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10/16/2016
10:30 – 4:30ish
5:30 – 9:30

Similar to a game, waves of different armies that would come and you'd have to fight
them. There were people in it, but the combat was a kind isometric view. There was some
way to had to convince the people who were there. I was doing a lot but wasn't in charge
of it. There were tanks that were a kind of Tron-like.

Game kind of setting. 3D, like VR, flying a ship around trying to complete as much
as you could, when your ship got destroyed you'd need to start over. There was a
thing that I couldn't see, it appeared when I hit it, kinda like a pine cone shaped
thing that teleported me to a different place on the level. I felt like I could see the
exit maybe. There was a kind of work situation outside the came, that was pretty
tense, but I don't remember what it was.

10/15/2016
10:30 – 3:30
7:00 – 9:00
3:30 – 5:30 (nap)
<this was before the break>
I was working out kind of a cloud formation setup for a job I was doing. It looked
very cartoon-like and like the it needed materials for some reason. Then there was
a town, fantasy setting. With nice looking fields, and roads. Cheerful maybe, like a
carnival. I had a nondescript dog, but I like him I think. There were a lot of costumes
I could buy for him. Full suits of stuff, but it was going to be crazy to try to get him
into them, and I didn't want to deal with it. A guy I was doing the job for wanted me
to build an internal version of cloud formation thing. I needed stone and wood, which
I'd forgotten about. I asked him about it, and he said that I should take apart some of
the stuff in the town for it. Then I saw a simple, but nice looking bridge that was built
of stone that I could take part of. I didn't want to ruin the town, so I was trying to figure
out how to only strip parts that were okay. There was a sad older lady in the tent are I think.
<break>
<(300 mg GPC, 4mg Galantamine, 1/3mg Melatonin) Didn't get back to sleep in time>
Saw myself in the mirror, I looked pretty funny. Did maybe some kind of body hop thing
into another body, like non-lucid dream about lucid dreaming. (very short)
<nap>
I was driving along the road at night, pretty empty almost country road, with a sidewalk
and big hill on the one side that I was seeing. I saw a treasury/bank bag on the side, and
tried to stop beside, but went past it. Another person showed up and I hurriedly turned
around up on the hill and got up to it as he was getting to it in his car. Me an this other
guy looked in the bag and were going to split it up. There was cash in foil packages, about
half dollars, but also half German marks, which I thought would be suspicious to cash in.
Some other people showed up and we had to hide it.

Was somewhere in Kansas, but it really hilly, which seemed strange to me. I said that to
some of the DC, but I don't remember much about what they said. I was looking over an
area, that was a jump down of like 20 feet. I got down there somehow There was a nice
stone street that transitioned right in to little castle-like buildings with rich-looking gold
emblems on it. I feel like I lived there for a short period and was doing something in the
town. As part of the dream, some animals were killing pets and putting them in the
duffel bags as a kind a threat to their owners. It was unnerving.

10/8/2016
10:00 – 4:00
6:00 - 9:00
<after full waking break>
Setting was a kinda like my old place inside. People came over, I knew one of
the from twitch, and they had a baby. I had to watch him, it was outside, the
baby kept disappearing. I was trying to play games and watch tv, but the
baby kept disappearing and I had go find him. I was using a tracking device
of some kind for a while, with display with some red circles where it thought
the baby was. Carl Lewis was there running around with his gold medal.
A guy dropped his phone, which was a big deal somehow. At one point I
thought that I had woken up and that wouldn't have time to go to sleep again,
and try to get lucid again, but that was a false awakening.

• Unreal setting (CONTEXT)
• Knowing someone from twitch (CONTEXT)
• They had a baby, but they don't (CONTEXT)
• Disappearing baby (CONTEXT)
• Carl Lewis (CONTEXT)
• False Awakening (INNER AWARENESS)

10/11/2016
11:30 - 2:30
3:30 - 7:00
(bad sleep, sick)
<after break>
Something to do with a sheriff, there was a vehicle kind of like a Blazer. It had some
yellowish graphic or something in the back window. It was bright and sunny in the
only image I can remember. Something about people not wanting to engage something

10/12/2016
10:30 – 3:30
6:00 – 7:00
(bad sleep again, I guess I got to sleep around 6. Being sick really distracted me.
Almost remembered the dream after the break, but the alarm kept going off and I had
enough trouble turning it off that it blanked me out. Uninstalled that alarm, it was draining
my phone battery...

