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Jamie was in a dream. still not sure what happened in it. As usual with jamie dreams, lately they are a fraction of a second long and give little memory.

Strange.

A dream where I was having sex with some big booty blond lady. Later I was walking around with Victoria, The woman i know who died from Covid, and we were walking with her daughter. We were by some apartments??? that's all.

Victoria

A dream about the other Victoria I used to work with... An old co worker came up to me in some office building hallway and told me that the other Victoria has just passed. I was really shocked. Note: I follow her as friends on fb. She hasn't been online for like 6 days. I'm not even gonna go there...

Island

Really crazy dream about a really small island on a lake. I was with some people. A woman with brown hair. Jamie or Asuka, couldn't tell. And maybe two others. The dream island manifested Giant animal spirits of people. Talking like King kong Giant. One guy stepped on and there was a large ape like king kong. Someone else manifested a giant lizard. I stepped on and a giant green cobra came out of the ground. The brown haired woman stepped on and another giant cobra sprang from the ground... Only it had 3 heads!!! The island itself was like only 50 feet wide, so the animals keep trying to fight, but when one of us gets knocked from the island by the creature it vanishes, and when we go back on it, the monster comes back. So we keep getting knocked off the island and running back on. Lots of crazy fights going on.

Data

Was outside a house at night time. Apparently it was my house. I walked up and the porch light is on and Data walks out the front door. Data from Star Trek. His pale skin looks painted on. I can't believe it's him. He greets me like he knows me and I just can't believe it.

I wake up and remember That in my inner world house. I do have a character named Data who lives there. Although in a decade this is the first time I actually have seen him as the character. Usually he's very vague in image, like a shadow. I sometimes think he has glasses on.

Looking for Jamie

Became lucid on something like a greyhound bus. Decided to look for Jamie since she's been AWOL for a while now, briefly showing up here and there, for all i know she could be dead or something and i'd never know. I go up to the bus driver and ask if he knows where Jamie is? He says no. I look around the bus to ask someone else but it's empty. The dream starts going dark a bit. I step down the front steps to the door. To the right of the door as a panel. I imagine removing the panel will take me to another dream space. I take the panel off and slowly step through. I wound up in a large house that appears to be under construction. All the walls are made of plywood and not drywall, and is not painted. The floors are all plywood but clean as in prepped for flooring. I wonder if i can use this place as a dream to find more hidden houses inside hidden rooms. Like a dream that goes on forever and all I do is explore endless houses strung together. I guess Jamie has slipped my mind by now. The dream starts to fade. I try and prolong the dream by leaning on one knee, placing my hand on the floor and counting the spaces between my fingers with one eye closed, (as per Hukif/Walm's suggestion) i start counting. I don't even get to 10 before the distortions start pulling me from the dream forcing me to wake up. I usually try to jump and escape them which usually makes the dream black and then it snaps back with super clarity. But not this time. I feel myself jumping but slightly hitting a ceiling and then I wake up.

Victoria

A dream about my friend who died of covid at the end of august... She was facebook messaging me. She knows she's dead in the dream and she kept saying sorry and that she was embarrassed that she died so suddenly...

Another death

I see a woman with brown hair at a funeral. I have a feeling it's Jamie, because of the way she doesn't acknowledge me. She's not here for me, She's here for someone she knows that passed on. It's an odd viewing. The casket is open but on a conveyor belt. (side note: I absolutely hate Viewings. The person is gone, with Jesus, or in hell, or showing up on celebrity ghost stories or something, That body is not them. You know on TV shows when they have viewings? And the person's face is all perfect? Well, it usually isn't, The muscles that hold the face together aren't working and their cheeks just sag down.) Anyway, in the dream the casket rolls by me and Jamie. Her cold ,I'm not really here, gaze breaks and she starts tearing up. She holds onto me and I give her a hug while she cries. Well I guess she knew I was there after all..

One Jamie Dream. Just feeling her presence in an all black space... Strange. Neither good nor bad.

