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This was the dream I had after the "Bugs in the forest" dream. I think the dream skipped in to this dream.

This dream first started off on a small boat, with my mother. We were both just walking around the boat, maybe having a few chats along the way. Not sure where we were heading but we were on a boat haha. The sky was really dark blue and it was cloudy. It was almost stormy but pretty warm. Very odd weather. I felt like I was on a cruise through an apocalypse at night, although it was light and warm. By this point we were looking out at the vast sea when surprisingly 6-8 killer whale type sharks swum around us. It started to rain but there wasn't any drops falling and the sea was shaking a little more. Not too violent but shakey . We were both scared shitless as the sharks leaped in and out of the water, then one shark jumped out and bit the back (or front?) of our boat off but we remained floating on the surface of the water. Soon, several other boats appeared randomly and were bitten exactly like our boat was. It almost seemed as if the same dream fragment happened again but in another view. The exact dream fragment happened to our ship again later on after we evaded the sharks. I grabbed a harpoon and shot a few of the sharks out. There were only about 4 left at this point but we had no harpoons left, so I think I may have punched the sharks as they leaped out at us. The sharks give up and swim away and I got a phone call, from the young girl in the previous dream. She phoned up to see what happened and the dream skipped.

The next part took place in a lab-looking place, like a robotic super market. I couldn't really remember what it was like but this old lady came up to us and I explained what happened with the shark attack. She started blabbering on about a war video game after I explained. But I just went along with it and we spoke about the game for a while.

That is all I can remember for now, but I know there was another dream afterwards (the 3rd that night) but I didn't get any notes down and I can only remember one little dream fragment about it. This dream was scary and weird . But I enjoyed it quite a bit, I like having dreams AND nightmares for some reason haha. I can't wait to see what other dreams I have tomorrow.

I also found that eating cheddar cheese may have increased the vividness in those dreams. It happened before and made my dreams vivid but the day after that I didn't dream because I woke up too early. I think I may carry out this test for the rest of the week . I eat about 3 small slices 30 minutes before I sleep, if you're wondering.

Hope you enjoyed reading this .

It's dark at nighttime, in the mudfield. There's a wooden cart on fire, and about 7-8 Asian women trapped underneath it crying for help. At first I think I ran away, but then went back with the help of Dulta or Anton and together we saved them. I carried a pretty one on my back and made some compliment to her. Somehow they were not injured in the slightest.

We brought them back to a house, I think it was Dulta's but it was very small. We left the women there and when we returned, they had turned into little dolls.
My aunt remarked something along the lines of "Isn't it endearing how he thinks these dolls are real?".

05.15.2012

Just walking and chilling (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking in the back alley or some remote and quiet area was what seemed like a city beyond my view. I start spacing out a bit, and as I'm walking, something doesn't feel right. I nose plus reality check, and I can breathe through my nose.

Instead of getting too excited, because I know there were so many things I could've done, especially with the city that would be apparent if I had been able to stabilize a little bit longer.

I believe I was wearing dark or blue jeans, alone with a white dress shirt with short sleeves, and there really thin black lining on it going vertically or horizontally.

It could've just been the shade, but yeah, I saw myself in third person view for a while, like seeing myself and looking up from the ground, and then I established a first person view again.

The area I'm in, it had a huge contrast compared to the city that would appear if I moved a bit further.

I'm going to take a moment to describe the feeling and the environment around me, since there's not much going on except me focusing only on the external.

When I realized that I was dreaming, my hands were extending out in front of me, and my eyes slowly opened. It was completely dark at first, but I could still see the city from beyond exhibiting a very bright energy.

The place I'm in had this sense of calmness despite it being a little dark, it was just dark enough for it to be considered as shade compared to the city out there.

There were small hues of purple on the skyscrapers I was walking through. When I looked up in third person view, these skyscrapers were huge, and I literally so the point of view from above as if I'm zooming in my perspective at a certain point.

I said that now because in waking life, it isn't like that, normally, I would only see this rule being applied loosely in things like How-To-Draw that include a section on perspective and everything.

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05.15.2012

I just want to freaking sign my Signature!!! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream happened after the lucid I had. I heard the alarm play the two times I set it for the late morning.

I honestly don't know how I'm remembering all of this, but hey, if my mind is giving me the experience back again...no use complaining!

And I really need to start describing my dreams more and more, really helps with linking things back together.

I'm riding my bicycle at University Drive in College Station, and I believe I'm wearing something related to the sleeveless cardigan sweater I was wearing in waking life (because it was kind of cold in the morning, and I didn't want that to interfere with me trying to go into a dream).

I also had a orange shirt under it as well. In my mind, I was wondering if I should head over to Jin's Asian Cafe around here, but I already passed the road to get to it from University Drive.

Then I decided that I should just go ahead and go the extra length to get there. I stop at the intersection at University Drive, turn to the right, pass through whatever eating areas were there, only focusing on going to Jin's Asian Cafe.

