4-Dec-2016 - Meditation in bed 5-Dec-2016 - WILD - More myselves 5:30AM, ~40min I start LD at home, go to the upper floor, raise an upward conveyor, it reaches a platform with an irregular shape, many people are there. I understand they are past versions of myself, I talk with some of them, not going to provide details as this is very personal I use a similar conveyor to reach a globe of white light, representing the "Higher myself" I look at it from several angles, it consistenly looks the same I ask some questions, it talks very little, but provides some nice insight and answers, but totally unverifiable details __________________________ 6-Dec-2016 - WILD - City of spires 5:30AM, ~30min I walk close to the sea, then in a desert I see a middle-east looking city, it's small, walled, it has many spires, domes and minarets I explore it for quite some time, enter the market, explore the interior of some buildings, the mosque I look at a black-bearded man wearing a turban, and a woman wearing chador __________________________ 7-Dec-2016 - WILD - Genghis Khan ND: I am at office, discuss with C, tell him I am not going to the office tomorrow ND: I am at canteen, sitting someone walks by with a dish full of clean rib bones WILD #1 I am at the office again, I go to A office together with more colleagues. There, I open the outer wall and slide down a plastic half-pipe, then use this for flotating on the flooded street WILD #2 ~45 min While drifting to sleep, I see a glimpse of myself dressed as a king, ermine fur above shoulders, scepter and crown I try to retrieve this image again and I am successful. In order to further anchor to the dream, I observe myself in a mirror dressed in the same way. It works well I go on with this dream. I walk in a big castle, built with dark grey stone, looking similar to Oblivion Stronghold DLC Then I prepare for war. I go wear my leather armor, reinforced with iron bristles and plates It looks very detailed, I am able to well observe each armor piece, manipulate it and try it on Then I pick up my black bow and sword, featuring an intricately etched hilt I go to the stables and mount a massive black horse with a long mane and furry hooves Still on the horse, I go out of the castle courtyard, to a big plain, where an army of thousands of horsemen is gathered This is just impressive, and I shiver looking at it Then I walk in front of the army, giving a speech to the left wing first, which is quite surprisingly on the right side I figure out I will have to make then turn on their heels when marching out Then I address the center and right wing with increasingly appreciative words I really feel like a commander leading my army to war, it's amazing They all scream out, I call my personal guard close and march in the middle of two rows of horses I take the chance to quickly observe some armor details The army turns around and we march out I recommend taking our secret weapon with us: it is a caged black dragon, on a cart. After some marching, I can see some low hills fading in the distance, very far away, and behind some higher mountains. I know the enemy is waiting for us there I then call to me a hundred of horsemen, we gallop faster until we see a formation of heavily armored cavalry We nock arrows and shoot. My first arrow hits a knight at his throat. I see many knights and horses dropping dead We quickly shoot many arrows, almost all of them hit some target We turn around and gallop back to the rest of the army. More horsemen gallop forward with me to do the same, hitting and retreating The knights retreat, exposing the infantry behind them. We then target the infantry, slaughtering them. The enemy almost routs. From behind the hills, I see a gigantic humanoid figure moving in. It's really enormous, even from a big distance. I ask our officers to release the dragon, I want to ride it. Unfortunately at this time the dream becomes a little confused. I remember some glimpse of the fight between the dragon and the giant, but the dream fades... __________________________ 8-Dec-2016 - ND - Car crash + WILD - Attempt travel in the future ND: I bump the car in front of me while commuting to work, I descend to look, however no big damage. On the other hand, the rear of my car is heavily damaged, although I haven't noticed anyone hitting me at the back (!!) I discuss with the people and look at some modules WILD: I attempt travel to the future TotM. I am in a non-existing room in my house. I hold in my hands an oval glass jar with a blue cover. I rotate and manipulate it in my hands, and I know