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I seemed to be in a glasses house and the time was about 2:00 Am and my whole family was awake, and we were watching the military helicopters and troops in the distance Liberate other house, and they came for us, took us to the helicopter and we flew away. A small dream fragment, but I just wanted to write it down for the records.

The other day I was watching a documentary on the subject if humans were to leave this Earth, in a second, what would happen. I was very interested in this documentary because I have always been interested on what skills it would take to survive in the wild, just like Minecraft, where you have to find shelter and survive. The Documentary said that after a few days, electricity would die off, and that Water Damns would break and windmills would fall apart, leaving the Earth into another dark age. After said power is gone, Nuclear power plants would have melt downs due to the used fuel rods that are supposed to be cooled with water to keep the isotopes of the fuel rods from exploding. An example of this would be Japan and the Chernobyl Disaster. I was the only one left, and all I had were my Ak-47 and a dehydrated foods I had saved. I had to move away from highly populated areas, because the houses would soon fall and the Radiation would kill me if I didn't move to the north. After a few days of non stop traveling, and mapping my progress, I had escaped the radiation and could finally find somewhere to live. I found a field next to a river and water fall. Not only did this seem like a nice place to live, I would be able to progress with my Enlightenment I had always wanted to find while in the wilderness. I first started to make a make shift hoe to plow the place where I would have my garden and food. I found some rocks, sharpened them and chopped down some trees and made wooden planks to make my house. The making of my house was finished within a few days, and I had been eating all the dehydrated food I have stored, which game me strength to go on and make what I needed to make. It felt as though a month had passed and I had finally build my house next to the river that led to the water fall, and made a wooden wheel that rotated on currents to make electricity and heat. My plants started to grow, and I began to start my crop rotation. Later that night, I have noticed that Wolves had been fighting over each other, and I took the pelts from the deceased wolves and used them for blanks to sleep. A pack of wolves found where I lived, and began to try and break my door down. I made a latter earlier to get on the roof. I took my Ak-47 to the roof and started to kill the wolves left and right. The excitement woke me up.

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid
March 29, 2012:

I am in my childhood home, fully lucid. I float through the glass of a window.
Outside, it is a bright and clear day. Very vivid. I am floating in the air, over the back yard in the wooded area.
I say aloud "I know I'm being watched. I feel nervous about it. But I want help and guidance to become a better dreamer." (This was part of my goal.)

I am now near the swimming pool. It is full of large branches and logs, like a whole tree was cut up and thrown in the pool. There is a young boy in the water among the branches, playing. I yell at him "Shut up!" then I catch myself and say "No wait, I should help him." (also a goal).

I go closer to the kid and ask to help him. The boy is standing on a chair in the water. He tells me I can't have it. He doesn't seem to want or need help.

Normal Dream

Night 32

I hate these mornings where I wake up every 10-20 minutes, while having a different vague short dream every time, I can never remember any of them.

I. I only vaguely remember this one, I had this amulet around my neck, it was silver, and I remember saying to myself that this was an amulet of dreaming. Even though I was thinking about dreaming again, I still did not become lucid.

II. A short dream where I was in my house, I was walking to the laundry room where I looked out the window and seen a big party at my neighbors, that is all.

Me and some girl (which looked like my old friend Emily) were looking at apartments and I decided on possbily Foxwood again. I was excited to find the one we were looking at seemed almost in the same spot as the one I lived in previously. The office lady assured me it wasn't, although it might seem like it. We walked inside and I was immediately surprised at how remodeled this one was. It had like an upstairs bay window seat, as well as plenty of cabinet space.

Somehow it turned out to have more than just two bedrooms, so we decided to look around. Us (Emily and I?) and the office lady opened one of the doors and we went down this dark hallway. We opened a door to a room where a child was sleeping. Hearing us in the doorway, the child looked up and started screaming like she was possessed. We were like, "Okay, we're done in here."

As we were leaving the office lady mutters, "Somebody died in here." Officially creeped out, we turn to leave, and suddenly there's a cat sitting there. Apparently the little girl had turned into a cat somehow. And then I see that my cat, Shithead, is also there. The evil cat tries to attack us and we leave just in time. As I'm closing the apartment door, I realize my cat is still trapped in there, so I go back for him. I start attacking the evil cat, and then the one that's supposed to be my cat says, "Yeah, that's actually YOUR cat." So I'm like attacking my own cat. Horrified, I realize there's no way to beat this ghost and decide to never rent from Foxwood again.

