non-lucid

10/18/2016
10:30 – 3:30
4:00 – 6:30

I was trying to find these academic papers. They were in these buildings, like a barn type thing
with academic papers. There were a lot of Russian people. I remember trying to climb down a ladder
trying to get this stuff. There was quite a bit that happened, but that's all I remember.
<break>
We were riding in a truck, no top on it I'm pretty sure, there was a lot of wind. There were a few of us in it, going so fast I slid in front of the seat on the floor and had trouble getting back up. Then later me and some guy were driving along this big tree that was way above the ground, I didn't see how far up. It was really windy tree and curved back on itself in a lot of places. We were driving across to other trees, or other parts of the same tree. We pulled off to sleep. There was power, electricity and we recharged something. One of the people with us was a girl, but I don't remember anything else about her.

There were these kind of cowboy type people they had been doing something bad. We actually didn't run into them, but killed somebody apparently. There was an classroom setting part of it was people making beer, and a DC was getting mad at them going up the stairs. No sure what was going on in the class room. Where we were reading a book. Some was in Japanese and a guy was reading it super fast, so I tried to read it, but I don't remember what it said.

A guy was getting kinda interviewed. They'd asked him about these guys beings sad that they'd killed that guy. But the guy interviewing them saw through it, it seemed like he was lying.

10/17/2016
10:30 – 3:30 ( I think)
4:30 - 6:30

people getting sick, but little kid like 2 got through it and was immune, and somehow
spread it. A bread delivery thing. Like a little white cat or rabbit, with a dog following it
around, very cute, very bright.
<break>
Adventure kinda thing, outside in a grassy area with trees. Bunch of people scattered
hiding around, war time, there were lots of arrows no guns. It lasted a long time, I
forgot a lot of it. I was trying make stuff, it was kind of like a game. I remember pressing
'm' on a keyboard and then seeing where the thing would be made, an outline kinda like
ARK. There was a blue outline under some brush where I would be hidden if I went there.
A bunch of people came back, like they were skirmishing, but came back. I was part of their
group. I was in a wagon, and guy could hide me somehow in some fog he was saying.
Then it cut to like a part where I was reading and seeing a video like you tube on a website
where you could hide under a tree, by glitching under the ground and you shoot out through
the tree like a it was bug in a game. Then some of the people with the wagon and saying
some Japanese stuff. The guy that was going to hide asked me if we should hide. He called
me 殿下（でんか） so maybe I was a noble or something, and asked if we were going
to hide. Either me or someone said 当たり前.

10/16/2016
10:30 – 4:30ish
5:30 – 9:30

Similar to a game, waves of different armies that would come and you'd have to fight
them. There were people in it, but the combat was a kind isometric view. There was some
way to had to convince the people who were there. I was doing a lot but wasn't in charge
of it. There were tanks that were a kind of Tron-like.

Game kind of setting. 3D, like VR, flying a ship around trying to complete as much
as you could, when your ship got destroyed you'd need to start over. There was a
thing that I couldn't see, it appeared when I hit it, kinda like a pine cone shaped
thing that teleported me to a different place on the level. I felt like I could see the
exit maybe. There was a kind of work situation outside the came, that was pretty
tense, but I don't remember what it was.

10/8/2016
10:00 – 4:00
6:00 - 9:00
<after full waking break>
Setting was a kinda like my old place inside. People came over, I knew one of
the from twitch, and they had a baby. I had to watch him, it was outside, the
baby kept disappearing. I was trying to play games and watch tv, but the
baby kept disappearing and I had go find him. I was using a tracking device
of some kind for a while, with display with some red circles where it thought
the baby was. Carl Lewis was there running around with his gold medal.
A guy dropped his phone, which was a big deal somehow. At one point I
thought that I had woken up and that wouldn't have time to go to sleep again,
and try to get lucid again, but that was a false awakening.

• Unreal setting (CONTEXT)
• Knowing someone from twitch (CONTEXT)
• They had a baby, but they don't (CONTEXT)
• Disappearing baby (CONTEXT)
• Carl Lewis (CONTEXT)
• False Awakening (INNER AWARENESS)

10/11/2016
11:30 - 2:30
3:30 - 7:00
(bad sleep, sick)
<after break>
Something to do with a sheriff, there was a vehicle kind of like a Blazer. It had some
yellowish graphic or something in the back window. It was bright and sunny in the
only image I can remember. Something about people not wanting to engage something

10/12/2016
10:30 – 3:30
6:00 – 7:00
(bad sleep again, I guess I got to sleep around 6. Being sick really distracted me.
Almost remembered the dream after the break, but the alarm kept going off and I had
enough trouble turning it off that it blanked me out. Uninstalled that alarm, it was draining
my phone battery...

