A World In My Head!!

July 2nd, 2013

note: three morning dreams, sleeping in is awesome

Construction Zone
I can feel my heavy eyelids and how firmly closed they were. But despite that, I can still see! Faces and other weird things in my bedroom. I realize the reason why I can still see is because I'm dreaming. I jump out the window and run around aimlessly. I decide the best thing to do lucid is to attack a candy store and eat snacks. But everything was tasteless so that didn't last long.

I wake up and roll back into bed. Again I can see with my eyelids closed. I jump out the window and fly through a construction zone. They were constructing in an outdoor corridor. After flying past them the dream becomes foggy.

Im back in my bedroom again and again I fly past the construction zone.

The dream gets weird and for a third time I'm in my room. This time one of the construction people pops in and leads me back to my window. I giggle when I see the construction zone again right outside. This time it looks almost complete, with potted plants and all.

The construction people were real nice and want to show me something else. They take me to a cob house and show me another window. Right outside that window was the rainforest. The scene brought me to tears and I woke up.

Ryoga Moment
I think my ryoga moment happened sometime in the construction zone dream. Lucid, I decide the funnest thing to do is to be like ryoga from ranma 1/2. I was gonna charge head-first in one direction and stick to that one direction!! I hold out my arm "im gonna run non-stop in this direction!"

I race away, sliding down a hill and into a flood-catch. The rocks hurt my feet but I didn't care. My running direction takes me straight inside the wall of the bridge. That doesn't seem so possible......to go through....I stand on a rock inside the flood-catch and decide I have no choice but to break my vow and start running in a different direction.

I was about to run over the water when I noticed a huge sewer drainage up ahead. EWW. This is poopy water! I'm not touching that!!! I break my vow again and fly away.

Tornado Attack with Dad
In real life mom and sis were arguing about something whilst I was in bed. In my dream the argument was about Dad. Dad was heading out to get something for sis. I was heading out too for a different reason, but i guess me and dad are heading in the same direction.

We swim across the flood catch. The current is strong so dad lends me a hand getting out. The next building over has the goods that dad needs to buy, but thats when I notice something sinister.

"Whats that? Is that, rain?"

There was a dark cloud that looked like it was continuously crashing into the ground. I thought maybe the weird phenomenon was massive rain just beating itself into the ground. But I saw cloud , not rain. Oh no, is that?

"Is that a tornado???"

Dad just squints his eyes. I grab his wrist and drag him into the building we were conveniently standing by. It was a museum and the museum already knew about the tornado. Sirens start glaring. The museum people usher everyone into this one room.

A room with a huge bay window! Everyone including dad, sits by the bay window so they can stare at the tornado. "Are you crazy! Dad, get away from the window!"

"Look, there it is!"

But no one was listening to me. I take cover on the lower level of the room, far away from the windows. The whole building starts to shake, when, a loud noise in the kitchen wakes me up.

July 1st, 2013

note: morning dream, its nice to sleep in

Purple Wings-A Zombie's Curse
I don't remember how the zombie curse began. All I know now is that there are three survivors. Me, Mc Adam who is a girl and Mc Nee. While all the rest have been turned into zombies or eaten by zombies, we were left with a different curse.

We are not human. We were more like angelic demons. Our true form was winged, dark black skin, purple wings and a purple aura. Our powers included transforming into beasts and into humans so that we can fit in.

For a long time we were trapped in a complex filled with beasts and zombie monsters. Though it was scary, they were no match for our demon-powers.

Eventually we escaped. I remember running down the hall trying to catch up to my friends, too afraid I'll lose them. I felt so close to the two of them, especially Adam - whose a girl. And Mc Nee i believe was her boyfriend.

For a while we took refuge in a cabin. But I saw something strange happening in the woods. An energy sphere surrounded the entire woods with a purple aura, transforming the beasts into zombies. "Its happening again!"

I don't remember if we faught them or escaped. Next we find a city filled with perfectly healthy humans blissful of the zombie disease. I told my friends I was worried that we would carry the zombie disease with us. So Mc Adam had an idea, to cleanse herself. She went to a public bath.

I was afraid to lose sight of my DC. I ran after her shouting her name. "Mc Adam! Mc Adam! Wait!" I went into the public bathhouse and found my friend. I remember being worried that being naked meant that others will see we are actually monsters. Either way, I take a very public shower.

May 19 to May 22 Recap

Saturday: F7 Tornado
My co-workers stand on the curbside and shout out at me "don't leave us!" Oh well, too bad! I wave goodbye and leave them all behind as I hop into a hippie bus.

The bus took me to a new city I didn't recognize, but it was still a texas city. The city was divided into different "rings". As soon as I got there the most inner ring was under attack by an F3 Tornado.

More tornados developed in and around the city, causing confusion because no one knew where it was safe to go. I followed the herd assuming that was best.

An emergency warning over speaker announced that an F7 tornado was developing. An F7? My mind is racing "there is no such thing". The broadcast warned us that a tornado of this magnitude is so destructive that your only chance of survival - is to know where the tornado is forming and where its heading.

We took this F7 threat seriously! A group of us rush outside the city wall to find the forming tornado. It was literally right outside. The vortex was over my head. Black swirling clouds already sucking up furniture!

We ran back to the inner most ring- the same one that was ravaged by the F3 tornado earlier. The broadcast warned us that there was no point hiding. And to stay away from the walls because the electrical wiring will burst and youll die before the tornado is even over.

The broadcast told us that all we could do now in the force of an F7 was lay on the ground and prepare for the end. Hundreds of us laid down face first. It felt like we were just told an atomic bomb was being dropped on us.

I knew it was over. A rush of wind. I close my eyes. When I open them up again I'm back home. But no one is here. I'm all alone. I thought of my parents and how I'd never see them again. As I walk outside the images the bloody bodies fill my mind.

I open the door and outside there's a sunny beach waiting for me - and spirits of deceased relatives. I'm overcome with absolute grief. They try to console me and I wake up.

Note: Only days prior - a dangerous tornado that made a neighborhood disappear was only minutes away from my apartment, so tornados were on my mind. However, the feeling that there was no escaping a Tornado of this magnitude made me think of the events that would happen days later. Monday, Moore Oklahoma.

Sunday: UFO In the Sky
Everyone has left me home alone. I decide to go for a walk despite it being dark outside. I see a bright light in the sky and it beams a light back down on the ground. Scared of the UFO I hide behind a car and watch it as it drifts through the sky.

Monday: I should've have known-Porch
After a long day with the family I go home and take a nap. When I wake up its evening. There's something strange about the apartment but I can't figure out what. I go out to my porch and look at the beautiful nightscape.

Wind is blowing between the leaves and the air feels cool. I wanted to do nothing more but jump! I jump up and down because I'm excited at the idea of dreaming and flying! But alas, I'm awake. So I go back inside and get ready for work. Then I really wake up.

Wednesday:
Work was ridiculously frustrating. I had to fill this order for chocolate mints except we didn't have any. So boss tells me just fell the order with blue items because blue is minty.

I swear I spent half an hour looking for blue items that looked minty. Boss kept griping at me 'whats taking so long!' but I couldn't help it if these items keep morphing on me - losing their blue minty color.

