non-lucid

I am in my room when a knock at the backdoor is heard.
I get up and head out to investigate along
with my mother right behind me.
Nobody is at the back but on the deck is a huge flatscreen t.v.
I get excited because I really want to play my playstation on it
but my mom picks it up and walks back into the house with it.
I am orbiting around her trying to get her to let me use the t.v.
She then says I can use it and I jump for joy
but then she says that I can use it after she gets home from work.
My spirits drop as she leaves for work and
I just sit staring at the t.v until the dream ends.

May 29 2012
Just woke up from two of them. Was having a sort of half college half Disneyland dream. Was in a sort of bathroom where for some reason I was hearing a couple of guys talking about being gay. One guy talked about some particular guy he wouldn’t mind being gay with but he would still be the “guy”. One girlish but gruffy voiced gay guy with black hair and a beard asked me if the conversation bothered me. I said kinda, he asked me if I had ever wanted to be lesbian, I actually said yeah I had started thinking of another girl. Somewhere in this dialogue, I seemed to think I had a 12:00 art related class that I went to, but it was after class while cleaning up that I was looking in a trash can finding a poster, bright blue with Disney characters and teaching kids how to read. I carefully pulled it out and gently rolled it up, it appeared to be about 3 feet wide and at least 5 to 6 feet long. After I rolled it up I thought I was going to another class but I soon walked out into the quad which started to look like the Disneyland hub. There looked to be teams of cheerleaders around and I was dressed like one, I believe I had a navy blue pleated skirt, an old world reddish colored top with long sleeves and shiny mary jane shoes. I think my poster turned into something made of cloth with a blue and gold fringe on it. I began walking down Main Street, which was much larger than usual, people were on actual second floor balconies as well as the ground. Ropes had isolated the street which was wet and I smelled fresh water or fresh rain and I recall thinking that the street had just been freshly hosed down. I was happy and I started twisting and dancing as I walked down Main Street. I think the buildings were decked out in 4th of July old fashioned regalia. It was then that I woke up and stared right at my dog’s butt and wagging tail directly over my face!
Another dream I had, I dreamt about first and the memory is in bits and pieces. I was at Disneyland, with Mom or Dad or someone familiar. We were there before opening and all the buildings looked like stone. We were watching a guy painting this really large spiky looking building and it was the spires of the castle, Sleeping Beauty Castle, and the person next to me was like they put new paint on all the buildings every night and I was amazed. I looked to my left and saw the castle again still getting a paint job, I looked to my right far off and there was the Indiana Jones temple building in its blocky Mayan-temple shape, and behind me I think was Frontierland, and as I looked around I turned to, whomever, and said “You know this is the first time I’ve had to map out Disneyland this way. Usually I recognize stuff right off the bat but now it’s a little harder.” It seemed pretty dark and grayish around me too. It actually seemed a little depressing but still fascinating.


