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I'm writing just before to go to bed again, so very few details.

- dream (non lucid): I was on a roller coaster where the cart didn't have any protection, but only a bar that I could grab to avoid falling off. I found this detail pretty suspicious, but I justified it thinking that the gravity was protecting me.

- dream (lucid): I was going on a motorbike (never did in my life) and suddenly had a very long jump. To long, I was almost flying. I noticed this inconsistency and got lucid: suddenly the sky took very incredible colors, the effect of the sunset with the clouds was gorgeous... But lasted just a couple of seconds and the dream vanished.

- dream (non lucid): I, with my girlfriend, were keepers of a big villa. The owners were on vacation and were coming back the day after. We caused some damage and there was an incredible mess, especially at the third floor and no time to fix the situation.

What a great one this was. I remember an extreme level of detail and it's Sunday morning so lets try to get it all in.

It began in a strange moment, as I found myself having just gotten off of a greyhound. Here we were, a great big group of people, some I knew but most I didn't, all moving into a giant, massive version of the T House together. It had the same basic layout, but each room was the size of the entire actual building and allowed everyone their own giant living space, not just a bedroom.

I started grabbing my bags from the bus and saw that there were a lot of beautiful girls getting off. If I was a perfect lucid dreamer I would have reality checked here, but instead, I gawked. I realized that they were famous, it was a group of girls and a guy that were a pop band. Suddenly it hit me that everyone here was famous. It was like the hotel in Youth.

As I was going in, one of the girls started talking to me and we had a really fun conversation, not really about anything just lots of witty banter and gauging what the other was like. I made strong eye contact throughout the conversation but did not reality check. My RCs have failed me so far.

I get in my room and unpack, then hop on the computer. I'm doing emails and stuff when I hear a noise outside. I look out the window and see a massive war between big piloted ships and mechs outside. The battle seems to be man vs alien, and a buddy of mine is heading the human effort. I run out there and he points me to a downed human craft. It is massive, with huge plasma cannons on the front but the cockpit is just open to the air and dead between the guns. All the ships are like this, they have only a single crew piloting them and that person is not protected by glass or anything. I fight in the ship, taking down some enemies before mine is destroyed. I immediately hop out and go at an alien, jumping past his guns and beating him up to take the cockpit. I fight once again.

The fight ends and they are driven off, and I return to my room. I am on the computer again when I hear a knock at my door. There's a group of women, some of the pop stars and some older women. They're looking for my friend the battalion commander and they have the wrong place. We make some jokes and then they head down the hall. I walk out and see that on the rooftop is another massive room, and the guy staying there is one of the richest and most important men on earth. I know he knows the commander so I go talk to him, hoping to make some connections. He talks to me for a bit but knows why I'm there and points out how young and inexperienced I am. I tell a joke and he laughs a bunch, then gets a phone call or something. I head out of his room and see the commanders. I go to talk to him but in there I see all the women on his bed with him. They're clothed just talking, and I chill for a short moment, before putting on a Kanye song on my phone for them. I swear to god the song doesn't exist but my mind just knows his voice, and created an amazing track that was somewhere between "real friends" and "heard them say". Such a relaxing tune.

The ladies started kissing the guy, and I was really weirded out being there so I leaped from the balcony and drifted down toward the dock. This is my favourite part of the dream.


The pier was gone, now there was just the tiny wood dock at the end of it, now attached to the bottom of the stairs. As I stood on the dock, looking out at the water, I became extremely present. This is a new habit of mine derived from meditation. If I find myself alone with a beautiful view I often take a deep breathe and drink it in. However, before my thoughts turned to reality checking, I became engrossed by the water. I slowly walked toward the edge of the dock, staring down. I leaped high in the air, and though to myself, "I always fuck up dives. Let's do a perfect dive right now." My body spun, head straight down. I plunged into the water. The moment I entered it I was once again horizontal, belly flopping without the pain. I slammed into the bottom of the lake. My eyes were closed, and the dream for a moment was nothing but the feeling of water, weightlessness, and the sandy lake bed.

