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2:20am-9:21am
1. Behind our old home, is a huge water way or ocean. I am getting ready to swim it to the sandy isles I see far out there, nobody wants me here. But mom makes me want to stay, I do stay and then wake up.
2. I work with mom doing tasks, don't remember what tasks but it had ladders. Inside people pick on me and say I'm stupid, to leave. So I pack my things again and decide this time I'll go. But I wake up.
3. So I help mom and then finish putting the ladder up, then I run and swim and run. I see these shark people that live on these sandy areas and suddenly I want to go home.
4. Was getting darker as I walked with a lady to her home. Inside her sister wondered why she had a child that she'd taken from another home and was going to take care of for a few hours. She said she needed a rest, but I was there to set up her appointment. But I said it as Opinion-ment, her sister next to me seemed to like it that way. The house was small and old, had a wooden table in the centre with few chairs and a little fireplace behind use to the right. It was like we were in another time period and I actually thought of Dracula for a minute, but dismissed it once I heard her say set it for 3:00. I assumed she meant PM and asked which day, she said one of the weekend days, I can't remember if was Saturday or Sunday. I think it was Sunday though, anyway I said I'd write it in now and walk there because I walk everywhere. I did walk there, it was only a short ways away because our community is very close together. Inside I asked a tall but thin young black guy if we were still accepting appointments. He said we were and told me to write it in under the new system. I nodded my understanding and was about to walk over there when thunder shook the place, it was crazy and came on so fast. The rain poured down and the people panicked once they felt it on them, it was raining through the roof! Everyone in the waiting room was exclaiming this and point their hands up like they were sims and their room caught on fire. We ushered them to the front down and heard a siren type bell noise, also the walls and area here was very plain and further makes me believe it was another time because the women wore bustle dresses. I went ahead and grabbed another set of pants on the floor and put them on, knowing later I'd need the extra clothing if we had a chance to stop and rest. Then just as I was walking to the front door I saw that black guy, also another note is everyone else was white, he got electrocuted and I jumped up from the water to try and save myself and reach the door, I saw the words PURE flash in white across my face like a flashlight after affect in your eyes. Then for a brief second I felt a bit of pain and my heart sped up, I knew at this moment I was being electrocuted. Each time a bolt hit the house and hit me, I saw words like the first one infront of my eyes for a moment telling me stuff like the after effects of this one or tips I should use next time not to get shocked. I think they were my thoughts, I knew behind me my friend had fallen and he was probably dead. After all we were standing or atleast I was left standing, in a high amount of water that was in the building. As I was walking out the door I got electrocuted about four more times I think? With the same style of text but different words appearing. I finally got out of the building and ran away from it, after a strange trek and using a jetpack to get my way up a huge mountain that we lived on. I saw that "Lord...couldn't read his name's" Estate had been completely destroyed. I think the name said Drad actually. I walking further into a wooded area and saw D in a tan shirt and some pants. He was holding something. I said hey and ran over to him, we walked a little further and saw mom. I asked where C was and they said he died, so I told them I got electrocuted around 5 times and they looked around at my body. I actually said I didn't remember what happened much, I just know I got electrocuted and found D. (So maybe that jetpack thing was a weird mind trip?) I also remember that I didn't feel much after that first little shock and didn't even feel like I'd have scars on myself, actually mom said I looked younger or rejuvenated. So I must not have had scars, I think I thought about vampirism. (But I'm not sure it happens that way, unless I blacked out and someone turned me before I died? Which would explain memory loss a bit and the young comment. But doesn't explain no scars, which seems implies.) End.

NOTES:
I got kinda scared when I woke up when mom said today was going to be storm. It's Saturday and the weather predicts storms through the weekend. So Saturday and Sunday, or the dates the lady set for her appointment. Anyway, I know it's just a dream so I'm good now. I did read about Vampires before bed and don't regret it, I learned a bit more and today I'm going to focus on researching more lucid dreaming.

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Saturday morning, 5 August 2017.

