All DJ Entries

First

I'm at dinner in a fancy large dining room. Someone suddenly attacks my farther with a knife and kills him. The attacker tries to kill me, too, but somehow fails, only leaving a small wound. I go take care of the wound. Someone who asks if I'm alright. I say it's just a small wound and that the assassin didn't seem to know where to aim. It is now apparent to me that someone stands to inherit a lot if they can get rid of me, too, and that they will try again. The assassin got away, but he was just some hired help anyway.

My friends don't seem very alarmed. They just tell me to relax and forget the whole thing. I need to go downstairs, apparently for evening snack. I take some long heavy object with me, don't remember what it was, and head down, to the dungeons. There are some people I dislike hanging around the stairs, sneering. I keep them away with the weapon. Downstairs there are again people who are appalled by my violent temperament and tell me to relax and enjoy the evening.

Second

A scout camp or a hike is ending, people are leaving. There is a person giving free massages to the tired people around. I'm not assertive enough to make it known, but my shoulders feel pretty horrible. There is always someone who gets there first and I don't get a massage.

From the night before

I'm with my boss in an office room. It's raining outside and he says something about biking in the rain. I say that I'm probably still gonna go to work today.

Later I'm running some large programs on a server. I check that it's going okay and go for a coffee break. When I get back, I look at them again. There is a short black down and everything reboots. Apparently doesn't cause any harm though.

It is 12:36AM on Monday, May 14, 2012. I am tang vyvanse tonight to stay up in order to do work for school. Also I plan on doing some more research on lucid dreaming. I woke up today around 1:00PM (5/13/12) I assume i'll want to take a nap around 1:00PM (5/14/12). This is when my next attempt will be. Depeding on how tired I am I may take a vyvanse in the morning to get through class. If this is the case, then I will not be tired until that night. This entry will be in place of the night of sleep I have missed. I have started to use dream view.com as it seems to be helpful. I will also record any new findings throughout the night. My main questions for the night: Do drugs affect dreams? Also, do they affect the ability to recall dreams or even become lucid?

1. at an insane asylum courtyard, maybe a prison, not sure.
2. Wake up inside of a very small mobile home with some soldiers in a wooded area, monsters with pink tentacles appear and kill soldiers, I run.
3. man appears, he's a vampire, I get bitten, fade to black.
4. I wake up, I can fly. The trees are looking at me.
-end-

This morning was interesting. I awoke at 4am on my own. Got up to go to the bathroom. I took one galantamine and went back to bed. I read for 15 minutes and proceeded to fall asleep.
I went straight into lucid dream. I was in a room with people I never saw before.
Not going into too much detail, because sex was involved. Long story short, I kept waking up to my timer (lucidology), and instead of staying awake which is what usually happens, I kept perfectly still. I didn't plan this, but In my mind, i looked down to my hands, and they were in a prayer pose. Within seconds i could feel myself slipping back into the same dream and place, with same people.
Each time it started off hazy and fuzzy. I kept saying "clarity now!", and looking at my astral hands to clear my vision and it worked.
This happened at least five times, before I finally decided to get up.
I did go to bed late, and was very tired at 4am so I think the lack of sleep, along with the galantamine pill that kept me having multiple DEILDs .
Anyway it was pretty awesome.

I was standing next to a counter with an Asian guy behind it, and I was like...
Hey, I think I'm dreaming...
So, I did a Nose Plug RC and got Lucid!!!
Started rubbing my hands but then the dream started fading because it was just as I was waking up...
And the asian guy was just looking at me like, 'wtf'...


But YAY!!!

I remember something about my friend playing Gears of War 3, which he doesn't have , and then I see that he had a new skateboard deck, (a baker) but it turned out being his sister's (she's never skated in her life as far as I know). I ollied on it inside the house once, and it cracked into 6 pieces. I did this in their parent's room for some reason.

Today I tool an Nap and fell into SP.But I did not Lucid Dream.

This one was rather odd, but very memorable. I was in a dodgeball game, wearing an old wool sweater, that had a zipper curiously placed on the right shoulder. I remember wearing it rarely in waking life, and it was always extremely scratchy and generally uncomfortable. So I was wearing this sweater, and I was in my school's gymnasium. There was a girl who is not in my class, playing a Harry Potter game on a laptop.

One of my P.E. teachers is a huge pedo, and he made some sly comment to the girl who was playing the harry potter game. What that comment was I can't remember. My (female) P.E. teacher was in the boys locker room. I remember going in the locker room and finding some other sweater that wasn't mine on the bench. I also remember something about giving people little orbs of green energy and I was calling them "chromosomes". That's all I can remember.

This one is fragmented, mainly because it's from a few months ago, but also because I never recalled the majority of the dream in the first place. I was in a neigborhood that doesn't exist, but seems to be a fusion of the neighborhood I live in now, and one that goes in kind of a circle around a small pond (in the dream the curve was very exaggerated, and the whole dream had a very curvy and off feel to it. Everything was warped far to the left, except my friend and I). So I was with someone I was friends with at the time, and we were just walking around the neighborhood. Something that I do a lot with my friends in waking life. The houses looked very big and expensive (and these houses reminded me of yet another neighborhood that a different friend lives in). In my dream journal, I mentioned something about that dream somehow being related to DreamViews, but I have no clue how. I don't remember such a thing. That's about it. Not very detailed, but I feel like entering some memorable old dreams will stimulate/improve my recall.

I dreamt a lot of things that I don't remember, however I do remember seeing my brother in a brown car, I think it was at a Mcdonalds drive through. I became lucid, but was still kind of doubting that it was a dream. Eventually I realised it was really a dream, then my brother changed into another person, some kind of bearded homeless man. Then I can't remember what happened.

