I guess I been looking for people who could understand a bit of what goes on when the eyes close.... I don't really know how to explain it but i hope that i can at least be a bit open and gain insight on what this is... I am native american an i know a bit of my heritage that has pointed me in the right direction i guess.... I hope to cross some T's and dot some I's so to speak... thanks for allowing the join and meeting you all...
There was a bunch of Dinosaurs in a gray field, dinosaur bones were scattered all over the place. A Green Dinosaur (I think it might be Beast Boy from Teen Titans) was talking to other dinosaurs across from him. The Dinosaur that was in the middle shot a big red dinosaur with a laser. "D(Can't remember full name but it started with a D) you's did this?" Green asked. "You did this?" A red dinosaur mocked. On the ground in front of the red dinosaur was two dead dinosaurs, one Blue and one Red. One of the "Evil" Dinosaurs took a picture of Green and his companions. Green and the others decided to leave by going into the RV, they start to leave, they forgot BMO (from Adventure Time) and his look-a-likes and they all yelled: "Wait!" They chased the RV and got in.
I've been playing Skyrim a lot lately, so there's no doubt as to why this dream came about! ~~~~~~~~ I'm in the beautiful realm of Skyrim, trekking along the path, happy as can be. Then, suddenly, the great Greybeard Arngeir approaches. I've never seen him out of his home in High Hrothgar, so this is quite the oddity! (Keep in mind I was not lucid in this dream.) Arngeir says he has something important to show me, something he's been waiting to show me for a long time. Confused, but curious, I follow him to the bottom of the mountain, then climb up the thousands of steps to Hrothgar and toward the Throat of the World. Once we get there, I'm expecting to see the Greybeards' monastery, but all there is is a little modest house. Confused, I ask Arngeir what this means. He says this is an illusion, but an important one. He continues on, saying all the Dragonborns have come from a similar place, and eventually had no family to their name. Then he told me about "my" family, where I came from, childhood memories I had forgotten, etc. I ended up crying, then woke up. Then I fell back asleep, thus came the next dream in this journal.
I think this lucid dream (it seemed a lot more like an OBE, but it doesn't really matter) also occurred when I was about five or six, a little while after the first. And for someone my age, this one was a nightmare. I "woke up" in my bed. Upon getting up, I suddenly realized I could feel my body still sleeping in my bed, yet here I was, standing up and fully awake! I walked down the hall of my house, heading toward my parents room to see if I could see them sleeping. For some reason, there was small patches of the floor that were on fire. Once I was in my parent's room, all seemed well, but their closet door was open wide. They had one of those big walk in closets, so I went inside. Perched upon the top shelf was a strange looking dark creature that I considered to be a vampire at the time. It didn't do much of anything but stare at me, but seeing anything so hideous at my young age was utterly terrifying, and I willed my self to wake up by forcing my waking-self's eyes open.
My first lucid dream occurred when I was either 4 or 5 years old. I was out in the front yard of a ranch house on a countryside, and there was a red truck with two teenage girls leaning against it, having a conversation with each other. This struck me as odd, for some reason; then I suddenly realized I didn't live in a ranch house on the countryside, I actually lived in a subdivision, so I must be dreaming! Being the silly young child I was, I became so excited about being able to control myself in my own dream. The first thing I did was run up to the two girls near the truck, waving my arms and shouting "This is a dream, you're not real!" They both gave me a strange look just before the dream collapsed, and I woke up.
I go back to sleep fairly quickly so once again I have an NLD before brief wakefulness and then DEILD entry with eye clench (to confirm strength of vibrations) then visualization to try to influence scene. Seems NREM visuals...an extended period of flying through odd visions mostly like space-scapes, not that different from those on Twin Peaks The Return episode 8 which was mostly trippy visions. There were voices; I couldn't make out what they were saying. Towards end my mind recalled some of the creepiness of Twin Peaks from last night and the little bit of schema poisoning teased and then dumped in a DV thread recently (I just remembered, among the last ethereal scenes included panther eyes in the dark, after seeing a cheetah on TV IWL) but I handled it well with a sense of my own power much like facing creepy spaces IWL. Weird scenes blur out, as part of my subconscious solution I'm guessing. Then exploring some darkish rooms and halls with DC's. I want to do another TOTY so I spin while imagining a snow covered mountain for the sled task. I find myself in the snow at the top of a mountain with snow blowing and not giving me much to look at. I form my sled with my hands motioning the outline of a small one man sled. I get on and I go down at a medium speed. As I approach the bottom I imagine the earth opening up and I go down further which leads to calm endless ocean that I float above for a bit. I want to do this again and see if I can make it more interesting by going down faster and I'll make it notably cold while I'm at it. I spin again and imagine being back at the top and feeling the cold and it works again. I notice the cold air and this time I just assume the sled is already in my hands and I hop on it in mid-air while aiming down hill. This time it feels fast, out of control and much more thrilling. I still didn't try to influence what I got at the bottom but after having the ground at the bottom open up it leads me to something different this time. It leads to shallow stream with lots of pebbles visible through the clear water that I float just above following the stream. Water both times interestingly, though vastly different bodies of water. After flying a bit I find myself indoors. I explore. Spoiler for sexual content: I get some bj's and also I am back to intercourse this time, in a hallway. Going around looking for sexy DC's. One group sitting around a table and I choose one for a bj. I wake after a good amount of fun.
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