memorable

I was standing in a room with jason. We were in love. We were kissing. We were smiling at each other. I felt his hair. It felt chilly when it went through my fingers. He said something about he had to leave. I was shy about what I had thought but then said it anyway. "You need to come back and give me a boner" he replied "you don't need me to give you a boner" I then told him " I don't get this way over a lot of guys". I wake up.

I was with a guy in a living room making out on the couch. Then I hear some one knocking on the door. I peek through the window...christina was out side. She seen me look. :/ she came up to the window and climbed in to the living room. She was ranting about some chick "she's a bitch" and "she uses people" I wake up.

This mornings dreams make me realise something.

I used to get mad at my dreams if they were full of crappy day residue and stuff.

Just now I realized that Our Deep Mind does not just stand there like an ordinary human, talking to me in my particular spoken language, (and my particular dialect).

Our Deep Mind communicates to me using every thing within my limited sphere.

Our Deep Mind communicates with, sight, sound, smell, taste, tactile feelings, emotional feelings, day residue, memories, logic, fantasy and anything else it finds in my limited sphere.

And

Our Deep Mind don't want me to just get on my knees and verbalise in the dialect of my English language when I try to communicate with it, (Our Deep Mind).

Instead, The Deep Mind wants me to communicate with it, as it does with me, using everything in my limited sphere. Using, sight, sound, smell, taste, tactile feelings, emotions, day residue, memories, logic, fantasy and any thing else in my limited sphere.

For example:

In the 1980s book "Clan of the Cave Bear" an ancient ancestor of ours, a Cromagon girl is orphaned and adopted by a Neanderthal group, The Clan of the Cave Bear.

The Shaman is trying to teach the 5 year old to communicate.

The 5 year old Cromagon girl has Cromagon intellect and vocal capacity and they just talk, (verbalise) when they communicate. But the Shaman is Neanderthal. He has limited verbal capacity and supplements his sounds with sign language.

The five year old tries very hard to learn what he is "saying" but is annoyed at him for waving his hand around, distracting her.

The shaman begins to despair that she might be mentally deficient cos he is getting nowhere after weeks of daily lessons.

Then the penny drops and the 5 year old begins to see that the hand waving is part of the language. She progresses quickly after that revelation.

Maybe I will progress quickly now that I just had my revelation of The Deep Mind using much more than (?) To communicate, in dreams, to me. And wants me, likewise to reciprocate.

I often get revelations after bad dreams like last nights ones.

I was walking down the street with simon. We were about to go have an adventure outside. Jessie came up to me talking about a particular type of sun screen for morrigan she had found. I wanted to get some for Simon too. While walking in I over heard a conversation about secret passages that you couldn't see....when your right in front of them. I got sun screen and sat simon dow on a table that was there to put sun screen on him. I then see jenifer walk by with red hair. Then aftr I watch her leave the area she walks in a again, not where she left from, with brown/black hair. I decide to follow her. I grabbed simon and followed her to ask her a question I no longer remember. While following her I sensed someone behind me so I turned around to look. I then seen too boys following me. I became scared and nervous. I told her to "run". She ignored my warning and walked. I started to run but one of the guys cut me off and ran through the wall to the left of me. It was next to a window with many vines. I didn't follow the guy threw the wall. I could tell there was stairs threw the window and walked further down the hall and threw the door. I walked up the stairs. At the top of the stairs I could see a huge trash factory out the window. I could see bags bigger than houses being filled up with trash. A couple people came up behind me and then showed me how to send your trash to the factory. After they showed me I continued up the stairs to leave. I got inside my car and put Simon in his car seat. After I got in my car and rolled down the windows I notice jr's mom getting on a bike with some paint mechanism on it. I could tell she was about to spray the jeep with the white paint. I yelled at her "hey, wait till you pass my car to start that thing". She started it anyway and got white paint all over my black jeep. I got out of my car and walked up to her and slapped her. Then people started walking up to see what was going on. She took off running and I started chasing her. "You can't catch me" she said.."You have no shoes". I ran after her and said "I'm the bare foot queen" she jumped over a creek, then I did. I got a pine needle in my foot but kept moving. I woke up running.