Finally I get fed up and said 'screw this!'. I didn't want to have to deal with my boss bossing me around so I woke myself up. A few seconds later I fell back asleep - lucid.

The first thing I did was take off my shoes and socks so I can run around wild. A few minutes later the alarm rang.

2008 Dream Archive

I was looking for a new lucid dream task. I decided to visit a dragon kingdom! Lots of dreamers have done it. It looks fun. My plan was simple, I summon the dragon king, ride on his back, and I'll have an adventure in dragon kingdom la-la land.

I was just looking forward to a fanciful lucid dream.

What I got was something really unexpected.



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For most of the dream, I wasn't lucid. I was hiding and running away from typical dream bad guys. I tried to escape them by running out the back door.

When I came to the back porch it was such a beautiful sunny scene. It 'snapped' me right out of my zombie-ness, and I realized I was dreaming.

Thrilled, I shout out into the blue sky "Can I see the dragon king please!"

I look up anxiously at the sky, hoping my dream meets my demands. At first nothing happens. Then I see it! A small purple eastern dragon descends from the sky. He wasn't very ornate. Very simple, very plain looking. Just a purple serpentine dragon.

He lands on the grass about 30 ft away from me. The sun shines on him like a spotlight. He looks my way and waits for me. Excited, I fly over to him. For a brief moment an image of a purplish female flashes before my eyes. She had strong Indian features. This didn't make any sense to me. The image super-imposes over the purple dragon, and slowly dissolves so that only the purple dragon remained. I do remember that the purple female said something to me, but it didn't make sense to me. My mind sorta blurted it out.

What comes next is probably the weirdest dream experience for me. Now that I was at the presence of the dragon, I was compelled to love him, respect him and honor him. I kneeled before him on the soft plush grass. I looked up at him expectantly like a small child.

Now I've had dream characters tell me they were angels. I've had dream characters tell me they were God!! But I greeted them with doubt, fear, or just curiosity. I never felt compelled love or bow before any of them. So my purple dragon was a first (and an only for that matter)

Face to face with the purple dragon, I felt safe and warm. His wrinkled dragon face was kind, loving, understanding. He felt wise. For a moment I just admire his face in awe. There was nothing abstract or surreal about this scene. His face was perfectly three dimensional and real.

He speaks to me, and his voice rings in my head. "The Fire is in your eyes!!". But his poetic and triumphant words were totally lost on me. Sure, I've breathed fire as a dragon in previous dreams before. But what kind of fire is in your eyes? I repeat it in my head trying to get it..the fire ..is in..my eyes? What? Understanding that I didn't get it, the dragon explains

"You only need to imagine and it will happen!"

It was like being slapped with lucidity a thousand fold. If I thought I was lucid before, hah, that was just day-dreaming! This was lucidity. This is what lucidity is all about! I really finally understood that I am creating this dream. That every ounce, ever grain of sand, every moment was created in my minds eye. I am the God of this dream.

That's when I remembered how shitty my dream world has been. With murderes killing beloved and terrorizing my entire dream world. The dragon says no more. I thank him respectfully, and fly off to shape my dream world to my liking.


..............sigh.........

only problem was, the moment I left the dragons side my god-like lucidity dropped instantly. I was back to normal lucidity. And with every step further and further away from the dragon - I was less and less lucid. And in a few moments, I was back to hiding from the dream bad guys.

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I woke up feeling I really let the dragon down. But at the same time in awe that a 'dream character' could have that kind of effect on my awareness.

Why didn't the dream follow expectation? Why didn't I get a KING who took me to his kingdom? Why did I get a lesson on awareness? And who was that purple female that flashed before my eyes?

I had to know So I thought....why don't I try again right?



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I got my opportunity two weeks later. Again I wasn't lucid at first. The dream was long and vivid and super fun. With zombies fighting a war with rebel mutants. I'm looking for a way out of this zombie hell house. And I'm facing this long hallway. It's white, and sunshine is flooding it from the bedrooms.

This stopped me in my tracks and made me realize I was dreaming. Maybe it was the sunshine? The zombie fested dream world had no sun. It was always night.

I fly out the window and the first thing I do is fix my dream. In an instant the zombies were gone. The rebel mutants danced and celebrated in the streets, now bright and sunny!

Remembering my dream task I call out in my dream "Can I see the Dragon King again...........please?"

The sky instantly EXPLODES with the crackling of thunder!! Two meteorites crash land on both sides of me. They're crackling, smoking, smoltering, and still actively exploding with what looked like fireworks. The suddeness of the meteorites really caught me off guard, I was on the ground like a scared cat.

Something begins to levitate me towards the sky. I'm facing the bright sun, and it feels like a WILD. Or if you believe in astral projection, I was caught in this projection. My heartbeat raises, I'm really anxious. My thoughts race. What's going to happen? Where am I being taken? Not that I felt something bad was going to happen. On the contrary, it felt like something amazing would have happened had the projection completed!!! Too amazing maybe!! Apparently I was too scared.

The projection stops, and I'm gently put back on the ground. Damn! I'm instantly disappointed in my self for being so nervous. I thought that would be the end of my 'summoning'.

But then a soft voice speaks to me..."Go on..he's waiting!"

The meteor marked my way. It landed at the base of a building. I look up the building. And staring down at me was a sphynx statue. It was a deep blue color. Is this who I am supposed to see? A statue? Where is my purple dragon?

I fly up to the top of the roof. As if I had taken soo long to get my ass up there, the statue hand changed forms. It was now in a laying position, like that of the sleeping buddha......Except.....reversed? Rather than resting on his right arm, he was resting on his left. *I've been told the reversed position is for females!*

The sculpture smiles and comes to life when I finally land on the roof. And transforms into the same purple woman I had seen before!! I recognized that this women is my 'purple dragon'!

There's this sort of fuzzy feeling all around me, I dunno, what do I call it? Cloud 9?

I willing kneel by her feet. My legs are firmly tucked beneath me. I look up expectedly again like a child. Waiting for my teacher to teach me. Feed me or give me a cup to drink from. My lesson seems to pick up right where I had left off. Lucid dream lessons.

"First, start off the objects nearest you until they come into full clarity"

Since I am kneeling, I start with some strange objects by the beings feet. Everything was very surreal at first and hard to focus on. But then slowly the ground came into pristine clarity. Solid and life like. But although the ground had come into full clarity, I was still really puzzled by what I saw. There's something big and metal between me and the purple being. Are those...chains?

I pick up the ugly thing "it's rusty!"

She laughs as if a child had said something obvious and silly. I felt really foolish, especially since I am sitting down here while the being gets to stand tall. I didn't want to be the 'child'. I wanted to be the adult like her.

She didn't give me any more instructions, but I took some initiative. Now I wanted to see her in full clarity. The dragon was easy for mind to digest. But there is something about this purple woman, I couldn't put my finger on. It's like I can never stare at her directly.

I start slowly. First with her feet. I slowly lift my gaze, bringing everything into full clarity. Her body becomes solid. Her clothes dazzling and ornate. The environment also becomes completely solid. Slowly, still lifting my gaze I bring the entire scene into full clarity.

All that's left.......is her face.

