lucid

Lucid Non-lucid

i had a dream in what seemed to be the italian place in SC3 with a story like ADJL, then that ended and i had a new one. at the beggining of the dream i am in a small crowd of people at what seems to be the end of a bridge leading off to a empty city at night, it was dim with yellow streetlights everywhere. i find a cute girl and i put my arm around her, and we walk and talk and she laughs (i think she was jewish maybe, dosent matter tho since its a dc). then i realize i would never have enough confidence to put my arm around a random girl and start talking, and it wouldnt work out so well. at that point i became lucid, and we started walking. we were in a alley with brick buildings on each side and going in between chain fences, when i open a side door to one of the buildings so we can have sex somewhere. i turn on the light in there and i see a warehouse full of tables with boxes on them. i bring her over, but there are already people where i want to go. they tell me to go away, and this happens a few more times, since i soon find out the warehouse is full of people. some are really short and some look like muppets, and while i bring the girl to a darker corner i wake up. (approx. date. 6-7-11)

Lucid

woke up and went to sleep with a mantra and intention to become lucid. there may have been a short dream in between but im not sure. i find myself in my own room, however i have that same feeling of being awake. i doubt if im dreaming, but climb out of my window onto my roof like i normally do. it feels pretty real but slightly odd. on the top of the roof i decide to fly. i jump up high a few times and fall back onto the roof. about the 4th time i stay airborne, and im excited. i am under the leaves of my oak tree, and i reach up and touch the leaves, and think of how fun it would be to be a squirrel and jump through the branches. so i grabbed the branch and started to transform, but i woke up in the middle of the transition. (approx. date. 5-15-11)

Lucid Non-Lucid

i wake up and go to sleep with intentions to lucid dream and have a short mantra. when asleep i have a short dream, i dont remember much but for when i jump out of the woods onto a dirt path. after that dream ends i end up in a new, more vivid one, only lucid. i was in nanas computer room, and remembered it was a dream. i was having some trouble distinguishing it from real life though, i had some strange feeling that was making me doubt it. so just incase it was real life i excused myself from the room and walked out, and then i woke up. (approx. date. 5-1-11)

Lucid Dream (WBTB):

I knew I was dreaming, yet there was no image. I imagined myself flying and after a moment could feel the wind and motion, but still without any visuals. Finally I could see and saw that I was hovering over my backyard in LA. Beyond the yard was Lake Powell. I decided I wanted to fly over the lake and dive in and go to the bottom.

I approached the lake and started to dive down. But as I got closer I could see that the lake was very dark and murky. It freaked me out some. So as I got to the surface of the lake I stopped right before I went into the water.

Unknown transition....

I was by a pool. I wanted to try to breathe underwater. [I had done this before so I'm not sure why I wanted to try this so badly at the moment.]

I flew right over the surface and dunked my head into the water. The water was cool and wet. I didn't want to take a breath. I started having a little argument with myself. "Breathe...this is just a dream." "No, the water feels too real. It'll get in my mouth and lungs. It'll feel awful." "No, the water isn't real, your body is in bed breathing air. If you take a breath, your body will breathe air." "See--I opened my mouth a little and water came in. It might not be real, but it feels real and will make me choke if I take a big breath."

But finally I took a breath. I could feel water in my mouth, but only air came down to my lungs. I was almost surprised, but then I was relieved and took several more breaths.

Unknown transition....

I was standing in front of a mirror. I noticed that I looked like a guy. I had sandy blond hair which was slightly curly. I had nice full lips and a little stubble on my chin and cheeks. I had nice dark eyebrows and eyelashes. I was wearing a pink and white bike jersey.

I decided to take off my shirt and look at my chest. I was pretty pale, but I had nice muscles.

Then I decided that I wanted to have my girl body back, so I tried to make my breasts grow. At first nothing happened. Then finally, I grew small breasts. But I wanted bigger breast so I kept trying.

But I think I woke up or lost the dream before that happened, because that's all I remember.

Dream Lucid

I wake up and begin a WILD attempt. i let my mind wander and i am in a "half dream" it is like a blurry dream im watching from the back of my eyelids, like im not really in it. in this dream i was in Org, and i was getting in a fight with some people online. at some point i remembered that i wasnt really on my computer, but asleep. everything went dark, and things formed like in a FILD. i found myself in my upstairs bathroom. there was a dark bluish purple floaty toy in the toilet, and a version of myself with longer hair was in front of me. this reminded me i should look into a mirror in a dream so i went over to the mirror and woke up. (approx. date. 3-13-11) (final year 1 dream)

