Fragment of Dreams
Ok last night I had a dream where I got out of bed. (The moment I got out of bed I knew I was dreaming) I went down stairs and saw my mother. I tried to ignore her as I went to the door to open it. As soon as the door was open my mother said to me "you have blood all over you". In response, I said "where?" When I woke up I could still smell blood and later in the day I had a nose bleed.
I can't remember much of this one, except I was in my old college dorm room, and for some reason a person I knew in high school (but haven't seen since graduation) was barging in and being somewhat rude. High school classmates and other people from my past seem to be a recurring theme in my dreams.
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Good morning! Had to wake up "early" today and only recalled one fragment because of that. 04.30: Sleep 10.30: Fragment *I'm fighting my mom over some food. She claims I've just thrown everything in a big pile, different kinds of foods. I have done just that, but I don't care. 10.30: Wake up Amount of sleep: 6 hours Supplements: None That's it! Also, my class is going to start fresh tomorrow! Check it out here: General Lucid Dreaming (Matte87) If you're new to lucid dreaming and want some extra motivation, this class is just for you! Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
Unfortunately I only remembered one short dream when I woke up this morning. I woke up around 2:30am but could not remember any dreams then. There are fish in a big container and they are biting. They have big teeth like piranha. I move them around with my hand and one of them bites me, but not hard. I am eating the fish at a table. There are little balls inside the fish, like caviar. I am supposedly eating French cuisine, and I say how nasty it is several times.
Fragment 1: ATHF, they was at a school (look like a movie that they would do) and nothing was odd beside the fact one set of lockers sideway is design to look like a skinny faceless master shake. Master shake and meatwad somehow go on the roof (still inside of the building) and start running showing that the school background was one of those old cartoon loops. Somehow meatwad teleported through time but Shake didn't. Fragment 2: No freaking clue. Dream 1: Blackstar from Soul Eater was currently the main character. He was in my grandmother old house and was in the living room minus all of the stuff and a higher roof. He had to fight like 4 different monsters. The first monster was low on health and was pretty weak so being Blackstar he ran after the last one but didn't know all of them have range attacks. Somehow I was able to reset the dream. The plan was currently to run like hell. I use speedstar and ran to the den where at that point I wish it was a dream so I can fly. [lucid] It just hit me that it WAS a dream. Currently no longer Blackstar but myself. I turn around and try to summon a sword but didn't work. I try the technique to let the sword be found but that didn't work. At that time I said "fuck it" and just ran outside to fly. I floated down so I was planning to try again but a monster was there now. I said "fuck it" and just woke myself up.
Yesterday morning I had a short lucid. I remember becoming lucid and deciding to just work on stabilization. I go out the front door of whatever house I had been in and I am on a brick patio in a rural/wooded surrounding. I feel the breeze and hear birds chirping. I sit down on the brick and focus on a tree. I can see every leaf, they are very uniform in shape and have the appearance of succulent plant leaves, but are shaped like very triangular deciduous leaves. The entire tree is the same shape as the leaves and very conical, like an evergreen. I try to focus then on the mountains in the distance and try to see individual trees/supernatural close up but I cannot and start to lose focus on practicing stability. I wake up soon after.
Dream Fragments I was playing the guitar really well I knew where the chords were and everything. I was sitting on the stairs tying my shoelaces. I was with a old veteran from a war and he was talking to me about a war. Dream I was part of the Clone Wars from Star Wars sent to some fiery place and I had to protect two soon-to-be Jedis (I guess you could call them that) in Fabio and Rafael Da Silva (2 Man United Defenders if you don't know). I was being hunted down by Asajj Ventress and General Grievous I got scared and ran to Obi-wan but I left the twins behind when I got back they were dead. Dream 2 This dream happened twice. I was supposed to go to school but me and my friends bunked. We went to the train station and I had my oyster card but my other friend couldn't go, he had to buy a ticket. Second Time. My friends had come to my house so that we could all go to the station together. I left my house and my friend in there (which is strange as it is my house) my friends were walking on but I waited for him. When we left some lady on a motorbike nearly hit us. She was Asian and wearing a blue helmet and the bike was blue too (my fav colour) she rode off and came back she nearly got hit by a car. My and my friend walked off.
[This is a catch-up post. These dreams are from the night of July 18-19, 2011.] I'm at my old elementary school. I'm following a little ridey-car through a bunch of playgrounds, which are big, colorful, and elaborate. I'm at the dining table in House #1, eating a meal with my parents and having a heated discussion of NaNoWriMo T-shirts with my dad. I insist, “If I need a large, you need at least a 2XL!” He's insulted and ends the conversation right there. [Day residue: I had just ordered a new NaNoWriMo T-shirt on the 17th, and I do, in fact, need a large, because their shirt sizes tend to be small.] My family is staying in a rented vacation house that is up on a slight hill. My mom and I drive up to it in her red Honda Fit [she really does drive one in real life] and pull into its dirt driveway. There are already many other cars parked in front of the house, causing my mom to complain about having to back out through such a narrow space later. We're planning on leaving the rented house later and going and staying at a camp. [Fragment] I tell my parents about my plan to purchase a Smart Car. [More day residue; I really had been thinking about doing that.]