I believe at one point while riding on the University Dr., I was waiting for a few people to pass by, but I got impatient, and there was a round curb.

There was the metal pole that would be the support for the stoplights above on the left, and I saw that there was a little space I could ride my bicycle through, and if I timed it right, I could dash through the people walking slowly without bumping into them.

I managed to riding into that tight space, and then....I saw this girl.

Not your ordinary girl, compared to the rest of the dream characters in this dream, at least the females, she was completely different, and although I shouldn't focus too much on her, seeing as I didn't really care about anyone in the dream because I was hungry (talk about biological needs....hahahaa).

Anyway, she had black hair, and it had a shine to it that made it looks so realistic and full of depth. I believe she was wearing black lipstick or dark red lipstick as well. She wore one of those Black trench coats, probably because it would be better at resisting the slightly cold weather in the environment.

I know I started to feel cold the moment I saw more dream characters wearing jackets as well, not all of them did though.

Anyway, back to the girl, when I almost ran into her with my bicycle, she freezes and is in a slight shock.

We both gaze into each others eyes for a while, and even though it only happened for a split second, something tells me that she was trying to get my attention by randomly appearing and accidentally bump into me, go through that whole "Oooh I'm so sorry" phase and introduce each other like how Mako had the Moped accident with Asami in the Legend of Korra.

Loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool
I just know those two characters are going to reach a conflict and have some kind of dramatic breakup...the potential is just SITTING RIGHT THERE!!!! No chick that hot would just randomly go up to a guy and go out with him without having some kind of mischievous plan....right?? /legend of korra rant

But nope it wasn't like that, I managed to just barely stop myself from accidentally ramming into her with my bicycle by stomping my right foot on the ground, since only one side of the brakes (the right side I'm presuming) was working.

(And it's like that for the bicycle I have in waking life...).

I just treated her like she was just a random dream character, I get on the bicycle lane, and then as I'm going to head right, (sorry, I'm back tracking again because I remembered more events as I was typing this out) I have to stop AGAIN to wait for another slow walker going through the lane for walkers when the light showed up for them.

I tried to restrain myself from getting pissed off, but this dude was being slow, and I don't know what's up with random people like the lady in the black trench coat suddenly being in my way.

But I couldn't take it anymore, I screamed,

"GOD WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO SLOW?!!??!!?"

I knew the guy registered my rage towards the general people, but I was trying to indirectly tell him that, and I knew he heard me. Yes, you fucking heard me, but he looks down the ground and tries not to look at me.

I look at him in rage, then shifted my attention back to turning right from University Drive (again, sorry for the back tracking there). Anyway, as I'm riding down to another stop sign, there aren't a lot of cars around the small intersection, so I immediately take a right.

I'm riding, and the road itself to the right had a slight slope to it. It wasn't bothersome, but I felt that was I'm trying harder and harder to pedal the bicycle, the gears might make that weird shift, and that sound where you know it's trying to go to the right level might occur.

But I kept going, despite it being difficult to ride the bicycle. I finally reach Jin's Asian cafe, and now, I had to find a place to lock my bicycle in place. There weren't any bicycle rails to do so, and I saw one bicycle on my right lock their bicycle around some small pole.

I turn to my left, and I see some weird furniture on the parking lot, but I ignore this, like I normally do. I can't remember where I lock my bicycle, but I'm sure I found some area, because I wouldn't be caught dead without my bicycle if I'm using it.

I go inside the restaurant, and I see an Asian lady who looks similar to the one I normally see there at the store, the shy and quiet type. She's not really all that enticing, but she has a nice and kind behavior in waking life.

However, the one in this place was kind of cute, though my recall on her complete visage is slightly blurry.

I take a moment to sit down, and there are other people who are waiting for their To-Go meals as well. The environment was kind of tricky to analyze and test my reality and all, since I'm not really used to the area in waking life because I only went there a few times recently before leaving to go home.

It takes me a while to realize that I didn't order anything To-Go as yet, so I quickly get up to the counter, and tell the lady that I would like Sweet and Sour Chicken with Fried Rice.

She asked,

"Anything else?"

I respond, "Ummmm, how much would it cost if I wanted to have the cheesecake as well?"

She inputs some information down on the cash register,

"$2.50"

Not to make myself look like some guy who knows too much about the prices of this area, I do know that cheesecake was definitely not that cheap in this restaurant, it's actually $3.99 in waking life because I remembered the pink menu I got from them in the mail.

I find it funny that I'm aware of that in waking life, despite not being aware of other things....I guess when it comes to food, I have a better awareness for these things, hahaha....hmmm that could be good practice for dream awareness, but again I might be oblivious and ignore those subtle alterations.

Anyway, instead of doing a reality check, I said "Okay" with a slight smile, and she tells me the price for everything in general, and I forgot how much.

I would assume it's over 12 bucks in total, at least, since the Sweet and Sour Chicken would be $9.65 including tax alone, again, there I go again with remembering the exact price in waking life! XD

I check my wallet, and it looks exactly like my wallet, except my debit card isn't there, but I wasn't too worried about that since I knew beforehand in this dream somewhere, that I had over 20 bucks. I know I had at least one ten dollar bill, 2 five dollar bills, and a few 1 dollar bills as well.