May 30th 2012
I was on some kind of spiritual retreat with a few people. I had to scoop water into a plate then carry the plate from one fountain to another, down a small hill avoiding tourists walking around. I also had some kind of family reunion thing going on so I seemed last on all the spiritual tasks. When the other members were eating I had to carry a piece of chicken and throw it in the fountain but it was taken from me by some talkative black haired girl. I went back up the hill and complained about it but the leader seemed sympathetic. Then we were in a theater-like setting about to get spiritually hypnotized. I recall looking at a glass and wood cabinet with very early hypnotist memorabilia. Flyers with a picture of a hypnotist that looked very evil indeed, he looked similar to Dr. Facilier from Princess and the Frog, and someone told me that Dr. Facilier and Jack Skellington were based on this hypnotist. I visualized some Nightmare Before Christmas footage including some images of Sally making the bottled wine and falling but looking more realistic in the face. Then I was in the theater again and this time we were supposedly going on a spiritual journey but in my mind I knew it was hypnosis. I could hear Mr. Daniel’s voice in my mind though I believed it to be imaginary. The theater was dark, the screen had not a spiral but a moving circular bulls-eye moving out towards the audience, it didn’t have a voice but had numbers counting down but seemed stuck on repeating 5. And 5... that’s it 5... no matter how we count 5... Then I seem to remember everyone waking up. I think some of us were supposed to see some kind of symbol I recall seeing a moccasin which meant spirit guide. A few of the people got up and started doing weird things. One guy covered his head with a black glittery cloth and ran, head bowed, out of the room, outside he huddled under the cloth with another man acting sexy. I seemed to get an image of Mr. Humphreys from ‘Are You Being Served?’ wearing a black dress. I also seemed to recall us being hypnotized again but I was coming into it late. I do remember that after the lights went up, there was a large black raven flying over our heads, in the theater a few people had their arms up. I tried but at first I had a finger up and it scratched the raven, pulling a feather off of it. It flew around landing on the arm of the girl next to me, she reminded me of Marion from Printmaking class. I kept my arm up and eventually it landed on my left arm. It stayed there for a while, I could feel its claws on my bare arm, but it didn’t hurt or frighten me. Soon I raised my arm up higher and it flew away. Both Marion and I said we had seen the spirit guardian symbol the moccasin.
Then we were driving back home, Marion was driving, I was in the passenger side. Apparently there were videos of our hypnosis sessions and I had both of them. For some reason they seemed to have a loud scary soundtrack like Goosebumps, I had to find the wheel to turn the volume down. Then Marion missed the turn to take me home so she drove me to her place instead. She went inside while I, for some reason, unpacked my whole suitcase and left my stuff in front of her house. I recall that I had over-packed on clothes which were still folded up and clean. I thought I had worn my skirt too long. Then I went inside. Marion had a lovely house, all wooden furniture in the dining room and wooden floors. I caught up with her, she was in the kitchen. We talked for a while about degrees and having a certain teacher this semester (why did I have a visual of a big eye creature from Baldurs’ Gate, a beholder I think, why did I imagine it teaching a class?) She complained that she had a long way to go on her degrees, whereas I told her that I was almost done. We were outside then and the really long waving grasses on a hillside told us that someone was coming just around the corner… but I woke up before that person came.


May 31st 2012
Well it was definitely a school dream and almost a false awakening too. I dreamt I was going to school for at least a few days I think I dreamt about the first few days of summer semester but I only really remember a dental class where we were supposed to take care of our teeth. Mine were bad, we had the doctors take pictures of our teeth and measured plaque levels day by day, mine were like 25 just around the gum lines, very bad according to the professor he sounded like the main host of the show The Doctors. I feel like I went to that dental class three times but the other classes I don’t recall. At one point the dentist/teacher offered to roll up my skeins of knitting yarn but he seemed annoyed by having to do it, so I did it myself and listened to his lecture, something about it taking 11 days for your mouth to achieve a fully clean feeling. Afterwards the doc gave me some foods to eat for my lunch, one was a plain bologna sandwich, another looked like cow tongue… and a third… I forget. I ate, but after looking at a clock that said 10:20 and wondering if I was missing my other class, I rushed outside but I didn’t know which room I was in so I headed for the library computers to look for my class schedule, but when in there I pulled out a ball of yarn, a notepad, a paintbrush covered in melted chocolate and sand that I kept wiping on the notebook. Then the girl next to me wanted to see my picture and while I showed them to her I daydreamed about her being a princess and dancing to the dance of hours, I also daydreamed about the show space cases and the Thelma robot in the episode about the Problematic Schedule. I started writing what Commander Goddard would’ve done to Ms. Davenport. I totally forgot to log in but I tried to log in unsuccessfully. Then Richard and I were at home setting fire to a ball of new yarn that melted. I dunked it in water and the colors it had were fantastic! I had two other dreams after falling back asleep. One was like some scene from a sitcom involving multiplying 0.49 by 3 to get 1 but it just ended up being a smaller number. This one idiot kept trying to prove he was right by jumping out the window! He wasn’t hurt after falling off a two story building twice! After a while a woman came out offering cheap plastic bracelets I saw two I wanted but after picking up a pink and black one I saw one with the same colors I had on, also the same colors as my knitted scarf the pastel blues and purples and pale teal blue. I woke up after that one but before that, I had another dream, very strange. Sort of a Beauty/ Beast dream, where Richard, a beast and another shy guy (looked like a kid from my printing class named Bobby) were all competing for my attentions. The Beast seemed intimidating, Richard was simply coercing, Bobby I appeared to meet at a theater opera singing Be Our Guest and he sat next to me talking. Then he gave me a very shy closed mouthed kiss. I ended up bouncing back and forth between Bobby who I thought was sweet, Richard who I felt obligated to stay with and the Beast whom I pitied with tears in my eyes. Each time I had almost decided on one, one of the other two would convince me to choose them. I seem to recall seeing Richard and Bobby around the front of the Adult School. I don’t believe I got to make a decision before I woke up.