10/13/2016
10:30 – 5:30
(focused on getting sleep mostly, still kinda sick, but slept fine)
- A bunch of different pieces of beef were at different temperatures, some frozen. I
heated them up to the same temperature. Pretty vivid.
- Work dream. Sick, sneezing.
- Work people I didn't know talking about being sick and working from home. It was a
very realistic, natural situation.

10/4/2016
10:30 – 1:30
2:00 – 6:45
- Fantasy Setting. Multiple people going through a place. Lots of stone
walls. Somehow fire burned a lot of it. We were moving bodies around
it was really weird. Maybe we were hiding them or keeping them away
from someone. A desperate situation. Maybe I'll remember more details
later.

• fantasy setting (CONTEXT)
• I don't move bodies around (CONTEXT)
• Very desperate, serious situation (INNER AWARENESS)

<break>
- Outdoor setting. Driving two cars, one on an upper road and one on a
lower road less than a mile apart. Driving one and then getting out and
moving the other one forward, then doing the same thing. Pretty nice
looking country.

• ridiculous way of moving cars (ACTION)

- Maybe connected to the first thing. There was a community dinner thing
like it was some kind of retreat. They served me this nasty looking fish
and I was pretty sad. A whole fish, about as big as a sandwich. It was
not what I wanted at all. I was trying to find some bread. I'd gotten some
Nutella and was looking for toast. A guy tried to help me, maybe he did,
but then that part was over. There was some smuggling or pilfering going
on there. Some hiding around corners and trying not to be seen. I remember
them sneaking packages of meat around. Maybe I helped them a little. There
was a girl in a white dress they were calling Inertia.

• unrealistic confusion about food (CONTEXT)
• I don't smuggle or steal things (CONTEXT)
• the girl was out of place somehow (CONTEXT, INNER AWARENESS)

10/5/2016
10:30 – 4:30 (don't know when break happened)
Slept through, didn't wake up enough to remember anything

10/6/2016
10:15 – 5:00 (don't know break time, didn't remember it)
<break>
Maybe a younger setting, but not a real one. Was talking to a girl I knew in
school at social gathering. Showed her a notebook with maps from a lot of
D&D games that I'd played (maybe in another dream). It looked like the
parties had been wiped going from the drawings. As I was showing a
specific one, the scene changed into that run, I knew what the transition
was. She reacted to the scene change, then I didn't see her anymore.
There was a board on board fence that I could see through easily with a
regular guy egging on a giant, like 8 feet, not incredible, to come after us.
He threw a spear that was like 12 feet long at me, but missed and broke it
mostly in half. He broke off about half of it and ran after me down the street.
I sprinted down the hill, but he was too fast, so I got on top of the fence and
ran along it. He did the same thing. I was shaking the fence a couple feet off
center in each direction, but he still didn't fall off. I didn't really feel like I was
going to get hurt. It ended then.

• Younger setting (CONTEXT)
• Girl I knew in school (CONTEXT)
• Visual transition to another scene (FORM)
• I felt like the transition was not real (INNER AWARENESS)
• A giant (FORM)
• Standing and running on the fence (ACTION)
• I wasn't worried about the giant (INNER AWARENESS)

10/7/2016
10:30 – 4:30
Got up early, didn't remember much

9/25/2016
10:30 - 5:00 (wk at 3:00) (1?)
7:00 - 10:00 (3?)
- Almost didn't remember anything, but didn't give up and remembered.
Kinda like a TV show, NY maybe. It was like that was some stuff at
the end, not the main part. I remember a house.
<break and could not get back to sleep>

- A lot of guitar store dawdling around, eventually some super
vivid fast playing, very crisp sound. Close up view of my hand
playing, it felt like I was completely in sync with my picking
and clean.

