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I'm looking at some girls legs because she was complaining about a rash, and it looks like the bulk of it is on her feet and lower calves. I asked the the usual questions like "any changes in soaps, foods, or clothing", and she said she bought the sandals she was wearing the other day. I tried telling her that it was probably from that, but she didn't want to listen to me, so eventually I just said "well I don't know what it could be from". I went off to wash my hands an when I was finished, I noticed my right knee was locked up. I couldn't bend it and it kinda hurt. I tried walking around a bit to see if it was just stiff or something, and it didn't get better at all.

I rubbed the area to see if it would help and noticed it was swollen. "Crap there's probably fluid on it". I was thinking I was going to have to drain it, so I went to see Cpt P. and he was like "yup, you're right". I asked him what should I do about it could we take care of it here, or did I need to go to the ER...and he started giving me the old "well you know what to do....tell me, it's quiz time look". I told him we'd need a catheter, syringe, and basin, and he told me to get two 1k cc bags of saline. I thought the last part was weird, but started looking for everything.

Once I had most of the items together, I noticed the pain was about gone, and I was walking normally...maybe draining it wasn't such a good idea.

There's something else related to this dream...like I was done with school for the day and I wanted to shadow an RN at the emergency room.....oh there was some kind of swimming event in this super shallow water.

Last night I had a dream that my ex and I were attending some kind of new school (which is odd because I'm 21 and he's 29). I remember walking outside somewhere with a bunch of other students and he had started talking to two other girls. I remember feeling really hurt and jealous over this.

I also dreamt that I ran into someone I used to work with at a grocery store. She was buying a giant pumpkin. I asked her how her kinds were doing and she said the twins were doing well, but they were too young to have fun carving out the pumpkin.

Later I had a dream that I was at this same person's wedding years prior and she had longer hair. People were making toasts. After that she started talking about how her and her husband would go to go on a date and then they'd suddenly deccide to go back home because they'd "had enough fun".

4:00 - 5:00

Me and my family went on vacation at some hotel that owned a farm. It was a creepy, old, run down farm in a field with many hills. There was an abandoned old barn next to the hotel. We were going to stay there for two days, then leave the next night. We were having fun for a while. The first day went pretty well. There was a golf cart there that I rode around the hills. It was very fun. I also explored the farm a bit. It was great... until the first night.

It started raining. The rain was very, very hard. It was raining all through most of the night. Suddenly, at probably around midnight, We all heard a very loud cracking sound. We went to the window in out room. (which happened to overlook the abandoned barn next to the hotel) We all got there just in time to see the barn, with thousands of holes in it, collapse into a large pile of old wooden rubble.

My family started to panic, especially my mom. My dad started making phone calls to figure out what just happened. He eventually figured out that it rained PEBBLES! These pebbles were a unique part to this region of the world, and they usually didn't tell anyone about it because it happened so infrequently and to keep people from panicking, but tonight, out of all nights, it had to happen.

The next morning came around. We tried to go outside to see what happened, and we found that we weren't allowed to go. The hotel security said it was too dangerous. The pebbles penetrate any material that is or weaker than wood, including, but not limited to, human skin, silk, fabric, and some sheet metals. They said the only reason the hotel survived was due to a steel roof that they made to protect against the pebbles. They gave everyone this metal umbrella that they said helped stop the deadly raining pebbles.

We went outside to get into our car and drive away, but for some reason, it didn't move. I think it was missing a part. So we went back inside to stay there for a while. I, however, saw a guy trying to start an awesome looking convertible. I helped him fix it, then tricked him into giving me the car. It had a great steel covering on it that was perfect for this kind of stuff. Instead of driving away from my family like a selfish a**hole, I drove to the nearest town to try and get the missing part.
The rode was very scenic. The only thing that ruined it all was the fear of the pebbles.

When I got there, the town was in complete chaos. People were lighting fires, dying from penetration by pebbles, and killing each other all over the place. I happened to find a nice group of teenage girls. I explained my situation, and they decided to help me try to find the missing part. They talked a LOT.

Together, we found an auto parts store that was selling the missing part. We went in there, got the part, brought it into the car, then we started driving.