Quick lucid

forgot where I was or what I was doing. I flew up and was lucid. I briefly thought about looking for Jamie. But when i landed. There was two people right in front of me. Felt an urge to kill one of them, So i went and tried ripping one of the guy's eyeballs out... That didn't work so well. He put up a fight much more than I expected with a smile on his face. Wasted lucid. I lack complete dream control in my more recent lucids

Can't remember what my other dreams were. A couple About Victoria, my friend who died from covid. Visitation maybe? I don't know. I welcome it.

Jamie

Just a dream that she was in some city driving around and looking for me. I live in picture butte now, so if she was really looking for me in my previous city she wouldn't find me.

Victoria

Difficult dream to recall. I was dreaming she was outside her apartment taking selfies. But she mood of the dream was sick, like she was sickly and/or dying.

*Not a dream* I woke up from that dream last Saturday to a message from Victoria ( an old co worker who I was close friends with). she was telling me she came down with Covid. I asked how severe? and she didn't respond. A few days later just before a night shift I read on Facebook she had just died. She was 36... my age, with underlying health problems. Was this dream prescient?

Various other dreams i can't recall. One involded my car getting stolen. Driving around with my uncle, and dreaming about the Trinity Killer from Dexter season 4.

Jamie

Just remember that I had a dream with her in it. Can't remember what. It's like she's just letting me know she's still around.

V

Had a dream that Victoria frommy previous job (I'm jobless now), was following me around various dreams. Again I can't recall specifics.

I had some other dreams I think but can't remember...

Oh yeah..

K

Had a dream that Kiah, the cousin who died in my house last month was in my dream. I was freaking out I kept saying . "but you died how are you here?" She just laughed it off and said she was alive somehow... Maybe it was a visitation. I get dreams like these whenever a family member dies. Like when my grandma died in 2001 I had one where she was in a church she said hi to me and I ran down the hallway in my dream screaming, "You're dead, You're dead!!"

I did recall a lot more dreams but they faded fast... Should I jot notes again? My life is too busy for that.

Jamie 1

Was dosing off. Saw her looking and me from the shadows. I saw her face and the outline of her amazing hair. She didn't seem to happy or anything just neutral.

Jamie 2

Can't remember what i was doing in the dream. Jamie was there but she was in her distant phases and vanished from the dream.

Lucid

I was with Victoria (The younger one) from work. We were by the lethbridge Hospital at night. We went across the street to the building where they hold AA meetings. There was a hidden door or something and we went into some hidden rooms. I knew this was impossible so i became Lucid. Victoria vanished somewhere. I wasn't interested in her. I wanted to look for jamie. I found myself at a window and then I was outside. I was thinking of how to find Jamie when everything started going black.

I better get back into stabilizing dreams and doing Time Dilation again. i'm surprised i"ve been lucid shortly every week with my method of wbtb.

Well, some very exciting dreams. I fell asleep for an hour an a half on saturday night and had an unexpected long lucid.

Dream 1

I had a dream that victoria from work became my girlfriend. We went on a road trip to b.c. or something, and she kept demanding that I buy her pop constantly. After a few I began to refuse and told her she had plenty of money of her own to buy things with. She got really mean and bitchy after that.

Dream 2

A dream about jamie. She was hanging out with me for a while and then went away. I checked my phone a lot because we were talking on my phone earlier in the dream. All message history was erased. I looked everywhere for her in the dream but couldn't find her.

Dream 3

I was in a room sleeping with 2 girls in their early 20's. Very good dream But I won't go into the details.

dream 4

work related dream about a manager complaining about my work when it was really busy. I told him if he didn't stop and actually help I was just going to leave the shift, quit, and never come back. I actually feel like that during every shift. Once my savings reaches a new goal ina few months I will quit and/or move. Can't wait.

Dream 5

This entire dream seemed to be lucid. I remember someone driving in a busy city like red deer or calgary. I was dropped off at a mall late at night. I wandered the mall for sometime when I became lucid. I wanted to leave the mall. Every time i headed for the exit I wound up in a basement or something that was under construction. I asked one of the construction workers how to leave the mall. He walked with me for a bit and i went in the direction he suggested and just came to a dead end.

