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IMPORTANT DATES:
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[ ] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Attain Lucidity


6th Entry:
Date: 09/06/11
Sleep Times: 11:00-3:00, 3:00-6:00, 6:00-9:00
Lucid Technique: MILD WBTB
Recall Technique: MILD WBTB
Attain Ludcidity?: No

Another night of a stuffy head...Apparently at one point, a window was open while I was sleeping the other day and it is wreaking havoc on my nasal passages....Just when I got over the last stuffy nose, my father had to dish me out a new one.... HOWEVER, this time it DID NOT effect my recall.
I had a dream I went over to a cottage like home. I knocked on the window and my friends mom came out. She asked what I wanted and I told her I was there to face my demon- I was there to talk to Colton. So she went to get him, and his brother Tyler (also a friend of mine) came outside. We greeted each other and he figured out why I was there. He said to me, "You know, Colton is going to do everything in his power to stay away from you. He's still hurt."
I told him I knew now that I had hurt his brother and how badly, and that I was so sorry for it...I wanted to make up and make it up to him.
Colton came outside, and he saw it was me. I went to approach him and say I was sorry, but he merely stared. I tried speaking with him, but he would cover his ears. At one point, he spontaneously turned into a pair of coins that fell to the ground. I began crying. For some reason, Tyler hid away. I looked around to see a pony with a dark red coat and a white star on its forehead emerge from around the corner for no evident reason. It ran towards me and twisted around me. I merely petted it. Tyler freaked out about it, and I was slightly scared as it seemed so sparatic and wild, but I merely yelled to it to go home. It complied and ran back into the yard next door, and I joined Tyler in hiding in a small area next to him. He began to ask me how I did that, and I told him I had watched the horses for my friend Ashley before (true fact) and so I had a small experiance with them. I went on about how it didn't matter though... I still failed at the one thing I came to accomplish. I began to tear up again and talk about how much I missed Colton, and how terrible I felt and the whole sha-bang. It grew quieter as I began to sob and Tyler suddenly says to me, "He heard you. Look outside."
Outside of my hidey-hole was an orange octopus, apparently Colton in a random form. He asked me if I meant what I'd said and asked if I promised this would never happen again. I told him I never wantd this sort of thing to happen and I never wanted him hurt. That I was glad we got past the lies (turns out the reason we have been fighting this entire time because some of our 'friends' had been lieing to us all summer....) and could finally be together again. I hugged the small Coltopus, teary-eyed and smiling. He asked if I wanted a simple kiss or something I can't recall, and I gave him a big kiss on his Octopus cheek. He turned into a person again, helped me up, and we hugged.

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had a couple of dreams last night.

First one I was on a bus (I mean a public bus) going somewhere and it seems like the (Caucasian) driver could change the bus into a toolbox and according to him he had "forgotten" a person he had in the bus/toolbox ( I saw it in one of those "flashbacks" "Couldn't we have a flashback without the room going wobbly?" I think Sabrina of Sabrina the Teenage Witch says in a episode) )and the next thing I know I'm in a building that's made of wood (it looked from what I could see of it something Pioneery) on the floor (I think I was ill or something),o and there's is another man (he looked a bit Caucasian but I think he might have been Creole too) is over top of me taking care of me (its interesting how men/boys play important in my dreams when I have no romantic interests ((besides a crush))in RLF) you know the sponge business you see in stories? and a couple come into the room/building and said something like this "Didn't you want to go see our (their) Hindu temple?" but the man said "No not today" since he was busy taking care of me. Then an explosion happens and I'm outside of the building (which looked like a hotel from either the Golden Rush or the Wild West) in the air and I put a handkerchief up to my nose and when I look at kerchief it has blood on it. dream ends.

Second dream.
I was in the past. Sometime when they had big dresses and also wigs..so that could be almost anytime. I was waiting outside the mansion in a carriage ...and I was wearing one of those big dresses and a wig and a man who I guess was in a Footman's outfit of I think the same period and hurrys me inside and I hear someone (who sounded an awfully lot like the Current Queen Elizabeth with a mix of Queen Victoria) say "I hope she doesn't forget my last name" and I say "Windsor"

