I thought I was awake but I wasn't. It was a False Awakening...I had a dream that I was just sitting here in bed eating & watching tv & one of my teeth broke halfway off & I freaked out & ran to the bathroom to look in the mirror & saw that one of my teeth had broken in half. I was freaking out & went back into my room. I thought this really happened in the end & made me have some serious anxiety. I went back & made this journal entry because I forgot & it's my most serious reoccurring dream & reoccurring false awakening. I always think I'm awake when this happens & I wake up freaking out. It sometimes makes me have multiple false awakenings. It's a great fear I have because I have dentures on the top & fear the day I will need them on the bottom.... I don't mind talking about it.... I had crooked teeth as a child which I knew would lead to problems later in life & also had a heat stroke at a girl scout retreat along w/ some other girls which made me prone to having nausea. Now I have to be careful in the heat. Hence my anxiousness of my A/C not working right this summer. Then there was my Hyperemesis during my pregnancies I was constantly in the hospital puking up blood which ate at my teeth & stomach. Any puking scenario scares the hell out of me, where my teeth are concerned. And the final nail in the coffin was when I became a meth addict in my 20's..... Anyway, this was important for me as a person to add to my journal.
7/2 In this dream I was riding a BMX bike through trails in the woods with my buddy Trey. We have started to do this in real life so it explains why it would be in my dreams. Trey is more of a daredevil than I am because he flies through the woods and I feel like I am going to die the entire time, but it's still a rush. Anyway this dream took that fear and made it real. Going through the woods I hit a stump and crack my mouth on the handlebars of the bike. One fell out and the other one became loose and fell out later on. When we finished our ride we went to the beach. For some reason my brother had a whole crazy computer station set up on the beach and he was rushing to move it before the tide came in and ruined it all.
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