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Attempt 7:

My head hurts really bad, it almost feels like a hangover. But the reason for this pain is that I went to bed later than usual, some ehrm girls videocalled me on msn and we were talking for very long, so I ended up getting to bed 23.59...

I still did an attempt, and the weird thing is that I was actually very aware and it felt like it would be impossible for me to fall asleep. But then something else took over and just shut both the body and the mind down and I fell asleep in a blink.

Had very vivid and long dream that were like a totally new version of Harry Potter (porbably will write it down and get rich lol)

Anyway I will see if there is a good quote otherwise I will go and ZZzzz

Years later the fated prince returns to explore the world of dreams and my own psyche from a more mature and evolved standpoint. Lucidity done gonna be green

I want to explore the world of dreaming in first of all making me better in respective life, such as work ethic, creative outlets and such. One thing I plan on trying to use lucid ability if I gain it is to increase my mental focus in activities like skiing, climbing and uhhhh FUN OMNIPOTENT FIGURE DAMN IT.
some waking life quotes for ya'll
Did you ever have a job that you hated and worked real hard at? A long, hard day of work. Finally you get to go home, get in bed, close your eyes and immediately you wake up and realize... that the whole day at work had been a dream. It's bad enough that you sell your waking life for minimum wage, but now they get your dreams for free.

A thousand years is but an instant. There's nothing new, nothing different; same pattern over and over. The same clouds, same music, the same things I felt an hour or an eternity ago. There's nothing here for me now, nothing at all. Now I remember, this happened to me before. This is why I left. You have begun to find your answers. Although it will seem difficult the rewards will be great. Exercise your human mind as fully as possible knowing that it is only an exercise. Build beautiful artifacts, solve problems, explore the secrets of the physical universe, savor the input from all the senses, filled with joy and sorrow and laughter, empathy, compassion, and tote the emotional memory in your travel bag. I remember where I came from, and how I became human, why I hung around, and now my final departure's scheduled. This way out, escaping velocity. Not just eternity, but Infinity.

and finally here's a link to my old one, from a more youthful time I guess http://www.dreamviews.org/f107/stnickas-dream-journal-80376/

I slept fitfully last night. At one point I enter into sleep paralysis. Instead of yielding to the natural urge to fight it, I let go, as I am now accustomed to doing. I let the full body virbrations over power me and I quickly "slip through". I am now in a forest and this is the hunger games. I tell myself I am dreaming and fly up to a night sky with a view of deep space. I lose focus and float down. Someone wants my help. I think that I am awake now. I tell myself as soon as this is done I will go back to my dream. I am "holding the dream inside me". I feel as if it is a physical thing in my chest. I hold on to it for some time as I run along a forest path behind some girl. Somewhere along the way ( maybe I get bored) I lose all traces of lucidity and cannot remember anything else.

[I]I forgot most of this because it was a couple days ago and I'm not writing it until now.[/I]

I am in the city. I realize I am dreaming. I fly up into the sky. It is an overcast day. Wait, what do I want to do? I know go to the moon! I fly. This will take forever. I stopped. I try to make a portal. It does not work. I wake up.

[I]I try to go to sleep but I cannot.[/I]

3/6/12

DILD

Notes: This was during a nap.....3rd crappy LDs in 12 hours. At least the non-lucid parts were interesting

I started watching a skiing movie. A guy went off a jump at did around 30 flips. I thought this was pretty ridiculous. Then I see that he leveled out and pulled his parachute. That makes sense. I was looking closer and I realized that he had skate skis. It was looking back at the jump he went off and it looked fairly small. I hear someone say, "Yeah they were all wasted for it."

Suddenly I am transported onto the mountain. I go off the jump and pull my chute. I glide around for awhile. It is night time and there are cliffs everywhere. This is really cool but really dangerous. I turn around a bend and look for a landing. For some reason, I try to go under this low tree branch. I fall into a tree well, but I am fine.

I overhear some people behind me. There are police lights. I was about to climb out of my hole, but I wanted to first hear what was going on. Some girl says,"Its not my fault they went over here." I think they are looking for me and my buddy who did the jump. They found something else that worried me. I hear a news person start to talk. They found a frozen submarine crew in the side of a cliff. The passengers had been frozen. One guy was smoking a cigarette and froze instantly.

