us about past lives, rebirth, deities, the afterlife, and different roles that we all carry in our waking life.

Dream #2 Whats your dream ability?

Im now in another classroom and there is this teacher who reminds me of David Beckham. He is asking us, what is our favorite abilities, and would we like to show and tell. This one black dude gets up from his desk, and starts telling people to try and guess his ability.

One girl who was white with blond hair said..

(Blond hair girl)

"You must be good with weapons!"

She said it in such a cheerful tone smiling as she said it. Lol

(Black dude talking)

"Lol. Na, i can create fire with my hands though."

The whole class starts cheering and clapping. I notice this girl who was in front blew at his fire and turned it into ice.

(Black dude talking)

"Yo, why did you just do that!?"

(Ice chic talking)

"Aw..chill out man...besides..you looked like you needed a cool down hot stuff."

The ice chic looked pretty good, she had long grey hair, and pale skin, with a silver sports bra on and a whole bunch of different tattoos on her body. She had silver pants and long knee high black frankenstein boots on.

The two got into a bit of a back and forth heavy flirt kinda argument. I remember the black dude saying something like..

(Black dude talking)

"You probably could'nt handle my hot stuff any way Icy."

(Ice chic talking)

"Talk is cheap chili pepper, you wanna go suck on a popsicle?"

(Teacher talking)

"Alright you two thats enough break it up, break it up.

Who else here would like to go up?"

I raise my hand up.

"Ah! Ok, how about you then."

I get up from my desk and shapeshift into The Thing, and everybody is cheering and clapping.
I shapeshift into Some hot supermodel (I think it was Brooklyn Decker or Marissa Miller) One of the girls whistles at me. I shapeshift into Freddy Krueger and lick my tongue out and the class goes crazy laughing as i start wriggling my claws with him.

The teacher says ok, ok thats enough. I shapeshift into Natalia and give the teacher the middle finger and sit back down. The class laughs and the teacher says to me something like..

(Teacher talking)

"Ok mr show off. You wanna show how good you are? Lets see how you do in the sparring class hm?"

5:15 - 5:30 am Did plenty of subconscious training. Went back to bed and did a WILD.


Dream #3 The Dreamprofessor Gives a Lesson In A$$ Whupping!

Im in what looks like a gym, and this one dude turned into a giant black ogre drooling and looked as big as King Kong! He was literally destroying any and everybody who came in his path. I started glowing gold, and my shirt ripped off of me. My pants became more of a looser fit on me, and my ponytail was now just my long golden hair draped to my shoulders. My glasses broke apart, and i casually walked over to the beast whistling the entire time.

The gym now looks like a arena. There are people in the stands watch cheering. The sky is orange, and looks like doomsday almost. The beast is growling and drool is dripping from his mouth. He stands there looking down at me. Im now 6 feet away from him just staring at the beast. He growls at me, i smell his stench..the rotten breath is enough to make anyone vomit.

But i held my breath breathing calm. He roars and raises his right arm about to bash me. I quickly dodge the smash, and jump on top of his head i pluck what little pieces of hair he has on his head and he begins noticing and tries scratching his head. I jump off and land on the ground, leaping right at his stomach and punched him right in his navel. The beast falls backwards...and lands on his back.

I jump on top of him, standing on the giant beast stomach. I look down at him as he catches his last breath and passes out. The crowd cheers, and i do my victory pose and wake up.


Final dream: The desert.

Me and a friend i know, are walking across the desert. She falls in the sand and i ask her if she would like me to carry her, because she seem exhausted. I carry her our clothes are somewhat torn, and it seems like we have been starnded for hours or possibly days. We are searching for some treasure and we find keys, hidden in this chest exposed in the sand. We find other precious monuments that we were looking for. We celebrate and hug and start grabbing all of the items we find, and i wake up.

Before you read, be aware that this dream revolves around a sex scene.
Usually I simply write "I had sex", but due to its important role, I actually described it quite intensely this time.
I left out most of the really explicit or dirty details, but still, if this is something that
you find inappropriate or offensive, please do not read.


I'm walking towards a building with 4 armored guards surrounding me.
I'm full of confidence, walking strong and fast towards the door.
There's anger within me, I am here to set things straight.

As one of my guards opens the door for me, I remember that I am in King's Landing, and that I am entering one of Petyr Baelish's brothels.

The term "Game of Thrones" enters my mind, but I discard it, thinking it is the name of this world or something.
We take the stairs to the first floor, and are greeted by some prostitutes.
They are absolutely gorgeous!
Most of them are wearing slightly see-through dresses that reveal the shape of their bodies underneath, but leave everything else to the imagination.
It is difficult not to stare, but I know that I am in a position where it would be inappropriate to do so.

"I'm here for Littlefinger"

I proclaim, full of confidence.
But I quickly realize that this is all I know.
I am here because some sort of problem and I need to set things with him straight.
Why can I not remember something of such importance?

