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I was Celie from the Color Purple, and I was on the porch with Albert. I was wearing an outfit that I think she actually wore at some point during the movie, a blue plaid dress with an apron. the porch was mostly white, with a few chairs on it. It was outline by those fenclike porch things, with an opening in the middle direcly in front of the door, leading to the stairs. I didn't see from Celie's point of view, though I was her. My point of view was as if I was standing in from the viewpoint of someone standing in front of the porch, so that the porch, the house, and some of the surroundings of the house were in my field of vision. The house, as far as I remember,was outlined in white at the top, though there might have been some grass at the bottom.

I was serving him in some inspecific way, I could have been getting him water or something. Then, for some reason, the situation changed. All of a sudden, I told him "You're my servant now" or something like that. We were going to switch positions. He looked shocked and kind of angry when I said that, but he respected whatever authority I based my decision upon. I can't remember what that authority was or why the situation changed like that, but it did.

His clothes changed from the lounge-wear he had on before to clothes more similar to what I was wearing. Then, I thought about changing my clothes to reflect our new relative positions. I thought about my red dress and went into the house to find it and put it on.

Now, my point of view is Ceile's point of view. I go into the house, and what's inside is an extreme version of the living area of the suite I live in at college. My point of view is the same as if I'm entering my suite from the only door there is to enter the suite, although the doorway view isn't obstructed by one of the walls that make up the bathroom like it is in real life, and it's dead in the center of the suite instead of being closer to the left side.
I don't see the couches, the tables, or the microwave, though I do see a tall tan lamp (which we don't actually have in real life). The floorspace is way bigger, with the same green, brown, and other color carpet. However, all the doors to each suite are elevated: stairs run up the left and right sides of the suite to lead to the doors that lead to the two rooms. However, the positions are switched. Me and my roommate, on the left in real life, are now on the right, while the other two are now on the left.

As I come in, Olivia comes down the stairs from our room, smiling like she was just laughing about something. I think I asked her where the dress was, and she shrugged her shoulders or said I should just check my room. In any case, I checked my room and I couldnt find it. I headed up the stairs to the other room and Olivia said something like "it might be in there" but I didn't want to go through anyone else's stuff to check. So, basically, I never found the dress.

Something was going on in the dorm tho. I think I had made the transition from being Ceilie to being myself. There was something going on over the intercom that led me and Olivia to try and find these four thin, metal, pointed things that were hollow and apparently functioned as pens. We found the four, and we headed to this new place.

The new place had the floor and ceiling pattern of a cafeteria. There were tables right next to some railing, as if there were some stairs next to us and another floor below us, though I never saw that part. I was trying to find a table, and I looked where Olivia sat and found that all those seats had been immediately occupied by her friends, and I felt kind of sad. Then, I looked and found that tables were quickly filling up, and I hurried to find a seat.

I ended up sitting with that white girl from school that was the daughter of the healthcare teacher and her friend. I was not happy to be there, but they were nice enough. I still had all four pens, and Olivia needed two, so when we made eye contact across the room, I hurried over. Her face was so small: I didn't realize how far away from her table I had traveled. I handed her the two pens, and when I got back to my table, I see the white chick drawing with my pens, as if she's checking to see if they work.

So. This morning I had another lucid dream. I was in my backyard attempting to control the sky. Got a moon crescent to come out.

At this time, I now have a method to reliably induce lucid dreams almost at will. After freaking 7 years of hard effort and doubt, I am ready to move on to the next phase of mastering lucid dreaming: Dream Control & Stabilization. Each and every time I have induced a lucid dream, I lose lucidity about 30 seconds into the dream; maybe even less.

Dream about playing basketball again for coach Bryant and coach Atkinson. Rocky was on the team and dad came to watch. We were playing a shitty team but I only played first five mins then he took me about despite playing well. In some wierd court in like a ring below. My dad left at halftime because he couldn't stand the game and encouraged me to do the same. Then at half we started traveling to another game and had to apparently rode a train to get there. I had to pee and finally found a place where I peed for like 5 mins long. Then dream then transformed into something weirder. I was traveling around the whole dream setting in a mini train and the dream setting had different aisles of food which I sometimes grabbed. Hannes was also there.