I've always been sure that my dreams have to have visuals. This one single moment has undone that belief. It was the exact feeling I've had so many times up at summer camp, that moment right after you jump in, eyes closed and feel how different the universe has become in the split second.

I tried to swim up. I did my best, but I found myself unable to swim. was I drowning? maybe. who was I to know? I was thrashing calmly, floating up at a snail's pace. I could reach up and feel the surface but ascending the last foot seemed impossible. I just forgot about it and enjoyed the water. I found myself at the surface. Looking down, the water was only 4 feet deep, so I just put my feet down. At the bottom of the lake, in a beam of sun, was my brand new Beachman. It was resting perfectly, as if for a picture. I remembered that it was not waterproof, but this seemed to be a new version, with metal body and wood accents. I grabbed it from the floor and brought it in close, finding it to be damp inside. The word "Beachman" had mostly come off, and the letters were floating around in there. For some reason, I could see that the holes punched in the wood were originally made to put in a swastika and not letters. I was so furious, and began visualizing my conversation with Lucy about why the fuck this had been, and how we would need a new supplier.

When I looked up, the girl from the bus was there. She did not want to be in the commander's menagerie and had done it to make me jealous. She came to see me here, but suddenly there was a neighboring family in the water. We had to talk to them for a while, and when they left the sun was setting. She lay down on the dock and I was in the water. We talked and talked, and I started falling for this girl. The sunset on the lake was the perfect shades of red, orange. Casting what felt like the light of a warm fire on her face, catching her hair in the wind. Beautiful. The mind is a huge cheater, always knowing what you want. She looked exactly like that girl who kissed me in the bar.

I went to return to the T house with her, but when we got there everyone was leaving. The aliens were going to win the next battle, so we had to take an elevator to an interdimensional airport like in rick and Morty. There we would be able to escape to a new place with no enemies. There was an entrance to the terminal through an elevator in the house, so we all began going through. Suddenly Stu and Evan Ccole were here, and they said we had to defend the elevator from alien presence as they would try strange tactics to get past us.

At first, they were sending strange inanimate objects through in absurd quantities. The elevator doors would open, and 200 orange balloons with Shibes on them would roll out and slowly roll toward the security checkpoint and the people waiting in line. I think the aliens had only recently made contact with our homeworld here and had no idea what the meaning and pattern of our objects were, so they made huge sweeping guesses.

Evan cole and I had to stand in the hallway and smash every balloon. That came through. The next elevator was full of fake companion cubes. We smashed them as they came. Then, the tricks began. The aliens sent in real people they had captured, and mixed in were fake humans, poor imitations that were incapable of self-defence. The first ones were just full of gas and would pop when struck, but they became more solid with each wave. Eventually, they looked almost like us, but they were clearly never going to escape uncanny valley. They aliens had reached their peak of imitation. The fake ones were full of a fleshy pulp, lacking bones or organs and would fall easily as we smashed them with fists. I took a moment to catch my breath, and Kanye West himself was in line. I've had Drake appear before, but now it was the presence of this guy himself. I explained to Kanye what was happening. "come check this out man, it's worth seeing". He comes back down the line with me reluctantly, thinking I'm some crazy fan trying to convince him to something, but then I walk up to an old lady, at least 90 years old, and say "hello Delores!" grabbed her by the scruff of her collar and punched the shit out of her goddamn alien mouth. Her head exploded and the room erupted in laughter. So gruesome but so hilariously strange and righteous in its service to the human race.

I saw Kanye laughing and then I woke up.

Last night bed around 9 pm - 4am

When I woke up in the morning, I could not recall any dreams. I recalled one later:

[12:11] <@gab> I had such a vivid dream about work last night that I had to ask coworker today if it really happened
[12:11] <@gab> I remembered it as I was throwing the load looking towards the floral department
[12:12] <@gab> I still think it could have actually happened, but coworker said it didn§t
[12:12] <@gab> plus they would never do what they did in my dream, haha

So in my dream, I'm walking down the isle 10 towards the back. I hear PA calling someone to assist in floral department. This person was not from produce and they ALWAYS call only produce, because they claim we are one department.

So sharon says on PA: "such and such, help in floral. You are welcome, produce." As in we were thankful they didn't call us.

