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i should have wrote this first thing this morning but ya know, i didn't.
The dream i had bounced around alot but ill tell u what i remember.

My ex (daughters mother) was dating an old employee i used to work with. and i was helping them move stuff into a new house that they purchased and during that time i remember feeling pain and mental suffering, heartbreak as they were doing little things in front of me as if they were trying to hurt me mentally on purpose. In front of the door to the house they were moving into i was on a teeter totter type thing and it kept raising me up to the top part of the house then back down again. that's when i woke up. and as soon as i opened my eyes i felt like it was still happening but i then realized right away that it was a dream. it felt so real even though it was ridiculous. but i was relieved that it wasn't real

01/22/12

Note: Just one short dream from last night, but that's better than nothing!

Tennis, Anyone?
I am on a vacation with my mother to see some friends we have in another state. We are there on the last day of our trip, and I am trying to have fun for the last bit of time. I am with a couple other people on a tennis court, they are playing tennis. I tell them I'm not very good at tennis, but they insist I join in on a game. I start playing tennis and find I can do an interesting trick. I can somehow catch the ball on the top of my racket and roll it around there until I am ready to shoot it back at my opponent. Since nothing but the racket touches the ball, there is no violation of the rules. That allows me to take my opponents by surprise almost every time. Everyone is in awe of how I am doing that, they want to know how I do that. I'm not really sure. I practice it for a while longer and think maybe it's latent telekinesis starting to show up. I don't tell the others about that theory, I want to keep my new telekinesis secret for a while at least. My mom and I leave and are on the way home. I realize for the first time that my ex-boyfriend James is in the car with us. He says using telekinesis in tennis is technically cheating. I tell him if he can show me that in the rule books then I will never do that again.

The entire bus station was operating within a large roundabout, and the whole operation was overseen by a young malaysian-chinese girl. On another level however, things were being overseen by a group of black-clad, sword carrying ninja warriors.

Jan 19 2012 (wrote on 20)
note: I know there were lots of what ifs but I did this the day after I dreamed it up since I just got my dream journal today. The things I remembered were extremely vivid yet I felt like I knew so little!

Me and my best friend Aiden was walking around. Aidan looked like himself like always. He was wearing black, a hoodie I think with writing in the front. We were walking somewhere at night similar to SQ, I think I saw stars. I remember no trees. Aiden peeked in a pizza place. I think it was a concrete building. Not sure where Aidan peeked, maybe a window. I think it was just because he came near the pizza place. I have no idea how I knew that. I had my gym hoodie on. When he did peek I ran fast for some reason. I was scared of something for some reason, felt a sudden burst of adreneline. Also afraid I like get arrested. I ran down a hill street. I was really scared for some reason. I ran with powerful endurance and speed. As I ran down the hall I was now on a different street that seemed to be on the side of the mountain. Not sure if on a mountain. It had those street rails on the side of the street, and I think in the middle. I think they may of came later on in my running. A short guy with chef clothes and hat came running to me (pizza guy). He also looked He almost grabbed me with his hands in a clapping motion. I dodged and he crashed in a street rail that I think was ending in a v motion and he crashed into it. I kept running and I think I still felt like I was being chased. I couldn't shake off the feeling that there were more (I think). I remembered no trees. When I was running I never got tired, my legs felt the tiniest bit tired now and then but it faded away. Then I was suddenly walking down a normal pathway. I think it may of been raining and it was daytime. There were casual small houses on the side with those metal fences. It stopped raining when I neared two people. There was a chef, I think he may of been the other one (not sure at all). There was a bystander who was just there and was watching him. He seemed to be just there. I think he had black hair, not sure. There were puddles and I think they were cracks on the sidewalk, there were puddles in them. Not sure about the cracks but i'm sure there were puddles. I said something of a apology (not sure what it was. I think it was something along the lines of "sorry buddy", and I gave a short explanation). I helped him up. Also when I was nearing him I thought of Wii Kinect (no I do not want a wii kinect I just did.