It's the one thing I wanted to see! The dragons face brought me such peace. But the moment I tried to bring her face into full clarity, it ripples like water. For a brief moment the entire dream around me was in full clarity, except for this face. It made me uneasy!!

My mind starts screaming "what's going on! why can't I see your face!"

The more I tried, the more it rippled like water. Like a vortex. Eventually the entire dream was swallowed by the rippling water, now glowing white. I tried to hold on, and just before my dream dissolves completely in this void of white watery light......I understood.

I couldn't see her, because what stood before me was just an illusion of what really is. A mask. That the purple woman, isn't a 'purple woman'! But I was still really unsure about what I just saw.
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Waking up, I'm left with more questions than answers. When I could see the 'illusion' of the purple woman, I noted something very weird about her. She had no breasts!! There was something masculine and feminine about her all at once. After all, who did I summon? A KING right? Not a queen?

I then began to consider...what if it wasn't a purple woman? What if it was a man? That's when I realized who 'she' looked like.

Krishna!


Why would summoning a 'male' dragon deliver me, a purplish androngynous being? And why was this feminine being so concerned about increasing my awareness? What's the connection between a dragon, the feminine, and higher awareness?

And what kind of experience did I miss out on with a failed projection?

I had some help from the Astral Dynamics website. The answer given to me I think is the best. That my dream might have been a kundalini experience. Even if its just a little one. Being completely IGNORANT about the kundalini, I had to do some research.

It turns out the dragon is a very symbolic image, which does in fact represent the Kundalini. The Kundalini as most of you know, has been considered apart of the Divine Feminine aspect in us all. The coiled sleeping serpent. And also

"The dragon is often synonymous with the dual aspect of the serpent, which as the caduceus represents, is both conscious/unconscious."

"The dragon is the "mercurial serpent" and is also synonymous with the divine water and egg, and it's symbolism goes back as far as Lilith, or Melusina, who lives in the philosophical tree. Later, Christ appears as the archetype of consciousness and Mercurius as the archetype of unconsciousness. Thereby, the dragon is related closely to the creative godhead in symbolism, and also represents the union of opposites."

After considering that my experinece was more than just a mere dream character, I was honestly too afraid to ever repeat it again! I dunno, I felt like I was only summoning the 'Dragon King' out of naivity. After all, the second time around, I saw no dragon. And 'Dragon King' no longer seems like an accurate name to give to whoever, whatever it was I met.

Just goes to show, dreams can defy expectation!

April 25, 2013

Review: I try to find grandma in a city for the undead. Later, I have a brief moment of lucidity by the mountains

Undead City-Grandma's Lost
The dream starts out with me in the supermarket with family. I don't remember this part of the dream much anymore, but I ended up with some fruity juice.

I drink my juice in the car as sis drives. She's taking us to meet our uncles and aunts for something important. We arrive at some wilderness park right by the highway. Grandma wandered in there and now she's lost!

Me and sis run up ahead to find grandma, but then I realized my older uncles and aunts were trailing behind. At this rate we'll lose them. Uncle Alex gets an idea. 'Lets split up!'. We team up with uncle Alex and he quickly drives us to the other end of the park.

It felt like a race, whose team will find grandma first? I thought we had reached our destination, but Uncle Alex kept driving. He took us to an old subdivision with huge overgrown trees. You'd think we were in a forest instead of a neighborhood.

The dream gets abstract with some parking lot by an apartment complex. We almost get run over by a truck with a cargo of cars. The dream sign is lost on me.

We finally stop at a cabin. The cabin itself was gorgeous, with vines growing all over it. But there's something seriously off about this place. The neighbors have noticed us and stumble closer. What's wrong with them? Their eyes are sulken. Their mood and energy dark.

They don't say anything, they're like shadows, just watching us.

Uncle Alex told us to wait by the cabin while he goes looking for grandma. He warned us to stay inside as soon as it gets dark. Looking at our shifty neighbors, I got the feeling he was being serious. Something bad happens if you stay out after dark.

I had to find grandma! Plus, I have no idea where our uncle went either. I told sis "You stay here, I'll go look for them!" And with that I left sis alone in the creepy cabin.

I wander into a huge parking lot. But there's something not normal about this place. There people who were coralled into one area. A colorful painted line was the boundary. They walked aimlessly with their heads down. I saw an old woman among them who looked like grandma.

"Grandma!"

But a warden stopped me from taking a step closer. She told me I wasn't allowed to walk through the line. She told me I had to keep quit, that talking wasn't allowed, especially past that line. What?

"Grandma!" I keep screaming grandma until the old lady heard me and turned around. But it wasn't her face. 'whos that?'

"She's crossed over and now her DNA is being rearranged"

Thats when I finally understood that anyone passed that line was dead! I realized the warden who was talking to me was dead! And everyone back by the cabin, dead! Actually, theyre all undead.

The undead passed the line started to stare at me, as if they were envious and jealous I wasn't among them. I remember one child's face. And her eyes, those cold grey demonic eyes. Crap! I'm not supposed to be here!

I run! I can hear the headmaster of the undead place giving announcements.

"Those who cross the line, join the undead. Those who fly over the pools, join the undead. And those who stay after dark, join the undead."

Crap! I start to fly away instead. I can see the pools the headmaster was talking about. But I'm such in a rush I fly over them. Instantly, demons emerge from the water and grab my legs. They're trying to drown me, to touch the water. I kick them real hard and keep on flying.

Except now I'm lost. The parkinglot of undead and the pools were sorrounded by giant buildings. It turns out it was a museum and there were plenty of tourists. I guess this was who the headmaster was giving announcements to.

I admit I got side tracked in the museum. It was interesting! And the undead tour guides were nice and informative. Plus they had no problem standing and waiting for days on end without pay, zombies made the perfect employees who could stare at museum walls for hours.

But, you can see it in their eyes. After dark, they'll consume you. Ive gotta focus! Ive gotta get out of this place!

I see an employee exit. I almost take it except the exit leads down...down..down into the earth. You know what, its probably better I don't go down that way. I tried flying through a window. That didn't work. I tried using a map to change the dream scene. That didn't work.

After a confusing dream bit, I make it outside. The headmaster warns the tourists again that the sun is going down. The tourists scamper away as if theres nothing wrong, just another amusement place closing.

Crap! Sis! I quickly fly over the buildings. I have to reach her in time! The sun is going down fast. Which cabin is it? Its twilight already and its so dark by these cabins with all this tree cover.

I don't see sis anywhere. Instead I find a doll where sis used to be. "Sis! Sis!" I shake the doll furiously. "Wake up! Wake up!". But the dolls eyes are lifeless. I felt terrible, guilty. I shouldn't have left her alone. Now I've lost her.

The last light of the sun fades behind the trees. Shadows grow all around me like an all consuming cloud. At the last moment I escape by flying through the tree cover. I fly faster than I've ever flown.

In seconds I was thousands of miles away, far far away by the mountains.

The sun was shining bright and it was gorgeous out there. The mountain peaks were snowy but down below I can see green. I slowly descend into the green pastures of the mountainside. I was happy to be lucid by these mountains.