this is letting time outside pass quickly. I exit the building, in the street I only see normal cars passing by. Evn the town looks pretty normal. I try again, going to another home. This time when I exit, I look to my left behind some small houses, I see the outline of a futuristic city, a bit faded by distance. It has high buildings / towers / antennas. However it lasts very little, and I cannot reach it again __________________________ 9-Dec-2016 - ND - Tomato sauce factory 6AM WILD attempt, fall asleep ND: Me and my wife need to go to some kind of shop near A, we reach a factory, with several rooms linked in succession. The rooms contain boxes of tomatoes; in one room, they are piled high and create a narrow passage. After some rooms, we are approaching the next door, but the guy there gently stops us, asking if we need some help. We tell him what we're looking for, he tells us it's in the next street. Then he shows us the factory on the opposite side of the street, with its narrow square windows. We decide it's time to move on, we pass through a rather dark big room, similar to a warehouse, containing tomato sauce bottles for which we are able to check the price, bulks of metal can containing cookies. Alarm clock rings __________________________ 10-Dec-2016 - ND/DILD - Car engine stolen -> Land of castles ND: I am with my family (don't see them), we're in a nearby town I don't know (FM), I've parked the car close to a low stone wall, I want to return back there to check it. Someone takes me there by riding a bike (!!) through a swampy area (!!). When the parking is in sight I can see my car. However, when we reach it, I cannot see it anymore (!) Two friends, A&T are there (!), we look for it together. They find one which looks mine, but suddenly the ground below it collapses driving it and two more cars down (!!!) I climb on the roof of a nearby car (!!!) This is all very strange and I do a RC, can't remember which one and result, so I'm still in an ND, albeit more aware I finally find my car: they've parked a white SUV above my car (!!). I check car's plate, it reads properly and it's correct The hood is open and the engine is missing: someone's stolen it (!!!). I also happpen not to find my car's remote, the ring on my keyring is open (!!!) In addition, the left rear corner looks damaged (!!) I think about how to move my car and how to repair it since it's Sunday (FM) I look for a police officer to stop the traffic and make a delcaration. By coincidence one turns the corner right at that time (!) He's got grey moustaches, he's in a hurry and doesn't want to listen to me, but I follow him and tell him what happened. He suggests me a person that could help me. I go back to the car, a girl with black curly hair tells me to follow her. She enters some small alleys with tents, low houses, and when she's in a large corridor I think about all that's been happening to me and I conclude I am dreaming ! DILD: I don't know what to do. I find myself rolling on a road, in the distance beatiful hills, mountains and snowy peaks. I observe everything in awe. Cars pass by, even a truck in opposite direction, which I look in detail, it's a Scania. The road curves left, I notice a beautiful castle on a hilltop, then several more castles close to the road, all different, beautiful and detailed. I wake up. WILD: Nothing special, again attempt at future world doesn't work well. One very strong image of M, a colleague, with some beautiful jewels, a ring with a missing stone, an orange "teardrop" pendant.
On holiday, a man has been trying to do something that makes me feel trapped. He has a longcoat even though it is summer time. Is he a detective? idk some kind of official maybe. So sitting at a table with him in a large cafeteria with glass doors opening onto a grassed area, bathed in sun. I pull out a large knife as big as a machete, and plunge it into his neck. Strange orangey blood starts to pool as I push it further in. Fairly sure he is dead., I exit. Escaping from the resort my main feeling is sadness that I did not get a chance to spend time there, on the beach or anything LOL It is now early evening an the sun is setting. In a classroom, large teenagers are sitting in with my class, the older kids are getting the younger ones to misbehave. They are chewing gum and making noises in class. I'm really annoyed with them. Finally I look down at the work we are supposed to be doing, it is in latin! and I cannot even understand it. I tell them to make sure to do their sentences properly with capital letters and full stops.