I take a while to decide I'm going to give my money, because I wouldn't want to use a ten if I could use the the two five dollars along with the several one dollar bills. I forget what I decided to do, and just hand the lady the money.

She inputs the amount on the register, and takes out the receipt and I have to sign it.

That's another thing I didn't pay attention to, because I would only have to sign it if I used a debit card, but not cash....oh well. Something to work on next time, I guess.

I go ahead and sign it anyway, and I'm doing pretty well signing my name in a dream on a receipt, except when I tried to sign my last name. I wrote something completely different in cursive.

Instead of asking the employee for another receipt to sign, I cross out the random last name I put, and tried to put my actual last name this time, but the pen started to run out of ink.

Ugh....DAMN IT!!!! Always happening when I really freaking need a pen...I changed my pissed off demeanor back to a neutral state and told the cash register lady that the pen isn't working. She looks up at me, and I give her the empty pen, and she gives me a new one probably.

After this, things start getting a little TOO dramatic. I can't remember much during the transition phase, but there's some old man who is wearing a light brown suit along with a white dress shirt underneath it, and he's also wearing a light brown cowboy hat as well. As for the pants, I can't remember how they looked, and prefer not to look down there anyway.

It seems he's annoyed that some order of his isn't getting through, and he's a little TOO angry, because there are other people waiting for their To-Go orders as well....man...old people....

I don't mean to disrespect them or anything, but wow, after him getting pissed off, it was kind of annoying because it was distracting me from getting this fucking signature signed on the receipt! After indulging in the moment with this man's rage, I turn my back, and then I heard a cock of a weapon..

Are you fucking kidding me old man...you're THAT impatient over an order that hasn't gone through for you as yet?

He's not aiming the gun at me, but I silent turn my head and see that he's holding an old-school revolver. He starts getting more confident, obviously since he has a gun. I'm not sure if I had a gun in my dream, and I would assume I wouldn't anyway since I'm going somewhere remote and humane like this restaurant.

The guy starts threatening the staff members, and I'm just like......annoyed by this point, even though I should be scared because this guy was being a bit sporadic and could've sublimate some of that rage towards me.

God damn it, why can't I just sign my fucking signature!!!!!@$%@#%$

That's all I remember unfortunately...I know I had another dream after or before the lucid I had at least, but it really doesn't matter...I hope..

Dream 1:
I'm in my house and my friends are visiting me. It's kinda strange, the all brought a sleeping bag with them. We go to the balcony to discuss some things. We all have a pretty good time when and we decide to go to the train to go somewhere. Suddenly my sister is in the train and we are discussing something.
I wake up!

Dream 2:
Really strange dream, I think I good (semi-)lucid and tried to fly when the dream got more fuzzy and 'dissapeared'.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

This dream started off in the forest outside my house. It seemed a little different, more empty and bright. Quite a great feeling actually.I felt very relaxed and calm. I was with my step brother playing with stick swords like we use to do when we were younger and all of a sudden this guy from my school creeps out of the bushes. He seemed like he either had something to hide ot he just shit himself, maybe he wanted to get away from something? I'm not sure, but he just walked past as I placed my stick in the bush. A few seconds later these two people walk out from another pathway, one male and one female. It looked like the the male one was maybe the older brother of the younger girl. The older brother lead his sister to where me and my step brother were and it seemed like the brother was keeping guard, maybe looking out for the guy in my school? The younger girl walked over to where my step brother was sat, against a fence I think, and spoke to him. She seemed nice to him...well, she seemed like a nice person in general. I think she was about 13 or 14 years old. The brother continued to guard, he was about 16 or 17 years old with longish blonde hair. Didn't see his face much though. After that short scene, they both walked up the path where the guy ran off too. By this point, my step brother had left the dream and I followed the two people. I asked them to stop while I grabbed my stick that I left in the bush earlier and went back to get it. It was only around the corner so it took me about 10 seconds to colect it. When I got back to them, I noticed a twig sticking out of it and decided to pull it off. Instantly after the twig snapped, hundreds, if not thousands of wood lice crawled out from the hole. In seconds the log was covered with insects, so I dropped the stick and the dream shifted.

I think this dream was pretty cool, but I just didn't see any story behind it LOL. I wish I knew where I was heading with these people, or who they actually were. Maybe the forest is a possible dream sign? I have had a few dreams that took place in the forest before. But this is my first worthy dream to write here. The other was my first short lucid. That's it for now, I will start my next dream later on, which I can't remember all of but I have notes.

15.05.2012

Punch Up At A Concert (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


I'm at a concert, in a venue similar to one near my uni. Me and my friend Luke go back inside for the second half of the show.

There's a huge crowd, however, which makes it hard to get through the door. I make my way through the hordes of pushing audience members towards a few more of my friends.