DreamLucidAwake

Spinning Hourglass

All that I could see was an hourglass in the middle of complete nothingness. It started to fill itself up with a blue liquid. All of the sudden I started hearing music and the hourglass started spinning rapidly. Then I started talking to myself.

"Somethings not right here. Everything here feels familiar. Oh yeah, I'm dreaming again."

I was completely bored now because there was nothing to do. My body wasn't even actually there. So I was stuck looking at the hourglass and listening to the music.

"Ahh this hurts! It's starting to give me a headache. Just wake up already!"

So then I woke up with my head pounding.

DreamLucidAwake

A Simple Task

It was the middle of the night and I was lying in my bed. I was having a ridiculous number of false awakenings that night. An invisible force knocked me out of my bed and onto the floor. When I looked up my dog was sitting on the top bunk. I realized there were two things wrong with that. 1. It would be impossible for him to jump that high. 2. I don't have a top bunk. I stood up and felt a familiar energy. I did the nose reality check. I couldn't breathe through. I tried it two more times and I still couldn't breathe through my nose. I then tried a different reality check by looking at my hand. I looked at my hand and it had a large hole in it like it had been stabbed. So of course I became lucid after seeing my hand was a bloody mess for no reason. I started rubbing my hands together and focus on my environment to stabilize. I think a few tricks I was using through out the night helped to boost my awareness.

I walked out my door and saw a plastic Mountain Dew bottle spinning and flying around all over the floor. My sister was there watching it and she didn't look too happy.

"Why is it spinning?!" She yelled out of confusion.
"Because it's a dream." I said.
"Well make it stop, it's annoying." She demanded.
"I'm not doing it." I said laughing.

She got mad, went to her room, and slammed the door. The bottle was still spinning all over the place so I tapped it with my foot to make it stop. Out of nowhere I felt like going up to the fourth floor (even though we don't have one). I walked up the steps until I reached the attic. I saw the window and decided I was going to go for a fly. I concentrated on two points in my back and grew white dragon wings out of them. I then ran and crashed through the window. I fell a few feet before I started to flap my wings. I could have just levitated, but I seem to like the feeling of having wings more.

I was now flying over some neighborhood and didn't quite know what to do. I then saw a woman standing in the middle of the road. I felt like I was supposed to talk to her. I flew over to the street she was on and made a rough landing. I talked to her and she gave me a task. She told me to go into this one house and have sex with a girl. So I'm just going to say I went inside the house, had sex, and woke up.

A Deadly Water Park

I'm having trouble remembering this one. I was at some sort of water park in the middle of a field. I remember I was there with Chris, the elf, and some old man. I at least remember the ending of the dream. Chris and the old man were inside some temple building talking about important stuff. While they were doing that, me and the elf were enjoying the water park. I walked over to a metal machine in the shape of a claw. It had a bunch of holes in it and it read "DON'T TOUCH, DON'T DIE".

"Don't touch, don't die..." I read out loud smiling.
"Don't you dare!" She said, knowing what I was thinking.
"This is just a dream. What's the worst that could happen?" I said reachin out my hand.

I poked the claw and it instantly blasted a huge wave of water at us. It flooded the area for 5 seconds before we were lying on dry land again. Despite the warning, we were still alive.

"That didn't kill us!" I said laughing.
"I hate you." She said.

I then woke up from laughing too much.

End

I'm just starting this DJ, so I want to bring up a few events that happened the past week.

A few days ago

I woke up in the middle of the night, and went back to bed. Within the first few seconds of the dream, I realize I'm lucid (simply because I had JUST gone back to bed, this didn't happen long after) I'm in front of my church with this "odd" kid from my school named Thomas. I don't think this was a WILD as I didn't experience SP (consciously, that is) nor hypnagogic hallucinations. However, as soon as I realized I was in the dream, I had an instant urge to do something. The very first thing that came to mind was a large ball/meteorite crashing into a nearby car. Anyway, as soon as I made this ball appear, I heard voices, more so whispers, from all around me. It sounded like there were 20 of them (Not exactly, but quite a few) The only whisper I could distinctively hear was say "All over me." During these whispers, everything became INSANELY vivid , like it was real life, and I could feel my mind focusing on the dream. Once the ball finally hit (about 5 seconds after the dream began) The voices stopped. The dream instantly faded to black and I woke up.

