lucid

Lucid

Wake up at my grandparents house, go back to bed with a FILD. immediantly i exit the house, and notice a lake/pond where the tennis courts should be. i figure it's a great place to learn to fly so i climb up the 3 story house, and jump far into the air to fly without wings. i plunge an the way down where i land in the lake and swim back. i did this a few times, and once thought about a sea monster so i got out of the lake fast just in case i unintentionally made one. after this i jumped again and landed in a forest next to the lake, and saw my cat with some sap or something on his fur that made it look like labrodorite. at this point i woke up. (approx. date. 2-26-11)

Lucid Non-Lucid

I believe in the dream leading up to this i was going up a parking garage type road that went up in a corkscrew, but it had no top to it and i could see a mountianside country all around. i woke up from this then went back to bed. i became lucid and was in a house or something, it had a few rooms and i remember almost everything was brownish. it was some girls birthday party, and she was pretty hot. so i walked around and looked at some of the rooms. i found an elevator in one and asked the girl what was up there, and she said just the upstairs. then i started to want to have sex, so i told her to go up there with me so i could show her her "present". the problem was everyone followed me up. i sat behind a dest and waited, but then i just yelled at them all to leave. they did, except for one girl. i was about to get angry at her but noticed she was pretty hot as well so let her stay. after this i got started, i felt something but it wasnt that great and the dream ended.

Lucid Non-Lucid

having a normal dream, on some grassy island with water and boats all around, and i get to the mainland . i then wake up shortly then fall back asleep.after i fall back asleep i become lucid for some reason. (at this point i will omitt some parts of the dream i find disturbing, i will remember them anyway but no one else needs to know). i am in the forest lucid, with no sign of the island now. my papa is there and we talk for a little, and then he walks away with my little cousin to go home. i decide to meet with my DG, and summon her and it works. (throughout the dream my vividness was steadily declining, at this point everything was real enough but my logic was fading and my DG didnt seem too real, and rarely talked). so i decided to go back to my grandparents house and meet up with everyone. i went through a small town that looked like it was from assassins creed, and jumped around and avoided people like i would in the game. eventually i came to a big mansion type thing, and the stairs in it branched off and i didnt know which way to go. my dream guide said to pick the direction i wanted to go in, spit in it, and walk the other way. when i did that i immediantly appeared at my grandparents house, and the dream was deteriorating rapidly. my DG saw that i was losing lucidity and tied red string around my finger, and told me to concentrate on it, and if i didnt stop the dream for a little i would lose lucidity. i didnt listen and woke up.

Lucid

Woke up and did a FILD. I was in my own room, and a lamp was on. i was about to walk to the door, when on the wall i noticed a large spider. it didnt really look like a spider, but i knew it was anyway, it was bumpy with smooth skin, yellow and black stripped, with red eyes and a patch of blue. other than that it had long black legs, but had less than 8. i woke up when i was going by it.

Lucid Non-Lucid

Im not sure if this was a FILD since it was long ago, but i think that it was. Once i became lucid, i found myself in a forest. it was bright green and i was on a dirt path in the middle. i decided to push myself into 1st person to make it seem real, and the vividness increased. after this i decided to go along with the dream to try to prolong it instead of influencing it too much. so i walked along untill i found a brown 3 story house with a horse fence next to it. each level had a balchony, and i just jumped and grabbed them untill i made it to the top. once i got inside a lady came out. i think we talked very shortly and then she said i must be waiting for my friend. when she came out i figured we would have sex so i got started. unfortunantly it felt like nothing so i just quit since it wasnt worth ruining the dream for. i jumped out of the house, and i came to a part of the forest with a good sized river. there were actually a lot of people here and i lost lucidity shortly.

Lucid

I woke up and did a FILD. when the dream formed, i was in a purplish-grey cave with water flowing around. there was a purple dryad thing in there (from WoW) and i ignored it and went for the exit. over here the purple glow was fading and i could see the blue water falling from the cave entrance into a sort of waterfall, and there was a giant landscape below the cave, which was on some sort of mountian. then i woke up.

22.06.2011

4 and counting. (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This time, I don't remember much from the first part of the dream. The non-lucid part, I mean. I woke up right after I had my lucid experience and while I was still conscious I seared the images from my dream into my memory.