• played better than I normally can (ACTION)

- More of the guitar store setting, don't remember much else
- Very strange dream, part work/office, but not real work. This
centered on going to lunch and rounding people up to go.
Ex co-worker JDC, a girl I knew in high school and another DC. There
was something about a some TV I had setup and someone moved
it for a meeting. The girl and my friend were there and the girl
had an Elmo about 3 inches tall with a tv for a head that they
were watching. The Elmo tv thing was on its side. And she had her
head laying the the table sideways as she watched it. We finally
ended up leaving the girl behind. I kept getting my foot stuck in
hinge side of a door in crowded hallway, like in school, when it opened.
They had painted around it in some way that made you want to
put your foot into the wrong place, it was weird. Met a guy that
followed along with us after some other stuff. Eventually his dad
showed up too. We had lunch at this place in a really tall building,
which after we had climbed up it, flew up it pretty much, it kind of
disintegrated and the city or whoever replaced it with a very unnatural
looking little palm tree thing about 5 feet tall. We had pictures of the
place before it went away and were showing it to passers by and saying
we didn't think it was right for it to be replaced with that thing.

• groups of people who don't belong together (CONTEXT)
• school setting (CONTEXT)
• Elmo TV (FORM)
• strange perspective on the door (FORM)
• climbing a building (ACTION)
• building disintegrating (ACTION)
• unrealistic petitioning of passers by (ACTION)
• sad about the building going away (INNER AWARENESS)

9/21/2016:
10:00 - 6:00 (wk at 12:45ish) (1?)
6:00pm - 8:45 (1)
restless, had trouble sleeping
<break>
- Entered a church to meet someone. Saw
her briefly, didn't talk. The appearance inside was kinda
faded like an old picture. Very fancy, marble stuff on
the walls. Blue carpet and the walls were mostly white.
They had a quality like an image that had been zoomed in
to far. It had a name that I don't remember, but
there was some kind of pun.

• strange looking walls (FORM)
• funny church name (CONTEXT)

<nap>
- Airfield: DC doing some kind of work on airplanes. Saw
Osprey kind of aircraft. Was explaining to some DC that a
the wing was better than just a prop in the wing. A little
more stuff. Followed behind a plane for some reason, got
unrealistically close. DC had a chance to work on one
of them a little, but had to go do something else.

• wrong job for WL version of DC (CONTEXT)
• close following of a plane (ACTION)

9/22/2016
11:30 - 5:00 (wk at 4:15) (?)
Did not remember anything in detail

9/24/2016
10:30 - 2:30
Got lost in an area, but found my way back somehow. Looking at
my route on a map showed how far iId messed up. Was riding with
a DC and he was driving funny and ended up on the wrong side of
the freeway. He drove across a median somehow and got back on the
right side. Somehow I ended up outside the truck and watched him
run into a huge fir tree that was sticking between decks of like a
freeway bridge. The tree knocked the top deck onto the lower deck.
I kind of caught my breath in shock at what had happened since there
were 8 or so cars. The DC started stacking the cars back by hand,
which seemed kind of weird since he was big enough during that time
to pick them up with one hand, then they swam off. I tried to follow
them, but was unable to catch up. I think he felt bad about what had
happened. I felt kind of sad for the DC.

• Tree in strange place (CONTEXT)
• Truck knocking down a huge tree (ACTION)
• person being the wrong size (FORM)
• DC stacking cars (ACTION)
• I was shocked (INNER AWARENESS)
• strange actions by DC (ACTION)

9/21/2016:
10:30 - 6:00 (wk at 12:44) (4?)
- office environment, setting up something at a
desk. Weird adapters, had someone get one for me
at a store. Cut to different scene with someone next
to me singing some kind of soul song really
well at a desk next to me, kind of embarrassing, but I was
curious to see the other people react. Cut to some
detailed walking around in a house (I think it
was where I lived.) Looked at strange white curtain, not
see through, but a lot of light came through it. I questioned
why houses so close together (like 5 feet) would have
such big windows facing each other, right about then
an alarm sounded and some guy was there for some
reason throwing something, with a bucket or something
similar. It seemed like that was okay, not sure, the alarm
was startling though and that was the end. Maybe I almost got lucid.

• weird plug type (FORM)
• abrupt scene change (CONTEXT)
• DC singing at strange time (ACTION)
• strange house layout (FORM)
• strange bailing action by DC (ACTION)
• out of place alarm (CONTEXT)

<break>
- Detailed indoor stuff, walking around, saw random
people. A mom with little kids and one of them kind
of straying. I let her know that her kid was running
off, and she got them corralled. Later saw them in a
library type thing, she kind of smiled when she saw me
like the little kid was going where we were going to be
anyway. Saw an old, brown leather book with a swoosh on it.
Saw a wooden book cart crammed with books, kinda like they
are at Powells.

