dream fragment

I remembered more when I first woke up, but I shifted slightly and the memories just disappeared for some reason...
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I am in my kitchen holding a zangetsu-esque sword in a fighting stance. there are three people surrounding me with swords. I wake up.

1) Ok, this one was rather strange.. There was some huge fair/parade going through town so basically everyone was centralized in the streets. I picked up a Gatling gun and started killing everyone I saw. I just mowed them all down. The strange part was that all the people I knew, loved, or cared for, the bullets did nothing to. It was as if something stopped the bullets from hurting those who never hurt me. I had a few conversations and killed practically everyone in town. Kill'n the mayor was the funnest, just say'n.
2) Ok, this one topped that one on strangeness. I was like a fish or some'm with a bunch of friends who were fishes too. We were trying to swim from like this river to the ocean to the bottom or some'm. Strange...
3) There was a third dream.. I believe it was before the first one I wrote. But when you have this many random dreams you tend to forget the first few...

Was at the grocery store and the cashier asked me to sing some opera. I said no because I had a cold. I have one in real life.

Dreamed Daisy was chewing on a bone like a normal dog instead of swallowing the whole thing in one piece like she does in real life.

A group of four people are gathered to do some sort of competition. Beside me stands a guy much taller and muscular than I am, a woman with long hair that seems to be about my age (20ish), and a gothic loli (meaning that she was indeed a loli, wearing gothic lolita clothing.)
We are given shots in our arms, which are then wrapped with white gauze. The girl that is around my age looks over at me, seeing a pool of red building up on the gauze. She asks me if I'm okay, pointing it out to me. I tell her that I'm fine and that I didn't feel anything, then the instructors explain that the color of the 'bleeding' represents the thing that we desire most. Somehow, I know immediately that mine is love. I look at the others, but I don't remember what their colors were.
I don't remember very much of this dream, but I do know that the 'contest' (There were no losers. I think that at least two of us won.) supposedly spanned over days. The big muscular guy went off by himself, as did I for a bit. It didn't take long for me to team up with the girls, though, and my desire was fulfilled when I fell in love with the loli girl.
I also vaguely remember going out into the fields to find the muscular guy, and that part of the competition required us to run dungeons.

I remember swimming in the water, but I have some sort of thing to help me do it. I don't really remember what it was. Hell, it could have been a boat. There was some sort of pet that I had. I'm thinking it was a Tofu.

My Little Pony toys at McDonalds drive-through. I remember getting really frustrated at them cause they were making a big deal out of whether I asked for a boy or a girl toy, not even bothering to ask me.

MaximumRevolver and I are walking around a bookstore, looking for some girl. We never find her.

My kids just don't seem to be getting better So Sleep has been mostly non existent and dreams short and murky if apparent at all, but here's my catching up for the week:

4/4/12-

Dream One: An assassins creed dream. There were lots of bubbles, and I was on a stealth assassination mission on a tower. I wasn't alone, there was someone else helping me, maybe the game was multiplayer in the dream?

Dream Two: I'm following some one, then I see some police step out. I notice they look like German soldiers from WW II... one looks like Hitler and hands me a business card. The card is for some dating service. I think it's funny, Hitlers trying to help people hook up. An Asian dude walks by with huge headphones on, then looks over his shoulder at a huge billboard that takes up the whole wall of a big city building.

Dream Three: Another Assassins Creed dream. I'm scaling walls.

4/5/12-

I'm at some sort of school dance type function. My old drama teacher is there, as are a couple other teachers from high school. I see a friend I had a crush on back in the day, but he looks a lot different. His hair is darker, and long... while I know his hair these days IS long, it's red not brown like in the dream. I stare at him for a moment not recognizing him, then realize who he is, and talk to him for a moment. I remember feeling in the dream like I was by myself, and I wanted to be near people I knew because I hate being alone and awkward. Funny thing is, I found out later that day via Facebook that it was that guys birthday. I haven't spoken to him in years (I graduated like 7 years ago, and he left school a couple years before me) I'm not even subscribed to his news feed so I never see any news about him, so it was a neat coincidence

4/6/12-

Dream One Notes: Forum W/ White light room, Snow? Aunt (can't remember these now )

Dream Two notes: Security check, Balls (Still can't remember)

Dream Three: I was in a world with Vampires and werewolves (just called them Weres, so perhaps there were other animal shape shifters as well) someone wanted me to make them a ball room masquerade type mask with red and silver paint. There was a well or a cave or something I was nearby and thinking of going to.