I think I woke up sometime after this, and also I kind of remember Bruce Willis being in this dream, but I don't remember what the context was at all.

2007/2006


This was my first lucid dream or one of my first. I had no particular method to recall dreams when this one occurred, nor had I been attempting LDing. What I had been doing was meditating using Metamusic with Binural Beats. I believe I was in the early stages of meditating when this dream occurred.

I went to bed at night, as usual, and during sleep, dreamed that I was in a gray room, where there were three metal tables and three other women. The edges of this room could not be seen as they appeared too dark or too blurry. The lighting was very dim. I noticed that one woman was lying prostrate upon one of the metal tables to my right. Another woman, stood to my left, and she was preparing herself to lie down upon the table. The middle table was for me. To the right of all three tables stood a woman. I felt that she belonged here, whereas the two women near the tables and I did not belong in this world. The woman was waiting for me and I knew I had been here before. I also knew what was expected of me. This all felt very dream-like but yet I had some sense I was dreaming; however, I was not 'conscience'.

I walked towards this woman, turned my back to her, lifted my hair, and then she did something to my neck. I let my hair fall back down and walked to the middle table. Looking toward the first lady that had been standing when I entered this room, I noticed she was now lying down. I hopped up onto the table; which reminded me of a doctor's examination table or those metal food carts that you see on airplanes, but larger. It was rather warm considering it's appearance. I think this is where I began to wake up but yet I was still not in control - still not fully alert.

As I lay upon the table, I felt myself slip out and up from my body - like a shooting scarf, or bit of smoke. My point of view changed. I was above the tables. Below me, was this flattened, clothed figure lying upon the middle table. The figure looked like a squeezed, empty tube of toothpaste. Then, I looked at the face. It was me. I recognized it as me but became confused because I was hovering above this figure.

It was at this point that I became lucid - during the confusion. I looked at the body on the table and had a conscious thought: If that was me on the table, then what do I look like now? I purposefully brought my left hand up and waved it before my eyes. My hand was a translucent gold, filled with tiny bits of golden glitter that sparkled. I was in awe, and my mind just began reeling. I felt elated and so light. All my senses kicked in, and I was awake - in my dream. Over and over I thought, I'm so beautiful. Look how beautiful I am.

In the next moment, a voice gently chided me. It may have been my own, I am not certain. But it said, "Stop admiring yourself. You have work to do." And with that thought or that acknowledgement, I became determined. My entire being was filled with utter peace, lightness, and I had no sense of this world...not my husband, not my children, not any problem at all. I felt completely accepted and loved. I have tried to 'feel' that since and it is nearly impossible to do.

In my dream, I thought, I am here to help someone and the next instant I was moving. My body was like smoke or wind. I flew above these people that seemed to be working in an office. They were all at desks. Some of them were in chairs that rolled, and they rolled from their desks to filing cabinets while keeping the handsets of phones tucked between their shoulders and cheeks. It was all movement below me. But I knew I wasn't there for these people. I was to meet someone else.

I could feel wind over my form and seemed to move with a thought. I remember loving the freedom and the unbelievable lightness.

The woman I was to help stood at the bottom of a staircase. I floated up to her. She was elderly, terrified, and crying. I wondered why she was so frightened and tried to comfort her but soon realized that she couldn't see or hear me. It became a sort of puzzle - how was I supposed to help someone that had no idea I was there? I floated in front of and behind her and then settled on floating slightly behind her.

She took tentative steps toward the top of the staircase, which seemed like any concrete staircase with a black metal railing, in any typical office building. I understood that I was to get her to the top of the stairs - and calm her down. How was that to be done when I was like the wind? This all felt so real and so alive. Yet, the whole time I had this feeling of utter peace and love and had no recall of earth. If that makes ANY sense.

I began sending her - or perhaps thinking is a better word - love and comfort. I felt her fear and her trepidation, but it never changed my overall emotional status of utter peace. This woman, with white hair, slowly made her way to the top of the staircase. I felt her fear ease until she reached the last step. As I hovered near her, I too saw the top of the landing. It was a cloud-like environment and brightly lit. Off in the distance was a bridge. Yeah, corny, I know. I thought so in the dream too but yet, I knew she had to cross it. It was an arched bridge like one you might see at a Putt-Putt course. Beneath this bridge was nothing but I expected there to be a small stream. On the other side of the bridge, was a heavier fog. I could see nothing beyond the bridge. I knew I was not to travel over the bridge and knew that no matter how hard I might try, I would not be able to get on the bridge. Strangely, I had no desire to try.

