dream fragment

Dream Fragment Non-Lucid

I was inside of Skyrim and I was on an all-black mountain. It was snowing where I was, and there was hardly any plant life here. I got the feeling that someone was chasing me and also that there was someone that I was guiding through the mountain. The dream was from the person I was guiding's perspective. I looked back and gestured with my hand for the person to follow me. The person follow the order and started walking with me. All was peaceful until we got attacked by some people that was looking for us. The last thing I remember before waking up was that I saw myself Fus Ro Dah a guy off of the mountain.

I had been dealing with this dream for some time before I became lucid. There was so much going on, it is hard to pinpoint exactly what was happening. I was running around my house with only a bra and these pants that were decked out in some 80's band name that I cannot remember. There were already people there, but this girl was really short (shorter than me and I'm 5'1). This girl was somehow like our maid, or something. She was really young and about my age. She was just hanging out around the house at the moment, but there were boxes everywhere in the house making it REALLY hard to manuver throughout.

Then suddenly my hubby comes home and me and this girl had been joking and playing, I can't remember what we had done, but I told my husband that "this girl is trying to kill me!" I was joking. The girl was playing along. I'm starting to really wonder who this girl is to me. She seemed like my best friend, but I had never met her before. She was so nice and sincere. Anyway, we were saying our goodbyes and I was extremely sad to see her go. I told her we'd miss her a lot, and she was crying as she was leaving. We hugged for an awkwardly long time and then she left.

Soon, the house started piling with people I didn't know who were celebrating something. There were two guys in the hallway pointing guns at eachother. Mind you, I was not lucid yet, so that made me incredibly nervous. When one guy wasn't looking, I snagged the gun and distracted the other. The guy I had stolen the gun from was chasing me saying "Hey, give that back, I need it." The other guy was also chasing me saying to give him back the gun, lol. Weird0s. I ended up throwing the gun outside and they chased it like dogs.

I went back into my bedroom and the whole arrangement of the bathroom and my bedroom were all different. The bathroom was quite large and the bedroom had a lot of my personal items in it, but it wasn't right. I felt like that girl in the movie "The Labrynth" lol.

That's when I did a reality check, which, surprisingly I always check my hands now. It's so easy to do. That's where the nub check comes in. I looked at my hands and saw a growth of a finger coming out of my thumb, just a little nub. Even though I was done with the reality check I continued to stare at my thumb a few moments longer. I laughed and my hand would shrink and blurr.

So I'm lucid now, and I go back through the house. Yes, again, first thought was sex. (I'M NOT A PERVERT I SWEAR. but being a girl, sometimes, you just aren't completely satisfied in that area... you know what... screw you, I don 't have to explain myself :p) Ahem, sorry. So I continue through this house and the first guy (one of the guys that had the gun earlier) was really hot. I made a gesture to him with my hands and he looked at me disgusted. My first thought was that he was gay and I shrugged and continued on.

I ended up circling around the house, I went out the front door and found my hubby underneath the porch. It was like the whole "cool guys stance" thing at parties, I don't know. I giggled at his coolness in the dream and reminded myself to pay attention to more details. It was so hard though because there was so much I wanted to do. I did pay attention though and saw that it was lightly snowing, and you could barely see it. It looked more like dust.

So I go down the steps and look over and there are about a dozen people out here, the majority of them in blue jock jackets, football players I assumed. Suddenly I felt naughty for preying on these men, but it drove me more. Surely, I figured, there would be one guy there who wants to bang. I walked around the corner of the house and suddenly felt like I was in some kind of fantasy land.

The first thing I remember is that girl from earlier, my friend/maid/dream guide?, but she's not just short anymore, she's miniature and is running away from me. She looked like a little thumbelina and tried not to step on her, haha. She crossed my path and that's where I came to a strange occurence. There were three neon green bunnies (they could've been another fluffy critter) and on top of them lying down was some kind of miniature teletubby creature. They all looked so soft. The teletubby had been startled by my sudden approach and started wimpering, scared. One of the bunnies told the teletubby it was okay and soothed it back to sleep.