*Note: I have actually never driven a car and it's pretty apparent in this next part, but at first when I was driving to the town to get the spare part I was able to drive the car fairly well.*

So, as we were driving out of the parking lot of the auto parts store, I found that it had stopped raining pebbles. I encountered this very steep hill that many cars were able to go up with ease. I tried to floor it up the hill, but I couldn't control the car and crashed into a tree. The car was still working and no one was injured. It was then that I encountered a person from school, named An. He was actually the boyfriend of a girl that I like. So as I was cursing and trying to back up, I saw An there, walking down the hill about 50 feet away. He waved and said hi to me. I hesitated and said hi back. It was then that the conversations with the girls got more serious. I explained to them about me liking his girlfriend as we went around the hill on a different street. Then, I SAW her walking around a corner. She looked great. I said hi to her, and she said hi back. That's all that happened. Me and the girls were talking about how shy I was around her. They mentioned how much I acted like a girl there. I said, "well, I guess I do act like a girl sometimes." One of them answered back, "Maybe we should take you back to our place sometime." or something of that manner. I didn't know what it meant, so I just kept driving poorly around the countryside.

When we finally got back, it started raining pebbles again. I quickly went up to my family to show them I got the missing part. They all quickly went downstairs outside to attach the part to our car. I said, "I think I'll meet up with you guys at home. I want to go with these girls." They said okay and drove off home. After that, the scene skipped.

I was watching what my family was doing at around 10:00 at night. My mom said, "Well, B (me) seems pretty happy." My dad said, "I think he's just finally happy to get some." Mom then said, "I wonder what he's doing now?"

The scene then skipped to some movie theater or acting stage or something. I could see myself, but I looked VERY different. I looked very much like a girl. I was still with the girls this whole time. They have apparently turned me into one, somehow. Not with any surgery or anything, though. One of them said, "Come on! We've got to get ready!" Another said, "Alright, we're coming." The lights turned off and the dream faded away.

It was all a bit like a movie, now that I think about it. Everything about it just seems so, movie-ish.

Alright.
Been a while, since I loged in. I had one lucid dream, which I couldn't control. So I haven't tried for over a month. Although, something else happened. When I started, I couldn't "recall" most of my dreams or "transport back in a dream", after loosing it. Now my recalling, became stronger, almost everydream that I have I remember, so I am just gonna post one here and see what you guys think.

"The girl I always wanted"

That sounds like a cliche, I know..
But it's actually a tough story for me tell. It was about 2 years ago, when I first saw that girl and immediately started having feelings towards her. First I thought they are just a infatuation, like most of us have towards a girl we want to "have", but I wasn't right. I've tried several times to show her, that I like her and that I want something more. She never agreed to go out with me, she almost never answered my messages and things like that. The worst of all is that she never tried to know me and understand what I feel..so 2 years later (this august).. I send her an annonymous message in which I explain my feelings, she wanted to know who I am..I slowly told her, step my step. In the end she thought it was a bad joke and showed me, that no matter what I try or think, she will never be with me. What's interesting is that I stopped thinking about her after that day and I was happy for a short period of time, before I decided to have a revenge someday, if I ever got the chance. Since I had a lot of ideas, one of them became a "dream".

Her father has an awesome Mercedes, so I've always wanted to take it for a ride, so I often think in my head..that if one day I got an opportunity to take that car for a ride, while she needs someone to "pick her up" I would do it, only to see the look on her face. Here is how my dream goes, acording to that:

I don't recall much of the start, but it starts with me, driving my Renault on the open road as she appears to be on the first seat next to me, having that angry "what am I doing here with this guy in his car?" (she's really cute with that serious look) look on her face She continues looking like that, while I smile sarcastically, driving up the road. I continue driving to a McDonalds restaurant near the road. I park the car, as she goes in. After a moment, she comes back and gets in the car, as I decided to get some food as well, so I go in and buy a menu..I think that the whole thing, costed just 25 cens.. lol . I sit on a table and look at her, as she appears to be circling around the parking, nervous and waiting for someone or something. After a motor bike and an old "W"' van, appear as some friends of her exit.
She asks them if someone, can pick her up..because she doesn't want to be with me. After they realise, who I am..they think about some stupid excuse and leave the scene, with her jumping up and down of anger as I laugh over it. (now i could here the conversation, because I was inside the restaurant, but after they saw me, I knew what they are saying). After I finish up, I exit as she gets back in the car with, with the same look on her face, as I start the engine. - Here ends the first part. (The second part that we ride to the nearest town, when I meet some of my friends and we go have some fun. When i return to the car, she has disappeared)

Anybody know what this mean?

