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Fragments of having a bearded lizard.

I dreamed that I finally saved enough money to buy a bearded lizard. All that's left is to buy the equipment.

I bought a gun to protect the lizard and I. I shot everyone in the head that charged at us.

In this fragment I remember my son was under the misimpression that a restaurant we were going to was giving away free iPads.

Note: In waking life my iPad has been missing for a week. I am 95% sure it is somewhere at home just can't find it. It is out of power so cannot locate it from other device.

Just a bunch of weird snippets of a dream..

I had a weird dream that I was pregnant or something, I forget most of it, It was really weird though.

Then I dreamt I was was driving, with my mum. We had an argument about the best place to get a wedding dress. Then I opened the car and jumped out XD

My mum drove back and dragged me back into the car. I noticed there was something sticking out of my chest, it was square and hard. I think it was my rib!

We stopped in front of the reject shop and mum dragged me in. I thought that if I complained in-front of all the people in the store, someone would take me to hospital. Nope. No one even cared.

I was then taken to my Aunty's house. I saw two of my cousins playing Minecraft on a giant tv with weird looking googles over their faces. They were stomping around the lounge like that.

I sat at a bench and noticed that my rib wasn't sticking out, I lifted my shirt a bit...It wasn't there! Then i t popped back out suddenly!

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I was at home planning on going away because I needed to just have some fun. My dad and his girlfriend said that they wanted to go aswell so we all hopped in the car and drove to some fancy vacation resort.

Me and my dad went out to the bar for a few drinks while his GF decided to take a little powernap after her shower. Meanwhile at the bar, somehow I am sitting by a wooden table just chilling and suddenly across me by the other table I see my ex girl. knowing that I am not allowed to talk to her somehow she keeps trying to move closer and chat me up (this was my first love btw). By this point im freaking out cuz I would be pissed if my current gf (Dating 5 years now) was being picked up by her first lover. SO i decided that she needed to be apart of this so I called her up and she appeared next to me asking me who the other girl was. So I introduced them as the following. "Liefie, this is jaqui, my ex a few years ago (But she knows who she is, she has just never met her), and jaqui this is my girlfriend, liesie, and we have been dating for 5 years now and are in love". at this point my girl was kind of happy because I said to my ex that I love my current GF, but there was still this bad feeling and she stood up and ran her hand through my hair as if to make my ex jealous and then my head started to hurt, she was pulling my hair but just enough so nobody would notice and whispered in my ear "you're dead", She smiled and walked away. (WEIRD SHIT) so I decided to go back to the vacation house to get myself cleaned and just relax and think of how I am going to get my current girl to just forget everything happened and know that she is my all and my only. As I got to the house I saw that the only tap with warm water was outside and there was a bucket on the floor, so basically I have to get warm water in the bucket and carry it to pour it into the bath. At this point I figured one bucket was not enough so I turned around and there were many. when I saw this I started to ask myself if this was just a dream, realizing that it was I started to wake up, but I had a FA, so woke up in a dream in my old house which was kinda scary and then from there, all i remember is small useless fragments.

Sux that I couldnt reach LD, but all in all, my dream recall is getting much better and this is great because it feels like I havent been able to remember a dream in YEARS. Im on the right track

and I was kinda glad for the dream ending because usually a fight breaks out, and those feelings suck. although I am not sure if my girlfriend telling me "you're dead" is any better. but all in all, I love her and when I woke up next to her this morning I was able to smile and know that I love her and i'd fight for her even in my dreams when she wants to kill me. TRUE LOVE.

I was in my room. I flew a bit, landed, and went through a wall into the other room. Then I went outdoors and was looking for a hole in the earth. I wanted to go under the ground, find Devil and drank a bottle of cola with him. I jumped into the portal and found myself in the banquet house like in the cinema, just before the old smiling man, looking like a famous actor. His smile was charming. I thought that he was the Devil. I turned around and found some bottles of cola in the ice. I took two and gave one to him. I drank it all and it was tasty, but a bit mix with water. I said – show me something interesting. He asked a waiter for a water, took it into the empty bottle from the cola, pour it on his hand and the water turned into money. I was impressed and I think I’ll try to make it in nearest LD. Then he became to count money and I awoke.

