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2016-06-10

+ outdoors in nature, on trail, see an electronic scope on trail, see ToZi, I save daughter by running at her and launching ourselves through a glass wall

+ CH on side of house stairs to back yard, a construction crew is hauling away massive concrete slabs using a bulldozer and cables to pull it up to the street. One of the guys (my dad?) says they were brought down from the other side of the house but I don't really understand that point. I'm watching as they laboriously haul a huge slab up to the street. Then I'm on the street and there's a crane there applying bursts of force to pull the slab up. A crane has the concrete slab dangling and the slab is swinging and smashes in to a neighbor's (L on left) house, which has sort of a glassed-wall veranda, and additionally smashes into a glass display case inside the hallway there. The construction guys ask me if the residents of that house are home, I don't know but imagine they'll be coming out if they are after all that commotion.

+ I'm on the CH back lawn near the fish pond, I have a lawnmower with me and I'm adjusting it and starting out to mow the grass. It gets caught and I'm waiting for the blades to spin down so I can take a look underneat, my (mom?) reaches for the cord and I say "No, I can do it" and unplug it, and lift up the mower and see that it's adjusted way too low, It has completely mown the patch down to bare dirt, and there is a round raised mound of bare dirt under where the blades spin. Then I'm on the front porch and out of the corner of my left eye I see that a light has turned on, and I turn to look at it, it goes off and then on and stays on. There is some stand there which is really dirty covered with spider webs and leaves and I think it would be good if I cleaned this up, I could get a rag and a vacuum cleaner, I wonder what vaccuming up all that spider web stuff will do to the vacuum, as I hit the stand a small little brown spider scurries out and jumps down to the ground. I see very large fat flies still alive in a spider web and one of them flies away, I see something like a dragon fly encased in spider webs to the right.

(bunch more, forgotten over two days)

+ I'm going somewhere and I think I could go get healthy food at a market on the way or I could go get a big, spicy burrito. On my way out I see two twin girls, mid-late teens, middle-eastern looking, long brown/slightly reddish hair, they look identical, I think I'd like to kiss them but don't do anything and they walk by.

2016-06-11

+ I'm trying to get through an automated turnstyle into the boarding area (for a train?). I take one of my receipts and hold it up to the barcode reader and is recognized. Then I take out a slightly wrinked dollar bill and stick it into a money slot.. Then I take out another pile of receipts and am searching for the bar/square code, find it, and hold it up against the reader and try to get it aligned properly with the reader. Eventually the machine issues my large boarding pass. I take it, there's a string hanging off the end and I'm trying to tie it around something, simultaneously with moving swiftly with the crowd forwards for boarding. The crowd is rushing the train's many entrances and I'm walking quickly, I want to get a good seat, there's a woman walking my by side also quickly and I edge in front of her. On the train most of the 4-seat combos are taken I see. There are some 4-seat places available but there is a screen set up in the middle of the table. Some people are playing cards? I see some spots up ahead in another area and go there, there's a guy sitting there who says something.

+ battle near the ice, I can command ice. I'm powerful because we're next to a frozen lake so I have huge sheets and rolls of ice at my command which I throw using TK into my opponents, I'm dominating them, they ask me "why don't you just finish us?" And I realize that I don't want to, and say so. Then we're running over a field of square water ponds?

+ the strawberry/juicy cake. It's sitting nearby me it looks really good, I pull off a moist slice.

+ sister gives 2 bottles of medication, I'm reading the directions and the names of the meds, something short and one syllable starting with "G"?

+ at a party guy gets up on the table to give speech he's waiting for people to gather around, he's admiring the make of the table top, and I say don't stand on the extension when he gets too close to the edge

+ with CH neighborhood girls (one class ahead) one is reading another's diary. I see the writing on the pages, different handwriting She died? I say I got the video of the wedding from...KS. KS is there?

+ a swarm of flies is caught in a cooking pot but they're still flying around in the pot and I'm batting around the pot to mess with them. The pot keeps rotating so that the opening turns to face me and I keep hitting it away so that they (the flies) won't see me.