One of the women makes me a sign to follow her, and leads us through a corridor, presumably leading to Baelish's office.
I decide that once we reach it, I'll most likely remember, and decide not to worry about it.
Well that, and I'm also distracted by the woman in front of me.
She's walking very suggestively, clearly trying to draw attention to her butt which is visible through her dress.
She glances at me by looking over her shoulder, probably wondering if I'm checking her out.

I try to look as serious as possible. Pokerface.
She seems disappointed that I'm not staring and keeps walking.

To the left and right are doors leading into rooms where people are presumably heaving sex.
Well, not presumably, as I get closer I can clearly hear the voices coming from these rooms.
They are intense. Both men and women are screaming shouts of pleasure.
In front of the rooms other women are waiting, often kissing or fingering each other as they wait for customers.

The sexual tension is extreme, and the more I try to ignore it, the stronger it becomes.
I can clearly feel the sexual energy streaming from the rooms.
Some have not even bothered to close the doors to their rooms. I try not to look, but cannot avoid it most of the time.

It makes me feel quite uncomfortable.
It's not the sex, nor is it the women. The whole situation actually turns my on to a great extend.
But the sexual energy from the other men... I don't want to feel it, but it is shoved right in my face.

To top it off, I spot what appears to be a gnome walking into one of the rooms with a lady.
He's tiny!
He notices me and gives me that "I'm going to have sex with this woman" look.
The fuck?

"Here we are."

Well shit, I still don't remember why I'm here.
My guards wait outside as I enter the room.
Littlefinger is sitting behind his desk, and not very far away I spot Daenerys Targaryen with one of her dragons on her shoulder.

The dragon is bigger than in the tv-series.
(Yes, I actually think off the tv-series, but it doesn't strike me as odd that I'm with tv characters or that this scene makes absolutely no sense in the current GoT plot)

Baelish is clearly not happy to see me, and he asks me with an annoyed tone:

"What is it?"

If only I knew.
I decide the best course of action would be to just act all smug and superior and not say anything.
He doesn't really seem to expect an answer, so I just stare at him.
I'm somewhat superior to him right? ... Or... who am I?
Finally he stands up.

"This is outrageous!"

Daenerys steps in.

"Yes it is! Who do you think you are to refuse service to my dragon???"

Aha, so that's what's going on.
...
Wait what?

"This is an establishment that caters to men and women, and not to your bloody pets!"
"I am the mother of dragons and I demand that you show me respect!"

Oh boy, what have I gotten myself into here.
I feel that I should side with Daenerys though, after all I am a dragon as well.
And this request isn't really that unreasonable is it?

I smack my hand on the table and stare into Baelish's eyes and I say in a serious, powerful and slightly angry voice:

"Your whores do seem to cater to gnomes though."
"Are you perhaps suggesting that a dragon is an inferior life form compared to a fucking gnome?"

He is so scared. I can see it in his eyes. He is so scared that he cannot retain composure.
I still don't remember who I am, but I conclude that I'm some kind of amazing badass.

"I... I didn't mean it like that."

One of the prostitutes storms into the room towards Daenerys and offers to take care of her dragon.
She nods and the dragon climbs onto the shoulder of the prostitute and they go into a room.

"To think that I had to come here for this."
"My apologies..."

What am I doing?

"Sir, perhaps you would be interested in some of my women... on the house of course!"

Two prostitutes enter the room and take their tops off.
Boobies! They look so soft.
Wait... this is not something my character would do is it?
It is hard to resist the offer though.

"I have more urgent matters to attend to then to fuck your whores."
"Of course... again... my apologies, if you need anything please let me know."

I turn around and leave the room.
Fuck, I'm so horny right now.
Walking through the corridor filled with sexual energy isn't helping.
I'll just get out of here and get back to...
What was I doing? Who am I?
I stop.



You have got to be fucking kidding me.
I look around me. Half naked ladies everywhere.
It feels so real.
The smell of lavender in the air is doing a decent job of covering the smell of sex.

Uuh, this is weird, did I just make a prostitute have sex with a dragon?
How does that even work?
The idea of going into that room to see how they're doing it pops up in my head but I discard it quickly.
I start walking towards the exit again.
I try to calm down and mentally stabilize the dream, but I quickly notice that it is perfectly stable.
Should I just have some fun with one of the girls? They're all very pretty.

But then everything stops.
I can't feel any of the DC's anymore, except for one.
An extremely strong and vibrant aura is emerging from one of the rooms.
It is very familiar... who is this again?
I walk straight towards the room not thinking about anything else anymore.
I am drawn towards it by a higher power.