I am riding in a white van, even though I was looking at if from the outside,
I knew that I was in it because I could feel my body in the seat.
It is night time and we are riding on the highway. On the way, we reach our exit and it
happens to be a sharp drop that curves like a twister. We start down it
and I receive that twisting feeling in my gut that happens when
I ride roller coasters. I become uneasy, and start to get a litt ebit scared, until
finally we reach the end and as soon as we do the dream skips.
Now I am looking through my body and it is a still scene
as if i'm looking at a picture. It is night, the moon is shining,
there is a fruity drink with a fruit lodged on the edge and all
I can see of my lower body is a silouhete. The dream skips again.
This time I am back in the white van looking from above and now
we are heading back up the twisting road and the feeling from when
we were going down creeps its way back into my gut.

I am getting real bad at this, not writing my dreams down anywhere..Hope I can remember them all since last monday.

October 1st: Strange night show

The day seemed to be kind of dark, as if the sun was setting. My dad had pointed out that there were two moons in the sky. I looked and sure enough, there was two. One was the normal moon, and the other seemed about the same as the normal moon. The sun was extremely dimmed, like no light was shining off of it. It was orange-yellow, and kinda small, like the size of the moons. I stared at this new moon for a bit, and after a while it changed to kind of reflect the earth. It had islands, water, volcanoes..I looked at the old moon, and I saw more detail than ever before. It was still desolate and craters, but I saw it up close, without a telescope. I saw this concert like place, where my dad worked in the dream. He was doing sound next to the stage behind a curtain. I flew over the crowd and landed in front of him, and he tells me I shouldn't be here and that I shouldn't be so obvious when I am flying. I guess I could be thrown into some government agency for testing or something. I explain to him what I saw, then went back to staring at the new moon. I see a volcano go off, and the whole earth just kind of turn orange with lava. I witnessed the destruction of a moon. (Or is it a planet?) All of a sudden I see like a film over the sky, as if some artificial thing was placed over the city. I look around and hundreds of people are watching the sky, as the new moon attracted attention.
Then out of nowhere planets, galaxies, moons, asteroids, space junk, everything appeared in the sky, easy to see, and words flashed in the air. They said something like "NOW PRESENTING: THE GREAT SPACE SHOW! PRODUCED BY -NAMES HERE- ENJOY THE SHOW, IT ONLY COMES EVERY COUPLE OF DECADES!" I now look down and see many people have chairs, towels to lay on, etc to watch this show. I was completely unprepared. I see my family next to me, enjoying the show. I watch the show for a bit and the dream ends.

