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Been busy with easter this weekend, didnt gave much time for dream journaling. Though i did write some down.

Friday: I was a Dukes son. (My dad as the Duke, mom as the Duchess and brother as well, my brother.) We were hosting a massive tournament for the empires newly throned Queen, whoose knights would also be competing. We took turns introducing ourselves, my brother ever the player, gave golden roses to all the fair ladies that came to watch the tounament, i simply gave a speech of introductions with politeness and a bow. My Dad the same, but my mother went a step beyond and had flowers bloom around the entire arena as the tourney began.

Saturday and sunday i did have dreams, but I didnt journal them down soon enough.

Monday, Today: I was put in my parents house, a place im way too familiar with, and even in the dream it looks all too real. But I wanted to see the lab, in the backyard. So i went to the entrance. (A little popout capsule, like those nuclear safety capsules from fallout.) And pressed the elevator button for "1st floor".
It wasn't that much of a lab as much as it was a spa resort and bar and everything else included.
There were masses of people underneath, maybe some i've met, others i've not. But I went there and didnt find much specialty there apart from it being pretty neat.
I did however have to DILD a lot throughout my journey down there as i was constantly loosing focus.

Nothing really of note other than good easter food and drinks. Hope you all had a happy easter too!

Dream 1 (non lucid)
Then suddenly I'm in my home country's small town I grew up, in front of our block where there's a playground and some benches. Only it's hugely busy and popular. There are sandpits and swings. One of my old friends wants to go on the swings but I think they're broken. A bunch of turkeys charge at us, and some doves and pigeons walk past.

Then we go behind the area and enter the playground in front of the next building. This time it's not as fun - it looks like an art installation but a really creepy one with cubes that look like pigeon heads. It turns out one of my friends has put my phone on selective silent or something, and I'm mad at her about it.

Suddenly the dream decides I'm pregnant with triplets (wtf) and ready to give birth NOW. They're all girls. I somehow know the dream won't end until I get to the beach where I plan to give birth. We walk past all the playgrounds and my home town and get to "Salvo". I get in the ocean and swim. Suddenly I'm next to a car and I've dropped my credit cards. Then I'm in the ocean again and I hate being pregnant I just want it to end. I tell my "husband" that they'll probably start swearing immediately bc all he does is swear. He says no he fucking doesn't.

Then it turns creepy and there's some sea monster in there. I sense the dream is ending so I huge my husband and say bye to everyone.

Dream 2 (lucid)
I find myself in a school hallways which is a common dream location for me so I become lucid. There's a red headed woman in front of me and a man. I do a reality check which fails but I know I'm in a dream anyway so I don't care. One of my goals is to reach the void so I fall backwards and affirm I'm going there.

I enter blackness. It feel much more like the void than any of the other times I've tried. However I can still somewhat feel my body so it isn't the void. I stay there for a bit as it's quite relaxing.

Dream 3 (non-lucid)
I'm setting up a TV but some kid steals my house keys and returns them shortly after, then tries to take my TV but returns it before even leaving the room, with some extra tech added to it. I'm in early high school in this dream. My dream husband pops up again and I tell him I don't want kids and never will, and he says that's okay I just want you.

Dream fragments:
- Sitting in my grandma's living room and my mum is next to me wearing a cyan jumper. She's in a bad mood. One of my old managers is there.
- I'm telling my friend about my LD and how I'm watching an LD movie.
- Cooking food IN my fridge and defrosting it at the same time.

another WILD, always in the same place. I go to the living room again, always to stabilize. I take the same position as in the other dream, that sort of meditative pose with my fingers in a circle. This time it worked a little better, but let's say I hadn't concentrated very much, and I spend the rest of the lucid dream doing whatever came to mind at the moment. Hopping happily I go towards the kitchen, always to control fire. Arriving in front of the stove, I think I could use the lighter that was in the drawer to help me. But I don't. I go out onto the balcony, jump and stand on the railing. I happily start hopping on it, with one foot; the other leg was bent and not touching. I looked like a kangaroo: little effort but crazy jumps so much that I was floating a little. I realize I'm on a railing. I get off it and hear "Ale", the abbreviation of my name. It seemed to come from inside the house. If I'm not mistaken, I say "Yes?", as if to answer the phone. The voice comes back, as if it were speaking directly into my ear. It asks me "How are you?". I finally recognize whose voice it is: Giada, a classmate and friend. I wanted to answer "good", but I hold back. I was convinced that the voice was my subconscious. "Im talking with my subconscious", i start to think. But also... why was its voice Giada's?
While I'm thinking, my vision goes dark. I think about doing DEILD, but I stay in limbo a bit too long and everything fades away

