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Last month I wanted to see how I would do if I only looked at my alarm clock to LD. I stuck with it for most of the month and had 34 LDs, 11 of which were caught FAs. I'm happy with this but I know I can do better if I weren't so lazy. This month I won't be as lazy.

I'll try this routine this month:

1.When I go to bed, I'll remind myself of my dream goal and go to sleep.
2.When I notice an awakening, I'll try to see through my closed eyelids for a few seconds in attempt to catch FAs or induce DEILDs.
3.If no more LD, I'll recall what proof of dreaming I missed during the dream and write it down.
4.For each proof of dreaming I missed, I'll reimagine that part of the dream again, only with me become lucid, telling myself that when this happens again, I'll become lucid. When I have a lucid dream, I'll analyze my dream control and try to learn from my mistakes.
5.Repeat 1-4 until the night is over.

1-2 LD (Caught FA, DILD)
2-0 LD
3-0 LD
4-1 LD (Caught FA)
5-0 LD
6-3 LD (Caught FA, 2 DILDs)
7-1 LD (Caught FA)
8-1 LD (DILD)
9-2 LD (Caught FA, DILD)
10-1 LD (Caught FA)
11-2 LD (2 DILDs)
12-0 LD
13-2 LD (2 Caught FAs)
14-0 LD
15-2 LD (Caught FA, DILD)
16-1 LD (Caught FA)
17-0 LD
18-2 LD (2 DILDs)
19-0 LD
20-0 LD
21-1 LD (Caught FA)
22-0 LD
23-1 LD (Caught FA)
24-0 LD
25-0 LD
26-1 LD (DEILD)
27-0 LD
28-2 LDs (2 Caught FAs)
29-2 LDs (2 Caught FAs)
30-4 LDs (2 Caught FAs, 2 DILDs)
31-0 LDs

I just remember small parts of the Lucid Dream:

I was on the street and there was a car waiting for me to cross the road, so I make a sign to the car so that he can go. I’m now in my hotel room and I become lucid. I start to walk by touching the wall and I feel the texture. Now the scene change and I’m now in my old house, I remember that it is dark. I start to float and I am turning(rotating) on myself, so I decide to go down stairs by floating. When I get down, I say to myself what can I do? I decide to make love with girls, I start seeing some naked girls and the dream collapse and I woke up.

Beating a ghost

I was in my backyard, it was a cold evening. There was a ghost in one of buildings. I gathered group of friends and siblings and we charged inside, I was holding a cudgel. We all hit wildly, trying to harm the ghost. Only I sensed it good enough to hit it, and despite it being just a presence, it was scary. I hit harder and harder, everything went black as I became more scared. But finally I managed to beat both my fear and the ghost, then I emitted a shockwave that cleansed the building after the ghost disappeared.

The fox

I was in my backyard, another cold evening. Going to the back exit of my possession that goes to fields I saw something sitting behind some planks. It was a fox, sitting on the ground and staring at me. I called my brother's wife and she quickly ran closer to see it. I thought that it would scare the fox away, but instead it ran closer to me. I was a little afraid as the fox had weirdly darker fur, but in the end I pet him.

Had a dream where we moved into a new house that workers were still working on. There my mom was on a blue mattress on the floor and telling me that she knew I had problems sleeping and to take my father's pills. I told her no and that I was fine. But when I went to sit on the mattress a random letter came up. I got a feeling it was from Elainey. Her voice narrated the letter saying that she was sending positive energy out and to not worry about the spirit problems because her husband already took care of it. She also mentioned that he sent us 12 llamas for good luck. I felt spirits come out of me but knew it was a dream partly. "Spirits are not my problem"I thought but still appreciated the kind gesture.

I than noticed a almost life size marble statue of zelda when she was young."What is this doing here?"I thought. My dad than told me that it was for my new room. I saw paint appear on the statue after thinking that I wanted it painted but than her blue eyes came off making me think the workers were using it for a spy tool.After that I found a book with sketches on it of link, zelda and marth when they were grown. "My dreaming mind thinks of the details more than I do"I said out loud admiring the drawings but than I saw there was now a life size marble statue of link with marth and zelda together. I liked it but was unsure if i would be happy to see it everyday. That's when I moved to the living room and a random guy pushed beads that were hanging on the ceiling with his head. It ended up hitting my father in the head so he headbutted the random guy with the beads. It was weird...I than walked over to a desk where the random guy took these long bananas from. I was keeping the smaller ones somewhere else so I was okay with him eating it.
Afterwards something else happened but I don't remember now.

[I don't own the pic]

I was in a penthouse, and I had long and sensuous sex with Chris' mom.

That was basically it. Hahahahaha.

I'm in a gloomy house with a bunch of other people (15 of them, give or take). I think they were all family. They had a bit of a "Russian" vibe. Someone rang the doorbell, and an older man dressed in a hooded raincoat (?) went to open the door. I think it was another family member, as he embraced them and let them in. I think I was wearing a mask as I embraced someone else, possibly because there was some kind of "plague" going around? At some point we're all walking through the garden, on a wooden boardwalk. I notice a large, odd plant. It had large flowers, but looked ominous. Suddenly it starts shooting spikes made of bone from the flowers. I yell "down, down!" but some people are impaled by the spikes and badly hurt. There was this "prophecy", that the entire family would be killed somehow. I figured this had to be the beginning.