Dream Four: I was at a family dinner. There were broken fences in the back yard. I had a lot of cousins over. I needed to pee, so I went to the bathroom. When I got in the bathroom I discovered that I was wearing some sort of form shaping underwear that covered from my arms to my knees. I couldn't figure out how to take it off, so I tried to sit on the toilet and pee while wearing it. It got really wet and I realize what a bad idea it was. Later in the dream, my grandpa was there. Then I went home.

Dream Five: My brothers pet snake Pete was ten times it's normal size, and I was baby sitting. It got lose and was slithering through the house. Everytime I'd see it's tail and start to follow it to catch it, the tail would disappear into a hole in the wall and I'd be looking for it again. I remember searching the car and the bathroom.

4/7/12-

Dream One: I'm in a building, maybe and office or hotel building. I'm either looking out a window or standing on the ledge about to scale the wall. There's a guy with me, I think blonde or brunette, and he's sad because he wants me to stay but I have to go.

Dream Two: I'm packing to visit my best friend. I'm talking to her on the phone as I pack and we are so excited!

Dream Three: I'm in the backyard and the ground looks like it's moving. At first I think it's worms coming out of the ground after rain, but then I realize there are MILLIONS of tiny six to ten inch snakes crawling all over the yard. I try to kill then by cutting their heads off with a shovel, but there are too many. I tell my husband to get the lawn mower and run them over, but he swear it wont work and not to worry about them. I'm so sure they're poisonous snakes and we need to kill them before they're big enough to bite.

6/8/12-

Dream One: My cousins daughter and her daddy are delivering Skylanders to our house. It's dark, and the daughter is afraid to walk in the grass because she thinks she will step on a snake.

Dream Two: I'm on a bus, on some sort of trip but it's dark. I feel like I'm not a student, but not a teacher either. Perhaps a parent helper or something, though I don't see my kids on the bus. We're in my town, and I tell the bus driver I'm from the area and that if she gets lost I can help her find her way. Time skips or my memory is missing, but we end up in a room with a door and a window to another room, like the receptionist at a doctors office would sit behind. There's a lady we're waiting on behind the counter to open a door for us. I see a tall guy with blonde hair and a long face looking at me. I wonder for a moment why he's staring at me, because he's being very obvious and stalker like. I think for a moment that maybe he's K because K has blond hair, but his face doesn't look like K's, and he's taller and more bean poleish than K. I ask him anyways why he's looking at me. I don't remember the reply, I think it was that I looked familure or something. I ask him if he is K, and he says Yes. I tilt my head and shake it, No, he's not K. I tell him he's lying, he doesn't feel like K. Then I feel like my attention is being jerked to my left. I look, and there's K! K starts to talk to me, and coyly asks me if I've been looking for him. I think he asks if I missed him (it's been a while since I've seen K for sure) and of course I do, but I can't remember how I reply because I feel cocky like I'm flirting by playing hard to get. He tells me he's in a band, and asks me if that makes me want to date him and I think he grabbed me around the waist and put his fore head against the side of mine so he's talking right into my ear. I pulled away teasingly, and told him I didn't much care for band members, but if he really liked me I guess I could give him a shot. I look away at the end though, acting like I wasn't so interested after all. Suddenly a really short guy dressed like some sort of gangster want to be (complete with the gold bling necklaces and baggy clothes and silly hat!) jumps up in front of me, and he's shorter than me even (I'm 5 ft, so that's SHORT!) and says, "I really like you! Would you give me a shot?" I'm playing hard to get, so I tell him sure, then look at K to see if he's jealous. He just smiles like he find the whole thing hilarious. I'm pretty disheartened by his response, but when I turn back to the guy I agreed to give a shot He's suddenly a little kid my sons age (no wonder he's short!) and I think it's hilarious and adorable because he's acting just like my son does when there's a teenage girl around and I'm like I'll just humor this little kid for a few minutes and hold his hand and walk with him to where ever we're supposed to go then break it to him gently that I'm way too old for him. We walk through the door, and we're suddenly outside. It's still dark, but the sky up the road is glowing red as if there is a bright red light illuminating the sky. The road is blocked off, and there are some emergency vehicles. Someone's saying there's an airborne chemical in that area that is burning people and they are trying to keep people away and evacuate the unaffected people. I see a girl who reminds me of a Hawaiian friend of my husbands. The dream goes into third person, and I'm watching her go home. There's a little girl there, and she's upset. Apparently the older sister brought some sort of chemical home from work, and the little girl dropped it on the floor and it spilled. She scooped it back into the container, but it had dirt mixed in with it. The dirt made the chemical change, and when the sister got to work the chemical became the air borne chemical that's burning peoples faces. The older sister is worried the mistake will be tracked back to her and she'll get in trouble. The little sister keeps messing with things that belong to the big sister, and she snaps that it's the little girls fault. The little girl gets something black on her hands, and the big sister gets worried that it's the chemical and it might burn the little girl. She wipes the child's hands off and starts crying, then I wake up.