I was so weirded out by this recall. So, haha, today I was saying mantras half out loud "I am dreaming". So next time I'm sleepworking, i wanna get lucid.

I meditated at 1:00 AM after washing the dishes... and i went to sleep at 2AM. Probably fell asleep 40 minutes later but i don't really know.

I slept on my back! It has been about an year since i last slept on my back. It's difficult for me, but im trying to make it easy.

I woke up at 7:30 with 3 dream fragments which count as one dream:

- I was on a supermarket. Both my parents were there but each one on their own. I grabbed a bag of chocolate candies and went with my father, since i think he was closer, to pay and get out. After he payed i opened the bag and i was dissapointed by the candies, they were tiny and not great flavour.

- I was in zen place in córdoba. There was a pool behind the house. There was my father and martín, and Lidia, my aunt, was inside the house (looked like her house).

- I was in the house of my mother, the house that has been of her aunt. There were people in bed.

I did a WBTB. Took a shower and then meditated about 20 minutes. I went to sleep at 8:30 and woke up at 9:30. I dreamt with:

- I was on the road of the river of rio cuarto. I cross the bridge i think and go on through that road (the one of street las heras). I think it was 6 am in the dream or about that hour/time. A motobike was going ahead of me and i was behind with a bicycle. The moto suddenly stops and i reduce my speed. I expected the moto to go on, because i didn't think it would stop there... but it just stopped, and since i was close and didn't maniobrate i strucked it from behind, but softly. He turned back and said something like "oh sorry, ..." and something else which i don't remember. I said i was ok, and neither the bike nor the motorbike had any damages because it was a soft clash so... very good. Then 2 young women, teenagers, approach to help apparently. I go with them to their house and we go to the backyard. It was a nice place, quiet. They seemed to be between 17 and 19 years old. I asked them what did they do, if they still were at school, or did they worked, or did they go to university. They answered me none, and got no other answer. (then i dreamt something about bizarre linked with the walkind dead which i don't see anymore. Negan put his footprint on some breads.) Then i woke up.

Then since i slept one more hour i thought i could sleep one more hour. So i turned on my right side and slept an hour. I woke up at 10:52 am. I dreamt:

- I was in my department (more realistic was this dream apparently) i was making a breaded chicken cutlet (it has been about 4 years since i ate meat). My sister was there, she headed to the kitchen and started to argue with me about something i didn't even know what was. I got angry because she argues with me everyday so i took a broach for clothes (i don't know the names) and threw it at her at her head. (I actually should have remained patient). I saw through a window near the door (which actually there isn't any, but didn't get lucid) that one of my jackets was hanging in a building in front. So i decided it would be cooler to go outside and eat later than to be there. So i grabbed the keys and went outside. I went through a hall (which there is no hall in my building) and there were some houses on the way. One of them said "tea shop" and i thought "oh wow, nice, i never been here, i should come". But that wasn't the time to go in there. I went outside and the street seemed like the house of my mother in rio cuarto. I crossed the street and entered the building. It looked like the bus station or terminal. There was a janitor and some people. It was a big place (i dreamt something like that before like being an underground city). I headed downstairs, because i wanted to find the two girls i met before. Downstairs there was a woman layed down in a bed with many young girls (5 years old), and there were closed shops besides her. I went downstairs and there it was the backyard, but i didn't want to interrupt so i went upstairs again. I knocked a door of a bedroom which was open. It was a large bedroom so i thought someone might be in. Meanwhile the woman asked me what i was doing there. I began answering and 2 blonde teenagers (16 years old) came out the bedroom. So before i finished replying to the woman i started talking to these girls. I said something that satisfied both: "i met some girls before and im looking for them. I was hoping you could give me to the roof so i could get my jacket back." So she said something "ok, lets hope the cape of invisibility of my uncle arrived, and yes we will guide you." We went downstairs, and we all three got in a broom. Then a girl started flying. We flew over a forest near the city of rio cuarto (which there isn't) and to a close town. It was a town made of stone. Then we flew over another town, and it was a town also made of stone. But i think that we accelerated time (or just the time of construction of the building) and saw how a building turned into a better building. In the entrance there was the name of two scribes: one called pedro and one marcus. They both lived in 16 century. I thought i might have known them... probably because a past life or something like that which now i could remember because of the magic. Well in the writings it was written that they had passed the zen tradition to four guys... which i read the names but didn't pay attention. All this was already night. While i flew over the forest it was evening. When i entered the other building it was afternoon and a mix of night... and when i went out of my apartment it was morning.