The woman's fear rose when she took in her surroundings, and I was reminded that I was there for her. I needed to calm her and get her to cross the bridge. I thought, everything will be all right. Go on. And I kept thinking that. It was strange because - being conscious in a dream - in such a BIZARRE world but being able to take things in and feel and think is just WEIRD and WONDERFUL at the same time.

Anyways, I watched the woman shuffle her way to the bridge. As she stepped on the bridge, her fear vanished, and she was enveloped by the fog or clouds. The next thing I felt was being sucked backwards. It was like a trigger - her crossing the bridge. I was being sucked backwards, like liquid through a straw. Then, I opened my eyes. I was lying in bed. My husband was still asleep. And I felt awful! All the weight of the real world fell in on me. All my problems - the gravity of this world - the flaws I have and the complete love, acceptance, and warmth was gone.

I tried so many times to return to that world - to that dream - but have never been able to replicate that one. I had others, but never that one. It occurred more than five years ago now. I have had several DILDs since, but that was my introduction to becoming lucid while dreaming.

Some lucids!

I woke up in my bed, and felt lucid, like I had just had a DILD. So I sat up in bed, about to do an RC when I saw this giant gemstone ring in the bed that I knew didn't really exist. So I got up out of the bed to go have a fun LD. But the blanket stuck to me really bad, and I pulled the whole thing off the bed. Danny groaned, "What are you dooooing?" I was worried that maybe I was really getting up in real life too, because the dream felt so real. I just said "I'm getting up, go back to sleep." But he got up and followed me, and i was worried that Dream Danny was going to ruin my LD, when he suddenly shrunk down to midget size. All he did was walk me to the bedroom door, opened it for me, then went back to bed. Yay! So I went to the kitchen, and things started to get a little blurry, so I looked at my reflection in the glass microwave door. This time, I was a guy with big green bug eyes. I looked 3 times, and each time it changed, but I was always a guy with bug eyes. The last time I looked really close and as always, I got those sparkly, gel-like green irises, with the tiniest black dot for pupils. I decided to go out and have some fun, when my left eye gave out again. I looked at my hands and it helped a bit, but whenever I winked my right eye, I was nearly blind. So I yelled MORE LIGHT which helped a little more. Then I looked at the door and said "Ok, when i open that door, it's going to be bright outside, and I'm going to be able to see clearly, and some cool stuff will happen!" I opened the door and looked outside:

The entire block was flooded! The sidewalks were about an inch underwater, and all the driveways and streets were an ocean, rolling with waves. I started splashing my feet on the sidewalk, and singing and having a jolly old time. The water felt so real, and cool on my feet. I remarked on some pretty flowers (marigolds and dianthus). I got to the curb and looked at the impossibly deep water that made up the oceans. It wasn't clear, rather murky and blueish-green. I had an urge to jump in, but I was too scared. Even in a lucid dream, I can get pretty frightened by what I might find in deep, murky water. So I turned toward the house. Now the yard was flooded too, but I could see through it a little bit. Then Bella, my chihuahua, came out the front door, wanting to play in the water. When she did that, I could see a couple HUGE fish in the water in the yard, heading toward Bella as if she were a snack. I yelled "Go back inside Bella!" and one of the fish turned and looked at me with a pissed off expression. It was about 5 feet long with an orange body and the head of a tiger. An angry tiger. See this is PRECISELY why I don't go into the water.

I woke up in my bed, and went right back to sleep and was immediately lucid. I was laying on my stomach and I immediately felt the Demon get on my back. No drama this time, he just got on top of me, held my arms down, stuck it in, and went to town. I got off in about 4 seconds. Then he vanished. Thatta boy I turned over to lie down on my back. I was still kinda horny and I felt down there and I had a big boner. So I decided to play with it. It was all big and red. I remembered something Danny had told me just yesterday about how when he jerks off, if he wants it to feel like a virgin, he keeps his hand dry and squeezes harder. But when he wants to feel like he's with a whore, he gets his hands wet and loosens his grip. So I licked my hand and started stroking it. It DID feel different. After a while I reached down and felt my balls. Never did that before, but this time I just wanted to feel them. They were small in proportion to my dick, but hey, they're MY balls. And a little hairy. I just love the details. After a while I got a little bored so I found a chick and started banging her. It was a bit cumbersome and I was getting tired so I let myself wake up.