Walking in Northside La Crosse (features Silas Weir Mitchell)

Dream # 18,492-02.





There are a few repeating scenes where I walk west in daylight down a sidewalk on Sill Street, on the south side of it, in La Crosse, Wisconsin. I had turned right at Loomis Street and am near the intersection at Wood Street.

I am nude except for a blanket hanging down, wrapped around my shoulders. I feel no embarrassment or sense of displacement.

At times, I see the actor Silas Weir Mitchell walking on the opposite side of the street, about a quarter of a block behind me. He appears to be happy, but we do not meet. I get the impression he knows I am only out for a walk to pick up something to take back to the Loomis Street house (even though my dream self does not focus on what it might be).

I consider checking the contents of a green dipsy dumpster in the parking lot of a Country Kitchen restaurant (not a real-world setting). I wonder if it might contain something valuable someone had discarded. Instead of going near it, I circle it from a distance and return to where I was.

Because I am "walking with intent," I sense there are many other people in the area even though I do not see them. Silas does not appear in this location.

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Causality details:

The names Silas and Sill underlie a typical dream state hodgepodge, both beginning with "Sil." I do not corrupt this detail by pretending it has "meaning," only television influence.

Celebrities occur in my dreams as personified protoconsciousness primarily because dreaming encompasses a similar state of sensory deprivation as watching television in waking life, with minimal attentiveness to my real-world physicality, cognizance, and immediate environment.

Ultimately, that is also why "walking with intent" sometimes brings about the sense of having an invisible audience, associating the dream state with being in a television broadcast or movie.

Minimal "slope navigation" occurs in the parking lot scene caused by my vestibular-motor response to REM sleep. A parking lot corresponds with a lucid thread signifying a stage of liminality between dreaming and waking, similar to what it represents in real life.

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Date of Dream: SAT 5 AUG - 2017



Dream No. 170 - Booming On YouTube

I don't remember what happened at the start of the dream. I was shopping with my mum and there were heaps of lolly shops around the place. I wanted to get some but mum wasn't too keen on the idea. Back at home, I end up checking my YouTube channel and I see that there are multiple copies of the videos that I uploaded. I listened to some of the videos of me singing songs that I have never heard of in real life. I don't remember anything else about this dream.

Date of Dream: FRI 4 AUG - 2017



Dream No. 169 - Separated Sections

Dream 169 A - Nature's Guide
I don't remember all of the events in this dream. From where I do remember, there were a lot of walking tracks within local suburbs. At certain points, I'd feel like calling for Dreamy WB. There wouldn't necessarily be a response from her but at times, I would feel that there was some sort of energy relaxing me and making me feel at ease while I walked. I got to this strange looking jumping castle where people were supposed to do a wall climb. I don't remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 169 - The New Crash
This dream was based around the suburbs surrounding Brandon Park Shopping Centre. Logan from SML was driving me around to the places that I needed to go to. First, I told him that we needed to go to the snow area to “catch them in time”. I thought that the snow area would represent the Crash 2 level, “Bear It”. I didn't end up getting out of the car though. Logan ended up driving me to the other side of Brandon Park and that's when I actually got out of the car.

The level I arrived at was Turtle Woods. Now Crash wasn't anywhere in this dream... Rather, it was actually me inside the level. Eventually, I qualified for the death route which was a series of horizontal pillars and platforms above the main path and instead, had a night time appearance. I only made it across a few platforms but then slipped and ended up back in Turtle Woods. I don't remember what happened next in the dream.



Dream Trophies Achieved:
- The Returning Fan (Have 2 interactions with anyone from SML)
>> When I was asking Chilly about a gift for Logan (139 B)
>> Getting Logan do drive me around to the levels I needed to access (169 B).
- Enthusiastic (Have conversations with 5 DCs)
>> 1. Spoke with NN's mum regarding the pencil (131 A).
>> 2. Told EL, NBr and WB about Dreamy WB (142 B).
>> 3. Tried to talk James out of taking drugs and committing suicide (147).
>> 4. Discussing arrangements with the dog-napper (157 B).
>> 5. Had a conversation with Logan while he was driving me around (169 B).

