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August 12, 2010

Getting shot - Lucid - 1/5
Not entirely sure what prompted me to have this kind of a dream... but I was Eva Braun... Hitler asked me to do something for him, but I betrayed him instead. He pointed a gun at me and I vaguely knew that I was dreaming. I thought to myself, "Let myself get shot, I want to know what this feels like, in dreams." Nothing happened, so I screamed, "Go ahead and shoot me!" at him. I heard the sound (like a silencer) and it just felt like a headache, but very pinpointed... like the surface area of a laser point or a needle. Nothing horrible. I woke up.

My first dream was I was appointed by the Queen as the advisor (and overrider-or lets just say bringing Harper down to Earth) to Prime Minster Stephen Harper. I told Stephen Harper my views on stuff (give more funding to the provincal and city levels in order to prevent crimminals-not give that money for jails-which will be useless). But Harper being the idoit he is disagreed--so I pulled a lever and Harper's goverment disappered. Than I got three of my highschool friends to help me set up a new goverment--with the correct ideas.

My second dream was I was in my high school and there was a Harry Potter book-based theme party. There was like gingerbread cookies of characters from HP. also some mini rides too.

Date: Wednesday, August 11, 2010 9:33 AM

Fourth lucid

This one was sooo long!!! I actually forgot a lot of it. So I was at
school but it wasn't actually my school so I did a random RC and I
became lucid so I decided to try having sex with someone at my school
so I went up to her knowing it's just a dream and nothing can really
happen I asked her to she said no so I made her want to(dont you judge me >) by thinking it we went
like downstairs in this place with two bedrooms and one of them had
bad guys I think they came to fight us but I fought back and try went
back in their room so me and the girl went in ours. After that it's a
little blurry I remember trying to fly I flew up kinda high but fell
back down and then I remember I was in a room and I decided to try and
summon my dream guide and I did it but before he came I sort of saw
what he would look like but he wasn't the thing I saw in the other
lucids it was a red snake type thing with it's head up high and two
pinchers it then said it has a message from my dream guide then it
turned into a lobster and told me I had to go fight off bad guys. I
wanted to go do more fun stuff but I decided to go try fighting them.
So I got there and a base is under attack so I get in a ship and start
shooting them then I get out go a bit far away from them and I
basically wake up but I come back and I am in my bed upset that I
didn't get to do much and I see me dad at the doorway leaving for work
I say bye then get up and for the hell of it do a rc and I was still
dreaming! So from here it's blank I remember It was getting blurry so
I heard you can look and acknowledge the details of things to attain
vividness so I did that and it worked and it was very vivid. I also
remember at one point I was near this huge lake where some fishing
contest or some sort of contest was going on things started getting
blurrier so I looked at this soda bottle or flower or something and
did the same thing as before and it worked I decide I am going to put
my flying skills to the test I am at the corner of the street beside
the lake I start running really fast and jumped over a sort of cliff
that led down to the lake and I was gliding down with my arms spread
out it was an amazing feeling it was beautiful the lake the trees the
mountain in the background I was so happy. Then I fell by the shore
with people looking at me. Then I can remember myself in an empty
desert just completely empty and I tried levitating myself I got a bit
off the ground so I decided doing the same thing as before I got a
running start but this time I wasn't jumping off anything so I started
running and decided to make myself have super speed so I was running
even faster and jumped I spread out my arms or wings and started
flapping them and I could feel my arms become wings. And as I was
flapping them I got a bit off the ground I was rising and got kinda
far but fell. Then I can remember myself in a city I was walking down
the street and it became night but this time I didn't mind because of
the lights of the city so I kept walking and decided to try sex again
I went inside a diner and found this good looking girl I asked her
because of no fear of embarrassment and she said no but this time I
didn't make her I saw my brother outside and he told me he loved her
and stuff and then she came outside beside the both of us and I made
her want to come with me without a fear of my dream brothers feelings
so we walked to her apartment talking on the way when we got there we
walked up and she warned me saying she is a keyboard freak. Thinking
she meant she liked computer games I thought that was nice that we
have that in common. So I walked in and I asked her what games she
plays she said none I got a little confused and kept walking we walked
past her bathroom which had a hello kitty stuffed head. So we kept
walking and I saw a bunch of keyboards coming out of her closet in
different languages then I understood so I sat on her bed and she did
too I put my arm around her but I didn't do it yet we were sort of
talking and she kissed me a few times I was going to make out with her
but decide to wait a little longer then one of her roommates came in
walked by the bedroom into her room and put her purse and stuff on
her bed then walked back to us(note the girl I was with was about 20
years old looking and so are her rommates) and she started saying ooo
and asking questions and stuff but I don't remember then 2 other
roommates come in and I can see one doing the same as the first and
then the 3rd comes and it's my cousin! But didn't look like any of my
cousins I just knew it and I made a shocked face and so did she we
just did this for a while. Then it's blank so then I wa in a different
one of her rooms and found a laptop on the ground and Starcraft was on
so I played a bit then he came in but I suddenly woke up sort of I
could feel myself in my bed and I coul barely see my room I started
rubbing my knees and imagining spinning around I was trying so hard I
kept switching between the dream world and real life it wasso dramatic
in the dream I was screaming like I was dieing saying nooooooo!!!!
Then after a while of trying I was sort of in control and I was in the
ruins of the apartment it wa torn down I looked around scared for the
girl then it started again then I gave up thinking I had my fun I'll
come back another time so I got up smiling because this was just
awesome. There was actually sooooo much more to this it felt like it
was hours and hours long. I remember little fragments by don't know
where to put them one time in the desert there was a wedding and
people I hate were there so I decided peeing on them because I felt so
free an didn't care about a single thing and I was laughing. Another
fragment my family and friends were locked in a sort of grocery store
and another I was being held prisoner. This was all lucid. One of the
best experiences of my life I am so happy because I had such a long
lucid and this is only my fourth one!!!!! I've only been practicing
this for less then a month. Sorry if there are any grammar or spelling mistakes i did this on a small ipod keyboard right after i woke up