Ok.. so after this strange part, I wandered a bit behind the house and there were giant headed dolls. They were all like older women who had once been famous on tv. Oprah was one of them. Her and another one were looking at this new doll's face and they looked disappointed. "Her?" I remember one of them saying, as if the girl wasn't classy enough to join their collection.

So I turn around cause I don't really like what's been happening in that general direction. On my way back I decide to sneak behind these bushes that ran alongside the house. I peeked my head over and just then a football player in red this time passed. He saw me and backtracked. I looked up again and he was in front of me. He had found a little clearing in the bushes and surprised me by sticking his crotch in my face area. (Yes he was tall...) He wasn't that cute, but at least he wanted to. He kind of reminded me of this guy from the X-Files, Krycheck? anyway.

I lead him around back the house again as we look for a place to do it. We get inside the middle bedroom of the house and shut the door behind us. The house is still really cluttered and it's hard to get around, so this took us a few minutes to get here. Finally we were though and I started to take my clothes off. Then I heard a strange sound in the bathroom. I opened the door to the bathroom and didn't see anything so I shut it again. Then I hear it again and this time I recognize it as my son's baby talk. I open the door again and search with my eyes, but I don't see him. That's when I looked behind teh door I had opened. He was standing there crying and afraid.

I picked him up and apologized over and over. I knew I was dreaming, but I felt bad anyway. I can't neglect my dream son, can I? Anyway, his eyes were really red and he was itching them. My first thought was that he got something in his eyes so I rushed out the bathroom to where that guy was standing and waiting. I pushed him aside and grabbed my phone as I headed out the door. Even as I was calling 911 I knew it was a dream and there should be another way to fix it. Emergency services answered but I hung up trying to figure out how I could help him.

That's when I woke up. Like I said there was a LOT going on, so I tried to use detail when I could.

I was in a line with some people all working as cashiers someplace other than my actual job. It had a grocery store feeling and the main color I remember from the fragment was a light brown.

DreamLucidAwake

Lucid Fragment

As a result of playing so much Arcanists lately, I had a dream that I was playing Arcanists. Even though it was a team game, everyone started shooting fireballs and bombs at me. It was completely unfair. I then became lucid and thought, "If I'm the dreamer, then shouldn't I be winning?" So I decided I would cheat since they were pretty much cheating. I gave myself invulnerability and started beating the crap out of them. That's all I remember before waking up.

End

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a few beers last night, also took some 5-HTP which gives you REM rebound. Combined I figured they'd give me some cool dreams this morning. I did dream alot, and got lucid for a while.

01.45: Sleep

10.30: Dreams and fragments
*I'm walking down a road in the middle of the night, I'm getting picked up by my dad a few blocks away. I look behind me, a black guy is following me from afar. I pick up the pace and take a few turns. After a while I arrive at a long staircase, my dad is parked at the end of it. I glance back again and the guy is now close enough for me to see his face. I quickly run down the stairs and jump after a few steps, grinding on the railing. "Hey dude, wait up!" the guy calls out. I have no intentions of waiting for him but somehow he hands me a joint. I jump the last ten steps, gliding in the air. I slowly realise I might be dreaming, but I don't give it much thought. I get in the car with my dad. "Go!" I tell him and throw the joint out the window. "I'm sorry but I don't want any drugs!" I yell out to the guy as he's chasing us.

*I'm at a class reunion and I'm having a good time. One girl, Emely, looks at me disgustingly. I don't know what her deal is. "Matte, sit down and have some water will you?" a guy asks me. "What are you talking about?" I ask him. I walk away, I don't feel too unsteady on my legs but almost everyone's looking at me. "You're drunk!" someone says.

*I'm in a hayloft with a bunch of other people. Some girl seems interested in my and tries to get close. For some reason we're all lying in a stream of water, just relaxing. All of a sudden the door bursts open and I get up. It's my entire family with a few relatives aswell. I figure they must be here to celebrate my graduation. I give everyone hugs and kisses as they congratulate me.