I am in my bed. I fly out of the wall and head down to the forest entrance. I know what is usually around here is a bunch of temples and shrines, but this time it should be different. I run through the forest. I keep hearing a loud thud and keep running towards it. I can’t see anything though. The thudding is getting louder and louder and I am having trouble keeping up, I use some dream control to run faster and remind myself not to use any dream powers unless I can’t beat the beast. I finally see it. A giant spider. Weird, no, this isn’t it, but it is made completely out of wood and more like long branches wound together, like a vine made of huge trees in the shape of a spider leg. I climb up a tree and am a far cry away from reaching the monster, it is about 300 feet high, I can not make it that high on my own. I’ll try something else. I keep running until I get in the way of a leg, not as hard as you would think. I grab ahold and when the leg goes up, I let go when it was moving quickly upward and springboard up towards the bottom of the spider, it is also a mass of trees. I spin as I get there and pull out my sword. Making a large hole in the bottom, my sword still has some abilities I know not. It is about 10 feet by 4 feet and grab ahold of a small viney tree that is dangling from the mess I just created. I swing myself in and it is hollow, still really big, it is a natural mechanism, must be controlled by the giant. I run towards the front. It takes a few minutes, but there are no doors and the entrances are about 50 feet high, a really big spider fortress, there are some big tables and things, all created like the spider. I ignore them a lot and make it to the front. The giant is sitting in a opening looking out towards the giant forest, I can see all sorts of mountains, the whole place seems to be a lot less populated than the area I am actually at, I imagine that this is what Zödra, Japan looks like. Smaller villages, but the same technology. I notice that the giant has his hands on the wood and it seems to be going out of his hands, he must be creating this stuff. He is using a ability really well, this could be difficult. I doubt he has the ability to animate objects, just create and control. I decide to chop off his arm and realize I don’t have my sword anymore. I put my hands together and resummon my sword, there is a noise, but the sword isn’t there, I do it again and it summons, it must need to be unsummoned and then summoned if I am not in control of it. Interesting. I run at the giant and am gonna knock off one of his arms when the term giant sinks in, he is about 50 feet high, (by my guess, hard to tell with him sitting down, and I couldn’t cut off his arm without alerting him because I can’t reach the 20 feet where his shoulder is at right now. I jump up and aim for the wrist, he is alerted right before I jump and turns, his hand lifts up and I sever the wood connection coming out of his hand. Instantly the whole right side of the giant spider stiffens up (he needs a connection to control it at all, interesting) and he lifts his hand back, points it at me and sends all sorts of tree vines my way. I slice them up, but I am losing my footing with the spider falling down. I hit the ground, the spider is falling, our descent slows and then we crash pretty softly into a clearing. I jump up and see that the giant has taken off running. I take off and realize that I was correct about the whole “size equivalent to speed”, because it is a dream, he isn’t slowed down by his mass, he moves the same amount of ground I would make if you compare the size of our bodies. I notice that I lost my sword again, so I put my hands together and unsummon it for later use. I take off running and decide to use my other ability. MAX STAT! I choose my legs, their stats get maxed out until the end of the dream with no negative repercussions. I take off running and easily catch up to the giant. He is running through a long clearing in the woods and turns around to face me. He yells and slams his hands on the ground, I am waiting for something to be made when I realize that he must have sent it under the ground. I jump up at him and tons of tree vines flow out of the ground at me a second too late. I am going in a straight line at the giant’s face and he lifts up his left hand to block. I pull my sword out while flying and swing at his arm, expecting it to be completely severed. My sword slices into his arm and gets stuck, since he sent out tree vines from the part of his arm that was cut, a very strong power, stronger than the acid like blow of my sword when severing something. He swings his arm out and it throws me across the glade. I am headed toward a tree, I still don’t want to use any more powers, so I shift as much as I can to plant my feet on the tree while it hits, the tree bends and with the max stat on my leg I am able to time the jump perfectly when the tree bends back and sends me back at the giant, I make sure to not use max power