08-25-13 I think this was a WILD. The scene starts suddenly, so I do not know if I lost awareness first or not. I was standing in a room from a memory. the room was a party I had attended in the nineties. All the people who I would expect to be at this party seemed to be there. I was fully lucid already, thus it was likely WILD.
I saw a girl in the crowd I had had a crush on all those years ago. I know sex is a big distraction from lucidity, but once in awhile, I let myself go. I wanted to have fantasy sex with this old crush. I 'knew' she would leave the party with me, so I asked her to take a walk. The DC got up and left the house with me. I also knew we would find some private place and right out side was a van. The side door was open and a suede covered bed was in the back.
We got in the van and got naked (suddenly, no transition) I explored my fantasy and really spent time. I developed each scene slowly and made her body as real and life like as I could. This went on for some time.
I do not know what I was trying for, as far as keeping the scene rolling, maybe an actual wet dream/ release. It was not ever getting that far, just close. After awhile things seemed awkward and she commented on being uncomfortable. I tried to ignore this as just mental noise. I shifted the scene and started again in a new position. She still was fussing and uncomfortable, and I was getting more awkward. She finally said, "we have to stop, I am married."
Oh come on subconscious!? Fine... I stopped and figured I should focus on some task instead of just grinding and grinding and so on,,,
I tried to stabilize as things became blurry. I focused first on just one of her nipples, playing with it as a way to stabilize. Suddenly her nipple was gone and the scene had shifted. I was looking into my fish tanks. I heard someone call out to a friend of mine "hey Bob!" My sister was in the room talking. There goes the hey Bob sound again. She asks me what I am doing. I tell her that I am dreaming, and am wondering why I keep hearing those words. I look out the window and someone is outside.
Suddenly IRL I had to go pee so bad it was painful. I thought I could stabilize, but had to pee too darn bad. Oh!!! That is why the sex scene had broken down, my sub conscious was trying to get me to get up and pee ("I am uncomfortable,,)
I just let myself wake up at that point. Dur~10-15 minutes.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was playing some platformer game together with SilentEternity, there was some difficult segment where we had to dodge some soldiers and mines and our characters were really slow, also game was switching 2D/3D at times.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was playing Doom with SilentEternity, with some mod, there was some new melee weapon that switched view to random camera around, but was dealing alot of damage, and it was kinda main feature and there was not much other ammo on maps. We had to solve some elevator puzzles in red maze, then fight 6 arachnotrons and 2 masterminds coming from small passage in big red open room, though both of us had BFG9000 at that point, with fairly limited ammo, like 120-160 cells. Then another wall opened and there were some more enemies including 2 cyberdemons.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was watching some scoreplay video of a shmup, it was horizontal and player was dealing with everything by point-blanking, except for boss, where he was spamming bombs for score, which summoned some huge battleship.

Dream 4(fragments):

I was watching some fraxy replays and they were pretty glitched.

9:29 A.M.

I’m looking for something on the porch (at an old residence), it turns out to be a green cord hanging down from the roof - I can just see the end of it and I need it. Mom tells me not to try and get it but I imply that I have before. She climbs up on the wood railing. I stabilize her waist and end up lifting her as she grabs the cord. She’s impressed as I help her down. (She’s nearly double my weight IWL.)

I’m moving with a group around an empty house. We stop here and there to fight monsters. It’s like a haunted house only in the daytime. A few times one of the team, a girl, offers blood by cutting her palm and dripping it onto the wooden floor to make the monsters come. I keep talking about what some of the places are/their story, because apparently I used to live in this house. I think there was a guy or two involved in the story. There’s a hushed feeling and sense of expectation.

The last scene is on a small porch in the back. I remember seeing grass outside of it grown a few inches, and there was another porch to the left. It looks too small to be what I remember it as.

The girl asks me what I’m doing, and I say I want more monsters. More bloodletting here?

Inspirations: The last porch comes from the previous dream, I think I remember that it was supposed to be used as a room (possibly the fancy wooded one). Climbing the first porch railing probably comes from me climbing the kitchen counter to get something out of the cabinet. The green cord must come from the Christmas lights mom showed me yesterday. Monsters come from gaming. Wonder if I should add ‘old residences’ back to my dream signs list.

Notes:

Woke up happy that I remembered more than the day before, and felt like I had gotten better sleep. (Of course, now I feel like crud. XP)

Emotions: Hushed and expectant atmosphere.