Then i remained in bed... and got a light sleep. Now it was evident i should get up. I woke up at 13:12, and dreamt:

- I was in a room with my classmates in a class of my highscool teacher of Physics. I was talking with a friend, Fran O, that we should be careful about the attention on TV. Then i went to Caro and i talked to her about millionares, telling her an absurd theory. Then she dismissed me saying that i already passed the course that i only should go back for the exams, but i thought i remained there because i needed to prepare for the exams... Anyways i left. I went to other room where my classmates were there sitting around a table (it looked like my house of 10 years ago.) Fran E asked me for cake, so i gave him a dish with cakes and i passed on another dish to Fede. Then i woke up.

Bed @ 2200
Woke @ 0020: Nothing
BTB @ 0025
Woke @ 0210 /w crying baby

Troublemakers in church
I'm at church, sitting in my usual spot. A group of young adults is behind me, and I don't know any of them. We're in the middle of Sunday School, and some of them are whispering and talking about the speaker, an older man I don't know. Later, I overhear the most disrespectful of the crowd, a late teens girl, talking to another of her friends and listing many perceived grievances she has with the teacher, and I take note of them. Now, I'm back in the sanctuary, and I've got her comments written down. I'm not sure what the best way to move forward is - or even, really, what I'm trying to do - so I leave them sitting on a chair where the teacher will find them. As it happens, someone else finds my notes - which have now become a hardback book - and brings it to his attention while he's teaching. He comes over, flips through it, and proclaims it wonderful - he wishes that other people would take the time and effort to write up their questions half as well as this. He thinks for a moment, opens the book back to the front, and signs it with a huge flowing signature that completely covers the page - Patrick something.

Later, I'm talking to him one-on-one, and he's sharing stories of the old days. *He says that medicine has come a long way since his youth.He starts talking about how he really started to feel his age when he hit seventy or so, but some new pills made him feel young again, and that was many years ago now.

Now potluck is laid out. I notice the cake we brought and take and eat a small hunk that's fallen off. I walk into the next room and see more food, including the cake we brought. Huh? I notice with some surprise that there's much less of it than I thought, so I decide not to take any.


Pizza delivery submarine
I'm seeing inside a car as an old-timey (20s-30s?) pizza delivery woman talks to her boss while on the road (I wonder how, since they didn't have cell phones back then ...). He's telling her about a problem with a customer, and she responds that she'd hate to lose their most responsible driver (I wonder what customer and driver have to do with each other). He asks her to pick up the slack, and she sadly agrees. Now I can see the driver holding up pills in a blister pack. The top half are blue, for the driver, and the bottom half are red, for the customers. Somehow they help to ... something? Now I see the driver, dressed in an evening gown, embracing a man dressed in a suit. She's holding a small flower bouquet, but when she tells him she has more deliveries, the flowers instantly wilt in an almost comical way.

Now I'm watching from above as a girl (who my mind labels as the pizza delivery girl) pilots a small submarine up to the beach near my youngest daughter. She opens the bubble hatch and hopes out, asking my daughter to come with her. The sub is parked in the surf, with the opening just barely above the water line, and my daughter doesn't want to go out to it. A particularly large wave comes by and knocks the sub back out into the water. Its hatch automatically closes so it doesn't get wet inside, and both girls look on with dismay as it floats away from them. A fighter jet passes by low overhead.

Now I'm wading into the water, going after the sub, but now the sub is a large friendly sea creature with a gentle face and large paws. I'm not chasing it at the beach but instead in a very attractive zoo exhibit that has a little branching river passing here and there under the walkways. I'm almost to it, but it swims into a little tunnel. I consider following it but decide it would be better to head it off. I think for a moment to remember where the other end is and then head there. Sure enough, it comes out, and I gently take it by the paw. It doesn't try to fight or escape, so I lead it onto a small island. I call the girls over, telling them to get in before it decides to swim off again.


