Just relaxing at home these days. Can't believe I Re watched all of "Dexter." over the last two months... Jamie 1 Just an audio dream of Jamie calling me her Boyfriend again. (Yes I asked the voice to re affirm that to me in the dreams. I need a lot of reassurance okay.) Dexter Can't recall many details I was around the woman played by the Buffy actress. That's all. Jamie 2 Jamie dropped our baby or something. She was inconsolable of course but I did my best to comfort her. Jamie 3 I was doing something at a table. Jamie was beside me and was copying exactly what I was doing. I noticed her keep looking over. Yep, that's a borderline thing. Maybe if she believes in Jesus she can get more of a stable identity from him? Might work.
I'm working temporarily away from my area. Family business slowed down, almost broke so my friend in Cochrane offered to have me work a few weeks. Jamie voice didn't seem happy that I have to move for a few weeks. Not sure what is going on with the dreams tho. Totally chaotic. Dexter I had a flash of Dexter standing in front of a mirror. He has a syringe needle and says to the mirror. " Robert, you are never going to do THAT again." I guess when Jamie was under the influence of negative dream energy she sent Dexter after me. Vague Began with a flash of Dexter heading to a crime scene. I knew he was after me, so I hid at the Trinity Killer's house but the guy was crazy so I left. Then I hid in the Fromville town and figured Dexter would have no way of competing with monsters that look human. I think I ran into Jamie there. She seemed okay now. It was night time and we wanted to hide. Some people led us into a house. There was a cart or bed inside. We started hanging there. I asked the people of the house if they had a talisman on the door to keep the monsters out. The man pointed to the talisman hanging by the door and said, "It's okay they're our friends now." Me and Jamie flipped when the guy opened the door and the monster people came in. The cowboy hat guy came in. Instead of killing everyone he shook the townspeople's hands. They started talking like old friends. I figured I should double back to Trinity's house to see if Dexter was stopped there. Back at Trinity's, instead of trying to kill me, he happily invited me into his house to have dinner with his family. I thought it was odd. Jamie was long gone by now. Dancing I'm with Jamie at her house and we are slow dancing to an Elvis song that everyone and their mother's uncle has covered. My vision zooms out and Dexter sneaks around a corner. Only Jamie seems to notice him. She makes eye contact with him and shakes her head, calling him off. He nods and ducks back into the shadows. Dexter again I'm around him, still paranoid that he's going to go after me. He says, " Don't worry Buddy." Jamie again I'm saying to Jamie, " I don't know what you know about my situation." I think the conversation is in reference to me having to go away for a few weeks. What A flash of Dexter making out with Jamie. And not his nanny of the same name. Sex I'm in a strange place. There's 2 rows of mannequin women. Just passed them is a woman. I get behind her and right away get to business. Not sure if this is Jamie or not. Okay I can't really tell if Jamie is okay or not.
These blogs are dying... Dexter again Just a flash of Lumen from season 5. She talking to Jamie. She's saying, " He's just looking out for your best interests. Was Jamie complaining to her about me? Driving I was driving my family on some back roads. I was climbing a steep valley. It was snowy and icy. My car stalled and started going in reverse. Camp I was in some group camp area. Night time. There was a place to buy supper and I was sitting on a picnic table. Suddenly Chelsea and Christi sat down... I was wondering why they would sit with me. Christi gave me a kiss on the cheek. It seemed only friendly. They both had blond hair for some reason. I was staring at Chelsea and noticed her lips were really chapped. She looked a lot older than I remember. I was thinking that some people really don't age well. She began looking at me strangely. She said, " Your eyes.... They look brand new." I wasn't sure what she meant. I said something like, " It's because I have the love of Jesus in me." When I was finished talking, I woke up. Umm odd. Bed Just audio of hearing a bed creaking like people were doing it. Me and Jamie??? C again A dream that Chelsea was walking by my house looking for me. No other Jamie dreams. I hope they come back. I don't want dreams about Chelsea... I don't want any complications at all between me and Jamie. Our relationship in the voice has also been a little dry lately. I hope it improves soon.