October 1st: Burying a girl
I see this girl, who is like so knocked out, nothing will wake her up. I don't know if she was intoxicated, or just extremely tired, but she would not wake up for anything. I guess we decided she was dead so I buried her with my brother's help. We dig a hole probably 3 feet deep or so, and just long enough for her to fit well. We then take off her coat, which seems almost religious as it is like a shawl. Turns out she wasn't wearing much under her coat, as she was left in just her underwear. We were going to strip her further, but we didn't. The dream shifts as I then found myself making an underground minecraft style temple in that hole with the girl encased in glass in a display.
That dream sure took an odd turn.

When I dreamed this next one, it was a day before AWANA started, so I was likely trying to find where AWANA meets.
October 3rd: Church meeting
I was supposed to go to some sort of event, but I didn't know where to find it so I went door to door looking for the place. I went around what I know in real life as an event center until I found a house. I rang the doorbell and was greeted with an interesting sight. They invited me inside where I saw a man about 19 years old with two sisters, one on either side. The girls were topless which immediately got me aroused. I remember one being a blonde and the other a brunette. They both had their hair up. I kind of just stared at the breasts the whole time. I averted my eyes after a bit, because it didn't seem right staring at the girls like this. They assured me it was okay.
I think there was more, but I do not believe they stripped further.

Date unknown: Doctor Who dream
I was put into this room, that had conveyer belts with minecraft zombies and some doctor who alien on them. There was a video game feeling here. I walked through a doorway to the left to escape the room I was in, and saw a circular hallway. There was only one exit aside from the room I was just in. I go to this other exit, and the room is quite dark. There is various junk lining the walls, machinery I guess. There is a light in the center of the room, with baby weeping angels going to the center. Once they got into the light, they were weakened. I was supposed to pick them up, and throw them against a wall to smash them. When they were in the dark, they were invincible. The room had probably 25 weeping angels inside. I kept dying, restarting the room/level. I do not believe I ever killed a single weeping angel.


October 10th: Ice cavern trip cut short
I guess my minecraft fights have finally shown in my dreams.
There was this giant place made of minecraft snow. It looked like a skyscraper being made. Inside there was a hole that went all the way down. About 3 kids jumped down, and me and my brother followed. What was below was like an ice cavern, with water in the middle. At the bottom of the water was lava. Me and my brother were exploring until a mod from a server I play comes down and tells everyone to leave. We ask why, and he says "It is too dangerous for children." So I say "okay then, take the kids and go. We can handle ourselves." And he bunches us with the kids and says the mods are sealing the place up, never giving us a good enough reason to leave other than they just don't want us there. Then my mom and brother had left me home after searching for an artifact. I got so pissed off, and they said "We asked you if you wanted to go." I replied that I didn't know that was what they were doing, and there was a short fight. (In this dream, I guess there was a background that my family were all warehouse 13 agents, and I went on every mission.) I saw this thing in what I know in real life as the back of the place I used to work at. They were black rings, kind of large, that emitted steam. I did not know what they were all about, but I accidentally knocked them over. I was then told that I had 24 hours to live because of what they were emitting.

There was another part of this dream but it is pretty much forgotten at this point. There was something about how every Saturday didn't exist or something like that. It had something to do with me strolling in the morning on a Saturday and going to some place. I wanted to go to the radio station I think, and saw this car. I went up to the man driving, and he pointed me across the street to a radio station hole in the wall building. I kinda ignored it and went on my business. I remember the house I used to live in being involved in the dream. I think the dream kinda ended with my fighting with my mom and brother while I was sitting in the back seat of a car. I was fighting about how I missed the last trip to find artifacts, and eventually I got out of the car, slammed the door, and went home. They then left without me.

Heres the start of what will hopefully take me to full lucid dreaming.

This dream is from two nights ago.