Date of Dream: THU 3 AUG - 2017



Dream No. 168 - Separated Sections

Dream 168 A - Crash Bandicoot Warped
A version of Crash Bandicoot 3 was simulated into real life. I don't remember the exact events in the dream. I do remember though that the dream focused on Coco more rather than Crash.

Dream 168 B - Company Accounting Mix Up
I enter the classroom for company accounting but it doesn't look right. The room was huge and there was something like 30+ students in there. There were a mix of students both from Killester and Chisholm. As I walked in, I remember seeing JC and MZ who are not in Chisholm Diploma in real life. I then saw the familiar girls; ACR, FT and NJ. I ended up sitting next to NN whom I noticed had his hair cut extremely short, almost bald. I noticed too that WB was sitting behind me, eating something from a takeaway shop.

The teacher then came into the classroom and it wasn't who I expected. Apparently her name was Michelle White. She then says that we are 1 out of 3 company accounting classes. The other teachers were Alan Peters and KW. Only KW teaches at the TAFE in real life. That's all I can remember about this dream.



Dream Trophies Achieved:
- None

Date of Dream: WED 2 AUG - 2017



Dream No. 167 - Separated Sections

Dream 167 A - Budgeting For Graffiti
I found myself in this random shopping centre, looking through the window of some jewelry store. I then realised that I had this “budgeting test” to revise for. So I went over to the side without a window, facing out to the mall, and started writing on there with white chalk. The maths in the dream was actually logical as well. I remember writing “$2 x 6 kg = 12” and “$4 x 4 kg = 16”. It was a few times of writing it and then rubbing it off and then writing it that I realised I was doing a crime.

I was graffiting on the shop wall! I thought the shop owner was going to come after me sooner or later and so I had to get out of there and seek help. I paced through the mall, looking in every direction, while calling for Dreamy WB. The two times I called, there was no response. The third time I called, looking up the escalators, I used her alternate name, shouting “Miss T!”. Then while walking back from the escalators, I whisper to myself, “Dreamy WB...” to affirm the fact that I need her help.

Then my friend LA appears as a hologram and she says to me, “she's back that way”, as she points towards the direction of the jewelry store. I walk over into the hairdressers and there's where I see Dreamy WB, casually standing at the back of the salon. We end up hugging each other really hard for a long amount of time and then as she takes me out of the salon and back towards the jewelry store, the dream ends.

Dream 167 B - One Pair Only
I was having my 19th birthday party a month before my actual birthday in real life. It was a huge gathering of family and friends and lots of things to make a good party. One of the mums brought me pairs of shoes as a gift, two of them to be exact. One pair were flat red shoes and the other pair were high and pointy red shoes. My mum came up to me and said that I could only keep the flat pair. I don't remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 167 C - Back To Canberra
The class of 2017 were back in year 11 and were due for their Canberra camp. I decided that I wanted to go and visit them. I forgot what happened in the first few scenes of the dream. I then remember that I was skipping and gliding along this footpath beside a main road and the area I entered into looked like the front of Chisholm Institute in Dandenong. When I was on the premises though, the place looked nothing like Chisholm.

I was led to some long, outdoor subway which was like a hub to get to all these other places. The places were crowded and there were lots of fast food restaurants on this platform. Somehow, I got tangled up and disorientated in this crowd of boys but soon got out of it. I assess my surroundings and figured that one of the platform exits led to the Canberra camp site. I ended up having second thoughts on going because I just remembered that WB's cabin was right next to Ms L's. The dream then ended.

Dream 167 D - Filming Time
I don't remember what video the SML crew were making. I can remembered though that the only ones who claimed to be doing any work were Logan and JJ. They had accused Chilly, Tito and Pablo of doing nothing and just standing around. That's all I can remember about this dream.