The dream world, a world where we are truy free.

Dream Recall
[]More than one dream a night.
[]Vivid, detailed dreams.
[]Identify a Dream Sign

Lucid Goals
[] First Lucid Dream
[] First Stable, lengthy lucid.
[] Decent, consistent control.
[] Complete Dream Control
[] Lucid Dream within a Dream
[] Fly
[] Explore Space
[] Teleport
[] Telekinesis - Small scale
[] Telekineses - Large Scale
[] Create a small animal
[] Create a large rideable animal.
[] Breathe Underwater
[] World Building
[] LD more than once a month
[] "" week
[] "" night

Well I decided that if I was going to really forcus on having LD's it was about time I started my own dream journal. My memory is still pretty patchy but that's what I'm aiming to improve!

I was dreaming that there were 2 neds stood at my desk in work. The first had that "you've been tangoed" look, indicating her complete lack of basic makeup concepts, such as match your skin tone. Anyway, she had dark hair tied back in a ponytail and a white tracksuit on. I don't remember much about her friend, other than she was ginger or blonde.

The dark haired one was asking if there was anything else she could hand in other than a sick line to cover being out sick. I started to tell her that no, only a sick note would do, but Dawn interupted me and told her that yes there was something else.

Can't for the life of me remember what it was she told her though! That's all unfortunately

[I]When I woke Up, I had to piss so bad... I forgot most of my dreams... [/I]

frag

Saber is giving us a tour of BanYanLand... wait... he is giving many people tours by multiplying himself.

I dreamed I was at school(DS). It was the first day. I went to MRs. Smith's(DS) room cause I didn't have a schedule. She told me to go to the office(DS). All they gave me was snow gear to wear. Very odd. I became lucid without an RC. But I did notice my dream sign for once. I tried using my summoning skills around the school. They wouldn't work. It was odd. I couldn't find my problem. Suddenly, an alarm went off. A student was by a so-called "forbidden river." Odd, cause they're no rivers by my school.

Everyone retreated to homeroom. A teacher yelled at me for not going.
"I can help."I said. They believed me. Outside, it snowing, oddly enough, it was summer time. Down by the river, a student was trapped by two rottwieler dogs. Then, I remembered my problem:I was using expectancy instead of intent. So, I used intent. I turned my back, and became a werewolf. I communicated with the dogs, and they ran off. I soon awoke.

Hey! So, this is our first entry, obviously. We don't have any dreams to record right now but we will in the near future. We're 14 year old girls, so you're going to get things like, us giggling over the cutest boys. But who knows, maybe we'll see something profound. Haha. Anyway, I guess this is kind of like an introduction. Madison=purple writing. Kameron=blue writing. That's all you really need to know for now.
Comment&Subscribe please.!