They start to begin the search for us, so I get out of my ditch. I thought it would be funny to make zombie noises as I rose up. I meet the group and they are all happy to find me. I hug Fran and Jack approaches me. I playfully through some ice at him and then we greet each other. I am headed out with them, while the rest of the group searches for my buddy. I remember that we had to have beacons on us. If I activate mine, we will know where he is. I run back and say I have my beacon. The lead investigator approaches me.

I become lucid and realize I don't have a beacon on me. The investigator is waiting for me to have this life-saving thing, and I feel bad that I lied. I tell him it is in the ditch I came out of. They all head off and I fly away. Below me is a giant snow plow. I thought that would be fun to drive. As I got near it, I changed my mind and flew off. It was really dark and cloudy. There were no lights around this mountain and I was worried I would lose the dream in the darkness. I try to imagine a nice sunny beach over the next ridge. There isn't one. I hurry and land and just start feeling things around me, trying to maintain vision. It is almost pitch black and I grab some branches. They hurt a lot, which is probably how they would feel in real life with me groping blindly through a forest. I am focusing on all of my tactile sensations and then my alarm goes off. FHEIOAJF:

Ronnie Radke is walking down a dark road. He is walking on a curved road. It bends upward and has a whitepicket fence on the side. He is saying lyrics for his new band. Asking people for their opinions. One guy said it was okay.

Dream #2
i am in my house. I am with my brother and sister in my room. We are protesting against my parents about something. My dad walks in and tries to reason with us. My sister and brother fall prey to his plan and go outside. I go outside seeing how weak they are. I am standing on the side of a garden. My little cousin runs up to my dad and says something. He says she is so cute. I'm like no she's not". I dont say it out loud. I'm unapproved.

I stepped through the automatic doors of a giant mall. The floor had marble colored tiles, and to my left was a department store with glass windows; inside was clothing on hangers and other stuff you find in clothes stores (I get the feeling that I'm planning my 16th birthday), Upon entering this "mall" I run up to my brother's friend, Yessica, whom I hug and shout "Hi!" to. I say hi to my brother and we walk towards the end of the mall. We walk to the end of the mall which looks like the place where people park inside. The window reveals it's nighttime. A woman who has black hair, a bit chubby, and is wearing a leather jacket appears as we walk to the staircase(s). I have the feeling that she's my sister's friend who isn't present in the dream. We follow her and she leads us to a room with multiple staircases, much like the moving staircases in Hogwarts, however these aren't stone, they're covered with a beige colored carpet and rimmed with dark brown wood. She leads us down stairs, leads us to the right down another set up stairs and into a library, or Barnes & Noble like place. A buffet-like table is covered with children's books and toys that have to do with literature. I walk over to the bookshelves and find a large, brown and black book, I think it was an Edgar Allen Poe book. I continue to walk around and come upon the end of the store. In the corner there's a toy machine that holds small mechanical figures of "The Angry Birds". I walk away and go up to the register. Bracelets are hanging on a display hanger thing, I grab one and put it in my mouth. It tastes like those chalky candy bracelets people buy each other for Valentine's Day. The clerk gets mad and attempts to throw me out. I ran as fast as I can to the Angry Birds machine and steal some. The clerk grabs them out of my hand, a girl who looks 14 grabs a few and tries to give them to me as I'm thrown out the door. The clerk gets her too, but she still hands one in her hand. She throws it to me, I catch it and find I have a blue bird, I throw it up in the air and it begins to fly. I sit "indian style" on a cement square which begins to move. I tilt to the left, making the cement block turn left as well. As I steer this cement vehicle out of the parking lot I sing and move my arms to Madonna's song "Vogue".

The dream transitions into another and I find myself in a village of some sort. I walk down a natural ramp of rock and I enter an open cave system. Below me is water. All round the cave are natural stone pillars and holes which allow me to still see the village. I hear a roar behind a pillar and a dragon emerges. Its eyes glow red, and its black scales glow in the moonlight. It takes a breath and blows fire in my direction. I look down at the crashing of water against the cave walls.

I wake up.

The End c:

I attempted a wild before I had this dream, no success obviously. But I didn't get discourage, I think it's because the alarm and woken me up and I wasn't tired. I had this dream after waking up at about 2 AM.