I open the door and find a very cute, attractive and beautiful woman, wearing a rather revealing dress.
The look she gives me is the exact opposite from cute though. It is so horny and dirty.
Is this... is this the hibiscus girl?
I search for a hibiscus flower. She's always wearing one, or it is painted somewhere on her clothes, hence why I call her "the hibiscus girl".
I can't see it, but my sense of global awareness tells me it is there, strapped into the back of her hair.
I glance into her eyes, and sure enough, they are those amazing eyes with infinite detail.
She has long brown hair, which is beautifully weaved together in a rather extravagant fashion.
I also notice some kind of long skin-tight silver bracelet on her left arm, which seems to have been sculpted to look like a dragon.

I close the door behind me and walk towards her full of confidence.
All of my encounters with her have been very sexual and I know this one isn't going to be any different.
Dream Journal Entries tagged with 'Hibiscus'

The sexual tension between us is extreme.
I can see in her eyes that she is feeling the same way I am. She can't seem to stand still of excitement.
Once I'm close enough she immediately hugs me and moves in for a kiss.
But I stop her just before our lips touch.
I'm teasing her, and I see a small opportunity.

"Who are you?"

She's breathing heavily. She can't stand it that I'm teasing her.
The sexual tension between us is so strong that it begins to manifest itself physically.
Arcs of lightning are shooting between our bodies where our skin is close.

"I won't say."

Her voice is shivering.
She tries to pull me closer so that we will finally kiss, but I keep resisting.

"Tell me!"

She clearly considers it, but decides against it.
Following a dirty smile she rips off my shirt.
She moves in again.
I'm not stopping her this time.
We kiss.

As our lips touch I get the most intense feeling all over my body.
It feels a bit like goosebumps, but it is so much more intense.
Colors quickly become ridiculously vibrant.
I can clearly hear both of our hearts racing.

She moves back a little and tries to pull me onto the bed.
There is no need to say anything, her eyes clearly scream "I want to have sex"
She moans as I rip off her dress and push her onto the bed.
She spreads her legs and holds out her arms towards me.

I quickly get rid of my clothes and jump onto the bed.
A few memories rush into my head.
Memories where she suggested that she is a dreamer and that she reads my DV DJ.
Is she real?
The train of thought vanishes as we commence.

She pulls on me to make me move faster.
Quickly things become pretty rough and she starts using excessive force to turn me around and get on top.
She keeps going faster and getting more violent. She is a lot stronger than I would have anticipated.
I need to use some of my dragonic power to gain the strength to get back on top.

This is so intense. Seeing the expression on her face.
She just can't get enough. And she is very vocal about it.
Magic abilities start "leaking" out of her.
She pushes me around so hard that her ethereal wings light up, which I see for the first time.
I love it, and I push back. We keep throwing each other around.
My senses go into complete overload, just like they did last time.

Some of the prostitutes are hiding behind some curtain, trying to sneak a few looks.
They have never seen something like this before.
She's an animal. She even bites me in the shoulder to get a better grip.
But so am I. We're both animals succumbing to our most basic urges.

We keep going until our muscles can support our bodies no more.
I let us fall backwards onto the bed, but as I hit the ground I feel that I've landed on grass, not on a bed.
For the first time in many minutes I bother to take a look around and notice that we're outside in a huge field.
She hugs me.
I can feel her exhaustion and her heavy breathing.
I try one last time.

"Who are you?"

But she just smiles. She's so happy, it's complete bliss.
Then she fades away.
Well, that's unfortunate.

I get up and look at the landscape.
All my muscles hurt, but I cannot help but feel profound satisfaction.

Then I realize that 2 women are standing behind me.
I turn around, realizing too late that I'm completely naked and that a specific body part is still fully erect.
They don't say anything, they just stare and their faces turn somewhat red.
I walk past them, finding the situation humorous.

"Good afternoon my ladies."

A crow far away starts yelling "peeeenis... peeeenis"
It is barely audible, but a good reminder of the randomness of my dreams.





I wake up and surprisingly I go from complete exhaustion to well rested.
I try to remember my previous dream which makes me scratch my head.
I take a page of notes to help me remember in the morning.
For some reason I write

"I am a dirty man"

at the very end.
Why did I do that?
I change it to

"I am a dirty an awesome man"

and smile like an idiot.
Then I go back to sleep.





...
Yuya sends me a signal that she's with Liv visiting some place and that I should come.
I teleport to their location and find myself on a rather odd planet.
It has a green sky, and the entire landscape is covered with what appears to be glass biodomes linked with each other by bridges.


I try to say hi but Liv takes a step back. She seems to be in full shyness mode which I haven't seen in a while.
Yuya on the other hand seems highly amused.

"What's going on?"

She whispers in my ear, with an evil grin on her face that tells me whatever she's going to tell me will make me feel really weird:

"You smell like sex."

...
Shit.

She bursts out laughing. Fortunately I don't feel too weird about it.

"Speaking of which, do you have any idea who this girl is?"

She closes her eyes and scans my memory to get a better grasp on whom I'm talking about.
Unfortunately, she immediately skips to the sex scene, which I did not expect at all.