Aug 11-12: I don't remember much. I remember two or three different fragments.
1. I was swimming in crystal blue waters in the ocean worrying that sharks would get me.
2. I realized that I was dreaming and again tried rubbing my hands together. I checked the time in my dream for some reason, even though I already knew I was dreaming. The dream started to fade out so I tried dream spinning, but it still didn't work. I don't think that I can control what I'm doing while I'm trying to get a fully lucid dream, I think its just instinct to rub my hands together. That obviously doesn't work, so I need to try something else. I don't think I ever woke up, I just think it went on to another dream.
3. My room at my dad's house kept getting set on fire. I also remember some witch lady would chant and randomly set stuff on fire. (Why have all my dreams had fire in them lately?)

As per class 2, prior to sleeping I spent most of my time imagining a forest. I pictured myself touching the bark of an old oak tree, feeling it a little, then shooting up through the branches and leaves into a vast expanse of trees. The forest forms an infinite valley of greenery, and I fly around it.

sadly, this didn't play out the was I envisioned, but the night was a success regardless!

I only recall few fragments from my first dream. I was being transported all over the world. All I remember is that the Worlds' climate was in danger, and I ended up in Australia. There was a giant yellow sign depicting all of the atrocities Australia was doing, and it was claiming they were using a fourth of the worlds resources.

I woke up early again. Probably about 6 AM again. Our cat was clawing at my backpack. Soon after I moved it, I decided to try to WILD, and realizing Alyssa's dad would be up for work soon, I decided I should use headphones to cancel out any sound. I listened to my binural beats track. About 1 hour after trying to sleep while relaxing, my eyes started flickering intensely and I felt my heart beating incredibly loud. This happened on my last time trying to WILD, but last time it was accompanied with visuals. I don't remember any clear visuals with this attempt, except at one point I was positive I was seeing blurry silhouettes of people. My left shoulder and right thigh started to feel weird, so I decided to snap out of it and just go to sleep normally. The whole time I was trying to WILD I was concentrating on the image of a forest.

The last dream I remember, I was in some sort of mansion of sorts. Filled with several different people. I remember the architecture of the building made no sense. I can't give any real specific examples, but there were only certain ways to get to certain rooms, hallways weren't really present. I recall having a FA into a room of the mansion that looked similar to the room in waking life that I was currently sleeping in. I thought it was a strange dream. Then I'm not sure what tipped me off, but something didn't feel right. I looked at my hand, but didn't see anything. I was positive it felt like I lifted my hand up, but I could only see my thumb. I put it back down, and tried my other hand. Again, I saw nothing. I came to the conclusion I was dreaming, and became lucid. I remember looking around the room, trying to take it what I could. I looked down at Alyssa and had the thought of waking her to talk to myself, but she was breathing in a strange way so I decided against it. I took a few steps towards an air hockey table that didn't exist in the waking world, and felt a vibration coming from my cellphone in my pocket. I went to grab it and answer it, but as I did, I woke up.

It wasn't the most amazing lucid, but it certainly beats my last record of becoming lucid and the dream exploding to white. Looking forward to my next lucid--hopefully to complete the task of the week!

Dalton Hall is the disgusting food cafeteria at my college that I swore never to eat at again.
I dreamt that I was there to eat and the layout was quite different, but it was certainly the same place. I had my food, but I needed to choose a place to sit down, I saw a group of people people that I knew from high school, but didn't want to sit with them, so I sat at a table with a group of black people. Shortly after I sat down, the black guy to my left said, "You can leave now." So I attempted to calmly and respectfully ask why, but he just got angry. At some point he either became a black female or she started yelling instead. My tray of food somehow managed to get smashed on the floor and I calmly left the table. A friend of mine, Alex, was now at that table with the black people. (She has a group of black friends in her hometown, but doesn't associate with blacks generally) I don't know if she was there the whole time, but that woul explain why I sat there. She yelled something about how she and I are supposed to have a conversation or something, whatever it was, it was friendly and not serious. I told her that she'll have to come sit with me because I'm not allowed to sit there. So for some reason I decided to take her to the table with my high school acquaintances. I think my dream skipped to a part where I'm wondering what to do about the tray, so I went up to where you usually pay for youe tray of food or whatever and told them that someone caused me to break my tray on the floor, but that I took responsibility. They seemed understanding about it.
Then I woke up.