Dream that I had to break up with Michi because she cheated on me with some random guy four times in an Ikea bed. Then we started talking about it at grandma G's house where a family party was taking place. We started inside but it was too loud so we moved outside near the lake when I started hearing aunt Stacy and my sister arguing over whose family makes more money. I took it really personally then yelled at them but they said they were only joking and looked really offended so I told them I'm just heated because of the breakup.

The dream takes place at the 15th Street house as some sort of reunion for all of the Mount Carmel classmates I had. John, Luke B, Jippy, and Lawrence are there and everyone is drinking and having a good time. We decide to all take an aerial picture of the class using a drone as a big group. Suddenly Jippy starts throwing punches at John C. John tackles him and lands some big punches essentially knocking him out. Then Luke. starts to attack Lawrence and even says he is on drugs. Lawrence beats him up pretty good and I then break up the fight. Luke tries to attack me but I tell him I don't want to fight and we shake hands. After the fight some girl comes up to me and says she is Luke's drug dealer and needs compensation for the fight. She also knows my sister and decides to call her to ask if she can get a blue something at a weird apartment with the same address as the 15th Street house. I call my sister to no avail and my mom picks me up from the party. We head to that apartment and on the way see Luke with his brother speaking fluent Spanish walking to the left of us. Several cop cars drive around us and we take a right. As we near the apartment, Luke comes at the car with a bat trying the break the windshield. My mom has her left window down so I tell her to roll it up and that she needs to run him over when he tries again. She does but almost rolls into the opposite lane with oncoming traffic. She gets ready to try again when I see Lawrence approaching Luke. Interestingly the road we are driving is closed off. I then wake up.

1. Flying with over 100 white doves feeling a part of them.
2. My husband is in an empty lot with a bunch of motorcycles piled up and he is pulling one out of the pile. I appear to be watching him from a tree? He looks right at me and has a look of fear that I caught him?
3. At least 10 children zooming around the neighborhood on their bicycles with dogs running alongside them (made me happy because I never see children playing).
4. A girl at work SK everyone was talking about her saying that she was in the hospital and wasn't coming out, I try to get to the bottom of it and start asking questions when I realize I am dreaming because I just saw her Friday and this is the weekend. Everyone is convinced she tried to commit suicide and I find out from my boss she died. Everyone acted like they didn't care and I was shocked! I was very confused and had a strong feeling something happened to her.
5. I was sleeping in my dream and woke up to several tablets on a long table next to my bed and they were all lit up, I started groggily staring at it without my glasses and trying to understand what was happening when only one word on the screen was changing, and it was a message to some woman's name that I don't remember. I tried to pay attention when I finally realized I was dreaming and wished I had gotten the message. Something told me it was OC at work and he had just passed away and had to get this message to this woman. Well hopefully he didn't die because I blew that by not remembering the message :-(.
6. I was sitting around a fire with a tribe of Indians or some kind of tribe when they sent me inside a cave. I go inside to one man in there with fire for light and he was giving me this beautiful armor to protect me. It was very fine chained golden armor that by appearance would not physically protect me but I got the feeling this was some other kind of protection. It was perched over a large rock and the man was putting it over my arms over my head when my dog kicked me and woke me up...grrr I guess I am not protected now?

To me Ryuuko is a major part of what motivates me to pursue lucid dreaming nowadays. She's a character I created for a shared dreaming RPG way back in early 2014, it's called Dreamsphere chronicles. I even made a forum for it but it just never really took off. Kinda bad, but it was a good and valuable experience anyways.
This journal is both a place for me to keep notes on her development, and to give context to my dreams involving her when I post them here.