I turned back and tried a different way but ran into the construction part a again. I asked the same guy again and told him to take me out to the parking lot.
This time he turned deeper into the construction part. There were stair wells with no stairs and just random construction scaffolds and other equipment. We did dream like parkour down that area. He eventually led me to a dark area.

I felt like I was going to lose the dream because everything was black. I held onto walls and door handles in the dream to ground my sense in the dream as I walked. eventually I was what appeared to be outside because there was houses around. The dream kept blacking out and I kept stabilizing it. After several tries i wandered into a strange room with some children in it. There was a children's song playing and they were playing a game on the ground, which was black glossy and constantly moving. It was like a treadmill and the walls were of the same making. I felt out of place an wanted to leave. I found a slide area that seemed to be the exit. I followed a bunch of kids down the slide and wound up outside.

I was outside in a residential area. The dream was blacking out again and I held onto the ground to keep within the dream. I shouted Jamie's full name aloud so see if I could find her. As if on cue A house with a porch rendered in front of me. There was a woman standing on the porch with a bright lamp on her. She didn't look like Jamie and I was unsure if it was her. She greeted me like Jamie would and her voice was familiar.

The dream transitioned to inside. If we went through a door and into her basement I was not aware of the passage. There was a sensation of physical contact like a hug with her this entire sequence. It felt good and loving. She kept saying she wants to contact me but she still has a personality disorder. but the way she worded it sounded like she actually had a split personality. I said, "I know sometimes you're like dealing with two people, one that adores me and one that couldn't care if I existed or not. BPD can be like that but to me you're still a complete person" in other words. I don't care what her problems are, I just want to hear from her and know that she's okay, or even if she's not okay i want to know that too. for a few seconds she morphed into a small dog and I was scratching her belly. She went back to human and said, "And then a few weeks ago i was doing drugs." To that I said, "Well I know you expect me to not put myself at risk with certain things. And I've been getting better." to that she said nothing. there's still the sensation I am holding her and she is holding me.

She grabs a handheld game device and says something about my brother lending her a game. (wether she actually talks to my brother or not, neither she nor my brother has mentioned it.) It's like a PSP or something. I lean on her a bit while she plays. the dream gets a watery sensation like it's going to end. I tell her, "I want you to put the game away I want to keep talking to you before the dream ends." She says nothing and continues her game. the dream ends.






Dream 5

A dream my brother moved into place with cheap rent. It was an interesting place with 2 rooms and a bunch of hidden rooms in the basement. When I asked what my portion of the rent would be he said,"$1400." uh... Hell no I don't live in Vancouver,

Dream 6


something about Jesus but I forget.

Note: at least two other people in DV had dreams about being in a basement under construction this weekend.

I started to want to see my mom naked. So I began to be nice to her and do whatever she said. We were on a bus and her straps on the camisole she was wearing started to fall to her arms, and she wasn't wearing a bra. She was joking about how innapropriate that was or something, and I told her I didn't mind. When the bus got to it's stop, my mom got off so I followed her. She went in front of a docking bay, and let her boobs hang out for everyone to see! She turned around and showed me, and said something like hers don't look good because she's old, then I told her she had nice boobs. Then we got back to our van and I got in the middle seat. Mom was packing some stuff into the trunk and the van started driving down the road by itself. I just sat there and Mom was still packing the trunk while it was going. Then when she finished, she ran by the side of the car and got in the middle seat next to me. We talked for a little while. Next thing I know, we were at home and she laid an Xbox 360 controller standing on its side on the floor. She said at 4-5 P.M. you can knock it down for a baseball card. I said we didn't have any baseball cards, so we looked around for regular cards. I found a pack of good playing cards, but before I could use them, Mom got a pack of small cards, and shot them all over the floor, all 52 of them! So I decided to help her pick them up because I wanted to see those boobies again. While I was picking up cards, there were also little puzzle pieces all over and other junk. When it was all cleaned up, Mom walked out of her bedroom, and was licking her finger seductively, and I was gonna do something, then Dad walked out of the bathroom and stopped me from doing anything. It barely looked like my dad though because he had medium length hair, not short; wore a baseball cap, which he never does; and he wasn't wearing his glasses.