Dream Trophies Achieved:
- Recuperating (Receive 3 hugs from Dreamy WB)
>> 1. Tight hug at swimming carnival resembled quality of Dreamy WB (136 A).
>> 2. She hugged me while taking me away from the hissing kitten (164 A).
>> 3. Gave me a big hug when I found her in the hairdressers (167 A).
- The T-Ol-Essa (Call Dreamy WB by her alternate name)
>> The third time I called her for help. I said "Miss T" instead of "Dreamy WB".

Date of Dream: TUE 1 AUG - 2017



Dream No. 166 - Separated Sections

Dream 166 A - Denial To Kryal Castle
My family was planning to go to Kryal Castle but another plan got in the way and I was disappointed. I ended up going to the shops with my mum and my brother, NN and RK also came with us. At the registers, my mum needed help taking bags back to the car. She said that NN and RK could to the car but my brother me and had to stay behind. I complained to my mum, going “Why can't NN and NB stay back?”. It actually ended up being that way. RK and I went back to the car and when we were in the car park, I could see Kryal Castle in the distance. I don't remember what else happened in this dream.

Dream 166 B - Return Of The Dog
This dream took place in my backyard. I was in the upper part, near the door to underneath the house, when I saw the dog running and scurrying up the path from the door to the garage that was open. The dog had a grey aura to her which I subconsciously knew was a sign that she was a deceased entity. When she got to me, she just sat in front of me and wagged her tail with her tongue constantly going in and out. I thought to myself “Why are you here? You're dead right...?”. This actually affirmed that I was dreaming but I was nowhere near becoming lucid.

What the affirmation did though was give me the prompt to start calling for Dreamy WB. I kept calling and calling, I eventually ran to the fence of the Greek neighbour's house and called her but there was no response. I still called as I went back to the upper part of the house but I suddenly stopped at a horrific sight. Ms L just sprouted out of the soil in the veggie patch as quick as a beanstalk! What was even more terrifying is that the dream made her have these really piercing, glowing eyes, which forced me to wake up in fright.

I was now perceived to be awake in my bedroom, still with my heart pulsing from the veggie patch sight. Here I was, then ready to start my TAFE day but there was one problem... Why was the clock saying 11:44? That means that I would have been 2 hours and 44 minutes late for classes, and potentially even 3 by the time I got there. I had the alarm clock set for 7:30 in real life. I then woke up and confirmed that I had truly exited the dream as the clock now said 7:11.



Dream Trophies Achieved:
- None

Date of Dream: MON 31 JUL - 2017



Dream No. 165 - The N. Sane Hidden Levels

At first, the dream was very much like the Crash Bandicoot 2 game in real life, with the graphics of the N Sane Trilogy, the way it would be normally laid out. It was as the the dream progressed that the layout of Crash 2 would be come completely different. The game was claiming that I was in the 5th warp room but then it looked like the 1st one to me. Usually, there are 5 levels in each warp room but as I went to one end of the warp room, more levels started appearing and the portals were everywhere.

Apparently there were 3 additional hidden levels in warp room 5. For a fact, it wasn't Crash doing the levels... It was actually me! I do remember the first hidden level I went in which was to push the magnetic ball to the end of the track, which was all sloping downhill. I don't really remember the second hidden level but the third hidden level was the harder alternate of the first hidden level. Once I had completed all the hidden levels in warp room 5, I went to see my brother who was doing his own thing on the computer. He had told me that there were hidden levels in other warp rooms as well, such as only 1 hidden level in warp room 1. I don't remember what else happened in the dream.



Dream Trophies Achieved:
- None

Date of Dream: SUN 30 JUL - 2017



Dream No. 164 - Separated Sections

Dream 164 A - Fear Of The Furry
I was back at Killester for school and there was a mixture of Killester girls and Chisholm girls in the class. I had one of the TAFE teachers for English. I then had Mrs TB for financial maths but the dream was always making me come 10 minutes late to class, no matter what I did. At one point, I never came back to class. I was then at my house, having piano lessons with my high school tutor PH. There was some weird homework that he had set for me but I forgot what it was.