*I'm standing on a porch at the beach. A fence prevents people from getting in, or something to get out. A band is playing and I realise it's Metallica. My dad shows up and tells me of the time when he quit Metallica, ages ago. I'm amazed that he actually played in Metallica. A guy jumps the fence for some reason and an enormous rhino runs up to him. It starts stomping on him and soon he's lying there, chest entirely crushed. A small fountain of blood is erupting from his chest. "Wow... That guy is a goner" I tell my dad. He agrees.

11.15: LD's MILD
*I'm standing in a shallow hole in the ground. It looks like a tree's been standing here, but has recently been ripped up. I feel like searching for some insects. I dig with my hands and remove some rotten wood. I find a large beetle and pick it up. It feels like it's trying to bite me but I can tell it's only its legs. I hand the bettle to my brother Morgan who's nearby. I remove some more wood and discover a hole. There appears to be a big cave underneath me, or some kind of wasp nest. 'Holy shit please don't let it be a wasp nest.'

As I stand there I slowly realise I'm dreaming. 'It doesn't matter if I get stung anyways... Although it might be unpleasant.' I stand there and just look at the hole until the dream fades away.

*I'm inside of a high tech building with another guy. He's got some weird display built into his forearms. We walk down a corridor and end up infront of a door, he swipes his arms on the locks. They shortcircuit and the door opens. I get in and walk around in a narrow labyrinth. I can hear a few people behind a door and I realise it's my companions. They try to force it open using a weird extendable stave. It keeps sliding off and the door shuts so it's only halfway open. We try this for a long time before I spot a few people down the corridor. 'Oh shit that's the other team!' I lie down and crawl under it as quickly as I can. "They other team is here" I tell them. We exit the labyrinth and arrive at a lobby full of glass walls. I grab a pair of glasses just as a guy from the other team comes up to me. He's wearing them too, but mine are dirty so I grab some snow from the balcony to wipe them off. The other guy seems upset about something and grabs my teammate and heads out on the balcony with him. They fly away and I'm left where I am.

I realise I'm dreaming, and that I'm the same kind as them. I can do whatever I want! I jump and start to slowly levitate. I fly for a little while until I reach a big gray wall surrounding the complex. There I meet my old coworker Holger. We talk for a while. "You know what? I'm going to fly as high as possible!" I tell him. I hold my hands out and jump. I slowly begin to rise. "You call that high up?!" he shouts. I rise even further and the complex is just a small square surrounded by forest. "Woooohooo!" I yell out in excitement. I take a little look around and can see mostly forest and roads.

11.15: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9½ hours

Supplements: Some alcohol and 200 mg 5-HTP

Tasks completed
BASIC ADVANCED TEAM THREE STEP TASK

Interact with a DC, Fly

That's it! My thoughts weren't entirely lucid in the last dream. The current schema held me in a tight grip, but I knew I was dreaming alright.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