The concept of Ryuuko has stuck with me through all the years though, up to this day, and will probably stick for many years to come. So I started working on her and establishing her in my dreams outside of said dream RPG.
When I created her I came up with a couple of requirements after which I designed her:
1. A very different personality from mine. From the beginning I wanted a character that had a substantially different way of living and looking at anything than I do, so it would give me a truly fresh perspective.
2. A very complex body. Rather than having a body that is simply humanoid (2 arms, 2 legs, 1 torso, 1 head) and thus easy to use I wanted something that would pose a serious challenge to control in it's entirety.
3. In accordance with the game I needed many different skills I could learn as time passes.
4. And obviously I wanted a body and person that would be pleasing to my personal aesthetic standards. Who wouldn't want that when designing a Dream-Alter-Ego?

In order to get something that was truly different from me, I first gave her the opposite gender of mine (so she's female), and then created her background and story in such a way to make her a 'blank slate'. In short for her story this means she's been created, was never meant to develop her own personality, but eventually did so anyway due to flaws in the experiment. At some point she develops a taste for freedom, escapes her birth place and that's when I would start seeing things from her perspective. Since it'd be considered amoral by the creators to restrain her, and since she'd be useless for her original purpose anyway they just let her go and started over.
The point of this weird story is to let her experience the world with an adult body, an adult set of predefined knowledge, but no actual experience and no real personality, so that I could witness the forming of her personality firsthand. And I'm doing my best not to set a direction myself.

Next was her body. Since I wanted something that would be truly interesting to use in a dream, a simple human body wasn't an option for me. So I designed her as a Dragongirl/Ryumimi, which adds 1 tail and 2 wings to the equation. Since that didn't seem enough I also threw in 6 auxiliary limbs, which roughly look like tentacles, which then again brings her total amount of controllable extremities from 4 all the way up to 13 (2 arms, 2 legs, 1 tail, 2 wings, 6 'tentacles').
Also she hears with her horns as opposed to hearing the way humans do, because I wonder how a notion like that might affect the senses in dreams.
As for her skin, her entire body is actually covered in thick armor-like scales, which in turn are covered by skin or even thicker exo-scales, so she has some decent protection even without separate armor (I tend to be invincible without any intervention in dreams anyway, so it makes sense to come up with a concept that explains the sturdiness to some degree).
All those features give her a whopping mass of around 185kg. In reality mass generally equals weight but since it's not about reality I placed her weight at around 30kg.
If you're not aware what such a sharp difference in mass and weight would cause, it allows her to fly and keep her altitude much easier as she would only need 30kg of lift, but she still needs to put in the effort of getting 185kg moving in the first place. She can reach high top speeds, and she can turn around on the spot quickly, but she's neither going to make sudden dashes, sudden breaks or U-turns.

Her abilities involve all sorts of things that are fun to do in a dream, flying, fire-breathing, exploding fireballs... stuff like that.
So yeah, the concept is probably kind of over-the-top but in order to make her the most interesting to implement in dreams that's exactly what I was going for.

As implied she's my Dream-Alter-Ego. That means that when I have (lucid) dreams I try to turn into her, experiencing the world around me not with my body, my thoughts and my perspective, but hers instead. So far I had some limited success in doing so, but typically there are many months in between any Ryuuko dreams, so I have a lot of work in the dream realm ahead of me.

Not so long about during the summer, I had a dream about a man barging into my sisters house while I was alone and had raped me, ever since then I was never comfortable staying alone. Later a couple months after around September I had dreamed again of another man raping me in his house in these sketchy apt near my house, which is weird because I don't know anyone who lives in those apts. about a night ago I had a dream that this man climbed through my window and had raped me, I had never seen this man and he beat me and poured the burning candle wax on my thigh. Ever since these dreams I have been so afraid and uncomfortable to stay home alone.

Saved poem elsewhere. Think it triggered a nightmare.

I was having a lucid when I saw my dad. I tried to talk with him, but he was pre-occupied. I felt like this may be my dad's spirit rather than a DC. He started telling me how water was overflowing and he had to take care of it. I wanted to talk to him. I said "Dad, do you realize what is going on? There is no water. You died a couple of years ago, and I am seeing you through a dream I am having." He broke down crying.