This little post is just to start up my new online Dream Journal, my first several posts will likely be from my notebook Dream Journal to catalog and analyze the past several months worth of dreaming.
I've been keeping a serious dream journal for about 5 to 6 months now and of the many dreams I've had, I've only had about 5 or 6 lucid ones, however I am sometimes able to recall as many as 4 or 5 dreams a night in full sensory detail! So dream recall is not as much a problem.

Anyways, this concludes my first DJ post, dream well.

I was listening to a vocaloid song that had a bunch of different vocaloids in it. The only two I can remember are Big Al and Yuzuki Yukari. Al sounded so realistic, it was crazy. I could've sworn it was actually Al's voicer singing and not the vocaloid.

I finally had my 4th lucid dream! It was probably the best yet. Here it is: I was in some super market kind of place. It was jammed full of food, and there was also a restaurant with barbecue wings, I think. One of my brothers was there and I was talking to him about stuff (I can’t remember what.) I then did a reality check, though I was not expecting it to work, but it did. I gazed around the market, and observed the details. It was much more vivid than any of my other LDs—I was so happy! I explained to my brother that this was all a dream.
He shook his head and said “You’re crazy.”
I decided that I was wasting my time, so I looked around and saw a bucket of chicken wings. I walked towards it and picked a small one out to try. It tasted great, but just than everything was gone and it seemed I was transported into a different area.
It was all sunny outside and everything looked wonderful. There was a small bridge with a roof going over it, and there was a road and lots of grass. I was delighted and went across the bridge. I then espied a snake in the distance. As I came closer to it I noticed its bottom half was missing, and it didn’t seem to be alive, so I continued on. I didn’t realize earlier, but my brother was still with me. We continued walking. I took the time to gaze around and identify my surroundings. Up ahead was a building. As I sprinted towards it I noticed that there were a lot of people there. I went up to a short older woman with frizzy hair. “Do you know what’s going on here, Ma’am?” I asked.
She turned to me and said. “There’s a contest being held here, join if you’d like.”
“What kind of contest?” I asked, but then everything was gone and I was again in a different area.
This new place looked to be some kind of hotel. There was a mirror on the yellow wall, and a baby in some sort of cage. I tried to get the infant out of the cage but it disappeared when I attempted to do so. I did a quick reality check, just because, and I then looked into the mirror. It was me, down to the last detail. I was so happy and I thought to myself: everything is realistic, this is great! But, sadly, just then I felt myself waking up, for some stupid reason I didn’t think of trying to stabilize, silly me.

Mom is laying on the couch lifeless. I go up to hell and yell in her ear "MOM!" I do this many many times until she finally comes back to life. I then see a pack of ciggs. It was a red box. My view shifts to an observers standpoint and the scene changes. I think it was something about how Maple story has the same gameplay as lunar silver story (which it doesn't.) And how they are just copies of each other(which they are not).
Then the scene changes again. It was someting about Mitt Romney liking this racing game that is very similar to Mario Kart.

The scene changes and I am in the dream once more. Me and my mom are outside at night and are about to go into my sisters house. The door was left open for us so we just go on in. I see a guy wearing a mask laying his back onto the stairs. I try to jump over him but he grabs my leg and pulls me back. For some reason I believe he is my sisters boyfriend. That's the impression I got. I shook hands with him. I then wake up.

I am in a house I don't recognize. I see eggnogg on the counter.(I love eggnogg) Above the counter are cabinets with christmas themed cups. I get one and try to pour myself some eggnogg. I notice that the eggnogg bottle has two openings that are vertical from each other. One has eggnogg, the other has water ( I think it was hot water). I try to pour some eggnogg out but get a mixture of water and eggnogg. I pour it out and try again. As this is happening my sisters boyfriend is trying to get her back. I don't know what the situation was but I believe that my sister fell in love with someone else and he is trying to convince the other man to let her go.