I was (once again) with a bunch of other people, this time somewhere on the streets, fighting the Nazis. I think we were in some kind of cage? Or a kind of open, rectangular structure, anyway. We had AKs, but there were just too many Nazis, so we had no choice but to surrender and lay flat on the ground. In the next scene, we were all seated at a large rectangular table. We were all pretty depressed, as the Nazi chiefs were reading a list of our offences and made it clear we would be executed. But suddenly, something 'clicked' in my head. I figured we were as good as dead anyway, so what was stopping me from trying something? And another realization came to me. I remembered being here before. I somehow felt that they could not hurt me. Once again, a faux-lucid episode. I managed to break free from the ropes they'd used to tie me up (mind over matter, 'there is no rope') and get up. Then, I attacked the Nazi generals one by one. I grabbed their heads and snapped their necks, actually. Some were easy, some took a bit of force. Hitler himself (played by a very pale 'actor' who didn't really look like Hitler at all) even mocked me while I was trying to wrench his head off. I got them eventually, I think. I started freeing the others. Their arms were restrained with rope in impossibly complicated knots, but using my 'dream powers', I could easily undo them without looking, by pure force of will. One of them was a really pretty girl I instantly liked. But they seemed "distant", perhaps shocked? Afraid? I did just single-handedly butcher all of Nazi high command.

I remember a creepy and disturbing scene of a woman who was to be executed. She was naked, and very small, only about a foot tall. She was tossed in a bucket along with some other garbage (rags?), and then corrosive fluid was poured into the bucket. Afterwards, I went through the bucket to find her remains. All I found was red liquid everywhere. She'd been liquefied.

Hard to explain. We were in a classroom, only the floor was water. Yes, imagine a giant swimming pool with floating chairs and desks. Our whole class from my senior year in HS (9 years ago) was there, attending class. I think they were messing around and teasing me again, throwing pieces of paper, things like that. Later on, we were playing a game of 'the floor is made of lava'. There were this floating obstacles and stuff in the water, and you had to traverse the room without falling into the water. At some point I had on walk on two very thin ropes, and I almost fell. I could barely hold onto them, and keep from falling into the water entirely.

I am driving on a long country road, on the way back from somewhere, when I notice on the left hand side of the road, a beautiful green meadow on a moonlit night. I pay close attention that shafts of sunlight are still visible which create patches of light on the green meadow. I think to myself, wow.
I feel this is an amazing SIGHT to behold. I try to keep a SENSE of driving at the same time.
I suddenly burst out saying:
This is a lucid dream. I am DREAMING. I know I am dreaming I say.
I get out of the car and find myself outside a home. It's dark, a streetlight shines the way. I HEAR silence , nothing. I STABILISE the dream immediately, looking at hands and verbalising. I do this for a few seconds. Then I look up, see a verandah, and open the door. Once inside, I say:
Hi!!? To anyone in the home.
Inside a lounge I see two dream CHARACTERS there, a man and a woman chatting. I try to get friendly with the woman, but I can see it's his woman so I politely look around.
Another woman who is sitting on the couch raises her hand as if to say, Hey, i am here.
I smile and walk there, past the kitchen. I get on the other side of the couch to talk to the astral woman. She's blond , wearing a grayish tight slacks and a shawl, which she soon removes to get comfortable.
Shes holding a drink.
I get a SENSE that I have been in the DREAM WORLD a little long so I do a little check to make sure .... I lose stability. The woman is trying for me to stay. I move into another dream scene.

1155-6am
Wbtb couch
Binaurals water verbalised MILD
(still sick) STRONG intention that I will lucid dream. Intent is the magic of LUCID dreaming.

#dild
#mild
#driving
#house
#night
#dream character conversation

Stabilized dream well.
I can use more dream control.

Horrible sleep, to bed extremely late, ears sore from wearing ear plugs/ear buds so no ear plugs, noisy truck parked idling outside, etc. So I was up after only "sleeping" for 2 hours, up for 2 hours, then returned to sleep, trying to WILD, doing SSILD, takes a long time to get back to sleep, but finally slept and started dreaming.

Most of the recall is vague including the LD, but the LD itself was I remember extremely clear and stable and an amazing, fantastic dream-view from my CH.

I end up sleeping for around 3-4 more hours, there is a fair bit of dreaming, but recall of it is poor

As I'm falling asleep I'm doing relaxing SSILD, telling myself some mantras like "I'm dreaming!" and trying to recreate that "WILD feeling" with my vision/mind's eye and I start to feel some REM atonia signs but they don't get stronger. I aim for total relaxation and fall asleep, telling myself I will get lucid within the dream.

There were dreams before and after the LD, mostly forgotten.

+ LUCIDD 207 LD#207 I'm standing in the living room of my CH [waking assessment of location] looking out the window. It's night. I'm extremely interested in the view, I notice more and more fascinating things about it: the buildings in the distance, the landscape/ground itself is like a huge rocky shelf. I'm telling someone, "Look at that! Look at that! Hey, wait! , do a nose pinch RC, and get lucid. I go outside to the deck through the dining room's sliding glass door, and want a better perspective on that fabulous view so I jump up into the air to fly. The view changes perspective from the altitude. I look back behind me [something I don't normally do, I think it's interesting to try to see your takeoff-point!] and where I came from is sort of vague but I see something, and then continue looking forwards. I'm very happy with the LD, visuals are stable, crisp/vivid, and the buildings/scenery is really interesting. I consider that this could be a really long LD. I look down to the ground and notice a female [uh oh, here we go again].

Spoiler for sexy encounter:

I land and go up to her and say "$5 for a BJ!" (I make the wording specifically vague, in fact I mean that she must pay ME afterwards!). I'm standing over her and she's sitting, she's perhaps 30-something with long blonde hair, medium-large build, and showing a very nice exposed cleavage with her outfit. She starts the BJ and in a few seconds

the dream ends.

+in a kitchen, preparing food, I have a big pile of food in a microwave, then I take a big handful of chili from some container and stick it right in my mouth. I'm eating fried crispy things that are thickly covered in a salty flavoring spice that falls off everywhere every time you take a bit. I'm talking with this snack, saying "it's really oily and salty".