Hardly any dreams. The Jamie voice is still consistent. Good! Jamie Just a flash of me and Jamie slow dancing in some house. I hear music but I don't recognize it. Her voice comments on it when I wake up. Strange A dream about characters from the Dexter show. It's the actors from the OG version, not the new prequel with different actors. ( Excellent casting though. The current actor is good, but he lacks some of the charm of Michael C, Hall). In the dream I'm not sure what is happening. I'm standing by something and Debra falls off something. I have false memories of her coming out of the pool, but she's covered in burns, like she was in a pool of acid. She doesn't come out though. I get worried and tell her boyfriend to go in after her before she dies.
Jamie Just a dream that she was in some city driving around and looking for me. I live in picture butte now, so if she was really looking for me in my previous city she wouldn't find me. Victoria Difficult dream to recall. I was dreaming she was outside her apartment taking selfies. But she mood of the dream was sick, like she was sickly and/or dying. *Not a dream* I woke up from that dream last Saturday to a message from Victoria ( an old co worker who I was close friends with). she was telling me she came down with Covid. I asked how severe? and she didn't respond. A few days later just before a night shift I read on Facebook she had just died. She was 36... my age, with underlying health problems. Was this dream prescient? Various other dreams i can't recall. One involded my car getting stolen. Driving around with my uncle, and dreaming about the Trinity Killer from Dexter season 4.
My work has me doing retarded schedules. sleep was erratic. but somehow got more dreams. Jamie 1 She was driving her car past me... She seemed to be pissed at me?!!?!?? Hard to tell with her sometimes. Jamie 2 She was happy in this dream and smiling at me? Wish my good dreams of her were longer. Other dreams i can't recall right now. Dexter Had a dream about the Showtime Show character: Dexter. (A serial killer who only kills serial killers or other really bad people). In the dream I was him? I was stalking someone bad from where I work. Was planning to kill him. I was outside his living room window peering in at night. I couldn't get to him without causing a scene. I somehow made a copy of myself? (natural lucid ability???) And told my double to break in while I distract him. The window was open so I called my target over. Just had minimal chit chat when my double was walking by the living room. When the man wasn't looking I motioned the other me over. He went and knocked out the target. That's all I remember. Crazy I remember being in a large town. I remember driving at night for a bit trying to find something. Wound up outside a gated area with a bunch of people. Reminded me of the Sanctuary districts from that time travel episode of DS9 where all the homeless and undesirables are just hauled into ghettos. I enter one but I made sure I bought myself lots of food before entering. I went in with a group and lost touch with them. They stole all my food and belongings and disappeared into a large crowded area. Spent hours running up and down streets looking for them, and also into buildings. Somehow rewound the dream. I made sure to stay on top of my group to make sure i didn't lose all my things. But as I followed them trying to be in their group, they formed a tight circle and ran into the crowd again. I gave up and there was an empty hill nearby so I hung out there. At the top of the hill There was a large red ceramic or metal thing being used as something like a swing. Some blond girl was on top of it. I was under it but thought it was going to crush me. So i went out from under it. Dream fades.
In the dream I was looking into the mirror in my dad's room and I knew I was dreaming and wanted to see what my face looked like in a dream. At first it looked completely normal but then it started to get mixed up like a Picasso paining. I then left the house and was debating if I wanted to go to my neighbor's house, but I was debating if I actually was able to choose if I wanted to go there or not and concluded that I was by choosing not to go there. In the next part, I lost lucidity but was suddenly playing Left 4 Dead 2 and at the part before the concert where you have to fight all the zombies in the line. I remember my teammates and I just agreeing to not leave the safe room. In the last segment, I was walking home but this creature was following me and by being afraid of it it would grow in power but by not being afraid of it the creature was weakened. I was then Dexter and I was given a blood sample that I knew was my own but also left behind at a murder scene and all the characters from Dexter were standing around me and I had to fake the test to prove that it wasn't my blood. The blood ended up being somehow altered by an "Electric whip" which I assumed was a power line used as a murder weapon.
I was able to knock out for an hour or so... I'm standing above a body on a table. This person, which I cannot see, is restrained with endless amounts of plastic. I'm holding a knife right above their heart. My hands won't stop shaking. Dexter walks up behind me, pressing his chest into my back and securing his arms around my waist. "You can do this", he says. "I'm right here with you." I close my eyes, take a breath, and without hesitation, I plunge the knife into the body.
Updated 07-31-2013 at 06:53 AM by 61973
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