with a WILD I get out of bed and go towards the living room. I was in my grandparents' house. Getting out of bed, however, I was afraid that everything was unstable. For a moment there was some instability, like loss of balance: I was still in the bedroom, in front of the wardrobe, when I was about to fall. But I remember that I was in my dream, so I was the one deciding. I stabilize myself and go towards the living room. I put myself right in the middle, between the sofa and the black table. I intended to do some grounding, to make the dream clearer and enter the present moment so that I could enjoy the lucid dream at its best. But I was impatient, I wanted to go and do things right away. I check my right hand, which was strangely quite far away. Also, my fingers were not still: the ring finger was strangely close to the pinky, the middle and ring fingers were behaving strangely towards each other, the rest were normal. This made it more difficult for me to increase the details, but nothing serious. I notice all these things I just listed, while I was looking at the features of the hand. By doing this, even the peripheral vision is affected and strengthened: the surrounding environment becomes clearer. I look away from the hand after a little more than 10 seconds because I was in a hurry (even if I should have stayed a little longer). I look around a bit and I see how real everything was: my father with my cousin who was talking near the drums, the windows, some sounds… Here I immediately thought of going towards the kitchen and then to the balcony to control fire. I took a few steps but then I thought again: I had to do a good grounding, I always told myself that. So I go back and for some reason I get into a "standing" meditative position: back straight, thumb and index finger touching forming a circle, eyes half-closed. In this position… I wasn't doing anything in particular, I wasn't concentrating on anything. So it wasn't very useful. The goal was to concentrate on the present moment. I move away from that position and see that, in the other part of the room, a sort of YouTube video was being filmed: under the chandelier there were a few people standing and making strange movements. In front of the doors, sitting, there was a group of YouTubers I knew: three guys and a girl, all of them about 30 years old. They had their legs crossed.
I talk to them a little, in particular with the two guys on the left and just a few words with the girl on the right. Then the view goes dark.

15.04
Dream #1
Place: Tanker vessel, position unknown
Time: Daytime
During voyage I saw small craft far away. It looked like abandoned and damaged but when we come closer I recognised that the vessel is from our company. Captain ordered to moor along the vessel and when we were mooring I saw someones inside. They were pilot and two seamans. They come onboard and disapeared from my sight. I was too busy with my work to think where they went .

Dream #2
Place: Szczecin, Poland
Time: Nightime
I was leaving a block of flats . Probably I was arguing with someone, I don’t remember. While leaving I took piece of small sausage and it was one of the delicious food I ever eat in any of my dreams. Taste of the sausage was very vivid and texture was like chorizo. I wished to come back to home but I wasn’t in hurry so I decided to do small trip around. My dream ended when I meet two chavs guys. I just woke up.

16.04
DF #1
Place: Aproach to uknown port
Time: Daytime
I remembered only that I saw seaman painting hull of other vessel with red paint. For some reason he was walking on water and that fact surprised me.

19.04
DF #1
Place: Unknown vessel, unknown position
Time: Daytime
I remembered only that I was on some kind of vessel. There was hidden passage somehere on board.

DF #2
Place: Unknown
Time: Unknown
I was playing chess but chessboard was deformed. My enemy had advantage on me but I had good tactic to win with him.


20.04
Dream #1
Place: Unknown bus stop somewhere in Finland
Time: From evening to early morning. Late autumn or early winter
I was waiting for bus but my dream didm't specified direction of my trip. I knew that I will wait for the bus entire night so I decided go to sleep. Because winter was coming I had to take care about something warm. I prepered sleepieng bag and some kind of “heating potion” IIRC. When the bus come early morning I entered inside. I was freezing (but I didn’t feel that). A old lady started talk to me that somebody stole car radiator fluid. It was me when I drank “heating potion” before sleep, so I quickly hide empty platic bottle and walk away from the woman


Not very much but still something

4/21/25

Dream 1: Gift Shopping (1 point)


In a library/bookstore. I’m looking for gifts, possibly for my Mom and my brother. There are several floors to the library, set up like the library at my alma mater, and the floor that I am on has some books for sale. I’m also wanting to cook something – maybe make some coffee. So, I’m hoping to find a cookbook to help me. But also I’m looking for gifts. There are some interesting looking books, at least one having to do with botany I think. I go to another floor, where there are tables set up. This looks more like a study area, even though there are books lined up on shelves around the walls. I go back to the elevator (I think I was in an elevator) and maybe check out one or two more floors.

Possibly this leads into the next dream scene, in which I’m looking at electronics. There are some things having to do with an R2D2 replica, that plays music or something. You can buy the replica itself, or various cartridge-like items that attach to it to play different songs. At first I pick one up for Mom, but later I don’t know if she would really like it. I look at the price, and it’s pretty expensive. It’s in my backpack, but I take it back and hang it up on the rack again. Then I see that Mom is there next to me, and she says something.