The first thing I remember about my dream was that my best friend and I were in this huge canyon in this river. The water was really murky. I looked over at her and I shouted to warn her that two crocodiles were surrounding her. They were not moving at that point, but once I warned her, they started thrashing. So I swam onto the closest shore while my friends swam across the river to the other side. There was barely any shore though becuase at the edge of the waterliine was the wall of the canyon. So, I tried to climb it to get away from the crocodiles which later turned into sharks. I escaped, but I forgot to check if my friend did too! I then was in this weird city looking thing, but it reminded me of a videogame because I had a quest and there was a little arrow in the air pointing to my destination. My quest was to find my brother's book before he does...so I go looking for it, but the arrow disappears, so I'm all alone. The city then turns into Barnes&Noble and I'm frantically looking for this book. For some reason, I then change my mind to want to find a Hunger Games book and I did Barnes&Noble then turns into this school with a bunch of kids in it, and I felt like I was inside of this really corny movie about I guess Middle School romance? I have no idea.... But there were a bunch of love triangles and fights and then at the end almost everyone made up.. I have no idea why I dreamt that. The end of that scene took place in a courtyard outside. Across the courtyard I see the most beautiful modern day castle I have every seen! It was huge, and i told my friend that I would love to live in one of the really high towers. I then realized my brother works there... I go inside and my best friend was there! I looked into the doorway and my best friend's uncle (in the dream) was chained up to be beheaded... Then he mysteriously came back to life and told us that we were going to do great in life.I appeared in my room at this point. I remember looking at this card with a saying on it that said something like "The vampire that looks at this will be dreaming." or something like that. And then I remember questioning reality and doing the nose-plug RC and being able to breathe!!! (Btw, I've read other DJs where people say that they love doing the nose-plug check becuase the sensation of breathing while plugging your nose is really cool. I never understood that until last night. It was pretty cool) But the thing with this lucid dream was that I thought I had been awake and that by my reading the card I had fallen asleep! So my lucid dream within a non-lucid dream felt REALLY unstable and I remember vividness was TERRIBLE! I kept rubbing my hand, but nothing worked! I summoned a door in my window but it kept leading outside; I didn't want to jump out the window. I could tell I wasn't very aware of things because there was a huge flagpole outside my window that is not there in RC and if I was truly aware, I would know that I could just jump out. I turned around and tried summoning another door to a beach, but "woke up" standing in the middle of my room. I did a reality check, but I couldn't breathe through my nose! So, I reread the card and the reality check worked! But the dream was even worse than before, and I "woke up" standing in my room again. It was really annoying because my main dream, or the non lucid part was really stable and clear! But just because I thought I fell asleep in my dream, it made it really foggy.

Friday night, decided to go out.. wasn't worth it, recall suffered.

1:00am
6:30am

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Saturday night, I did remember a couple dreams, but I didn't write them down. I was imagining I was writing them though lol..

3:00am

Fragment: Me and some other people were looking around a city, I vaguely remember a fountain and multi-level carparks.

11:00am

DreamLucidAwake

I used my daydream awareness technique again before bed. I didn't feel like daydreaming about anything in particular. I just wanted to focus on the idea of becoming lucid.

Lucid Fragment

I was in Loudonville standing behind my grandmother's house. I'm not sure but I think I was Claire or seeing things through her eyes in this dream. I was trying to hide from an army of little kids who wanted to eat me. They found me and they charged at me. I tried shooting them with an LMG I had been carrying, but it was out of ammo. So I picked up a gold sledge hammer leaning against the house. I swung it around in a circle hitting all of the kids around me. It was quite comical until I woke up.

Tooth Ache

This dream started out with me in my grandmother's house (Mansfield). It was a flase awakening and I was lying in the bedroom. I got up and put my clothes on for the day. I walked towards the kitchen to get some breakfast. I got a really strange feeling in my one tooth though as I walked to the kitchen. It then started hurting really bad. I poked it and felt it with my tounge. It hurt even more and tasted like bood, so I figured it was about to fall out. I started panicking because I don't think you're supposed to lose adult teeth. I poked at it with my finger and really knocked it lose. My mouth suddenly started to fill with blood. I ran into the bathroom and spit it out into the toilet. I started questioning why I had a bad tooth and how I could fix it. I became lucid after remembering that I had a similar dream a few days ago.

I still wasn't sure how I was going to fix my tooth. After spitting more blood out I decided to call out to my sister for help.

"Miki...Miki...Miki..." I moaned holding my head over the toilet.

I didn't get any response from her. It seemed like she just decided to leave. So I decided to rely on a dream guide.

"Claire!" I shouted to bring her to me.
"What?" She said walking into the bathroom.
I turned around to face her and said, "Look at this tooth ache!"
"So?" She said thinking it was normal.
I then spat out more blood onto the floor and yelled, "This isn't normal! Fix it!"
"Alright, follow me." She said.

I followed her outside of the house. Even though I had just woken up, it was oddly night time. We walked across the street into a field. We were walking towards a huge statue. I think it was the head of the Statue of Liberty half burried in the ground. I then stopped walking and thought about my real life tooth. I thought the tooth pain in my dream could be related to my real life tooth. If so then it would be a good idea to wake up and check on it. I grabbed the fabric of my dream with my hand (if that makes sense) and started pulling on it. I pulled and twisted it until it ripped open. I let myself fall into the void and woke up.

