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Some dreams but recall was poor, possibly to do with the time I went to bed at.

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Dream Fragment:

Something where I and other people were scriptable entities as if in a game or something. I remember some friend telling me that I smelled badly or something and after that I was accessing something like a scent variable on myself and others, trying to copy someone else's nice scent onto my own variable's field.

Extremely vague memory of the visuals, I remember some desaturated warm colours and murky or dark visuals, but I don't think it was night or indoors.

Because I can't remember details, I can only say there were some monsters in the dream, I think possibly all dead. I also remember something about a non-moving train. Some of this probably brought on by playing Fallout again recently.

I was walking through the park. There were a lot of people with fishing rods. I assumed that they were going down to the river.

I kept walking until I came to a narrow dirt path. I took it and walked up the hill.

At the top of the hill, the trees ended abruptly and opened up to a small peninsula on the lake. Waves were crashing against the rocks. On the grassy peninsula was a house. It looked rather new, but there wasn't anything, or anyone, inside.

I stood hiding in the trees looking at the house.

I've been here before.

"It's just a hologram," the voice of a little girl says. I look down and see a little girl looking up at me. Sitting next to her is a strange creature. It looks like a skeleton with a dark robe on. I didn't pick up on any terribly malevolent energy from it.

"How do you know?" I return, and look back at the house.

"There's no entities in it. In the other dimension that the house exists in, there are many," she replies.

Before she even spoke, I knew that she was right. I remembered a dream I had before where I was on this same peninsula and looking into the windows of the house. There were many, many entities there.

"We're in the hologram," she states.

"How do you know?"

"Peel away my skin to find your demons underneath," she chanted. Her skin began to peel off. The creature next to her reached for the back of my heel with its skeleton fingers.

When it touched my heel, the skin rotted away to reveal bone.

"And when those who pray for other reasons pray, they shouldn't be disturbed. For those who pray for evil should not notice if something around them were to change," the little girl continued to chant.

Her sentences slowly lost cohesion to meaning and my reality slowly peeled apart.

The last thing I heard before waking up was, "she hasn't even ate a damned near rail today," in a southern boy's thick accent.

When I woke up from a nap this afternoon I was in that half awake / half asleep zone... (sleep paralysis)
I started to feel these hands touching my body, I'm not even sure they were in the "shape" of hands , but
I could feel some kind of energy rubbing on me and touching me.
I felt something hold my shoulders down, I felt something else start to touch my breast...and then I felt something
scratching at my thighs....... all at the same time... I started to feel very VERY UNCOMFORTABLE.. In my head ,
I recognized what I was going through was just sleep paralysis, even still though I got this wave of anger all of a sudden
I felt a hand reach for my hand and squeezed mine really hard..
This is when I was able to shift my eyes to the left to look to the side of me and I saw the face of what looked like a blob of energy of dark green and black ,
but then I saw this shape take form and it looked like this animal here

In my head I started to pray (it was comforting at the time for me to do this) ... I prayed and prayed , but it didn't go away , until the 3rd prayer ..
everything stopped and I snapped out of that zone I was in and I "fully" woke up.......
This is about the 4th time or so that I see an entity that looks just like that (demon hound)
Other times I've heard it growl and other times I've felt like I was being bitten on my ribs..... over and over...
When I "fully" woke up I felt really uncomfortable and violated....
It felt all so real, I could literally feel all this .. and actually "see" it...
It probably didn't even last longer than 30 seconds, but at the time, it felt like forever.