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July 3rd, 2013

notes: more morning dreams

A Familiar Game
I'm playing a familiar game, except a life-size version of it. In the dream I feel I've played this game lots before. Something to do with collecting items before the monsters do, or before other players do.

Defeating the monsters was easy, they were already low hp because of other players. But why didn't those players grab the key?

I grab the key and head into the dungeon where I know I have to craft something before moving to the next level. But the dungeon is freaking me out - its - empty. No monsters. No players. Spooky quiet.

It was a while before I found the other players, who seem to be huddled up for the same reasons. Something about the game was off and freaking everyone out.

Katie
A strange sound right outside the living room catches my attention. The layout of the house harks back to my childhood home in long island. I peek out the window, woah! It was a massive pink parrot like bird, just huge!

"Look at that bird!!!"

But no one in the living room seemed interested. "Sis, are you seeing this!"

Sis calls out from her bedroom "yes, yes! its so pretty!". And she was. I looked at that pink bird and thought 'wow, you are so beautiful!'. Suddenly it noticed me and transforms into a winged girl. Her skin was still pink. Her eyes were like an owls, and her face plump and round and so was her whole body. She had angel curls.

"Woah"

I crack open the window, just a little bit and she flies down in front of me. Her smile was so soft. At first I was worried she bites or something, but that sweet smile. I open the window wider and stroke her face. "are you hungry?"

Sis races to the living room to see the bird girl. I try to feed the girl some candy but shes not interested. "Katie"

"Is that your name? Let me find you some snacks katie!"

I tried all sorts of things, but she wasnt interested in anything my pantry has. I figured maybe she eats fish or rodents like a bird. Me and sis go outside to play with katie. What a fascinating sight.

Katie is naked, appears to be about 4 years old, but talks as though she's older. Soft plushy wings, and taloned toes. She doesn't have any genitals, but does have a scar on her abdomen. A doctor trying to figure her out? Poor katie, she must have run away.

Sis kept making noise "ITS A BIRD GIRL! EVERYONE COME LOOK!" I dont think katie wants that kind of attention, I was so afraid she'd run away again. Katie shows me her dolly, a rabbit that's shaved to look like it has a pony tail.

"What a darling!" One of the neighbors asks if shes our daughter, but both me and sis deny it. I try to hide her wings when prying neighbors come by. Eventually Katie gets annoyed and puts on clothes to hide her gorgeous wings.

But she couldn't fool this strange man. "Katie, is that you?" He tugs on her jacket to reveal her wings "It is you!"

At this point my friend R steps out of the house. She doesn't seem surprised at all by katies sight. "Look R, its Katie!! i guess you'll have to dye your hair again because you know" he makes a gun gesture.

I realize he and R are former supernatural detective agents, and that R has had to change her appearance for what ever reason. My dream begins to fizzle out, but all I could think about when I woke up, was how much I loved katie.

July 2nd, 2013

note: three morning dreams, sleeping in is awesome

Construction Zone
I can feel my heavy eyelids and how firmly closed they were. But despite that, I can still see! Faces and other weird things in my bedroom. I realize the reason why I can still see is because I'm dreaming. I jump out the window and run around aimlessly. I decide the best thing to do lucid is to attack a candy store and eat snacks. But everything was tasteless so that didn't last long.

I wake up and roll back into bed. Again I can see with my eyelids closed. I jump out the window and fly through a construction zone. They were constructing in an outdoor corridor. After flying past them the dream becomes foggy.

Im back in my bedroom again and again I fly past the construction zone.

The dream gets weird and for a third time I'm in my room. This time one of the construction people pops in and leads me back to my window. I giggle when I see the construction zone again right outside. This time it looks almost complete, with potted plants and all.

The construction people were real nice and want to show me something else. They take me to a cob house and show me another window. Right outside that window was the rainforest. The scene brought me to tears and I woke up.

Ryoga Moment
I think my ryoga moment happened sometime in the construction zone dream. Lucid, I decide the funnest thing to do is to be like ryoga from ranma 1/2. I was gonna charge head-first in one direction and stick to that one direction!! I hold out my arm "im gonna run non-stop in this direction!"

I race away, sliding down a hill and into a flood-catch. The rocks hurt my feet but I didn't care. My running direction takes me straight inside the wall of the bridge. That doesn't seem so possible......to go through....I stand on a rock inside the flood-catch and decide I have no choice but to break my vow and start running in a different direction.

I was about to run over the water when I noticed a huge sewer drainage up ahead. EWW. This is poopy water! I'm not touching that!!! I break my vow again and fly away.

Tornado Attack with Dad
In real life mom and sis were arguing about something whilst I was in bed. In my dream the argument was about Dad. Dad was heading out to get something for sis. I was heading out too for a different reason, but i guess me and dad are heading in the same direction.