These are some dreams I had many years and decades ago, and only just now remembered. I'm trying to remember as many of them as I possibly can.

Red = Not a dream.

Sent Them On Their Way

I had this dream many years ago. I don't remember who I was talking to but I said to this person "Don't you think you've hung around here long enough?" And they agreed and left. Then I awoke feeling really good.

No Recall

I had another dream on 4-13-2012 that I don't remember. I know that I did a lot of things. I mean a lot of things, but I don't remember seeing anything at all but I do remember moving around a lot.

Bleach

I had one about Bleach only it looked real. I was one of the captains and we all had our Bankais out (except for Zaraki) and we were trying to turn some kind of contraption. I know that we were in a tower.

Paralyzed While Wide Awake

This has happened to me twice thus far.

It's day time. The first time, I was at my mom's house sitting at my computer, when all of a sudden I found that I wasn't able to move an inch. I could only breath and blink but I didn't fall asleep. My brain was like frozen or something and I tried and tried to move--nothing would respond. This lasted just a few seconds but it felt weird!

It happened again in 2011 after I had moved into an apartment. Same scenario. It's day time; I'm not sleepy; and I'm sitting at my computer when my body just freezes up for no apparent reason.

Evil Moon

I dreamt that the moon had an evil face carved into it.

Backyard Beach

I dreamt that there was a beach / ocean at the edge of my mom's backyard.

Ancient Pirate Ship

This is the only dream I've had about a ship. I had this a very long time ago. I dreamt that there was an ancient pirate ship buried miles below my mom's back yard. What is it about her backyard?

Sun Setting Between Pyramids

I remember a dream where I was watching the sun set between two pyramids. It was BEAUTIFUL!

Darker than Black Figure with Horns

My older brother told me of the time he saw a darker than black figure with horns standing beside our bed one night. We were living with our mom then. I've never see it though.

In a Trance

Decades ago my brother and I were watching television, the program went off air and it was giving us the busy signal. The one with the endless "beeeeeep" sound. I was sitting on the floor in front of the TV when I started to hum along with it. I was in tune with this "beeeep" sound. I think I went into a trance because the next thing I remember, my brother asked me "what are you doing?"

Dead Pet Nightmiare! Yikes!

Had a horrific nightmare decades ago one day after our pet dog died. I dreamt it came back, ran up to me, and barked. But the bark sounded gurgled--like it was drowning while trying to bark. Creeeeeeepy shit!

Little Brother Following an Entity

My little brother told me about a time when he was very young--about four or five. He said he remembered following an entity that was gliding over the floor, down the hallway. Probably to my mom's closet. Hmm...

Jumping Through the Window and Running Away

I've had many, many, many nightmares in the past--when I used to live with my mom--where I would be walking through the house, sense an evil entity, and then run through the kitchen and jump through the glass window to get away.