"HEY!"
"Oh my!"

She gives me this "well done sir" look, that only guys are supposed to give each other.

"That was... impressive."

What makes it worse is that she means it.
And I can feel that she's a little turned on by it.
I feel rather ashamed now.

"Oh calm down, how often have I told you that we don't have those weird notions about sex you have in the waking world."

Yes, she has. And I know it isn't weird for her, but I still didn't want her to see that.

"I'm sorry."
"It's not your fault."
"And no, I don't know who she is, but she seems to be a rather curious individual."

I try to change the topic.

"So, where are we?"

She explains to me how and why the biodomes were built.
The one next to us apparently holds a collection of the most amazing candy that has ever existed.
This explains why the room is full of guards. You can clearly see it from where we're standing.
The candy is also in the open, laid out on different tables.

"Huh? Do they only have old-fashioned guards? No futuristic or magic security systems?"
"No, just guards. I mean, how would you sneak in there?"

Exactly! How would I?
I can't blink there because there's a physical obstruction in the way.
However...

I summon my phoenix wings, trying not to alarm Yuya.
She doesn't notice.
This is gonna be fun.
I look over at the biome and immediately see that I have a short window right now where nobody is looking.

*Zap*
*Pick*
*Zap*

Yuya looks at me curiously.

"Did you just do something?"

She must have felt my aura change for a split second.

"Maybe?"

I reveal one of the candies I've just stolen in my mouth.

"!!! No you haven't!"

I grin.

"Are you mad? Oh who am I kidding, of course you are."
"So let's skip to the important question... did you...?"
"Of course!"

I hand her one of the other candies I've stolen.

"Nice!"

I also offer one to Liv but she doesn't want one.
The fact that I've just committed thievery makes her rather uncomfortable.

The candy in my mouth starts to become extremely sour. I did not expect that.
But it tastes so good... yet my tongue feels like it can't handle it.
Then suddenly, Yuya and I spot a guard walking by.

We stand up straight and try not to look suspicious.
Unfortunately, at that specific moment, the candy becomes so sour that none of us are able to keep a straight face.
The guard looks at us both and presumably witnesses the two worst attempts at a pokerface in history.
He is visibly confused but decides to keep walking.

Both Yuya and I have to laugh out loud once he's gone.
Good times.

Fantastic dream this morning! I’m SO glad I was able to finish it. I think this dream came straight from my subconscious. It concerns something I’ve been working on in my personal life, and this dream is sort of like my graduation, I’d say!

I dreamed that I was back at home with my parents and brother. The house was different than it really is, something like three stories. I was there on the sly to retrieve something (though I don’t know what it was) and get out unseen. My brother’s window was open, but I couldn’t get to it without being seen, so I decided to hide in the thickets under the pine trees and wait until nightfall. For some reason, my parents decided to walk around outside. I tried to stay hidden as best I could. I thought about jumping the fence, but there was no way I could do that without drawing attention to myself. So I kept still. Eventually, they found me anyway. (Side note: I do not have a good relationship with my family, in fact I don’t have one at all.) My dad was carrying some kind of stick, maybe a walking stick. Since I was bent down hiding in the bushes, my dad jabbed me in the back with the stick and pushed me face down on the ground like an intruder. It hurt. So I jumped up and decided to make a run for it. By this time, my mother had picked up a stick tried to swordfight me with it. I reached and grabbed a stick of my own and fought back. We parried for awhile, but I was easily able to overcome the weak fight she put up. I ran past her and jumped in my brother’s window. He was not in his room, but I found the object (a small silver thing) I was looking for and ran up the stairs to my parents’ room on the third floor (in the waking world it’s all one floor). I opened their bedroom window which faced the tops of the pine trees and thought about jumping into a pine, which my cat did one time, but then I remembered I could fly! So I stepped onto the window frame and jumped! I was flying! I flew right over the pine trees circled around flying from the backyard to the front and then down the road. I was careful to keep a good altitude. Fortunately that didn’t seem too hard. I was soaring over treetops and electrical lines. It was wonderful and beautiful! I could see birds and other animals. The clouds were fluffy and pink. The sun was shining. It was late afternoon. And I was thinking as I left my family, “They didn’t even know I could fly!” I love flying; it feels so good!

Had the alarm wake me up at several times, well, just 2-3 times, which is why I remembered a few dreams.

Took 6mg of Melatonin before going to bed, had one moment where I could've done a DEILD, but gave up, had one moment where I could've used the CANWILD tech, but failed to cooperate....ugh...but I met a certain someone, twice.

05.10.2012

Eva in my Arms..... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm sitting in a gym, and I'm resting on a wall somewhere, and it seems that me and someone in my arms is in an area with some group of children and teenagers. She was resting on my chest, probably sleeping or something, because there wasn't a lot of movement on her part.

