non-lucid

Was riding the bus today, was super sleepy so this is what happened!

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Nodded off in the bus, started dreaming I was at the next stop, 'woke up' in the dream and noticed I was at the next stop.
Once again, finally, I woke up for real, and was actually far behind the stop I was in my dreams.

Pretty odd .. Has happened before to me while on the bus though!

Dream 1: ex-Girlfriends
In this dream i just remember that it was about my ex-girlfriends Hadia and Farhat.

Dream 2: Office
Me, My father and my uncle are finding an office in Eden Tower.

Dream 3: Rent
My Uncle Mushtaq is not listening to me. I am at my recent home with my one more uncle his name is Pervaiz we are calling to Eden tower for Rent.

Dream: Friend
I just remember that my friend (Rizwan) was with me in my dream.

Okay so, the games I mentioned in dream 2:

There were these huge objects the size of busses if not bigger arranged in some strange mace-like formation. The idea was that I had to stand in front of it and pull a huge pole so it fell towards me and then landed in the center of the formation. The tricky part was having to run out of the way quick enough. I pulled on the large pole and sure enough it started to fall, I ran as fast as I could to the side narrowly missing being crushed. I managed it, it landed right in the middle.

Oh I forgot to describe the surroundings. If you've ever seen the nether in minecraft (if not look up a picture there are loads of them) it was very much like that, a fiery hell. The huge bus sized objects were the same colour and material but they were mostly on fire.

Game 2 was a rather large contrast. I was on a very grassy cliffside and I was with a bee. I wasn't sure if the bee was my friend or not but I was running along the edge of this cliff, maybe looking for something?

All of these are a bit hazy since this dream was in 3rd person view all the time.

I was at some kind of bar or pub, there was music and dim lighting aside from the few colourful lights supposedly meant to replicate a disco, it was a strange looking party. My girlfriend was there and started playing a game on a strange device, it looked a little bit like the Wii U hand held part of the console:

(I'll explain about the games later since the next dream was me being a character within the games)
I then played pool with one of my friends who is in a band, I can't remember who won, I think it may have been him since I'm terrible at pool. After everybody went outside to play some kind of game, I peered out of the door to see them walk straight past several tiny horses. I think at this point I'd started to suspect I was dreaming but then the dream ended before I could do anything about it

Both of the dreams I had last night were very long, I'm getting there

I was in a hot country, I could tell because the villas all around me were painted creams and light orange colours. I was looking through the window of a coach or bus but had no idea where we were or where we were going.

When we arrived I realised we must be on holiday (How come I can realise that but not if I'm dreaming or not? ) We invited the driver of the coach in for a bit as a way of saying thanks for the ride. Looking around the place we had our own indoor swimming pool and there were tennis courts not far off.

The first thing I wanted to do though was have a shower, being in a hot country had made me sweat, so I grabbed some clean clothes and headed for the bathroom. When I got in there I got quite a shock since there were 2 children already in there. By the time they'd got out they'd made a mess of the entire room Looking around it a bit more I found it was a strange place, my front door was hanging in the middle of the bath... How strange, not that I questioned it of course -_- So I decided to go onto the tennis courts and play a game instead. When I arrived there were 4 people already on one of the courts, I ran around for a bit on the other court until I got tired and the dream ended.

Non Lucid
Accomplishment: Managed to remember two dreams.
This is my most favorite dream-night of all times.