My Mom's Closet

I've had several dreams in the past where I would get up out of bed, walk down the hallway, enter my mom's room, walk over to the closet, and open it. Inside was this glowing entity. My big brother said he had the same dream.

The Possessed Gameboy!

My brother was playing Dragon Warrior on his Gameboy, then he turned it off and put it in the drawer. Afterwards, we began hearing music from Dragon Warrior. So, he took out the Gameboy to check it. It was off... He took out the batteries and put it back into the drawer. We heard the music playing again and then we both heard it stop at the same time.

I'd be lying if I said I didn't have doubts about my brother.

Black Shadow

When my brother and I were staying with our mom, we saw a black shadow slowly crawl up the wall and partly on the ceiling. It was day time and this thing was fully visible in broad daylight. Then it slowly faded away.

Year 2020

I was sitting in a very large church and there's a little boy sitting beside me. I asked him for his name and he said "_____." I don't remember what he said. It was a funny nickname, that I remember. Then I asked him what year it was and he said 2020. I was me in this dream and I guess I was older. Then the both of us got up and started to walk towards the exit. We stopped at the exit and I asked him if he's planning on buying a flying car and he said "heck no" and gave me a good reason for it.

No Idea What's Going On

I had this one earlier this year. I'm somebody else--a girl I think. And there's someone in front of me but they are blurred. They took one step towards me and I took one step back, only to bump into someone who was standing right behind me. And this person gently grabbed both of my arms so that I could not move.

Floating in a Sea

I heard someone talking about how I've been adrift for three days. I woke up and discovered that I was floating on my back in the middle of nowhere; in some sea or ocean. Scary shit. Brrrrrr....

Watching Pr0n And Saw An Apparition - Day - Wednesday, April 11, 2012

So yesterday, as I was watching naughty lesbian pr0n videos on my PC in my apartment, I felt the need to scratch my head. The video had either ended or I paused it. I began to scratch the top of my head and leaned my head back as I did so. What I saw was a white apparition high up near the ceiling. It was white and I was able to see two parts of it.

I couldn't make out what it was and I thought to myself "what is that?..." Then this apparition, which appeared to have been focused on my computer screen, noticed me noticing it, made a sound like a surprised sort of "oh!," which echoed a few times, and then it pulled back and vanished into thin air. It sounded like a girl.

I had literally stared at this thing for seconds in broad daylight with both eyes wide opened before it vanished. Well, I know what I saw and heard so there's my story.

A Wonderful Dream and Crying

I had this dream a very, very long time ago. I was probably in the 3rd or 4th grade. Well, I don't remember the dream but I do remember that while I was dreaming, I had totally forgotten about my physical self, my life, my family, Earth, etc. I was in some incredibly warm and loving place.

When I woke up, I was like "What happened? Where am I? Why am I here?" And then all of my memories came flooding back to me and I bawled like a little baby in bed. I wanted to go back and stay there forever.

Indian Music and Drums

Another experience I remembered after reading another member's post. I'm in my room on the computer but I'm not wearing headphones. Then I hear the sounds of Indians chanting, singing and beating drums. I looked out the window and saw two fighter jets zoom by. Weird? Hell yeah....

White Orb

I woke up one morning after having a realistic nightmare and saw this tiny white ball of light slowly rise, either from me, my bed, or my pillow, and then it took off.

Sleep Paralysis Experiences - Alien

I wake up paralyzed. All I can do is move my eyeballs, blink, and breathe. I'm laying face up. My eyes are wide opened because I am looking at this faceless creature that is standing in my bedroom on the side of my bed. But it is further down to where my feet are. This creature had a faceless head, two arms, and two legs. And it looked as though someone sewed all of it's skin back together. It was also making a weird noise.

Sleep Paralysis Experiences - The Hag

I woke up paralyzed and realized that there was something sitting on my chest. It looked like an old hag. I couldn't move an inch but I did manage to blow air on it and when I did that, the image scattered like smoke.