Remembered a relatively decent chunk of dream after a few nights of rubbish. I have a feeling these two parts are connected, as the story fits, though I remembered the second part before the first.

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9/4/12

I arrive at a uni accommodation similar to a friend's in Bristol that I stayed in recently, as if it was my own. I walk past a kitchen window where I can hear a large group of people and music. I pick out a certain girl's voice [or should I say, her insanely thick Scouse accent] and wonder if her fit friend is with her.

Without bothering to check, I go across the garden to 'my' room to pack, to go home for the holidays [which I'm on now]. I do something with the iPod speakers on the windowsill, looking out the window to the party kitchen as I do so. I catch the gaze of a girl amongst the other people, and she suddenly appears next to me, as if by magic. We talk for a few minutes, while I try and make out if I think she's hot or not.

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My mum tells me over the phone that I have a train to catch soon, so I should get a move on. Me and a friend of mine decide instead to get a bus instead to Bournemouth [a place not even remotely close to where either of us live]. We take ages searching for the bus depot, however, so decide to ring the helpline. We get through to a strange man who's screaming along to a metal track in the background, stopping a few times briefly to give us help. We find out the next bus isn't til 7pm, which is not acceptable.

I decide to get the train after all, but realise I've left my tickets at home (home-home, not uni-home)! I see a DC that lives near my house and approach him to ask for some sort of lift home, but he cycles away before I can get close.

I dont remember much of this dream. Firstly i remember being at a mall and there was a big party going on. I met up with a stoner friend of mine and then went to a random store that sort of reminded me of a gift shop. I bought a tye dye hat. I remember wearing camo pants a tye dye shirt and a tye dye hat. I called my outfit tacky and thats right before i woke up.

Lucid Non-Lucid Other

1) I was at school and I had to do something there that required me to stay late. When I got out I couldn't remember how to get out of my school considering it was a lot bigger than usual. I walked around and saw a door going outside but it was on the backside of the school and I saw stairs inside the school. Rather than going outside and walking around the school, I went up the stairs to find another way out. I opened the door to a huge room with all kinds of dirt ramps and rails. The room was so high up I could barely see to the very bottom. I wonder how I did not become lucid because my school does not consist of this abnormal place. There was a young kid there who was jumping the DIRT ramps on a skateboard. He was rather good but he was falling a lot. He kept on trying to grind this rail that was about 200 ft below us and would always fall off. He never got hurt and just kept going. A few times i tried the ramps i nearly almost fell to my death. After awhile I found my way out and walked outside to where my mom picks me up from school. There were a few friends out there but the weird part was that I had friends there from other schools. I never questioned why they were there and never became lucid.

2) I was in a room at my school with my friend but I never saw his face. We were trying to lucid dream by putting our elbows in mayonnaise and letting it harden. This isn't a way to lucid dream (obviously) and we were doing it standing up. This girl from my school walked in and she was looking hotter than ever. She asked us what we were doing and I told her and she laughed. She didn't think it was weird she was just laughing at something else.

Dream Type: Non-Lucid, Memorable.
Dream Mood: Depressing, Scary, Confusing.
Dream Setting: My mother's home, My high school.
Dream Characters: My mom, A bunch of my friends and classmates.

I do not remember much of what happened before the main portion of the dream, but as the first part, I had come back to my Mom's house, finding it made of all Minecraft blocks, well, poorly made by my mother, that is. She was complaining and mournfully telling me about how we didn't have enough to afford good housing and that my step-dad would have to work for the rest of his life to have a comfortable life (Which is strange because he's already retired). Still, there was one room in particular that was strange. The roofs were made of either blue blocks, black blocks or water blocks, which felt like rain as I stood under it. There was a loud noise when I stood under the room, and so I decided to redecorate the whole house with wood blocks and whatnot. It turns out that noise in the one room was actually a helicopter that was flying left and right over our house because there was a bear next door to us.