I think she probably was injured, but I'm not sure. While I was wrapping my arms under her armpits and to her sides, I also touched near her upper thigh region. There were children around, but I didn't really care if they were going to see some awkward things happening.

I didn't realize it at first, but I had to be holding Eva, because for some reason, I think I had a dream shift from a previous dream, and I don't know if it's the second time I held her in my arms below, or if that was first and this was second.

Ugh...anyway, I had her wrapped on me while she's sleeping, and I had my hand close enough to where her private areas could be touched, but I didn't do anything else.

Some child who looked like a kid I knew in waking life is looking at us basically groping each other, or maybe groping her, and tells me,

"Hey you can't do that!"

Just hearing this brat's voice pissed me off, I wanted to tell him to Shut the fuck up because he has no say in this matter, but I tell him in an awkward tone,

"Yes I can! She's my girlfriend!"

Uhhh did that just come out of my mouth in this dream?


.....................looooool....

The worse part about this dream was that I could only feel someone embracing my body, so it being Eva could be wrong, but it felt like her....I guess? Even though I never really knew how she was towards me?

I guess she could've been alive, or I could've been a necrophiliac and had a near to death body....BAHAHAAHAHHA, that's not really funny....*cries* who knows....

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05.10.2012

Eva in my Arms.....again? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm playing Metal Gear Solid 3, or at least seeing Snake walk around in third person perspective, and I believe I'm controlling him without actually playing the game, if it is a game....

I believe we were in the Swamp/Forest/Jungle part in the game, and I believe I was trying to hide from Ocelot, but I didn't notice until the dream resets just a little bit.

I saw Eva disguised as Tatyana, her alias, and she was wearing the whole green outfit as well. She looked like she was waiting for someone, seeing as she was just standing there.

There's some gaps in my recall on this, so I'll presume there's a dream shift, and it seems that I'm holding Eva in my arms again. I think there was some major fighting going on, since I saw Snake being pulled up from a helicopter, along with a few other DCs except for me and Eva.

She looked tired and injured, like in the last dream. I go to an area in the Jungle where we can both rest. I believe I braced against a wall and sat down while holding her in my arms.

The dream resets, and I say reset because Eva was standing in the same position I saw her in.

This time she asked to herself,


"Where is that asshole?"

.........................................>.>

..............<.<

...............heh....hope she wasn't referring to me.....*cries*

Anyway, while she's standing around, I hear the Caution music for MGS3 playing, and I think I'm playing as Snake again in third person mode. I think I had to lure Eva to go to a certain spot so Ocelot wouldn't see me.

And the same item I had to use was a Croc cap....loooooool, okay, working with the logic, I throw the croc cop somewhere in front of Eva.

(It wasn't the whole croc cap, just the package it comes in when you find it in the game)

As she goes towards it, I go around this small boulder separating us, and I think I put her in a CQC hold, or in short, just holding her near her neck, but not really trying to kill or injure her.

I think I had another moment where the dream resets again with me throwing the Croc cop near Eva's area, but I kind of threw it in an awkward position, so I picked it up, and threw it again.

I don't know why the dream resets for me to be in that situation, but I get to Eva again either way, but I didn't get to hold her because Ocelot was still around.

I thought he caught me, but apparently, he doesn't have any intention to kill me, he's just surprised that I'm here, I guess, and he wants me to take out all the weapons and items I have.

The environments starts getting weird, I'm seeing Solid Snake in third person view instead of Naked Snake (Solid Snake isn't really supposed to be born right now, seeing as he's the son of Eva being the surrogate for Naked Snake???....but it's a dream, so oh well).

The environment turns blank and has some colors of gray or silver. The whole place is dull, it's like this whole thing was simulation like in the VR missions you see in MGS2 with Raiden or Snake.

Anyway, Solid/Naked Snake (I can't tell anymore) starts dropping his weapons and items, they just come out of him like that lol.

Ocelot is inspecting them, picking them up, and while he's doing that, my perspective is kind of weird. I'm also checking them as well, in a weird third person perspective. I saw some letters like "p squared (p^2) and probably "q squared (q^2)" as well.

For some reason, that has to be related to the Hardy-Weinberg equation of p^2+2pq+q^2=1......


Hmmm, I wonder why the description on some items had elements of that equation???

I can't remember much that occurs later on in the dream, except for Ocelot looking around and picking up all the items around Snake that he wanted him to take out.

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05.10.2012

Biochemistry Seminar Class (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking outside near my University, around clock tower, and it seems I'm headed for the Biochemistry Seminar course I had this semester. I see a guy wearing a fluorescent green shirt and black pants, along with a black packpack as well.

I couldn't make out his face, but it looked like he was one of the classmates I had for the class, and he was headed his way to the classroom as well. I go the usual way to get to the class since there was construction going on from the last route I took the first semester of college.