Sleep Paralysis Experiences - Shadow Woman

I've had a few of these but I only recall seeing a being in three of them in all my years (I'm 29).

I remember I woke up in bed and it was early morning. The room door was closed. Then I noticed that I couldn't move an inch. All I could do was move my eyeballs, blink, and breathe. I tried as hard as I could to move my hands or fingers. It took everything I had and then some just to barely twitch one of my fingers! Then I heard footsteps coming down the hallway and a black figure entered the room. It was a woman--this I knew instinctively.

She glided over the floor and stopped at my bed side. I was laying face up so my chest was fully exposed. She took out a very long needle and stabbed it into my chest. I didn't feel any pain but I felt the needle!

White Cloaked Figure Running Around House

This wasn't a dream. I just remembered this experience after reading somebody's else dream journal. I went to the restroom to use the John. I usually look out the window while doing so. As I was looking out of the window, I saw my mom's car parked just in front of it. As I watched, I saw this figure cloaked in white run, or rather, quickly glide past her car, around the steps, and out of sight. It didn't make any noise.

Groveling Lady

Had a dream a very long time ago that took place in a jungle. There was a temple or pyramid nearby and I could see it sticking out over the trees. I was some guy I guess, and I was angry with this woman who was standing a few yards from me. I took one step towards her and she immediately got down on her knees and groveled. Then all of the anger just went away.

My Sister

Had a dream where me and my sister were getting along and being all buddy-buddy. o.O I don't hate my sister and I don't talk to her. This buddy-buddy thing felt weird.

A Haunting?

I recall mindlessly floating around inside of a small room I've never been in before. I also recall being in front of the window in that room. And there was a cabinet to the left of that window.

An Apparition

When I was very young (like less than 10), I remember that I was sitting on the floor in my room at my mom's place, and I was reading comics. Then I looked up and saw something that I couldn't make out. It was transparent white (they're always transparent white) and it kinda looked like a sheet blowing in the wind.

Earth Changing

This one is very vague. I remember looking at Earth and then it began to change from blue to yellow to brown, as if it were decaying.

Tall Trees That Blocked My Path

I used to have many, many, dreams where I'd be flying or walking and eventually come to a dead end due to this insanely high forest of trees. I also had several dreams where this forest was just behind my grandma's house.

Bleach Battle Royale

This dream was pretty recent (March 2012). I think I'm that Kugo guy because I'm using Ichigo's Getsuga Tenshou on him. Every single Captain and some Vice-Captains are participating in this battle. I know that Ichigo and I were about to go at it.

Vampire Hide-and-Seek

I remember next to nothing about this dream. We're all vampires and we're playing hide and seek. Everyone scatters and I managed to find a girl. When I found her she said "stop!" I was probably thinking about having my way with her or something along those lines. I think we were in a big garden-like maze and there was a castle or mansion up on a nearby hill.

Butt-Naked at School

I've had a few naked dreams but this is the only one I remember. I'm at school walking down the hallway butt-naked and all of the other students are walking past me like I'm not even there. I do recall trying to find my clothes.... It's such a weird feeling walking around butt-naked in front of other people. One could get addicted to such a thing if he or she isn't careful about it.

Strange Sensation

Sometimes I feel as though I could hold all of reality itself in the palm of my hands. It would be in the form of a spherical ball of light.

I'm A Gurl

I'm a girl and I'm just walking along with my hands behind my back. I also recall laying on my back with my hands behind my head staring up at the sky.

I was a police woman.

I was a police woman and I'm several stories up but on the outside of a building walking on the balcony. There's a helicopter flying nearby. I think I was a Hispanic woman and it was the future.

Relaxing Dream

I know that I'm dreaming and I'm laying down on these large, soft, blue, pink, and red cushions with my arms behind my head, looking up at the sky.

Teleportation

In this dream, I don't remember seeing anything at all. Everything is black but I know that I am in outer space. I teleport from one end of the universe to the other in an instant.

Fist of the Heavens

I dreamt that a giant hand (with arm attached) broke through the clouds and slowly descended to the Earth.

Tornado

I dreamt that a tornado came down into one of the fields near my house.