I had left home to go to this random milk bar and when I came back out, I saw FT on the streets. She told me she had some meeting to attend with the members of the St. Kilda Football Club. I followed FT up the hill and discovered that the members were in my driveway. I got so excited and told FT that this was my house. Then I left her in the driveway and proceeded into the garage myself.

In the garage, I saw a grey kitten walking around and it would occasionally hiss at me, which would make me scared. I kept calling for Dreamy WB but there was no answer. The kitten would keep hissing and I got more and more scared. I eventually centred myself and came up with the new technique for summoning Dreamy WB. I spoke to myself, saying that she was going to be behind grandma's car. I then walked to the far side of grandma's car and indeed she was there, leaning on the driver's window. I remember she was wearing a white t-shirt with a black cardi and black trackies, with her glasses on.

So I went up to her and showed her how much I was freaked out. She then got up and put an arm around me, slowly walking towards the other side of the garage while holding me in a full on hugging position. The grey kitten was still menacingly hissing but then there was a black kitten and a brown kitten who were minding their own business and being all cute. Every time Dreamy WB would loosen and then tighten her grip on me, there was this “counter” that would increase. Once I was in the house and on the stairs, the counter was at 9 and then went to 10. Before we got to the top of the stairs, I woke up.

Dream 164 B - Elements Vs Economics
One of the TAFE teachers had given us an assignment for our economics class, except he's not our economics teacher in real life but rather the real life teacher for company accounting. For this case study, I wrote down and drew the symbol for what element suited each scenario. Some I remember were ice to freeze the money in place and then for another scenario, fire to stop the thief from getting away with the money. The dream then skipped to me getting the assignment back and there were crosses everywhere. I was really embarrassed with the result but then discovered that the teacher made corrections with red erasable pen, so I rubbed all his corrections out. I don't remember what else happened in this dream.



Dream Trophies Achieved:
- None



EXTRA NOTE - Trophy Adjustment/s
After reassessing some of the dream trophies, I don't think I'd be able to simulate the dream environment required with my current abilities, so I'm making some changes to the dream trophies so they are somewhat achievable, starting from future dreams.

Old:
Snowed In - Use your Ice abilities in 1 dream
A Sprig Of Time - Have Mrs O'N use her Earth abilities in 1 dream
Sparkie - Have EG use her Electric abilities in 1 dream
Burnt To A Crisp - Have LB use her Fire abilities in 1 dream
The Ice Age - Use your ice abilities in 3 dreams
The Hills Are Alive! - Have Mrs O'N use her Earth abilities in 3 dreams
Power Surge - Have EG use her Electric abilities in 3 dreams
Black Friday - Have LB use her Fire abilities in 3 dreams

Modified:
Snowed In - Use your Ice abilities in 1 dream
A Sprig Of Time - Use your Earth abilities in 1 dream
Sparkie - Use your Electric abilities in 1 dream
Burnt To A Crisp - Use your Fire abilities in 1 dream
The Ice Age - Use your ice abilities in 3 dreams
The Hills Are Alive! - Use your Earth abilities in 3 dreams
Power Surge - Use your Electric abilities in 3 dreams
Black Friday - Use your Fire abilities in 3 dreams

Date of Dream: SAT 29 JUL - 2017



Dream No. 163 - Crash Bandicoot Mayhem

I don't remember what happened at the start of the dream. A Crash Bash arena was simulated into a real life appearance. It was Sky Balls but the maximum number of players was six rather than four. Then there was a Polar Push arena which had three players on it being Polar, Crash and Cortex. I had prompted for the characters to be changed into real life graphics because their original cartoon graphics, I thought, didn't seem to match the arena. Polar was barely manipulated with just his fur being fluffier and cute look overall. Then there was Crash who was made to look really stupid and dumb. Cortex was the worst, looking really creepy, looking like someone who had woken up out of their coffin.