10/13/2016
10:30 – 5:30
(focused on getting sleep mostly, still kinda sick, but slept fine)
- A bunch of different pieces of beef were at different temperatures, some frozen. I
heated them up to the same temperature. Pretty vivid.
- Work dream. Sick, sneezing.
- Work people I didn't know talking about being sick and working from home. It was a
very realistic, natural situation.

10/4/2016
10:30 – 1:30
2:00 – 6:45
- Fantasy Setting. Multiple people going through a place. Lots of stone
walls. Somehow fire burned a lot of it. We were moving bodies around
it was really weird. Maybe we were hiding them or keeping them away
from someone. A desperate situation. Maybe I'll remember more details
later.

• fantasy setting (CONTEXT)
• I don't move bodies around (CONTEXT)
• Very desperate, serious situation (INNER AWARENESS)

<break>
- Outdoor setting. Driving two cars, one on an upper road and one on a
lower road less than a mile apart. Driving one and then getting out and
moving the other one forward, then doing the same thing. Pretty nice
looking country.

• ridiculous way of moving cars (ACTION)

- Maybe connected to the first thing. There was a community dinner thing
like it was some kind of retreat. They served me this nasty looking fish
and I was pretty sad. A whole fish, about as big as a sandwich. It was
not what I wanted at all. I was trying to find some bread. I'd gotten some
Nutella and was looking for toast. A guy tried to help me, maybe he did,
but then that part was over. There was some smuggling or pilfering going
on there. Some hiding around corners and trying not to be seen. I remember
them sneaking packages of meat around. Maybe I helped them a little. There
was a girl in a white dress they were calling Inertia.

• unrealistic confusion about food (CONTEXT)
• I don't smuggle or steal things (CONTEXT)
• the girl was out of place somehow (CONTEXT, INNER AWARENESS)

10/5/2016
10:30 – 4:30 (don't know when break happened)
Slept through, didn't wake up enough to remember anything

10/6/2016
10:15 – 5:00 (don't know break time, didn't remember it)
<break>
Maybe a younger setting, but not a real one. Was talking to a girl I knew in
school at social gathering. Showed her a notebook with maps from a lot of
D&D games that I'd played (maybe in another dream). It looked like the
parties had been wiped going from the drawings. As I was showing a
specific one, the scene changed into that run, I knew what the transition
was. She reacted to the scene change, then I didn't see her anymore.
There was a board on board fence that I could see through easily with a
regular guy egging on a giant, like 8 feet, not incredible, to come after us.
He threw a spear that was like 12 feet long at me, but missed and broke it
mostly in half. He broke off about half of it and ran after me down the street.
I sprinted down the hill, but he was too fast, so I got on top of the fence and
ran along it. He did the same thing. I was shaking the fence a couple feet off
center in each direction, but he still didn't fall off. I didn't really feel like I was
going to get hurt. It ended then.

• Younger setting (CONTEXT)
• Girl I knew in school (CONTEXT)
• Visual transition to another scene (FORM)
• I felt like the transition was not real (INNER AWARENESS)
• A giant (FORM)
• Standing and running on the fence (ACTION)
• I wasn't worried about the giant (INNER AWARENESS)

10/7/2016
10:30 – 4:30
Got up early, didn't remember much

10/1/2016
10:30 - 5:30 (alarm didn't wake me)
6:30 - 8:30 (no sleep, probably... seems like a long time)
- school, rode bus, something dream, maybe japanese since the
voice recording I made was in japanese. saw myself or I thought
it was me, but it didn't look like me at all, that was pretty
striking

• school setting (CONTEXT)
• seeing own form being (FORM)
• felt really strongly about the way I looked (INNER AWARENESS)

10/2/2016
10:30 - 4:30
5:30 - 9:00
- Some kind of a job, with special locks we were trying to
get into them. Maybe the county put those in. That went on
for quite a while. dry grassy field

• not my real job (CONTEXT)
• overly futuristic (CONTEXT)

<break>
- A couple different ones, but only remember something about
getting someone's ID number.

10/3/2016
10:30 - 4:30
5:00 - 6:30
- Trees, a gate we were supposed to do something with. Some of
our group broke into a place. I wasn't with them, but I saw that
they were down there trying to get something. A concrete kind of
building, but it was pretty open somehow. I was able to run around
and tell what was happening without being seen.