Last night bed around 8:30pm - 3:30am

DR:

I'm standing on a sidewalk where a bus top used to be, in front of the Bulgarian's house. I may be talking to someone in a truck. Another, white pickup drives by and as it slows down, it starts to aim and shoot some kind of a weapon. They stop in front of the car, one guy gets out and gets in a passenger seat of a truck they have been shooting at. They drive off with that driver still in a car, while I think passenger went to the attackers car. They are being kidnapped.

As soon as this started, I duck and sneak around the corner and I turn one more corner to get away and I hope they won't see me. I hope they were not after me. I watch them from behind the bushes.

Now I am at my friends house. They redid their living room into a restaurant. People are also sitting at the bar in other room at their house, which I thought they remodeled so they can live there.

Spent my time on here dealing w/ all of this shit. Reporting all of the problems that DV is having.:

Repeated problems w/ displaying the pages & losing entries
1. I click my bookmark & sits there for an eternity looking for the page. I have deleted the bookmark & created a new one. Problem not solved.
2. I go to post my DJ & all is lost due to error msg.
3. I try to like a post & another error msg.
4. I must clear all browsing history every day because of the endless Facebook conflict. Not to mention that we can't use the FB feature on here at all. This particular problem has been here for so many months that I have lost track. We need to not be inconvenienced by this persistent problem. I can't leave pages up which is crucial for research. I could use a different browser but that is not an option when I utilize Google Chrome.
5. Now I can't toggle pages w/o it all going blank before eventually displaying the error msg
6. Here are the error messages:

The dream starts with an insanely present moment. I can't call it lucid because I didn't bother to check, it was so real. I'm hanging out with my parents in their bedroom, and some random super sexy girl who I'm somehow connected with through school is with us. She's lying on the bed and my parents are talking about how we need to get on a flight with some alumni and go visit a retreat, but I'm just resting my head on this girls boobs like a pillow and I'm at absolute 100% comfiness. I come into full presence and actively try to store the memory of how comfy I am without every wondering if it is supernatural. We get on the flight, and it ends up slowly crash landing in a town somewhere. In the town we all go and chill in a park while they fix the plane, and some methheads come attack us and we fend them off. I realize the plane will never leave in time, so I sprint across town to the only car2go left and snag it. As I get in, a girl gets in on the passenger side thinking it's hers. She's from my highschool and wearing a nuniform so I just pull seniority on her and take the car. I start ripping it full speed on the highway when I go off the road. When I swerve back on, I cut off a pickup truck that swerved and slammed into a family SUV killing everybody. I am totally freaked out by this so I floor it, but all the cars around me are waving at me to stay with the accident. Fuck that shit, I didn't touch anyone so I'm just booking it out of town. I never took the pedal off the floor after that until I got back to the city.

17-Dec-2016 - WILD + 2 OBEs - Explore town, become a giant

Wake up ~6AM, no ND recall, I attempt a WILD

WILD
Several short scenes. In the longest part I am reading a "magic" book sitting on a chair in my tower. Then I fall asleep

OBE #1 I am in my bed, on my wife's side, head resting at feet side. I am shaking uncontrollably, teeth chattering. I know I can exit my body
I need to put a lot of force to get up, but I manage to do it. Bedroom is dark; I move to the living room, everything is still quite dark but I can see a bit; Xmas tree is not there. I go to the curtains and phase through them. I am in a nice town, although not my usual one, it looks more historical, with low stone houses, a cobblestone road, small gardens with pink and violet flowers. I fly slow and low on this town, I cannot help looking in awe at this place, which looks extremely real (waking note: although empty). I pass by a low stone wall and a flower bush; I decide going back to take a second look, but when I do, the scene is a bit different; I think, no wonder, since I am dreaming. There is also a well, I approach it; dream recall fades here

OBE #2 I am in my bed, same side as before, again shaking and teeth chattering. I know I can exit my body again, good ! I exit, easily this time. Again, bedroom is dark. This time I exit phasing directly through bedroom curtain. I find a town, not exactly mine, but more similar to it than latest LD. I think about the DHL Month 5 clone task. My SC does some mix and match here: for some reason I want to become a giant tree. I reach an open area and focus on increasing my body size. It works well, and I can feel my arm enlarging, my legs too, then my torso.