Id consider it a nightmare, but since it was more than 24 hours ago, the details are vauge. I was unfamiliar with the location for the most part, but for some reason it reminds me of my stay in St. Lucia about a month or so ago. It was a sinister setting, and I believe I was being chased by som sort of apparition. Blue... floating. Amorphous. But I feared it. I wanted to run away. I dont remember it emitting any particular sounds, but it was indeed pursuing me as I ran. The only real thing that I could remember is that I started to run down a corridor, and it became darker and darker.... but I was gaining distance from whatever I was running from. As I was running I looked behind me and could see the blue appartiton fading away in the distance... and this brought me comfort.... However, as I turned around to look towards where I was running, there it was, right in front of me. It scared the shit out of me. I yelled "no!", and that became audible in the real world as I woke up. Thats all I remember. I believe I looked around, checked the time, and went back to sleep.

I am at school with members from the band, only were more on the outskirts of school
in a forest at night. We are busy going off completing tasks in what I beleive to be a dream.
After we complete another tasks we are off to complete another.
When we finish completing tasks, a couple of people on motorcycles come to give us a ride back to the school.
We all get on a motorcycle and head off.
The dream skips.
I am standing in front of the school, near a black van. My friend C is inside and she hands me a pink slip
which is like a dreaming certificate or something simillar. She then tells me that she
has ran out of pink slips and that our band teacher was on vacation
and could not create anymore.

10.09.2012

Girl watched DBZ Hentai (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There's a girl who looks like someone in waking life from my Organic chemistry Lab, and she's in the ROTC or Corp Cadet as well. She's wearing a dark greed cadet uniform with some fancy badges on her chest. We're sitting at a lunch table on the opposite sides.

She's a few seats to the right of me on the other side, and I seem to be alone, but I to distract myself, I just listen to the people on the right, and the girl. The girl is bragging how she looked at DBZ Hentai all day, and starts making fun of herself, even doing a pretentious crying reaction.

Then the dream shifts or resets where she said that I would sit next to her?

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10.09.2012

Mall with Parents (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of a mall, and I'm walking with my father and mother, and my father asks what would be his favorite kind of food, and I make an assumption that it's Whataburger.

He then says, "No your real father,"

Wait....what?

I'm a bit puzzled when he told me that, and then passed it off and said "Panda Express." I don't know why I'm saying these things, since I don't know what the hell he likes, and my mother looks at me weird when I said that fast food place, like she's surprised or something. I see some different Asian restaurant outlet when I declared it.

As I'm following my parents, I think, I see two men to my right stilling on some rotatable stools, and the one on the right looked very familiar, at least based on the profile view I saw him in. It ends up being "Rup" (nicknaming) that I know in waking life. The other person on the left is probably a relative or friend of his, but I don't know his name.

Father shakes hands with Rup and the other guy, and I do the same. When I get to the other guy by saying,

"I'm Brandon," I move my ears closer to wait to hear what his name is.

He says it, but I can't recall what he stated, and he declared that we've met before, when I used to be quiet.

Ummmmmmmmmmmmm............don't think you were around when I decided to be quiet as a child....

The mall has a lot of contrasting colors, the most apparent being Blue and Red.

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10.09.2012

x+ y^2 Equation (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm going inside of a classroom, and I see an African American male teacher who is fairly tall, about 6'6''-7 feet tall. He's wearing long sports pants, and a shirt. He seems to be doing last minute reviewing for the class before the exam starts.

A student queries on a concept on what they would use for some random equation I can't recall too well. The teacher was in the middle of passing out something that seemed to be given in the order of colors ranging from yellow, red, and blue while the student was asking the question. The colors are probably just different exam forms.

The teacher then shows how to do the problem requested, and there's two models where you would graph it. One is a basic line with some points on it, and the other seems to be just half circles curving downward and in a chain.

Then the paper I'm looking at with these models changes into a sepia colored hill slopes with black ink outlining the top and at least some of both sides of each hill-like structure. I guess the black ink with the hill slopes were the answers, so I decided to memorize that before the exam begins.

The teacher finally gets the exams handed out, and I see a yellow paper and small packet handed out to me. I presume this is my exam, and I quickly get rid of all my stuff I took of my backpack to prevent from being accused of cheating.