• I don't build gates (CONTEXT)
• I don't break into things (CONTEXT)
• very hypey situation like a movie (INNER AWARENESS, CONTEXT)

<break>
- Continuation of the previous one, felt more like military situation.
There was some contention over who was in charge. I have the impression
that we had some kind of futuristic vehicle, like speeder bikes, but
I don't remember what they looked like. There was a lot of radio
communication going on, pretty tense. I think it was me, 2 other guys
and a girl. We were around 20 years old or so.

• I'm not in a military org (CONTEXT)
• futuristic vehicles (CONTEXT)
• I'm not 20 (FORM, CONTEXT)

9/26/2016
10:30 - 2:30
5:00 - 7:00

- Camp like setting, maybe a class
<break>
- weird stuff with servers and IT stuff, also some kind of running
racing that was someone's hobby


9/27/2016
10:30 - 2:30
5:00 - 7:30

- Team based game completing puzzles, or maybe like in HotS when
a team needs to stay on a point to capture it. Some hovering
and use of maybe a beam that needed to be on a part to turn it.
Specifically hovering over a grey stone arch or dome and using
the gun (beam) on the point to cap it. Kind of dark, like late
in the day.

• game that did not exist (CONTEXT)
• flight (ACTION)

<break>
- Voyboy pitching MLB and running up to the grass to intimidate?
someone who was trying to hit the ball, kinda funny. People
made a big deal of it. Going up a narrow, paneled spiral staircase
or maybe a square stairwell, not circular, in Voy's house, a
little kid that was part of some other game we were playing was
there. Doorbell rang or something and Voy was talking. Cut to
scene with co workers saying random crap and hanging out.

• Voy pitching MLB (CONTEXT)
• strange intimidation thing that I've never heard of (CONTEXT)
• being at Voy's house (CONTEXT)
• random cut to coworkers (CONTEXT)

9/28/2016
10:30 - 4:30

- Work setting, open with black lab tables (slate). In that setting
mostly interacting with DCs. There was a guy that was telling me
he wanted something for lunch, pouring himself a glass of something
kinda clear

• not my real work setting (CONTEXT)

- A menu board kind of thing on a wall, like in a restaurant waiting
ares. It was a like giant tablet instead of a bulletin board. Somehow
it let me delete an item out of a menu. I felt bad about it and went
back to my room to see if I could fix it using the source code that
we had, but it was a different version. I felt bad because I liked
the place. It was almost like a B&B.

• unrealistic situation changing the message board (ACTION)
• some abrupt scene changes, like incomplete (CONTEXT)
• why did we have the source code? (CONTEXT)
• Felt very sorry about messing up the board (INNER AWARENESS)

9/29/2016
11:30 - 5:30 (I think phone screen zeroes out my memory, plus late to sleep)

- maybe a school setting, going down roads

• school setting (CONTEXT)

9/30/2016
10:30 - 4:30 (could not back to sleep)
- horse, careful (don't remember what that is)

• never ride a horse (CONTEXT)

9/25/2016
10:30 - 5:00 (wk at 3:00) (1?)
7:00 - 10:00 (3?)
- Almost didn't remember anything, but didn't give up and remembered.
Kinda like a TV show, NY maybe. It was like that was some stuff at
the end, not the main part. I remember a house.
<break and could not get back to sleep>

- A lot of guitar store dawdling around, eventually some super
vivid fast playing, very crisp sound. Close up view of my hand
playing, it felt like I was completely in sync with my picking
and clean.

• played better than I normally can (ACTION)

- More of the guitar store setting, don't remember much else
- Very strange dream, part work/office, but not real work. This
centered on going to lunch and rounding people up to go.
Ex co-worker JDC, a girl I knew in high school and another DC. There
was something about a some TV I had setup and someone moved
it for a meeting. The girl and my friend were there and the girl
had an Elmo about 3 inches tall with a tv for a head that they
were watching. The Elmo tv thing was on its side. And she had her
head laying the the table sideways as she watched it. We finally
ended up leaving the girl behind. I kept getting my foot stuck in
hinge side of a door in crowded hallway, like in school, when it opened.
They had painted around it in some way that made you want to
put your foot into the wrong place, it was weird. Met a guy that
followed along with us after some other stuff. Eventually his dad
showed up too. We had lunch at this place in a really tall building,
which after we had climbed up it, flew up it pretty much, it kind of
disintegrated and the city or whoever replaced it with a very unnatural
looking little palm tree thing about 5 feet tall. We had pictures of the
place before it went away and were showing it to passers by and saying
we didn't think it was right for it to be replaced with that thing.