It all started one day when I was planing where to go for a holiday. I had a map in front of my eyes. It showed mainland in south and few islands placed north-east. I chose that the middle island will be my destination. According to the map and my plan, I should cross the little island in between before I get there. When I lowered the map I instantly appeared to be at the edge of mainland. I could see the islands being quite close to each other. I looked at the nearest and smallest island I had to cross and the view was.. disturbing.
The island was heavy fortified. There was high, square, plain steel tower standing just in the middle of the island. High walls were stretching from the tower both ways - till it reached steep and cliffy edges of the island. Impossible to cross, it seemed. At the same moment I realized that I, in fact, was standing just in front of the wall.
The wall was so high that I could not see the tower anymore, but I sensed the watchers on the other side. Wall seemed to be plain gray cement line, but I noticed little door just in front of me. To be precise, the door was not little at all - it was as tall as a regular man. It just seemed really tiny.
I took a big breath and ran to the door. Reached for it and opened it.
Sun was shining and the weather was warm. It was so bright around compared to the shadows of the wall that for a second I had to adjust. Trees were green, grass were even more so. People were walking calmly around, all dressed in bright colors. I looked behind, and I could see the tower far away in the distance. I just knew at this point that I reached the middle island. From here it seemed that island went uphill towards the tower. People took a wide patch leading there like there is nothing to be afraid of. I started to follow the path away from the tower.
I looked around. It was so peaceful. Like on those holiday brochures: crystal clear blue water, sandy beach, people relaxing by the shadow of trees, old couples sitting at benches, people walking by chattering. It took me only few steps and soon enough everything gone bad.
Earth started to rumble. Earthquake was my first idea but soon it proved to be wrong. I was wondering between the trees, confused, not knowing what to do. People started to run up the path, towards the tower. There was less and less people showing up and the ground were shaking stronger and stronger. I saw a boar running by. It's movements were quite unnatural - it's legs and moved like it was in slow motion, although it was moving fast on the ground. I got afraid and watched it from behind a tree. The boar did not seem to notice me and just ran towards the tower as people did. A moose followed shortly, running the same direction. And suddenly there was a whole heard of different animals all running in pack.
Suddenly I got my head thinking again and figured out SOMETHING BIG IS GOING TO HAPPEN. Tsunami or alike. So the only reasonable option was to reach the mainland again. I started heading that way and in a second I was at the wall again. Nobody seemed to be there.
I ran through the door the same way I did last time. But this time I did not end up in a different island. I found myself indoors. It was quite dark and I could not see or feel that the space would have any walls. I even didn't step a single step then I noticed a guard is watching at me. I froze and stared at him. Just one eye-blink and ninja appeared from the darkness next to the guard. I didn't make a noise, or a move to reflect it and just watched the ninja to knock out the guard and disappear again. I was still in shock and frozen at the same spot then masses of people started to flow through the door behind me and fill the space.
I opened my eyes in brightness again. I was standing at the same spot as I did when I first arrived The Middle Island. Just this time I could see the path I had been walking before in front of me by the water, and on the right of it I could see the mountain. I could see the trail of animal footprints going towards me and turning around, away from the tower and taking a route up the mountain instead. I was just at the foot of it so I started to follow the trail.
There was no people around at all, I noticed. And then just looked for anyone and my close friend, R was walking beside me. I was glad to see her, although she was not so glad at all. She acted like she was there all along and was watching closely every step she took being more and more disgusted. "What's the matter?" I asked. She said: "There is shit all all over". I looked in front of my feet and it was truth: the animal trail was heavily spattered with animal shit. I tried to avoid the shit as well but we decided we can not go like this anymore. So we have chosen much steeper and harder way up the mountain.
We turned right and started at the mountain. I took R on my arms and lifted her up. She could stand on the edge a bit higher and reached for me. I grabbed her arm and she pulled me up. After that we repeated the procedure couple of times and ended up on the mountain where it was walkable. My friend rushed ahead and took a turn behind a rock. By the time I took the turn, I could see her watching at me from the peak of the mountain far in the distance. I could see nothing but sky behind her, and a game machine just in front of me.
I approached the machine and started playing. I was a racing game with old school pixelized graphics. I played for a very short time against myself and, apparently, I won. After that I just continued to follow R up the mountain.
When I reached the peak environment changed. I was not at the peak of the mountain at all - I was at ancient, Egyptian-like room. The room was light and cubism ruled the architecture. Walls were built out of massive sand bricks, windows had massive silk curtains, vases were standing at the corners and at the end of the room, on a two step platform, was a double bed with clean white sheets.
My friend was here also, all happy and relieved. I felt more stressed to be there than she did. I through myself to the window, acting all paranoid, and looked outside. The backyard was closed from all directions by a stone fence and there was a small stone table in the middle. On the table you could see bunch of incense sticks... smoking. I turned to my friend, pointed to the table and shout: "Look! It is still smoking! Someone was here a moment ago!" R smiled at me and said: "It was me who lit it." I was still convinced we were not safe and looked back through the window.
Gates opened and a white car with blue sides drove in. It looked very new and could not fit with all the Egyptian environment. R came and crouched beside me at the window. Her face looked scared. Car drove in by the outside table, turned around it and went slowly toward the gate. Windows were totally black and I could see nothing inside. Shortly it was gone. I turned to R and said: "Someone is looking for us. This is an Egyptian house.. It must have a secret escape route in case we are in danger!"
And so we started looking. My friend turned to the book-shell and started to move the books. I crouched on the floor and moved around like I was looking for my glasses. Success! I triggered one floor plate and floor started to collapse.
As it collapsed I noticed many light reflections on it. Floor plates turned to gold and from gold to nothing just front of my eyes. Maybe one meter under "the fake floor" was another floor, all dirty and dark. There was nothing except a clean, bright vase on the middle of the floor. I put my arm inside.
On my open palm were few construction nails and a smooth silver tube, no longer than a span between thumb and index finger. I instantly understood that it was an artifact of great importance. I have had started to examine it but I got interrupted.
A worrier, dressed in ancient Egyptian armor was coming at me with a scythe. I backed down and found myself defending with a metal pipe. Our weapons clashed, and R was nowhere to be seen.