Then the dream shifts where I still feel I'm taking an exam, and this time, I have a gray laptop open in front of me. It seems to have the same Acer Aspire Series background I currently have in waking life for my Acer Laptop, but I didn't notice it at the time.

I was stumped on a question that had something like:

(X value here) + (Y squared) = Value here

I seem to have difficulty remembering a basic concept here, and I just stare at the laptop like an idiot. There's a person sitting next to me on the right. I didn't want to pay attention to her too much, so I kept her within my peripheral vision, so I can't recall her visage too well.

Something about her makes me presume she must be an Asian female that I knew in waking life, so let's call her "Jen"

I wasn't sure why Jen was looking at my laptop, considering we're still taking an exam, but it seems she doesn't care, and is looking at my laptop still for some weird reason.

It gets irritating and makes me nervous because I had feelings that she was looking to see how I'm having trouble figuring out what would've been a simple problem if I didn't have basic logic eradicated in this dream.

I tried entering a random equation of x+4^2 = something, but it doesn't help, even though the problem is clearly an x+y squared format....

*sigh*

I started to tense up more, and to prevent myself from looking like an idiot to Jen, a DC that just happens to conform to the body composition and visage of her, I clicked a forward arrow button on the bottom right to move on to the next problem, and planned to go back to the one I stumped on later on.

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10.09.2012

Windwaker Windfall Island Possessed??? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I seem to be controlling Toon Link from The Legend of Zelda: The Windwaker, and he's walking around in the front section of Windfall Island, and everyone's eyes look weird.

They all have some kind of dark orange aura around their pupils, and every time I go near an NPC, they always come up with the response,

"I remember!"

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE...It's LIKE A FUCKING CREEPYPASTA of Majora's mask or something, except it's just for Windwaker....holy shit......................

Instead of using them using the typical response in white font on a black box with the green circle thing on the bottom from the actual game, it's on the blue-violet type of box that would show up if you were to get an item or it couldn't be used.

After looking around a bit more, I feel I finally like I'm really just playing Windwaker as a game through a gaming console, and I see one person's eyes who are normal, but they quickly enter some building.

From the quick glance I took, it was Orca from Outset Island in the game, and I quickly go into the random house/store (which seems to be the bomb shop in Windfall placed near the water instead of the hill).

I finally see Orca to my left on the other side of a small border that's like 2 feet tall. He has no shirt on, just like in the game and concept art, and his the blue pants or whatever along with holding his long spear too.

I try to catch up to him, but it seems he breaks some vases that concealed a portal that looked a lot like the Twilight Portal Midna uses in Twilight Princess to warp to several main areas.

He uses it, and I don't know where the fuck that portal is headed, and I can't remember if I decided to chase him.

What the hell is going on in this dream?!?!?!

Seemingly possessed people with orange pupils all saying "I remember!" every time I go near them....and then Orca who just magically wants to disappear through a portal on a floor?

UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH, how the hell am I supposed to interpret this?!?!

Bleh, N-REM bullcrap.

Thoughts | Non-Lucid | Lucid | Techniques/Aids

Religious Rage

I am a teenager again. I can't remember it all but there was some sort of scandal in the church. Some sort of bigotry and just a bunch of awful stuff.

I am storming through the building. I see a lady that looks like Umbridge from Harry Potter. I hear her calling some one a prostitue. I am so fed up with this lady. I turn around and yell at her. I say, "GUESS WHAT? JESUS LOVES THE PROSTITUTE! JESUS LOVES THE BLACK PEOPLE! JESUS LOVES THE HOMOSEXUALS! AND JESUS LOVES EVEN YOU! SO GET OVER IT AND STOP BEING A BIGOT!

I walk away. I see my dad as the pastor. He is walking up to the front in the sanctuary. The pews are full and everyone is happy and cheering. I see them throw trash everywhere and going wild. I continue to storm by and I scream at them. "YOU ALL SUCK!"