When I woke up my tooth was completely fine. That made me a little upset that I woke up for no reason. I got up to get a class of water and then sat there for a while using my daydream technique.

Rope Swinging

Kind of forgot some of this dream because I put off writing it. I was standing on a platform built around the top of a very tall tree. I tried to see how far from the bottom I was, but there was only a thick fog below me. I was standing there with my cat. My cat looked as if he was about to jump off of the platform.

"No kitty! No kitty! No kitty!" I yelled.

He jumped off and I looked down to see had jumped to another platform. As high as it was, it looked like it should have killed him. I became lucid after thinking about how the fall should have killed him. I saw ropes hanging from the tree branches and decided to play with those. I ran foward, grabbed a rope, and swung towards another platform. To reach the next platform I had to curve around the tree with the rope. Oddly when I did this I had a quick gust of hot air blow at me for a few seconds. After I landed on the next platform there were no others to swing to. I ran and swung on the last rope anways. After I let go of the rope I fell far through the fog until I hit the ground. I did a roll when I landed so I wouldn't break my legs or anything. More happened after this, but I forgot it.

Improved Teleportation

I can't remember the moment I became lucid. I was standing in my grandmother's living room (Mansfield) in the middle of the night. Oddly everyone us up and walking around even though it was the middle of the night. I decided I would try teleporting somewhere. I don't like walking around the dream world at night or places that seem very normal to me. I had a little bit of a new idea on how I would teleport this time.

I swiped my hand down to create a rift in the wall above the couch. I jumped off the couch and dived into the portal. I fell and crashed into the void like I was expecting. Now that I was in the void and the previous dream scene was erased, it would be easier for me to teleport to a new one. I swung my arms out in a tearing motion to rip a hole in the void while thinking of a place full of snow. A rift opened up and I could see a bunch of snow through it. I stepped through the portal and I was in the middle of a forest covered in snow and ice. I also saw Chris just standing there watching the snow. The place was amazing, but it felt too cold there and I wanted to leave. I waved goodbye to Chris and walked back through the portal into the void.

I did the same thing as before when I was in the void, except I thought about the summer and the beach. I saw sand, water, and the sun materialize as I opened the portal. When the image was complete I walked through the portal. Unfortunately the exit portal was a little high up in the air and I fell out of it. I hit the ground pretty hard, but I at least landed on sand. After groaning in pain and complaining to myself I got up and looked at my surroundings. I was on a beautiful island with a bunch of trees and flowers behind me. I looked back to the beach and saw someone just lying there on the beach. As I walked towards her I realized she was Claire. I wanted to ask her a few questions, but she was sleeping. I poked her belly a few times to try to wake here up. I then decided that waking her up would be like waking an angry bear. I sat next to her and waited for her to wake up, but she never did. I looked around a little bit and admired this new world. One odd thing I saw though was the Statue of Liberty's head burried in the ground again. The dream faded away as I waited.

In a Painting

It was a false awakening and I was actually in my own room for once. I was packing my bags for yet another road trip. As I was packing I saw a picture on my wall. It was a picture of the Statue of Liberty. I walked over to it and stared at it for a moment. I don't have a picture of the Statue of Liberty on my wall. I became lucid after realizing that the statue was in the previous dreams. It meant that this one was likely a dream too.

For some reason I felt like I should go into the painting. I pushed my hand through the picture. It looked and felt like I had stuck my hand into a bucket of water. After pushing my whole arm into it, I was sucked into the painting. Next thing I know, I'm falling high above the buildings of New York City. I then felt an energy above me and turned towards the sky. Two seperate portals had opened in the sky. Out of one fell Chris, and out of the other fell Claire.

"What the hell are you guys doing?!" I asked them.
"Trying to save you!" Chris said.
"You're doing a pretty bad job at it!" I yelled at him.
"There wasn't much time to plan!" he yelled back.
"Shut up and morph into a dragon already!" Claire yelled.