I do remember looking up to the sky, through the window and seeing dark blue clouds that were nearly black around noon. Then I thought to myself "There's no way it's that dark at noon. I have to be dreaming." I did my reality check and it came up dream positive. I was excited but I didn't want my excitement to cause me to wake up so I put my arms down, I took a deep breath and started rubbing my hands together to keep the dream stable. I was then in total darkness. Even the window had disappeared. I felt fine though, there was nothing to be afraid of. I just rubbed my hands together, kept my eyes in front of me and slowly spun until I ended up somewhere new. I didn't have anything particular in mind but I did end up in a comforting, blue-green aura. It was very wavy. The dream felt very stable.

Out of nowhere, the nicotine patch I was wearing caused my heart to start racing and I woke up. The patch helped me remember my dream and helped everything seem more real but I was sick for the rest of the day, even after taking it off right after waking after my next dream.

NOTE: KingYoshi's All-Day Awareness technique is working out great for me.

Dream Lucid Awake

I wake up after 5 hours and do a 20 min WB2B. I take a Galantamine + Choline pill, right before falling asleep

Riding in the passenger seat of my friend tom's car. We are heading down a two lane road with trees and bright green fields all around us. I ask tom if I can put on a book on tape about serial killers/ghost stories. He says it's fine. We put the tape on and as we listen about this evil woman who haunts families and kills children Tom starts freak out.

We pass over a rickety two lane bridge and then he makes a U-turn. He starts driving fast in the other direction and I ask him what's going on. He won't talk and I ask him where he's going. He drives the car off of the road and down by the river under the bridge. He looks very freaked out. I tell him that this is only a book. That's when I realize that this is a dream. I take a deep breath and I'm ok.

The dream fades to black and I'm back in my body.

I hold still til I DEILD and I'm back in the car with tom. He's still freaking out quietly and staring at the steering wheel. I tell him we can turn off the book and ask him if it's ok if I drive. We walk around the car and I get in the driver's seat. I ask him if this is one of those flying cars and he says of course. I push a button in the center console and say "this is the lift off button right?" he says sure. The car goes up on the air and I get excited. I fly around in the car for a while and pull a couple of barrel rolls.

I see a cute girl on the ground standing by her boyfriend and I think I'd like to make out with her. As I go to land near her I misjudge and accidently land on top of her. The guy starts yelling at me and I'm like "oh Shit" and pull the car back up into the air and fly away again. I land outside of a small corner shop. The shop is like an all old timey wooden seven eleven. Two girls and a guy are inside.

I walk in and kiss one of the girls. She pulls back disgusted like what the fuck are you doing? I grab her shirt by the collar and tear it in half. She has blue flower pasties over her nipples and I pull them off. The guy pulls me around and takes a swing at me. I see it coming in slow motion matrix style and dodge it. I punch at him but my swing is in slow motion and when it hits him it's too slow to do any damage. I look at the other girl and she winks at me. I take her shirt off and I wake up.

I am living with Jack Black and I something happens were not getting along. I think maybe he has physiological problems. My mom comes I talk to her about it. Then I go outside and find him tied up. We have to go get the guy that did it.
Something happens at this point I realize I am dreaming.
I find myself in a large room of people. I am walking down the hallway to go in the room and I am telling myself I am dreaming. I feel my hand rub together and I think I should do something funny to scare all the people. I decide to hover and fly in and. I make my face as distorted and scary as I can imagine. I feel my teeth grow huge fangs. I fly in and make an inhuman roar. EVERYONE in the room screams and runs away. The room is totaly empty. I think geez I guess I over did it. I laugh. I walk around the building. And realize I am in a mega church. Everyone everywhere has ran away.
Then the dream shifts and I find myself in the middle of some church play. Its confusing. I see people from tx that I haven seen in years. I am walking down the hallway again and I remember I am dreaming.
I remember that I decided to create a light-saber. I look at my hand but its empty. I keep trying to imagine a light-saber hilt. nothing. I see a mirror and try again. The room gets dark and I see myself with a red light-saber. I twirl it and spin it around like in the movies with all the sound effects. Then I see someone else come at me with a green light-saber. We clash for a moments. The figure fades away then back. It has no light-saber. I wonder where it went. I guess it threw it. I hear it coming. I put my light-saber hover my head behind my back. I deflect the figures light-saber at the last second. Then I force throw my own light-saber at the robbed figure. I see mine past right through with no damage. Like it was a ghost. I see him clearly now. It is a dark skinned man with a green and white robe. He is just standing there calmly with arms crossed in a very sage like stance. I see my light saber return to me but I realize I have no idea how to catch it without getting injured. I see the blade pass through me. There is no pain or sensation. Everything goes black. Death by my own light-saber. What a shame.;)

I tried to DEILD by putting my ipod in a sock then my hand in the sock. then keep my finger on the button to turn the alarm off. It didn't work. I set the alarm for 2:00 and didn't get up till 2:45. My ipod was on the floor. I was just flipping out over the sound for 45 minutes? I turned off the rest of the alarms thinking, this is not going to work.
I went back to sleep and my brain exploded with dreams.