In front of me is someone from my old school whom I never really liked, and for some reason he's repeatedly jabbing his elbows behind him.

I start a fight with him when he refuses to stop, knocking him to the floor. I then stop out of fear of being thrown out of the concert, but he knocks me down while I'm looking away.

I shout at him to give him a chance to stop, but he doesn't, so I calmly stand up, hand my glasses to the gentleman behind me, and KO the elbow-jabber.

I try to escape the venue when I hear sirens, but a female member of staff tells me there's no point.

1: was in a car with me, a woman, a guy, and a kid we stopped at this trailer park next to a bunch of donkeys in a field and a pond. further from the pond was a mountain. we rented a trailer and this guy gave me a gold ring and told me to keep it. I just remembered, the ring was chained to two other rings and I thought "that's impossible" and then the gold ring turned into a watch with a bunch of white crystals on the underside of it. Not sure if it was a watch or a bracelet. The woman was talking to the owner of the trailer and I think she had an affair with the guy in the truck, not sure. There was also a dead body in the truck, it was another kid and he had a pink tu-tu on.

2: i then teleport to this snowy place on a broken down bridge. im with a girl and we play rock, paper, scizzors. I win. I throw her into the creek that has rapids flowing down it. I come across an old fort filled with people. some kind of cult where women have to marry and have children.In this dream I was a female in third person. I am a male in real life. Very odd.

3: This one is cool. I was on an alien planet with a bunch of tanks and soldiers and weaponry. Very futuristic. Some sort of alien aircraft is hovering over a frozenlake, (something else happened before I shot it down, I think we went closer to the lake or something. I remember one of the soldiers saying it was a scout.) I shoot it down I teleport again, same dream different landscape. Mountains and desert, alien city and I keep getting a sense something is following me. I run into an alien building that is fortified. An explosion happens outside, I have no weapons but I go outside. I teleport again to a cave, same dream. An alien sniper thing shows up and he can go invisible. I have thermal and I still don't see him. I make my way outside. Mountains with with greenery everywhere, ocean next to the mountain. I go to the ocean. A guy shows up in a monster truck that can float across water and some hovercraft, I begin to shoot them and the dream ends.

4: I find myself in a forklift in a quarry with a bunch of tanks. I flip on of the tanks with my forklift. We all get out and go to the side of the quarry where there are rocks and boulders I now have long pink and green hair that is very "poofy" this guy keeps saying it looks terrible, I keep trying to adjust it, he still doesn't like it. dream ends.The people in this dream were crazy. One of them was VERY small, like 4 feet tall or something. They kept trying to climb up the quarry mountainside.

5: I find myself at a talent show with a bunch of kids. a guy is playing some orchestra song whistling with his nose. he had one finger closing his other nostril. We all start trying to mess him up by playing our instruments real loud. Some guy thinks a tobacco pipe is an instrument. I wake up.

This is the most dreams I've had in one night and they were all extremely weird.

Dream One: (This dream was really vivid and stuck with me when I woke up from it at 3 am, and now I can't remember it well -_- I don't even understand my notes, but I'm going to write what I can remember and see it anything comes back. Sorry if this end up sounded random and mixed up, lol) The world reminds me of the steam punk world of "Masque of the red death" by Bethany Griffin, not Poe. I'm with two men, but they don't feel like the main character guys from the book. I'm fairly sure one of them was Kurasawa, but I was never lucid so I could be wrong and just assumed because he had blond hair. My notes say running woods, so we were probably running through the woods. I think the people chasing us were after us because we could either do magic, or some sort of magic had been done on us. I also think that in this dream at least one, if not both men with me were already dead and reanimated corpses, like Zombies but not after brains and much less scary/more normal looking. I debate pretending to be dead to see if that'll make the people chasing us stop, but fear they might stab me or something just to be sure, so I don't. My notes say scarves... No clue what that's about now. I think I remember a cave as well, and trying to climb up a rock wall in the cave to escape through a hole in the top of the cave, but while I'm climbing my mask breaks (in the book, people wear masks to help them not get sick with the plague) and I freak out.

Dream Two: I'm getting ready to go to high school, and I'm thinking about how I'm going to get there. I remember that I had a boyfriend, and that he took me to school the day before. I wonder if I should ask him to take me to school again? Then I try to remember where he lives and if it's going to make his drive a lot longer if he has to go out of his way to get me. I consider that maybe I should drive my car to pick him up and take him to school since he took me the day before. Then I wonder if that will hurt his pride. Then I wonder if I really even like him that much, or if I'm just dating him because he asked me. Then I wonder if it's really right for me to date him if I don't have strong feelings for him because I'm just wasting his time. I wake up before I ever actually work through all these complicated emotions.