We swim across the flood catch. The current is strong so dad lends me a hand getting out. The next building over has the goods that dad needs to buy, but thats when I notice something sinister.

"Whats that? Is that, rain?"

There was a dark cloud that looked like it was continuously crashing into the ground. I thought maybe the weird phenomenon was massive rain just beating itself into the ground. But I saw cloud , not rain. Oh no, is that?

"Is that a tornado???"

Dad just squints his eyes. I grab his wrist and drag him into the building we were conveniently standing by. It was a museum and the museum already knew about the tornado. Sirens start glaring. The museum people usher everyone into this one room.

A room with a huge bay window! Everyone including dad, sits by the bay window so they can stare at the tornado. "Are you crazy! Dad, get away from the window!"

"Look, there it is!"

But no one was listening to me. I take cover on the lower level of the room, far away from the windows. The whole building starts to shake, when, a loud noise in the kitchen wakes me up.

July 1st, 2013

note: morning dream, its nice to sleep in

Purple Wings-A Zombie's Curse
I don't remember how the zombie curse began. All I know now is that there are three survivors. Me, Mc Adam who is a girl and Mc Nee. While all the rest have been turned into zombies or eaten by zombies, we were left with a different curse.

We are not human. We were more like angelic demons. Our true form was winged, dark black skin, purple wings and a purple aura. Our powers included transforming into beasts and into humans so that we can fit in.

For a long time we were trapped in a complex filled with beasts and zombie monsters. Though it was scary, they were no match for our demon-powers.

Eventually we escaped. I remember running down the hall trying to catch up to my friends, too afraid I'll lose them. I felt so close to the two of them, especially Adam - whose a girl. And Mc Nee i believe was her boyfriend.

For a while we took refuge in a cabin. But I saw something strange happening in the woods. An energy sphere surrounded the entire woods with a purple aura, transforming the beasts into zombies. "Its happening again!"

I don't remember if we faught them or escaped. Next we find a city filled with perfectly healthy humans blissful of the zombie disease. I told my friends I was worried that we would carry the zombie disease with us. So Mc Adam had an idea, to cleanse herself. She went to a public bath.

I was afraid to lose sight of my DC. I ran after her shouting her name. "Mc Adam! Mc Adam! Wait!" I went into the public bathhouse and found my friend. I remember being worried that being naked meant that others will see we are actually monsters. Either way, I take a very public shower.

07-02-13 W.I.L.D Did WBTB at 2 am. Had trouble getting my mind off bad situation at work, so I used visualization as my anchor, after counting failed to quiet my mind. Imagined screaming while striking a stump with a stick. I would picture a strike over the left shoulder and then the right back and forth, each timed with a scream. It must have worked because soon my body was asleep, but my mind was present.

I looked around and was standing in the shadows outside a walk up restaurant, like 'Sonics' and a small crowd was standing around. A young man came up to me. I was fully lucid. I recognized the man from waking life. I decided to just observe. He started talking to me about my recently deceased father. He said he knew him and was sorry for my loss. He also spoke perhaps 3 or 4 sentences while we walked inside the building.

I look over and the man has now become my step mother and we are walking down a street in the neighborhood where my father grew up. I decided to just listen, assuming this may be some aspect of my personality. The conversation seemed long and important, but I can not remember what was said.

The DC shifted into some young lady I am not familiar with. I decided to start taking an active role in this LD at this point. I figured I may want to play with the DCs body, so I summoned a hotel. I simply took a 90 degree turn and 'knew' it was into a hotel. A stair way lead up into an old fashioned building, so we went up and into the lobby. A lady was there and I told her we wanted a room. She said it was up the stairs, so we walked up a flight of stairs. A bed appeared on the stairs. I wondered at why my brain jumped ahead of the story, and if I should bother to correct the graphics, as I would prefer a room over a stair case. Suddenly the graphics went hay wire and another bed was descending from the ceiling plus another behind it. I almost lost the dream here.

The visuals faded and I decided I should stabilize. I looked at my hand and it was fading and colorless. I focused on just the shape made by extending my thumb and fore finger in an L shape. I slowly twitched the thumb until it came back into focus. The dream stabilized.

I looked around and was in a library. I walked about for a minute and found a DC of my wife. I talked with her for a minute before I got dirty thoughts going and considered turning this LD erotic. I pulled up her skirt and so on,,, she commented on the lack of fore play. I mentioned that as this was a dream, it seemed like I could just jump ahead, but we could start over. I almost lost the dream here also. I had to stop and stabilize again using a trick similar to the first one. the scene had changed.