I am inside a building now. I look for a mirror, expecting to look like a tree-man, but I see something totally different: I am still human, my face is different, my clothing is asymmetrical, wearing red/grey robe on one side and a brown coat on the other. This is strange. I attempt looking at myself again, strongly expecting to look like a tree-man, but the result is very similar as before. I stop caring about it.

I am outside again, trees look very small below me, I eradicate some with my hands just to feel the power, I can feel the trunk and branches under my hands. Then I kick one very far away. Nice. I feel ready to fight.
I see a corridor now, a door to my left. I open it. It reveals a bedroom, my wife is in the bed; from here the subject becomes very different, not going to post details. Then dream fades.

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18-Dec-2016 - 3 ND - Horror circus - In the city - Skyrim + WILD - DHL clone fight

ND #1 - Horror circus 3AM
This ND has a deep horror theme, when I wake up I am quite unsettled by it, so I write it down, but try not to recall too much detail. I am successful in this selective erasing...

A building shaped like a castle houses a sort of circus. I free someone / something from the corner towers. I kill / main some evil people. At the back of the building, I use a giant balloon to go up, do something, then down again. There are fires around. I try to hide and escape from evil guys. Helping people reach the place, although I cannot meet them. I am successful in saving myself.
<JUMP>
I am half-looking-at-TV / half-remembering the scene of a dog who gets pushed through a path of raised stones, by some yellow moving / elevating rocks. I explain this to my son

ND #2 - In the city ~5AM ?
I am in an American city with C, looks like Chicago-ish. I am leading the way, although he knows the place better than me (FM?)
On the way I notice how the big buildings' shadows keep the place dark. Only in a spot, sunlight is passing through the space between some buildings. I look for the sun, but cannot find it (!!)
We reach our destination, a small square close to a big arch. I tell him I was sure I was somehow able to get there.

ND #3 - Skyrim ~6AM
I am half-inside / half-playing TES V - Skyrim. I am in a secret / Easter Egg dungeon. I know that the next room is an Oblivion (TES IV) citation. I find it, looks like a kitchen open on woods. A music starts, I remember it's from Oblivion (false - I think it comes from Dragon Trainer cartoon instead). I show it to my son. I reach the room, it's quite empty, made of bright wood. I observe the minute details of the furniture and remember how much time I spent there in Oblivion (I don't think that room exist in the game at all)

WILD - Skyrim, Become a dragon, Fight DHL Sensei clone 6:45 AM
I start from previous dreams. I become a dragon in Skyrim, gradually morphing, feel the spine changing shape and vertebres lenghtening. First I become a version with wings and no forearms and flap my arms/wings, then I become a winged four-legged version, cannot "feel" wings but fly well.
After some wandering around and dream stabilization, I recall the DHL clone fight task.

I reach a small city, covered in snow. To my left a small wooden granary. A newborn baby is there, it's cute, wearing just a camisole. While I am looking at it, it morphs into a black wolf and assaults me ! I don't want to kill it, remembering it's a baby. I use a "calm" spell, having a green aura around my hand, keep my hand on top of its head while not getting bitten. After some time, it stops attacking, then it returns to its child appearance.
A mad scientist talks from some speaker around that he's doing some tests, and that one worked well. I get angry at him.
I tell him I killed the Mad Scientist last time (actually false, I just stopped it), he answers the world is full of Mad Scientists. Hmmm, I suppose he's got a point there... He also tells me he's got some challenges for me.