About to go to sleep.. hoping for a lucid dream. Hoping to dream of my childhood dog, though I am a bit scared. I have about 6 hours to sleep. Wish me luck!
1. I find myself scuba diving with two attractive female archaeologists. As we explore a ruined site, I find a pot that appears to be made of intricately woven rattlesnake tails. I take out a green underwater Sharpie and label the artifact, adding the poetic tag "Here be dragons, the children of the gods." After I take the pot back up above water, my companions chide me for my extra writing. 2. I go back to my high school over the summer to take a refresher course in Latin. My senior lounge has been moved to the basement and vastly upgraded, with plush seating and large flatscreen TVs. As I go to fetch my belongings from a locker, I find that they have been moved from where I left them; there's not enough locker capacity to go around, and I inadvertently took one from a freshman girl.
This was a weird dream. We were in my house, which was laid out almost exactly the same on the inside, however outside was different (although, still similar). Rather than being the corner house, we were in the middle of the block. Also, rather than being on our street we were on a different street, directly in front of the elementary school a few blocks away. The dream (really, a nightmare) featured an evil spirit that took the form of a white moth. It was quite insistent we not live in the house, and did everything it could to get us out. At one point we left the house, and a giant tree (while large trees are common in my neighborhood and we have one in our yard, this one was excessively so) got shaken so hard a large branch fell almost hitting us, crushing the chain wire fence before rolling into the road. I’m rather sketchy on all the details, but this is the best I am able to remember them. Also on my blog
I only remember a fragment now. I was in a house on the second story, there was this wrap-around balcony and in the yard below there were was a small pond with little jellyfish. There were a couple hovering in the air, one was really big and it was at my level. I was with someone, I believe it was a man, but I turned around to run back to the door and the jellyfish started chasing me.
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Good morning! Had a whole bunch of dreams last night, I blame myself for sleeping to 14.30. No lucid though. Can't be bothered to write a title for them all again. 03.15: Sleep 07.40: Dreams and Fragments *I'm in a bus with Monica. I eat a piece of chocolate and it gets all over my fingers. A man on the seat behind me is about to throw away some paper and I take it from him and wipe my fingers clean. A couple of people in the front of the bus starts talking about nature candy, and I have to join in. "Macademia nuts are great" I tell them. "No way, they've been rated as the most disgusting nuts there is" one guy tells me. *I'm outside of my apartment. My friend Jonas is there with me and we're just about to leave. "Hold on Matte, what about your Xbox controller? It'll get stolen for sure" he says and points on it on the ground. I pick it up and head up the apartment. The dream skips and I'm once again back up in the apartment. "Our computer table, it's down by the entrance" she says. I go down to get it. I carry the heavy thing up the stairs and wonder what would happen if I would fall. I can hear my neighbours having a party. *I'm with my dad and my two brothers. We're going through a nice looking neighbourhood, with sandstone tiles everywhere. I ask my dad if it's expensive to live around here, he says it's not that bad. We arrive at a lake, and I bring out my fishing rod. The line gets tangled and my brother starts pulling it. I pull the other way and soon we're fighting over whose fault it is. *I'm trying to paint a girl on a canvas, but I can't do it properly. The colours mix and soon they're like water. 07.40: WBTB 20 minutes 13.00: Dreams and Fragments *I'm in a supermarket, waiting for my break to start. I'm looking through one of the newspapers and I find several pages with half naked girls. I find the ones with a bit of meat on them very sexy and I tell my coworkers. One of them, a girl, laughs and agrees it's hot when the girl has a bit of waist. I leave the table and head to the back of the store, our break has started and I intend to buy some sandwiches and perhaps some cheese. I see a very tasty looking yoghurt and grab it. I forget the sandwiches I realise as I'm heading back, and walk up to the nearest shelf. I'm left behind, but I don't care. I find some toast bread. I can't on the other hand, find cheese or ham. The packages are too big, got a weird label or just don't look good. When I finally find some in the back in some store room, it's got white mold on it. I check the date and it says it was packaged back in the year 2000. I leave it lying there on the shelf, and after several minutes of searching I head out from the refrigerated area. I grab a tube of kaviar and walk towards the cashiers. A guy working there comes up to me. His face is full of scars and new cuts. "You know that room is disgusting" I tell him. He laughs. "Oh yeah, we are going to take care of that, don't buy anything from it though" he tells me and picks up a walkie talkie. He says something, then kicks a speaker standing on the floor. I leave him and go toward the staff lunch room. Once I'm in, I check the time. It's almost time for me to go back to work. I'm dead tired though and I lie down on the couch. Björn is right next to me. "You forgot to take back the key" he tells me and hands