I looked out an saw every life I had lived. It seemed to span eternity.
I saw all my lives as a sphere.
I was on the edge of the sphere existing in one time. I moved to the right into the future. the past was to the left on the edge. Somehow if I kept going I would eventually come back around to the same place.
I entered the center of this sphere.
I could feel and know every life I had lived and will live. Yet they all already existed and nothing could be changed.
They seemed infinite.
Then I was spiralling upwards around this golden cord.
Then there was a tree.
Its roots were growing into the ground.
I was a leaf at the top a tree. A part of a leaf.
This tree was a group of souls.
Then I saw the planet. It was covered in trees. a planet of trees. All groups of souls. But each one was its own organism.
I saw from the perspective of the planet.
I was every tree as one being. and it felt no different from what I perceived as my own soul earlier.
There were many planets. There was a galaxy of planets.
It was disk shaped, spiralling. golden in color.
It was stacked on top of other disks just like it. These extended out creating a living organism.
There is an ocean. The organism lives in the ocean.
The entire planet is liquid.
Its a drop of rain falling.
But it never hits the ground.
There are what seems to be an infinite number of rain drops falling along side it.
It is a storm.
But nothing truly moves as there is no up or down. Yet they are falling.
There is no storm.
Nothing exists.

This is a dream I had a couple days ago. I was hesitant to post it.

I was lying on my living room couch, with my little sister watching television, and my father next to me. I saw he had a syringe. He stuck it in my stomach, and soon after, my body was completely numb. He then proceeded to take two 1-inch radius hoses and stuck them straight into two random points on my stomach. I was anesthetized, but it was still uncomfortable as hell and I could still feel it.
I was then put in a weird video-game-ish scenery, except it was real life. Kind of hard to describe, and I think I forgot how it looked anyways.

I'm on a flat rooftop in a downtown area. I see two dream figures on other rooftops. One is Keanu Reeves, dressed as Neo from the Matrix. Or maybe it is Neo, not Keanu? The other is Alec Baldwin. He's wearing a dark suit, but it's not as futuristic or intimidating as Neo's trench coat. I chose to head towards Alec. As I'm talking with him, I realize this is a dream. I tell him, "This is a dream!" as I hug him. We start to float away. He seems a bit surprised but giddy. Then I realize that in a lucid dream I can do what I want to do. I set Alec down and fly off towards a small wooded area.

I recalled reading that I could spin and make a dream figure that I want to see appear. I say aloud, "When I turn around, xxxx will be here." I spin and marvel at how the landscape is changing as I turn. The imagery spinning past me is sort of pix-elated, like it is is forming before my eyes. Alas, when I stop spinning he is not there. I am very upset that this did not work.

I feel the dream starting to pull away, like I might wake up. I remember that staring at my hands will stabilize the dream. I look at the palms of my hands. Surprisingly, there are a few small cuts on my hands and as I keep staring at them, more cuts appear. I find that odd and a little disturbing so I stop looking at my hands. I am convinced that the dream is stable though.

I say aloud, "xxxx will be here soon." He does not appear. In the distance I see a house with a few trees around it and a small ravine behind it. I say, "His house is down in that ravine." I start walking towards the area, hoping to see his house once I have gotten to the edge of the drop off. It is not there. I'm very confused.

Some friends and I are sitting around my dining room table. We're playing a game or just hanging out. I can feel the wood grain of the table under my hand. It seems so real, but something is not right. I say aloud, "This is a dream!" There is a very loud BANG! Everything goes fuzzy and out of focus (like a camera that is set up wrong). I realize that I can hold the dream together. I can see colors and can hear still but can't really make out what I'm looking at. I know where everyone is sitting though. "I'm in charge" I think to myself. I turn to my right, towards one of my friends and tell him "Kiss me." He does. We make out for a few minutes. I can't see anything but I can feel him and I'm in total bliss. Things come back into focus slowly as I lose lucidity and fall back into standard dreaming.

I was living on a train with my family (Don't ask me why we lived on a train. We just did). We met up with a woman at some point in the dream. It was pretty wintry outside too, now that I think of it.

Later on, I realized that the woman was going to blow up the train using my cat. Fortunately, I stopped her evil scheme and saved my cat along with it.

I rewarded myself by watching Patton.

Then as I was watching, my Mom grabbed my cat and planned to release him into the forest, which I promptly disagreed with.

I think right then, I might've realized that I was dreaming. Unfortunately, that's when the dream ended too.

Me and my family were traveling to Las Vegas (And I don't even gamble. What's up with that?). Apparently, I had a family that was falling apart or something like that. For some reason or another, I thought that if I could murder someone, I could unite my family again.

Later on in the dream, I succeeded. I killed someone.

On our last day visiting Vegas, I told everybody what I did as soon as we were clearing our hotel room.

The response? I was abandoned by my family.