I was in a house talking to people. I don't recall who they are. I convinced them to come outside with me so I could show them this area at the river I liked. We went outside but instead of the area I expected, there was tent like canopy things set up in the yard. It was a store. There was tables and cabinets displaying an assortment of items. We all went under the tent to look at all the stuff and separated in our look of the store. I recall liking many items. I see the girl I was with. She has her arms full of stuff. I became jealous of her. Not that she had anything I wanted, but because I hasn't found something I thought was special. I then notice a silky rug. It was made of squares of the same fabric. I grabbed it. It was too pretty to be a rug people would walk on. I made a dress out of it. I showed my friend when it was almost finished. There was a few loose stitches I needed to sew around the boobs....but you could tell what the finished product would look like. I wake up.

Most of this is not a dream. I woke up in the middle of the night to a dream I had. It was soooo long, but I didn't have my recorder handy...and I didn't feel up to writing it down. All I do remember about it was that it creeped me out tremendously! Only one other dream has creeped me out so much.....the one with the clowns. I felt I would remember it in the morning but I didn't. .....I also had a false awakening prior to waking up. It was morning...I had just woke up. All I could see was a figure by my bed and noticed a knife....I said "oh, I'm still dreaming!?" I then woke up....rehearsed the dreams and as I tryed to recall all I could I got a stabbing pain in my eye. It was horrible.

I was inside a house. Jr and Shane was there. I don't recall much of when jr was there for he was the reason I didn't kiss shane. Jr left. I kissed shane. He kissed me back. Very intense! We stopped kissing and he asked me "what would jr think about this?!". Then I responded "jr already knows, I already slept with other people" jr walks in. We act as if nothing had happened. Jr left again. Me and shane then sat on the couch together covered up. I used a weird looking remote control to put the tv on music I don't remember. Then we started cuddling on the ouch..I started to kiss him but he stopped me and said "wait, my girlfriend is RIGHT there.". I was jealous...he got up and on the couch and by him getting up I could the see a 2_3 year red head baby girl. I was no longer jealous. It kinda made me happy. I thought she was beautiful and picked her up. I walked over to shane with her in my arms. He took her from me and sat her down. He grabbed my hand and took me to the bathroom down stairs. Him leading the way turned me on. We started kissing and touching each other. Then people kept walking in interrupting us. He left...I went outside. There was a huge porch which reminds me of mingo. I walked out on the porch and I see a hitter setting there on the rail. It was empty. I sat it down and walk further out on the porch. Shane walks out of the house and straight for me. We kiss again and start talking. We get on the subject of his lost hitter. I told him where I had just found one and pointed it out to him on the rail. He walks over and picked it up. He then asked me "where is the bud that was with it?" I told him that was all that was there when I had found it. He did a hissy fit and walked back inside. I woke up.

I was dropped off at a house. I am standing on the porch. I see that the house is at the end of a turn around. I knock on the door. I knew the people in my dream but have no idea now. I sit down in the chair in the kitchen. The people were just moving into this house. the room was huge with vaulted ceilings. It was empty besides the chair I sat in. I see a cat walk past me a trot down to the end of the empty room. Then a group of people started carrying in a a table and chair set. One person comments "can you believe someone was throwing this away!?" It reminds me of how I had found out kitchen table and chairs the same way. Then as the man walks past me to set down the last chair....a once empty house is now full....I see a door that wasn't there. It dawns on me I'm really thirsty...I tell my company that I'm going to get a drink. I walk through the door that appeared. It led to a hallway that was three stories in height. I go down the hallway further and there is a hugh window letting light in. The stunning part about the hallway was the two huge status that were as high as the room. They had 4 arms...one male and another female. The hallway went into a fork. I could go to the left...or the right. I went to the left first. At the end was a cafeteria with many columns. In the center was a drinking fountain. I walked up to it a took a drink. Hot water...it wasn't good water so I left....went back to the hallway I came from and went to the other direction. There was a door next to one of the statues. I wet in and it was a bathroom. I see a weird looking fountain...and I go to drink from it. The fountain was simply a green porcelain leaf in the corner of the wall. I start to take a drink but then I hear what I thought was someone behind me going through underneath the sink. I turn around to look...no one there....I go to take a drink from the pretty fountain again and I hear someone giggle behind me....I turn around fast to look because it sounded like it was right next to me....bit no one was there....I woke up...thirsty!