so that I land right before I get to him and jump again. He puts his right arm in front to block, and send out a tree vine, but I use my legs to jump straight through his legs and behind him, He turns around quickly, but as he is turning I stay in his blind spot and jump into the air, the 50 feet needed. As I am at the peak of my jump, I leave my sword in front of me and kick it (it is a white katana, so I kicked the side of the blade that isn’t sharp), the strength way stronger than my own and the surprise attack makes it soar through his neck as thick as it is, with no retaliation. I am super excited to have won and am planning on landing on his shoulder and riding that down. His shoulder shifts off as I stand on it, the entire outer layer of his skin is falling off, made of the same tree vine thing that was coming out before. Revealing a much smaller giant (about 35 feet high) that was inside of him. I jump up off of the falling tree vines and aim for the head of this fiend as he steps out of the other shell. I unsummon and summon my sword in an instant and pile it down into the head of the giant. This also sheds like the previous one (about 20 foot giant) and I am too off balance this time, I land on my feet on the ground, but he is turning to face me, sending tree vines at me. I throw my sword at him and he pulls his hands up and jumps at my sword. I run at him and jump at his head. The sword lands in his arm, but without causing damage since it was just normal speed and all. My feet hit his head and knock him to the ground, my feet still in his face, as they are sending him to the ground. I unsummon and summon my sword as I am falling to the ground, my feet crush his head in and it also is just made of the tree vines and a 9 foot tall man sits up and jumps to his feet, he doesn’t seem to be made of wood this time since his movements are more fluid. He jumps at me and I set a foot on his chest while his long arm reaches me, He grabs my shirt and I kick him away. He lands against a large tree and my shirt is ripped off painfully. I jump to the tree and slice his head off neatly. The body fades away and the old man steps out. “Why are you here?” I ask, but I already know the answer. I put him there, he wasn’t actually the giant or controlling the giant, but in my need to see him, he inserted himself into Zödra in the only way I let him. He looks at me and smiles. I put my hand on his head and try to do scan on his mind. I only am able to get a static that he seems to be emanating. Is he already doing scan? Or maybe constantly doing scan? I ask him a question in this state, where our consciousnesses are out and thoughts pour out instead of words. The first couple of questions I did forget, but I know that one of the answers was something about me having many dreams that I have forgotten and that is how things have transpired this way in Zödra. I then get to the question I care about the most. “How can I be lucid all the time?” I say aloud and he moves my hand off of his head and puts his forehead on mine. I am flashed instantly to Infinity. I haven’t seen it in a long time, I have drawn pictures of it, and tried to get there many times, but it is still magnificent. The houses are gone now, there is just the square plots and a black stemmed red rose in the exact middle of each plot. "You must be like the flower if you wish to stay" He says to the younger version of me, standing next to me. The younger version doesn’t seem to notice me, and winks out of existence after a few seconds of spinning and rubbing his hands. I realize now that infinity is controlled by the old man and that the version I saw before was just remnants of the dream from before, this time I was seeing infinity as it actually is, the square plots leak out in every direction instead of just left and right. There is nothing on the horizons, there is just the square plots in the reality, or in this filter of reality. “You will always be like the flower, so you must change the flower” is the best translation of what I felt when he looked at me. I understood immediately and infinity snapped out of view. I was with the old man in the clearing in the woods. I looked around, knowing what I needed to do. I turn around and look at the place. It looks very similar to near my house, except that at this angle there are no inhabitants or dwellings, just forests and mountains as far as the eye can see. I turn around and don’t even notice until remembering this that the old man was gone. I can see the wrecked giant spider in the background and lots of the tree vines all around the area. I decide to teleport to my dad, even though I love the beauty of this place. I close my eyes and fall backwards. Instead of hitting the ground, instead of hitting the ground, my eyes are open and I am coming up from my back inside my parents basement in the exact opposite motion that I just made falling backwards. My dad is on me in a flash. “Who are you? He isn’t this strong! You have made a mistake.” He