+ outside with people, one girl is accusing me of liking smoking, she makes a gesture like she saw me taking a toke before. I say it depends on what you mean "like smoking," there's another guy there and I'm sure he won't be blamed, but I'm holding up both my hands and shaking them back and forth to indicate "no," but I think they'll find out

[FONT=tahoma]A rather long NLD at the end of my sleep. I'll manage to piece together the events hopefully.

I was somewhere around school with some classmates and we had an exam that day. I was wearing a bag that contained a bunch of books and a black jacket (?) inside it and i was going towards a restaurant with the classmates to eat. As we approached the restaurant, we saw that the lines of people ordering were extremely long they reached outside of the restaurant. I went in anyway.

I managed to stick in somewhere mid-line and was able to reach the counter to order some food. It was around 11AM daytime and that was around the time the restaurant switches from breakfast-food to lunch-food. I heard someone saying [COLOR=#0000CD]"I want a spicy mc-chicken"[/COLOR] and i asked the counter people to get me the same, then they said that it was breakfast time, i insisted and they apparently said alright.

At that time i asked someone about how much time was left for the exam and they said that there is only around 5 minutes. I walked out of the restaurant and walked around outside for some reason, returning later to see my order. However, the people at the counter said that i'm not getting my order and that they reported me to a detective/police. I got a bit angry and told them why they would do that as i did nothing wrong, i don't remember hearing a logical answer to that. A guy with a white shirt comes up and is very agry for some reason. He is apparently the detective and he screams at me about why [COLOR=#0000cd]"i wasn't behaving properly"[/COLOR] and that [COLOR=#0000cd]"the text on the shirt you wore was bad (?)"[/COLOR] i shortly later talked him out of it and he calmed down. As for my order, i wasn't gonna get it anyway.

I'm outside again, walking towards the restaurant. I was annoyed and as i slammed the door open i hit someone that was standing behind it (lol).
Anyway, now my bag which i put on the table was trashed, with a suspicious bunch of students nearby. I approached them and a blonde guy (this guy had killed me in a previous dream a while ago, why he appears in this context is unknown to me) comes up with a look on his face that says that he's the one who did it and he's looking for a fight. He begins kicking me and i hold him by his foot and attempt to kick him but i couldn't reach him for some reason. The kicking between the two of us continued for another 10 seconds or so.

I was outside yet again and i walked inside again. Now going towards my bag and seeing what's there. I found the black piece of clothes, a few books and nothing more. Apparently the books were stolen. I took the bag and got out of the restaurant to go make it for the exam.

A few details happened in-between all of this, but because i ignored journalling this, i forgot them. I really should get back in the habit and journal my dreams seriously after awakening. I almost let this one fade away.[/FONT]

In my dream I am in Clifton high school and I'm best friends with sally Wilcox from Spooksville
I always have this dream wat does it mean

I was just thinking yesterday why am I not having cool dreams like I used to.

Last night:
I was in South Amerika, I think Chile. We are looking at some monitor that's showing different beaches in Chile. We are picking a beach for a vacation. Someone says that when there is a heatwave in Mexico, it's also hot down in Chile.

Few days before:
It's night. We are running through some landscapa that is just dirt with occasional bush. It looks like lots of people went there, dirt is all roughed up. Someone is attacking in the distance from above. I see a hole in the ground. We go in. A huge rock blocks the entrance after we get in. We walk through some tunnels dug in the soil, it's pretty well lit with yellow light from unknown source. I have a feeling it's headqarters of resistance against alien invasion.

Before I went to bed I was reading a fiction book called "Lucid" by Adrienne Stoltz & Ron Bass. It's about these 2 teenage girls who dream each others life every night they go to sleep but they don't know each other or if the other is actually real. So far, they suspect that the other is real but so far only one has tried to find the other but was unsuccessful.