Writing this at 5:30PM on May 13 2012. I slightly recall remembering my dreams of that night. Very vague nothing vivid and very displeasing. First night of my research month. Confused that I did not become lucid or at least remember dreams. I felt very focused and aware in the waking world. The day before (11 May 2012) I spent hours on hours reading about lucid induction, as well as reading about others lucid dreams with the thought that if I spent most of the day concentrating and focusing on lucid dreams, I would have one. (Or at least remember my regular dreams). As of now I hadn't remembered my dreams and this is really putting a damper on my experiment as I need to progress fast.

My cousin and I are driving around a town just north of where my grandma lives. It's a fairly large town and were racing through the streets. Eventually we park at the mall but decide to just walk around, we start walking past the fairgrounds and the factory areas when a girl runs past us and toward some warehouse. I start chasing her but she jumps on top of the building. 'whoa I think I'm Dreaming' I do one reality check and try to fly, but I can't. The girl gets away, and when I turn around there is some guy standing there staring at me. Come with me he says and starts walking down the road. my cousin is nowhere to be seen and I can't shake the feeling that I'm dreaming. He leads me into some theatre but we don't leave the front concession room. He pulls out a suitcase and when he opens it up there is something on it that says telepathy. He explains to me that what is in the syringe will make us able to talk to each other telepathically. He sticks a needle in his arm, then mine. As we start talking without speaking I notice that he knows a lot about me. I become fully lucid suddenly and Know I am dreaming. The Unrealness of the whole situation makes me aware. I then ask the guy what it feels like to know your in someone else's dream but he starts to ignore me. I ask again and he looks at me and replies, "How does it feel to Know that this is not your real body and that your real body is laying in bed somewhere? Can you Feel your Body?" I then Start to feel my real body laying in a cool bed with my face on the down pillows. I wake Up in my bed at my grandmas house and have a strange feeling. I go and open the door and my grams on the other side and she scares me because I was not expecting it at all. She asks if I want breakfast and I say sure and follow her to the dining room. Hashbrowns Eggs, and Bacon are laid out and I sit across from my Gram and start to fill my plate. We eat in silence for awhile thinking. A strange thought crosses my mind and I think I should have stuck with doug so I could have caught a ride back home.That thought breaks the illusion and I realise I am dreaming. My gram is gone but I'm still siting in the dining room.I start to hear a noise and can't tell what it is. I suddenly recognise the noise and am sleeping on the couch, My dog freaking out wanting to go outside.

Highly fragmented. I remember driving down what was probably the Monumental Axis in Brazil. The enormous freeway was deserted except for 8 cars, 4 in each lane. In each of the cars was a faintly familiar figure from early experiences. The main person I was concerned with was my old girlfriend who shifted out of my lane and into the opposite lane. Now there are 5 in her lane and 3 in mine. I kept waiting for her to shift back, but she never did. I accelerated and left the group behind. The dream was silent the whole way through.
<Dream ends>
Kogami
5/13/2012 10:21 PM

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now grab a bite to eat, and enjoy reading my dreams


Dream #1 Amrapali Ambegaokar.


Im in my current house in the living room, sitting down on the couch, watching the beautiful Kathak dancer/actress Amrapali Ambegaokar, give me a special dance performance. After her perfomance, she sits next to me and we start talking about dreams. She asks me is it possible to share dreams, i tell her that yes it is in fact possible. (What a missed chance of a reality check) She mentions to me, that a friend of hers has a performance later, and that she promised her she will show up.

I thank her and tell her that i will try and share a dream with her one day.
(What a lack of awareness there for me) I hug her, and walk her to her car and walk back to the house and wake up.


4:30 - 4:45 am. I did plenty of subconscious training, and went back to sleep.


Dream #2 Giving A Lesson On Dreams.


Im talking to a very attractive European looking woman about dreams. She has a very lean figure, and looks very much in shape. She has slanted brown eyes, long brunette hair, and is wearing a tan sweater and some black pants, and black ballet flats. We are in the kitchen and i am talking to her about dreams. She wants something to drink, and i give her a orange pop. (Soda)

We sit down at the kitchen table, and i tell her..

"Anytime you are in your waking life, do you ever stop and ask yourself...where am i? What did i do a hour ago?"

"Umm noo not really why?"

Im rubbing my hawk coin looking at her, and say to her..

"Because this is a dream thats why."

"Really? Everything feels so real."

"Thats because our minds are wired around what is suppose to look, smell, taste, and feel real. Does that drink taste real?"

She nods her head. I tell her to start doing more reality checks in her spare time such as asking herself, what did she do a hour ago, what day is it, and how did she end up where she is. I tell her that pretty soon she will be on her way to achieving lucidity much more often.


Dream # 3 Stop Him!


Im in some meeting with a group of men in suits. Im projected as a White man with short black hair slick back, and wearing a dark black suit. Im staring at these different files on the tables, and noticed a file that said..TOP SECRET INFORMATION. It was in big bold red letters. I ask one of the men to pass me that file so i can take a look at it to make sure its the right document. A man hands it to me.

I jumped thru a window and it shatters. I hear a man yelling

"WHAT ARE YOU GUYS WAITING ON, STOP HIM!!!"

Im running down a crowded street and project back as myself. I run thru stores, buildings, and finally find my hideout and set the file in my dresser cabinet and wake up.


Final dream frag: How is your reality checks going?

I just remember talking with one of my dream characters about how to properly do reality checks. I remember her being a female and thats all i remember.

Dreamed that my classmate H texted me at 8am on our day off that I needed to come to class because 'Hin Lan' (or a similar name) was there and we needed to present our design concepts. I was not happy.