says as he points his finger at me, I don’t really know what powers he has, but he is more powerful than most opponents I think, but I am not limited right now. I flash behind him. “It is me, I just am a lot stronger than you remember.” He laughs and points another finger at me, I teleport onto the roof in front of him and then teleport a few more times instantly. “I need to find Jason” I say, coming up with unpredictable places to be. “If you are really Sensei, then he already told you where he is at.” “Yeah, the internet, this doesn’t help me.” “He is always on the internet.” “So I should send a message there?” “No, you should meet him there.” Of course, he used scan to upload a version of himself onto the internet. My dad uses scan and flashes right behind me the instant I flash somewhere. I pause time. I can’t let him know I can manipulate time, so I move it to extremely slow, I walk next to him and whisper in his ear “You are nowhere near fast enough to follow me.” I realize that at that speed it would be complete and utter nonsense, So I pull it back and create a little audio box in the air, invisble to all but me, I set the speed to normal speed and I connect it to my dad’s ear. Then I stop time completely and post online. “At the school, meet me there.” I fly over to the school that I first learned Jason’s name and it takes me a little bit to get there, there is still somehow a mass of people flying there, but they are all paused. I wait for Jason for about a minute before realizing that time is stopped for him as well. I turn time back on and get a notification that my dad got my message. Haha. weird dream. I look around the group of people for someone that stands out and I see Jason, yet again with that air of confidence. “I want the internet.” I tell him. “I told you how to get it before.” “Uploading tons of memes of myself. Yeah, that isn’t true.” “It is close to the truth, but it won’t work because I am already on there.” I realize that he must be putting part of his consciousness on the internet at all times, so I double my consciousness (instead of split), it is hard to keep track of both bodies at once, but I needed to leave one there and keep the other one there to make sure that Jason doesn’t leave. With scan I am able to hold out my phone and feel Jason’s presence in there and what it should feel like to be in the internet. My other body flies around the internet until it connects with Jason’s other body. “I am stronger, because I am a full consciousness in here and you are only half a consciousness at most.” I tell the fragment. It is impossible to dislodge the fragment and it seems to have a lot of countermeasures. Me #1, standing next to Jason near the school needs to take action. The Jason inside of the computer is like a dream program. I need a passcode to dislodge it. I touch his head and look for the part pertaining to the program and he tries to run away, I freeze time for a second before he breaks the connections. I get the password “Zaspel”. Me #2 in the comp says the password and the other Jason inside, dissipates. Full consciousness program, something like Jason’s, but with my will. I set an easy set of moves and if anything tries to stop it, it has my full consciousness again. I check the wording. Check the idea and then let it go. Send the message “This world is a lie, and you are a dreamer here” is sent to every electronic device every 10 minutes. I wake up.
Updated 12-11-2016 at 01:31 PM by 58222
This dream was sooooo long and much of it was not lucid. I was on this very long adventure or journey to deliver my minds eye and I knew it had a deadline of a year. I didn't know where the end point was only that it had to happen and I would know when I got there. I remember traveling on planes, freighter ship, walking through a desert a very long walk in sand, then I was in a big city that for some reason I think was Dubai. I was with my mom in a van and she was in an electric wheelchair that looked like a childs it was so small. I had the dc sitting next to me who was the same guy I met at a baseball game a few months ago. I think he was part of this long journey and he was helping me to find my way. My step father was in the front passenger seat then wheelchair was in front of me on the right side. DC to my left, we were still on my adventure but I was lucid at this point wondering when I saw my mom in the wheelchair. She is fragile and small and that is the only way she can be part of my journey I guess. We end up at this cluster of tall skyscrapers and I look UP and tell them I want to see the world from at the top of that building, it looked like beautiful architecture, everyone looked confused at me since I am terrified of heights, but I wanted to go up. "UP" seems to be a symbol lately in my dreams. We were walking toward the building when the dc guy tells me no, this is not part of your journey, that is way too easy, you have to work for it. I am thinking of my mom and the struggle that going