My sisters boyfriend came via a train made of ice but unfortunately for him the sun came up and it melted instantly. The scene changes outside and the train of ice has been rebuilt but it melts again. My sisters boyfriends then walks off carrying a large backpack.

I remember being at some kind of music festival. Everything is very loud, and im feeling stressfull. I walk around constantly, think im high on cannabis, cause I seem to be smoking all the time. I meet these girls who make fun of me. Later I get lost, and cant find my tent...

10.06.2012

Girls (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There's a group of women coming at me and saying,

"Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii Brandonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn."

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10.06.2012

Settle Things in the Past? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember is a voice telling me to take care of something from my past....

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10.06.2012

False Awakening Trolling Me (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

OH MY FREAKING GOD, IF I DID AN RC, I would've been lucid RIGHT THERE and then.................


UGGGGGGH

I wake up, and I noticed that my mother is in my room, and she's just staring at me and the window to the right of her. The whole bedroom in the dream looked almost exactly the one in waking life. Even the setting of the light emitting from the red blinds is there, somewhat.

It's obviously morning time in the dream, and the nightlight is also sitll on I think, which is another thing I wasn't aware of that wasn't on in waking life. I look at my mother, and ask her what she wants with me. She looks at some stuff on the bed I'm on, and I noticed that in front of me, there's some random things like a white rag with a turquoise font on it.

That same color font automatically makes me assume it's mine, so I grab it, and then I threw it along with the other stuff on a wooden foldable chair.

Wait a second....the wooden foldable chair is supposed to be RIGHT next to me to the left, NOT on the bottom left side from where I'm still on the bed! Dang it LINK!!!!

I look at my mother again, who's sitting down on a foldable chair still, and I think she wants me to wear a jacket or something like that without even talking to me. I just wanted to go back to sleep, so I grabbed it and wore it.

Then I go to sleep....

LOL,

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10.06.2012

I get Rejected and Punching Someone (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking down an area that looks similar to the environment in waking life near the Blocker Building at my University, except on the left side, there's a huge sidewalk slope. The whole atmosphere looks as if it's going to rain, seeing as there's a gray sky all over.

I'm on top of the same slope I mentioned above, I'm going down it and noticed someone familiar. I don't even know her name in waking life at my University, but I go up to her and get my left arm around her shoulder and walked with her for a little while.

She immediately rejects me within the first 10-15 seconds, which leaves me wondering why. I saw that she was looking for someone to pick her up. There's a guy driving a black car, and I assumed it was her boyfriend. The car door on the right opens automatically, and the girl leaves. She was wearing a green shirt, along with a long white dress skirt, and I think a white laced dress shirt kind of jacket.

Then after that, I go inside of a store to get something, and I get this urge to just find some random stuff and just waste my money in doing so. Then there's some kid pencil tapping on the metal shelf opposite of me. There's a lady that asks,

"Who is making that noise??

I look to the left, and the person looks like a guy named Brian that I knew in middle school is the one doing the annoying pencil tapping. He's wearing a maroon or dark red shirt, and I get pissed off at him, and threaten to punch him. He still makes the noise, and I yelled at him, and he finally stops. He tries to look back at me, but I am way too pissed for him to try and defend himself.

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10.06.2012

Eva Can Fart Too (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

WHY AM I EVEN MENTIONING THIS...

So I'm walking casually near a section at my University where you can lock your bicycles. It seems to be morning time as well in this dream, the trees look the same like in waking life, almost at a stage where the leaves are losing their natural color and are turning brown.

The flooring looks the same outside, brown cement, and there's even the dirt patch with the small tree on the left side of one of the walkways to get into the bicycle lock area.

Before I even get the chance to go in there, I see a blonde in a Black Latex Catgirl suit.

She's fairly tall, at least from 5-10 feet away from me, and she has her cleavage showing. It takes me a while to process this whole visual, and then she turns around and flaunts her ass at me.

She tells me,

"Come on!!!!"

She shakes her ass more,

and I'm hoping this came out of her mouth, but I hear a

*PBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBT* sound...