• book with a swoosh (FORM)

- Working outside, worried about someone I worked with
who apparently got hurt. Asked about him, I guess he
was going to be okay

To start off, I'm going to transfer some DJ entries here, so there will be more than one day a lot of times, since they can be pretty light on info:

9/17/2016:
11:00 - 8:00
- motocross/something on track, no sound, floaty, reentered
same one with no vehicle for a short time

• driving with no vehicle (ACTION)

- Chicago police guy tries to get me to buy something for
hockey tickets while showing website, really vivid, scrolling
around. He said Red Wings tickets for some reason

• wrong team for the city (CONTEXT)

9/18/2016:
10:30 - 6:00 (wk at 2:37)
- heroes game, losing, new map
- tried DEILD after jolting awake, some HI, but tried to
RC too early I think. I did the nose pinch RC and just
was awake
<break>
- getting back to sleep took a while, lost attention and
just fell asleep, no chance to interact with transition


9/19/2016:
10:00 - 5:30 (wk at 2:15) (5 or 6)
- heroes type game, more vivid running around
- same, people mixed in

• Not an actual game that I know about (CONTEXT)

<break>
- kinda talking to people or something, a couple
sessions of that


9/20/2016:
10:00 - 4:15 (wk at sometime) (about 2)
7:30 - 10:30 (2)
- don't remember before the break
<break>
- pretty long, maybe SciFi salvage or something
at the end was eating something greasy and good
while being nagged about it by some female co worker

• Sci Fi job setting (CONTEXT)
• Felt the nagging pretty keenly (INNER AWARENESS)

<wake at 4ish>
- tried to avoid re-entering that last one to avoid
being nagged and ended up not being able to get
back to sleep mostly due to thinking about WL
<break>
- computer stuff of some kind. Something broke
that we pretty much knew was going to break
but didn't do anything about (had a deja vu later in the week)
- back to the same setting, don't remember what
happened, just slice of life I think

Amber said that she liked me a lot and told me exactly why. I remember having my shirt off huging her with a very sexy energy.

PE lesson

I was in my old school, I left changing room and went to sports hall. We had a new PE teacher. I was just about to enter the sports hall when I noticed that I don't have one of my shoes on, and the other had an enormous hole in it. I passed by students from other class and entered the hall. The teacher took some old shoes from a cardboard box and gave them to me. I took them on and started tying them.

Failed WBTB attempt

A favor

With two classmates we were in a city, wandering around blocks of flats. It was a sunny but cold day. We were going to a house of some girl one of classmates wanted to invite to a prom. We got outside her flat, there was some dark haired girl outside, standing with her mother. Classmate asked me to do him a favor and ask her mother if her daughter will go with him to a prom. I went to that mother and asked "Could your daugter go on a prom..." She cut in and asked me about her name. I didn't knew it and stood there in silence. After a while I explained "Well, I'm doing a favor for a friend who is too shy to ask her out." She said "I see..." I went back to these two dudes and suddenly we heard a voice shouting through megaphone. Her mother was angry at us.

Waterslide DILD

I woke up in a bed in other room than usually, confused. I felt as if I wore a jacket, but when I moved my hand over my body but haven't felt any jacket. I started suspecting that this might be a dream and made a nose-plug RC. It confirmed that it was a lucid dream. I got out of the bed and moved towards doors. I used them to teleport outside. It was really early morning but it wasn't that dark. I was standing on the middle of the road, completely naked. Staring at the way the road led, I got an idea to make a waterslide. I jumped on the ground and created a wildly flowing stream of water flowing along the road. I slided across whole village, increasing or decreasing flow of water until I got close to my friends house. There was an enormous shopping mall in the middle of the road. It looked like it was just recently open for business. I entered it, it was really dark inside. In the darkness I could see all the clothes shops - there were only clothes shops with mannequins. I clapped my hands expecting the claps to turn lights on, but it wasn't working. I got a wild thought that these mannequins could turn alive and attack. I immediately got a feeling that I'm surrounded, that thousands of them stare at me at the same time, I felt lost. I managed to calm myself and stabilise the dream a bit, thinking "Wait, they can't even turn alive if I don't allow them to do so!" I continued along the shop. Suddenly I lost lucidity.

Mirror DILD

I woke up in a bed in another room again. Immediately I realised that it's a dream and made a nose-plug RC to confirm it. I got out of bed and moved to hallway, there was a huge mirror hanging on a wall. I waved my hand in attempt to telekinetically smash it, but it only made the dream much less stable. The reflection in the mirror showed the hallway in strong moonlight. I woke up.

What a strange one. It began at a clubhouse of sorts. I was hanging out with some friends of mine when Sophie Mccarthy showed up. We started talking and she guided me to her room in the house. We then had extremely vivid sex. One of the most present moments I've ever had without being lucid for sure.