Me and some other kids (4 guys 1 girl) started a gang in our neighborhood. Our hideout was underneath a building. There was a small area of brick that moved up and down so you could lift it and get in. You would have to strech between to walls to get down to the floor. Also before you could even get on the ground you had to do something with your hands (so only your feet were holding you) then something with your feet (so only your hands were holding you). The girls wouldn't have to do that though because it would be too hard. Somehow Mr L (He's the strictest most bitchly teacher at my school who gets you in trouble for just about anything) found our gang hideout, and stopped our gang. Next thing I know we are at some festival and we're in a big tent with a restaurant in it. I see people outside the tent in a big crowd so I start making peace signs at them and saying, "Pee." (Instead of peace) Then the old lady behind the counter at the restaurant starts having problems with her dentures. They're buzzing really loud, and Mr L tells one of the guys in my gang to stop, but he's not doing anything. The lady tries to fix her dentures but nothing works.

Victoria Justice set up a ladder on some wall and put a clear tube around it, then another yellow tube around it. She said she wanted me to go in there with her. I tried to get in and could barely fit. I did want to go in there with her (she's hoottt), but we just wouldn't be able to fit.

Okay, recall is a little better now.

04.30.2012

Phenlypatin Explosion (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The word Phenlypatin is what I saw in the dream, I googled what that is, and got Phenlypentane. Note this dream a little......


How should I say this......

murder...blood...explosion...laughter....

The thrill of almost being caught, the thrill of hearing others die in the next room because they couldn't handle the explosion right.

Blowing up things with ease with a random chemical that doesn't even exist, at least here.....it was crazy...I honestly am scared on how my non-lucid state loved all this.

Whoever knew that getting away for explosions was actually thrilling?

The dream starts out to where someone hands me some kind of small test tube with a pink liquid inside. They tell me that it is "Phenlypatin," and that when it's set to somewhere under 10 degree Celsius, it will cause an explosion.

This wasn't really good logic at all, seeing as since I'm in shade, it should've exploded instantly, but it didn't. Maybe they meant if it's in an environment near 10 degree Celsius or above...but whatever..

The environment is mostly consists of this huge uphill, and we're at the bottom of it. To the right of me is an extension for it for vehicles to turn left (on their side). It seems to be around afternoon in this dream, and the sky is clear, so it gives us this kind of light grayish atmosphere to it.

There's a huge tree to the right of me as well, which adds on to the shade in the area I'm in.

I believe I'm in the shade at the time, and behind me was some kind of old and abandoned house. I think someone lived there, but it was a really old female. I don't know how I started out in this area, but I threw some of this Phenlypatin stuff near the truck.

(Note: I didn't know it was Phenlypatin until later on in the dream).

I thought the truck should've exploded by now, but as it goes downhill from the long road slope down near the curve to the left (right curve in my case), one of the gray, shiny, and oblong shaped tanks it was containing exploded right in front of me.

I saw some gases come out, and they had these hues of white and silver to is. The explosion was more of a pop, rather than actual fire.

The blue truck crashed into the large tree or whatever to the right of me. Then I started to laugh because this stuff was actually explosive!

I spend more time throwing the test tubes at random vehicles, I think I threw one at a taxi, or maybe it was just a plain yellow vehicle, not sure.

After I started cackling like a madman, I'm shifted to where my Biology TA I had for my second semester as a freshmen gives us more of these tubes, but either she didn't know these were explosive and being ignorant, or was just a random DC set out to force me not to do a reality check.

(That should've made me do a reality check, seeing as I don't have to go to Biology lab anymore because I took care of the Practical Exam last week).

There's probably two more people with me, and they're waiting for her to give them more tubes. She gives more tubes to me apparently because one of the people asked if they can take some from me. I hold on to the tubes and moved my arms away from them so they wouldn't take it.

MY TUBES was my behavior at the time....lmao, I really have gone crazy with these things..

Then I'm alone in this dark room now, and I hear some sounds coming from the wall. I presume that it's people that were near me before.

They were doing some countdown, probably for another Phenlypatin Explosion.

Altogether, they declared,


"3.............."






"2.................."


"1......................"



PLOP!