I go to the right, the town continues that side. There as a snow-covered clearing. When I reach it, I fall down a narrow pit. I look up, I see the square of light getting small, look down and see the ground getting close. I hit the ground violently, but no pain arises.
When I get up I am in a small room, the walls lined with coffins / cages. A bear comes out one of those, I kill it with my sword. Then some walking dead (draugr in Skyrim), which I kill with sword and fire. Then other creatures attack me, I dispatch them easily.
<JUMP>
I want to fight the clone in a more "modern" environment, so I try summoning a modern city. I am partially successful, I am there, but it's kinda blocky / empty, but soon I find myself in the small snowy town.
Then the Mad Scientist unlashses its strongest weapon against me. He tells me he's chosen to clone DHL Sensei hero to kill me, his sword is indestructable and he can power himself at will. On top of that, he has made some improvements to it !

A guy in a suit runs with ultra-speed towards me, hits me like a truck, I drop on the ground. His suit is white and dark blue. When I get up, it uses his sword against me, I parry with my sword. He uses super-strength to push through my block and throws me on the ground again. I roll on the side, then use my sword to chop the lower part of his legs off. The leg and feet regrow at insane speed. Now I understand what the scientist meant by improvements. This is going to be tough !

I draw my black bow, but he's too fast and before I can shoot, he's on my with super-speed again.
I punch him hard and he staggers. I use some fire spells on him, charring his suit and face. He recovers from that very quickly, and is up in no time.
Need to change tactics: I open a door to the Oblivion realm, looks like a violet circle on the ground, and summon a Frost Atronach (an elemental). He sets his sword on fire and hits the Frost Atronach, melting its hands, the sword flames go off, the Atronach is destroyed.
I summon a black wolf, use my prokinesis to set it on fire and unleash it on the enemy.
The firey wolf fights hard with claws and teeth, but gets beaten hard by the enemy, I lose track of it.

The clone comes to me. Running at super-speed in a circle around me, he creates a dust tornado.
I aim my bow randomly at the dust in front of me, reasoning that since he's so fast I may hit him by chance, which happens but to small effect.

Then I summon a small wyvern close to me; it spreads a green venom cloud in the air, which mixes with the dust cloud.
Evidently this has an effect on the enemy, which slows down his speed, then stops.
I draw my bow, and start firing arrows at him. One, two, three, ten. I pin him to the ground, close to a rock wall.
For every arrow that he removes from his body, two more hit him.
I take few seconds to summon another Frost Atronach; the ice giant further slows him.
More volleys of arrows finally drain his energy; he's laying on the floor exhausted.

I hear the Mad Scientist mocking me; I will not be able to kill him because of his immense regeneration skills.
Again, he's got a point, but I get an idea.

Spoiler for Violence:

I push my hand through his chest and grab his heart. Then I feed it, still beating, to the black wolf, which devours it.

I win.

My next target is the (second) Mad Scientist himself. With the technology he's got, I am seriously worried for the people of the dream world.
I track his lab, but when I am inside this modern, hospital-looking building, the dream fades...

<JUMP>

WILD #2 - Short. I see three faces. I focus one, a white man with short black beard and a hint of Asian features. I deeply observe his face features, amazed by the stability.

Last night I had 7 lucids, the first I have no solid memory of, just a fragment. My first LD, all I remember was a white haired boy holding his hand up and everything burning. surprised that I can't remember it now as it seems to have been very memorable.

Lucid 2: I'm walking down a hallway and I enter a room. Everyone is sitting at a school desk and there is a tree in the centre of the room. Everyone is sitting around waiting for something, not sure what. Some male DC gets up and hits me over the head with a foldable chair, it does nothing and it simply bounces off. The DC looks confused and I say "this is my dream". I punch the DC 100 times in the least amount of time I could manage (around 9 seconds). I then fly and phase through the roof and explore space for a bit looking at different planets. I don't remember much after this but I do rember waking up. I successfully attempt a WBTB.