BTB @ 0235 /w SSILD
Wake @ 0500

The auction house
I'm in a majestic old conference center. It's paneled with a lot of dark wood and has high ceilings and carved pillars. A large amphitheater-style area has been roped off, and there's a long line of well-dressed people waiting to get in. There's an odd system in which each participant tears off the bottom part of his ticket, drops it into a jar, and gives the top half to a guard. My father-in-law is nearby, and I ask him what's going on. He says these people are here for a very prestigious auction which is by invitation only, and that we shouldn't even try to get in, because these people are very particular about their auctions. However, a nearby guard overhears us and lets us know that, since we're employees of the company, we can go in once everyone else is in, as long as there's still room.

Now we're walking through the theater area looking for seats - we're the only ones still standing. The seating arrangement is very odd, with small clumps of chairs - anywhere from about 2 to 8 - scattered around without any apparent design. He heads for a small clump near the edge of the room, and I follow, even though it looks like that clump only has two seats which are already occupied by a mother and daughter. As we get closer, I see that I somehow missed a couple of empty seats next to them.

Now we're seated. Unfortunately, from where we are, we can't see the stage; but there's a fairly large TV (which is set into a strange boxy cabinet) in front of us which I assume will show us a video feed of what's going on. However, right now, it's panning in extreme close-up over what seem to be company logos rendered in bas-relief. I look away, fearing that subliminal messages have been implanted in the video. After a while, I look back, and now the bas-relief logos are actually formed out of human bodies which have been painted with metallic paints. It gives a very odd effect. Now the TV is showing a beautiful tropical beach, and the painted people are running along the sand.

Now, I've been sucked into the video. I'm on the island, naked except for a blanket I've got wrapped around myself. A strange woman comes up to me and tells me that she can help me get back to the real world. Now I see my wife, in the real world, sitting in stadium seating, with the strange woman leaning over the back of the chair making smooching faces as if to kiss my wife - but now her mouth is perfectly round and filled with rows of rotating teeth (it actually reminds me of a Sandworm from Dune). Naturally, my wife refuses the "kiss," and so she ends up getting pulled to the island as well. I kiss her instead, and we end up back in the real world.


BTB @ 0515
Wake @ 0630

Fragment: I'm in bed with wife, talking with her. *


Nap: 1500 - 1630

Dark (Chocolate) Lord's castle
I'm walking on the coastline of black, rocky island with a group of adventurers (something like a D&D party). The island stretches away ahead and to my left as far as I can see. Off to our right, out in the waves, is a dark castle - the home of the Dark Lord we've come to defeat. As we walk along, I realize that not everything we're stepping on is rock - scattered here and there are huge chunks of dark chocolate, large enough that I need two hands to hold them. They're smooth and sharp, as if the world's largest chocolate bar was smashed with a sledgehammer. I motion to the party's wizard and we walk a little way to the side, out of hearing of the rest of the party. I tell him that I know that trustworthy sources have said that the chocolate is meaningless, but I can't help thinking that all this dark chocolate is the source of the Dark Lord's power.

I woke up and noticed somebody turned on the light in my room. I got up to turn it off but my body was heavy and it was difficult to move. I floated up in the air and phased through my bedroom window to fly outside. It was daytime but overcast outside in the town. I tried to make it rain but couldn't. I tried to make the town underwater. As I was trying to do this, I noticed there was a bay and flew towards it. As I kept trying to raise the water level, I noticed the water level of the bay was rising slowly but surely. I eventually raised the water level high enough to flood the coastal roads. I kept trying to make the flood bigger until I woke up.

Skipping to the parts I remember.Also, I forgot my goal again.