The main part of the dream was much more strange. I was accompanying/guiding/controlling a team of super powered beings. They were kind of like overwatch, but they were people I knew. I realized after a while that some of them were honestly fighting crime while the head of the group, this girl called valkyrie, was simply using everyone for her own gain. When I came to realize it I left them to their own devices.

At the end of the dream, I was with a friend of mine outside. It was raining, and we were on a hill. For some strange reason, there were people on the street either shooting a movie or a youtube video because they were doing extreme horse acrobatics in the street. I'm not talking your average Olympic equestrian here either, this was some next level shit. This one extremely fat woman was riding the main horse, and man that thing was having a real tough time supporting her. It was wheezing heavily, and with the rain on the hill, it was struggling to keep its footing. Suddenly, she started backing the horse up the hill. She rode it backward up the hill, then turned right and went backward up a ramp! The ramp was a quarter pipe, so of course, it was completely vertical at the top. The magnificent beast made it 95% the way up there, almost getting on the platform before her massive frame caused his stature to snap, and he slammed into the ramp, sliding down it with tremendous speed and across the hill through traffic, impacting the curb on the other side of the road. He looked like a horse ragdoll. Why would you let such a fat lady ride a horse backward up a slope? Who would do this?

The horse lived, though. No way I would let that happen.

I finished reading the Lord of the Rings today.

Bed @ 2210
Woke @ 0000 /w a general feeling of restlessness

Hobbits
I'm observing the four hobbits in the last couple of years of Lord of the Rings, when the Shire is being rebuilt. They're all proud and siting on their ponies. Over and over, it's mentioned that these four are always doing things for each other; but it soon becomes clear that Frodo is almost always the recipient and almost never a giver. The other three know this and aren't bothered by it at all - they're more than happy to do what they can for Frodo, given what he's already done for them.

BTB @ 0015
Woke @ 0325

Fragment: I'm watching various hobbits - both named and anonymous - performing tasks to rebuild the Shire.

BTB @ 0340.
Woke @ 0730

Sneaking through a factory
I'm playing a 3rd person shooter of some sort. I'm trying to infiltrate some kind of industrial site. Guards are everywhere, and I'm sneaking as best I can, but eventually one of them sees me. I tense and get ready to run, but he just keeps walking as if nothing's wrong. I realize that, just like in "Hitman Go," I'm dressed in a disguise. I assume that the disguise will be blown the first time I touch an enemy, so I'm careful to stay away from them lest I touch one. At one point, I come to a hallway I need to go through, and I pause, unsure how to continue, because there's a guard standing in the middle of the hallway. I actually manage to squeeze by him without touching him and continue on my way.

Now I'm in the lower levels of the factory. My disguise has been blown, though the guards in this area aren't on full alert yet, so my efforts at sneaking are redoubled. Now I'm close to my objective, but some high level guards have been alerted to my presence and are hunting me. It's turned into a race of sorts, to get there and <do something> before they catch me or get to it themselves.


College event
I'm walking around a college campus, attending some kind of large event. At the moment, everyone's been given the assignment of finding where the elephant is hiding. I'm no good at this kind of thing, but I can't just sit it out (as much as I'd like to), so I figure I'll wander around until someone else finds it. As I'm wandering, I find that I'm near some some snack tables and go to check them out. I'm disappointed that they're mostly empty, but at least there are still a few small cupcakes left. I think they're pumpkin-spice cake with vanilla frosting; not my favorite, but not bad. I take one.

Now I'm walking along a path towards a freestanding staircase which connects to a bridge high above. The staircase and bridge are both bright white. A truck with a trailer is parked next to the bridge, and an older man is hooking things up. Eventually, he turns it on, and I realize that the trailer is a generator. As it vrooms into life, a nearby fountain starts to shoot water into the air, and I feel a breeze of cold air. A passing man incredulously asks me if the truck is providing air conditioning to the place, and I confirm that it seems that it is, adding that it's also powering the fountain. I start to walk up the stairs - they're wide and white - and have to keep dodging people coming down them.

Now I'm at the top of some indoor stairs. I'm carrying my youngest child, and I'm pretty tired. I just want to find somewhere to sit down, and I don't want to see any more stairs.

Now I'm in a classroom with a handful of other people. A woman is walking us through some logic problems. Now we're finished with them - there were four total - and she's counting up score. I almost solved one of the problems, but I don't actually score any points. The woman oozes sympathy, which rather annoys me, and I let her know that, even though I may not have gotten any points right now, I got some earlier, thank-you-very-much.