Hot Vampire Girl Classmates

I've had several dreams about the girls I had crushes on from Middle to High School. The best ones were when they were vampires. ^.~

T-Rex

I had a dream that I saw a T-Rex running down the dirt road heading towards my mom's house. I ran and hid up under the house as I watched it get closer and closer.

Psychic Tug-of-War

Although faint, I do recall having a dream where I was having a psychic tug-of-war with a being just for fun. I felt our energies pushing each other back and forth. It's like an invisible arm because you can feel every inch of it.

Cruising over Planet Earth

I'm flying over planet Earth really fast. I'm flying over mountains, rivers, lakes, oceans, etc.

I Called One of My Servants

Half asleep, I called for Tiffania telepathically and a strange reply. It said something but it sounded like a grunt or groan--it sounded like a beastly human.

I was a flounder!

Dreamt I was fish, possibly a dolphin, and I was swimming under water. I recall the swagging back and forth motion.

UFO in the Backyard

I dreamt that there was a UFO hovering above my mom's backyard.

Absorption

I remember being somebody else (I'm always somebody else!) I remember facing someone and turning my head on its side (like what a dog does) because I was trying to decide if I should absorb this other being or let him go.

I was a vampire dude.

I was a vampire guy and I was on one of the highest floors of a skyscraper, in a two room apartment with other guys and girls. I'm sitting at a table with my feet propped up--apparently, I was cool; and there is this guy who think he's a badass. I recall letting him join my gang or something.

Doppelgangers

I've had many dreams where my mom and/or dad had doppelgangers in the house with us and didn't know about it.

Supaman

I wasn't Superman but I was flying really fast and really low to the ground over a highway. I could see a truck up ahead, so I turned up the juice. I think I broke the speed of sound because something went "bwoosh" and I felt several times lighter and I was going way faster. As I neared the vehicle up ahead, I curved upward and flew into the sky.

Last night I fell asleep to my iPad playing the sound of rain and I didn't set a timer for the first time. As I first fell asleep I remember being in a classroom setting and somehow I knew I was dreaming right away. I became lucid and very excited as I knew I was slowly walking up because I was so excited. I tried to stay in the dream by performing reality checks and kneeled down to lick the ground just as I woke up. I remember a second dream nearly the same where I became lucid and woke up again. I remember recalling a little more and being excited when I woke up. Later all I recall of a non-lucid dream is being in a hotel and being in a bed in a room.

My coworkers worked at a craft store instead. I found some cat food in the craft store to buy for this kitten that was found running around at the Supernatural set.

This spreadsheet kept zooming in until it could zoom in no further. The smallest point was atom small.

This little girl had a hard life. I remember that this man was trying to persuade this lady to take her in, but she wouldn't. As he couldn't keep up with her outside in this snow, he started to weep and I started to tear up and cry until I woke up.

There's a trolley that leads through some sort of amusement park, maybe? I've had dreams about it before. I remember getting brief glimpses (or maybe flashbacks) of the station.

I literally RAN to the trolley and jumped on so I could ride.

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Everything's power shuts down almost completely and I am stuck with my imminent death...unless I time travel out and prevent it from ever happening! My friend (who loves Xelors) helps me open a Zaap portal THROUGH TIME so I can save myself.


MaximumRevolver drives me halfway to school in his car.

My computer teacher's being a *!&@# about some sort of drill, even though I can do everything perfectly. (This is probably carried over from irl, where I finish my homework like 30 minutes before class ends so I do other stuff, then she asks to see it so I show her my list of perfect scores :I)

There's some girl reading a book about what looks like traditional Asian mythology, but she put a lot of Easter Eggs in. The last one is a narwhal.

The dream ends as I get back to my high school's parking lot and MaximumRevolver and I are about to drive away.

Shitty recall again the last few nights - I swear it gets better then gets worse, never steady. I tried drinking about a pint of apple juice (despite my dislike for it) not only to wake me up after an REM cycle, but also to see if it gave me a more vivid dream. To my recollection, it did not, but here's what I remembered:

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6/4/12

I'm talking to a girl I've met once or twice in her room at uni, proposing we 'get down to it', so to speak. She says not now, but we both agree it will happen eventually by the end of term [sweet].