Little Boy
I was watching a mom feed animals as she stood next to her little boy who appeared to be 6 near the well.A somewhat transparent stick with a foam top was hitting the boy a bit soft but bothering him. I was annoyed and wondering why the mom wasn't helping him when he kept getting hit by it. The mom than took notice of her frowning little boy with the squinted blue eyes and told him to keep hoping over and over again. This made the boy smile and he replied with an "okay mom" Still getting hit..(Forgot to mention that this part was like watching a movie where you can relate to the characters and compare it to your own feelings .)

Stars On Society

I was inside my old room when suddenly the scenery began changing into a park. There Dawn appeared to show me how to escape from something with fun.He told me to grab onto him as he was floating above the ground so I grabbed him from his leg. He started flying more higher now and went over a fence. It than began raining hard so he picked up in speed.I thought of it as another obstacle and grabbed him from behind for more stability. It was fun for me to be flying around with him like that and seeing him be clumsy during some parts but than we landed in a city where there was a narrator that grabbed my attention. The narrator spoke saying that 30 years had passed since the new ruler began ruling and planted their stars upon people.

When the narrator said that I saw Hitler placing a star on a blonde girl who was walking near the subway. I than looked around to see lots of people wearing broken headphones. "Apparently music isn't aloud here"I thought than noticed a tall yet strong casual looking Jamaican guy with dreadlocks that reached just above his shoulders. He was bossing around dream characters and apparently he was half demon. I told him to stop acting like he could do whatever he wanted and that made him angry;Causing him to make fun of me. Looking at him acting so rebellious I decided to sing a song so he could change from being a beast into a nice guy. He wouldn't have it though and went into a room that appeared and was apparently going to bring his friends.

I lost lucidity a bit after we started singing because there was a little girl who sang with me and her lyrics made it seem like the song was suppose to be an actual church or holy song. I ended up trying to sing it the way she did but than the guy burst through the room mad at me and started insulting me again. I told him to calm down and kind of made fun of his hair because it had some weird green wraps on it."Does this look like grass to you!?" he shouted at me showing me his hair. I said no and kept thinking about him changing into a nice guy. He began to calm down and started talking to people nicely than.
(It's been a while since I've seen a dc as mad as him I think. He kind of reminded me of another dream character I dealt with a long time ago.)

My dream recall is vague because I didn't have much sleep.

I dream that I am Bard, the lost character from the webcomic 8-Bit Theater, I am vying for a spot with the Light Warriors with Noble, a spoiled... well... noble.

earlier:

+ the rival's watches

+(f) getting Taco Bell on the way to work?

+ the room, the milk, the tunnel, and the cat/bathroom

later:

+ (f) building on a hill

+ Jr. Harry Potter, swimming girl, Harry Potter blew a crystal must do rubbing feet for magical energy, magical fire rocks demo

Long LD
I am out somewhere and realise it is time to go to work. Drive there in a car. We have to go in through security - putting memory cards into scanning machines. My card is broken.

There is a long queue for one of the scanning machines and it takes ages. The people with me go through. Finally I get to insert a small memory card into a slot. The person behind me moans that it went in sideways and has broken the machine. I pull it out and reinsert it. It is still broken.

There is another checkpoint and people move over to that. I tell the security guard that I have already scanned my card and they let me walk through no questions asked. I fiddle with the card which now has bent metal prongs on the back. F***. I bend them back and they snap. Shit. I realise I can swap it for another device in my pocket and just switch the memory chip on it.

Shortly after arriving my friends ask for a lift home. We walk out into the car park and I get into a low wide blue sports car. I start driving fast to get back in time for a nap. Then I decide to run a junction.

It occurs to me this is daft and I should just become lucid and get on with tasks already. Heh. I drive the car and tear up the street for a while. Then I remember three step tasks.

Ahead on the street is a group of horses. I decide to phase the car and myself through them. I drive up behind the horses and manage to phase right through. They are startled and start rearing up.

I see a group of people nearby and remember my second three step and start trying to cast fireball on them. I kinda scorch one guy's T-shirt a bit but that is it. Pathetic. Try again. Nope.

Okay what about lightning. The skies are dark and stormy. I reach my hands up and call the lightning. Sparks appear and shoot down to my hands. I let it go towards the DCs and they say "ow!". Okay so its not that impressive.