A few moments later I wake up

April 21, 2013

Review: A fun but strange dream in which I have to collect pieces of dragons for some magical task. Only problem is I have two employers both asking for the dragon pieces but I can only return to one. The dream starts with a curse by Poseidon.

Dragon Pieces: Two Paths
The land is frozen and a blizzard blows unceasingly. But its summer! I'm a fawn like creature with fae wings. I buzz over the snowy landscape but all I can find are monsters!

I don't see any people or the rest of my magical fawn creatures. I fly up a mountain side towards where the city should be. The monsters here were even taller. I desperately try to fly even higher to get over their heads.

But one monster was as tall as city skyscraper! I'm too slow and I can't fly over him. He's no monster, he's a god, Poseidon. Poseidon snatches me like a fly.

Inside Poseidon's dark castle I find another fawn creature. I remember admiring his fuzzy ears. My friend explains to me that its Poseidon who's cursed the land with winter. I remember seeing a text of some sort explaining to me which deity goes to which month - clearly Poseidon doesn't belong to this month.

The old god Poseidon has asked something of me, I don't remember what. But I remember bargaining with him. I wanted him to end winter so my fawn friends can play in summer again. The price for my request was to make love to him. Well it worked I guess.

Winter melts away and Poseidon and his monsters disappear.

I fly all over the human city but I don't see any of my fawn friends! I fly into an old castle atop the mountain. The castle is very steam-punk. There's a giant hanger and some sort of workshop with weird devices. It's not so much of a castle anymore than it is someone's private business place.

The old man running shop realizes I'm looking for something. I tell him about my problem, that I can't find any of the fawns. He tells me he can help me out, but requires making a magical device using pieces of dragons.

"Pieces of dragons?" sounds easy! I flew away and started my task. The human mountain city was huge. There was another, more fancier, castle on the other end of the mountain.

In my desperate search I fly into that castle looking for dragon pieces. The royalty there realize I'm looking for something. When I explain the situation they show me some sort of fancy telescope thing. But in order to operate their telescope to find my friends, I have to bring them dragon pieces.

I buzz all over the city and make my way towards the gates. There I find two dragon heads dismembered from their bodies. I pick up one of the dragon heads - it's still alive!

"You want my scales don't you?..Sigh..That's alright. Not much else I can do now."

"Thanks"

I nibble off his scales and carry them in my mouth like a chipmunk. But I didn't know who I would bring back the dragon pieces to! The steam-punk run down castle with the family run business, or the royalty run castle with a fancy telescope?

I'm lost in the city. I'm not even sure which way was back to either castle. I finally find a castle atop the mountain. I swoop in and spit out the dragon pieces in this weird device.

"She came back!" A male clerk operating a computer seemed really surprised. "We thought she had taken her business else where"

I just realize that I'm in the steampunk castle. Wait! I don't want this castle, I want the other one. I pick up the dragon pieces again and fly off. As soon as I leave the steampunk castle launches their weird machine. They promised to use it only when I had returned with the dragon pieces. For me it was like saying they didn't want my business anyways.

I'm heading towards the other castle with my dragon pieces. And thats when I wake up.

April 14, 2013

Review: In present day, a rich woman sends her robots 1000 years into the future to manipulate it for her own selfish agendas. A 1000 years into the future and robots and aliens alike are treated as second-class citizens. The uprising starts from the streets of the bazaar

Robot Time War
My family runs a stand in this futuristic bazaar. The entire bazaar was inside this massive complex which held everything in it. You live and work in the same concrete hall. It seemed everyone here was a "bazaar" family with their own family-run stand.

Its business as usual until a robot assassin attempts to murder an old alien man. They were able to thwart the assassination attempt and I got into the middle of it more than I wanted to.

I help the alien family with their stand and I learn a little bit more about the history of this place. The poverty, the slavery, the injustice. Apparently this old man was important to a growing uprising here in the bazaar.

The assassination attempts didn't end. Dangerous robots were being sent one after the other. It only causes confusion and mistrust, because several of the alien families had helper robots with them.

But these dangerous robots were actually coming from the past.

(1000 years ago) "My-lady?" A tiny dog like robot waits in the bedroom for instructions. A female voice answers the dog robot using the robots built in walkie talkie "They are almost through the door!"

BANG-BANG. Watching the scene, I can't tell where the banging is coming from. I don't see the woman in sight either. BANG-BANG.

"Once they break through, I'm done for and so are you!! They'll use an EMF bomb with a radius of 7 miles! Bzzzz! No more doggie robot! Are you listening to me??? FINISH THE MISSION!"

"Yes-mam. Where-will-you-be?"

"I'll be here my pet, drawing my bath"
BANG-BANG

The doggie robot thinks to himself how he must send his robot friends to their death while his master draws a bath. But the fear of the EMF bomb drives him on. He summons the next robot assassin, a female robot of his same make and model.

The portal into the future is a small hole hidden in the back of a bedroom closet. "I-love-you". Having said his goodbyes the female robot dog leaps into the future. Leaping through the veil between times, she instantly evolves by a 1000 years worth of technology!

She's no longer this toy looking robot, but a fully integrated biological machine. Like a wolf, she hunts down her target. But with the entire bazaar on alarm, she is quickly put down like the other robot assassins.

Time is out for the woman of the past manipulating the future. Time is out for her in the past and time is out for her in the future. BANG-BANG!

"My-lady-what-do-we-do-now?" The doggie robot intrudes on her royal luxurious bath. The hot-tub was the size of the room. Next to her royal tub was the door. The door was at least 10 inches thick. BANG-BANG. But the door was deformed from the governments efforts. They've almost broken through! Watching the scene, I was terrified to stand by the door.

"Initiate the final program."

"Yes-mam" The doggie robot sends his last robot to the future. Some sort of messenger robot with glowing lights. "Our-last-hope-do-not-fail". The messenger robot crosses the veil and evolves by a 1000 years.

1000 years into the future and the bazaar is finally ready to rebel and take up arms! I stopped watching the dream and actively helped the bazaar. "They're coming!" An army dressed in black approached the bazaar.

A bomb goes off and the interior windows collapse. Water surges through and the entire bazaar begins to completely flood within seconds. Helpless aliens and robots are swept away by the currant.

"ALL ALIENS WHO CAN SWIM HELP THOSE WHO CAN'T!" There were plenty of water-breathing aliens. Together they were able to rescue those who were drowning. We gave them underwater oxygen masks, they looked like bubbles around their faces.

The bombs and the gunfire continued. The remaining group quickly raced to the other end of bazaar. The army in black was still attacking us from outside. I used my shield powers to stop their attacks and I made their weapons collapse and fall apart.

The aliens of the bazaar had finally find a strategic location to counter attack!! The battle is quickly over-turned.

Back in the past. BANG. BANG. BANG. The door is so weak now you can hear the voices of the government officials on the other side. The doggie robot panics. BANG BANG. "I-must-hide! I-must-hide!" He quickly hides in the closet. But then he realizes no amount of hiding can protect him from an EMF bomb.

BANG. He can hear the door collapse. All is quiet now. The robot can't hear his master or the government officials. Maybe they took his master and left. Maybe he's safe. Or maybe, they're setting up the bomb and seconds from now he'll cease to exist!

