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I'm in a shady street with my dad and another man. Dad is complaining about a car he has, i turn around and see a red car that looks like an old Honda Crx, and some shady looking five guys trying to fit in it while yelling to each other, i turn to my father with "wtf eyes" and he tells me "they will take the car to a shop to get it fixed". I just think what a stupid idea...

I wake up in a wonderful tree house with lots of windows around. My friend from highschool pastes a note to one of my windows, i'm trying to make him see me but he doesn't. I take the note and look at it, it says something about school and money. I decide to follow him but i lose him on the way so i decide to go to the school, thinking he can be there. The school looks like a mall.

I'm in a very crowded class and i see people from all types, teens, old people, casual looking, formal looking... I talk to some people very briefly, then an old man invites me over and i talk to him about some stuff i don't remember but he had this mobster vibe. Teacher comes and lesson starts. I sit at the very back but i can't fit as the class is too crowded. I change where i sit two times, and now i'm sitting one back from frontmost at the right with a guy from my age. I tell him i'm not comfortable with my jeans and want to change into sweatpants and want him to not change his position for cover. He says ok so i take of my jeans and the guy just gets up and leaves. I don't care about it too much and as i put on my sweatpants i see another of my highschool friend. She waves and i wave back.

We're at a break and another mobster looking old man with gray suit calls me over. I go near him and his three friends, he tells me he's gonna kill the other old guy. I say it is fine by me and i don't care. Class starts and a guy is doing some presentation. Suddenly Tokio Hotel - Monsoon starts to play (?) and the girl i know from highschool starts to sing it by looking at me while trying not to laugh, i accompany her and people start to laugh, we can't continue either and laugh too.

I really needed to pee at this point so i excuse myself and try to find the restrooms, After looking for a long time, i find them but the restroom has a gate and the lady says it's closed because the school is about to close. Well thats what happens when a school looks like a mall i say to myself and get out of there.

I'm walking towards a coastline and my plan is get something to eat and use the restroom there. There are lots of giant caterpillar corpses on the ground, crushed by cars or something. Then i see lots of cameras and Katy Perry looking like a mess. The five shady looking guys that my dad gave the car? They are there too and they are making fun of her.

Now i'm watching these on the TV. As the background music they choose Call Me Maybe by Carly Rae Jepsen for a reason (Altough in the dream i was sure it was Katy Perry's song). Katy Perry was in her yacht and it started leaking. She had to get on the shore by a floatable boat. I wasn't interested in the details so i changed the channel, there was a documentary about these three birds. One of them is a gray mockingbird, the other two are yellow wood warblers. One of the yellow bird was always climbing on top of the gray bird and it was adorable

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

I'm in a big room without ends. I am there with William, Rolf, Simon and some other people I can't recall. The floor is bouncy and we have a competition who can make the best flips. There is a pit we compete in and some kind of electronic device who is judging our flips. I am really good and get 0.27 better score than William. Rolf is almost out of his mind talking out loud how someone can be as good as I am. Later on the floor is not as bouncy.

I walk into my brother's room and it's chaos. His mattress is laying sideways, leaning on the the bed up against the roof. I lay on the bed and realize it's a dream. I walk up to the dinner room and do my RC but I'm not sure if it's a dream so I have to do it three times to be sure. I walk outside and as I do the dream fades. I stabilize the dream by rubbing my hands together and against my face. It works. I walk to the sheds and notice that one of them is open. I look in and see a small TV-screen that plays a childrens' movie about birds. It's one of those we had attached to the car when I was small so we could watch on movies on long trips. When I look towards the other side I see a really big, orange field mouse. It's bigger than my hand, but it's not afraid, only curious of me. I suddenly wonder what I should do in the dream and remember my dreaming goals. I try to remember how the dream started but it's really hard. I think it started with me walking into my little brother's room. I don't have any will to fly or anything so I just sit on the ground to meditate. As I sit down the dream fades and I feel my real body little by little. I have never exited a dream to the real life that smoothly.

I wake up in my room and do my RC. Yes! It's a dream. I go to the window and open it. But as I open the window I suddenly fall to the left side and then to right side. My balance is letting me down. I manage to climb the window. I'm not sure it's a dream anymore and think to myself that I am going to die if I jump out of the window in real life. I do my RC and am now sure that it's a dream. I fly out of the window and decide that I will practice my flying this time. I fly to the left but instead of flying forward I fly up. I can't control my flying. There is another person flying and she is really old. I inspect her and suddenly she flies backwards. I can't control my flying and I also fly backwards, then forward, then backwards etc. It's smooth and I realize I fall like a leaf from a tree. From side to side. The old lady did the same. When we land on the ground I speak with the old woman, asking her if she wants to hang out. She denies. A girl in my age comes and I ask her if she wants to hang out. She says yes, but as she does, the old woman interrupts and says that she wants to hang out with me. I know that she did so because she is jealous of the young woman. I say okey and we walk the city. I get lost in the dreaming story and lose my lucidity As I and the old woman walk there is another old woman. We say hi and ask if she wants to join us. There are now two old women walking next to me. As we walk over the first pedestrian crossing to Hemmakväll from our house there is another old woman that joins us. The dream suddenly dissapears My dreams usually fade away and I can't recall a single time a dream has ended that abruptly.