Lucid 3: I'm flying through a forest and I come across a rain forest. After exploring the forest, I lose active lucidity. I end up getting chased by a non human entity. After running I think to myself "this is a dream, why run when I can fly". I still don't really think about it and fly until I hit a large 1 floor mansion that looks like it was old Japanese architecture. I see two old reoccurring dream characters and I become fully lucid. We talk a bit about something and I explore the mansion with them checking how all the rooms changed. That's the last bit I remember before waking up.


***ToTM***
Lucid 4: I get water and try to go back to sleep. When I fall asleep, I see images of the house and the reoccurring dream characters from the last dream. After looking at this image for a while, I reach out my hand and try to touch it and the scene comes alive. The dream characters welcome me by saying "Welcome to another lucid dream!". It surprises me because I rarely ever get lucids from DCs telling me I'm lucid. I respond with "aren't there rules about telling me that" and they respond with "no, want to see something else we shouldn't be able to do?" And I said "sure". The female DC opened her pocket on her jacket and a paper came out and folded into the shape of a house. I was surprised as I haven't seen something like that before. The male DC said snap your hands and I did. The origami house burst into a blue flame. I asked why I did that and he responded "it's your task of the month, you just have one more basic but I'm not sure what it is". I was so shocked that I woke up. After waking up, I checked the forums to see what the missing ToTM was and saw that it was see what you can eat at a buffet. I will try to complete that one whenever i can.

Lucid 5: after falling asleep yet again, I find myself wandering through a hallway and I see in a room down the hall the kid I beat up in lucid 2. I see he's telling on me to a teacher and I think I'm in trouble. After going into the room, I focus on one child who said "I always wanted a pet rabbit". As he said that, the teacher drops 2 rabbits into the room and said here is your reward and punishment. The room starts to fill with water from an unseen source. I grab both rabbits and start to swim. The water over takes my head and I look up to see the water rising faster than I can swim. As I see a light shimmering from above, I think to myself "I could hold my breath to float faster, but that would wake me up". As soon as I think that, I become fully lucid and fly through the water and find myself in an Olympic sized pool. I fly out and drop the rabbits off at the side. I remember the task but get destructed by the basketball court in the side room. I decide to play a game against another team and I can't remember anything after that.


***ToTM***
Lucid 6: I find myself holding a long sword standing by a mall bathroom. I'm scanning the people who walk by looking for a friend but she isn't there. Everyone is looking at me and I'm not sure why. I see someone familiar but he isn't a friend. He is the white haired kid from lucid dream one, the one I don't remember well. I remembered it better in the dream and that's why I knew he wasn't a good person. After seeing him, I became lucid. I saw he carried a sword like mine, and asked him where he was going. He replied looking for a friend, just like you. He then requested to use my phone and I let him. I also knew that I should attempt the last ToTM this dream. After putting the phone to his ear, he said "they aren't picking up, they must be dead. Catch you later." He then walks away. At that, I hurry, sword in hand gliding through the mall to the food court. I go to a Chinese buffet restaurant and ask what I can eat. The lunch lady who was taking my order said "nothing for a dreamer without an identity". I look at my phone and see that the lock screen has been replaced by a blood red picture of a red butterfly with its wing fallen off. At this, I panic and have a false awakening. I walk downstairs and see my parents. I tell them that I had a lucid nightmare and they responded with do you think this nightmare will end? I say "oh shit" and fly through the ceiling as fast as possible. I crash through the moon and wake up for real this time. I get more water and go back to sleep.

Lucid 7: I'm walking through an amusement park. I take out my phone and see the picture of the red broken butterfly on it. I am fully lucid now. I see the kid with the white hair off in the distance making a call with someone else's phone. I take out my sword and half fly half teleport and attack him. He generates the sword he had and attacks back. At this, I tell him this is my dream therefor you follow my rules. I will the sword from his hands. He then said "You may control the mindless beings that walk this world but not the will of others". After he said that, I saw a flash of unrelated images while listening to sad music. After two minutes of listening to this, I woke up and it was 7:20.

That was my personal record for most lucids in one night. I'll see if I can do it again.