Then finally he realizes
"Why-wait-for-death-here-when-I-can-live-in-the-future" He leaps into the future!

-then I wake up, the end

March 19, 2013

note: This dream relates to another dream I had a few weeks ago. They are both very personal dreams.

The previous dream, which was even more personal happened after a long night of depressing feelings. I don't even rationally know why I felt so depressed that night.That dream ended with a peaceful presence in my bedroom. She manifested next to me. She said she was me. And she had only one message for me "I love you"

Shadowself, Higherself and Demon Gods
I wake up at 4am upset that I didn't remember a single dream. I toss and turn and try different induction techniques. I give up and just try to daydream instead.

I think how much I love my friend and how I couldn't wait to hang out her after living in different cities.

In that instant I see a blue flash of lightning. It came from this tiny window that doesn't actually exist in my room. In the next instant after - a screaming hateful voice shrieks in my left ear!

"YOU ARE NOT MY BEST FRIEND! I HATE YOUUUU!!!!"

I was just floored.

What the fuck?

I was helpless to this female voice screaming at me. Her voice begins to sink in deep. Her voice is in my head!! I curl up into a ball and I was at the point of tears. I don't even remember what else she had said to me, only how she made me feel.

And the burning! There was a horrible burning sensation on my right leg.

Suddenly everything was calm again. I sit up in my bed and there's a new presence with me, one I met a month earlier. She sits calmly at the side of my bed. I couldn't focus on her face. It kept shifting between faces and at one point it was like she had 20 faces at once.

I notice that behind her peaceful presence was the demon girl who was screaming at me. The demon was curled up in a shadowy corner. Before the demon had so much power over me - making me scared shitless and depressed. But behind this peaceful presence, she's just a shadow like any other shadow - nothing to even worry about.

The peaceful girl explains to me what's happening. Her explanation was mostly wordless and seemed to happen somewhere in the back of my head. She said something to the extent of:

"She is the result of emotions and thoughts that have run away with themselves and have been disowned by you"

I understood this as the definition of a shadowself. I look at that grotesque shadow and I just wanted to be rid of her. "What do I do?"

"The only thing you can do is to love her. You must love her away."

Of course, it made perfect! If she is some part of me that I've long disowned then I must love her as I love myself. How can hating the part of me that hates myself lead to anything but more hate?

In the safety of the peaceful presence, I try to send my love to my shadow hiding in the corner. The dream fades out. Did I do it? I get up and get ready for work.

But there is something wrong with my bathroom!

The lights aren't working right. Its so dim, the lights are flickering, the switches make no sense. The tub is along the wrong wall, and what is wrong with my right leg? The burning sensation is back. I take a look in the dim light, theres a horrible scratch. Like someone took a blade and ran it from my ankle, along the side to my knee.

"That bitch! I wonder if demonic scratches get infected, I should toss some holy water on that"

Suddenly my sis walks into the bathroom. There was a dark presence around her, one I've felt in dreams before (almost always disguised as my sister). And those eyes. They weren't my sisters eyes! I know my sisters eyes.

These eyes burned!!!

"You're not my sister!" That's nothing new, I first said that to this DC over ten years ago. Its her. So silent. She's always been silent. In fact tonight was the first night I've ever heard her hateful voice. Usually she just scoffs at me until one of us pisses off.

That's when I notice the little window and the obvious finally hits me. "I bet you more than anything this is a dream! I can jump out that window and I'll fly!" I dont know why i bothered telling her, lol

I jump out the window!! Unfortunately that's what I've always done in the presence of a scary DC in my house. And this was not what my higherself instructed me to do.

Its just as dark outside. But its a natural darkness under the moon and stars, beautiful compared to the darkness inside the apartment. I fly over the trees. Their leaves were big and lush, magnolia trees!

I landed and I was so happy to be dreaming and lucid. What to do! So many things to do! Should I explore the dream? No, maybe Ill try to dreamshare. Everything that happened before, totally inconsequential.

I walk around and there are lots of people strolling in the night just like me. I call out Lmrhone, but then I realized I have no idea what he looks like! So I decide to befriend random DCs instead and just go with it.

There seems to be a crowd over there! I fly towards the college aged crowd and suddenly I'm in a mall like complex. There was a large line slowly inching forward. The DCs looked friendly enough, I wondered what they were in line for? A new music album?

Why stand in line? I didn't see the point I just ran to the front to find out what they're all waiting for! I was really excited - and then I was horrified.

They were each taking their turn walking into a room of literal hell.

This was a stone room with a stone entrance. There was nothing in this stone room, but the back wall has a huge stone mural of a demonic deity. The carving of the demonic deity would come to life in the presence of a human who would enter alone. The demonic deity would then hurl up green lava and the greenest light would fill the whole room, and there was nothing left of the human.

'my God save me!'

Staring at the stone mural - I was trapped in a spell. I lost all sense of my dream body, instead I was a single point of consciousness. The demonic room was pulling me towards it! Closer and closer and closer!

"RELEASE ME!"

It stopped and I was back in my dream body, next to the entrance with my back against the wall. I was panting scared shitless. Two boys in charge of opening the stone door were making casual talk as if nothing horrible just happened. What the hell is wrong with these people?

In order to leave I had to run past the entrance, this time I made sure not to look inside the stone room.

Where the hell am I? Or where the hell am I in? I was back in the mall but there were no humans left. Everywhere I turned there were monsters, horrible monsters! I noted they were nothing like the creatures I draw! I take cover and hide from the demon lords and demon deities.

Is this from playing too much WoW? But they weren't exactly like anything Ive seen in WoW. There were 'people' among the monsters too but I could hardly call them human anymore.

I tried to run up the stairs but thundering down the stairs was a giant stone golumn. His face looked like a mayan carving. Green lava would spew from his sides. His eyes were black and soulless. Okay - run the other way!

I think I'm finally heading in the opposite direction of this demon world. "This way!" A HUMAN! A real human signals me.

I literally run towards the light. The human side had natural sunlight filtering through the malls windows. "So this is where I'm supposed to be!". The humans were huddled together, living as a close knit tribe. They explained to me the situation.

"The demons are trying to destroy us by poisoning the water. Don't drink the water!!"

Telling me not to drink the water only made me thirsty. "Then what can I drink?"

"You can only drink the water that we've painstakingly purified. If you drink the water anywhere else, the demons will consume you."

My sister was among them, and through her a felt a peaceful presence similar - but somehow fainter - then before. Her eyes were once again human. She hands me a blanket and pillow in a plastic bag.

"Even our sleeping sheets need to be purified from the demons tainting. Remember, don't sleep with anything else but these purified blankets and pillows! And don't lose your set were running low...."

I hold onto my tiny purified blanket and pillows, literally these 5x8 inch pillows. I look around me in this room at all the people huddled together.

"Wait this doesn't make any sense. I'M DREAMING! I don't have to be afraid of these demons poisoning the water. They're not real"

My sisters appearance changes, in fact it kept changing. But each face was friendly and familiar. And she explains "You don't understand, this isn't just a dream. Where just somewhere else. Do not drink the water and use only our clean sheets!"

