Well I'm really spiritual mostly because of reasoning to be of my native culture but I took the dream i had the other night as a sign and that it has meaning to it. Through out the dream there was ppl stealing, doing drugs, sexual interactions and very low life actions taking place. I knew it was all happening and was still there, like I was an outsider. That was most of the dream of what was taking place but I could control my actions. Some of you know what I'm talking about and have dome so yourselves. The plot was set but my choices were mine to make. I then look outside of the house im in and I look at my car and see that its unlocked or that I should go check it so I go downstairs and outside to do so. Once I get to my car I get in the drivers seat and close the door and my gauge clusters for speed, rpms and has/temperature are different like really different and then I feel a weight on my my self like on my soul, then there's a hand that taps the gauge clusters really fast and pulls away. I turn behind me to see a female that appears to be white but blue toned skin, like she has a blue aura. Long black messy hair and I could see her eyes but I could see her mouth. Or its mouth I should say. Its mouth was glitching like a computer screen or video game, no lips no teeth or anything just like a white noise fuzz that glitched over and over again in various ways and she like went to grab me and I could feel the terror and evil coming for me almost like a sign. Everything around me started to get closer, including her and I started to lean back and it was consuming me like I couldn't fight it. Then I consciously while still sleeping realized I needed to wake up and get away from this demon. I leaned myself back and got my leg up and pushed it away and myself back as far as I could and then I woke up in a deep sweat, short of breath with my cat right next to me and she wouldn't leave my side like she knew too. Home alone walking through my house at night after that was probably the most scared id ever been since my child hood years and I've always had dreams that were extremely terrifying every once in a while but never to where the demons or beings actual tried to gain control of me or whatever it was trying to do...
Date: 21 May Pre bed: 120 mg gingko, WBTB: 2x peppermint oil capsules Sleep quality, dream contents & recall: fantastic sleep quality, more or less realistic dreams with some exception, very positive mood upon wake, quite bad recall for the vividness. Fragment1: Thinking of a friend Fragment2: Received a text message from a relative I was recently thinking about Fragment3: An actor that asks people about his origin, I am the only one to correctly guess it Fragment4: With a classmate on a street in my hometown, she has a blue bike Fragment5: I am on another street nearby, this time a dog transforms into some kind of mutant creature – a mix between a dog and hulk, dark grey bluish color and is after us. I decide to run towards school because there are more people there, so it will attack them first. Fragment6: I am in a store I know, looking to buy some tea mugs, or dishes. It looks like the sale is over. The lady on the cashier gives me some stuff I have apparently purchased, including a jacket. Another DC woman takes the bag and I run after her, explaining those things are mine. Dream7: I am in my hometown again, controlling the movement of trams. I am meeting my bf, so I direct the tram forwards, but then I go back again. I am then on the street, and it is extremely hot. I notice the way I am dressed, same as always, but my belt is about to fall and my jeans are a bit loose. It is so realistic that I struggle moving in this heat. I look to my side and see grandma, dressed the way she always did. Some feeling of lucidity that quickly evaporates. I pay attention to the shops nearby, there is one where they sell natural remedies and I see a huge pack of gingko biloba, I wonder if I should buy something from the shop. I continue on my way, a DC tells me that someone has died. The women have been dreaming about it and told him but he didn’t want to listen.
Small lucid about controlling your energy. I was talking to a girl with blonde hair about taking energy from dreamers' attacks, and using it against them. She showed me her energy, and how she used it, and I showed her mine. Hers was colored like vanilla ice cream, I believe mine was purple. I had 2 false awakenings where I wrote down my dream. I was with my mom, and we were going across a bridge to a camp. We were one of the first ones there, so we looked around for a place, and we found one. It had an overpass, and umbrella and a swing. Then, a bunch of prepubescent teens came seeking shelter. It started to pour and storm extremely hard.I gave mom 50 cents and she left. I passed out and woke up in a really weird location. I walked a little, and then arrived in a parking garage. There were people all over. I saw people I knew, like Ashley, and Nick B. These people were wandering around, looking for something. I saw this 1 person staircase, that I had to crawl up. It led to the second story, and as I got up there, I almost got stuck, and had to push my self out. I saw Zach and his girlfriend. Zach had given her a white popsicle, which he called an HP bar, and after you ate it it automatically refilled itself, so you got as much HP as you wanted. I then saw Ronnie, and Matt Cook. Later on, I saw Jesenia. Then, I was in a house, and Ally Westfallen was there. She was telling me about when she went on a field trip, she got this funny shirt that had something to do with Haxx0rz. Before all this: I was in a spy group, and we were uncovering hidden secrets from the White House. I believe we were Russian. I was talking to a hacker, and he was telling me that the files were constantly monitored, and that we would only have 10 seconds in and out. As we were about to begin, American spies broke into our stronghold, and began attacking. We started the hack, and got the files. Inside, it was about the Truman Doctrine for the Cold War, and they were forged by Eleanor Roosevelt to start war. Me and my mom ran away, and crossed a bridge...
Date: 09-05-10 Length: 1 Day Vividness: 10/10 I was in a hotel room with my two sister, Marin and Manon. Dakota and my mom was there too. I stepped out of bed and kept telling myself this was a lucid dream... I just knew. I made a bunch of things come off the wall and made glass plates float. It was night time, but I decided I didn't want to go to bed, so I pointed my finger at where I thought the sun would be, and dragged it upwards to make it into day time. These UFOs began to descend from the sky and I could tell it was my sub-conscience trying to scare me out of my lucidity. I pointed and them and turn them into unicorns, problem solved. I began walking around town with this one guy telling him that I could control everything. I stole some fruits nearby by launching some fruits off the tables into my hand. I walked into a restaurant and looked up onto a hill where suddenly, a huge explosion happened. I told myself "When I walk through this door, I'm going to end up at the explosion site". When i got there, I went into a barn and told myself that when I turn the corner, Marin will be there. I turned the corner.. But she wasn't there, however I did hear footsteps. I called Marin's name and I heard her answer. I went inside the shack where the sound came from, and Marin and her friend were there. I told her about my ability of controlling everything and she asked if we could go to our Thousand Oaks home. They held on to my hand and when we opened our eyes, we were in this weird house. I searched around and saw this one girl sleeping a room. She ran out when she saw me. The phone rang, saying they had a mission to go on, and I came to the conclusion that my dad and his friends were a team like the Order of the Phoenix. I woke up. -frenchblablabla