Vividness: 6 mostly. 8 when i started to get lucid.
Lucidity: 7.5 when i was.
Lucid = this
It all started out in my second block class, Mr.P. We were looking at the projector going over some paper that was handed out by some program from a website. I used my Ipod and just told the teacher i was trying to save paper.
-SKIP
I was hiding behind what looked to be like 3 blue bathroom stalls lined up, but it was just like 3 doors leading to this section of the room. There were chains hanging from the bottom to ensure nothing could get through. I was with a friend i don't remember who, but i turned to him and was like "This would be great for zombies."
He looked back at me and said in less its Jeremy(6 ft 7 monster).
-SKIP
I was in my third block class and we had to turn a paper in, i remembered that i gave up in this class and didn't care.(AP, underestimated the work) then i remember going into another room where we keep our things.(not in rl) I went to look for my book bag through every ones things knocked down this one girls purse along with her slushy, She walked in right afterward. I picked up her purse and handed it to her and said "sorry." i grabbed 3-4 tissues from a tissue box and it seemed to be enough to get it wiped up. Then i left the school.
-SKIP
I was at my house looking out the window when i saw my class walk by from school. I thought to my self i thought school was out? How did i get home?(I punched my self in the mourning) I looked at the time it was 2:13. "oh shit, i accidentally skipped school, oh well." some time went by and i looked out my back yard, me and all my neighbors yards were much bigger and had savanna like terrain. There were HUGE black white wolfs running around. I remember walking out on my deck and seeing a horde of them pouncing on something, not sure what. My neighbor Patrick back yard was diagonal from mine and i remember him wave his hand frantically, I was just thinking, what does he want? I turned and saw a big black wolf heading up the stairs. I turned around and ran inside with him almost biting me, his head was about up to my shoulder! I turned around and started punching the sliding glass door taunting him. My dad walked in "I almost got killed by a wolf" i said."Yeah rick(neighbor) over there shot one the other day" he said. I went to turn out the light cause there was a glare on the door. It turned out perfectly. i thought it was too dark so i went to turn on the chandelier. The light didn't turn on (another punch). I told my dad "I think the light burnt out." I turned and looked at the chandelier and a false memory was created that we got a new one.(PUNCH) I looked out the window and looked at the wolfs with my dad. Then i started waking up. I thought to my self DEILD DEILD DEILD DEILD!
I was lying in bed and suddenly my body got a suggestion from itself just to imagine my arms flailing in the air like a concert or something. I was in a parkour(free running) gymnasium. I started walking down a stair case into the lower level rubbing my hands together. i remember hitting my watch remembering. I never wear watches? it was one of the fancy ones with 3 clocks under the clock. i ended up in a room surrounded with these black bars that were connected vertically and horizontally with tubing around it like a noodle for a pool. There was a radio going on I sat there and i listened to it, it was really interesting. There was a news report of a guy that had a sexual urges to rape torture and kill his room mate. She wasn't suppose to be home till the next day since she was spending the night at her sisters. Well the guy wanted to get a rush. So he sat on the stairs acting if she was coming home with a rope and a belt. He wanted the rush to be as real as possible so he acted as if he was serious about it, replaying it in his head over and over. Acting as if he would stand up and look to see if it was her car coming in the drive way. She ended up getting into a fight with her sister and coming home. You know the rest. I started to fade out..... nooooo....
I woke up in my room, i didn't even do i a RC i was just like, brain? i know what your up to? I wanted to see how real it could be so i turned on my Xbox and started to play brink i was looking at every detail. Probably the most vivid dream i had. I looked and was on a map that seemed to be in Rome or Madrid. I remember the fountain in the middle and old styling houses around the side. with random shaped bricks making the road. Then i was like "I can play Xbox in RL!" i stood up walked out side and began walking to my friends house. I turned to go on the next road and saw a black car, it had just rained and the mist was shooting up from the back of it. I remember staring can cause you to wake up so i tried to bounce my eyes from each side of the road and back to the car. It passed and i crossed the road. It was the one my friend lived on so i thought, this roads long so i'm going to fly. I jumped up and fell back down thinking "well fu....." I then took a second and thought ITS MY DREAM i jumped up and started making fast race car noises and ZOOOM. i went to fast and the area began to look unfamiliar. I went back to see if i could reconnect the pieces, But there was a trailer there. I walked in and they had 2 dogs. there was a girl her husband, and a old man. i suddenly imagined my self as the guy from 7 evil X'es or youth in revolt. I was suddenly part of the family and lost my lucidity. I remember asking if i could consider the short haired golden lab as my dog. the old man said no. the other dog was a mutt, lazy sleeping dog. suddenly 2-3 years jumped and the old man had passed away. I asked the girls husband if i could have the golden dog, apparently he used to be a award winner and i wanted to get him back in his game. I remember waking up and seeing the mutt crying from his owner passing. the girl said "she was crying in the bedroom too, i think it was just she was sleeping in front of the oven."(made sense at the time?) I then woke up, i looked at the clock, i went to sleep at around 3:30-4. It was only 4:45.