I have been trying to work myself into my first lucid dream...to date I have not accomplished this, but I am going to take the advice of the more advanced ld'rs on here and start a dream journal each day. However I can not remember any of my dreams from last night. So this dream is a vivid one that I remember from the night before.

I was in a house...it had an upstairs and a downstairs. I remember the steps vividly...the banister was white with a natural wood railing. The house, overall, seemed small. I am supposed to be some sort of undercover law enforcement(not sure what type). I am there to buy some drugs so we can arrest these guys...as I recall my dream had 3 different dc and they were all men. Then when one of them goes downstairs to get the drugs, the other dc starts to try to seduce me and I was letting him...I seem to think I was liking it. Then my husband woke me up before the dream could continue. And that is all I remember.

non-lucid - Notes - lucid

Vesterguard's Dream

Note: Had no recall for yesterday's attempt so haven't posted anything, however I hope my fairly productive night will make up for this

22-08-11 I am at a supernatural convention. Basically it is a big hall where beasts and entities are gathered to find work or clans to hang out with. I am some kind of vampire and assassin and I am there with a mate who is a therianthrope.

We have little cards that describe who and what we are and what sort of salary we are entitled to. My mate gets almost double of my 200 dollars, because he is a shifter and not just a vamp like me. We try and find work where there is room for both of us, which I think we are successful at.

There may be an attack on the convention, which forces a skip to our new workplace.

There is a female assassin dressed in detailed black/dark leather armour. I am somehow connected to this female, we seem to have special abilities. She can teleport and I am busy teaching myself how to fly in the courtyard of the hangout to increase my value.

At first it is just long jumps with a slow fall towards the ground. Gradually I manage to remain airborne by adding large swimming motions with my arms and as the dream progress the movement requirements gets smaller and smaller.

In the same courtyard the female assassin demonstrates her teleporting abilities by porting with the werewolf I am becoming friends with (might be my mate from the beginnig, though so may the female). She ports up drop off the wolf that starts falling she ports again, and the again while she keeps picking up the wolf and taking him higher and higher into the air.

Her teleporting looks like Nightcrawler of the X-men films with the black smoke after each port.

Our boss is there watching and I start flying around, while explaining the obvious benefits of having a flying vamp around. This I do to get a raise (xD). I think I manage to convince the boss, because he starts talking about us already moving into executive range, I am happy, so is my mate.

I fly upwards sort of spiraling it is daylight and the sky is very blue with quite some amount of clouds in it, we are in a different larger rectangular courtyard, we fly upwards and I start to wonder how high I can go (My very first lucid included the experience of flying upwards and then reappearing at the ground later, thought it to be lack of imagination).

I realise I can keep going, but it will just take time. I land on the building and starts running immediately, I am joined by my friend (I know not if this was the werewolf or the lady, though I am having trouble disentangling them at this point).

I run as fast as I can for the sheer pleassure, I jump off the edge, enjoys the fall and takes off into flight at the last moment. I then fly to a little café on an elevated wooden platform and grabs the head of an elderly female before she realise what is going on, I drink a tiny bit from her neck and mind trick her into forgetting. I might give her blood to help heal (TB style).

I look around no one seems to have noticed, I know I am the type that wouldn't kill, I know I only need a tiny bit of blood, though I am a bit unsure as to how much this business of flying will drain my reserves.

Skip.

First mission, we are in the realm of fae, we are in a building, with very small rooms, essentially not high enough to the ceiling for me to take off into flight. We are here investigating, something has happened and we need info.

We end up in front of a small table with goblins/dwarf/halfling type creatues around, towards one of the bookshelves in the corner (which later appear on the table) I see a plop, it looks a bit like the non-specific construct when Reynolds is first learning about his ring in Green Lantern from the bird man, though I only see a part and glimpse of it and the colour is silver to grey.

I know magic has been used then and I suspect we are talking about mind fucking magic (against the laws, as all Dresden readers will know ^^). The air around the table has taken on a misty blue feeling, feels more dense and colourful than waking life (outside the fae realm).

I am about to switch on my sight, which will allow me to observe residual magic, I press the spot of my third eye, but realise there is fae/goblin around us and they seem to be helping at the minute, so I ask them to do it, because the sight off course will be with me forever and it might look really nasty.