And there you have it. Crime doesn't pay.

I was in a place that was rather hard to describe. The best I can muster up is that the place looked Egyptian, as if we were inside a pyramid or something.

A lot of people were watching The Matrix Reloaded, and parts of the movie were coming true to life.

I eventually did something wrong, and I went up near the top of the supposed pyramid.

It was at that moment that I saw a big square hole on one of the outside floors. Inside the hole was a big silver wormlike thing. This thing claimed that he would help me, but I guess I didn't believe him.

Then I realized the silver wormy was going to do something really bad to all those people inside the building, so I went back inside. And I was right. The thing showed up in a matter of minutes. With the help of a few others, I killed the silver thing and became a hero.

Then I learned I was Neo.

It ended, but it was cool while it lasted.

This was the first vivid dream I had after I learned about lucid dreaming. Unfortunately, the first half of it was almost all I could remember.

I was in Belize and I was attending a megachurch (Even though there is no such thing as a megachurch in Belize. Trust me, I've been there). During the service, a volcano erupted. Debris fell on the church. The service continued, and guess what? The volcano erupted again! And once again, more debris fell on the church. Even then, the service continued. By the time the volcano erupted a third time, I was already out of that place. And yes, debris fell on the church again.

I forgot the rest of the dream, but I do remember that I was on a dirt road. I know that sometime later, I ran into a fat guy who looked like Dom DeLuise. The rest I don't remember.

This was the first dream that stayed in my head for a while until I got interested in lucid dreaming.

As the title suggests, there was a killer on the loose. As the dream went on, I found all of my friends were getting murdered by this fiend.

At the end of the dream, I walked into a restaurant. It looked more like a very old hotel. The place was dimly lit. The fact that the place was made out of wood didn't help matters much either. There were lights in the building, and yes, they were light bulbs. However, they were covered by frosted glass and were installed on the wall. There were also lights hanging from the ceiling. They were shining on the tables.

Anyway, I was reading a newspaper and as I read it, I realized I was the killer's next victim. I immediately noticed the killer was already in the building along with me. Panicking, I ran around the restaurant and ran up the stairs. And that's when I woke up. The end.

[B]Joshdamighty's Dream[/B

Pirates of the carribean Dream
Starts with me hanging out with Jwhitley and friends at a party at a restaraunt. Decide to go outside and find a pirae ship docked at the restaraunt.* We all decide to take the ship for a day and go on an adventure.* We get onboard and there is captain jack sparrow and will turner saying they are ready to go too.

* I notice the ship is clean and meantion that the ship has all new glasses and plates to Jack.* I then say to Jack so this is what you spent your money on from*all that treasure you found and he laughs.* We get on and then Mr. Gibbs gets on and we set sail.*
We get to an island not that far off for supplies and mr gibbs gives an eyepatch to a black lady in our crew and talks to her aboit why pirates wear them.* When everyone goes on ahead, i talk with mr gibbs about the girl asking if she is worth taking with is. Just about that moment,*the black girl starts rolling down the hill and she is a skeleton with no meat.

* I was shocked and wondered what happened and notice some ants.* I go on ahead and see swarms of ants coming for me so i begin to run and shake and freak out like you do when you got ants on you and then my arms start stinging.* I check them and there are ants covering my arm with almost no skin showing.* I panic and swim off the island and see ants in the water swarming to me.* I run onto another island and roll around and run for help and they start leaving me.* Turns out they won't kill you if you have a will to survive and you will fight to survive.
That's what Mr. Gibbs said after I was attacked. I then woke up confused and checking my arms.

Starts with me hanging out with Jwhitley and friends at a party at a restaraunt. Decide to go outside and find a pirae ship docked at the restaraunt.* We all decide to take the ship for a day and go on an adventure.* We get onboard and there is captain jack sparrow and will turner saying they are ready to go too.

* I notice the ship is clean and meantion that the ship has all new glasses and plates to Jack.* I then say to Jack so this is what you spent your money on from*all that treasure you found and he laughs.* We get on and then Mr. Gibbs gets on and we set sail.*
We get to an island not that far off for supplies and mr gibbs gives an eyepatch to a black lady in our crew and talks to her aboit why pirates wear them.* When everyone goes on ahead, i talk with mr gibbs about the girl asking if she is worth taking with is. Just about that moment,*the black girl starts rolling down the hill and she is a skeleton with no meat.