I decide to do some fast flying and end up in a weird never-ending building. I head for the patch of day light and keep flying fast... it finally clears and turns into a hill. I fly up it until stuck on a snowy slope.

There is a mountain tracker here. He starts talking about kicking logs up the mountain as a seat. The logs are massive tree trunks. So I try kicking giant logs up the mountain for a while. It is not easy and I cheat to stop the logs sliding back down in the snow, using telekinesis.

Then I get bored and fly to the top. However there is a house there. I want to find a snowy peak. I walk around the house and see a line of DCs moving towards some kind of stadium. There are cars and bikes on the road. I start to run past them, it seems to be taking a while so I start to use super speed to get there quicker.

I reach the stadium where groups of them are seated on enormous stone plinths. I start doing massive jumps between the plinths. Then I tell the DCs how I wanted to fly to the top of a snowy mountain. They're like, "yeah I'm sure there is one around here somewhere". After continuously turning in a circle, finally I see a snow calped peak in the clouds. I start flying fast towards it and then hear a knock on the door.

False awakening. Dad walks in. Tells me it is 11.59. Shit I should be at work. He says its times like this when you wonder what you used to do before work fired you... Uh. Okay then. So I hurry to the bathroom, naked, to pee. And then Dad is standing outside the bathroom door joking about phasers. "Set phasers to stun!" I shout.

I was in a cafe in a grocery store eating and left my purse on the chair back and within 5 minutes I realized while shopping so I went back to get it. On my way back to the purse I was curious how this was going to play out? I looked at the back of the chair and my purse wasn't there but it was tucked back behind the chair against the wall so I knew something was different. I sat down and opened it up to see if anything was taken. I looked immediately in my wallet and my drivers license was there there, credit card and bank card were there, cash was gone but I rarely carry much cash so that wasn't a worry. I had this moment where I realized I really don't have any idea of the full contents of my purse and I wanted to remember when I wake up to take pictures of the important things in my purse and my husbands wallet in case we ever have it taken and have to replace everything. Back to the dream....I see a couple sitting there at the table behind where my purse was, so I asked the man and he said he saw two male teenagers there but he didn't want to get involved. I asked him to look out the window and tell me if he saw the teenagers out there and he would point to a distance and say that might be them, then he pointed to the other end and said that might be them. I figured he was not going to tell me so I went outside and I figured I would try to see if I saw two male teenagers so I started looking through the parking lot and couldn't really get a good look so I figured out I would try super vision power. It was like a movie in hyper speed and I could see inside vans and cars and I was impressed. First time I ever uses super vision lol. I will have to try that one again. Didn't see anyone who stood out. Being I am always looking for a message. Don't leave my purse out of my sight and know the contents inside just in case.

Legend: non-lucid lucid lucid false awakening

I am in an amazing world (still non-lucid) and I am dancing with some girl DC. I am having the time of my life. I suddenly realize this is a dream. I am having such a good time, I am considering whether to stabilize or to let it go and continue non-lucid. I decide to try to stabilize. But, too much time has passed and I continue the dream non-lucid. I am in a room with 3 male DCs. One of them starts explaining to me how to return to the dream. He says I should make, before bed, a short description of some object. I should first set up the shape of the object and then gradually adding details. He gives me an example of a church. I first see the shape of the church, then the texture of the walls, then the color of the walls. It is almost like lizard skin, it is dark grey with a lot of random squares and spikes. The DC says if I do that, I will gradually drop in the dream.

I LD'd via WILD and stumbled around in my room for a few seconds, snorting like a horse with my nose plugged, just to check. It passed and I exited my room. I didn't attempt anything too exotic this time and simply walked downstairs, as there seemed to be a party of some kind. I met my grandma on the way downstairs. I entered the kitchen and found numerous family members. I made a beeline to the kitchen table and started eating. I saw a glass of what looked like whisky and eagerly drank it. Unfortunately, it wasn't whisky but ginger-beer flavoured tea. The thought then struck me that I hadn't actually remembered to stabilise the dream. I had just rushed off like an excited kid to the party downstairs. I tried to stabilise the dream, but it was too late.

As I felt the dream ending, I desperately tried to finish the ginger tea drink, as it was really quite nice.