I round a corner and I see my plant manager from real life. I looks at me and says, "If your mom would let me I would come over there and whip you little ass." I flip him off and go up some stairs.

I am in a bedroom. I know it is mine although is like nothing from my real life. For some reason I realize I am completely wet. I take my shoes off and open a window. The window does not slide up and down but it is 3 panels and tilt out. It is raining. I place my shoes on the roof to eventually dry out. I see a car pass on a road to my left. I only see this in peripheral vision but I hear it clearly. The sound of traffic on a wet road.

I begin to think about how I just flipped off my plant manager off. I don't understand why I lost my temper. I thought about how I should have tempered my anger because he had nothing to do with any of it.

I am Magic

I am running across from something. I cross a ferry. I see a light pass in the woods. It goes around. I only crossed a small pond. I begin to be surrounded by LOTR style orcs. I stop. I tell whom ever I am with, "Let them come." I feel a snarl on my face. I shout, "LET THEM COME!"

Now I am completely surrounded. They do not attack. They look confused by my posture and fearlessness. Then like a silent super nova, I emit a blindingly bright light. It sends a massive shock wave for miles. I watch from a birds eye view as hundreds of orcs fall over dead. Then I see myself in third person. I am wearing a white robe. I watch as my body collapses to the ground from exhaustion.

Techniques/Aids: None. I tried WBTB but I was so tired that I didn't give much effort to VILD. I failed DEILD losing 1 dream recall. I tried to WILD late in the morning but I was too awake by then.

Finally I have had a dream! I haven't been able to sleep for 2 days!

I wasin a lodge right by a very snowy mountain getting ready to go out and play in the snow. This old guy, you know the sort, bald with a bit of hair on the sides, hair is white, wearing villager clothes came in. I was instantly teleported without the man onto a bare, stone mountain without snow. A loud voice from nowhere told me to destroy the stone so that it would be flat in the area. The world became minecraft(everything turned to blocks) for a few minutes while I destroyed the stone then I had to destroy some gravel too. After that the old man came and dug out a small hole and put some fake grass in the hole. 90 sheep came hurdling to get onto the giant cliff that was now suddenly above us.
I was told to take the elevator that magically appeared right next to me to gather up all 10 of the remaining sheep. They followed me back to the old guy and I saw that he had started a fire. He yelled "boo" and all the sheep jumped right into the fire and disintegrated. I then woke up.

Dream - Lucid

I was in my room with a couple of other people, I think a woman and her daughter. I shared a utensil or something with the daughter, then noticed she had a big, black looking cold sore on her lip. I then noticed the mom had one as well. I thought about the fact that I was now going to break out in cold sores.

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I was talking to my mom about my dad. She was saying how she always had to give in to him. I told her no, she didn't, and explained why, saying that he helped me with something.

I was then in a Minecraft-like game that actually, now that I think about it, had sort of a Doom feel to it. I started in a dark hallway, and saw these glowing orange-yellow lights in the room in front of me. There were two rows of them on either side of something I couldn't see. I then knew they were eyes of this creature that detected people's auras and killed them. It saw me and went for me. I can't really describe what it looked like...it didn't look like anything even remotely living. It was black with these yellowish glyphs all over its body, which appeared to be made of some kind of black stone substance. I started to swing my sword at it, and I hit it a few times, but it kept hitting me too; when it would attack me, it would extend its arm and its hand and fingers, which was the only feature on the creature that looked even remotely human, and even then, barely so. My dad was supposed to be doing something in the room, I think helping keep the aura seekers under control.

I was still battling the aura seeker, and I started to jump backwards so I could both avoid its attacks and hit it myself. I hit it quite a few times, but it wouldn't die. It had a large amount of health, apparently. I started to jump backwards down this hallway, and 2 or 3 other aura seekers started to come after me. Well shit. I started to head back to where I was. I killed a couple of the aura seekers, and they died like Minecraft mobs do, but there was one that I was having some trouble killing. I can't remember whether or not I killed it.