Dream Three: I'm in my car waiting in a gas station parking lot for my mom to show up. My car starts rolling forwards, even though I have the parking break on. I back the car up, and it rolls forwards again. The car moving back and forth attracts the attention of a group of five guys dressed in punk and leather clothes. They start walking towards me, cracking their knuckles and making me feel really uncomfortable. I start the car and move it again out of their view. My mom shows up, and starts talking about it being Halloween or something. I show her that I'm wearing a red shirt with the looney toons cat on it that says, "Wanna pet me?" and a pair of black leggins and all I need are kitty ears and I think it counts as costume enough.

Dream Four: I'm going through a drive through with a guy, but somehow in the middle of it the dream shifts and it's not a drive through, we're inside the store. The guy behind the counter starts flirting with me, but I try to pretend I don't notice. There's a kids meal toy display in our way blocking the line, so I move it and the flirting guy runs up and offers to help telling me that it's his job and he feels bad that I had to move it. The guy I'm with grabs out food and we're walking out the door, he tells me that he can't believe that guy had the nerve to flirt with me when I was in the store with a guy.

Dream Five: I'm playing Mario Kart, but my characters keep running into an invisible wall. I cant get past it, but my husband takes the controller, and he gets past it no problem. Then there are giant round angry birds falling onto the track crushing cars. My car has a health bar, and it's really low, so I grab the wheel from my husband and avoid all the rest of the birds because I'm better at that than he is Suddenly the dream shifts and we're racing on an obstacle course in a garage. My daughter falls over an obstacle, but she's ok. I realize it's gotta be close to time for school and check my clock. It's 8:44, and then it jumps to 9:40, but I don't notice, instead I just tell my husband the kids are too late for school for them to count as present even if we took them in right now, so I want to just skip school today. Then I wake up. (A lot of missed reality checks in that one. My kids aren't even school age yet! lol)

First, a couple fragments from yesterday.

Dream Fragment - "At a bookstore, attempting to find a small book that's apparently given to girls starting college that rarely contains a Winged Dragon of Ra (Sphere Mode) Yu-Gi-Oh! card. I was unsuccessful, basically just wandering through a large crowd of DCs the whole time."

Dream Fragment - "Talking about American Dad!, thinking about speed, and watching some star stuff song video but with women talking about speed and alcohol."



And now for last night.

Dream Fragment - "Smoking weed and browsing DV = bloated."

#1 - Huffing Gasoline [DILD]

I was at some building/junkyard or something with my dad, and I had the strangest feeling that I was a little kid again, even though I still felt like I was in my normal-sized body. I started to think that my life had completely started over and I was living it as a kid again. My dad distracted me with something about some jug of gasoline or something that a woman he was talking to was holding, and without really thinking about it I took a big whiff of it. My head immediately went very fuzzy and I stood up, but was very disoriented. I started getting some intense Alice in Wonderland syndrome, everything around me shrunk to at least less than half of its original size, generally more, except for my dad who was still at his normal height relative to me. Around this time I became mildly lucid, but not enough to really appreciate it, I just sort of knew this wasn't really happening. I wandered off into another room and opened up a file cabinet, and I don't really remember what happened next. My memory is clearest again when I became fully lucid, but I could tell the dream was ending anyway so I didn't really try to save it.

#2 - DH's Shenanigans [Non-Lucid]

I was in a huge mall parking lot or something somewhere with DH and a few other people, as well as several other people hanging out in cars around us. I was standing behind my own car while DH and the others were sitting in the back. Suddenly the car started backing up all on its own and almost rammed us into the car behind us. Thankfully it stopped though, and the other people were a bit freaked out and left. DH climbed into the driver's seat and I went up to the passenger seat and asked him what he was doing and he said he was going to go drift in the empty part of the parking lot where there was a lot of rain, in my SUV. I told him he was just going to get us killed or something, but he laughed and did it anyway. It was fun, I must say. >w< Somehow this transitioned to me being in a classroom with lots of kids I knew in school, particularly high school. I was sitting at a computer up against a wall next to lots of other people, but I can't really remember what I was trying to do. This girl SS (the friend of the other SS who we smoked with, for my own self-reference so I know who the hell I'm talking about) comes up to me and grabs my legs and holds them up in the air between her own legs. She's being friendly but I can't remember what she was saying, and then this guy CW walks up to me and starts talking about how DH really likes some rehab center that I went to (that I never actually went to) because you still get to do drugs there. Suddenly I think to start looking through my phone for DH's phone number, partially to text him and partially to look busy to get rid of SS and CW, but they just stick around. CW starts smashing his face into mine and on to the keyboard, which in addition to the legs thing with SS made this all a very awkward situation. In the end I finally found his number, but they still wouldn't leave me alone. That's about where it ended.