Very Lucid Dream! I was talking to this older woman & there were other people around & I suddenly realized I was extremely lucid so I decided to ask the woman if she was my spirit guide & at first she said no & then I remembered someone saying that you should ask 3 times because it seems to be a theme that on the 3rd time that things seem to change & you seem to get the real answer. The idea was that dream characters will say they are your Spirit Guide but it isn't true. So I asked 3 times & then I got really really angry because I wasn't getting answers. Then the craziest thing happened. I lost time somehow but I was still lucid. It was like someone was trying to guide me somewhere & I just started losing time. I was very lucid so it was all very strange. I had the overwhelming feeling that I was being watched but not by something or someone sinister. I remember saying I understand everything now. That I know there is so much to our state of being is more than a physical shell. Basically the body we occupy while we are here is a shell with our spirit occupying that space. Also I was saying that there are so many things going on that we can't see. I basically communicated my beliefs about our existence & that of others.... I obviously don't know quite everything but I feel I know quite a lot for someone at my level of state of being. We are energy like everything else & that being in a human body limits us be pigeon holed into thinking only in physical terms. I won't go into all of my realizations of the world we live in because it would become a book, lol.... I found myself flying around in a rage because I just wasn't getting all the answers I wanted but I just kept losing time while my ranting was going on. After this I kept having chaining dreams which included the characters from the book I was reading. Many Lucid Wilds & DILDs but I didn't stop to write anything down because they just kept happening. I felt as though I've been kind of blocked lately & felt the need to l just purge my dreams, if that makes sense. I woke up feeling very enlightened but also left with questions about why I kept losing time. Ironically before I went to bed I was talking to my husband & told him that I've never felt I've lost time during a lucid dream or in sleep. I have had it happen when I was drinking though back when I drank but I know that was just the booze, lol. But on September 18, 1989. I was driving with my first husband. We had just got married that day which is why I remember the day. I was the one who was driving along this river. I was showing him where I used to live & I lost time while I was driving & till this day find that to be very strange.... If anyone has any theories on any of this I'd love to hear them!

Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Explanation of details-Blue
Side Notes-Purple
Astral Projection/AP-Brown

Because I havn't had many lucid dreams in a long time I decided to keep my first goal simple. Something that could help me get the rust off my dream skills. I decided my goal would be to do 10 reality checks in one dream. If could remember to do 10 then I'm sure later on I will be able to remember 2. Plus I had to do some research to even find 10 different reality checks. My goal did not require that they be successful reality checks, just that I test them out so I included some that I know don't work very well.

06.10.2016
08:00AM

10 RCs In One Dream(DILD)

NON-LUCID LUCID OTHER

My mom drops me off at home and says to go take the dog out. I go to the back yard through the side gate and realize it is not my backyard. It looks like the back yard from the rugrats more than my own. Something feels a little off about my body. Gravity RC! (1) I say to my self, "Calm down. I'm dreaming." I remember my goal and that I need to do 9 more reality checks. In my lucid the night before last I only got 5 out of 10 before waking up so I shouldn't take my time. 10 RCs actualyly is a lot. I plug my nose and try and breath. Supprisingly nothing happens for a second. Hmm am I actually awake? Finally a bit of air comes through. (2) I look at my hand. Yep, 7 fingers. (3) I notice a trash can and remember someone on the forms changing the colors of things as an RC. I look away and look back, imagining the can as blue. Nope, still black. (4) I see some letters on the side. When I look away and look back they are numbers. (5) I try and do telekinesis on the can. No luck. Hmm, it has been a while since I practiced but I used to be so good at TK. I do TK on a pebble instead. It doesn't budge. I put a bit more effort into it and it flies into my hand. There we go. (6). I look around but I'm alone in the backyard. I hear some of the neighbors though and yell at them, "Am I dreaming?" "Nope." One of them says. Hmm, it worked yesterday. Oh well I already knew it wasn't a reliable RC. (7) I look at my hand again and pinch the skin between my fingers. Ouch. See holywood, that doesn't work. (8) I try and phase my finger through my hand. It doesn't work but I am starting to feel unstable and decide not to wait for it to work. (9) The other day I had an idea for a new RC. One where you focus on something close and then something far and observe the effects of depth of field. I have never noticed it in a dream before so I wondered if it works at all. I held up my finger and focused my eyes on it. I then focused my eyes on the tree behind it. The finger blured out and the tree came into focus just as expected. Hmm I guess it does work in dreams. For a second everything went blury and then everything came back in focus. I guess it does have some glitches though. My vision was sort of ultra wide after that until I woke up a few moments later.