Fragment 1: Church (0.5 point)

Going to visit a church. It might be my cousin’s church, one that I have dreamed about before. Remembering my previous dreams, I think that this might be a good opportunity to practice reality checks.

Dream 2: Boats, Plots, and Farscape Characters (4 points)

I’m at the lake with someone else – possibly my brother, and possibly Rygel from Farscape. We are thinking about going out on a small rowboat, but the waves on the lake are pretty big. I have doubts that we will be able to fight against them, and it might be kind of dangerous. Nearby, there is a large boat – more like a small ship or tugboat. We get into this one, which would probably handle the waves OK, but it isn’t ours. It seems to me that I don’t like the idea of taking this boat without permission, and anyway the bridge seems to be somewhat large and complex and might be too much for two people to handle. There is a scene in which I’m trying to back the boat into the dock/garage thing it came from.

Something about an intrigue involving foreign countries. There is a plot going on, and I’m trying to identify which countries are involved. Again, it feels like Rygel is involved. We are working together. I somehow get the names of multiple countries, and am working on deciphering the last one. My guess is that it’s China, because it has something to do with dragons.

Later, I’m in a car with the character Crais from Farscape (+ 3 points – Crais is an alien…so is Rygel, but I wasn’t as sure of his identity in the dream). He is driving, but for some reason doesn’t have full control of the vehicle. I have to press on the brake, and then I find that I have to steer the car too. We are driving around a construction site. People are painting what seems to be the steel frame of a building. They are painting it white. We bump into the frame from time to time. There is some uncertainty about being paid for this job. They might not be paying me for drive time.

I'm driving a car following my dad who is in another car. We are driving down a street and he's about a quarter mile further up the road. I see him do a weird turn and he heads off to the right. Once I make it to where he turned, I see that it's a railroad crossing. The first crossing is fine but there's a second one with lights flashing for an incoming train and a busy road right on the other side of it. I have to wait for traffic to clear before pulling out and through the crossing. I feel like I'm playing Frogger as I pass over the oncoming traffic from the left, but have to wait in the middle of the road for traffic from the right to clear. After crossing, I end up in a tight parking lot for some kind of popup carnival.

I'm in a restaurant looking for a specific guy that bought be some food before and now I want to give him some food too. I'm carrying the plate when I find him just sitting down at a table. It looks like his girlfriend is also with him as I come up to the table and offer the plate to him. He declines it though, probably because of the girl sitting there, so I walk away with the food still in hand.

1. Cavern Entry
I’m standing in the front of Meadow main house and become lucid. The front area is moderately lit, yet I can tell it’s night time.I begin flying upward and head toward the wall at the front of the house. I phase into it and go to void. I get ready to teleport. I stay in the void for a moment before seeing long rectangular sections appearing, as though they’re situated on the wall of a cave. I flip up onto one hand and spring off from the hand, returning to standing once again. I begin to move around a bit, then see an opening to a smaller chamber on the far end of the cave, as though it’s leading to a separate cavern. I begin to see light coming out from it. I begin rubbing the ground to stabilize. I fly toward the entrance, and as I curve left and enter, I see bright light spilling out through the large room inside. I transform into dragon form as I enter and begin flying above a miniature city. It appears to be built out of small, colorful blocks. As I approach more closely, I see that there are small figures situated throughout the small town, seemingly animals in humanoid form, yet still inanimate bocks. I turn from the area and enter a room to the right. Upon entering, I see several objects on counters to my left, spanning three walls of the room. To my right I see several appliances on shelves. I figure I’lll use some electronics and I approach a black appliance that looks somewhat like a humidifier, sitting on an upper shelf. I hit a small circular button. It lights up in blue and the machine revs up. I pick it up for a brief moment, pointing it a round before returning it. I head to the far end of the room and see a small area beyond with a counter in front a fridge to the right. I consider eating some coffee beans. I decide to basic summon something to eat first. I turn toward the fridge and decide to get some ice cream from a container like the one from a few nights ago. I open the top compartment, yet only find bread. I look below and find a black container of ice cream, just like the precious night. I take it out, scoop some out with my hand and eat it as I go to the front of the house. I consider what to do as I reach the front. I realize that I’m in Tur house. I stop near the front stairs and begin to practice Zazen. I then go for time dilation and begin to feel the sphere of expanding from me. I end the meditation after a short period and consider whether to head outside into the night, or stay in the house. I decide to stay inside as it’s a bit lighter indoors. I head back into the house, but begin to wake up.