Fragment: I'm in a room filled with boxes.


Work van
I'm approaching our work van. Despite appearing normal, there's a very special way to get into it. Now I'm inside looking out its windows. One of my team members is standing outside, and a very large man is approaching him. I'm a bit worried, but I know that it's part of the plan and that my team member knows how to deal with the risks. Now I'm standing outside the van, and the large man is approaching me. I'm not worried, because I know that he can't actually reach me. When he's a few feet away from me, he hits an invisible barrier. He's confused, and I laugh, explaining that, despite appearances, I'm actually still inside the van.

I dreamed that I was playing a Harry Potter video game. I control a party of characters, though excluding Harry everyone else wasn't a canon character. We stumble into a Death Eater in an underground dungeon who was forging something and can apparently deink and heal himself with molten metal. Approaching him result in a cutscene where he grabbed Harry and stuffed him into some cramped opening in the wall behind him, and everyone was magically required to answer his riddles or Harry would die. After we answered his riddles, the spell was broken and he lost his bargaining chip. He joked about it being a good time fro a Death Eater to panic before trying to attack us, but as he himself had expected we killed him quickly.

We then walked around with a Dark Souls-like perspective in what appeared to be a mix between a castle, a fine dining restaurant, a temple, a tower, and a convention center. I have some difficulty describing it, yes. I think the best way to say it is that you just have to imagine the Floating Garden of Babylon, except that there were no plants, and the ceilings are extremely high. It was very beautiful but minimalistic, our sightseeing a bit marred by people screaming and running away from the Death Eater's blood on our shoes, so we sought a fountain to clean the blood off.

My dream transitioned to me in a Team Fortress 2 match, except that it looked like real life. I was presumably the Pyro and the framing narrative was that I was in a VR, hence why I don't feel liek I'm in an asbestos suit or wearing a gas mask or holding a flamethrower. I have infiltrated the back lines of the map, and there was nobody around. I was going to go back to the front line to ambush the enemies but there were news reporters being filmed. The map looked like Upward, but the bit after the second spawn was replaced with the gate from Hollywood in Overwatch. The reporters didn't seem alarmed on seeing me. I try to edge my way past them without getting in the shot because I thought that'd be rude.

Last night bed 8:20pm - 3:25am

DR1:
I am with a family I used to know in LB. Walking down a sunny, dusty street, like in a new housing development area. She is saying that 500 is missing from her money and they kinda know that new housekeeper did it. She asks me about it too and she knows I'm telling the truth when I honetstly tell her that it would never be me.

Walking home, same area, through some dusty hills. A town fair is going to be opening tonight and they ar setting up the booths. We get into some dining hall. I pour honey into my tea cup then tea from a glass pitcher and watch the honey melt. The owner of the place and the fair comes in, we recognize him as a guy whom we passed on the way here and he gives us some survey papers, wanting us to fill them out. I know I'm not gonna.

Still same setting, same people.
One of the kids leaves friends house without telling us while we are all there. When we find him, he is in trouble and I'm telling him now I'm not taking him to the fair. He gets mad and tells on me.

DR2:

crosscountry running race, table with green tub w water, around - no through - butt wet, guy asks something, I push his hand he runs after, grabbs by throat, my fingers in his eyes, he is not letting go, blood in mouth, rinsing, ice

I'm in a cross-country running race. Running on a dirt path, small hills, seems like same setting as previous dream. There is a desk with green tub with water in it. I'm trying to squeeze by it, then I ask the official standing there if that's the way to go. She says, no, we have to go through the tub. So I climb up and she says we need to get our butts wet. So we do and keep running.

I think I'm second in place, running on a flat dusty path at the edge of a town. There are spectators and other people just walking around. On of them approaches me and with outstretched arm holding something asks me something. I push his hand away without slowing down. I'm sure he will know I'm in a race and can't stop.

I feel him running behind me, catching up, grabbing me by my throat. I try to think which fingers you are suppose to use when you pushing your fingers in someones eyes in self defence. He is still holding me from behind so it's hard to do, but I do jam my fingers in his eyes. I put them in pretty good. He is not letting go. I realize I should push not so hard, as to give him a chance to loosen his grip and let me go. Others come and I tell them to pull his arm off of me.

I go to a sink and I'm rinsing my mouth, spitting blood. Somehow he had his fingers in my mouth and cut me. I keep spitting out pink water and it's splashing all over the near wall. I ask for some ice.