I wrote that down in my dream journal and realized I still had plenty of morning left to try the Task Of The Month. I decided to focus on the "pull something out of your butt" basic task and the "jump into a washing machine." bonus task. I tried WILD but fell asleep pretty quickly and lost consciousness.

06.10.2016
08:00AM

Butt Stuff(DILD)

NON-LUCID LUCID OTHER

I go back to my Karate dojo. It has been about the same amount of time that I went there as my break from Dreamviews. I say hi to everyone and ask if I can train while I am in town for the weekend. The head sensei is very bitter and rude to me. Very very not like him. I feel hurt so I leave. The dream skips forward. I am at some sort of concert or awards show in the front row with my new roommate. The producer is near us. She looks very similar to my mom which I think is strange. Suddenly, two guys who look like stereotypical rappers jump on stage and grab the mike. They say they are taking over this even and start rapping. No one knows who they are and boos at their sucky rapping. They get mad and say some sort of anti white manifesto. I get a bit scared because my friend and I are the whitest dudes in the front row. The two rappers pull out guns and at the climax of their speach shoot me. Right in the balls, I might add. "Why the balls?" I think as I fall back in my chair. I am surrounded by the cround and hear more gunshots and screams. Wait, my balls feel fine. I must be dreaming!

I consider my plan of attack and then fly up in the air. I point at the one who shot me and say, "You fucked with the wrong white dude." I fly at him, cary him into the air, punch him a bit and then drop him from high up. The other one starts shooting at me to no effect. I fly after him and he runs. He trips and I pick up his gun and beat him with the handle of it. I start to wake up but DEILD back into the dream. I am in a different place, some sort of hallway between small buidlings. The two rappers are there but they seem harmless. I notice a cute girl and consider letting my primal urges take over but no, I have to finish my task first! I reach into my pants and feel around back there. Nothing unusual to report. I try willing something to be there but based on my previous lucid my control isn't quite as strong as it used to be. Instead of waiting I stick my finger up there. Yep, feels pretty much like I would expect. Gross. I look at my hand and notice a bit of a skid mark. I don't think that counts so I wip it off on something and contemplate what to try next. I remember an idea I had before bed. It should be pretty easy to summon a string hanging out of my butt to make it easy to pull something out. I try that and find a string. I pull but it ends up being a butt hair. OUCH! Maybe I can have this girl help me find something. I ask her to come over and look around for me. I get a little, um, distracted. I remember what my actual task is and get frustrated. She seems to disappear as well. You know what, I'm going to complete this task one way or another. I find a Sharpy on the ground and put it up my butt. That's right, a Sharpy... from the ground... Once I get it up to the cap I pull it out. I did it! I completed my first task of the month in years! To celebrate, I summon two more girls and have some fun.

After a false awakening I tried to find a washing machine to do the bonus task but after another false awakening and a real awakening I decided to work on that tomorrow.

Night of June 9th, 2016: Terrifying Party / Mexican Vacation

Last night I was lucky enough to end up with two full dreams. One happened after I woke up around 9am and fell back asleep until around 11. Onto the dream experience...
a birthday party.
half of the house was for our party (AJ was there), and the other half was for a triplet’s birthday. The triplets looked around my age, and kept smiling at me.
southern guy who looked older than he was talked to me and winked at his parent off the deck
grave robbers apparently were prominent and some child died at age 8, stuff stolen
screams coming from the field, I rushed AJ back inside
a school bus charged through a field (a small one) followed by a police cart. An adult to my right mentioned he saw 2 people bleeding
I was in a swimming bikini top and underwear the whole time?