First I ask right, but he says he aint a practitioner, then I ask the halfling/dwarf on my left and he does it and confirms that there be residual magic, mind magic, from the way it looks he confirms that it has been “used for construction”.

I get the meaning of this, someone is running around acting on either wrong ideas or images.

Slight skip, due to montage and a mainly orange piece of crude artwork that describes fire goblins (one of the people I was just talking to) it says that they are vicious, can kill themselves or bring beasts in for the fun as well without any particular preference, they will follow your lead one moment and turn on you the next.

Dangerous fuckers in other words.

Skip.

Back in the realm of the faeries I have a birds eye view of a river with green beds and lots of plants, I see a woman headed in one direction and then a person (presumably a fire goblin) shouts out for his beasts to start a good hunt, I see wolves, raptors and other beings as well start darting towards the woman.

Then there is a voice that says “... for questions three” and the woman (apparently a cunning wizard) latch on to the opportunity, turns around and shouts “parley” (like the pirates films I think) and all the beasts stop, I mean they don't just break and stand there, they freeze in time, it would seem like the goblin is bound by words and promises as the rest of the faes.

However the wizard wastes no time and opens a way back into the normal realm. This way or gate or portal looks incredible, a little area of all the colours of the visible spectrum.

She and me back in the vamp character find herself on the same riverbed, but the real world version of it, in fact she is quite conveniently located, though she had to gamble opening the way from the fae, which you never know where will open up in the real world.

I start flying back towards camp next to the river. Then I see my wolf mate, he is walking happily along the river singing something. I fly over him, but slow down and start walking on the muddy ground waiting for him to catch up so I can chill out to the lovely music.

I start explaining that the woman is getting better though she was lucky as always with the way she escaped from the Nevernever and came out in such a safe location.
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I don't remember what led to me turning lucid, in fact I only remember fragments of the dream. Think that on this occasion, which is rare for me, I actually managed to continue sleeping after a lucid dream. Suppose that does score a point for the state dependant memory of dreams theory.

The lighting is really bright. It is probably something like noon and I realise I am dreaming. I look out over the lands and expect Chichén Itzá to appear on my left. It does and I get excited. However it doesn't look completely like it does now.

First of all I am not at Chichén Itzá, but rather I am at the sea and I have long travel ahead of me through jungle and Mayan villages. It is only El Castillo I see in the back ground.

The villages themselves look like they would have back when the civilisation was active, rich in colourings. However the architecture of the houses also look like they have a mixture of 1001 night design in them.

I start making my way through the city and although I am impatient, as I want to get to El Castillo really quickly, I continuously force myself to relax, which in the city results in me noticing and taking time to stroke a shoulder of one of the Mayans, who all look like farmers or common people dressed in white. There may be someone not wearing shirts as well.

There might be something about a Jaguar, which might just be me thinking of a Jaguar in all fairness.

I remember it being quite a slow trot to get to El Castillo and when I get there it might not look exactly like it does in waking life.

I fly/run around shouting screaming at other dreamers that I am here, though I don't find anyone, I don't particularly remember being alone when I decide to light the beacon.

My beacon isn't how it looks on the website and I know this, but this seems to be the most stable lucid I have had in a while so I try if I can make something cool.

I raise my hand towards the sky and throw a spell. The spell is designed to make fire rise in a straight lance from my upwards faced hand. At first I don't look up, just waiting a bit so I can use the expectation trick again, it doesn't work though.

The only thing that happens is the fingertips on my right hand turn extremely hot. I mean place your hand on a hot plate for several seconds hot, though I feel the heat, the pain doesn't seem present. But I get scared and stop.

I don't remember if I threw the beacon before running around shouting, and I am sure there is more to this dream. Also I don't know where I got the following names from, but they are picked up in dreams and think they might be this one.

Vanessa (or similar); Mary/Mara.
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I am at my grandfather's place. My mum is putting diapers on my niece, two of them. I ask her why 2, she replies “because I can”. Whatever.

I pick up my niece and play a bit with her, my mum tells me not to over excite her. She turns into a cat and picks up a pillow and starts playing with it while I hold her.

She is playing with it classic cat style, on her back all four legs stretched upwards, kicking with her back legs while holding on with her front paws and biting. (People with cats will probably know what I mean =P)

Skip.

Standing at the fridge, doing something.