Lucid

Wake up at my grandparents house, go back to bed with a FILD. immediantly i exit the house, and notice a lake/pond where the tennis courts should be. i figure it's a great place to learn to fly so i climb up the 3 story house, and jump far into the air to fly without wings. i plunge an the way down where i land in the lake and swim back. i did this a few times, and once thought about a sea monster so i got out of the lake fast just in case i unintentionally made one. after this i jumped again and landed in a forest next to the lake, and saw my cat with some sap or something on his fur that made it look like labrodorite. at this point i woke up. (approx. date. 2-26-11)

Lucid Non-Lucid

I believe in the dream leading up to this i was going up a parking garage type road that went up in a corkscrew, but it had no top to it and i could see a mountianside country all around. i woke up from this then went back to bed. i became lucid and was in a house or something, it had a few rooms and i remember almost everything was brownish. it was some girls birthday party, and she was pretty hot. so i walked around and looked at some of the rooms. i found an elevator in one and asked the girl what was up there, and she said just the upstairs. then i started to want to have sex, so i told her to go up there with me so i could show her her "present". the problem was everyone followed me up. i sat behind a dest and waited, but then i just yelled at them all to leave. they did, except for one girl. i was about to get angry at her but noticed she was pretty hot as well so let her stay. after this i got started, i felt something but it wasnt that great and the dream ended.

Lucid Non-Lucid

having a normal dream, on some grassy island with water and boats all around, and i get to the mainland . i then wake up shortly then fall back asleep.after i fall back asleep i become lucid for some reason. (at this point i will omitt some parts of the dream i find disturbing, i will remember them anyway but no one else needs to know). i am in the forest lucid, with no sign of the island now. my papa is there and we talk for a little, and then he walks away with my little cousin to go home. i decide to meet with my DG, and summon her and it works. (throughout the dream my vividness was steadily declining, at this point everything was real enough but my logic was fading and my DG didnt seem too real, and rarely talked). so i decided to go back to my grandparents house and meet up with everyone. i went through a small town that looked like it was from assassins creed, and jumped around and avoided people like i would in the game. eventually i came to a big mansion type thing, and the stairs in it branched off and i didnt know which way to go. my dream guide said to pick the direction i wanted to go in, spit in it, and walk the other way. when i did that i immediantly appeared at my grandparents house, and the dream was deteriorating rapidly. my DG saw that i was losing lucidity and tied red string around my finger, and told me to concentrate on it, and if i didnt stop the dream for a little i would lose lucidity. i didnt listen and woke up.

Lucid

Woke up and did a FILD. I was in my own room, and a lamp was on. i was about to walk to the door, when on the wall i noticed a large spider. it didnt really look like a spider, but i knew it was anyway, it was bumpy with smooth skin, yellow and black stripped, with red eyes and a patch of blue. other than that it had long black legs, but had less than 8. i woke up when i was going by it.

Lucid Non-Lucid

Im not sure if this was a FILD since it was long ago, but i think that it was. Once i became lucid, i found myself in a forest. it was bright green and i was on a dirt path in the middle. i decided to push myself into 1st person to make it seem real, and the vividness increased. after this i decided to go along with the dream to try to prolong it instead of influencing it too much. so i walked along untill i found a brown 3 story house with a horse fence next to it. each level had a balchony, and i just jumped and grabbed them untill i made it to the top. once i got inside a lady came out. i think we talked very shortly and then she said i must be waiting for my friend. when she came out i figured we would have sex so i got started. unfortunantly it felt like nothing so i just quit since it wasnt worth ruining the dream for. i jumped out of the house, and i came to a part of the forest with a good sized river. there were actually a lot of people here and i lost lucidity shortly.

Lucid

I woke up and did a FILD. when the dream formed, i was in a purplish-grey cave with water flowing around. there was a purple dryad thing in there (from WoW) and i ignored it and went for the exit. over here the purple glow was fading and i could see the blue water falling from the cave entrance into a sort of waterfall, and there was a giant landscape below the cave, which was on some sort of mountian. then i woke up.

22.06.2011

4 and counting. (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This time, I don't remember much from the first part of the dream. The non-lucid part, I mean. I woke up right after I had my lucid experience and while I was still conscious I seared the images from my dream into my memory.

I do remember looking up to the sky, through the window and seeing dark blue clouds that were nearly black around noon. Then I thought to myself "There's no way it's that dark at noon. I have to be dreaming." I did my reality check and it came up dream positive. I was excited but I didn't want my excitement to cause me to wake up so I put my arms down, I took a deep breath and started rubbing my hands together to keep the dream stable. I was then in total darkness. Even the window had disappeared. I felt fine though, there was nothing to be afraid of. I just rubbed my hands together, kept my eyes in front of me and slowly spun until I ended up somewhere new. I didn't have anything particular in mind but I did end up in a comforting, blue-green aura. It was very wavy. The dream felt very stable.