I'm wondering if this is representing how I feel about typical black people. I feel like most of them are the stereotypical, scumbags that are often referred to as "niggas". Even when you treat them with respect and understanding, they just want to be angry at the white man.
Me trying to reason with them might represent how I wish I could reach them and make them understand and stop being so stupid.

August 12:
Dream phase 1: I was out in the back of a tall white mansion that had a few upper level patios. I was on lower level ground. The ground had level had a bit of overgrowth over it. The concrete also looked aged.( maybe because it was also slightly dark outside.) there were hedges that formed an L in front of my view( L might be a dream sign) I was in a hot tub that had an appearance of a artsy fountain( made with a sub section for water and it had a statue above) a old middleschool crush of mine Ashley mcgill was also there. Apparently we talked for a little and then I made a move on her and went in for a kiss but as a few seconds passed she got up and said something like I can't do this then she left. The dream phase faded as well.

Phase2: I was in an apartment complex. I was inside first. It was very cluttered messy and all connected. I remember seein sean mcloraine. I can't remember dialogue but that was majority of the dream. Then the women got mad at one point and demanded "rights" my mom was leading so I followed outside we protested and marched down a street in front that curved around. It had a few trees and it was dark out( dream sign) then the dream soon faded.

Well, my crazy summer is finally over, and I have the time and motivation to get back into lucid dreaming. I'll be doing reality checks all day long and thinking up new goals to get me motivated, and hopefully they'll work out here real soon

But of course one of the most important parts of all this is...my DJ! Gotta start recording those dreams again so I can get my recall back up...so without further ado, here is what little I remember of last nights dream.

I was in California with a friend from real life that I presently only know through Skype. We spent a lot of time planning how to rebuild our website and add new features, and then we got down to actually building it...physically. We went into her room and cleared it out to make room for work. I began by setting a huge PC monitor in the middle of a long desk that ran from one end of the room to the other. I never connected a computer to the screen, or used a mouse or keyboard to navigate to the website on the monitor, but this didn't make me go lucid. I just kind of thought of what I wanted to have happen on the screen and it did.

Once the website was called up, we started to build stuff on the desk all around the monitor. It was a bunch of random stuff...inhumanly big boots, picture frames, food, and even Legos! But as we built all around the monitor, the website was built on the screen. We were just about finished when there was a knock on the bedroom door. My friend opened it and her brother was waiting. He saw the desk covered with stuff and looked horrified.

"What are you doing, sis? I need to sleep there. I'm dead tired!"

He walked over and cleared the desk of all our work and handed me the monitor. Then he pulled a mattress out of nowhere, put it on the desk, and went to sleep on it.

"Oh well." I said.

We did some other weird stuff like that afterwords, but I can't really remember anything else in detail.

I woke up this morning and remembered a dream that I had. It was amazing. I was planning to write it down so that I would never forget it....but after I slept in for a couple more minutes. I woke up only 5 minutes later and had absolutely no recall of what the dream was about. I feel like Ive lost something special, and I regret it.

Last night I decided to forgo listening to the binaural beats WHILE I slept and instead listened to them and THEN went to sleep. I slept much better. In fact I think I was so tired from my lack of sleep the night before I probably missed most of my REM cycle. When I woke up for my WBTB method I couldn't remember any of my dreams. So I did my WBTB method (woke up for a few minutes, checked email, and then turned on binaural beats and laid back down) and listened to the beats for a good twenty minutes. I then took them off and went to sleep. I woke up a good 4 hours later (quarter to ten, waaay later than I normally get up) and had this jotted down:

My wife and I are on an airplane that apparently goes to space. I'm excited but nervous and am not sure how to react. The plane takes off and then just as quickly Leah and I warp to the airport (what they say about speedy traveling in Dreaming is true, eh?) and we are walking around. We are in a big airport that sort of looks like a giant mall. It's really white and really open. We see a line of people at the suitcase rack and decide to head over. Along the way I ask Leah how long we're on vacation for and she says 'Two days'. I'm instantly upset and go, 'What's the point of a two day vacation. Let's go for five.'. We reach the line of people for suitcases and watch as different people run over to a guy handing them out and open the bags up. Dogs keep jumping out.

I should be upset I didn''t remember much but, honestly, I'm just glad I got a good nights sleep. Two more days of Infinity. Knock on wood and let's hope for some developments.