Something about buying chips and gambling, my granddad wants to teach my mum or niece. My dad tells him there is nothing to teach as it is just turning money into another form of currency.

I just overhear this conversation.

I was sitting next to a body of water alone staring into the water. The sun was setting and whatever I was trying to see in the water was becoming impossible. Then I was showing my sister to her room. It was like a little house inside of a bigger one. There was two rooms where her room was, mine and hers. The walls were made of glass. I showed her, her room. Her room was empty. Only a bed. Then I showed her my room down the hall. Mine was full of stuff. Very similar to how I have my room now. As we passed her room again I watched my cat Cookie walk into her room and get in her bed. I walked toward to the big window in the empty living room. I stared out the window. The view was a big water area. I teleported to the area I was staring. I was now standing in water up past my knees. I noticed a man sitting on a bench in the water. I walked over to him. He reminded me of tony stark from iron man. For some reason in my dream I knew him, I felt he was the only one I could relate too. I knew I couldn't hide my feelings from him so I just went with the flow. He reminds me of tyler....we had drinks in margarita glasses. I was on his lap kissing him. The water was higher than the bench. Then he said "nobody quite understands" and I responded "neither do I?" Then I notice the sun rising. It reminded me there was something in the water I wanted to see. I grab my drink and have him follow me to a good spot to see in the water. Then transported again while staring I ended up where I was looking. I began swimming in the water to find what there....then I notice a lobster looking thing coming for my face...it freeked me out for a second...but then the thought crossed my mind of eating it..I came up out of the water for a breath and better view....then I see "tony" and some younger kid were putting the lobster in front of my face showing me their catch...I wake up.

I was standing in an isle at a store that reminds me of walmart. I was with jr, jj, and shane looking at the sex stuff. I was looking for something that would be fun for a three some. I didn't find anything that interested me and jr and jj was rushing me. I decided fuck them and I grabbed shane and started kissing him. The room changed to where we was alone in my moms old room at the farm house. I had an orgasm. Shane left and I walked into the living room and I sat down in the recliner with jr. Jr's dad keith was there in the recliner next to us. We was watching some show on tv....Tyler was on the show. I said out loud "god, why can't he just disappear?". Jr's dad asked me "what, do you know him?" I said "yeah, he's one of my ex's" jr's dad laughed at this. Then I got up and looked out the door. It was the outside of my grandma's trailer. I see pail blue headlights coming down the road. It was some type of truck and went slow like it was looking at me. I could clearly see there was no driver. It continued down the road out of my sight and another vehicle with the same lights came down the road but a car. It passed slowly just like the first one with no driver until it wasn't in my view. Then a four wheeler came down the road, same lights, no driver untill it was out of my view. Then a tiny remote control car with the same lights came up next to a tree and "died". The lights went out. Then I wondered iff all of the vehicles that had pass had "died" too? I went inside the trailer to ask my grandpa where the trash dump was...and why the stuff was attracted to this area? (The question made sense in my dream). I went in and asked him the questions and he got really excited I had asked. Enthusiastically he told me "the dump is down the road to the left. On the lake. Once you get there, there is a spoty and you can't miss it.". I went out side to get the boys (jr, jj, shane, keith and tyler) from behind the trailer in the woods to come with me. When stepping outside and I see the woods on the right of the trailer, from the road all the way behind the trailer was on fire. I ran out there to stop them from spreading and blew the fires out with my breath. I started at the road and progressed to behind the trailer blowing out the fires. When reaching the back of the trailer the window to the trailer was on fire. The weirdest fire I'd ever seen but beautiful! I blew it out. I looked to the front of the house and the fire next to the road was back. I went to blow it out but I noticed a figure in the fire. I stared and the figure became clear. Simon was in the middle of the fire playing with toys. I reached to pull him out and woke up with him in my arms.

had two dreams last night.
first- i was at work(a grocery store) and was busy doing little chores around the store. i was in the back room and heading for the )front of the store. 2 employees were working at the front(both ive never seen) and talking about something. I made a funny comment to one of the employees(a girl with brown hair and a red shirt also very tan skin). at this point I start to notice the store is dauntingly huge. i walk down the second(or third) aisle walking towards the back again. I notice two actual employees i know in real life. they are a couple and are standing on a catwalk about 20 ft above the floor. I notice the RL guy has his hand on her(RL girl) side, so i look away. i look back at them to try and act normal and say hi, but notice the girl is now topless and waving at me in her normal cheery way. every1 was acting normal except me. I look away almost immediately, even more embarrassed. I try to walk by and mind my own business. she comments on my shirt i have on. i look down at it and see that im wearing a black tee shirt with a face on it. from my angle the face had an angry/disgusting look. then the dream ends.