• groups of people who don't belong together (CONTEXT)
• school setting (CONTEXT)
• Elmo TV (FORM)
• strange perspective on the door (FORM)
• climbing a building (ACTION)
• building disintegrating (ACTION)
• unrealistic petitioning of passers by (ACTION)
• sad about the building going away (INNER AWARENESS)

9/21/2016:
10:00 - 6:00 (wk at 12:45ish) (1?)
6:00pm - 8:45 (1)
restless, had trouble sleeping
<break>
- Entered a church to meet someone. Saw
her briefly, didn't talk. The appearance inside was kinda
faded like an old picture. Very fancy, marble stuff on
the walls. Blue carpet and the walls were mostly white.
They had a quality like an image that had been zoomed in
to far. It had a name that I don't remember, but
there was some kind of pun.

• strange looking walls (FORM)
• funny church name (CONTEXT)

<nap>
- Airfield: DC doing some kind of work on airplanes. Saw
Osprey kind of aircraft. Was explaining to some DC that a
the wing was better than just a prop in the wing. A little
more stuff. Followed behind a plane for some reason, got
unrealistically close. DC had a chance to work on one
of them a little, but had to go do something else.

• wrong job for WL version of DC (CONTEXT)
• close following of a plane (ACTION)

9/22/2016
11:30 - 5:00 (wk at 4:15) (?)
Did not remember anything in detail

9/24/2016
10:30 - 2:30
Got lost in an area, but found my way back somehow. Looking at
my route on a map showed how far iId messed up. Was riding with
a DC and he was driving funny and ended up on the wrong side of
the freeway. He drove across a median somehow and got back on the
right side. Somehow I ended up outside the truck and watched him
run into a huge fir tree that was sticking between decks of like a
freeway bridge. The tree knocked the top deck onto the lower deck.
I kind of caught my breath in shock at what had happened since there
were 8 or so cars. The DC started stacking the cars back by hand,
which seemed kind of weird since he was big enough during that time
to pick them up with one hand, then they swam off. I tried to follow
them, but was unable to catch up. I think he felt bad about what had
happened. I felt kind of sad for the DC.

• Tree in strange place (CONTEXT)
• Truck knocking down a huge tree (ACTION)
• person being the wrong size (FORM)
• DC stacking cars (ACTION)
• I was shocked (INNER AWARENESS)
• strange actions by DC (ACTION)

9/21/2016:
10:30 - 6:00 (wk at 12:44) (4?)
- office environment, setting up something at a
desk. Weird adapters, had someone get one for me
at a store. Cut to different scene with someone next
to me singing some kind of soul song really
well at a desk next to me, kind of embarrassing, but I was
curious to see the other people react. Cut to some
detailed walking around in a house (I think it
was where I lived.) Looked at strange white curtain, not
see through, but a lot of light came through it. I questioned
why houses so close together (like 5 feet) would have
such big windows facing each other, right about then
an alarm sounded and some guy was there for some
reason throwing something, with a bucket or something
similar. It seemed like that was okay, not sure, the alarm
was startling though and that was the end. Maybe I almost got lucid.

• weird plug type (FORM)
• abrupt scene change (CONTEXT)
• DC singing at strange time (ACTION)
• strange house layout (FORM)
• strange bailing action by DC (ACTION)
• out of place alarm (CONTEXT)

<break>
- Detailed indoor stuff, walking around, saw random
people. A mom with little kids and one of them kind
of straying. I let her know that her kid was running
off, and she got them corralled. Later saw them in a
library type thing, she kind of smiled when she saw me
like the little kid was going where we were going to be
anyway. Saw an old, brown leather book with a swoosh on it.
Saw a wooden book cart crammed with books, kinda like they
are at Powells.

