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Around 12:30 (so only after first sleep cycle of the night) woke up with this dream:

It was decided that I shall have a baby, but I do not give birth but receive e baby fully formed. She is a baby girl. there are issues: too much light falling on the cradle, too much movement of the cradle contraption that she sleeps in. For a moment the baby in the contraption in light looks otherworldly.

I need to cover the baby with some sort of rigid screen so she is out of sight. To access her, I need to go around her cradle. On the other side is the bed of her Hindu nanny and the Nanny's son. The nanny accuses me of my being there means that her services are no longer needed. I reassure her that they are, but that I just need to nurse the baby. they are surprised that I wish to nurse her.

For a moment the baby seems too old to be a baby, and maybe threatening looking. She can talk! First she says she needs to go to the bathroom, but when she realizes that I meant to nurse her, she is ravished. First she latches onto my arm, apologizes, and latches onto my breast instead. I am confused as to her age. Is she a baby who can talk, or is she older and if so, should I nurse her? But why would she be that small if she is older. Andher eyes appear wiser than her apparent age.
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I believe this dream tone metaphorical: are my ideas old or new? Do they threaten others? Am I right to nurture these ideas? they can speak for themselves, and yet are helpless without my nurture. I think this dream was inspired by discussions of spirituality on DV.

Also I have been reading Greek mythology to my sons, and the idea of fully formed daughter (Athena) and baby that can talk (Hermes) was probably based on that.

03.02.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Runescape Godwars and Real Life

I was playing Runescape, and judging by the armor I was wearing, I was most likely going to do an Armadyl Solo Run.

However, I realized some major items were missing on the DC I'm playing as. Apparently, I look like an Aviansie (one of the creatures you kill to get a kill count in the game to go through the gate to do a solo run on the boss).



I click on random enemies to increase my kill count, but I can't remember which ones I was killing though. Then I realized I forgot to wear a Zamorak item, but the enemies weren't hitting me at the time since I think there was another player in Void Range that was getting their kill count up as well.

So I continue shooting random monsters (other than Aviansies, which are the ones I NEED to kill to go through the door), and the thought came to my mind that the gloves that I was missing was Saradomin gloves or something like that, but I thought I needed Zamorak since no Saradomin monsters were coming after me.



Then the Zamorak minions started to attack my character, and they were ganging up on me pretty fast. I started to click random items in my inventory like they are food to heal up. I managed to click so fast, that my health went down to only 18 instead of 0.

Then I realize because of the update that increased the HP by 10 a long time ago, that "18" on my HP bar wasn't a good sign, so I started to click more and more food like mad. But then I died, I thought I lost all my expensive gear like Armadyl Chestplate and the Armadyl Chainskirt, but then I realized again that I was just an Aviansie, so no biggie.

I thought I would be teleported back to Lumbridge, but not I'm in reality again (FALSE AWAKENING), I'm already standing up near the study area of my apartment, and I see some huge object on the wall.

My mentality in this dream was going both ways, I was focusing on the reality of the dream, yet I was thinking that I was in Runescape itself, and tried to rush to get back my items (again I forgot I was an Aviansie in the dream, so it would've been pointless to go back if I remembered that I was).

I see a mini-map of Runescape, and apparently I'm in this area underground that feels like it could get me back to the Godwars area quickly. Then the dream shifts back to the reality in the dream, and I'm looking at this object on the wall near some vent.

I was near the kitchen of my apartment at the time, and I observed the object carefully to see what it was. Apparently, it was this huge (about the length of one human hand at most) was staying still on the wall.



So I assumed it was eating micro-organisms in the wall, and it started to look like a mosquito. Then I just wanted to shoo it away, but I didn't want to just wave my hand, because then it would just be another battle trying to chase it down.

I tried scaring it by pretending to slam the wall near where it was at, but it didn't move. Eventually it flys around, and I'm having a hard time keeping up with it. I think I ignore chasing it, and go back to the vent that is placed weirdly in the middle of the wall that's like 3-4 feet away from the kitchen.

I go inside the vent, and I reach back to Runescape. I'm still playing a random DC on the computer as soon as I reach whatever destination this vent took me, and I'm suddenly inside the Boss Room.



I started to panic because I had no armor on, but fortunately a player was occupying the boss, but at the same time, I remembered the boss being able to attack multiple people at once.

But I ignored this and when the player kills the boss, I do a fake call saying that I got an Armadyl Hilt from hitting the boss (I don't know why I was playing with his ego, but no hilt was there), then he teleports, maybe he fell for the bluff or something.

For some reason, what should've been the player's loot ended up to be mine. I see some green object on the floor, with some yellowish color on the sides. I right-click it and see that it says "Armadyl Warhammer."

I started go batshit crazy because it was an Armadyl item, and then examined it again, and apparently it was worth 6.4million gp.

I started to type like crazy saying I got the Armadyl Warhammer, but the problem is, this item doesn't exist in the game, and mostly the Armadyl items the boss drops is related to the Range Armor and Weapons, but I didn't pay attention to that.

Then the boss appears again, and I decided that I should teleport, but I realized I didn't take any damage from the boss and the minions as well. So I equip the warhammer to see how it would work, and this thing was fucking epic.

Whenever the player wields it and attacks a monster with it, it goes in this rapid circular motion, kind of like what happens when a player grabs a Golden hammer in Super Smash Bros. Brawl, except it made a full circle rather than the semi-circular motion going back-and-forth with the Golden Hammer.



I think each hit was faster than the whip and somewhat on the same level as the speed of a Chaotic Rapier was well. I keep hitting the boss over and over again, not taking any damage from it myself. I forgot what happened next.

Dream 2: Walkng upstairs and other random stuff

This is more of dream fragments, but I'll combine them here. I'm walking up an area going somewhere, I see two DCs that are familiar to me. Let's call them James and Steven. They were walking together talking about something.


Then the next fragment I remember is me going upstairs to some area that looks like a Help Desk. There was a computer in the middle of the cabinets forming a circle a few feet away from it. And I go up to a DC who was probably blonde and in her 40s. I ask her to help me with directions, but I can't remember where.



She tells me I needed to go to some place, and I thanked her for it and headed there.

Another dream fragment is me and some girl worrying about something. Let's call this girl Mariana, I think she goes to the same University as me, and there was something we're stressing out about.

That's all I remembered.