I know I dreamed more than this last night, I know for a fact, but I didn't sleep very well. Oh well, there's always tomorrow night.

i woke up annoyed. in the dream il just back track. i ended up in a hotel with my parents and Julie kept telling me what to wwear and iwas getting pretty upsept about that. we left the room and i plugged in my ipod to block her out. Before that i remember taking a shower in a reall nice bathroom accept there was a toliet in the shower and some hatch underneat witch was gross and kind of annoying.
I was watchen a movie with a friend in my old bedroom and it was adefinetly a sad and graphic movie cuase there was lots of yelling and ddying. there were like soldiers in the snow and it was sad. eventually i got up and listened to my upod so ididnt have to her the sound on the tv. li guesss im just tired

I had one dream last night about having to find enough space for a jigsaw puzzle that wanted to solve itself.

I had another dream that may have been subtly influenced by the fact that yesterday was Columbus Day. I had set sail with Green, Red, Blue, and Vio (Four Swords Links) to discover a new land. Instead of having a ship, though, each of us was on a small raft. We were heading "roughly west". We passed a lighthouse, and, after a couple minutes, we stopped at the shore of a small town (no, we hadn't discovered anywhere yet; we were just stopping for the evening because it was getting late).

We went inside a building somewhere and found out that the mayor of the town was Mr. Pilgrim, who we were going to meet. I'm pretty certain he was Scott Pilgrim, but I woke up before I could meet him.

I don't know why, but I'm at Sh's house. Inside it, and she's telling me to leave. Before I do, I tell her "I need to know one thing". She tells me "okay". So I asked her if she still had any feelings for me what so ever...she says no.

Her husband pops up and he's obviously enraged. He starts yelling at both of us, and before I could say anything, he heads to the back room...I don't know what this guy is going to get, and I don't want to see it, so I high tail it out of there.

I'm running and he's chasing me with an electric pole saw. We ran for about two blocks and I was thinking "well I'm glad I parked desire so far away...maybe he'll tire himself out". Dang it...this clown isn't giving up.

I see Desire in the distance, and make a split second decision to open the driver's side door (it was closer, but I was thinking about opening the far side one due to the added protection) Soon as I put my key in, it bends....that's when I start thinking "maybe it's a dream".....too much to risk trying to find out.

I ran to the other side of the car and said "hold up hold up hold uop". He stopped, and asked me to give him a good reason to why he shouldn't mess me up, and I told him because I wasn't trying to go in there behind his back, and that I knew he was in there. "Not going to cut it!", he yelled. Then I told him that I just needed to know something, and that she still loves him. I only needed something from there. He started to calm down. I told him I had no other reason to ever come back.

I straightened out my key, almost breaking it in half and headed off. Before I even have time to think about what I did, I'm in this area that seems to be cop city. I know my license aren't good so I try to take an alternate route. I end up ditching my car and going on foot. I explore a bit until I find the best route out of this area, and head back to her......but I can't find her.

I end up walking through buildings and I saw my family in one of them. Some court related issue was going on. I met up with my sister in a room. Her daughters were there, and I was hungry....I kinda wanted something...she said she didn't have anything for me. I opened the fridge and there was a ton of free stuff she got. I told her that it was messed up to have all this stuff and not offer it to me. We were going at it for a while, and I said I might as well leave...but before I did I gave her a kiss on the cheek and told her I loved her.


I want to say I had one other dream...but it's slipped my mind I guess.

I went into an store, with a girl, i think, we planed to sleep there, but some other people came, and they told us, we should go, it was not that clear... one of them liftet a paradox, which i, unfortunately forgot.

And in some scene, i stopt i round from a gunshot...

Oct. 9, 2012
11:11-6:00

The only thing I remember is someone or something asking, "What is Hell?"