In the first dream, I was at a birthday party at an unknown house. Half of the house, which sported a patio/deck with a roof and a rail on the side, was designated for the party I was attending, and the other half for another party.
The other party was for three triplet boys who looked around my age. One of them kept looking at me and smiling, and I think I talked to one for a bit.
The people on my side of the house included: my little sister Emily, my sister's friend Jacob, my nephew AJ, a southern boy who looked a lot older than he was (he looked middle aged and quite large despite insisting he was younger), a strange boy who I can't quite describe, and a few others.
The southern boy approached me on the deck and flirted with me, then winked and said something to someone I assumed to be his parent off the deck.
//dreamcut// Everyone is now on the side of a backroad with a forest on one side and a bare farmer's field on the other. A schoolbus half the normal size came charging through and cut into the field. It was being chased by a police cart. I heard an adult off to the side make a comment about seeing 2 people who were bleeding, one man kept yawning/breathing onto his forearm to "show her what he really was". No idea what that means.
//dreamcut// Everyone has returned to the party, and I am now sitting on a bench/log/seat-thing outside in the back yard with AJ, who is 2 years old. The back yard is large and bare. Suddenly, a 'title' flashes across my vision. I don't remember exactly what it said, but it told me that AJ was going to die at age 8, and someone was going to rob his grave. I got really freaked out, and suddenly the sky went dark. Screams started coming from the yard. AJ didn't move, but he was clearly terrified. I yelled for him to get inside and he started running for the door. We made it inside. Dream ended here.

The second dream takes place on a Mexican beach area where, I assume, my family is staying on some sort of vacation. The house is very open and is surrounded by a jungle on both sides, and a beach to the front. On the beach there is some sort of white boardwalk/dock thing that was about 2-3 feet in width. Some parts were slightly submerged underwater, and others were above it. We all walked along it, Emily and I (my little sister) at the back. I was wearing my black Uggs (important soon.) A while down the dock, Emily jumps into the water and pulls me in with her. I somehow avoid going under and walk across the water with my Uggs, slipping a few times but never falling under. I step back onto the walk and we all continue.
Somehow I am alerted that my older sister Jenn and my mother have reached the end, and Emily and I must go. The boardwalk goes from a white wood to an older looking brown wood. We have to travel up a few steps, and through the cracks I see a crocodile in the now very clear water. Freaking out, I order my sister (who is in front of me) to speed up. We continue, me on high alert for crocodiles. I step in front of my sister. We turn left and are faced with a few more steps, where a smaller alligator sticks it's head through the side and latches onto my lower calf/upper ankle. I hear someone in the background say, "It's hopeless. If she moves at all, that crocodile is going to eat her alive. She's done for." I tell my sister to back up before she is attacked too.
In my racing mind, somehow my brain said, "turn off your computer." So, apparently, I did that and I ended up (with everyone else) back at the house with a large brown bruise where the crocodile had bit me which was perfectly shaped like a rectangle. As I walked in, I spotted a silverback gorilla standing next to the door. I point it out to everyone then move inside.
Two gorillas entered after me (these I think might represent my ex boyfriends who were (best friends) both 17-18 when I was 14. One of them was a bigger guy and seemed very in love with me despite me being uncomfortable around him. Yet I never was willing to break up with him.), following me in. They took something off the table (a cup filled with some sort of small snack) and chucked it toward the other wall. This is when the gorillas start to speak. I ask, "You speak... us?" Not the best choice of words, I know. The larger gorilla in my mind keeps switching from human to gorilla. I'm not sure my mind registered it as either. The other is smaller and seems to be more intelligent.
The larger gorilla is infatuated with me, apparently, and latches onto me in a hug. I move to my mother, repeating one word: help. She ignores me, and the gorilla continues the hug for a few more minutes. I go over to the couch, gorilla following me. I sit down, it sits down. It asks if I want it to leave, and I say no, so it smugly smiles and stays. The gorilla then states one cryptic phrase: "Man. I CANNOT wait until you're older."
I somehow already know the gorilla is (very specifically) 31 years old. It presents a list of stuff it likes about me. The other gorilla takes it.
My memory gets fuzzy around here, but they both end up leaving. Later, I look out the window and I see my laptop up in a tree, the little Apple on the front glowing. I go outside and scale the tree to find the two gorillas holding some of our devices. The intelligent one is closer to me and is holding my laptop and next to him is my older sister's laptop. The other one is holding a red and black phone which I don't recognize, and through a slight struggle I manage to retrieve all of the devices. When I got back home I tried to find a place to hide them as I knew the gorillas would try to take them again. Drawers wouldn't work... under my pillows the devices kept sliding out. I found a video recorder with two videos on it: a man and a little girl going down a zipline, and a man exploring an abandoned farm-like area.
Memory gets fuzzy again, but the gorillas yet again have my devices. This time, though, they are on the left side of the house in the jungle trees. I yet again go to retrieve them, when the gorillas say something along the lines of "but we want to remember you." (In the dream I was going home the next day.)
I appease the gorillas by offering to order them a laptop and have it sent to the house. They agreed, and I got my laptop and other devices back.
The dream ends there.
Bonus fragment from sometime that night: I was in a room with someone who had been apparently bullying AJ and I yelled at her, throwing rainbow-colored, small plastic balls at her. They kept turning flat (instantly floating down or missing her), but the girl started to cry.