Dear mother of god, level of traumatizing is just.....too much.

"Come onnnnnnnn!"

She turns to the side where I'm seeing a complete profile view of her body and face

*PBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBT*

After that, things just go to hell from perspective, and all I'm seeing and hearing is her butt shaking left and right and PBBBBBBT farting sounds.

*pukes*

Women do not fart!! That's impossible!! >.<

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10.06.2012

Exchanging Souls (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Some statue that can move and talk like a human being is giving this random demon girl orders that if she takes someone's soul, he'll reduce her count by a lot.

I'm like hardcore paraphrasing here, there were some digits involved, but it doesn't really matter. The demon girl agrees, and all I can remember about how she looks is that she gave off a light violet aura around her body.

Then when she leaves, the statue guy starts talking to himself.


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Oh and I had another Dream where I'm at a Political Science class, and the teacher has on the board of some concepts on previous exams.

The second exam had a low average, and some girl said, "oh because of the trade exchange" concept or something like that.

I am in an room with Snoop Dogg and Jana from work and CanisLucidus. Its really vauge here but I guess we are partying or something. Snoop is really depressed and wasted. I say something about I can't believe this is Snoop Dogg. CanisLucidus says, "I thought he was just anotha unemployed brotha." I didn't know what that was supposed to mean so I just ignored him.

I sit down on some bench next to Snoop. He looks old and dirty and really drugged out. I try to go to sleep but. He puts his hand up my shorts and starts caressing my leg. I freeze in fear for a split second and then I bail.

I walk out the room and now I am in an airport. I think about trying to sleep in the public bathroom but sleeping on a toilet is just not my idea of fun. I hear music. Poe's Trigger Happy Jack is playing. ♫"You can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being."♫

I decide to just leave. I open up a locker. It looks like my locker from work. I pull all kinds of random shit out of it. Stuff that I don't even want. It would take to long to describe it all. I try to think about where I am going to go. I really have no idea.

Then the dream shifts. Instead of grabbing stuff out of my locker I am pulling electronics from an entertainment center. A man and a woman is telling their kid that are moving today. I hear someone protest how it was unfair to not even have warning.

Okay so if you have played minecraft then you have probably seen a terrain with little holes, stone, and water in the holes. F not then that's what they are.
Well anyways so I was in class and one of the kids came up to me. I was standing on the weird terrain thing I described earlier and she asked me if I wanted to see how she can walk without moving her feet. She can't run but she can walk like that. I said sure and she stared floating a foot off the ground and moving around like that! She got down and made me start floating around too!
I woke up soon after.

Hello,

The past few weeks I've been having some of the most bizarre dreams I've had.. I don't mean in the sense your body is made out of jelly but in the sense that there's many mixed signals and confusing points to the dreams.. Anyway, here's what I've been dreaming about for the past few weeks!

Last night -

Last night I had a dream that I was being told by a person who's face appeared to be hidden that I should get in contact with an old friend of mine. We used to talk all day every day until one day she just didn't answer my message (and I'm quite the shy person.. I don't like talking first nor will I send 2 messages one after another due to me believing if people want to talk to me they'll either answer my first message or talk to me first..)

I woke up after the previously mentioned dream and eventually fell back asleep.. I can't really remember much of the next dream I had.. Just that my father whom I haven't spoken to in 9 years (abusive father) was in it holding a glass of water and staring at me.. He wasn't saying anything, he was just staring at me. I started running but I tripped and as I tripped I seemed to lose all strength, I couldn't stand up or move at all.

Thursday night -

On Thursday I had a dream that I was running through the neighborhood I grew up in but had to move from due to my father, and as I came to the house I used to live in I noticed a snake and a pool of water on the drive way. The window to the house was smashed and the wall had been knocked down. As I turned I noticed that everything had changed (houses had been knocked down, new buildings etc..) and at that point I woke up.

Wednesday night -

I had a dream I was in my primary school but in third person, I could see myself as a child (maybe 4-5 years old) playing.. I kept on getting the feeling I was being followed/watched and the child version of me kept on turning around, looking right through me as if I (he?) knew someone was there but couldn't see anyone.