I was standing outside a tall building at night in a city. I walked by a DC of a heavy set woman in a bright red outfit. I decided to enter the building and it was some sort of arcade. After walking around looking at the arcade I noticed a room that had a rave going on. I went into the rave and noticed that one of the women was buck naked and others were dressed in red vinyl costumes like vampires. I decided that I was going to dance. I actually thought that dancing at a rave was part of the task of the month, but that was just wrong. I started dancing and a half dressed woman in a red top and vinyl wings started to get all sorts of sexy with me. We started dirty dancing and I became aroused and distracted,,, and the dream started to collapse. Quick, stabilize it again,,, this time by watching my hand make a fist and open it over and over. When the picture resolved I was outside again.

I wandered around by flying here and there, until I was in front of the building again. This time as I entered the building it was a fancy restaurant. A waiter met me and asked me to follow him. He then went into a long detailed explanation of how the energy body of a being living in a dream realm/astral was able to sustain consciousness and finally drew a comparison with how the energy body of a being living in my physical world was composed,,, or something like that. It suddenly seemed to me that perhaps I was in fact again in the large astral city I have often visited. At the time, the conversation seemed very profound and deep, but now that I am awake, I have little memory of what he taught me. He continued walking us to the back of the restaurant and as we went I grabbed some food from some where. It seemed to be peanut butter fudge, and I was surprised by how detailed it tasted and felt. Often dream food is bland.

He told me he had to get me ready for something and to please relax and look into this mirror. This was in a back area, like a kitchen. Suddenly something was injected into my leg. I decided not to freak out, and to see where this odd situation ended. Was this a hostile thing? I suddenly got euphoric and felt like I was drugged. A waitress then led me back through the restaurant. I asked her what was going on and why they drugged me. She just walked me to the door and said it was time for me to leave. It was a nice night outside.

Well hell, that was weird? Here I was still very lucid and not sure if this was an astral realm or the inside of my own head. What to do? I figured remembering the real task of the month (thought the rave was wrong) would be a good idea. I thought it was wind surfing or parasailing. It actually was that a few days before, but I spaced off the date. I thought IRL it was the end of June, but actually July just started, and I had not read the new tasks yet. Now the night outside in front of the building was very pleasant and so vivid that I noticed the sky. I decided that wind surfing on the moon would be more fitting of a challenge. So, I went through a long sequence of flying and trying to summon a clear image of the moon. I was not happy with my first two attempts to fly to the moon as the details were poor. I ended up taking out a coin and watching how the moon light reflected on it. I turned until the moon light really hit the surface of the coin brightly. I then 'knew the moon was directly behind me, and turned. There it was, perfect and crisp, a beautiful full moon. I flew up into the sky and kept it in sight. I made sure the flight took a little while to add effect (the moon is far away) as I approached it expanded until I got the full visual effect of landing on a huge bright round space object. Ha!!! The best flight to the moon I have ever pulled off! What did the surface look like??? The front of the same darn hotel I had left a few minutes before! Hmmm, more evidence that this was an actual astral place and not my head? If so I probably looked real dumb, flying around their building 'pretending' to go to the moon. I started to loose the ream again, and needed to stop and stabilize again. This time I took out the coin and slowly turned it in the moon light while focusing on the details of the light and the coins surface. it worked and the dream went on.

After looking at the coin I was still in front of the same building, so I walked down the side walk to see what might be near by. I noticed a couple vehicles, one of which was some sort of security or police, and I felt as though they were observing me. I have been in trouble more than my share if this is the astral city, so I hardly blame them for being cautious. Well, minding my own business, so I just walked down the side walk and turned into the next building. This building had a fun atmosphere kind of like the retail areas in Vegas casinos. I saw what looked like people shopping and took a minute to absorb the stunning colors. I was very impressed. The ceiling was an aqua color and other vibrant blues were on the walls. Crazy good resolution with the visuals. That also made me think astral. It looked way to vivid and real, with proper depth.

The corridor of shops ended in a large arena area. I flew to the middle and landed on some bright orange thing. Maybe it was a stage? The security vehicle seemed to have followed me and was now slowly creeping around the out side of the arena. Well, I had nothing to do here and probably did not belong in here, so I searched for an exit. I left through a door into a parking structure. I then spent some time just exploring and flying around the area. I do not remember details as this was just fun screwing around stuff. I eventually had to stabilize again, and used the same coin trick.

This time when I looked up from the coin I was inside a house. The detail was fantastic! All the depth and detail was perfect, like a true virtual recreation of a lived in house. It had a couple rooms I could see into, a counter top, and various personal effects. Way too good of graphics! Again, reason to think it was not a normal dream. Two people were in the room with me. They appeared to be DCs of two men I have met IRL, but I felt that they (and the waiter from before) were actually entities/ dream guides. I started laughing. I mentioned to them that this LD was just going and going and going. I commented on how my perception of time would put this experience at about 5 hours elapsed time. I mentioned that it seemed unlikely to honestly be so long, but that I knew when the dream started. I told them by my honest perception I assumed it must now be at least 5:30 AM, and it would be interesting to see what time it ended actually being. They just politely commented that maybe time worked different here.