I don't know where the next dream started but I know I was lucid and remembered to test out the teleportation through mirror skill.

I'm outside my house and I try to summon a mirror. It comes up in an instant and I see my room through the mirror. I jump into the mirror, afraid that I won't come through if I don't use force. It succeeded! I teleportated into my room! I am really happy. I don't remember how the dream ended.

Possible recurring elements: Freerunning, cousins, my brother and chaos, TV-screens, vermins.

Notes: I sometimes do flips and I had weekly freerunning practice before. The floor in the first dream almost was like the floor in the practice hall but thinner and didn't sound when you jumped on it. I don't want my dreams to boost my ego by putting DCs who say I am incredible. I feel a little bit stupid and almost like it is I who wants to be acknowledged and that it is why the dream did that. Me and my mom talked about acknowleding other people yesterday. Maybe that is the explanation to the dream, and that freerunning is my most safty bet how to get acknowledged. Wow, I would have never got that insight if I didn't write like this. I now realized that freerunning is the easiest way to get people to say "wow" and get people to notice me. My brother's life is in chaos and I think that his badly cleaned room was a sign of that. I will try to help him fix his life more activly now. I should always start my lucidity with trying to sense if the dream needs stabilization. By doing so I can have longer and more realistic dreams. The field mouse was there because we have recently got rats in our house. Now when I think about it the field mouse standed right next to one of the rat traps on our site. But the rat trap was not in the dream. I wonder why I didn't want to fly in the first lucid dream. I always love to fly in my dreams. I think I dreamt about the old ladies because yesterday Monica and Klaus were here. They talked with me and my parents about old people.

ОС 6 Эксперимент с одеждой и зеркалом (9 октября 2011)

Я находился на кухне, одевался, куда-то опаздывал. Став одеваться понял, что я во сне. Думаю, взгляну на одежду. На мне чёрная футболка с изображением Микки Мауса (справа его лицо) и каких-то ниндзей в чёрных костюмах и с мечами (в районе живота). Кроме футболки одеты мои коричневые шорты. Далее вместо того чтобы одеваться решил наоборот снять одежду. Футболку снял нормально, зато, когда снял шорты, появились другие серые, которые наяву есть. Пришлось их тоже снимать. Без одежды я развернулся, чтобы посмотреть в зеркало, которое находится в коридоре. Зеркало приобрело мои размеры, чтобы я смог разглядеть себя полностью. Сначала я выглядел нормально, но потом появилось обвисшее пузо со складками. Я дотронулся до себя - точно пузо. Решил заново одеться. Стал подбирать одежду с пола, при этом, изменяя её на реальную, которая мне больше нравится и скатился в неосознанный сон.

Выводы:
1. Одежда отличалась от реальной. Её было невозможно снять, тут же появлялась другая одежда. В конце сна сам изменял облик одежды на нужный мне.
2. Зеркало. Во первых приобрело мои размеры. Во вторых изменилось отражение - изменился и я.

6 LD Experiment with clothes and a mirror (October 9, 2011).
I was in the kitchen, getting dressed, somewhere late. Becoming a dress realized that I was in a dream. I think I'll take a look at the clothes. I am wearing a black T-shirt with the image of Mickey Mouse (his face on the right) and some kind of ninja in black suits and with swords (in the abdomen). In addition to t-shirts, my brown shorts are dressed.
Further, instead of dressing, I decided on the contrary to take off my clothes. I took off my t-shirt normally, but when I took off my shorts, other gray ones appeared, which are in reality. I had to shoot them too. Without clothes, I turned to look in the mirror, which is located in the corridor. The mirror has become my size so that I can see myself completely. At first I looked fine, but then came a sagging belly with pleats. I touched myself - like a belly. I decided to get dressed again. I began to pick up clothes from the floor, at the same time changing it to real, which I like more and rolled into an unconscious dream.

Findings:
1. Clothing was different from real. It was impossible to take it off, immediately other clothes appeared. At the end of the dream, I myself changed the appearance of the clothes to the one I needed.
2. The mirror. First acquired my size. Secondly, the reflection has changed - I have changed.

Hello there, here's a few of the things I remember from my dreams last night, taken straight out of my physical dream journal. Still learning how to make things look nice, but here it is

• I'm in a home that seems to be made up of two houses. All of my family and many of my friends are here. It's a pretty good time. Then I learn that a friend from college is getting married and I feel some type of way about it for a bit before getting back to the gathering. Later, we have to looking for the fiance, since he isn't at the party anymore for some reason.
  
  That plotline takes a backseat once I see my cat jump from the second floor of one of the buildings into my arms. After I scold her a bit, I put her down and start talking to my cousin about some pretty good cake. It looks pretty moist and while it does taste good, I'm not really feeling like eating it now, so it turns into a sort of game of hot potato between my uncle, my cousin and myself.
  
• I take more allergy pills than I need and I gotta figure out what I'm gonna do with the allergy pill that's currently in my mouth while hiding all this from my mom as I am talking to her
  
• I'm trying to put in eye drops. for some reason, they've taken on this almost gelatinous look to them and the only way to get them is to unsqueeze the bottle.