around will be for her. Sometimes she is walking in my dream and no wheelchair others she is in the wheelchair. We walk and walk again, then we get to a beautiful lake that didn't appear it should be in this location, it was in the middle of the city but looked pretty. We had to go down a steep slope to get to the edge of the lake and that was a challenge with my mom, yet when we are there we couldn't get to the place we wanted to go because there wasn't a bridge. I looked back in the distance and could see the skyscraper I wanted to go up and thought that would have been so much easier. I just accepted that this was going to be the way..Then from under the water appears a bridge, I wonder if I caused this bridge to appear even though I was trying not to. I struggled with going over this bridge because I feel I must have manipulated this dream to make it easier and would not go over it...I suggested we go around the long way...when the bridge evaporated. I was relieved I made the right choice, then poof we are back in the van everyone was in there seats but the wheelchair was empty. My heart sank! Where was my mom and what happened to her? I looked at everyone and they were all in a trance. I grabbed the hand of the dc guy and he looked at me with loving eyes and poof we were back in a place that looked like Little House on the Prairie with a little girl running toward us in her long dress in the tall grass, my hand in his looking so proud at our daughter who called out mama and papa? I woke up feeling I had really traveled all around the world in one night from now to future back to past. I never got to deliver my minds eye even though I got to experience it.
Last night I slept very little (only 3h) but somehow I managed to make MILD. I ended up in a dark House with lots of rooms. I went several times through the howl house, perhaps I was looking for something. I finally came to a nursery. Everything in there was huge. I became lucid and made a Hand RC. I flew a bit around and the I woke up.
I dreamed that I was back in Thailand, and we now live at my parents' internet cafe. We have eight cats and six ravens. Two of the cats are calico twins. I was trying to train the cats and the ravens to come to me on command. My dream transitioned to me being a middle-aged man living in a swanky condominium. I have the power to enter the 'dreamscape' (jeez, I can't believe I missed that dreamsign. I'll have to do reality checks every time somebody mention dreams.) physically, and for some reasons that's pretty important. There are voices in my head of people who is conntacting me through telepathy or whatever, and they weren't impressed with me entering the dreamscape right in a crowd. They said that if I left the dreamscape in public I might cause a commotion, and that I have to hurry back to my condominium. I passed through some people getting attacked by monsters but the voices told me they're not real and for me to keep going. I got to my condominium and returned to the physical world and felt a bit shitty about not helping the people out. My dream transitioned to me in a casino. I played slots and got a ludicrous amount of jackpot.
Context: Seventh day since stopping marijuana. (This is known to produce intense dreams) Supplements and Herbs: D-Phenylalanine Turmeric capsule, 400mg Black Pepper (For absorption) Green Tea Methods: Meditation before sleep. No other methods were used. The dream started only moments after falling asleep. I seem to wake up in my bed, the T.V. in the room is on the fritz, the controllers I am trying to use are different. In a flash of insight i realise I must be dreaming. The dream I get up and start walking toward the living room window which I normally leave the apartment out of. My vision is flashing in and out of focus, my body is heavy, the apartment is dark. After some effort and the recitation of a mantra for extra energy I make it out side. I instantly look up at the stars, there were hundreds or thousands in the sky, I simply stood there and enjoyed the stars of the inner cosmos for a while. I phase out. I have a false awakening. I am in my bed and find it hard to get up. I do the rope method and pull myself up and out of my body. I imagine in my mind I want to visit a snowy mountain which is under a clear blue sky. I move through the wall and then - pop - I am on the slope of a mountain. People are walking around, some are skiing. I have a short conversation with a person, but I do not recall its details. Another false awakening. I imagine in my mind I want to visit a tropical paradise. I do not recall how I got there but I am suddenly in a fully formed dream environment. Outside it is dark but the mood is enjoyable, I walk into a large restaurant made of wood and straw, I sit by the bar. There room is happening, people dance slowly next to a stage where there is a band playing, I sit and enjoy myself. I phase out.
Updated 12-11-2016 at 02:28 AM by 91188
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