"Alright, if you say so." I wasn't gonna argue, it was nice to just have friendly company.

"OMG WHAT IS THAT? IS THAT THE OCEAN!" This magical perfect ocean just appeared, theres not even a door or wall separating the beach from the mall - its just right there!! I just leap right in "YAYYY!"

"NO YOU CAN'T SWIM IN THAT!"

The DCs quickly rush to my side! Strong masculine hands lift me out of the water while my new friend lectures me. "You can't swim in the ocean either. It's also been tainted by the demons."

"What are you going on about! THIS IS A DREAM! I can swim in the ocean if I want, nothing can hurt me here!"

"SPIT OUT THE WATER!"

Ugh whatever - putt - putt. I spit out the ocean water that's in my mouth. These people are serious. I figured I'll just listen to them.

"Come on, let's get you cleaned up. We have a bath down this way and it has some purified water left." The tall black man walks down a long hallway and disappears over the corner.

I start to follow this stranger. Wait, I don't even know this guy and he's what - gonna draw a bath for me? What am I walking into? I don't even know him! What if he's a pervert! What if he's a demon!

I turn back and look at my friend - I didn't have to say a word. "I'm coming!" She smiles and accompanies me.

I make a mistake. I tried to name my friend. I try to list every good friend I've had in my life. And I think 'maybe it's so-n-so!'. But as soon as I try to limit who she is the dream becomes to wane. It starts to feel foggy somehow.

"Let me show you something." She shows me how they purify the water. I know this feeling, I'm waking up! The purification process made no sense. Tainted water was spilling everywhere, shes getting it in her mouth!

"All tap water has a whole lot MORE in it than just water. Our purification process just makes more out of it!"

I can see the filter is filling up with dirty poopy looking water - ewwww. Then it hardened and transformed into - fruit flavored food chips? Ewwwwww.

"You don't eat that do you?"

"Yes! It's perfectly good to eat!" She grabs one of the fruit chips that came from the poopy water. "See, good to eat? Try one."

"NOOO"

Suddenly her appearance changes into an anime character and her presence become less kind, somehow dark. She cackles and mocks me "Do you feel safer with me looking this way instead? AHAHAHAHAHAH!"

"What the hell!" Its like the nasty poop-food-chip was still tainted by the demons and now the demon presence is transforming her.

"GET IT OUT OF YOUR MOUTH!" I rip this thing off her face. Suddenly she regains herself. Her appearance is a transparent blue - like she's a crystal glowing glass.

I wake up!

And there's a strange man in my room trying to fix my computer. Sis walks in and reminds me that I'm totally late for work.

I walk into the bathroom and I was about to brush my teeth when - "No, no, no" I walk back into the room.

"I'm sorry sir but I had a really rough night. Who the hell are you??"

"I'm here to fix your computer, I just need to find this little tool and-"

"NO!! WHO ARE YOU REALLY? WHY ARE YOU HERE?!" I was fed up with my space being invaded.

Now I wake up for real and its nowhere near time to get ready for work. I spend the next hour in bed replaying the entire night over and over so that I could remember everything.

Now that I'm awake the themes in the dream suddenly made sense. Water is a strong element in my dreams. But it's also the element of emotions. And my personal demons have only found an inroad into me from negative emotions I didn't keep watch of. Even the silly clean sheets wrapped in a plastic bag made sense - go to sleep mentally and emotionally clean.

Even me running around in demon world with not a single one trying to harm me made perfect sense. They have no interest in physically harming me.

This dream and my frightening encounter with my shadowself was long coming. Over ten years ago there has been a shadow in my dreams, one that covers my home in darkness. It only happened on rare occasions. I would always become scared of the shadow in my room or bathroom and I would just run outside.

So while I have a given a great lesson on love I still wasn't strong enough to love my shadowself. In this dream, as many before, I ran away as soon as her shadow encapsulated my home. So, I'll go to sleep tonight knowing the battle isn't over. Maybe at least this time I'll remember to keep my sheets clean.

But damn......that scream.

January 14, 2012

Review: The dream starts out with us hiding from walkers. We literally shrink and find the giants of suburbia scary.

Walkers and Giants
It feels like the walking dead. Civilization has collapsed but our community remains strong. We were all hunkered down on a farm, away from the danger. Though I never saw any zombies, as the days would pass more and more people would disappear. Among the community, there were whispers of the plague worsening and that this place isn't safe.

As a group we made the decision to leave the farm and find a new place to hide in. We found a mansion. Naturally because we assumed we were the only survivors, we didn't think of it as breaking an entry. But that's when we heard the dogs.

Looking down the hallway I can see the shadows of the mansions owners as they were pampering their dogs. The whole group got silent. Theres people living here! But that wasn't why we were suddenly quiet. It was the dogs. Based on the shadow, these dogs were gigantic. We would be rag dolls in their months! But the owner was proportionate to the dogs, meaning the owners were also abnormal giants.

"What the fuck is going on?"

"How can dogs be that big?"

"Shutup or they'll hear us!"

No one wanted to disturb the giants who seemed a lot scarier than zombies. So the whole group sneaks back downstairs. We had to get through a door before reaching the ground level. The knob was squeaky.

"Did you hear that?" It was the owner talking to his dog. Based on the shadows, the owner opened his door and let his massive muts out. The group panics and now we have a mob of people trying to squish themselves through a door. "HURRY, OPEN THE DOOR!"

"Not that way, not that way! Get away from the door" I knew the owner was going to head straight for the source of the noise, the door! When I heard the giant dogs coming I ran in the opposite direction instead. I quickly ran upstairs and locked myself in a bedroom. One dog followed me. He barks and barks and pushes on the door. I could barely keep it close.

"Sweety, what are you barking at?" Its a girls voice, the daughter? He has a whole family here? As she opens the bedroom door, I just hang on for dears life on the other side. Hidden from view, she tells her mut "See? There's nothing here silly."

She closes the door nice and shut. Yes! Go! Go! Shoo! But the dog insists on barking at me. "Hmm..on second thought, maybe I should thoroughly inspect the room."

Fuck! I look around me frantically. Wait? A window? And its open! I leap out. I land in the backyard. Another giant dog chained up. But there's a normal sized horse. Another member of my group had the same idea. He mounts his stolen horse and rides away. I hop on my stolen horse and ride out in the same direction. On this rare occasion, riding a horse felt realistic.

I magically knew that the new hideout was just on the other side of the street, passed the mansions private forest. The new hideout was a, cooler? I would have to shrink just to go inside, but sis is waiting for me. I enter the new "cooler" hideout.

It was very cramped...."Is there space for me?"

"Its about time you showed up, staying with us this time?"

I couldn't make more than three steps without bumping into something. So I just chilled out by the door. I couldn't lay down, so I just slept leaning against the wall.

The next morning we woke up hearing massive footsteps outside our cooler. Its the daughter, she retrieves her horse. I'm freaking out thinking 'She's seen our cooler? Whats next?'. The group abandons the cooler and everyone goes their separate ways.

Now its just me and sis. Sis kept blabbing on and on and on and I kept telling her "shhhhh....the giants will hear us! Do you wanna be squished??" I decided to go ahead and scope out the private forest of the mansion. Maybe its large enough to hide in plain sight.