Well, last night was certainly interesting. I had one lucid dream, (that dragged on and may have been followed by a second dream with moments of lucidity -- I'm not sure if there was a split or the two were the same dream). I had another dream which was not lucid, but had a strong emotional impact on me, one of the stronger ones I've felt in what dreams I can think of.


#1004:
Date: June 20th, 2011
Length: 8 minutes

I was downstairs in my house. It was dark, very early morning (say, 2 AM or so). I was near the kitchen, and my mom was also there, though I don't recall what she was doing really. After a few moments of idling about, I recognized one of my strong dream signs -- darkness. This caused me to do the ever-reliable nose plugging reality check: as usual, I was able to breathe through my nose even though it was plugged.

It took me a few moments to realize that I could actually breathe and that it meant I must be dreaming, but I became lucid. I had intended the day before to have dream sex, so I won't go into the details, but needless to say it happened: I don't quite remember how I got to the place where I found the person I was looking for, something with a phonecall.

After the sex I did not wake up, but instead went along with another woman to some strange room which slowly morphed into a movie theater. Before entering, she shot out a camera on the ceiling with a gun.

(Lucidity around this point was tenuous, kind of came and went as far as I recall, so I'm switching colors) A bunch of people walked into the room, apparently to see the movie. The woman I was with suddenly turned hostile, and tried to stab me with a bizarre syringe that contained a sort of liquefied or powdered metal alloy. I pushed her away, and left the theater.

Here the dream, and my recall, becomes blurry. I think everything went black, but eventually I found myself outside in a dark, snowy place. I think I was lucid at this point, and I tried to stabilize the dream. Eventually a sort of city formed around me. I remember trying to experience the whole environment, focusing on things like trees and the snow to really make the dream as vivid as possible. Soon people were gathering around me, and my brother was also there. I think a sort of plaza with a statue was created around me, or at least I ended up there. I unfortunately don't recall much more than that, I think I woke up around that point.


#1005:
Date: June 20th, 2011
Length: 6 minutes

I was at a party which was basically a meeting of a lot of old friends of mine. At the beginning of the dream I was sitting on some kind of bench, looking in the distance as most of my old friends were getting food at a barbeque and caught up. I was, for some reason or another, anxious to actually go see them and say hello after a long time of not having seen them.

Finally everyone sort of dispersed, and I went to the barbeque to get a hot dog. There was a girl there, and at first I thought she was someone I vaguely knew as a freshman in high school. Looking fairly neutral at first, she offered me a hot dog, and I took it. After a few moments, though, I sat down and we began an intense conversation. I was apprehensive and unsure of myself, while she seemed fairly upset, at least at first.

She told me that she had only two questions for me. The first was why I had never really reached out to her after we went our separate ways. She was obviously hurt and a little angry about this. Trying to be compassionate but also puzzled by how she was acting, I explained to her that I didn't feel like I ever really knew her that well, and so I didn't feel the need to continue talking when we weren't in the same school anymore. She seemed really surprised by my response, and I suddenly realized that she was not the person I thought she was (I think her appearance in fact changed between the two people as the dream went on).

She was not some vague acquaintance from high school, but a good friend from before that. I felt terrible, apologized and explained that I had confused her for someone else. I then tried to explain, and figure out for myself, why I hadn't tried to get back into contact with her. The conversation continued like this for quite a while, and over time we seemed to rekindle that old friendship and I started feeling true compassion for her, and regretted not having talked with her for this long. On her side, she seemed less angry than before, and more understanding.

