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Ok, I remember that instead of going to school I went bowling with some friends (Yesterday I actually did go bowling, so that explains that) afterwards my girlfriend's school (my old school) was having this dinner/movie showing thing and I decided to pop in and hang out with her and some old friends of mine. Near the end of the movie i noticed I was still wearing my bowling shoes when I remember that I had returned them (dream sign that didn't kick in) Later I discovered that I apparently live at this apartment home (which is really like a hotel for the old and feeble) I was walking around in the lobby and noticed someone else from school was there too. Her dad was sitting at a computer. She introduced him as like Andrew or something. The computer screen said Alyssa instead of Andrew though (second dream sign that didn't kick in).

In the dream I noticed the dream signs, said they were weird, but continued on.. PROGRESS!! h


I know I haven't been on top of things lately, but it's going to seem like it's getting worse because I'll be gone for a week. I'll try to write my dreams down and post what I wrote at the end of the week when I get back.. Too-ta-loo!

Dream: January 11, 2012

This one was a rather short dream. Most of them occur in the morning as this one did.

After packing up, I was soon on the road. It was a trip of some sort. The sky was blue, and small, and I alongside half a dozen of my groupmates were crammed in a jeep travelling through the suburbs of Sudbury, Ontario, Canada. I had never been there, but it (in facade) resembled a picture of Mount Fuji in Japan, without the volcano. After this spot, we would travel east to Petawawa. We wanted to stop for lunch.

Suddenly, I was back home. I looked at my computer screen, which had an eerie green colour. Typically it would be a nightmare to watch my computer screen do something unusual, but not this time, for I had overcome that fear already.

The next morning, I had a different dream.

In that dream, one of my close family members died. That was the nightmarish version, exemplifying a fear that I already had.

That day, I biked for about an hour in the rain.

8/28/11

DILD + false DEILD

Recall: poor

The dream started in my high school. I was in the main area by the front door and trying to go upstairs. There were 2 sets of escalators, but they both went up AND down. Half of each escalator would go up and half would go down. However, these sides kept switching. I ended up walking in a serpentine fashion to try and make it up. Even though I kept focusing on it, I would constantly make mistakes and step on the wrong part. Eventually I just sprinted the rest of the way.

There is a gap in my memory here.

Somehow I became semi lucid and starting flirting with this girl. I kept trying to convince her to start a long term relationship with me. But really, I was just doing it for the sex, I knew if I could convince her, we could fool around now. And I knew in the back of my head that I was dreaming so I could keep pushing the idea and messing around in public.

We start fooling around for a bit and I see a cuter girl next to us. I made a smooth transition to the new girl. However, the old one chimed up about me saying I would be with her forever. Psh. So I am going back to the new girl. I don't want to rush into the sex part. With sex dreams, it is really the foreplay that I enjoy more. I can focus on all the tactile sensations and closeness instead of trying to bust one out before I wake up. Anyhoo, I paused for a bit to try and stabilize the dream. I felt the rug under my hands and I tried to have awareness of all the sensations my dream body was feeling. Soon after, I lost the dream.

I tried to DEILD. As I laid there, within a few seconds, a loading screen popped up. It had a bunch of things on it. The background of the page was green. I believe there was a video feed of the girl on the right side. There was some sort of counter on it and I waited until the top left corner said, "Ready." I was about to open my eyes back in the dream. I was not in the same place and I had to find her. She was in a bed on the computer screen and I was with her on the ground before. I find the bed she is in, but lose the dream soon after.

I FA back to a computer screen. I lose lucidity and thought I was just on a DV type site. I "remembered" that she said something about once I re entered the dream, she suddenly move to a new place. I thought that was a sign that we just had a shared dream. I tried to find her on the site to send a message, but I couldn't find her.

WAKING LIFE DREAMING LUCID
BOLD IF IT FEELS PARTICULARLY SIGNIFICANT

From 4/22/11

Computer screen
Trying to do something important
Black screen with white lettering popped up. A warning. A long, deep warning.

I’m not sure if I felt very concerned about the warning, it may have seemed superficial emotionally. I’ve waited too many days to look back on it though, to really remember.