The dream then simulated the Crashball arena but not with the black surrounding but rather an environment at day time. The players were in the right space and rather, the six ships were scattered around the middle of the arena. As the first player was about to die, my mum came up and asked me why a ball would blow them up when hit. I explained that the player wasn't directly hit... The ball would program the player's ship to self-destruct on them. Afterwards, my mum followed me as we went away from all the arenas. I scaled this wall that had heaps of platforms on it, which I guessed to be simulation of Crash Twinsanity. I don't remember anything else about this dream.



Dream Trophies Achieved:
- None

Date of Dream: FRI 28 JUL - 2017



Dream No. 162 - Stir Fry Fruit Salad

I don't remember everything that happened in this dream. What I do remember is that I was at some formal event with the class of 2017 Killester girls, happening at some unknown place. Girls that had a particular colour schemed dress were supposed to go together for a photo shoot. I was in this group that were wearing dark blue dresses. The photographer wanted me to stand next to WB but she was complaining and making a fuss. She did eventually stop complaining though and things went on as originally planned. After the photo shoot, the dream turned me into the only one wearing a hot pink dress. I was doing some weird and crazy dance routine and everyone in the blue dresses were looking at me.

I then found myself in this random grocery store where I was finding fruit to make a fruit salad. I remember finding a lot of different fruits, even ones that don't exist in real life but I forgot what they looked like or what they were called. At the end of the dream, there was all this shredded cabbage in a small plate along with diced carrots and sour cream. It turns out that it was vegetable salad mixture. I can't seem to remember anything else about this dream.



Dream Trophies Achieved:
- None

Key:
Side Notes (Side Notes)
Title
Dream
Lucid

Distant Galaxy

On the balcony, outside was Infinite blackness.
I'm talking to a family member, in the corner of my eye, I see a galaxy with planets. I want to take a picture of that!
I don't want to get too close or I'll drift off into Outer Space.
I step near the ledge, it's hard to breathe over here.
Later, I was talking to my Mom, there was a giant tank of water, there was a Shark eating another Shark and I didn't want to see that.

Black Box with Medicine

I was at a hospital, I picked up my medicine box.
There was another belonging to someone else, I hesitated but grabbed it. I gave my medicine box to a woman who
accompanied me. I have to get this box to this guy.
The medicine box said "Floor 9", can't get up there fast with stairs, so i'll have to go on an elevator.
I dash to the hallway where there is 3 or 4 elevators. The first one on my right looks suspicious.
I feel like the elevator will collapse....so I decided to pick the next one, on the left.
I push the 'up' button and the elevator opens, I walk inside.
There's 9 floors, 9 buttons, I found it!
The 9 button is glowing and I push it.
This floor is different from the other floors...it's like a mix between a cafeteria from school and a church.
I am greeted by this priest, who insists I go on stage, I do.
'I don't have time for this' I think.
I am nervous, the spectators are waiting and worse of all the priest is stroking my hair.
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I woke up creeped out, I really have nothing much to say except: how does my Mind come up with this?
August 4th, 2017

I'm off today, but wasn't planning on WILDing. Then I woke up around 1am and wasn't able to fall back asleep.

So I got up, watched some TV and took

2x300 Alpha GPC - 2:47am
8mgs Galantamine - 3:53am

and went back to sleep on the sofa.

Next thing I know, I'm sitting up, laying down, sitting up, laying down... over and over.
I realize I'm dreaming and I added some feet to head flat sliding motion. Then I hovered out of the room in the same position.

I decided right away that I want some sx, after not LDing for about 3 wks. I got some 2 long sx episodes.

Next time, i don't remember how, but I ended up on the street. Started walking slowly. I noticed how good my awareness is and how long it lasts. I wanted to do something meaningful, haha, so I kneeled down and started to pour dirt through my hands while noticing how it feels.

Then I remembered the TOTM - change the moon to blue. I read what dreamvixen said in the thread and at that time I decided that I want to do this task.

I looked up and it was at night, but overcast. I kept looking for the moon. Did the "hey look, there is the moon", but it didn't work. That's when I said forget it and got some more sx.