At this point I woke up as I had my alarm set for 7:00, but I snoozed it and fell back asleep immediately.

I was looking at a small room, more like a balcony. The hole right wall was open and left one was windowless, but had a door. You could not see anything but gray sky outside and it was so windy and cold that the balcony must have been very high. There was a man, a woman and a lamb in the balcony.
The man was sitting back to wall, big and strong, dressed in heavy furs. His hair was dark and beard grew thick.
The woman was dressed in heavy furs alike and had blond hair. She sat besides him just next to the outside wall.
The lamb was.. Well, the lamb. On the furthest corner of a balcony.
I felt like I was in between the man and the woman, but I knew that physically I did not existed. I just passively watched the scene.
The door opened and a priest, dressed in middle age dark brown robes, came in. He knelt, took a bowl with water from his sleeve and started to pour water on the lamb. While water was running through his fingers, with low but ambient voice he said: "For those who were innocent and defenseless..."
I looked at the face of a man. He was sitting still, his eyes staring still to the ground. A sad, heavy smile came to his face after priest finished his pray. My sight ran down his arms.
Smooth, silver tube was dancing in between his fingers.

Woke up again at 8:00
Monday, 10/12

12/12/12

Simpsons
I am in a toy store of some kind. I look around and find the store seems to specialize in Simpsons items. I also realize I have no money. But I want to get a present for my friend who is really into the Simpsons. So I find a container of small Simpsons figures and I figure I can help myself to them. They aren't very expensive, and they are small, and the container is on the lower shelf of an aisle in the back. So I dig through the toys and pocket one of each of the Simpsons figures except for Bart.

I am having trouble finding Bart. I keep digging and I finally find Bart. I have just slipped Bart into my pocket when I see the store owner is right behind me glaring at me. Shit. I should've been more careful. He says I have to pay for those. I tell him I have no money, hoping that if I return them and never come back to the store that will be good enough. He doesn't give that as an option. He says I have to work it off. We go to the back and it turns out he has been making pirated Simpsons merchandise. I have to help him make illegal Simpsons rip offs. That or he calls the cops. The fact that calling the cops would be worse for him than for me doesn't occur to me. So I start painting small Simpsons figurines in the appropriate colors. I get bored with the proper colors, and I am painting Bart blue when I wake up.

Once Upon a Beach
I am on a beach. There are a few other people there but they aren't bothering me at all, so I start walking on the beach. It is a very relaxing scene. I soon find I am alone on the beach. The sand is surprisingly soft on my feet. It feels more like flour than sand. I keep going, watching some colorful birds in the sky. I look out over the ocean and see there is one strange person there with me. It looks like Rumplestiltskin from the Once Upon a Time series. I stop for a minute, thinking, then I remember getting a potion from him that was supposed to help with depression. Since it has been an epic failure I wonder if it might have been a scam of some kind. I tell him his potion sucks ass. He says his potion can't possibly work when I want so badly to be depressed. I tell him no one wants to be depressed. He says I do. Otherwise why would I keep bombarding myself with negative comments even if I'm not feeling that way? It's a bad habit. Besides, how would he know about my negative comments? He says if he didn't know before he knows about it now! I just give him a dirty look. He says he has a stronger potion. If I'll stop attacking myself maybe it can work. He takes out a potion that looks like a disgusting black fluid. What the fuck is that? He says it's a concentrated form of the first potion.

He holds it out and then pulls it away. He says nothing is free. I am not in the mood for games. I tell him to fuck himself. He asks if I'm not even going to hear the price before deciding against it. Some prices are very reasonable. I ask what the price is. He seems to think about it for a minute… then says a hair. My first thought is a hare. I summon a rabbit. Not a hare, he says laughing, a hair. My hair. I look around for a bit trying to think of what he could want with my hair. I turn back and see he is right in front of me. He plucks a hair from my head, apparently taking my silence as an agreement. He hands me the potion and slips the hair carefully into a small vial. The potion smells like chocolate. Well that settles that… I drink it… it tastes like liquorish… I hate liquorish… I almost puke it back up. But instead I wake.