me a key to a machine. "Thanks..." *I take a seat on a train, the rest of my posse continues on, but I can't be bothered. I look around me. The seats on the other side are half occupied. I wonder why no one wants to sit next to a black guy. He looks at me. "What do you want?" he asks me. "Do you want to die?!" he starts doing threatening motions with his hands. I look at him for a second then away. When the train stops, the guy gets up and hits me in the face. I fall to the ground and feels a gun being pressed against the back of my head. The dream skips. I get a flash of my friend Jonas showing how to disarm someone, breaking the guy's arm. Anyways. I've got a bloody nose when my group of "friends" show up. They all laugh at me and wonder why I decided to sit down here. I get up and head for the doors. My friend G exits the train but I stay on. He shouts something to me just as the doors close. I do some pull ups on the holding bars above. A hatch on the roof opens up a bit and everyone wants me to get up on the roof of the train. "No way, you do it!" I tell another guy. I find another hatch, on the side of it and I stick my head out. It's awesome! Bushes come rushing towards me but I know I won't get hit. I spot the train driver, he's smoking a joint. The dream skips. I'm riding a small, old, toy car, next to the train. Some guy is on it with me and I look down on the ground. I spot several crystals in different colours. All of a sudden we crash into the water and we get off. I pick the car up, a wheel has come off. "We've got a ATV" I tell the guy, lying. I spot a tiny dragon next to a house. "Oh that's probably the fairy" he tells me. 14.30: Dreams and Fragments *I'm in school. Two coworkers are there, and we've all done a test. I only got 20 out of 30 on it but my two coworkers got full score. I'm jealous. The teacher is my old Swedish teacher and I ask him several questions about Swedish. I intend to get a good score on the big test coming up. He locks the door and I realise I've forgotten my pillow inside. He unlocks it and throws it to me. I look at the ground, a couple of insects are struggling with some sticks. All of a sudden they start to burn. A little girl arrives and tells me they're celebrating some special day. "Look around you, most houses have lit a fire of gas" she tells me. I look around at the apartments and can tell an open flame is burning in most of them. *I wake up at a friends house. The family is gone, but will probably arrive home soon. I turn on the TV and it's porn. I change the channel, once again porn. This goes on for a very long time. I can't change to a proper channel, or the remote won't work properly. I can't even turn down the sound, and the moaning is quite loud. I get up and decide to put on a DVD or something instead, but I'm so dizzy! It's crazy how tired and dizzy I am. I accidentaly break the DVD and holds a disc in my hand when the parents of the house comes home. They've only met me once before. "Hi" I say and head out the door. I need to go to the bathroom, but it's locked. I wait outside, petting a black cat. It becomes pissed off. My coworker Christian is there, and asks me about some movie. *I'm with my family and relatives at some lake. Two guys are trying out a life raft. I drop my phone in the water, and the screen goes yellow. 14.30: Wake up Amount of sleep: 11 hours Supplements: 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB That's it! Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
I woke up and remember dream 1 & 2 but then forgot 2 and remember 3 but then remember 2 again and forgot 3. My god... fragment 1: Me and my servant was walking up to a book case which I open to show a hidden doorway. I told him not to touch any of the books as it could be deadly. fragment 2: I was locking up my bike outside of my house and I was looking for a way to do it. I really wanted to ride it around but it was getting late. fragment 3: No freaking clue...
It's black. I'm falling asleep and I'm surprised I noticed. I'm aware of my limbs but I can't feel my blankets. This blank canvas of a reality begins to form around me. It's almost like an abandoned warehouse but it's not scary or unnerving in the slightest. A bit of the paint around me is chipped a little, and the place is well lit, but most of what I remember is this feeling of openness and possibility. Whenever I realize I'm lucid two urges really push forward. Sex and powers. Sometimes I have the strong urge to go fly or practice telekinesis, other times, just horny. If I was totally aware every time, I would pick powers mostly because it's impossible in the real world and it's kind of waste to spend an entire LD on sex but I was already on the way. I knew I couldn't do anything in this empty place so I closed my eyes and span. The place I most connect with encounters with the opposite sex is the clubbing district in a city I used to live in. I ended up in a clubbing district when I opened my eyes but it wasn't one I recognized. It was significantly poorer than the one I remember. I went into the first open bar. In it were several friends from the city I'm living in now. None of which were actually into going clubbing funnily enough. I'll spare the sexual details but there honestly wasn't much. Everything stayed around 1st to 2nd base mostly for some reason. I wake up and go back into LD's four more times after this. I can't remember anything about them because they were all short and generally unstable. I do remember being on my knees, my hands flat on a dirt floor trying to stabilize the last dream before I gave up and just got out of bed.