Later on, I'm still talking to her, but with someone else. She tells me about her boyfriend [where did he come from?!] and how she has to get up at 4am the following morning for a job interview. In an unrelated and uninteresting end to my dream, I take a few things out of a washing machine, noticing they're already pretty much dry.

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I'm at a funeral (or just outside one) in a park I used to have rugby training in [which I recently revisited for a memorial match for a friend's late dad] and I'm play-fighting with a friend. Later, a woman roughly 300 metres away, on the other side of the ceremony, gives my mum a horrendously evil stare. I must have had eagle vision to see it.

Technique Used: SSILD

Clarity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I don't remember at what time I was lucid, but I guess I was right from the start. I looked around. I saw that I was in some kind of city. I didn't like it I felt alone. I decided to run up to a nearby eighteen wheeler parked in front of me and ask about my dream guide, since that is one of my ultimate goals. I started to run, but it seemed like my legs wouldn't work! It was like I was running in slow motion. I tried to believe I could run, anything is possible in a lucid dream.

I finally made my way to the window of the large truck. A pudgy woman sat in the front. She looked down at me with a frown. I quickly asked her, "Do you know where I might find my dream guide?"

"We have nothing like that here," she said. "Come back with a couple hundred dollars and maybe you can apply to this school here." she pointed in front of me at a school not too far away. It looked like a large private school.

I sighed and walked away. Moving on, I decided to explore. I looked into a nearby forest. I walked down the slope, trying not to trip on any rocks or limbs. Then the thought came to me that I should stabilize. I remember Mzzkc's method of stabilizing, taking a bite out of a tree. I didn't take a bite out of it, I just picked a small limb off of a tree and tried to take a bite out of that. It felt really weird in my mouth, like it wasn't supposed to belong there.

It only raised my vividness just a tad. I continued on. I found a small shack, well it wasn't really a shack. It was just an awning with people under it watching a TV. There were four guys. One I recognized, my youth leader. Only he was skinnier, and was growing out this long gotee looking thing. I watched what they were watching. It looked like some kind of show that was supposed to embarrass the people on it. The first person was a girl who was supposed to sing a song, a Taylor Swift song actually. She sang horrible. Next there was a girl that was supposed to dance a weird dance blindfolded.

The dream ended shortly after.

Working in the Mall
I remember walking around a mall, looking for something to do. I eventually found some kind of little restaurant with pool tables and such. I found a waiter who looked just like Gibby off of iCarly. He told me about a waiter job he had to do in Chicago that got him embarrassed. I don't remember the story though. He was telling me this while leaning over a counter.

The Lesson
I was at my mom's house with a couple of guys I knew and one of my friends. I'm not sure what we did, but we did something bad. That resulted in my dad teaching us all a lesson. I was supposed to drive a car or something. I got in the car, ready to drive it. I started it and was going. Once again, I forgot where the breaks and gas pedal were. I found them.

As I was going, I was trying to remove the stuff on the dashboard so I could actually see. I heard my dad in the back go, "Good. Good." I swerved to get into the right lane, while almost hitting a couple of cars. Instead of the breaks, I hit the gas, and I sped up a tree on the side of the road. The car fell back down on its side. I got out of the car and said I was okay. It scared me to death though.

Then my dad had to drive us home, showing us all the obstacles that he could easily maneuver or something.

My friends and I are walking through a college skyscraper. We're trying to find the pool for some reason. We get to the roof and there is a person who says something to us and then his hair turns into wings and he flies away. It switches to more of a movie about two brothers, seems like a comedy. Their father makes them go to the same roof, and they grab a rope hanging from a helicopter. The helicopter starts to fly off so they're left hanging by the rope, flying through the air. I was thinking "Man, that's so unrealistic. There's no way they'd be able to hold on to that." The rope breaks and one of the brothers starts to fall, but the other one tries to catch him. He starts swinging back and forth, trying to catch his (ridiculously long) ponytail.