#3 - Unusual Druggie Group [Non-Lucid]

I was hanging out with my cousins P and G and some random little girl and older guy. We were in a hotel room of some kind I believe, and G and the little girl were both tripping on something while I was on ecstasy. I had little more than a pleasant body high, and P seemed concerned that I wasn't really feeling much. He tried to convince me to take another tab that he had, but I pointed out that it was different than the one I had taken and told him that I don't mix tabs. Apparently my cousin K had also been there but left and G couldn't understand why, and the older guy was telling him that he was just oblivious to her emotions and she was clearly upset about something, and he said what that was but I can't remember it now. I told P we should smoke some weed if he wants me to be more fucked up, so he got up and loaded a joint but didn't roll it yet. When he walked away, some other guy that we were apparently hanging out with now stole just a tiny amount of weed out of the joint and I called him on it. We got into an argument and suddenly the dream fell apart and got sort of confusing, and I fell on my back and felt paralyzed, but wasn't overly concerned about it. The little girl ran up to me and as she did she turned into a dog, and I was afraid that she was going to lick my armpit and it'd be insanely ticklish while I'd just be stuck there not being able to move or do anything about it. However shortly afterward everything I was seeing melted into my room, and I was fully awake.

I was in the pool in the backyard of my house and in a table was a menu where I could ask for a plane to take me to the sky and throw me into the pool, I had already gone several times. one time I asked for the plane but I forgot to enter, the pool was being prepared for the jump and saw that they put some product in the water to the fall dont hurt, I was embarrassed for losing the airplane trip ran home. At home I stop to think and see how the shadows are not right and I realized it's a dream, I made an RC and used all the techniques that I know of stabilization, the result is amazing.
I try to fly but I fail, then my father came and I asked him to teach me how to fly, he said ''I'm too tired to teach you how to fly'', I remember a technique of flying by imagining an invisible ladder and climb the stairs, I climbed to the seventh step and fell. Then my mother came and I asked her to teach me to fly, she said the same thing that my father said.
I went to the backyard and estabilized the dream screaming to get the dream lived and stable, I tought that someone will get angry and come out by the screams, I tried to use my expectation and I tought that will get out the window of the house next door Katniss Everdeen of The Hunger Games, but nothing happens.
I went back home and used the computer out of curiosity, was open to the facebook but with some unrecognized letters, I started thinking that I can not feel my body in real life, but unintentionally I felt and woke up.

-HH-
There is a woman in front of me with long, dark hair. she gives me a note, telling me to find her/meet her at this place, at this time. I don't remember the details. she seems to want to see me. I try to look at the note, the message is told to me, but I just don't remember what was said. (could it have been Mizuki?)

-Dream-
I am an observer. I am looking at a circular dock built around some sort of dome. the dock has several exits leading to other places in the space, but I can't see them. at the edge of one such pathway, there is some sort of dark sorcerer or something chanting a spell or something to the dome. around him are followers or possibly beasts of some kind, I didn't pay much attention to them. at the part where the circular dock ends and a pathway to the sorcerer begins, there is a gate. there are two civilian-looking people laying prone, watching the sorcerer with curiosity. a man and a woman. the scene is dark. everything is black but the features I have described here. I can barely see what appears to be a mess of blood and bodies around the dock where one would expect water to be, but I'm not sure at the time because of the darkness. It doesn't affect me. The man and woman quiet, watching with uncertainty. The woman rolls closer to the man, at this point I notice they are laying on some sort of tarp, she asks what is happening.

-Dream shift-

I almost notice the dream shifting around me, I remember being pulled into the dome, but I lost any memories I had of outside the dome at this time.The dream becomes a bit more cartoony, a bit like an anime. Inside the dome, there is a woman and another person, and myself. I am no longer an observer. in the middle of the dome, there is a wooden structure, too small to be a maze, but built like one. we start balancing on it in some sort of challenge to each other for the fun of it, to see how long we all can balance. the girl pushes me off, I think I do a flip, and land flat on my back, stunning me for a few seconds. this agitates me a bit, I walk up to the wooden structure, grab her legs and lift her up, (making sure she keeps her balance so I don't hurt her severely because she didn't severely hurt me.) and fall over or something to the effect. we begin talking about various things from waking life it seems. The topics seem to materialize in the area, confusing my recall a bit.

Wow, I don't know if i'm a natural lucid dreamer or what ... But I had a successfull WILD on the first serious try (refusing to give up that is.) Neat! I only remember a small fragment from earlier in the night though:



Dinosaurs (dream fragment.)

Some dinosaurs in a big room made out of paper. A guy said they were going to have to be put down since the "cage" could break so easily and they were quite dangerous. I told him it was a stupid idea, since we could just build a better cage instead. i mean helloooo, live dinosaurs! that is frickin awesome.


I then woke up, did some yoga, drank water and did some reality checks, since I was gonna try some WILDing. I was unsure if i woke up at the right time (roughly 7 hours of sleep), but I hoped I would hit REM right away.

Back in bed i lied on my back, just trying to relax. My flatmate went about in the kitchen, slamming things into benches and whatnot so I thought it would be hard to fall asleep. I meditated for awhile, counting to 150 with every breath. I started to get these weird and totally random thoughts, but I didn't feel sleepy at all and could still hear my flatmate in the kitchen. I just waited for SP to kick in since I quite often wake up in the middle of the night in SP and it comes quite naturally for me.