12.12.2012

Look What You Did To Her (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Apparently, I'm with Wonder woman and Batman, and we're assigned to kidnap a girl who's probably about 3-4 years of age. There's a chariot we have to go on in order to escape, and we have to align it into a door entrance, and close it before the people try to get their child back.

I don't know why we're assigned to do this, but we managed to successfully get into the building. However, the people came in as well, and before I make them try to take the girl away, I stand up, picked up the girl's head.....

I think I broke her in half and said,

"Look what you did to her."

She immediately transforms back to her normal state, and she agrees with what I said. She felt scared and angry at the people trying to save her. But honestly, I think these were bad people.

I can't remember anything else.

Dreams that didn't involve my girlfriend in the last two nights,
Non-Lucid
12/11/12
The diamond Lake- well not a very lengthy dream but it was interesting. I was in LA and I was a international investor with a full camera crew. Apparently Los Angeles had just had a huge underwater volcano which crystallised the lake with diamonds, I don't know how scientific that is. Me and all of other international investors had a bidding war but for some reason they all backed out and it was just me and the owner, so it turned to a pawn star deal. We kept battling it out but in the end we settled for $12 million which if you ask me is a bargain for a diamond lake

Don't know why I didn't get 3 dreams in a night like the last two nights, my main objective is to remember at least two dreams a night and then I will start infusing lucid dreaming.

12/12/12
The New Bus- from the point I remember I was getting ready to get on my public bus that I take home from school because they don't run a school bus to my area. So I got there and in stead of a bus it was a big iron flying machine and well I walked on and it was even bigger than it looked on the outside. So I went to sit down on these really nice leather seats and they had heating in them and all sorts. The bus driver said lets go and we travelled in style and well there wasn't that much people on the bus but a couple of friends normally its invaded by six formers. So I continue to just go down my road and it reaches my stop and I get off. But somewhere in this dream I remember braking someone's kite, sort of strange I think it was one of my brothers friend.

Also if you have been following my lucid re-boot I am going to start phase 2 soon which is to get back into reality checking

This is being directly copied from my tumblr. If you don't follow my progress with my tulpae, or if you don't know about tulpae in general, parts of this entry may not make much sense.

This post is about a dream I had last night.

First of all, let me give some background information. Last night, Link and I were on the IRC. He was talking with Ashley (his girlfriend, for those who don’t know), and he explained to her how he still wants to go back home to the forest, how he knows he should stay here, how he hoped she would understand (she did), etc. At one point last night, he told her he’d be right back (since I had to go for a few minutes); when he came back, she had logged off. One of the other users informed him that her host had had to go. We ended up going to bed shortly after, but he did say he still needed to speak to her.

Anyway, on to the dream…

I was on the IRC, and I got a PM from Ashley with a message clearly meant for Link.

“I’m so f*cking done…”

I knew right away what she meant. Last night had been the last straw. After all, last time he left, when he came back for a quick visit, she got mad at him for leaving (and not intending to stay). They ended up getting in a huge argument over it, which resulted in her refusing to speak to him. It wasn’t actually too surprising that she’d finally had enough.

I wondered how Link would react. I knew he wouldn’t take it well. After all, she was essentially breaking up with him. Of course, my mind immediately jumped to the worst-case scenario, which I really hoped wouldn’t happen…

I decided I should stop worrying about how he MIGHT react and just show him the message. Next thing I knew, I was lying awake in bed, in the dark, at 2:30 in the morning.

I was SO relieved that it had only been a dream.

I'm in "Atlanta" (though it looks nothing like the city) with my two friends Bet and To. They are a couple. We need to get to the airport to leave. To starts driving off and as he's driving Bet decides to look up the directions on the GPS. He's driving north and it does look like the way that we came from the airport. I know that it is the wrong direction though because I saw the airport on the other side of the town earlier. We only have 45 minutes before our flight so I start to argue my case. They don't agree so I stop arguing. All the while, the GPS is not working properly. I'm dropped off at the boardwalk that is suspended over the city. It is the outskirts of the city with not many people and many storage buildings. I walk over a yard of drone aircrafts and I think it strange that these are out in the open. I thought their technology was secret. I think about taking photos but instead keep walking. I call up Bet and To and they have left me. I say it's okay and I mean it. I call my sister who has an apartment in the city.

