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So, I started off in my room, then I just so randomly became lucid. Odd. I guess I really am mastering the difference of waking and dreaming life. This is the fourth time this has happened. Anyway...so I went outside and wasted all my time testing new ways to summon things. What a waste. I awoke, knowing what a waste of lucidity that was. Ugh.

For the last 20 days, since seeing the film "Inception", I have been cataloging my dreams in my dream journal. And through this I've grown to be able to recall my dreams in pretty decent detail every night except for nights where I don't get much sleep. That, in itself, is pretty awesome. I've also been doing my reality checks throughout the day (whenever I remember, I'll go ahead and perform them). Now I'm ready to take the next step. Here is my plan to become a lucid dreamer:

1. Maintain a Dream Diary.
2. Randomly throughout the day perform reality checks. Truly questioning my surroundings.
3. At least four times a day take a moment to truly study my surroundings. Waking awareness and attention to detail, I think, should carry over to the dreaming world.
4. Write a big letter "A" with a question mark on my palm. Every time I see this, do an authentic reality check.
5. Before bed, meditate. I call it "finding my void". I'll focus, in my mind, on a tiny flame in a vast black emptiness. All I well think of is how it flickers.
6. When I'm done meditating repeat my mantra: "I AM dreaming." until I fall asleep. I'm hoping this will carry into my dream and, when it does, I will become lucid simply by stating (subconsciously) my mantra.

Outside of that I'm really just going to immerse myself in the idea of lucid dreaming (LaBerges book, the forum, movies..) and try to enjoy the journey. The harder the journey the better the arrival, I think.

I had this one around 10 years old. I'm riding my bus on a field trip, and I fall out the back. I stumble over to this house, where there is a woman, who welcomes me inside. I ask her if I can spend the night. She replies, "Yes, you can sleep upstairs, with the dead baby. I look at the baby sitting on the floor, and she bites her older sister's head off, and spits it out. The whole family starts to have blood leaking out of their mouths, and stare at me. Then I wake up.

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05.08.2010

Why is Gandalf in my Computer Chair? (DILD)

★★☆☆☆

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Originally Posted by Mzzkc

During a Lucid FA, Gandalf gives me plane tickets to the middle eastern desert town where I have to meet up with Samael and her friend (ansiel6sixtysix or something) again before my fight with the being that defeated Jackie Chan during a public, stadium hosted, dojo challenge just a couple of dreams ago; I barely make it into my court before another FA kicks in.

DF #1: I am attending Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, go to Potions class, get an A, and get kidnapped by someone with gray skin.
DF #2: I am in a getaway vehicle shooting a machine gun at a pursuing semi truck.
DF #3: I am in a dark, old house which I have had a really bad nightmare in, and I have the Poltergeist 2000 strapped to my back.

I look around, and see that I am somewhere that looks like a cross between a cross-country racetrack and a seaside college campus.I notice that the place is PACKED, and I remember that I wanted to meet my DG, so I yell for all DCs to go away and my DG to stay. I saw the Dcs go away, then a tall man who looks like Tim Omundson came up behind me and asks if I'm ready for the race. I scare easily, so I was startled into a dream fragment.

Dream Fragment: I'm in a yellow Hummer with a bunch of people who are my friends in the dream. We drive off a ramp and my "brother" gets electrocuted on a power line, which is over the ramp. I was screaming to my "friends", "You could've killed him! You could've killed him!" until I woke up.

Legend:
Non-Dream
Non-Lucid Dream

This was my dream from Wednesday and I had just gone to the Student Group for worship and a sermon from my youth pastor. Also, I am not gay.

The dream:

It started out with me walking down the street towards what I though was my high school. I got closer, but there was a very, very, very, very, very tall set of bleachers. Maybe 1000 seats high, not supported by anything except metal framing. I started climbing my way to the top, and I was instantly their. This Latino preacher was giving a sermon and I instantly knew that this was a church group thing and it was Wednesday night so, they were having church. I sat down trying to see down the bleachers, but I did not recognize anybody here, out of the maybe 100 people their. The preacher shot his hands into the air with glow sticks in his hands and started waving them back and forth. I thought to myself, "This thing is going to start rocking then collapse if everyone does that!" Sadly, everyone started doing that. I was thinking, "I've gotta get down from here." and started to walk down the steps. In my dream, I had a vision of the future of this moment, and I heard people saying, "Yeah, after everyone started walking down, there was only 18 people left, so they made them leave too..." then it jumped back to me still climbing down the stairs. I thought, "If everyone is going to leave, then the thing won't collapse, so I'll just stay." And I sat down at a seat about 30 rows from the top. I teleported (not lucid) to the second to top step, right in front of the Latino pastor guy, and he looked like the father of one of my friends.

That dream ended and jumped to me

I knew I had been jumping around like a super-hero for a little bit, but I decided to bust into this house. When I bust, in I landed on top of this guy, and he was not ugly, actually very cute, and I immediately tried to force my now erect penis into his mouth, but I think he bit it. I pulled back and tried to make-out with him, and it worked. We made out for what seemed like along time. I enjoyed it. But I'm not gay. When I was done with this boy (he was only 14, like me) I jumped back out into the night, now clothed, and jumped to my house, which was situated on a hill supported by stilts because most of it wasn't even on the hill. I had a vision and it was my parents and my in real-life neighbor's parents looking for me and him. I was thinking, "If I go in their, they'll get mad I was gone AND that I didn't stay with Jordan, but I never knew where he was, and if I stay out here, that just makes them worry."
This had to be because the other day I was watching a episode of Everybody Hates Chris, and it's the one where Chris' brother Drew is going to skip school to go get an autograph, but if Chris doesn't go, he'll get in trouble he didn't look after his brother, and if he does go, he'll get in trouble for skipping school.

Well, that's all of my dreams for that night.

Lots of kids playing with bubbles and one kid is being a bully. All the other kids start to blow bubbles in the bullies face.

I am asleep in my back garden and the UPS lady gets right in my face and says she has a delivery. I am a little annoyed about being woken up. She is my usual UPS person and I call her Janet although in real life I have no idea what her name is. The delivery is a pink armchair that I believe my sister ordered to use instead of a bed.

I am in my childhood family home. My sister tells me that she thinks she is pregnant and my mother says she also thinks she is pregnant. I tell them that this is good as the babies will be like twins.

I am in an apartment with some friends from many years ago. I have just broken up with my husband and am pretty devastated. I am in the living room of the apartment and am trying to find a place to live. I am feeling pretty depressed about the situation. I am with one other person in the living room and everybody else seems to be in the kitchen smoking a joint and oddly enough my father is in there with them.

08/05/10

I hardly remember anything from last night. The first time I fell asleep, I experienced a few hypnagogic hallucinations, one of which formed into an actual coherent scene. I was talking to a recurring DC, although I don't remember which one, and I remember agreeing to something that I probably shouldn't have.

I snapped out of the hallucination, but couldn't remember any details.

The only real dream I have a vague memory of was talking to Castiel, who seemed a bit stressed out. A few flashes of wandering around a sandy-coloured city.

Deals. Scare Factor: 3.

I am in a bathroom and I sense a heavy atmosphere of pinkness which is palpable and seems to be suspended like a blanket between the ceiling and floor.

I am at some kind of state fair. See a tall dark haired man and start talking to him. He is dressed in white pants and blue top.

I am dreaming that I should remember to recognize when I am dreaming and wake up in the garage of my childhood home.