I tried to see if the construction still went on in the dream, but the place was gated, so I couldn't go the other way even if it was all cleaned up and brand new.

Now here's the next part that I'm confused on which happened first......

I go inside a building, and the carpet is green I believe, I head near a room that I assume is the class I have to go to. Then I see a blonde girl sitting near the door, and I sit next to her. She was wearing a white shirt and black sports shorts with the white lining on the sides of them.

Then I believe I decided to head into the room, and I see almost everyone that took the class in waking life. I see that they're turning in some paper for a seminar, and it had the previous guest speaker's name on it...let's call him Pat.

I realized something was weird and asked them,

"Wait, didn't our teacher say that since it was our last seminar meeting, that we didn't have to turn in a paper?"

They all realized this and some probably had a mental facepalm moment and said, "ooooh yeah."

Even though I realized that we didn't have a paper to turn in, I still didn't do a reality check myself because I'm already finished with the course, so I guess it wouldn't have been any better to tell them that, but I guess it was better for me, because I would be panicking, because I didn't think I had a paper to turn in for the teacher.

Since we didn't have a paper to turn in, and since it was our last seminar class last week, I told them while standing up getting ready to leave,

"So I guess this means we can go........right?"

I look at them, and it seems they're turning their face towards a Biochemistry Adviser in waking life that I've seen before. I sit back down and ask her a few questions like if the teacher is going to show up.

Apparently, she's there just to fill his spot in the mean time. I was confused, and ask her why she's here, but I said it indirectly, which made it harder because she didn't understand what I was asking her, looool.

She was talking about some theories on the white board, and was making some kind of weird model of some kind of hormone, RNA, DNA, or whatever molecule.


She told us to watch out for any small green parts to the model being on the floor. I lean to my left side, and I check the floor, which was fluffy, and there seemed to be no green parts at all, so I get back up and watch her go on some wild tangent over random information.

It was something like a Butter something Theory, where the hottest region in the universe would roll all over, like a dab of butter in the middle of the pan would be heated up, and the pan would lean to various sides, causing the butter to move around.

She didn't really tell me all this, but the name of the Theory automatically made me associate it with that in the dream.

The dream shifts, and I think the real professor actually is here. I forgot if I asked him if I can use a printer, or if he needed to get something printed, but I use the printer to the left of me, and it seems that it isn't printing right. As the paper is going down to be printed, it goes down too fast, which means things get misaligned. The paper even folds into two because of the force, and I look at the professor awkwardly.

Then he starts talking about some stuff, and was using some headphones I had as a microphone, but I signaled him that he should use the microphone that's placed right in the middle of me. He takes it, and I move the wire away from the printer so he can have more wire to move around with.

I'm not listening to ANYTHING this guy is saying, I just pretend that I'm interested in everything he's saying. Then I get some flashing clips of some lady in a shiny and silver latex suit, kind of like the suits one of the ladies from the Beauty and the Beast unit in MGS4 would wear when they had the name "Laughing (name)."

Even though I'm seeing the ass of the woman, I think the lady had black hair or something, and she was crawling all over the place showing her ass off. I think it was probably Raging Beauty.

Better view than listening to the professor....and I should've caught that the guy never taught in class, all he did was just have the filler role of guiding the guest speaker to the right place after they gave us a little preview of that they'll be talking about.

I can't remember much after that.

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05.10.2012

Melanieb's Hot Older Daughter (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, this dream.....either I'm seeing someone in the future, or maybe Melanieb has a daughter my age that she hasn't talked about to me.

Anyway, I'm looking at a photo of a hot blonde girl, probably around my age of 18, and there's this guy who has six pack abs and everything, a perfect trophy boyfriend for the girl.

Melanieb is talking to me through some instant messaging program, but it's appearing as a small hologram instead of me using a laptop. She starts talking about how fine the guy looks, and I just take what she says about him.

I zoom in closer on what might be an older daughter of hers, and she was pretty hot. Her lips were little big, but it wasn't a distraction or anything.

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05.10.2012

Get Out... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This same dream...I could've done a DEILD from the CANWILD tech I was trying to do...you'll see...

I was arguing with my mother about something, and we're inside my apartment, lol that's weird......

Anyway, I started to get serious with her, and eventually, she can't take it anymore and wants me to get out of my apartment.....um okay....it's my apartment, but okay, I'll get out if you lost the verbal battle with me.

I look at the table to my right, and I grab a shirt before going outside. She's pointing her way to the door, and as I'm getting closer and closer....

THE ALARM RINGS....and I wake up. Lol, I could've went for a DEILD, but eh.....I don't know what was wrong with me, that was the PERFECT association my body has made to signal me that the alarm was about to initiate.

Oh well...

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05.10.2012

Ho-Oh (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in this area where there's a few green hills, along with buildings with some stone gray stairs, and having an overall color of gray to them. There were a lot of areas where you hide under the stairs.