The next part of the dream started when I was eating with some friends at my high school on the football field. Somewhere before hand, we have heard that some other place had gotten a bomb of some sort, and not long later in the distance, we could see a large explosion that seemed like an Atomic Bomb, rubble and dirt flying from behind the building. It did nothing to us, per se, though even in the dream I wondered if it would hurt us. We were told to evacuate the school, and so I did. Strangely, I could only walk really, really slowly, though I got to the front of the school, where I encountered a plethora of orange cars there. They told us to get into any of the cars and to drive home. I saw an empty car that was free for the taking. I thought that I should get in and go, but I was scared for some reason.

My recall is still really murky. I can remember the general gist of a dream, but not the events in any real detail. I can remember more than a couple dreams today, so that's an improvement. I'm really not sure why my recall has gone from remembering 4-7 dreams a night very well to barely remembering just a couple fragments if any at all. The only difference has been my kids getting sick, and now they're on the ups. :/ Hopefully with another week of good sleep it'll come back to me. If anyone has any suggestions I'm happy to hear them

Dream One: I'm in what I can only describe as an apocalyptic marketplace. It's underground, in like a HUGE open cave with supports and columns holding it up. The walls are concrete, but chipped and old looking. People have small wooden stalls and rugs laid out that they are trying to sell merchandise on. I recall seeing a minivan that someone was trying to sell off (I think as a home or shelter b/c it didn't run or anything) My mom has a stall in this dream, she's trying to sell her artwork, but no one has the money for pleasures, they barely have enough money for food! So no one's buying any of her stuff and she's taking it as, "No one likes my stuff!" We try to reassure her, but she's just depressed and not listening. I give up and walk away and wake up.

Dream Two (Fragment): All I can remember is a group of men in chainmaille armor carrying swords. They were looking at me, and coming my wa, but I didn't feel threatened, just in awe.

Dream Three: We are going to the park, my husband and my two kids and I. Only, we're walking there, through the big city that's actually two hours away! We see a hotel, and I mention that Ichibancon (an anime convention) is in that hotel, and my husband says that it's going on right now, so we should swing in and check it out. We walk in, but the halls are empty save for some fliers and papers scattered about. Then as we're leaving we walk through a room with a bunch of people sitting around a table in Cosplay. I realize they're asking people who attended the con how they could improve and to make suggestions. My daughter stops and grabs a pencil and some paper and starts drawing a really cute character. I'm impressed because she's 2 but just drew something that looks a lot like Kon from Bleach. Then I realize she's writing on a paper that has someone's name, Jeanette, on it. I Quickly rush her out before this Jeanette can realize my kid drew all over her paper. I wake up.

Dream Four: I'm in a bathroom stall, and I've just finished using it. I realize I'm in a dress, and I hear voices outside the stall. My husband is talking to a man at the sink in the women's bathroom?! The man is acting like a father type figure, fussing over my husbands clothes and how they look nice, but why do his dress clothes have holes in them? I tell the man I tried to get my husband to dig his dress clothes out days ago, and he refused to do it. Then, When he finally got them out of the closet to check them out this morning, he discovered that moths had eaten them! It was too late by them to buy new clothes, so he was stuck with holey clothes. I run the boys out of the bathroom, and wash my hands. There's a girl who walks in, and for some reason I ask her if her boobs jiggle when she wiggles. I leave the bathroom, and we get on a bus. The bus ride is short, and the man is talking about my mom. I get the impression that he is my mom's boyfriend or something. I tell my husband about talking to the woman in the bathroom and how I asked her if she jiggles when she wiggles, and he laughs and says, "yeah!" like he's impressed. When the bus stops, we go into a big room with lots of desks. There's a lady at the front of the room, she's calling out names and handing us stuff we supposedly ordered. She hands me a big pack of like 50 pencils, all with Easter and spring designs on them. I really like one pattern that's green with white daisys. I wake up right after thinking that.

Dream ??? (fragment)- I'm on some sort of old medieval boat dock or something made of stone. There are wooden crates stacked up, and I'm with someone else, I think a male, but I can't be sure as I just remembered this little bit when I was typing the rest of my dreams. I think someone was trying to catch us. I can remember standing on top of the crates, hoping to see the group to know if we'd lost them.

I had the tetris effect occur with some guitars. I found one that I felt was perfect.

We released these balloons.

There was a sense of betrayal I think.