Out of nowhere, the nicotine patch I was wearing caused my heart to start racing and I woke up. The patch helped me remember my dream and helped everything seem more real but I was sick for the rest of the day, even after taking it off right after waking after my next dream.

NOTE: KingYoshi's All-Day Awareness technique is working out great for me.

Dream Lucid Awake

I wake up after 5 hours and do a 20 min WB2B. I take a Galantamine + Choline pill, right before falling asleep

Riding in the passenger seat of my friend tom's car. We are heading down a two lane road with trees and bright green fields all around us. I ask tom if I can put on a book on tape about serial killers/ghost stories. He says it's fine. We put the tape on and as we listen about this evil woman who haunts families and kills children Tom starts freak out.

We pass over a rickety two lane bridge and then he makes a U-turn. He starts driving fast in the other direction and I ask him what's going on. He won't talk and I ask him where he's going. He drives the car off of the road and down by the river under the bridge. He looks very freaked out. I tell him that this is only a book. That's when I realize that this is a dream. I take a deep breath and I'm ok.

The dream fades to black and I'm back in my body.

I hold still til I DEILD and I'm back in the car with tom. He's still freaking out quietly and staring at the steering wheel. I tell him we can turn off the book and ask him if it's ok if I drive. We walk around the car and I get in the driver's seat. I ask him if this is one of those flying cars and he says of course. I push a button in the center console and say "this is the lift off button right?" he says sure. The car goes up on the air and I get excited. I fly around in the car for a while and pull a couple of barrel rolls.

I see a cute girl on the ground standing by her boyfriend and I think I'd like to make out with her. As I go to land near her I misjudge and accidently land on top of her. The guy starts yelling at me and I'm like "oh Shit" and pull the car back up into the air and fly away again. I land outside of a small corner shop. The shop is like an all old timey wooden seven eleven. Two girls and a guy are inside.

I walk in and kiss one of the girls. She pulls back disgusted like what the fuck are you doing? I grab her shirt by the collar and tear it in half. She has blue flower pasties over her nipples and I pull them off. The guy pulls me around and takes a swing at me. I see it coming in slow motion matrix style and dodge it. I punch at him but my swing is in slow motion and when it hits him it's too slow to do any damage. I look at the other girl and she winks at me. I take her shirt off and I wake up.

I am living with Jack Black and I something happens were not getting along. I think maybe he has physiological problems. My mom comes I talk to her about it. Then I go outside and find him tied up. We have to go get the guy that did it.
Something happens at this point I realize I am dreaming.
I find myself in a large room of people. I am walking down the hallway to go in the room and I am telling myself I am dreaming. I feel my hand rub together and I think I should do something funny to scare all the people. I decide to hover and fly in and. I make my face as distorted and scary as I can imagine. I feel my teeth grow huge fangs. I fly in and make an inhuman roar. EVERYONE in the room screams and runs away. The room is totaly empty. I think geez I guess I over did it. I laugh. I walk around the building. And realize I am in a mega church. Everyone everywhere has ran away.
Then the dream shifts and I find myself in the middle of some church play. Its confusing. I see people from tx that I haven seen in years. I am walking down the hallway again and I remember I am dreaming.
I remember that I decided to create a light-saber. I look at my hand but its empty. I keep trying to imagine a light-saber hilt. nothing. I see a mirror and try again. The room gets dark and I see myself with a red light-saber. I twirl it and spin it around like in the movies with all the sound effects. Then I see someone else come at me with a green light-saber. We clash for a moments. The figure fades away then back. It has no light-saber. I wonder where it went. I guess it threw it. I hear it coming. I put my light-saber hover my head behind my back. I deflect the figures light-saber at the last second. Then I force throw my own light-saber at the robbed figure. I see mine past right through with no damage. Like it was a ghost. I see him clearly now. It is a dark skinned man with a green and white robe. He is just standing there calmly with arms crossed in a very sage like stance. I see my light saber return to me but I realize I have no idea how to catch it without getting injured. I see the blade pass through me. There is no pain or sensation. Everything goes black. Death by my own light-saber. What a shame.;)

I tried to DEILD by putting my ipod in a sock then my hand in the sock. then keep my finger on the button to turn the alarm off. It didn't work. I set the alarm for 2:00 and didn't get up till 2:45. My ipod was on the floor. I was just flipping out over the sound for 45 minutes? I turned off the rest of the alarms thinking, this is not going to work.
I went back to sleep and my brain exploded with dreams.