I started laughing again and pointed out an enameled copper sun ornament they had hanging. I tapped it with my finger and it felt real. I was laughing that if I did not already know I was dreaming, I would not be able to RC, as all the details were perfect. The ornament felt totally real. I then pointed out the tie died tee shirt one of them was wearing. It had the full rainbow of colors in bands from top to bottom. The colors were fantastic! He then gave me a quick lesson in kundalini and how it applies in the dream realm, using his shirt as a diagram of sorts. I felt I already knew most of what he was teaching, but upon awaking I can not remember the details of the lesson.

After awhile they showed me to the door. They said it was time for me to go back to the ?something? I was outside then. I figured maybe they meant the big hotel building where the rave and restaurant had been. I was sure this was the astral city, and had no interest in getting in trouble, so I flew up looking for it. I saw the building, but as I approached it, it transformed into a huge fair ride. Sort of a skinny tall ferris wheel. I figured I would not fight t and just go sit in one of the cars, to see if anyone was going to come get me or what. The box I was sitting in was not moving, but had a great view of the dawn sky. It looked just like a scene out of that movie Vanilla Sky.

Eventually the dream tried to collapse again. I was about to stabilize but thought about it. It felt as if about 5 hours had passed. I was now just sitting watching the morning sky. maybe I should just go ahead and let the dream end? I felt mentally tired and suspected my body had to pee, so I did not make any attempt to stabilize this time. I actually woke up. It seems my wife had coughed and got out of bed, so that was why the dream had destabilized. I looked at the clock 3:30 AM. LOL. 90 minutes. It had only been a 90 minute dream. I say only, just because it felt like 5ish hours. I never seem to take LDs much past 90 minutes, because I end up mentally drained.

This occurred 6 months ago. I had the same dream 3 nights in a row.
It always started in my room and I would be sitting on my bed. Then my door would open and a guy about my age, maybe older walks in smiling. The thing is I've never met this person in my life!
He sits on my bed and just stares at me, but it doesn't feel strange. I somehow have this attraction to this guy I've never met. What annoying is that every time I wake up I forget his face, which really pisses me of. Everytime I try to remember, all I get is black hair and a blurred face.
Anyone have any ideas of what this might mean? Cause I'm at a lose.

Once again no recall, and this time I got excuses. I am a bit worried about the timing of the competition and this albeit fairly short dry spell of mine, but perhaps the competition is exactly what I need now to break out of this.

I can't be as detailed as I would like but heres a brief summary.

At WBTB I awoke from a dream were I was in some brothel/hotel. I spent some time showering and feeling guilty for whatever I had done. I get out and walk into my room. I apparently have a room mate and he is LOUDLY having sex with a whore. I advert my eyes and go to the other side of the room and sit on my own bed. He yells out "Sorry Mike." I reply weakly, "That's Ok." Then he yells, "Im going to cum. Here I go. Oh yeah do the shotgun. I like the shotgun."

I try to ignore all this and try to call my wife. I have no idea why I am here and really want to talk to her. I have phone issues and wake up.

I wake up feeling wide awake and I have some tea then lay dow for MILD. I feel wakeful and it take some time.

I am in my living room with some flying platform toy that I bought for the kids. I think it must be an Iron Man toy. I get on it and am able to fly around. I feel like Tony Stark. My wife thinks it's silly and wants me to come back to bed. I tell her but this is so cool. I am flying like in a dream...

Something happens here. I think I am briefly lucid but my memory is too foggy to record anything coherent.

I have a FA and here keyboard typing. I realize I have been typing my dream out in real time. I am shock and amazed by this. My wife says something and I try to get her to understand how awesome this is. I scroll through and see I have long dream that read like short stories complete with HTML coding and illustrated pictures.The the browser screws up and keeps going to other websites based on my dream entries.

Suddenly I am in the alley in some truck with my wife. We see the crazy neighbor lady in our back yard and my wife freaks out. She is messing with something on the ground and I realize is the parachute from a daytime rocket. I don't mind it. My wife says something hateful to her and she comes over to talk to us.

I go back to my DJ on my laptop and I remember back before the FA that I was in fact breifly lucid and was flying without the toy. I say something to my wife that I was lucid when I typed my dream journal. I am even more amazed. Then I begin to realize that I am still dreaming but I wake up right away sad that those DJ entries were not real after all.

I have no idea if I was really lucid. I think probably not.