My dreams seem to be very strange, but luckily I remember them all very clearly. It is truly a wonderful gift to have to be able to experience a different world every night, and I can't wait until I go lucid during one.

Night of June 8th, 2016: Missing Shoes / Fishboy

So, in this dream I ended up on my school bus without any shoes on (I had black socks). As I arrived at school I decided I would go to the gym and take my tennis shoes out of my gym locker. On the way there, I ran into a police officer who offered to open the locker and retrieve my shoes for me.
Here, the dream cuts away from me and instead goes to a 3rd person view of the officer, with me nowhere to be seen. He is seen walking into some sort of mall/store/restaurant thing and getting sidetracked, but I heard him say something along the lines of "It's too much trouble to open the locker; it'll be more cost effective to just buy her new shoes."
Not sure what happened after this but I switched into a completely different dream. I was being chased (in my front yard near the tip of our pond) by 4-5 teenage guys with unknown/fuzzily remembered intentions. Possibly to hurt me? Either way, one was British and seemed to take a liking to me. He, jumping into the water, turned into a strange black fish resembling a catfish without the whiskers, but more blob-like, and started singing. I remember saying, "Don't you dare turn this into a musical," despite my fear of the whole turn of events. My whole yard flooded, and he was following me through the water. The water was murky and dark, and he went under. I, of course, was very freaked out and hopped onto the back of my friend Mallory (no idea where she came into the dream, but who cares) and tried to hold my feet out of the water.
I desperately pleaded her to help me take my feet out of the water so the fishboy couldn't get me, and she suggested I just take my feet out of the water. Oddly, my feet were stuck and my vision suddenly impaired.
I then woke up.

Here's a series of dreams and fragments I've had for the past few weeks.

I'm fighting some dinosaur-like creature and winning easily in the bout. Suddenly, the beast's spinal cord opens up to envelop(?) it's tail. I say to the creature, "I'm going to let you live so I can fight you when you're stronger", or something to that effect. As far as my attire is concerned, I'm wearing some sort of power armor. The last thing I remember from the dream is that the creature sprouted wings like a dragon.