Yesterday night

I'm standing up in an aisle of a bus full of my classmates. The bus starts going steeply downhill until it was pointed straight down ( I wasn't falling ) It then got to the bottom of the hill, where it returned to start going straight up. At this point, I realize I'm dreaming as this isn't possible. My dream instantly starts to fade. In panic, I yell "STAY LUCID." It works for only a few seconds, so I say it again. It again works for only a few seconds. For some reason, I thought the (now vertical) bus was causing me to lose lucidity. I had a sudden urge to exit through the back of the moving bus to stay lucid. I see Joey on my way back. I almost completely lost lucidity now, so I say "Stay lucid" once more and start spinning around. I'm in but only for a few seconds, I time frame just enough to get out of the bus. I see Bailey at the very back of the bus, beside me when I open the door. I open the door, and through the door looks like a pathway to an entrance of a mall. I lose lucidity and wake up right before I start to pass through.

Last night

This one isn't lucid, but it's important enough to share.

I'm playing a game, I'm almost positive it was Fable 3. I was moving the character without a controller, and without a television for that matter. Once I know it, I'm the main character of the game (seeing first person now instead of third) and I go to these rocks where I see a friend (I don't remember what he looked like, but it was a boy) He was sitting on a rock upon this tall mountain with a great view. I sit on the rock beside him (They are big rocks) I see a slug in a crevice between the rock, and one right night to my friend (I had thought about slugs the previous day) I have an urge to put my (bare) feet on the slug next to my friend. I don't remember what it looked like, but I do remember feeling an intense pain of it "attacking" me, I suppose. I don't remember what happens next, but there is a time period before this next part happens.

I'm now back in third person. The only thing I could feel was my feet (In the game) When I run on rocks, it would, per se, feel like I was running on rocks. Same with water and the such. I wake up in the dream (false awakening) and I remember going to my computer and asking a question on Yahoo Answers. My logical mind wasn't working, as I was dreaming I asked something along the lines of "Why can I ONLY feel the characters feet of a video game when I am dreaming?"

After a few moments of waiting, I refresh the page. I have an answer. It was slightly long. I started reading "Dreams are like stories for your mind" --- I wake up instantly, in real life this time, with a VERY bright light shining in my eyes. I don't know how, but about 2 loud moans escape my closed lips and 2 quieter ones. The light fades within about 3 seconds and I have sleep paralysis and my whole room is spinning. It shortly stops.

i had a bath and i lie down in my towel. i fall asleep.
i'm in school wwalking down a corridor with three of my friends. some kid i know walks down and gives me my towel.(the one i had on as i am sleeping) i wrap it round my waist and walk out.

Its suddenly really dark. Another two friends are running around randomnly.
One of the original free friends tell me i'm naked. all i have is my towel(reflects my actual physical state) then everyone leaves and it dark.
Scene changes and im outside the school and its bright and its from a different perspective.i see my two friends who were running around randomnly enter the school through a side door just as i come out with my three ffriends through the main door but then they pop infront of me. This time its still bright.
schocked and talking to someone next to me i say
"Wait i wanna see that again"
The world rewinds and i re-watch.

i start to notice the oddness of the world and realize i'm dreaming. I am completely stable. I attempt to fly and soar up but i cannot move ina direction. A strong wind pushes me into the wall of the school. i cant lower myself.
I realize i need to wake up to get ready as i have no idea how much time as passed.
(i read somewhere blinking wakes you up)
I continously blink but do not wake up, instead i try to use my voice(my real voice not in the dream)
after 2-3 attempts i hear my own voice croak "help"and i wake up.

I awake in my towel with complete memory of my dream.