I turned onto my right side, and my mind was unaturally calm. I kept having random, "dreamy" thoughts, but my consciousness was very clear and I didn't see any HI och had any SP. But then, REALLY suddenly, an image of a corridor appeared. I entered it.


Foreign seminars!


Oh my! That was weird. No SP or HI beforehand? but ohmygod, it worked! okay, calm down.

I looked at my hands, touched the wall and just tried to really get into the dream. Seems stable, so I looked around. I was in a school probably, in a big corridor with many doors. I thought about how I wanted to meet Keiko, so I called out for him.

(Keiko was a imaginary friend who appeared in some of my dreams when I was little. He looks like a red fox with green eyes. Sometimes he has butterlfy wings. He had a quite timid personality with a sarcastic streak underneath.)

"Keiko!"

My voice sounded just like it does in real life. I turned around, hoping he would be there. Nope. Oh well.

I started walking down the corridor. It was completely empty. The few times i've become lucid as an adult before, I’ve tried to take control of my dreams with limited success ...my dreams has instead become really chaotic and "focused" on me; random annoying DC;s and unstable, changing scenery. I think about just going with the flow this time, enjoying whatever the plot of the dream is. But it would be nice to have Keiko with me ... I call for him again and turn a corner. A guy runs past me, almost knocking me over. He looks stressed, almost scared.

I look down the hallway. It's completely pitch-black from where he came, no light at all. Just perfect for a nightmare. No thank you, I think, turning back.

The corridor looks pretty much the same when I pass it the second time. One of the doors is open though, and I walk inside. It's like a big classroom inside with lots of people in it. Looks like there is going to be a seminar or something, there is a huge white screen in front and some people are running around setting things up. I walk up to a table that is in the front of the “classroom” and sit down next to two boys, around 9 and 5 years old.

“Hi!” I say in Swedish. “How are you?”
No reply. I try again, in English this time.
“Hi, how are you?”
“I’m fine, how are you?” The 9-year old replies.
“Oh, just fine. What’s your name?”
No reply. He turns to the younger boy to the left and says something in a foreign language that sounds a little like Russian.
“Oh, what language is that? Is it Russian?” I ask.
He looks amused.” Haha no, it’s Magrorian!”
I’m like ok, whatever. I turn to the younger boy.
“Hi, what’s your name?”
No reply. He has a vacant expression.
“How old are you?” I ask again.
“September.”
“What?”
“I was born in September.”
Cool, I think, same month as me! If I ask him what year he is probably going to say the same year I was born. So cool.
“What year?”
“87.”

I sigh. Stupid, random DC’s.

I see that the professor is trying to get everyones attention. Everybody keeps chattering, so I call out “Heyhey! It’s about to start!”

Everybody quiets down, I walk away from the two boys so that I’m closer to the professor. But when he starts talking it’s in the same foreign language that the two boys talked in! doh.
I try to “will” him to speak Swedish, but then it just becomes gibberish and random words. I sigh. I think about that at least 10 minutes must have passed in real time. I lean against a wall and look at the audience. Everybody keeps paying attention to the gibberish lecture. I’m not in the center of the dream at all, which is very unusual. I really feel as if I’ve walked into the dreamworld as a lucid visitor undercover, neither disrupting or pulling any attention.

I look at my hands and count to seven fingers, but I never doubted I was dreaming, I know I’m sleeping in my bed and that my flatmate is probably still banging around in the kitchen. I look at the audience, looking away and back. Nothing weird happens.

I think about something to do without changing the scenery or trying to take control of things, and remember that somebody on DV said that it was cool to listen to music in dreams. I look for my phone in my pocket, I untangle my headphones (it tangles up even in dreams) and put them in my ears. There is already music playing, and it’s the opening song from HOUSE M.D. Totally weird, I probably haven’t heard that song for at least 3 months.

Oh, random subconscious, how I love you. The song sounds just like it should, no weirdness or unexpected noise.

The lecture is still going, and nothing weird or random has happened. On one hand I think this is really cool that the dream is so stable, but on the other it’s a little boring to waste lucidity like this. I mean, there is no plot in the dream! I’m a total outsider!

Sick of this, I turn towards a random guy in the audience and will him to shift into a monster. It’s really hard, it’s like the dream is fighting me, but he slowly turns, he gets black eyes and a really wide, creepy smile with shark-like teeth.

He starts coming at me, and I lift my arm and concentrate on flinging him across the room with pure willpower, certain that it will work since the dream is so stable and I’m so confident.

But no! He keeps coming at me, time slows down as he lunges, all wide grin and razorsharp teeth …

I kick him right in the stomach the last second. The kick feels really weak, but somehow he still flies through the air … Right into the lecturer! Time slows down yet again, matrix-like, as the both crashes into a table.

Everybody in the room starts shouting, confused. I feel as if I reaaally fucked this seminar up. Ooops. I better get out of here.

I turn around and start morphing into a wolf. It takes some concentration, but finally I feel as a wolf. I start running towards the exit, but it’s a little hard to steer and I bang into the doorway. It hurts!