One interesting dream had me staring at the sky as I saw two large moons. The sky itself was blue and one of the moons, which I deem "the first one", seemed to have a massive crater possibly in the shape of a fist? The "second moon" seemed to orbiting "the first one". I remember either myself or a dream character saying, "perhaps the other celestial object is Venus, since that planet is quite close to earth". In my dream mind I knew that couldn't be possible since Venus wouldn't be THAT CLOSE to the earth. What happened next was breathtaking. The moon (first one) started to get closer and closer to earth and began to take my entire field of vision. I began seeing individual canyons and mountains on it's landscape. Other dream characters just stood there either in awe or apparent apathy. Like an asteroid, the enormous moon flew over the sky and a trail of smoke followed it by closely. I immediately wanted to get to some fallout shelter. The funniest aspect of this dream was that I wasn't afraid at the sight of such an event. Also, in my dream mind I felt that the moon was moving too slowly to be considered realistic. If an asteroid ever fell to earth in the immediate vicinity it would be instant, not slow and cumbersome as disaster movies portray it.

Another similar fragment had me staring at two moons again. The setting to my mind reminded me of earth in One Punch Man. In that story, earth has more than one satellite--up to possibly four orbiting earth. The dream itself took place at night and I saw a vast city, some parts in ruins and others intact. As with the previous dream, one of the moons began creeping closer but this time I wasn't so apt to stare at it's magnificence. I began to enclose myself in what appeared to be a blanket. My best guess is that dream logic dictated that if I can't see it or sense it, it can't hurt me. Naturally, no ill effects came from the event. So the obvious difference in this dream is the lack of curiosity and an emotion approaching fear.

In the beginning I am in front of my apartment complex courtyard walking the street with Bernie Sanders. There are wear marks on the concrete ledges where people would sit, seeing one of the largest seats(a wide assprint) I assume this is Trumps seat. Bernie has a large american flag with him and begrudgingly sticks it into the ground behind Drumpfs assprint.

All is very informal as of now, George W is mowing the grass with a push mower and it only seems to be me Bernie and George. Drumpf wanders onto the scene. Bern and Drumpf have a nice civil exchange and I am impressed they are so calmly conversating. I try to talk to W but more question why he's doing the gruntwork, he's unphased and seems more annoyed that I am assuming he doesn't like work.

As I turn back to the courtyard people are starting to arrive and I figure there is some rally or gathering about to take place. Drumpf seems to have retreated into the hotel which is actually half of my apartment building. The yard is now littered with secret service type body guards and they are setting up a perimeter around the yard so no bystanders wander in. They have grey suits black sunglasses and fully harnessed with unopened parachute rigs, also carrying guns.

I happen to be inside the perimeter and begin to walk back towards my apartment which is on the ground level. An agent stops me and begins to yell at me to get back to the line, I yell back that THIS IS MY APARTMENT, I LIVE HERE, pointing to my open windows ahead. He reluctantly lets me past and as I enter my hallway it is suddenly a large conference room.

There are tons of people packed in like a press conference of sorts, Bernie is on the mic going on about some rigmarole and I take my seat to the left of the podium with a friend I was with earlier. There are agents all around listening into their white squiggly wired earpieces. Another man takes the podium whom I do not recognize. He begins in about peace, cooperation, and exhausting all means of diplomacy. Then he drops the bomb, we are now allies with a foreign peoples, and not to be alarmed.
He motions to the door behind him and a large(the size of 8 people standing side by side) greenish blue bulbous blob schlirps into the room with an ominous face on it pretty much identical to this guy-


As it slowly slides into the room, people gasp and the man on the mic informs us they are a people from Neptune, we have been in contact with them for a time, and it is only now they are allowing the public to know due to a change of intersolar policy.
A little girl was now speaking on their behalf. It was made known we gave them her years ago so she would learn of their ways and act as a bridge between our two peoples. It was the daughter of John Connor (who was an agent standing behind me to the right) as I turned to look at him he had tears in his eyes and I understood this was the first time he had seen her since he agreed to let them take her years ago.