They're all dead. I hear the sound of their bodies exploding from the inside, it had this squishy sound to it. I guess the blood was splattered all over the walls to create that weird sound.

It shocked me a little bit, but they were stupid to activate the explosive in short range. I honestly thought the explosion would be strong enough to cause the Phenlypatin near the wall to explode as well.

Then I get out of the dark room, and apparently some Authority figures come in, and they're telling us of the incident. I believe I ignore what they're saying for a few seconds to look at a box that had the name of the explosive, which said Phenlypatin.

I'm surprised they didn't know I was part of the group with the explosives, and then as everyone leaves, there's this random guy who turns towards me, but is walking backwards.

He puts up the middle finger at me, and he makes this face like he's trying to get his upper lips to touch his nose, which causes his top head region to stretch down as if he's mad.

I don't know why he's mad, but I didn't kill anyone at all. The people who caused the explosion and got themselves killed were the idiots...not me.

Then I turn around and see a tube sticking out from the bedroom, along with some kind of plastic needle medium that you press down on the top to squeeze out whatever liquid was inside.

I quickly shove it under the sheets so the authorities wouldn't take a glance at my bedroom (they didn't check my bedroom, and I was honestly scared that they would, seeing as I knew I had a lot of these test tubes in a container near the wall that I mentioned before).

I realized the last portion of my dream occurred in my apartment.

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04.30.2012

Victoria's Body on Me (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I find it funny that I dreamed about Victoria again, a girl I had for Biology class in High school when I was Sophomore. The last time I dreamed about her, it was because I looked at a few photos of her one time.

And I when I was on IRC posting women I met before, I dream about her this time. Funny how my mind works.

I'm inside someone's bedroom. The sheets are white I believe, and it's a small bedroom, with a lot of stuff, but it was organized, to some extent.

There was a window to my left, and I was near the end of the bedroom, probably holding on to a part of it, waiting for someone.

Then Victoria comes in.....


And she's smiling, she's happy to see me obviously. Her blonde hair, something about it made me enticed by her. Her radiant energy from the last dream I had about her was there.

I know it was there, and it was even stronger....strong enough to fabricate high and intense sexual energy.

The way she's moving coming towards me, I eventually laid my back on the bed. Then she gets on top of me.

She holds both my hands....

I'm now trapped in her presence, her wonderful sexual energy. She keeps smiling at me, giggling even as well. Then there's this other random girl that looks like a girl named Z that I had for an art class before.

Z was wearing a dark red shirt I believe, along with a super short pink skirt. She was going inside one of the brown dresser shelves, the bottom one.

As she's bending down to go inside the dresser, I realized she had no panties on. I'm seeing all this from third perspective mode, while Victoria is still on top of me.

Seeing Z bend down like that turned me on for some reason. I wonder why she was putting herself inside of a dresser, lol.

Maybe because I would use her later on like how I put on my clothes?

LOL, that's being a little bit too extreme, even if she could be a sex partner in this dream.

Anyway, back to Victoria. Having her whole body on me was amazing, and I think at one point, she wanted me to get naked. I think I do it, but I'm not sure if it was me, or some other person getting naked.

I can't remember anything else, other than seeing a small dream reset of Z bending down again to go inside the drawer, without her underwear.

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04.30.2012

Change of Heart (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking somewhere, and I managed to get out of a building to get inside of what seemed like a garage. The floor was gray and shiny, and it felt like it was a workshop garage or something.

I see a tennis coach I used to have treating one of the teammates I knew in High School. Apparently, it looked like he was doing an Electrocardiography operation on the teammate of mine.

(I'm not surprised, seeing as I did an ECG in Biology Lab this semester).

The coach is asking John,

"Don't you have a change of heart?"

I didn't really pay attention to the meaning of that, but now, it's probably when I asked someone on the IRC last night why they had a change of heart.

Anyway, I prepare to go outside, and I see another familiar face who looked like James that I knew in waking life. He smiles at me a little bit, but I ignore him as well.

I continue walking to go to the right diagonally. The sky, it looks like it's going to rain, or at least drizzle. Then I see a girl that looks like J, a girl that I saw in a High school who was Black, but light skinned.