Full moon night, as usual I had problems sleeping (a trait I share with my mother is that we usually can't sleep well when it's full moon). Woke up like 4 times during this night, I recall only three fragments. WBTB attempts failed.

First fragment

I was in a shop with my mother, we were buying something and talking with people.

Second fragment

I was in my house, the fragment was kinda blurry. I was doing something on the old PC.

Third fragment

I was in some city, it was a warm and sunny afternoon. I drove out of garage on a motorcycle that didn't has steering wheel, and drove around city like that.

1. Earlier in this dream I was a marine that had been helping out a lady put up some sort of advertising poster. She grew frustrated with me when I asked her where to put it up multiple times, and she would change her mind and where she wanted the poster to be several times. At this point in the dream I felt like I was a very inadequate marine, and this woman made me doubt my ability as one. I ended up just ditching her. During this entire time I was in what looked to be the stock room of some sort of huge building. The walls were either concrete or some sort of dull metal with little or no shine to it. The ground was just plain concrete but it was dirty. Overall this entire stock room I was in, along with a few other people, a marine, and the lady I mentioned earlier, was generally really empty.
At this point I walk to the back of this stock room where a metal door is lifted up, sort mimicking a garage door. I walk outside and I see many people just walking around and socializing with others. My friend Zion is currently standing right in front of me. Suddenly I get this weird feeling, and it's as if I have decided to become lucid. Nonetheless I am now lucid and highly self aware. I scope out my surroundings with my attention and see that there is a mall not far ahead of me. "What do I want to do right now?" I think to myself(I had no knowledge that the competition had started tonight so I wasn't competition-goal oriented). A sudden realization comes to me, reminding me that I can do anything now as long as I know that I can do it. "I can bring back Orion Jay; it's definitely been a while" I think to myself once more. Just standing where I am, I know and expect myself to become Orion Jay.
With that I look at my hands and arms and see what looks to be black streaks of blood rushing through my arms. Within seconds I can see that my entire body is now "in suit", but I have only achieved the rough draft version of this suit because I wasn't focused on the full version of it while manifesting it. I have no idea if my face is covered as there is no mirror near me and I'm not concerned about it enough to touch my face. I get an urge within me to fly, but I realize that if I do so I will give away my identity and everyone around me will realize that I am the dreamer(I am creating a story line where the prime base of it at first is that no one knows I am the dreamer). I then start walking through the crowds of people in front of me and approach the mall. "A will be in there somewhere" I told myself, but without determination.
I come up to one of the entrances of the mall, and the one I come up to is part of a store called Kay Jewelers(odd that a jewelry selling place has an entire store to itself). As I walk inside I realize that I have no idea where to start my search for A, but I decide to just do what I do best: explore. In this store, the floor is covered in a soft green carpet and the walls are blue. I walk all the way to the front of the store where the inside of the mall is, and as I do so I pass many areas that are full of women's clothing. At one point, a lady walks into the store from behind me. She seems rather old in age, and she has a vape in her left hand. A store employee who also happened to be a female sees this lady and tells her, "Ma'am, you're not allowed to bring that into the store." I can see that this store employee is of Indian descent. Her statement is quite hypocritical as, in the desk that she is standing behind, she has her own vape laying out in the open.
I continue my way to the front of the store and I as get there I see that the entrance is completely blocked by not only tons of customers, but also a few employees as well. It seems that these customers are in a line waiting to check out, but the line isn't organized very well and they just look like they are all bunched up together. I walk towards these people and try to pass through them. As I do so, the people that I am passing through seem to squeeze me and suddenly I am unable to move. "What the fuck are these people doing?" I think to myself. "Excuse me, I'm just trying to get through" I say to them. Only feet away from me I can see out the entrance and inside the rest of the mall. Suddenly a store employee comes up to me and blocks my view. "You're not going anywhere" she says to me.
Now, if I was more self aware then this would have been no problem, but my awareness was rather low at the moment and I had also gotten highly distracted so now I was stuck. I lost lucidity. Sometime after this I ended up making it through the line of people and I go into the rest of the mall and I see A multiple times.