But when I scoped it out I had a horrifying realization. What I thought was a huge forest property was nothing more but a regular front yard with some scattered bushes. It only looked like a forest because for some reason we were so much tinier. Not only that, but through their yard I could see the rest of suburbia!

These folks aren't giants, they're regular sized people! We were the ones who were different. Being tiny people in suburbia seemed even scarier than giants or zombies! "We have to get out of here!"

I lead sis through suburbia desperately looking for a safe place to stay for the night. We walked through an intersection with a gas stop and a car almost ran us over! The car comes to a screeching halt.

"Woah, take a look at these cats. They're weird looking. They're hind legs are straight like people legs."

"You're right! Are those really..cats?"

What? I take a look at sis and realize - not only are we tiny, were not even human! "Come on" I lead my cat-monster-sis to some bushes that we can hide in for the rest of the night. The next day suburbia was all abuzz about these tiny monsters that have invaded town. The mansion owners released falcons to track us down. Revealing our location, the humans quickly came with their long sticks, nets and cages.

I thought about the others. How could we ever reach them or hear from them again?

Me and sis evaded the humans and ran into a real forest. We lived there for sometime, just the two of us. Then, some humans who were walking along our creek find us and threaten to skin us like animals. I get pissed off, tired of it all, and transform into a normal sized gargoyle. But before I could show those humans what a real monster looks like - I woke up.

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October 3, 2012

Synopsis: me and sis visit uncle alex, the whole family joins us. Later, I try doing dishes. After, I join a group students learning to control monsters with chi, then we party hard.

Uncle Alex's Place
Sis gets the idea to visit uncle Alex unannounced at 11pm. His house is huge, tucked away on a large forested plot. Our uncle has a guest over, a lady is interviewing him for a job. Sis worries were not properly dressed and that we'll embarres him. Still, we open the front door and go in. I stay by the front door while sis goes looking for uncle.

But he's back outside saying goodbye to the lady. He turns around and he's suprised to see us. Suddenly the whole extended family shows up and were just having a big old spontanious party. We decide we should let our poor uncle so we go home.

That's when I try to do the dishes. But I have dream-foggy-brain-syndrome and I try to wash the dishes by turning on a spicket near the floor. Now the whole kitchen is flooding, the water rolls down away. Holding the dirty dish in my hand at 12am "I dont think this is how you wash dishes". After that I woke up.

Power Party
Standing in a field with other students, our teacher instructs us on how to attract and manipulate the monsters. They looked like pokemon or digimon. I waited for a monster to notice me. It wasn't hard, they love attacking people.

An adorable pokemon thing comes charging at me. I charge up my chii and attack it as my instructor showed me. The monster was subdued. So long as I kept pouring my own energy into it, it was like my pet.

I watched the other students. One of the students starts to freak out and mutats into a monster. "Thats what he gets for using too much chii"

"Wait, so if you do it wrong you turn into the monster?"

"Didn't you listen to anything teacher said?"

Suddenly I had a new goal. I must be the worst student and turn into a monster!!

It gets dark so they shoo us back inside. I dont know what dorm room to stay in, its kinda finders keepers. I end up in a room with five other people. But in moments we realized we were looking for each other, our whole lives.

It was the best dorm party ever and it all felt so real. This tiny little crammed room of best friends forever. They joke about exams tomorrow. The hallways are filled, the kitchen, every where you step is a student.

I start to realize I'm dreaming and I could careless about being a good student. I drag my new friends outside. "But its against the rules" "I dont care, were dreaming". I grab my friends hand and drag him as I walk right through the glass plane. The rest follow us.

Outside we run along the campus. The monsters in the night were freaky instead of cute pokemon. Again my friends warn me how dangerous it is to try to control them at night, they tell me its impossible. I give it a try anyways. The monsters are a lot more powerful and I needed my friends to help me subdue just one.

An instructor spots us and questions us. My friends whine again I got them in trouble, but instead I start flying to show them that it doesnt matter to me because its just a dream.

July 31, 2012

Synopsis: First I help my sister make her flight to puerto rico, then I race around with my team to make sure we catch our flight. Later, I'm in Bronx and I meet a strange woman with creole magical cooking skills.

Ticket to Puerto Rico
I'm driving my sis around town. I don't know what my destination is all I know is I'm in a mad rush. The highway slowly merges with a mall, which then becomes an airport.

Were running late but the street were on, which is inside the airport building, is under construction. And now the flight of stairs we need is blocked. Well, its only blocked for cars.

We run up the stairs and at the computer station we find out sis' flight is already boarding! We print the ticket and the clerk leads the way to the terminal gate. I remember thinking how strange it was that I'm able to go this far into the airport without going through security. I thought you had to have a ticket to get to the gates?

I fail to do a RC.

"This way, in here" The clerk leads us to an area that once again looks more like a mall. Sis' gate looks like a smokey game room. And rather than boarding into an airplane, she has to board the hippie bus parked in the center of the game room. It was full and the last seat was hers!

I wave goodbye, she's on her way to puerto rico, I'm so jealous!

I woke up stressed out and upset. Why did I stress myself out getting sis to PR, what about me?

When I fell back asleep I'm back in the airport. This time I have a scheduled flight to puerto rico with my entire team - an olympic team. What sport, I dont know.

The whole team races through the airport and we had numerous hurdles to overcome. But really, we just got lost.

I find the original game room sis' hippie bus/gate was in. But its completely empty now.

"This way to our gate!"

The whole group follows the leader, through a cafeteria kitchen and out the back door. There she is, our beautiful airplane gleaming in the sunlight waiting to take us to puerto rico.

Suddenly a clerk stops me and my friend. "I'm sorry but your names aren't listed on this flight, where are your tickets?"

What? I came all this way and now shes trying to tell me I can't get onboard? "Oh hell bitch, I am getting on that plane"

I shoove her aside and me and my friend run inside the plane. I woke up shortly after.

Bronx Alley-(brief morning dream)
It must have been around 3am when me and sis decided we were bored/hungry and we left our apartment. Instead of texas, were in a bronx alley.

Walking down the fire-escape steps, a gang of guys cat-call us and make it hard to walk by. But our destination was a friendly neighbor just down below.

She opens her door wide and greats us inside. Shes wearing big flowy colorful clothing. Her apartment is warm and full of random things, so many things. And she made this huge meal, even though its 3am, who was she expecting to feed?

She talked as big and hearty as her creole cooking. But I cant remember now what she had told me. By the time she served me food, I wasn't hungry and then I woke up.

July 26, 2012

Synopsis: two men break into the house and then chase me

Two Punks
Im in a mansion again, living with friends and family. Our happy little world was ruined when two guys decide to break in. It was broad daylight and they had no shame. They busted into my bedroom, attacked my friends and started to tear the place apart.

I wanted to get their attention away from my friends, so I attacked them using magic "over here!"

They focus on me now and I jump out the window. They followed me as I planned, now I just have to lose them. I fly over the stone wall (dream wall) and on top was an abstract landscape. It looked like a maze arranged with potted plants in giant concrete planters.

The plants are too short, they can see me. I couldn't lose them in the maze. I was hoping to find a forest to hide into, but the maze led to a wide clearing instead. Damn.