I transformed into a full dragon real easy and spread out my wings. Claire grabbed onto my back and I grabbed Chris with my four legs. I was about to crash into a skyscraper, but Claire grabbed my horns and steered me to the right. I was about to hit another building, so she steered me to the left just barely missing two buildings. I nearly lost my grip of Chris and was barely holding onto him anymore.

"You guys are too heavy" I yelled.

Claire got mad at me and purposely steered me into the side of a building. That was a painful hit on the head.

I growled at her and asked, "What the hell was that for?"
"Watch what you say." Claire said.
"This too much weight for me to carry!" I yelled back.
"Maybe you just need to build some muscle" She said.
"Look out!" Chris yelled.

I looked back in front of me and saw the Statue of Liberty. I crashed into the crown thingy on it and gripped it with my claws. I grabbed Chris with my tail and and Claire held onto my shoulders. After some struggling I finally pulled all of us up. All of that craziness destabilized my dream and I woke up like 5 seconds later.

End

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had extremely long and weird dreams last night, I can't be bothered to write them down really. Did a small WBTB and after that it started with a LD in which I was going to have sex, this led to the "unfaithful schema" being active and it all turned into a nightmare when I lost lucidity.

23.30: Sleep

Spoiler for 18+:

11.00: Getting down and dirty MILD
I'm with a latina girl and I intend to have some sex. I go down on her and notice a vein going from her belly down to her thigh. "What a cute vein" I say. She touches it. "This? It's a chakra vein, makes me able to control my chakra." I start pleasuring her with my tongue while she's rocking her body back and forth. I time it and she moans in pleasure.

The dream slips from me and I end up in SP. I lie still and visualize a scene in which I'm having sex with the girl. I almost end up in a dream before I black out.

I wake up in a bed next to a girl. I know I'm on a boat cruise. I position myself ontop of the girl who just woke up. I slowly start to realise what I've done last night. I drank myself stupid and ended up having sex with this girl, cheating on Monica. I get up and get out of there. I almost throw up from the anxiety. 'Fuck fuck fuck! What the hell have I done?!'

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 12½ hours

Supplements: Galantamine + Choline at WBTB.

That's it! Well, on G+C you're in for an extremely long dreaming period. That can be good or bad, unlucky me this time the unfaithful schema took like an hour to go away, it stayed there for a few dreams.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Last nights dream fragment

All I can remember is that I wore my 7 year olds pyjamas, they fit me perfectly and then I think "what's J going to wear for bed now"

2/11/2012
I wrote down my dream in detail and then a while after I woke up I realized that my dream journal was completely blank. Now I can't remember anything about my dream because I didn't write it down or mentally review it on waking because I thought I'd already done so. I hate when this happens. I'd have so many easy lucids if I could just remember to RC every time I write in my dream journal.

2/17/2012

I was on a baseball team it seems like. I climbed on one of the huge, tall fences that are behind the batting plate on a baseball field. I climbed up and down it multiple times with only my arms trying to build upper body strength I guess.

2/17/2012

I was walking through a mono-colored, all blue building with books displayed on the walls like paintings. There were two dark-skinned men talking to me about something; I vaguely remember. I don't know why I didn't do a reality check within the dream, it was really abnormal. I read one of the many books on the wall and I started crying.

2/14/2012

All I remember was a couple of friends and I in what seemed a run-down village with guns and my vision had indicates of information like ammo, the radar and everything else that you would find while playing a Call of Duty game. My memory of this is less than 3 seconds, mainly just the picture of what it looked like.

February 18, 2012
Still nothing interesting going on- just a dream fragment. I know I had more than that but I just can't quite remember the rest . I also tried a WBTB with a WILD, which almost worked, but when I felt like I was going into a dream the whole thing just faded and it wouldn't work

Fragment: not much, just me doing math for some reason :/

I think the problem I am having might be because of my alarm clock. In my room it sits on this thing that hangs on my wall, kind of like a shelf. Every morning when it goes off I have to sit up and turn it off. I think all this movement is causing me to forget, so I will be sure to place it somewhere else and see how that goes .