We go to a petting zoo. The zoo guide lists the names of all the animals that are available for petting. They seem normal enough but at the end his voice changes tone and he says, "and a tiger!" I'm scared expecting a big tiger to walk up. Instead, a zookeeper emerges with a baby tiger. He lets us pet it. I'm angry at the zookeeper because he is not being gentle with the tiger.



I have a fragment of a fish tank scene, where the fish are sort of competing with each other. I have a feeling it was an interesting dream but cannot remember much.

I'm in a house, which needs to be renovated. Some guys, three of them, do that job. they say, that the whole electrical system should be remade, and for that, they have to take down the clay coverage. But instead of paying a guy to do that job, they will hire someone, which can do that than. And then i notice, that the whole roof truss is loos, i can move it from side to side, and the house bends with it, all the doors get skew, and i realize, that the wood arbor, which connects the house with the truss, is broken, the worker say, that they have to fix that as well, and i'm thinking about the best ways i can immagine to do that.

I'm outside, in BDU's and I'm securing a parameter. I can see some scientist looking at something right next door. This other guy and I are guessing what could it be. We sort of come to the conclusion that it could be radio active. I jokingly state that if it is, I'll go next door and grab something to eat since the fridge is probably lined with lead.

My feet are hot, so I take off my shoes and socks, and eventually some other soldier calls me over. I told him I'd walk over when I got my gear back on, and he made some response about being a lazy LT.


I'm at some huge congressional meeting...I think it's all democratic, and the speaker of the house is there. She opens up the floor, but for the most senior people. After someone speaks, all the people in the crowd have mini uproars like they're a bunch of yes men. Meanwhile someone asks me to do a multiplication problem. It was something in the 400s maybe times 80. I want to say 450 x 80. Anyways, I couldn't figure out 8x4 for the life of me for some reason, and just asked another DC. She was like "81" and I said it can't be, because 8x10 is 80. I asked another one, and they said "45", and I did the same thing. I was so mad that I forgot the number when I woke up.

I'm in a hotel in Vegas. Some military people are with me, but I'm not in....we're just relaxing. My room mate bursts into the room, and I said "hey, you better be glad I wasn't jacking off!". Some other guy enters, and I head off solo. There's an AVN awards show going on, and I show up. (fun fact: I showed up to the hotel where this was going on in RL before and was like WOW ALL DEM FAKE BOOBS, but I didn't recognize any of the girls) I sit down, and they announce the winner for some scene, and her name is "Miss J" or "Dr. J", or something. Anyways, she's this one softcore porn star that I never caught name. Black hair, green eyes....nice rack. That sort of thing. I was happy that she won, and I tried to remember her name. I walked off after that.

This is going to be my first DJ entry of my latest lucid dream attempt. Because if you look at my previous posts, I last posted about a year ago
And as you can imagine I eventually got tired of trying to lucid dream and I gave up

But this is my new attempt, and I know I'm going to become lucid this time. And I think it's mainly due to the fact I've just been more motivated recently then I
have in the past. A great example is how I'm working out after MANY years of being a lazy piece of...

Anyways, Now on to the actual dream


Also a little side note, I use a timer when I go to sleep now, So I can have a rough estimation of when I wake up
(Doesn't take account of the fact that it takes a while to go to sleep :S)

Zombie Cops - 5h after timer

Me and one other guy (Zach - my IRL friend) were outside a hospital. It was the zombie apocalypse and we needed a car. We saw some kid with his mother walking towards the carpark, so we took off. We sort of ghosted them for a bit . I could tell the kid knew we were following him. Anyways when we got to his car we asked for a ride. I think he assumed we were friendly. He let us in but instead we shot his mom (We had mac 10's) and wounded him. He then was in some sort of drugged up state. Forgot what happened next but we ended up at farm. At this point we had a police cruiser somehow. Anyways we're in the farm chilling on the couch with the kid and a police officer shows up. He asks how we got the car. I said something like "It was abandoned" and he was like "What do you mean?" Then I explained how we like found it in a haunted town or something, and explained something about a bunch of mantras. That when combined look like

☼²Æ↨D îa}{`
YOUNG or LOVE ----- Essentially the word Young and Love with weird symbols ontop.

I forgot why but he then started inexplicably dancing and me and Zach we're trying not to laugh, but in the ended busted out in laughter.

I also remember it feeling... Sort of real.


Anyways that's all I can remember for now.