Tuesday night -

On Tuesday night I had a dream I was with one of my current friends and he was introducing me to people I didn't know.. I don't remember the surroundings, but I know I wasn't familiar with them. I was the outcast of the group, due to me not knowing anyone but one girl seemed to take a shine to me. We had a conversation but I either couldn't hear what was being said, or I can't remember.. After the conversation it eventually went more sexual. After the encounter, I looked back up at her face to see she was now faceless..

I've had plenty of dreams like the previously stated but they're all similar to those. I'm genuinely confused by what I'm dreaming of and would appreciate any guidance/opinions anyone can give.

Thanks for reading,

Adam.

Horse and Lava (8:45)

I sit down to play a game I haven't played in a while. I don't mean to play for very long, but when I finish the first level, I'm intrigued enough to play the next one, as well. I don't remember exactly how it goes, and it seems like it will have distinctly different game mechanics than the previous one.

It involves riding a horse around a 3D landscape. If you fall too far, your horse lands on all four feet and just stands there, but the screen fades to black and you start again from the place you fell. I guess they didn't want to make a horse death animation, in case it traumatized the little kids that play the game. Anyway, I manage to climb down a cliff into a red, rocky canyon crisscrossed by streams of lava. I don't think I was supposed to come down this way, but I complete the objective and then find my way out of the canyon by the way I was supposed to enter. Jumping over the streams of lava takes precise timing, and you can feel the heat of it at your back. I keep expecting some difficult enemies to appear, but they never do.

At the mouth of the canyon, three ghostly ancestral figures rise out of the sandy ground. They declare that since I have succeeded in my objective, they will allow me to do one final task to gain their assistance. We start to travel together across the sands, then the scene fades to black and reappears again at the beginning of the next level. My character laughs and tells his horse that he can't come, this time, because of the nature of the task. So it looks like I'll be doing this level on foot. Well, that's different enough that maybe I should try this level, too. I try out the controls for walking around on foot, because I'm not really used to them.

Unethical (8:45)

This game has a top-down view similar to Heroes III. I'm currently being told how the two nations I'm looking at have been unfairly put upon because of their small size. In fact, on the map, each "nation" has a grand total of two buildings. It's an example of that tendency in video games to compress the world. Right now, one of those buildings is being robbed of all its valuables, because the nation doesn't have enough guards to patrol it. My parents send me over to grab some of the loot.

The interior of the building is covered in rolls of coins. When you click on a coin, it disappears, revealing some of the floor underneath. One of the first structures I reveal is one of those ones that enhances your stats when you visit it. That makes me feel a bit better, since it seems I was intended to visit this place. I hear some of the high officials of this nation discussing the robbery. I'm not sure where they are, and I'm not sure why they're not coming in to find me if they know it's going on. I feel bad for them, though. I take my loot and go back home.

My family starts doing stuff with the loot, and suddenly I become utterly convinced that this was unethical. We didn't need this stuff. At the very least we could have left it for some other, needier people to steal. I try to explain this to my parents, but they don't agree. I try to take inventory of some of the loot to prove it to them. Most of what I took was coins, so probably 99.9% of the value of the loot came from that. But we also took a lot of food, so I try to sort it in order to get some kind of handle on how much excess value we took. It takes some time to get everything together. The whole time, I'm just feeling a sort of righteous anger at my family. I get through to them, a little bit, but I still need to gather up all of the candy we took. My family all start eating Starburst and--to my incredulity--dropping the wrappers on the driveway. Littering, on top of theft? I yell at them a bit and then start peeling the wrappers off of the ground (they're wet). There are way too many wrappers here for them all to have been dropped in the last few minutes. They must have made a habit of this over months.

Soon after, some cars pull up at the bottom of the driveway. Law enforcement, probably. I'm happy they're here, even if it means I might get in trouble for being involved.

Oops (8:45)

Birgitte walks onto a bus and announces herself. She has brownish skin. There's a big man standing on the bus with his arm around a girl with blackish skin. It is understood that this man is Gaidal Cain, so he must've mis-identified this other woman as the one he was destined to be with. Oops. He look sheepish. Stepping away from the other girl, he attempts a suave introduction of himself to Birgitte.

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