Vividness: 6 mostly. 8 when i started to get lucid.
Lucidity: 7.5 when i was.
Lucid = this
It all started out in my second block class, Mr.P. We were looking at the projector going over some paper that was handed out by some program from a website. I used my Ipod and just told the teacher i was trying to save paper.
-SKIP
I was hiding behind what looked to be like 3 blue bathroom stalls lined up, but it was just like 3 doors leading to this section of the room. There were chains hanging from the bottom to ensure nothing could get through. I was with a friend i don't remember who, but i turned to him and was like "This would be great for zombies."
He looked back at me and said in less its Jeremy(6 ft 7 monster).
-SKIP
I was in my third block class and we had to turn a paper in, i remembered that i gave up in this class and didn't care.(AP, underestimated the work) then i remember going into another room where we keep our things.(not in rl) I went to look for my book bag through every ones things knocked down this one girls purse along with her slushy, She walked in right afterward. I picked up her purse and handed it to her and said "sorry." i grabbed 3-4 tissues from a tissue box and it seemed to be enough to get it wiped up. Then i left the school.
-SKIP
I was at my house looking out the window when i saw my class walk by from school. I thought to my self i thought school was out? How did i get home?(I punched my self in the mourning) I looked at the time it was 2:13. "oh shit, i accidentally skipped school, oh well." some time went by and i looked out my back yard, me and all my neighbors yards were much bigger and had savanna like terrain. There were HUGE black white wolfs running around. I remember walking out on my deck and seeing a horde of them pouncing on something, not sure what. My neighbor Patrick back yard was diagonal from mine and i remember him wave his hand frantically, I was just thinking, what does he want? I turned and saw a big black wolf heading up the stairs. I turned around and ran inside with him almost biting me, his head was about up to my shoulder! I turned around and started punching the sliding glass door taunting him. My dad walked in "I almost got killed by a wolf" i said."Yeah rick(neighbor) over there shot one the other day" he said. I went to turn out the light cause there was a glare on the door. It turned out perfectly. i thought it was too dark so i went to turn on the chandelier. The light didn't turn on (another punch). I told my dad "I think the light burnt out." I turned and looked at the chandelier and a false memory was created that we got a new one.(PUNCH) I looked out the window and looked at the wolfs with my dad. Then i started waking up. I thought to my self DEILD DEILD DEILD DEILD!
I was lying in bed and suddenly my body got a suggestion from itself just to imagine my arms flailing in the air like a concert or something. I was in a parkour(free running) gymnasium. I started walking down a stair case into the lower level rubbing my hands together. i remember hitting my watch remembering. I never wear watches? it was one of the fancy ones with 3 clocks under the clock. i ended up in a room surrounded with these black bars that were connected vertically and horizontally with tubing around it like a noodle for a pool. There was a radio going on I sat there and i listened to it, it was really interesting. There was a news report of a guy that had a sexual urges to rape torture and kill his room mate. She wasn't suppose to be home till the next day since she was spending the night at her sisters. Well the guy wanted to get a rush. So he sat on the stairs acting if she was coming home with a rope and a belt. He wanted the rush to be as real as possible so he acted as if he was serious about it, replaying it in his head over and over. Acting as if he would stand up and look to see if it was her car coming in the drive way. She ended up getting into a fight with her sister and coming home. You know the rest. I started to fade out..... nooooo....
I woke up in my room, i didn't even do i a RC i was just like, brain? i know what your up to? I wanted to see how real it could be so i turned on my Xbox and started to play brink i was looking at every detail. Probably the most vivid dream i had. I looked and was on a map that seemed to be in Rome or Madrid. I remember the fountain in the middle and old styling houses around the side. with random shaped bricks making the road. Then i was like "I can play Xbox in RL!" i stood up walked out side and began walking to my friends house. I turned to go on the next road and saw a black car, it had just rained and the mist was shooting up from the back of it. I remember staring can cause you to wake up so i tried to bounce my eyes from each side of the road and back to the car. It passed and i crossed the road. It was the one my friend lived on so i thought, this roads long so i'm going to fly. I jumped up and fell back down thinking "well fu....." I then took a second and thought ITS MY DREAM i jumped up and started making fast race car noises and ZOOOM. i went to fast and the area began to look unfamiliar. I went back to see if i could reconnect the pieces, But there was a trailer there. I walked in and they had 2 dogs. there was a girl her husband, and a old man. i suddenly imagined my self as the guy from 7 evil X'es or youth in revolt. I was suddenly part of the family and lost my lucidity. I remember asking if i could consider the short haired golden lab as my dog. the old man said no. the other dog was a mutt, lazy sleeping dog. suddenly 2-3 years jumped and the old man had passed away. I asked the girls husband if i could have the golden dog, apparently he used to be a award winner and i wanted to get him back in his game. I remember waking up and seeing the mutt crying from his owner passing. the girl said "she was crying in the bedroom too, i think it was just she was sleeping in front of the oven."(made sense at the time?) I then woke up, i looked at the clock, i went to sleep at around 3:30-4. It was only 4:45.