• book with a swoosh (FORM)

- Working outside, worried about someone I worked with
who apparently got hurt. Asked about him, I guess he
was going to be okay

To start off, I'm going to transfer some DJ entries here, so there will be more than one day a lot of times, since they can be pretty light on info:

9/17/2016:
11:00 - 8:00
- motocross/something on track, no sound, floaty, reentered
same one with no vehicle for a short time

• driving with no vehicle (ACTION)

- Chicago police guy tries to get me to buy something for
hockey tickets while showing website, really vivid, scrolling
around. He said Red Wings tickets for some reason

• wrong team for the city (CONTEXT)

9/18/2016:
10:30 - 6:00 (wk at 2:37)
- heroes game, losing, new map
- tried DEILD after jolting awake, some HI, but tried to
RC too early I think. I did the nose pinch RC and just
was awake
<break>
- getting back to sleep took a while, lost attention and
just fell asleep, no chance to interact with transition


9/19/2016:
10:00 - 5:30 (wk at 2:15) (5 or 6)
- heroes type game, more vivid running around
- same, people mixed in

• Not an actual game that I know about (CONTEXT)

<break>
- kinda talking to people or something, a couple
sessions of that


9/20/2016:
10:00 - 4:15 (wk at sometime) (about 2)
7:30 - 10:30 (2)
- don't remember before the break
<break>
- pretty long, maybe SciFi salvage or something
at the end was eating something greasy and good
while being nagged about it by some female co worker

• Sci Fi job setting (CONTEXT)
• Felt the nagging pretty keenly (INNER AWARENESS)

<wake at 4ish>
- tried to avoid re-entering that last one to avoid
being nagged and ended up not being able to get
back to sleep mostly due to thinking about WL
<break>
- computer stuff of some kind. Something broke
that we pretty much knew was going to break
but didn't do anything about (had a deja vu later in the week)
- back to the same setting, don't remember what
happened, just slice of life I think

Amber said that she liked me a lot and told me exactly why. I remember having my shirt off huging her with a very sexy energy.

Don't read ahead unless you're an adult, I've tried keeping some of the descriptions to a minimal though.

Dream
It's sunny and I'm walking along a sheltered wooden deck outside, like a walkway you might see at the zoo. As I was walking I saw cute girls walk past in leggings, I flirted with one of them and it felt unrealistic which clued me in that it was a dream. I became lucid and immediately went cave-man mode, no stabilising or anything.. I just walked up to the cute girl and groped her, kissed her and many other things I managed to go all the way and even finish which isn't something I've ever had in a lucid dream. A weird thing I noticed was that she kept disappearing yet was still there, it's hard to explain but basically she went invisible or something..

May 2, 2013

Realize after sleeping in my body with phantom sensations of hands. Understood what is happening and began to struggle with rage like mad to go outside my body. The feeling that I was crawling on the floor in the dark quagmire and pulls me back, it seemed that crawled a many meters, but I ended up in my room when the vision came.
Next, I went to the window and pane at the top of the window apparently was open, began to climb out through it, climbed half and wanted to jump down, then I wondered whether not this is real world, think I'll break. Thinking, I knew that in real life it can not be that I got out of the window like this, and jumped down.
Was on the ground, I walk around the yard, see the trees, no people, came to the end of the house. Then I take off and fly smoothly at a height of 2-3 floors, along the house, flew on the same line one yard and fly into the next, where landed. All buildings were in the same places as in real world. Looked at my body, arms and legs, pants which are dressed in the real.
Drew attention to the lying stick and for some reason I wished to draw it by willpower, and turned out it flew into my hand. I throw it into the house standing in front of me, at first it fly at random, I see it can not reach, and send will to it so that flew straight and stuck in the wall.
Next moment, from behind, my leg gets an arrow, and pierces through shin. There was no pain, I pulled out the arrow, turned around, see a woman, dressed in red archer clothes, the bow, distance to her ~30 meters. To aggression my answer the same - throw arrow at her and directing it, she tried to dodge, but arrow fly like self-homing, hit it as well as she did, in the legs. She starts to run away. And dip in memory...
Then remember, I was standing with this archer, and there are men with us. They are talking, and I remember she said that I'm Italian and do not understand them, I said, I'm Russian and understand. After I returned back to body.
But I not woke and tried once again to get out, and get out of body through resistance, climb out again for a long way, I appear in the porch, it turned out that I climbed through two walls. I went down the stairs, there I see was very bright, hyper-realistic. Went to the window in the stairwell, open it, and jumped down. Then back into body and wake up.

Meesha woke me up every hour on the hour & then my wbtb every 2 hours. Dreaming was a joke.