2. Guide Search
I’m riding on the back of a vehicle during the day and become lucid. I fly upward a turn in the sky, seeing the vehicle with a flatbed in the back head down the road. I see several buildings on the side of the road, considering exploring them, yet turn toward the vehicle and Hookshot toward it instead. I zoom toward the back of the vehicle, several people sitting on the back. I finally reach the back and ride with the vehicle before booing off snd flying toward a building to the left with a yard to the side. I approach a large tree in the back of the yard and decide to search for my guide. I shift into dragon form and fly toward the tree before curving around to the opposite side. I see an interior section carved out and enter. There’s nobody inside, so I leave the area and head toward the structure at the side of the yard. I enter and make my way onto the room with various items ejects throughout. I decide to teleport and phase into the wall. I enter our, yet begin to wake up.

One night I made the mistake of watching an insideous movie before bed.

Jamie

Just a dream of Jamie getting dragged away screaming in a black place by the monster guy from the movies behind the red door.


Well damn. Now I have to be careful what I watch?


Jamie 2

Sex related dream. I won't go into details.

Apparently Raven dreamed of me Jamie with Jesus in a garden. Now why can't I remember that?

In the dream, my ex boyfriend and I were still in college and having to travel between dorms to visit each other, since we were long distance. He had roommates and I didn’t so he came to me more often, but when he’d come here we’d stay at like a little hotel room in my city instead of my dorm. I’m not sure why, dream logic I suppose. And I felt bad that he had to come all this way but we didn’t want to annoy his roommates by me being there too much. We were dating in the dream. Pic attached is from dream 1.

DREAM 2
My friend and I were hanging out with her bf but she was telling me something about her 2 exes Devon and someone else who’s name I can’t remember but I had talked to both of them previously, like talking stage talked. Devon was one of them, I actually talked to this guy irl but my friend never did. In the dream I remember telling her that I used to have a crush on him and she said she knew. We were driving and pulled up to a neighborhood in a bad side of town and there was a gate which was very creepy and had locks on it and it was dark and gloomy and foggy out and I was getting creeped out. I refused to get out of the car and she was trying to unlock the gate but did not have a key

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4/19/25

Fragment 1: Falling


My Aunt getting out of a car and falling. (I’m not going to claim this one for the competition, because my aunt is suffering from dementia and I don’t want to capitalize on that for points).

Dream 1:

There is a place that I’m supposed to go to. It’s up a hill some ways. I go up this hill, and come across a patch of mud. Apparently, this is where Mark Twain, or maybe Tom Sawyer, used to play in the mud. There is a statue nearby, I think. I keep on going, and start looking for an apartment. On the way I pass a bank. In this reality, people have jobs where they go to an office and watch banks through these special viewers that look like periscopes. I wonder what it would be like to have to sit there all day looking into the viewer thing, and not really being able to appreciate your surroundings.
I reach the apartment. Here, I’m supposed to pick up mail, or something.

Later, it seems that I’m shopping for a gift for someone. Maybe my grandmother. I go to a shop where they have those gift sets of various foods – the sort of thing that you could probably buy the individual things a lot cheaper and put them in a basket yourself. There is also cheese here, and my dream focuses more on the cheese. They have it cut in sections and sitting out, kind of looking like the are offering free samples. I’m not exactly sure if that’s what they are doing, but I take a couple of pieces anyway and start munching on them.

Outside in the street, there are a couple of people around that seem a little sketchy…

…I get involved with some kind of plot. I’m supposed to wear an entirely black set of clothes – everything including the underwear is black, I think. There is a nice banquet, and a suave man sort of like David Niven. This might be my boss in the plot. It’s quite spy-like, but more sinister I think. I’m supposed to change into the black clothes to do whatever it is I’m supposed to do. I go into a sort of closet-like antechamber that leads into my own room. The door is shut and it’s pitch black. But I think maybe I shouldn’t change into the clothes. I enter into my room instead, while the man stands outside wondering if I’m changed yet. Then he starts to come in. I look around for the clothes, but they have disappeared. It seems that they weren’t meant for me.


4/20/25


Fragment 1:

In an apartment or a room in a house. This might be a place where I will be staying. There are two doors in the room. We know where one of them leads, but we aren’t sure where the other one leads. Opening it, we see that it leads to the roof.


Fragment 2:

Taking a shower. There is some whitish stuff, like shaving cream or whipped cream, that gets on me while showering. By the end, I’m in my clothes, which are dry, except for some of the white stuff.

Fragment 3:

My pot of Mugwort has a couple of stalks growing in it.

Fragment 4:

At UA, in the Shrank stairwell.

Fragment 5:

Shopping in a store. There is a TV show with some sports thing on it. My mother is sitting at a table off to my right. I go browsing down the aisles, until I come to a section selling women’s underwear. Then I turn around, trying to listen to the TV as I go along.