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There's this cute girl that I did my interview with when I applied at WalMart. In the dream, we started dating but she got upset because she found furry stuff on the internet via my computer (Which is funny, because she's a furry.) All I remember is just trying to find her so we could talk it out.

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It's the end of the world, and my people are slowly starting to die off. The planet has been swept by a disease that seems incurable. We've tried every medicine that we could think of, even creating new ones in our labs. The only survivors are members of my family.

But there was one thing that we didn't try.

I don't remember how I found her, but I was amazed at what I saw. A tree in the middle of the forest, with her bark wrapped around a person as they slept. No, not sleeping. In a sort of meditative state, maybe? I just stood there and stared at her, and she spoke to me. I felt an unexplainable bond with this tree, like she was a daughter to me. She told me that the person had been inflicted with the disease and that they came to her for help. She wrapped her bark around them and helped them, curing them of the disease.

I went to my family, telling them of my discovery. My grandmother was very interested in the tree, as well as some other members of my family that I didn't really know that well. My daughter, however, was getting upset with how much time I spent with the tree.

Skip forward a bit; my daughter caught the disease. I told her to go to the tree to cure herself, but she wouldn't listen. I continued to beg her, but one day, she was gone.

Help me, father.

I'm in a space station. A voice echoes through my head and I run as fast as I can, trying to keep myself from crying so that I can see.

Help me.

I'm running through the aisles of what looks like a supermarket, looking for my daughter. Suddenly, I realize that the voice in my head isn't my daughter's. It's the tree's. I continue to run, looking for my daughter. She comes first. I didn't want her to think that I loved the tree more.

I find my daughter leaning against the ends of one of the aisles, maybe crying. She's sick. Really sick. I hug her and tell her that I love her, and that everything will be okay.

I find the tree. She is in the space station, replanted here. She doesn't seem to mind, but then why was she calling for help?

No, she didn't need help. She was leading me to my daughter.

I convince my daughter to let the tree help her. She refuses to let the tree wrap the bark around her, but she just sleeps while leaning against her. I think it works. I think she's been cured.

(This dream, although there was a dream between it and when I woke up, and although I'm posting this about an hour after I woke up, still hurts my heart. I won't be forgetting this feeling anytime soon. Is this the feeling of fear a father gets when he thinks he's going to lose his daughter? If so, I pray for all of the fathers out there who have felt this way.)

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My friends and I are playing a racing game, something about fire and how someone was drinking alcohol so they exploded or something.

Some more Katie fragments, and some mom fragments.

Side Notes: I didn't sleep well last night, so my recall is spotty at best. I think the reason I'm dreamign about Katie so much lately is because I'm constantly paranoid about her throwing me under the bus. She does that, especially if she gets in trouble for something. The first, and only thing she knows how to do when she gets yelled at, is to reach into her mind for the first person she can blow the whistle on, regardless if what she says is true or not. Rather than own up to her own mistakes, she tries to dilute the guilt by incriminating others. WHAT A SWELL GAL!!!

The dreams about my mother lately are all arguments. We almost never bicker about crap, and the dream arguments usually lead to lucidity. I'm guessing this is my subconscious being desperate to get lucid again. /therapy

• Noelle and i are at a movie theater. We had just finished watching one movie and another is about to start. This one stars NPH and another actor I like, but ends up being really bad.
• a book of drawings
• a bunch of people dancing to that "ah skeet skeet" song in a line dance format

4-6-12

Okay, so I stay up until 5 o'clock in the morning chatting because it's Good Friday and I can sleep in.
I set my alarm to ten, planning to wake up to it, re-set it for eleven, and try to have a MILD.
It worked... for the first half. I dreamed something about being at my Church's old location, but I only remember one clip from near the end: standing facing west in the foyer and wondering who a certain black-haired little girl was. She almost looked anime-ish, but... nah. To realistic, not big enough eyes. :/
Anyways, I woke up at ten and tried to cause a MILD by repeatedly telling myself (mentally) that when I fell asleep and dreamed I would walk up to the girl and ask her what her name was.
Fail.
Nothing.
Well, you can't win them all, I guess.