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Last Nights Dreams

Dream 1

I am at a swimming pool with some other men and woman. We are all in the big swimming pool and I look down at the water and it looks murky, I can't see what's in it because it's so manky and I don't like it because I can't see the bottom to see where I'm treading. I'm dating a half-cast man and he is here with us at the pool. The half-cast man asks me to get engaged to him and I'm over the moon about it. I go and tell everyone and we just sit and talk for a while. I look across to the pool side and see the man that I'm now engaged to,I go across to him and he's not looking very happy. I look up to him and he says "it's off!!!" he now walks off out of the baths. I'm now upset. I see my Mom and go over to her and say "I was going to marry him aswell, I was making wedding plans".
I go back to the pool and act upset. I don't feel as upset as I should be considering I've just been dumped so I have to act like I am. I try to cry but I can't so I just make myself look sad . There is another man here that I fancy and I want him to notice that I'm upset and come over to me but he's busy talking with the others. They are all sitting on big metal pipes that are just above the pool. I walk across the pipes and pass those who are talking and I go and sit on my own and act really upset again. No one asks me why I'm upset but then the man I fancy says "what's wrong?" I say "nothing" I still act upset and just sit there as I watch someone who is swimming in the pool. One of the men in the group now takes us to a second pool, we are all standing in it and he says "look it's only slabs in this one. Suddenly all the water is gone ((for a split second I think "huh!!!")) he now lifts up some blue plastic that is covering the bottom of the pool and I can now see all the slabs, he now picks up a slab and it's just dirt and grass underneath, I think "god damn I couldn't swim in this pool, there would be bugs etc floating about in it, I couldn't bare to tread on that with my bare feet. I'm now wondering what bugs etc might be in the other pool I was in!!!

Dream 2

I'm downstairs and my Daughter P is being arsy with me and she storms off upstairs. I go up after her and when I reach the top of the stairs I grab her on the top of her arms. While I'm holding her I lean back as I balance on the top step. I now feel weird and think "this must be a dream!!" I decide to scare her into behaving and I keep leaning her back and fourth, she is smiling smugly and then starts to cry and then screams loudly. My hearing now goes very dull ((like when your ears are full of water)) I'm now thinking "ive never experienced this in a dream before. ((although I'm lucid I'm not 100% in controll)). My 2 dogs now belt up the stairs towards us and knock us, I now wake up.

I begin by visiting a friend that I am not extremely close to in my waking life, but in the dream it feels as if she is my closest companion. The feelings aren't sexually attractive though, she has more of a sister-figure feeling. I enter and we begin watching TV together, she has just moved in to her new apartment, so there is no furniture yet, just a TV sitting on the carpet, so as we lean against the wall, I extend my arm so that she can be more comfortable.

She plays sports often, so when her legs begin to ache, I pushed down on her knees to help her stretch them out as I do have some knowledge of sports related injuries, I plan to be a doctor one day. Again, all of this up to this point feels sincerely friendly but nothing more on my side. She then does something peculiar, at first I almost think it's an accident but I soon realize she is purposefully pulling up her shirt. I reach and pull it back down, preventing her from exposing herself with a feeling of uneasiness and guilt as I feel I have led her on.

She begins to almost cry saying that she knew she wasn't pretty enough, but I quickly stop her and tell her that that is a lie. I tell her that she is indeed very beautiful, and that it is not her lack of anything that is preventing me from wanting her. I inform her that I am very happy in my relationship with my girlfriend (waking life girlfriend), that we have been together for almost 4 years and are practically engaged at this point.

In the dream I thought this would bring her some relief, that it wasn't that I found her repulsive but that I was just not available to any female because of my outstanding long-term relationship. Instead, she began to bawl and weep uncontrollably. This pained my heart, seeing a girl cry like that was killing me. I repeatedly asked her what was the matter, and why my use of the word engaged made her become so upset. She got up and ran out of the house and I chased her, begging to know what was making her so sad. When I went outside to try and find her, she was gone, and I woke up.