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So in real life I'll be moving to Idaho for college. The second dream was about what I've been doing; clearing out my house and getting ready to move.

First dream I had was a really weird one where I was living in a gated community and there was some weird mystery going on with my female neighbor, a D.C. not someone I actually know, and it was something about her going missing but still being there and me skipping around time. I remember feeling like I was uncovering a scheme against me, it was really complicated. I then woke up and went back to sleep, this time having a more straightforward dream.

In the dream two of my friends are hanging out with me at my house. It somewhat felt like it was connected to the previous dream because I remember thinking about the previous dream as if it had actually happened. I then leave my house with one of my friends and realize that I can't leave my other friend in my house because he can't lock the door when he leaves and I don't have a spare key to give him. I then go back to the house and find him in my room playing a computer game, maybe Overwatch, while listening to "Danger Zone" and watching an episode of Doctor Who. We talk briefly about all the packing I had to do and I look out my window and see my dad is home and selling things from the garage. I go outside and see he isn't giving away bikes with electric motors and a pick axe, and I'm wondering why he's giving it away. The dream ends with me riding one of the bikes uphill.

I've had some decent dream recall these past few days; I just haven't had time to log on here. There was one dream where I got close to being lucid, but wasn't quite there.

Despite this, I've still been really off my groove lately. As in, since high school, which was a long time ago. -_- I used to LD a lot more often. I need to be restored to my full lucid dreaming glory, and get even better than I was back then.

I only have one dream recalled from last night, and I can't read my writing from my paper journal very well. I need to invest in a better flashlight, I think, and actually sit up to write. I was in a "horror hotel" of some sort. My brother was there, and he was doing something that starts with an R. I can't read my half-asleep handwriting. T_T

#513 - IDWILD (In-Dream-WILD)

I am in some strange SciFi dream and sleep lab with a huge viewing screen of some mountainous scenery with some woman. The Doc/scientist gives me a list of items. I read through not sure why I he gave me this. Someone states that its to see if these things will pop up in my dream. We lay down and start to WILD.

I immediately and lucidly transition into another dream which feels just like a real WILD. I am in some version of my house but its way too dark so I phase out a window. My vision is nothing but bright white light for a moment, but I concentrate to see. Quickly, I notice that I am surrounded by deep thick snow. I laugh and play in the snow a bit. I notice my house is almost covered completely in snow but there is also a huge mountain or hill right behind it covered as well. I shout and a small chunk of snow falls. Now I want to see it I can be loud enough to start an avalanche. I shout again. More falls but then it changes course and hits my face. I laugh and shout even louder giving it all I've got. The whole thing comes down on me. I try to move out of the way but I am quickly buried. I struggle a bit but quickly relax because I know this is a dream and I can just make it all disappear if I want. I try to think of something, but suddenly I "wake up" in the dream lab.

I lose lucidity and go back to believing the whole initial scenario (did I ever question it?). I recall the dream in the dream and tell the man that none of those things in the list appeared in my dream.

It's worth noting that I have had two other LDs that I didn't record but have added to my count. They were just my typical OBEs with my normal G-forces and trippy things happening to me. It's still amazing when it happens but I didn't feel the need to DJ; maybe I was too lazy.

Success!! I was able to recall not one, but two dreams, although the first one's a fragment.

Dream 1 (fragment)
I am walking down a hallway. and I see someone. But before I can tell who they are, my alarm goes off.

Dream 2:
I'm in a.... Duel? It's a YuGiOh duel. I ply my cards for a while, but as soon as i try to go lucid, the dream ends and I wake up, and my heart's pounding, from excitement or other emotions I can't tell.

Both of the dreams were surprisingly vivid. Also, I think these were triggered by video games, because the last game I was playing before I went to bed was YuGiOh GX tag force, and both of these dreams matched it. So could this be a dream trigger for me?

At least my recall's improving.