My uncle gave me the last of his tomato soup.

I haven't been sleeping too well lately, so I haven't been waking up feeling rested.

04.10.2012

Orange Towel, Rain and Puddles, DV newcomer (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Orange Towel

I believe I'm going back to my apartment or something, seeing as I'm heading towards the clock tower with my bicycle. The bicycle I'm riding is completely different from the one in waking life.

It's black, and it has this weird support on the back of the seat that allows you to hang things behind it, and I think there was a black metal mesh kind of looking basket in the front to put stuff in. I was busy being conscious of an orange towel (it was either yellow or orange).

The reason why I was worried about it was because I didn't want it to fall down while I'm taking a turn to the right from an intersection, and because I put it at the back of the bicycle that had the part to hang things, so looking back once in a while was inevitable.

I decided I should just hold part of the towel with my right hand, and continue riding a long.

I think while I was waiting for the green light for our side to turn out, there's this mini-scene of some program showing on the screen, and it basically helps with password security. The person speaking said that you have to type as many words as possible, while trying to remember the actual password.

(For example, if your password was "LuLu," you would type something like "fsajgsdkjLsarjskfjdgksdgUfajdkfjaksfjaLsfadjsgksj kgsadfaskjfajsfkU" to trick whatever program that could be a keylogger or whatever.

I'm just capitalizing the letters for the example, you wouldn't want to do that in reality, since it would be pointless )

There's also another dream shift as a shuttle bus passes, something about some dude who is insanely buff and muscular, and doesn't even look like he has a normal body anymore showing off on a webcam.

Not to sure why I had that part showing, but anyway, it lasts for a few seconds before I'm back to riding my weird but useful bicycle.

Dream 2: Rain and Puddles

I'm riding my bicycle in the rain, and I'm in this weird area that looks like an outdoors mall or something, combined with school elements. I say that because everything seems to be packed in together, to serve as a way of being efficient and conserving of the space given.

I try to avoid these puddles on the light brown concrete road, but seeing as how I'm not feeling the water splashing on my skin, I forget about trying to avoid them in the first place.

Then I go into a random class, and it's fairly dark, with a project screen being the only source of light emitting. I believe this is a dream shift from me riding the bicycle in the rain and puddles.

There's one girl sitting in front of me, and one guy sitting behind me. The guy behind me is being annoying, rambling about some random crap, or just making random noises while a professor is trying to declare some things to the class.

I have a feeling the guy is someone I had in a lab my first semester as a freshmen in college, let's call him "S."

S goes on rambling again, and I decided to use my hand and cover his mouth without actually turning back to see him and make him shut up already!

Then I let go after he's quiet, and he's STILL rambling on! I mean, it's okay to talk and all, but if it's during the time a professor is speaking, just be quiet until she's done!!!

I found that the professor was pausing between her train of thought of what she wanted to declare to the class, and that was partially my fault, since I think I told S to just be quiet, but the professor wasn't annoyed by me.

I think she was pausing in her speech because in a weird way, I expected her to stop when I was trying to tell S to be quiet.

Then the girl sitting in front of me turns around, and guess what? She's a blonde who probably bleached her hair. I think I have some phone on my desk, probably an iPhone (which I don't in waking life).

She's asking me a question about something, and since I was still in the process of turning back to normal after trying to get S to just shut up already, it takes a while for me to respond to her.

Then I had a "lolwut?" moment and asked her,

"Huh?"

She responds, but I forget what she says.

Dream 3: DV Newcomer

A newcomer on Dreamviews comes in, and they're wondering why they met Nina and Tara in their dreams.

The user was having a problem understanding how they met them......................

I can't remember anything else.

I woke up at 4:30 stayed up for about 40 minutes browsing the forums on the site then perform a WILD. I find myself in a house that i dont recognize but my entire family is in it so i approached my dad and said "We are in a dream right now." He then tells me that we couldn't possibly be in a dream because we just woke up, which made seance to me so i walk into the living room and do the reality check where i plug my nose and noticed that i could still breathe so this must be a dream. I then leave the house and on the street is a group of skaters. I walk up to one of them and tell them were in a dream. He tells me he knows and that he has been here for 30 years. I try to manifest a skateboard but cant manage it. So i walk into a building and try using magic to blow a hole through it but am unable to do that as well. I do however have complete control over flying and am able to fly where i pleased.