She saw some friend of hers that acknowledge her presence, and they started to run to each other, but I ignore this as well.

Then I stopped for a moment, and I something tempted me to cough, like I was sick or something. I don't know what it was, but I managed to get back up from having one knee to the ground.

I can't remember much after that.

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04.30.2012

Math Teacher (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I really don't care too much of this dream, too boring to recall the details.

To put it as simple as possible, I'm in a math class, but it seems to have an elementary setting to it, and I'm asking some old lady on what problems I had to finish, but I think she said I don't have to worry about it.

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04.30.2012

Biology Review (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Since when does my apartment become a blood study guide for random people?

And because I had this dream, I'm worried about how it's going to play out with the Biology Final I have this friday.


All right, the dream starts out in my apartment, and there are quite a few people inside of it (missed reality check #1).

I see my Biology 111 professor I had at the time is there (missed reality check #2) and he's answering a few questions a student has. She was a female, and she was wearing a light turquoise shirt along with short black sports shorts, and she seemed to know what she was saying. (a girl in my apartment? missed reality check #3)

But the professor corrected her by saying that some purple material is in fact the yellow material's properties, I can't remember what specifically.

Then there's this random Asian guy, who is fairly chunky in size, and he's holding a paper with his right hand, and basically reads from it asking the professor that we don't really need to know what has to be excluded from whatever set of chemicals or whatever they were taking about.

They were either talking about amino acids, or something random, but I swore I remember someone saying related to them.

After some time has passed, maybe five minute or so, the professor and everyone else in my apartment decide to sum up all that they said, and they go their separate ways.

I decided that I should clean up this apartment, since it was kind of messing, random things being placed with other things...

I paid attention on how my professor would leave the apartment, and apparently, when I go to my bedroom, there's this door the leads to the outside on the right as soon as you turn your back from coming into the bedroom.

(Missed reality check #4....isn't that cute...)

He opens the door, and goes on his way. It's really bright outside, and after he's gone, I realize there's two men near some kind of coal burner of some sort. I presume this is my heater, and I ask them what they hell they think they're doing inside of this new attachment for my apartment.

It was kind of like a mini-garage, with maroon colored walls.

I don't think they understood what I said, they seemed like foreigners. They just look at me, and go back to what they're doing. I see they're putting more goal inside a machine, like the ones those people put in trains to fuel it.

Then I shift my mind towards apologizing to them, since they're doing the dirty work for me by filling up my heat source.

I don't know why I was shifted to that mindset, but it was better than dealing with people who wouldn't listen to me.

I close the door, and I forget what happens next.

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The dream fades in very faintly. I leave my dorm room and head towards the lecture halls in search of a bathroom. Turning in towards an open door, I notice the room is filled with students and their parents sitting and socializing as though the class hadn't yet begun. I walk to the back of the room, where the teacher is seated, shuffling through papers.

"Mind if I use the bathroom?" I ask.

He looks me in the eye and asks me straight out if I am stoned. Immediately I respond, "How about I pee on your face?" The room fills with laughter as I explain to the instructor's shocked face "If you have no problem asking if I am stoned in front of an entire classroom, then you certainly shouldn't have a problem with me asking to pee on your face."

At this, he stands up and directs to the corner of the room where we meet with my friend Victoria. He proceeds to ask me a series of questions to determine if I would be a suitable candidate for his advanced music classes. For the first question he asked me to identify the significance of a several sets of numbers divided by colons. Victoria tries to answer in my place, but the teacher glares at her. I answer, time signatures. The second question he asks is more of a riddle than a question.

"What is an abused ukulele?"

"A cello!"

He seemed thoroughly impressed and dismisses his class and myself. I walk back to my dorm room and run into my in-dream neighbor. In order to open our locked doors we must fuck them, as though the keyhole is a vagina and my penis is the key. It feels great and we both continue to fuck our keyholes for several minutes, never climaxing. I open to door to find a gigantic mess of puke and blood. The door and room are the size of a crawlspace, but in a desperate panic to save my roommate I crawl in until I realize he isn't inside. I look out the door and see him half asleep under a bed in the common area.

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