Finally, with most bridges mended, she reached her second question: something along the lines of "Would you consider going out with me?" This sort of blew me out of the water. It was unexpected and surprising, especially with how the conversation had started and how we didn't "really" know each other anymore. But I realized we were actually quite similar, she attracted me, and I felt a connection with her. At the same time, this was all really sudden, and feelings aside, did we really know each other anymore?

She sensed my hesitation, but I didn't want her to think I was rejecting her, because I didn't want to. I think I said something along the lines of: "Well, I would definitely not say 'no.'" This was my way of saying that I definitely felt something between us, but was sort of confused at the whole situation and how quickly it all happened. She seemed pretty satisfied with the response, and we continued talking until it was clear we would at least give a shot at some sort of relationship. I took her hand and my mind raced as I thought of what was happening, and how she somehow seemed to be the perfect fit for me. It seemed too good to be true, but I was firmly decided on at least giving it a shot. Despite my few doubts, I felt an overall sense of immense peace and hopefulness.


What it all means I suppose is for me to decide: I think I will remember this dream for a long time though. It is really sort of a plain/mundane dream in content or plot and may seem kind of cheesy on the surface, but I felt so many strong, genuine and varied emotions throughout it. Truly amazing what the dreaming mind can do.

Build Your Own Droid
I am in MoSh's inner world house with MoSh, he is looking around as if he has lost something. I ask what he is looking for, he says he is looking for Asuka. I ask him why he is looking for Asuka in a cabinet, as he has just opened one of the kitchen cabinets and is looking inside carefully. He pauses and closes the cabinet without answering. I have a vague memory of talking to MoSh on Skype about doing a mutual healing. I mention that to MoSh, and he says he wants to do that still, but he wants Asuka to be there, too. He says he wants to be sure she is ok. I say ok, then I will help him look for Asuka. MoSh is now looking in a closet for Asuka, though I am not sure why she would be in there unless they had been playing a game of hide and seek. After searching a bit more we finally find Asuka out in the back garden, just sitting amongst the flowers.

Now that we have found Asuka, all three of us go through a portal to the healing glen on the moon. As if he psychically knew what we were up to, Basara is already there and waiting, or maybe he had been there for some other reason and our timing just happened to match up. Now there are four of us, we use healing spells and fill the glen with glowing golden energy that is very relaxing. Basara says he is glad to see me, and he hopes I will be able to remember this dream. I say I also hope to remember. We all go back to MoSh's inner world, it seems there is something there he wants to check on, though I don't remember just what that is. There are numerous electronic parts lying around one of the rooms in his house, and the next thing I know we are putting those parts together in various ways trying to design a robot of some kind. Not an android like MoSh's version of Data who lives in his inner world, but more of a Star Wars type droid. The four of us are deciding on what the droid should look like, what abilities it should have, what its personality should be, etc.

Basara doesn't seem too interested in constructing a droid, so he kicks back in a chair and starts playing guitar. Asuka and I are trying to decide on a face for the droid while MoSh looks over a list of abilities that could be given to the droid.

Lucid~

Woke up in my room as usual and then it was dark and I was pissed. So I cast a Harry Potter spell and the light turned on. I then warped through my door and tried to fly away but I floated and landed on a rock. I then proceeded into moving into the dark woods and a weird person
with a strange costume on came up and said something then I woke up.

Short but sweet ;x

I also had a normal dream about rotten peaches.

(6/21/11)

Kinda fragmented. In short, everyone but my dissapeared. I ended up driving around for what seemed like an hour, just seeing how empty and desolate it was. Eventually they popped back up, and when I asked about the dissapearance, no one knew what I was talking about.

Strange. I did become lucid for a 15 seconds in the end, and I attempted to meditate. I got a crazy body buzz (sleep paralysis) and woke up shortly after.

Lucid Non-lucid

After a good portion of a non-lucid, i begin to walk down a wide dirt road at night through the woods. i then become lucid without a particular dream sign. Once i am lucid i look up at the sky to see the stars. i waited a few seconds, and i saw that the dream was decently vivid, and i had good awareness. because of that awareness i remembered that sex ruined most of my lucids, and today i would try eating in a dream. so i walked down the road and came to a small grocery store, where i picked up some ice cream. at this point i didnt notice my lucidity falling and did no stabalization. so i began to open the ice cream while walking, and came to a graveyard. i got the idea of zombies, and forgot about the ice cream, and that i was lucid. i then went on for a long non lucid after this.