I run into the exact same corridor as before. This is so weird, how stable this dream is! I think idly about how long time has passed since I entered the dream. At least 15 minutes!

I start looking for a way out of the building, wanting to get to a forest or something. As I run the song “Pärlor” by Kent plays.

The dream starts to fade! Noooo. I start spinnng round, but still wake up. I lie completely still, hoping to fall asleep again … And yes. I see some trees! I enter the dream again.

Through the mirror world into Mordor


I’m sitting in a canopy. I take a moment to really get into the dream, stabilizing the enviroment, looking at my hands and so on. I look at the leaves around me. They are red and yellow maple leaves. I pick one and smell it, and it smells like chocolate! I bite into it, but it just tastes bitter and a little like grass … : (

I stand up on the branch that I “woke up” on, looking around. There is a clear blue sky with fluffy white clouds, and when I look out over the land it’s a big yellow wheat-field. It’s really beautiful. I take into the sky flying. It feels awesome!
I fly higher and higher, feeling the wind in my hair … So awesome.

But the higher I fly, the weirder the ground looks. It’s as if the horizon ends way to early, and the sky just “loops around”. The ground is slowly diappearing, and I try to will it to stretch further on, but it doesn’t work. As I fly onward, the ground slowly disappears, and soon there is clouds everywhere.

Okey then, I think. Here we go. I fall, or rise, towards the sky, I’m not really sure. but as I get real close gravity shifts, and it turns out the “sky” is a reflection in the water. I’m at sea! There is water everywhere, and a clear blue sky ahead. Just blue skies and clouds everywhere!

I can’t even describe how awesome this looked. Anyways, I start flying over the water. I think that I want to go faster, and I hear a voice saying “there is 5 more levels, you want me to increase speed?” I think yes please and sure enough, I speed up.

Then the clouds darken ahead, and it looks like Mordor ahead or something, angry black clouds and fire.

The water underneath me becomes orange, then turns to molten lava.
Huge rocks shoots up from underneath the surface, and I dodge around them the best I can. It feels as if something is trying to keep me away from that Mordor-like mountain!

I just keep flying, trying to get there, but then my visual fades … I try to hang, but nope … I wake up.


Awesome dreams though! It was really neat to not try to control the first dream, and I still can’t get over how stable the dream was. Insane, I tell ya.

Dreamt night of May 14, 2012. Several dream fragments.

I am in my grandparents' old barn. The hay is stacked up high to the window. It is dark out, but there are dim lights in the barn. Then, I begin to see the undead trickling in. I am high up on the hay, and feel safer than being on the ground, but I am still alarmed. I notice some shuffling around the loft. I see people darting inside. I ask them what they're doing. They said they're going to wait out the apocolypse inside. Zombies are slowly crawling up through the hay, up the stairs, so I climb over to the loft and demand to get inside. After all, it isn't THEIR loft, it belongs to my grandfather. They oblige. They have yellow ropes strung around the loft. I wonder what they're for. The loft is small, things are crammed in, and it is much shorter than I remember it being inside. The leader, a man with dark eyes and hair, looks out and mentions that their friend is coming up the stairs. But, the undead are upon that friend and I scream that we must close the door before they get inside. The leader is frantic, but agrees as his friend's scream chill the air. He and a few other men start to yank on the yellow ropes. I brace myself. The loft slides off of the support beams and drops down toward the ground. I prepare for a crash landing, not sure what purpose this served. However, the ropes hold and the loft sways back and forth in the middle of the barn. The men clamber inside the now hanging building and we settle in. We are going to wait out the zombie apocolypse inside this loft.

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I am at my grandparents' ranch. There are many guests over. I am sleeping in a fifth wheel trailer, but I need to take a shower. The shower isn't that amazing in a trailer, so I grab my things and walk toward the house. I get inside, but the shower is broken. Water dribbles out of the wall. I need to get ready, because we are having a big event there later. It is morning time.

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People are gathered around. It is dark, there is cloud cover. Dalley is apprehensive with all the commotion breaks loose from the paddock by the cabin. She is running around. I try to catch her. I finally do and she goes back into the paddock, but then Pete is there and I am trying to get a halter off of him, but he keeps throwing his head.

Me and a Party of 5 - 10 embark on a spirit journe though an uknown wasteland.

Its in the mountain country, theres a dirt road and a fence on the right, we head down the road a few miles and waaay down I see a bear, I hop the fence and hope it runs past but it follows me, turns out there was a bear behind us and its the momma! I am nearly lucid by this point, I see a house. I walk towards it and enter, there is a long hallway with a jack in the box at the end, I hear giggles form a small girl. As Istring the jack in the box I turn around to find a little girl standing and watching me. THIS IS SCARY I MUST BE IN A DREAM, so I try to make the jack pop out with a handful of dollar bills, instead he hits me with a punching glove. Its hard to control dreams...

I have a hundred year old great grandmother and in this dream I was at her house. She is very difficult to be around. Extremely difficult. It was extremely vague, otherwise.