They're still following me. I take a sharp turn to the left and find some city folk to mingle with. Theres some sort of festival or concert going on in the park. I thought for sure Ive lost them in the crowd.

Just past the crowd was a forest - yay! I race towards the forest when - the two guys step out of the crowd and block my way.

"Going some where?"

I didn't like their feeling. They didn't feel like the rest of the dream characters. I wake up, but its actually a FA.

I felt uncomfortable, as if two entities were in my bedroom - just hiding in the corner. It was daylight in my FA. I write on the wall in big fat letters - MICHEAL. As in Archangel Micheal. The wall was already doodled with stars, ready for me to write his name.

I felt more comfortable and went back to sleep - which made me wake up for real.

July 27, 2012

Synopsis: A tornado barrels towards the city. In the panic, the military attacks. I desperately try to escape the general with a new friend

Military Tornado Attack
I'm driving home thinking about calling mom to let her know everything is alright. Just then I notice a tornado off in the distance. It looks so far away, I just tell myself its no threat at all.

But the tornado grows larger and larger as it races towards the city. Where is my apartment! I'm so lost. The building should be here, but now I don't recognize this street. I pull into a small parking lot and try to do a turn-around. But everyone is panicking now and theres a jumble of cars in the parking lot, all try to reverse in a different direction.

Some how I squeeze by. But its too late to try to find home, the sky has darkened and the tornado is almost on top of me! I park some place random and run for the closest city building. Lucky me the door was wide open.

Its a public restroom. With all this brick and tile, this place looks sturdy enough to withstand an F5. There was a mother with her baby who had the same idea. I feel so safe here! I should let everyone know to take cover in the bathroom.

Standing at the door frame, I was just about to holler 'take cover here!' - when I saw something so horrifying it took my voice away. Blood everywhere!!

The military paraded the streets like a nazi army and killed everyone on sight. They were marching only feet away from me! I dart back inside the public restroom praying they didn't see me.

I wanted so much to tell the mother to hide but I was so scared to make any noise. Instincts kicked in and I quickly slid underneath the stall and crawled my way to the back, hiding. A moment later soldiers walked in and shot the young mother without hesitation. She falls to the floor before she can even scream.

Did they see me? Did they see me?

"You there!"

Its the general himself, he's spotted me. With nothing left to do I jump out the stall and attack him with psychokinesis. He seems stunned. That's when I noticed the young women was still alive! She seems to have healing powers, her face changed as she healed. I was so happy, since I felt guilty for not warning her. I quickly place my hands over her wound and try to heal her too.

As the general and his solidiers look for the gun, me and my new friend run out the public restroom.

I thought of mom still waiting for my call. I thought of my sisters and wanted to know if they survived the attack.

"Get them!"

But considering the general has his eyes only us it seems were the only survivors of this city wide attack, which they were going to blame on the tornado. That made us, who knew the truth, the number one target.

As we ran carefully, hiding, taking cover, ducking from soldiers, I heard them talking about how all of this is so a new mall district can be built. They murdered a whole city for that?

Were cornered! "In here!" My new friend helps me sneak into a building. She talks about having the power to fly and that she can fly us away to safety, but that first requires for her to fall asleep. Which would leave her sleeping body defenseless.

".....Then I will cut it open!" The general over heard us

We barely escape him. As we duck and hide from soldiers again I'm desparately looking for that magical window to jump out of, the one that leads to wilderness. Maybe my friend has to fall asleep, but I can fly us to safety as is!

We sneak past the soldiers - theres the window! Holding my friends hand, I fly her through the window, over a beautiful jungle landscape. The sun was so warm and we felt so far away I swear we were on a different continent.

Some friendly jungle locals gave me the heads up that men were after us. Damn, how did they find us?

Me and my friend kept on flying away. She is maybe the first dream character to remain in form while flying next to her - other dream characters when I try to fly with them just turn into random objects.

I remember we had conversations while flying away. But I dont remember what was said.

We come to the ocean. Maybe we can hide underwater, or on that island, or I dont know. We've finally come to San Antonio, where mom lives. As expected, no one in this city has any idea that my home city was just massacred by the military.

We were weary of everyone and anyone here, though they were just civilians. I had to find mom to let her know what happened.

Before waking up I told my new friend that one day I was going to have courage to face that general and defeat him. No more chase dreams!

June 21, 2012

Synopsis: It's a naruto style challenge where teams fight to be number one, but the damn teachers try to tell us flying is against the rules

Notes: I was attempting to dream share with Cay but never reached lucidity

Naruto Style Challenge--Flying Cheaters
Our Naruto style challange was to take down here, at the supermarket!!!

Our teachers assembled us into teams of two. For this ninja game half the teams were designated as the predators and the other half were our prey.

My teammate was a young blonde teenager, tall and skiny with delicate oval shaped head. She was quiet and shy and I wondered what ninja skills she had. It's my lucky day, our team is to play as predators. We were allowed to see the information of who we were chasing only once.

I tried to memorize the faces and names, but my memory is terrible. And as soon as they took away the info cards I totally forgot the names of my target. My teammate luckily did not. Our targets were also female. I got the impression after we hunted our hiding targets we were then to become a four-man-cell.

So the sucess of our team depends on the sucess of us finding our team!

Since I couldn't remember who the hell my target was I just attacked who ever was in my way! The super market was an all out war. Hiding ninjas were being caught left and right. Most of us faught like wimpy genin.

I tried to be cooler and use some fire-bending, but fire is really my worst element. I wanna be the winning team so I got tired of pushing through the mayhem. I've got to find my targets now! I jump over the stocking shelves, sprout some wings and fly over the crowd.

"Hey that's cheating!"

"As if!"

A few others get the same idea and fly over the crowd to find their targets.

I land at the back at of the super market and I get the strange sense one of my targets is hiding inside of a cereal box? I pick it up and examine all the details of the box. Theres hints of my target all over it. The name of the cereal is a girls name, there's a picture of a face on the back. But I'm not sure if its my target or not!

My dream gets really abstract examining that box. Things get fuzzy and then stabilize again when all the teams have assembled again at the front of the super market.

"We'll announce the winners, but before we do a few teams here are disqualified for cheating."

They call out my first name but the wrong last name.

"Wait! Do you mean my team, why are we disqualified?"

"No flying allowed!"

I fly above the teachers heads "That's a load of bull! Were all monsters here! Why can't we fly?"

They try to tell me its because were genin so the skill is too advanced for the other teams.

"Whatever!" I ask everyone who knows how to fly to take the air. At least half the teams do. The teachers and the flightless are even more infuriated. I guess the teachers are too lame to know how to fly. This whole challenge is lame!

I run free outside alongside my teammate and other ninja.

"I...I..don't know how to fly."

I show my teammate how to begin flying. "First make a big jump!"

She does a wimpy hop. "No! Jump like you mean it! Like this!" I leap like a frog. "Keep practicing jumping until you can do this" I took my legs behind me as I jump. "Then jump again except this time, keep your feet tucked behind you and dont touch the floor. Float!"

My friend and other genin ninjas practice jumping in the sunny green surburbia. I woke up after that.