Started out at studio. Went home did something. Someone wanted to jam so I went back but there was a keyboard player that asked if I was playing bass. For some reason I didn't want to play with him and got mad said no, fuck me right? He asked if anyone learned his song. E. pulled out a piece of cardboard that had some of the chords and structure written out. They started to play but I left. I found myself in this big field, supposedly by my house, it was early morning, a bunch of people were outside waiting for the shuttle launch. I was sitting on a roof waiting. Saw it fly through the sky in the distance as a small white light basically. I was kind of disappointed it didn't blow up. Someone started singing about the successful launch. I started walking home, ran into my dad. We turned and walked to a circle of people and I saw C and her dad. I said hey. Someone had a huge rc dragon and flew it around the area in a big circle and it came to a stop and hovered upside down in front of the guy controlling it. C and I were wondering how it could fly when its so big and clunky, and she asked me if I was going somewhere. I said yea and was then in a car with D on our way. We were driving down Mackenzie and I saw the same light that was the shuttle falling backwards in the sky. I wondered if it was failing or if time had started reversing. The road we were on took on an ominous feel. The houses were no more and on either side of the road were fields of dead trees. I asked D if this was Mackenzie, he said yea. I said, I don't think so. I think I'm dreaming....dude I'm sleeping on my couch right now. He said naw man he's driving down Mackenzie. I said, are you sure? Then the road came to and end at a little white house, road covered in hay. The road went into a big lake I thought was lake eerie. I told D this was weird, it felt weird, really scary for some reason. Told him I was gonna wake up this is weird. So I thought I did. I was laying on my couch and I look around. I hear that high pitch TV sound turning on and off. I look at the clocks and they're flashing. I think its weird the power went off wondering if the surge was what threw me and D off course for some reason, convinced it must have. Still laying on the couch I see a mirror with a seemingly shadowy figure. I try to call out to make it go away but only weak sounds came out. This frightened me for some reason and the ominous feeling came back. I got up and inspected the clocks which were flashing in classical "power was out" form. I thought maybe we were robbed and that's why power was out. I went to check on my parents as I noticed the sun was starting to come up. I went in their room as my dad scrambled to the bathroom and my mom walked out to ask what's up. Told her I thought we were being burgled and was scared for them, was making sure they're safe. I heard the hum of TV going on and off again and asked them if they heard or noticed when the power went out. They did not. I looked at their clocks and they were solid, so power in their room didn't go out. I thought it was strange and got confused. I went back into living room with parents and the TV was flashing static and weird patterns. I asked if that was because of a power outage. He said no but it was acting broken. We were all looking at a painting or picture hanging above the couch that I've never seen before. It was a kind of earthy tone image of some comedian in a bar or something and as I stared it started moving around all trippy. I got lost in it for a minute then remembered we were being burgled, and I saw the guy try to take off. I chased after him and we were running around the house. He jumped to the roof, then I remembered I was dreaming, I can stop him easily so I held out my hand to freeze him but he just jumped over the house anyway. I was momentarily sad my powers failed but happy to know I'm dreaming and safe. I started thinking about the dream and wondered how it started. Thought about waking up to write it down and I kept going back to my body on the couch but couldn't make it roll over and pick up my tablet and write. I was so comfy I thought, fuggit, that scene with D on Mackenzie was so intense for some reason, no way I'll forget. I went back to sleep and someone was talking to me out in that dead tree area and said they needed more time with my parents. Waves started splashing up where we were and I thought the next wave will wash out the scene and I will have summoned my parents for him. But then the guy jumped out of view and I thought, oh duh, were going to them. Another wave came up and washed out my vision to white and then I woke up for real.

Frag

I was in some park on a hill. Bjork was off in the distance singing and walking towards me with a cameraman behind her. She kept looking at me and smiling. I was wondering how she knew me and why she was walking towards me. she had hair down to her chin.

Money confusion.

I was getting a ride with C who lives with my aunt. My cousins girlfriend was outside the window and handed me a large envelope filled with cash to give to my aunt for a car payment or something. C offered to take it for me but my cousin's GF said that I should take it instead indicating that C might pocket it for herself. I agreed to take it instead.

C grumbled and let me out of the vehicle. I seemed only to be a block away from my house and started walking. I noticed K from work standing on a lawn and staring at me. "Are you stalking me?" I asked her. She said nothing for a long moment and said, "yes," jokingly? she started walking with me. I was saying, "nothing really to see here... After work I go home here and do basically nothing." I went in and forget what happened after.

stay safe

I was in my inner world house. Asuka and data were around. I thought there was going to be and earthquake. I saw some knick knacks on a corner shelf wobbling. I went into a door way and held on to it. Asuka asked me what I was doing. I said apparently this is the safest place to be in an earthquake. everything wobbled for a bit and then stopped.

Woke at 3:13pm...wish I knew the starting time, but sense it was an afternoon nap, I can assume it was two hours long. This means the start time might have been around 1:00pm.


It's winter here but I don't know where here is but I do know that mom and I are trying to get the little chicks, who are in an encaged little wheelbarrow, up a hill to a home. I'm not sure how but we managed to do it, then we went inside the little place after placing them in an open garage to the side of the house and turning on their heat lights which we strung around the encaged area. They kinda looked like a teal LED bright lite set. Once inside, the area changed to the inside of my current home, I was hungry so I searched the cupboard near the door for some food, at first there was only what I had in real life. But then I saw cheetos, flaming hot cheetos, cheeto puffs, and way in the back I saw slim jims. I took those and went outside to eat them, I ate two but they tasted kinda funny like it wasn't meat. Then before I knew it, I was waking up in a room of sleeping bodies. Naked and under sheets in a living room, it was a bit nauseating but I just grabbed a shirts and rushed to the bathroom. The bathroom happened to be my grandmother's bathroom, but the living room was definitely from my old home. Behind me I heard footsteps and someone rushing to get to me, I tried to shut the door on them but a lady just shoved it open. I was on my knees on the floor, still a bit tired, she pulled me up and away from the bathroom. I forgot what she said but it was I think a sexual question and I answered positively. She wrapped her arms around my waist behind me and we sort of swayed into another room, then collapsed on a couch or chair. I sat on her lap and she held me, blah..sexual stuff so I guess her dialogue before was asking for consent. Anyway, the sexual stuff was different this time because before it always stopped when the pressure of stuff trying to get inside was too much and woke me up. This time though, I wasn't scared and didn't shy away, I guess that's why it finally happened. The pressure built up until I was about to cry out and was trembling was it was over, but I woke up. In my head, rose said she'd be gentler next time. But then I woke up for real and realized the last time I woke up was a false awakening, I felt the effects of the dream for a couple seconds after waking, but then it went away.


NEW:
I realize that it may seem strange to some readers but I never actually got to the stage of penetration or release in a dream ever, it was always blocked and I think this moment was an amazing one for me because I gave my consent this time. It was like I was ready, so maybe I'm learning more or something? Another thing I've noticed, I had control over my actions through the second half of the dream and this has happened last dream too. The new control and experience is actually really nice and makes me feel like I'm making progress.