* I was shocked and wondered what happened and notice some ants.* I go on ahead and see swarms of ants coming for me so i begin to run and shake and freak out like you do when you got ants on you and then my arms start stinging.* I check them and there are ants covering my arm with almost no skin showing.* I panic and swim off the island and see ants in the water swarming to me.* I run onto another island and roll around and run for help and they start leaving me.* Turns out they won't kill you if you have a will to survive and you will fight to survive.
That's what Mr. Gibbs said after I was attacked. I then woke up confused and checking my arms.

So there was a big non-lucid time before I actually became Lucid.

So this one starts out where I am going to school. Me and my friend Gavin and this girl Amelia were in a mine cooper-ish car. We were driving down a road and then took a right into this sand pit and we were driving around. We like flipped over but didn't really flip over which was weird. So anyways we were driving and then Shane Dawson the youtube guy showed up and got in the car. So now my friend Gavin had been kicked from the driver's seat and we were driving down a familiar road. So I guess I had my shirt off and this part is a little fuzzy, anyways we came by these frat guys and they were asking if we were gonna go egg them and we said no and then we did this again for some reason and they asked us the same thing and we said no agian and then I put on my shirt and said I almost got catfished (Referring to the movie). So anyways we started driving down a long road and as we drove I wondered how this road would connect to the school I go to. So we turned left and continued down and only then did I realize how cool it was that I was in the car with Shane Dawson. So we turned left again and this time I leaned so we would go over the road a little bit and we did haha. So then he gunned it and soon enough we were at school. He dropped us off at the back (I don't remember him actually doing that but that's what I'm guessing he did) and Gavin and I separated. I walked out into the main area and saw Shane and his friend. I suddenly realized that I didn't have a backpack. So I thought that they might have mine and so I walked up to them and asked them and they didn't so I asked for the keys which took a while but anyways I got to the car and it had changed from a green-ish mini cooper to a truck with like a two foot lift haha. So anyways I got there and put my key in the ignition which was actually on the engine but then realized that would do nothing and took it out. I then realized that this might be a dream but then kinda lost it and continued away from the school. I was on a beach area kinda and started talking to a DC. He then started to convince me that I was in fact dreaming! He told me that I don't start school yet, that I start it in a couple of days (Thank you sub-concious!). I was then elated and as he walked away I asked for him to come back so I could talk to him and told him that he was my favorite dream character. He came back and got up on these stairs. (O I forgot to describe him, he was the guy they incepted in inception) So he came up and changed to a chick and then I saw him walking off but the girl was still there. But she had to get down from the thing and it was really unstable and she couldn't get down. It was like one of those wheely stair things. So then I had the idea of running it to shore and getting her off there which I tried but when I got to shore she wasn't there, I then became worried and was gonna search for her and then thought, "Why should I do that, it's pointless it's my dream". So I decided I wanted to fly and started rubbing this dock to make the dream really stable and clear and as I did there was a big assembly of the DCs and they were kinda pissed at me haha. So I heard my favorite DC saying that the next time I was dreaming I would have a nightmare. I guess he was mad because he was half that girl. So as I rubbed I started imitating the guys from Get Lucid and speaking in a birtish accent and all. I then decided that it was good enough and got on the dock, I then saw these red stars in a row and stuff and so I got on the dock and screamed, "I have never felt so alive!!". I was truly elated and so this techno beat started coming and I just jumped and BOOM I started flying and I was making a rocket noise. But then I feel and heard DCs laughing, so then I saw a computer screen with the dream scene in a window and it was like Minecraft and I opened it back up and started flying and thought that I would post that error on the forums and stuff (I think I was loosing lucidity here). So I was flying up into the mtns and fell again kinda but then focused of a tree and then kept going. I then lost the dream and woke up.

So low awareness I guess but interacting with the DCs was pretty cool and stuff

27th attempt Chicken Itza , DebraJane, Refugee.

Just woke it is 6:51 am.

I was in a refugee camp and trucks were going passed to close to the tiny tent I was sleeping in,

I kept pocking my head out.

Finally, i pocked my head out and my sleeping tent was loaded on a long trailer, low to the grownd, being pulled by a big lorry.

Then my lorry took the high road while the war lorries peeled off and went down an off ramp to another highway.

I was ok with that and pulled my head back in to my sleeping tent and went back to sleep.

This may have been a recurring dream last night because woke three times it it was foremost in my memory.

The pealing off (just now) reminded me of a Youtube i watched before sleeping (about midnight). I will post this.and the Youtube on my “sync thread“ when i get to Netzone Internet Cafe later to day.

Insideout emailled me about being my dream partner at Chicken Itza.