I think I was playing a game with some random people, I can't remember exactly, and I believe I saw a Ho-Oh somewhere in this dream.

The dream shifts to me just running around the place, trying to find the people I was playing with....

What a boring dream......

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05.10.2012

Sidney Poitier Arrested? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a house, and my mother and Sidney Poitier are with me as well. The doorbell rings, and I go check to see who it is by looking through the hole. I couldn't get a good view of them, because everything was blurry. I told the people inside what they looked like, but I can't remember the exact description.

I head to go back to a room somewhere in the house, and the door opens. It was two cops in black uniforms that came to arrest Sidney Poitier.


One of the cops comes in while Poitier is being hand-cuffed, and he's asking if one of us is the father.....lol wut??? I looked at my mother, and asked her if I should call my father (wait why would I do that???).

The cop said I can call him, I think? I can't remember much after that.

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05.10.2012

Blonde girl kidnapped (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm honestly freaked out by this dream....ugh...

There's this blonde girl who looks like she's around the age of 4-7, and she's wearing a light pink outfit. I believe she was going to walk with her friend to go home, but I think she disappeared.

Then a random old man in horrible clothing, almost as if he's a homeless guy, comes in and grabs the little girl, and has one hand over her mouth so she wouldn't scream.

He said that they would both have a fun time together...

Ugh...disgusting.

I don't know how I got so lucky, but I had WILD, than after waking up, several subsequent DEILDs. And the transitions were so quick and clean: Vibrations, no SP, quick HI, then instant lucidity. I'm gonna blame the 5-HTP since I've been taking it more regularly. And possibly jusdt more awareness. I had maybe 4 or 5 DEILDs. I honestly lost count, since I don't write them down until I'm fully awake. I might remember some of the events out of order, but I'll write everything I can remember. I had a damn blast!

I woke up at 7am for my usual WBTB, but I have a cold, and there were so many loud animals, that I wasn't able to fall asleep until around 9am. I would sleep and wake up alot, coughing, having vague dream recall but nothing specific. Then finally I woke up on my side, and as I drifted back to sleep, felt the vibrations. After a few seconds, my vision was filled with what looked like an early 1900's black and white documentary about automobiles. This little "movie" would fade out while my vision would fade in. And I could see my room. If I didn't know any better, it would have been an FA because it looked like my room exactly. But I could feel my eyelids closed. After a moment, I could see my room clearly, and knew I was lucid, and got up. It happened this way for each and every DEILD this morning. I felt like such a pro.

I'll have to fill in details later, but here's some highlights:

• Sex with Danny but we were both guys. I transitioned from the b&w movie thing and got out of bed. I had decent clarity, but I decided to look at my hands anyway. I remembered in an instant that another DV member mentioned that he/she noticed missing fingers during a lucid hand examination. Sure enough, I noticed fingers on my right hand disappearing one by one until I had a knuckly palm, and nothing more. I chirped and pulled my hand from view. Because it was ewwww. That's why I hate the finger/palm. It's so grody. Then I left the bedroom and went to the living room, Danny was lying back in a recliner that we don't actually own. I details details.

• I awoke, and instantly DEILDed into another lucid in the same way. I went straight into the kitchen this time, wanting to attempt lucid food. I opened my palm like I did the last time, trying to will a bagel to appear, as easily as I did the last time. A faint, bagel-sized outline appeared on my hand, then went poof. So I went to our pantry and tried eating some nuts, but they didn't have much flavor.

• I woke up again and went straight back into a lucid the same way. It's strange, I'm almost afraid that if I get out of my bed, that I will be getting up in real life, but I never do. Lucid is lucid. I left the bedroom, and went straigt out the front door. It was beautiful. I saw a courtyard in an Italian-style villa. There were lush gardens, bursting with freshly booming bougainvillea. There was a gazebo, with golden silk panels, and a woman sitting underneath, in a stunning dress made of seemingly endless layers of golden silk peau de soi. She had a gold, silken hat, and a golden lace parasol as well. She was looking down, reading a book, and I couldn't see her face. I remember Chris suddenly appearing beside me, looking only about half his age (he's 8 in real life). I said "Hey Chris, how old do yuo think you are?" He said "10." Haha ok then. I wanted to see who the lady was. I lifted the rim of the hat ever so slightly, and it was MY MOM!! She looked ticked off, like I had interrupted her. Never does that in real life. Still, I knew it was a dream so I played along for the giggles. I told Chris that she was his Nonny, and he wanted to take a picture. I thought "pointless!!!!" but I just told him that I didn't have my camera.