second dream- im at my grandmas house( in the middle of cornfields). im watching the news with my family. there is a warning about a meteor that will crash near us. I rush to the window in my grandma's kitchen. at first i dont see anything but then i start to see the meteor and i watch it land near the coast of an ocean. I watch as a giant explosion erupts from the crash. I can see all the smoke and debris heading for us. I tell everyone to rush down to the basement. we all hide quietly. after a short while i go back up to check whats happened. I notice a little bit of dust clouds around still. everything seemed quiet. I then saw a large cloud of debri and it was moving towards our house. i start to yell for everyone to get back down and be very quiet. I watch the cloud of debri come closer and I see that there is some machine moving towards us that is creating all the debris to fly around it. I cant get a good view of the machine. i see it stop in out drive way. all I can see is the top of the machine(which looked like it could have been a yellow hummer. I also see a little bit of the top of some peoples heads. I panic assuming they are aliens and hide in the basement with my brother. we both jump to the conclusion that the aliens are friendly and are just taking all the humans to heaven. I begin to feel stranded having fled the aliens. my brother and i decide to go upstairs. as we go up stairs I notice there is a rediculous amount of stairs to climb and make a joke about it to my brother. we see my mother sitting on a couch in the dark( I assume). I sit next to her and we say something to each other. then my mom tells me its her time to go(to heaven) so i tell her i love her and hug her. dream ends.

I was inside the farm house standing in the dining room blankly starring at the door to my moms room. I then decided I wanted to go out side and magically I was at the door to front porch. I opened the door. The sun was starting to rise. I felt peaceful and happy. I enjoyed the wind on my face and the smell of the farm in the morning. I turned around to go back inside...as I did I could see through the windows on the front porch. There was a garden where we had our garden once. There was only one type of plant and it looked like cabbage and lettuce mixed together. It stood about waist high. It was light green from the ground to almost the tip of the plant. At the tip it varied from dark green to purple. An intensified feeling of happiness occurred while I was starring at it. I felt like I was going to float off like I did in my second lucid dream. Then at the point I was about to float off I felt and herd some thing hit the screen door in my hand. I looked at the door and then looked to see if I could figure out what hit the door. I looked behind me and at first I didn't see anything, but as I looked next to the house I noticed the grass move. It was almost knee high. I see a side of a head peeking at me through the grass. It reminds me of tyler. I try see who exactly was in the grass and I feel heat fly past my head and a ding on the door again. I then realize the person in the grass is shooting at me and I dive through the door on the porch. The feeling I felt while falling sparked my lucidity. I felt time slow and my vision blurred as I fell. Then I was standing instantly...looking at the screen door half open...waiting for the person outside to come and try to shoot me again. I then thought "should I go out and face my dream enemy?" I then was concerned that I felt the heat as it flew by my head and decided I didn't want to feel pain in a dream. I woke up.

I am in a room filled with items. I have a weird looking jar in my hand. I notice the top of the jar opens up. I open the jar and there is stuff inside that sparked my interest. I can't recall what was inside other than it was colorful. I felt that it was odd that I found whatever I found in the jar. Then I noticed the jar has a second area that could be opened. It had paper around it which reminded me of how a wine bottle is sealed with plastic. It looked liked the jar had never been opened at the second opening. I opened the seconded area of the jar...there inside the jar was a wax scene. There was a baby blue carriage with one of the 4 wheels on the ground. There was a black square for a door. There inside the carrage dwelled an evil looking pumpkin smiling at me. Outside of the carriage were 2 witches. The one toward the left was trying to fix the wheel that was broken...the other witch was watching doing nothing. Tied to the top of the carriage was 2 birds and a bat. I remember thinking while starring at the evil pumpkin.."Weird...why is there a pumpkin inside the carriage?" And then went on to answer myself "oh yeah, the make the carriage out of a pumpkin!". I woke up while trying to fix the wheel in the wax scene..