So, it's been about two years since I last had a conversation with Jenn - ever since I went back to school. Since then, I slowly stopped having dreams about her(mostly because I stopped viewing her stuff on social media sites). But that I have almost nothing to do again(classes were full/struggling to get a job), I found myself thinking about her and checking her online profile to see if she is with another guy. Dream: I was back in Pacific High School(which was about 2-3 years ago), and the whole school were already walking home. I was standing near the sidewalk where I was able to see the streets very clearly. I had no idea what I was doing here - I never questioned it. A few moments passed and I start paying attention to my surroundings. One area I used to always stare at during waking life was the front left corner of a sidewalk across the road. I saw Jenn there, talking to someone - a guy. I was shocked. This guy was almost like me except he was changed in cacky light brown shorts and a back t-shirt. I stared closely at them to see what they were up to. Jenn seemed to be interested in him, judging by her facial expressions. I was not happy of this, especially after she told me in reality that she wasn't looking for a relationship. I had faith that if either one of them would of kissed the other, I would of killed them. I had so much anger for her. After a while of watching them talk, the boy began walking towards his house. Surprisingly, I turned out following him opposed to Jenn. I moved through the crowds of students saying 'excuse me' and 'thank you' while keeping a close distance to the boy. After I got out of the crowd, I saw the boy walking in to a one-way street. I slowly moved in for a closer look and crouched down to avoid being seen. During this moment, I had strong thoughts to commit murder on this boy. I just wanted him to die and knew he didn't deserve Jenn with the type of personality he had(but somehow some girls dig that). I ignored killing him this time. I got back up and left.
I had dreamed of Pacific High School, again: - I was inside history class, having trouble with my shyness. - I noticed a sad, depressing feeling while inside the classroom. - I was looking over my shoulder, making sure there were no threats. - I rode a bike all the way towards the quad. - While riding the bike, I saw a lion, it didn't even try to chase me while I was on the bike. - As soon as I got off the bike, one of them attacked my bicycle, so I rode off quick. - Pacific High School now turned in to a jungle, I was looking out for predators. - I rode a bike on to a ledge of a steep hill and fell in to a square hole. - I tried my to sneak inside the mud to prevent from being seen by the predators. - I then disconnected from the game before any of them found me.
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