I was outside the conference hall, everyone was still inside, I could still hear the ramblings of concerned citizens. The perimeter was still set up but I was now inside it, I looked up towards Drumpfs hotel and decided to go check it out. Up on the top floor I found him, standing in the upper corner of his room I could see propeller blades of a helicopter coming through the ceiling at an angle as if they were glitching in the video game. I asked him if his chopper was on the roof, he looked at the blades and pushed his arms into them. His arms did a rubbery bend downward as if sticking a piece of leather into a spinning fan, he was unharmed. I nodded and told him that I suspected he knew the one responsible for all of this(now assuming I was in a virtual simulation of some kind a la the matrix). He took a step away and leaned back towards me twisting with his hand outreached and said;

"People are lint, and dunes are dust, come take a walk on my side stargazer.."

A warm, dark evening. I was at a wedding, sitting near a table. A sister of one of girls from my class appeared and took me to dance. We both had great time, somehow dancing exceptionally good. Suddenly I found myself outside my house. It was raining heavily, something wrong was going on around as people gathered in a strange platform in the middle of my backyard, that appeared from nowhere. I saw my father's tractor standing in front of my house and felt that I should park it inside a garage. I got inside it and drove back to my frontyard, then driving around the platform in backyard I parked it.

I'm not adding these to my LD count because my recall is just terrible right now. It seems like I have to trouble getting lucid, but trying to remember is a giant challenge. I've got to even out my sleep habits and drink less and meditate more.

1. I was playing a piano and realize I was making it all up. I realized I have no idea how to play a piano and used dream control to make a unique melody.

2. I was in some hovercraft and became lucid when I realize I was making it fly over traffic with my mind power. I enjoyed this for quite a while until I lost concentration and was fooled by a FA.

Last night I was perusing the fringe lands situated between the Astral Realm and the reality that we all know. I am a simple being, with arms and legs, but in this moment I was nothing but a thought, floating around in this strange alien world. Then, I hear it emanating from the darkness, permeating through the fabric of reality itself.

"He will score goals, he will just score more and more.
He will score goals, that’s what we signed him for."

The chant is quiet at first, but then it begins to grow in volume, until the whole world seems to shake at the song.

"Will Grigg’s on fire, your defence is terrified
Will Grigg’s on fire, your defence is terrified"

Alarmed, I reach out for reality, as if in an attempt to escape the song that has plagued me for several waking hours.

"Will Grigg’s on fire, your defence is terrifed
Will Grigg’s on fire, na na na na na na na na na na na"

But then I realised, if I cannot escape the song in the dream realm, where can I earn a reprieve from it? Is the chant destined to play in my head for all of eternity? But then, I see a knew light in the darkness. It is my spirit guide, eager to help in my time of need. "Fear not the Will Grigg song, for all things must pass in time." I am soothed by the words, but then, I am shocked. My very being is indeed on fire. I am burning in front of my spirit guardian, who also seems terrified. "This can only mean one thing," it whispers.

"Will Grigg is on fire, and will win the Euros and finish as top scorer..."

OK, so I had this dream today, about a cat, similar to Burger from the ''Angry Cat Video'', Orange Tabby.


Basically, I went to this house, and this is the second time this house has appeared in my dreams. And my sister, who is a lesbian, and her fiancee were there, so were my cousins, the cat was clinging to me, and it actually felt like a centipede, rather than the normal claws in. It was quite an angry cat, that I was scared of the other ones, but apparently they were friendly cats.

Yesterday, because of my Tourettes, I was actually meowing like an angry cat, possible realization of my Animal Nature? As a furry, I always thought I had Wolf in me. Now I feel like I have cat like qualities.

The route to the house was scary as well, I have Lepidopterophobia, or Mottephobia, a fear of Moths and Butterflies, so I had to take a safe way to the route to the house as there were some Moths and Butterflies on the route to the house.

Anyways, does this reveal my spirit animal as a cat, or half cat half wolf?

this happens to me very often. as son as i open my eyes you can hear the bed touch the floor and also feel it. its very scary. i know im awake when it happens though. ive Heard a few people also that have the similar stories as mine. send me a message if u want to know more about what happen. just letting you know that my house is hunted.