• I remember watching the dress rehearsal of a play of some sorts. It looked like it took place in the late 1800's, because they were all dressed like Little House on the Prairie folk. I was still feeling randy, because the dream with Danny didn't turn out quite right. So I eyeballed one of the lead characters, a pretty young blonde, and went up to her as I felt my gender adjust. She was all like "Noooooooo!" and started to run across the stage. So I went after her, darting this way and that. Some other characters on stage blocked her, and I grabbed her, lifting her up and carrying her off. I remember feeling intense compassion for her. I wasn't trying to be mean. She just... ran lol. When I was carrying her to a nearby table, she said, "I just want you to need me, not just want me." I said "Oh yeah, I need you baby." And I kissed her. To answer Alyzarin's earlier question more fully, I remember when I kissed her, some of my long hair got in the way for a moment, so I was still female me, just with a schlong. I remember french kissing her and it felt so incredibly wonderful. I got about halfway with getting her lovely dress off and then I woke up. Too many emotions I guess?

• Walked around in some really fancy mansions, taking note of the expensive, opulent furniture, wishing I could take it back to real life with me. In every DEILD, I would start out in my bed as usual, then leave the bedroom. But when I left the front door of the house, it was always another room that doesn't exist in real life. But it was always beautiful, full of ridiculously expensive furniture. At one point I remember remarking on a footstool, covered in cream colored silk peau de sois, or silk dupioni, with little flower buds embroidered on top in a symmetrical pattern. The Queen Anne legs of the stool were covered in cream colored silk suede, and when I picked it up, I wished I could take it with me. I knew it was just a dream stool though.

• I ate a bagel and cream cheese and could taste the cream cheese, but not the bagel so much. I can't remember the order of the DEILDs at this point, but I remember that this was the 3rd time trying. The first two attempts only produced a circle on my palm. But the 3rd time, a perfect egg bagel manifested itself on my right palm. I willed it to be toasted, and filled with cream cheese. It did, but when I took a bite, I only tasted the cream cheese. The bagel itself had the soft, light crunch of a New Orleans po'boy baguette, and not the chewy, eggy, savory voluptuousness of a proper Jewish bagel to which I am accustomed. But better than the last lucid bagel, which had nearly no taste whatsoever.

• I took Chris flying, then later swimming. I left the bedroom as usual after the same DEILD scenario, and I came upon another beautiful room in some foreign mansion. I thought to myself, in a haughty way, that I was having a kick ass time with this having DEILD after DEILD, that I decided to do something more constructive than chasing women. So I decided to try flying. The hard part was the fact that this room only had a window to get out. I was losing dream control. And Chris appeared again. So I asked him if he wanted to go for a fly. He said yes, so I put him, rather a reduced in size version of him, over my shoulders. I looked out the window, and it was a beautiful scene: something like the Mediterranean, though we were somehow stories above it. I looked down, and it appeared as though there was a wedding, or small scale sport going on, for there were several rows of white fold-up chairs facing the shore. I remember thinking to myself that even though I'm lucid, flying with Chris might be hard, because I'm used to flying low to the ground, and never with the weight of another person. And starting from so high up! I usually just run on the ground and get a few feet up. But I was tired of being a chickenshit, so we just made a leap of faith, and we landed right on top of those people in the chairs lol. They all grunted in disapproval, and I said, "I'm so sorry everyone, I didn't account for the difference in weight." I tried again and we bounced up into the air, miles above the Mediterranean shore. I can still see it in my mind. So beautiful. I could see villas along the outskirts. I went up and down, never quite falling, never quite losing control, just trying to keep from plummeting. I remember saying to myself, find a wind and use it. So I did. I was flapping, and feeling Chris's arms around my neck the whole time. He had reduced to quite the passive character at this time, which was good. Any feelings for my son can make me lose my grasp on lucidity.
  

• FINALLY I thought I'd get extra courageous and brave the dark, murky, lucid waters of my demented subconscious. After I was done flying above the sea, I decided to plunge down. I still had Chris on my shoulders though, so that probably made me too ambivalent. Still we went under. I wanted to get out immediately. Even in a lucid dream, I can't stand the thought of something happening to a Chris, even if it's just his DC version. But when we tried to get out, we ended up in a fat, metal tunnel, nearly full of water, and flowing nonstop. I felt along the water to the side of the tunnel, until I could feel it. Almost see it. I drew a wide rectangle with my fingers, hoping to contrive an escape window. When it formed, I opened it, only to find out that the tunnel was actually partially submerged under water. The opening began to fill up with water, and gobs of fish. So we floated above it all and i tried the same maneuver on the ceiling of the tunnel, hoping somehow that the top might be even a little above the water. Nope. I opened it, and not so much water, as tons of slimy fish plopped down, nearly smothering us. I felt along the walls of the tunnel, amidst millions of wiggling fish, and managed to find metal bars leading upward. I could feel Chris's tiny arms around my neck the whole time. I was always checking for that, even though I knew it was just a dream. Some fears take time I suppose. Still, all in all, it was a damn party.
  

I'll have to fill in more later as I remember it. And I'll add details. Some of them made me laugh when I woke up from them.

[edit] DONE! Took ages.